#I would like there to be doughnuts

[thisisourlovestory]

have a french exam tomorrow should be revising can’t be bothered to revise cause it’s French and yet watch me be awake until 4 in the morning and then fall asleep during the test

#french #whyyyyyy #speaking exams suck #I might actually cry #not a might #I WILL cry #no questions #no doughnuts #that was meant to be no doubts #but I suppose there will also be no doughnuts #I would like there to be doughnuts

[uncanny-tranny]

Something beautiful about the word transsexual is that contrary to popular (often by transmeds) belief, it has always included people who don't medically transition in anyway. It simply is an older word for what a lot of people would now call transgender and there are so many transsexual elders who never went on hormones and never had surgery but have identified as transsexual for decades and still do. I know transmeds have been around back in the day too, claiming that transsexual is only for medical transitioners, but many elders will disagree. Even if you look at some trans glossaries from 15 years ago they will define transsexual the same way that we define transgender. Transsexual and transgender are largely synonymous with different connotations to different people. The beauty is that we as trans people get to choose whether we want to reclaim a term that was put on us by cis people, or if we want to claim a term that was created by us for us, and both are beautiful and radical in their own way.

The thing about the history of transness is... we have documentation of trans people having existed for at least a thousand years. Trans history is ancient. We are a fact of humanity, not an option.

The interesting thing about transsexual is that it's a new word - coined in German as Transsexualismus by Magnus Hirschfeld in the 1920s, introduced later as transsexual. Around this time, more people were interested in what would be known as transsexualism. It's around this time and after the war that more and more medical transition options became wide-spread and practiced. Medical transition is by no means as experimental as people fear monger it to be, but in terms of trans history, we're living in a vastly different era than our trans ancestors.

The understanding of transsexual depends on who you ask, but it's my opinion that we ought to include as many transsexuals as possible. The idea that transsexuals are the Good Trans People, the ones who Put In The Work is an idea that's based on transphobia, not the language that's used. The attitude is the problem, the idea that we are inherently broken or must prove ourselves worthy is separate from the words that we identify with or are used to describe us.

It's for this reason that transsexualism is important to me. It's for this reason that I want as many people to be transsexuals as possible, whether or not you medically transition. I personally started preferring transsexual because I see it as political, as personal, as a community of beautiful people I want to help make good. If you don't identify as transsexual, that is great! But, please, know that transsexuals are also not stereotypes. We're not the Good Ones. We are part of the broader trans community, and thus, we should all work together.

#ask #anon #transsexual FAQs #i don't dismiss the fact that transsexual as a term has been used exclusionary... #...to make trans people into The Good Ones and The Bad Ones... #...but that stems from transphobia. the people who say i'm One Of The Good Ones don't see me as an equal or perhaps even a person... #...but i would be a token - a THING they use to justify /their/ transphobia... #...in cases like that they would use any word because it was never about the terms... #...so i don't dismiss that people are transphobic about it but i also don't want people to see transsexual as a dirty word #there are still transsexuals. there are still transvestites (trans and non-trans even!). there are still gender freaks. #it's gotten to the point that i prefer being transsexual and i also like the transgender community. it just doesn't encapsulate who i am #and that's not a bad thing! i love transgender people. i love the people. i go there sometimes to visit! i just don't live there. #i moved to the next town over and it's going great! but sometimes i'll go to transgender to chat up friends and get doughnuts and ice cream.

[ghost-proofbaby]

As someone who doesn’t celebrate Christmas I feel like Eddie would light up at getting to be the one to introduce you to all things Christmas traditions.

as someone who doesn’t really celebrate it all that much anymore either, i! fucking! agree!

it’s in the big things — getting to put up a tree with him & wayne and decorate it, nitpicking how ornaments are placed, making garland until you both swallow your pride and admit to wayne that yes the tinsel kind he bought at the store is in fact better — but it’s also in the small things. like that thought vomit i posted about getting hot cocoa and going to look at the lights.

he’d revel in showing you just how much warmth the holidays can hold, and i think he’d be a big sap over the way you make them feel like they did when he was a little younger, like they do in the movies. it’s all so cheesy and so sweet he’s got a tooth ache, doing ridiculous things like singing christmas songs obnoxiously in the shower as he washes your hair and you beg him to stop being so loud through your laughter. being adamant on putting up the decorations the moment thanksgiving is over because you won’t say it, but you like when the magic of the holiday lasts a little longer. when it all gets to linger the entirety of december. he’s putting so much effort into how he wraps your gifts that wayne is convinced the boy has to be severely ill, or that some stranger came in the night to steal him away before replacing him with a ome festive replica version.

and don’t even get me started on how eddie would be if you celebrated/grew up celebrating a different holiday than christmas.

he’d want you to show him all your traditions, would listen to carefully to each explanation and do his absolute most to respect each and every one the same way you do his christmas ones. he wants to enjoy latkes with you (and your family, if that’s in the cards), he wants to decorate a yule log with you (and be there on solstice to burn it with you). he’s just so irrevocably in love with you that he wants to learn and partake in every aspect of your life.

to be loved is to be changed. to learn their traditions and take them in as your own. and eddie munson would demonstrate that perfectly, no doubt.

