#I was trying to distract myself

[hamenthotep]

I made a checkpoint from Sonic 1

It’s so rusty because its 30 years old

#sonic 1 #checkpoint #sonic the hedgehog #sega #blender #eevee #blender render #blender eevee #eevee render #I was trying to distract myself #my dog was at the vet having surgery so it was either this or pacing up and down worrying

[butchfalin]

the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

#yeehaw #1k #5k #10k #posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours? #also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that! #unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference #edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense #also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags #1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now #he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic #2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign #like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock #3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing #it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is #extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once #it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life #i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about #Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect #if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it #aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week

[randomdork-artdump]

Made a new phone wallpaper to distract myself

#legend of zelda #breath of the wild #link #revali #revalink #my art #trying to distract myself while i wait for my TotK copy to arrive #the wait is killing me 😭

[magentasnail]

endless thoughts of impending doom

#anxiety #death anxiety #animation #gif #flashing cw #epilepsy warning #really trying to distract myself from it #or take it as “then I better enjoy the thing I'm doing” #but sometimes it strikes a little harder #art #myart #my art #digital art

[flashbastardsramblings]

The Fall of the House of Usher is full of horrible, absolutely terrible, morally corrupt bisexuals and I'm so here for it

#i love the representation #dirtbag queers #love that for me #also that's me trying ro distract myself from thinking of ofmd #I'm going insane y'all #the fall of the house of usher #edgar allan poe #mike flanagan

[thyinum]

Little Yangvik sketches I drew some time ago

#yangvik #yangchen #kavik #avatar yangchen #the dawn of yangchen #the legacy of yangchen #avatar novels #atla #украрт #I actually drew them on February 24 #probably was trying to distract myself from the memories of how the full scale russian invasion started

[uhbasicallyjustmilex]

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#distracting myself by the fact i can’t see qotsa tonight by making alex gifs #i mean #who could ask for a prettier distraction?? #(my real distraction is finishing off the chapter i’m working on but this was a tiny little break from that) #i love this interview and how much more talkative and at ease he always seems to be when miles is there #i also always love watching the process of him trying to cast a thought out of his mind and into the world around him #it’s such a physical process #also: #snout 🥺🥺 #alex turner #alex gifs #tlsp #the last shadow puppets #my gifs #lulu posts

[ieropilled]

frank. i quite literally cannot do this right now

#my brother in hell i was already in tears over 3839495 different things and trying to disctract myself by #stalking your twitter likes. #DID NOT WORK #DO NOT RECOMMEND #well to be honest it kind of did actually. immediately felt warmer inside and got distracted by tumblr and just stopped crying and feeling #all that dread. THEY HEAL ME

[fbfh]

Thinking about how Miguel O'hara's brain is just a fruity lil margarita of breeding, possession, housewife, size, primal, and strength kinks with a whole bottle of pleasure dom juice. Hm.

Especially when you're ovulating. God help both of you. He can smell it from a mile away and always swears that this time will be different, he can control himself, he won't end up a slobbering feral mess that has you in a mating press all week, and every single month he finds himself in that exact position. Literally. You just smell so... sweet, and musky, and creamy, like milk and cookies. It's not his fault that you're so damn addictive. He genuinely doesn't think you can possibly get more attractive until he's actually inside you. It started innocently enough, with him asking you to sit in his lap. He lasted about 2 minutes this time before ripping off your clothes with his claws so you could cockwarm him. His cock is so big and meaty, definitely not for the faint of heart. You're genuinely surprised he manages to fit most of it inside you, it's that big. He'd be lying if he said he wasn't slowly turning you into a bit of a size queen. You're too scared to measure him properly, plus no one would believe whatever the number is anyway. But every time he works his veiny, meaty, throbbing cock inside you, every time the dizzying uncut tip catches on your pussy, slicking you up as it practically pisses precum out of the feverish, deep red slit, you SWEAR it feels like a professional baseball player's bicep is being worked inside your cunt. The imprint of his cock reaches up to your ribs, you would wonder how it's possible if you weren't already forgetting your name. And god, miguel loves that. He loves how small you are in his massive grip, how he can hold your legs open with his big meaty thighs, leaving you all exposed like that. He loves how you smell. God, the way you smell... he bends forward, using a fraction of his strength to collapse into you and arch your back as he nuzzles into your neck, rooting around until he finally finds the spot. THE spot. The sweet juicy tender spot where your addictive, delicious pheromones are coming from, and he does the only thing he can to satisfy this hunger. He bites down. He sucks that tender patch of skin into his mouth, fangs grazing and making your cunt convulse. And goddammit, you taste better than you smell. He sucks and sucks and licks at your skin with his big wet long tongue. You feel something wet dripping down your neck and realize he's salivating. This man is literally DROOLING for you. You try to squirm and wiggle completely unsuccessfully, this man has you LOCKED DOWN. Big mistake. His grip tightens, and he moves you even closer to him so you have less to work with in terms of attempts to break free. As if that didn't have your clit twitching so hard you would think she's moaning in morse code, he starts growling. It's a deep, bassy, chittering sound that vibrates through your whole body. He doesn't even know he's doing it. Whenever you move he just gets more possessive and manhandly, like trying to take away an untrained dog's favorite toy. Everything he does makes you dizzier, it makes your pussy drip until there's a puddle on the floor. If you were capable of coherent thought, it would probably be something along the lines of "wow holy fuck thank god miguel has such a good sense of smell or ovulating would be really boring"

#drabbles #miguel o'hara #miguel o'hara smut #miguel o'hara drabble #miguel o'hara drabbles #miguel o'hara x reader #yes this is so i dont think about how the first two episodes of pjo are out #im still at work and im trying to distract myself #it's partially working

[tumatawa]

A gentle person..

#Phew... I havent had this much fun drawing him in a while #mp100 #mob psycho 100 #shou suzuki #tumatawart #HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHOU Hes been my favorite ever since I got into mp100... A whimsical person to be sure #As you can tell I'm trying to distract myself from the final arc. Lets talk some more together

[hamartia-grander]

Karlach really fucking wanted to leave??????

#i'm pissing myself laughing at the the fucking NOISE #idek how she was trying to open the door I wasn't even controlling her😭😭😭 #I was so distracted by looting Godey I didn't even notice it was her doing that at first I'm gonna cry #Bg3 #Baldur's gate 3 #Karlach #Karlach Cliffgate #Astarion #Bg3 memes #it's funnier to pretend she was just having fun #Karlach in her head: hey this locked door makes a funny sound when I pull on it. *yanks it more* hehe.

[jmdbjk]

This in particular...

Where have we seen these types of things hanging off necklaces before? Hmmmmmm?

I KNOW IT'S NOT THE SAME but the fact that its the same design, a ring strung on a chain, and a tab shaped pendant... it's jikook coded for sure.

And another thing... the pop up location in Tokyo... isn't that the escalator that they are going down in that scene in GCF Tokyo? The Tokyo pop up will be where Jimin and Jungkook filmed GCFT. See that mirror-y stuff on the sides?

#jikook #bts x monochrome #jimin #jungkook #gcf tokyo #we knew it was gonna be merch of some kind #i am trying to distract myself from worrying work with me here

[jerswayman]

pre-game ritsies for luck (please)

#trying to distract myself from that fact that we suck rn #bruins lb #boston bruins #UPDATE: 30 SECONDS AFTER I UPLOADED THIS TO MY DRAFTS FREDDY SCORED #so i guess it worked??? #j made a thing

[violetvulpini]

Took a request or two on Twitter

#The Owl House #Lumity #Raeda #Hunter toh #Willow Park #Raine Whispers #Edalyn Clawthorne #Luz Noceda #Amity Blight #King Clawthorne #Eda the Owl Lady #Golden Guard #Six Fanarts #Trying to distract myself while I wait to be able to watch the finale

[ineed-to-sleep]

We've started blocking it out babey *I say completely chill and cool and unaffected as if I didn't just become a pathetic beast screeching in pain on my tattoo artist's chair today for 2 hours*

#LISTEN. TO ME. IT Hurt 🫠....................... #she used 13 needles on my soft little artist hands. the tattoo machine sounded like a chainsaw #I had no idea how much more blocking in would hurt than just doing the lines #tho in hindsight I think it probably hurt more bc we started with the hand #and hands are bony and sensitive #but it's fine it's fine we got the worst part out of the way so I'm very happy abt that #I watched drag race to try to distract myself while she was working on it fjkfj tho paying attention to the episodes was a real challenge #sleep.txt #sleep.png

[thatonebirdwrites]

Some of Lena's Handmade Spells

Going with the Flow: Happiness Spell (Attempt 4)

Majoram for Luck and Happiness.

Masterwort (Hog Fennel) mixed with Yarrow for Courage

Huckleberry crushed with Wintergreen for Hex-breaking

Lavender for Peace and Harmony

Crush all of the above and mix. If not pregnant nor have dermatitis, boil the above and strain. Bathe in the resulting tea or drink (Note to self: experiments did not determine which method improves spell. Perhaps more data points are needed? Four tries seems far too small a sample.). If pregnant and/or have dermatitis either avoid Yarrow or mix into a satchel to wear (Note to self: does satchel wearing actually work? What is the best way to test this hypothesis?)

Recite in language appropriate for magic:

"Release all burdens and negativity. Alleviate all pain and anxiety. Break all hexes that sunder. Restore one's youthful wonder. Amplify all joy and peace. After one day, the spell will cease."

(Note to self: translate into Irish or Latin? Why is Latin used for magic when my people come from an Irish heritage and Rome was a colonizer? Didn't pagan magic exist prior to the existence of Latin? More Research is needed.)

Necessary disclaimer: Kara and anyone reading this, please tread carefully with yarrow as it can impact dermatitis and shouldn't be used if pregnant. (Seriously, Kara, don't you dare touch my herb and berry supply again. I am not liable for your ridiculous prank teas. I'm watching you.)

Note to Lena: I only did the prank teas twice! And in my defense, I had no idea that herb caused diarrhea! You don't really label them with warnings. What if I helped by adding a disclaimer to all your labels to mark which ones are safe to ingest and/or drink?

Note to Kara: If it keeps you busy, then fine, but my notes are specifically for humans since I am a human. I do not have the data to determine what is safe for you to ingest.

Note to Lena: I'm pretty impervious and invulnerable to most things and have an iron stomach. I can even handle poisons that you definitely can't.

Note to Kara: Are you serious?? Did you ingest POISONS?? Please don't do that. I don't care how invulnerable you are. I'd like to not tempt fate. My heart simply cannot take that. Also, these notes defeat the purpose of the spell. I'm trying to restore my youthful wonder and joy and not faint from worry by you testing whether you can poison yourself with my herbs. Thanks.

Note to Lena: That's valid. I'll stop tempting fate.

Results:

Spent one day in a state of joy and wonder. Everything I did felt like I was trying it new, and it brought such happiness. I felt no anxiety or fear the entire twenty-three hours and forty-eight minutes. I discovered, however, that I was incapable of long-term planning. It seems the youthful wonder translated into being caught in the present moment, where I went with the flow. I also discovered a deep eagerness to share my joy with anyone within my vicinity.

Physical affection came much easier and without fear or anxiety or worries about people's perceptions of me. I was able to express my emotions freely in a way I've never done before, which was very mind-opening. Perhaps I need to discern ways to express my emotions more readily in safe settings without magic?

Perhaps an adjustment to spell to allow for planning?

Breaking the Hex of the Luthor Name (Attempt 2)

Note to self: This is probably nonsense. It's not like I can magic away people's memories of how awful and abusive my family was. But maybe I can somehow break any hexes placed on the name that somehow impact me unknowingly? This is my second attempt as I accidentally exploded the mixture the first time. I am unsure as to how that happened. If it happens again, then will adjust ingredients.

Vertivert

Huckleberry

Wintergreen

Shred the above herbs and pound them into a mixture. Burn the mixture and recite the following:

Break all hexes upon the Luthor Name. Sunder all evil eyes upon the Luthor Name. Exorcise all evil cast upon the Luthor Name.

Note to Self: This mixture did not explode! I adjusted the verbiage and verified the pronunciation of all translations into Irish. Latin caused the explosion the first time, and I believe it is because it is a dead language and I cannot locate proper pronunciation guides. Irish is not a dead language and pronunciation guides exist. Irish has also worked well with prior spells I've attempted so why not this one? Also, side note, that spell made me feel a lot lighter and less burdened. Is that wishful thinking on my part or did the spell actually work?

Results:

Four days and twenty minutes since I cast this spell: Donations to my foundation have increased by 120% starting within eight hours of casting my spell. Is this a correlation or causation?

Two months, three days, and sixteen hours since I cast this spell: Donations increased by 202% since last entry in this results column. We've been able to fund so many green energy projects and a ton of medical research! Surely these increases in donations wasn't all due to the spell? Had there been so much hexes on my last name that it impacted my ability to make headway with the foundation? I'm not sure what to think if so. I also am unsure how I would even discern the truth of this or test it in a way that proved causation.

Note from Kara: Lena!!! I totally think this is the spell that broke your stream of bad luck. You probably needed a good hex breaking. I'm so glad you did it!

Note to Kara: Avoid writing in my grimorie -- But Lena, you need outside perspective too for your experiments! I can totally help! -- and stop pouting when I steal my pen back to finish my notes. I will not fall for it. No matter how adorable you look.

Note to Self: Perhaps purchase separate notebook so Kara can write up her reflections on the results of my magic experiments. See if this alleviates her tendency to write in my grimorie.

To Be continued... May write more eventually.

#supercorp #magic!lena #Lena Luthor #Lena science-ing her magic #I looked up all of these herbs myself in order to determine if they are safe for people to use but even then I still urge folks to be SAFE #I can picture Kara trying to be helpful in Lena's lab and just sort of taking her pen to write a note to help with observations #Lena might be amused at first but soon find it distracting and possibly frustrating after awhile hence buying Kara her own notebook #kara danvers #magic spells #supergirl cw #cw supergirl #supergirl #kara x lena