#i’m in my feels #i am going to write a yule one shot i swear #i think he’d make christmas feel like christmas again #to be loved! is to be changed! #a coworker of mine has a family of melding traditions and it’s so sweet to hear about #eddie would want that with you #also eating jelly doughnuts with your family #you know the specific kind #i love it #he’s such a softie #thank u ily

[trans-xianxian]

I have become so frustrated w the job search process for an education position that I've finally broken and just started applying for food service jobs again 😭

#infinitely fucking easier #would rlly love to work in conservation education but the job search has been so infuriating and degrading #that I've become completely disillusioned with the idea #like okay actually maybe it would be nice to just work at a bakey making fat tips for awhile #instead of continuing on this horrible journey of cover letters and essay questions and convincing managers that I'm fucking great at my job #for the sliver of a chance of an interview #in a job pool where everybody with a bachelors degree looks better than me despite my experience #maybe I just need to sell doughnuts or something for awhile #oh my god and get free food all the time too #I forgot about that #and then I can just volunteer at some nature reserve to build my resume ig 😭 #filled w rage all the time btw #ghost posts #text

[tokaritoo]

hypothetical doodles for a hypothetical actor au

#i like thinking how they would react to the different scenes they need to act #hxh #kurapika #killua #gon #leorio #doodles #sketches #really poor quality #sorry! #i imagine hisokas actor apologizing for like #everything #he brings apologetic doughnuts! #tonpa is one of the directors and he just wanted to mess around with everyone #saw someone else say this but leorio and kurapika knew eachother from a podcast/ radio show they hosted #the directors thought their chemistry was fun and wanted them on the show #killua and gon first meet eachother here #so that makes their bond in the show even more genuine #kurapika had to die his hair blond #mortified about that but agreeded to it #his original hair colour was the one from the pilot #caa is super serious but everyone keeps making the stupidest jokes #also ignore my horrible handwriting?

[lacunasbalustrade]

gaito: the idiot

you’re not the strongest if you need to prove it

#to me Buddyfight is the Center of a jam doughnut #it’s something that like a whirlpool has absorbed my life but it’s also been a pillar of strength and even when I felt lost and had many #conflicted thoughts about it and strange feelings I could never hate it because it’s hope #has always been. Buddyfight taught me how to love. at the time I was forced to play games I didn’t love to be company for my brother. I was #studying and I learnt what pressure to achieve and succeed meant. #then that was that one episode where Zanya chooses Tsukikage not because he’s the better option but because he’s his buddy #and I realised that ‘oh- maybe just maybe I can have that too.’ #I didn’t even truly understand the concept of love until I watched that. #I was so lost back then haha #it made me want to run away. and even as Buddyfight changed I changed along with it and had to learn to accept the changes in life. #Buddyfight is a game but to me it was the equivalent of a companion. of a confidant. Buddyfight taught me a lot of what I hope I became #it was as close as I could get to a childhood love. #Buddyfight now. It’s the show that brings me comfort to watch. The show that caused me to get into pretty much everything I have now. If yo #Removed it from my life everything would topple down because my entire life was involved with it and continues to be. and I’m comfortable #with that it’s like always having a hand to hold when I need help. it’s the game that teaches me to think inventively and that connects me #to my everything. I wouldn’t be who I am today without it. and it’s always in my heart. my precious friend. #<fcbf live-blogging>

[academicgangster]

perhaps I should think myself up a cup of coffee and a chocolate doughnut with some of those little sprinkles on top, while I'm thinking

#did anyone tell Sam that coffee flavoured doughnuts are a thing because that is what I'm getting myself #i feel like if someone told him this his face would look like a cat who just heard a can opener

[elementaldoughnut12]

Nick Wayne! You seem very relaxed and chill!!💘

Yes!!!! I can now see how we have the same energy! I try to be chill and relaxed but if you mess with me... you will go through a wall also thank you virtual friend!

#nick wayne is my little angel #i feel like nick and hook would be chill friends #ask game #thanks virtual friend #ask doughnut

[robotpussy]

the charli xcx speed drive music video coming out this late is.... omg

#i thought it would never come lmaooooo #all that's happening is somebody is doing doughnuts in a pink car like omg they put no money #into the video charli is just singing in front of the car and she did a little samsung product placement

[dailyfigures]

good evening besties whats everyones favourite manga series <3

#if you dont wanna see me talk you can blacklist the tag 'non figure' and youll only see figure posts and nothing else btw!!! #anyway i finished vol 10 of chainsaw man last night i will literally never recover but yeah its my fav manga series ever #i have to admit i have severe adhd so i havent nearly read as much manga as id like to but #some other favs of mine are doughnuts under a crescent moon & goodbye my rose garden & my lesbian experience with loneliness #im in love with the villainess & killing morph & anything by junji ito & blood on the tracks & mieruko-chan & komi cant communicate #i have a bunch more im currently reading but have only read a couple volumes so cant call them favs yet but yeah! #would love to hear what you guys' fav series are <3 #me.txt #non figure

[airyairyaucontraire]

I'm GLAD bagel is losing do you hear me I'm GLAD

#would serve me right if bagel rallied towards the end wouldn't it #showed my hand too early! #I have made bagels at home #it was quite fun #I bought my sister a bagel guillotine to make her happy #in part because she really liked the comedy horror movie Idle Hands #in which a character fails to cut off his possessed hand using a bagel guillotine #and in part because yeah she likes eating bagels #so do her kids #blueberry bagels are their favourites #they're good kids #so I'm not actually anti-bagel just anti-people who can't handle the fact not everyone likes chewy bread doughnuts #idle hands is quite bad but seth green and elden henson (sp?) are funny in it #does anyone actually remember devon sawa

[justleaf]

I guess it's burnout or whatever but I'm sitting here trying to do work and all I can think about is writing about Vernon Roche's dick. The intrusive dick thoughts are winning.

#I would like to be very clear that this is not a thirst post #I am looking at doughnut charts and all I can think about is haha this chart has a butthole

[piplupod]

i know the answer is greed and potentially also rising costs but why does anyone need to pay anything over $300 for a place to live. especially when its a studio apartment like... it doesn't make sense idk

#infuriating bc im rly trying to look at if its realistic for me to be alive dnfjdkl #and like. if i get on disability thats 1400 a month (2k is below the poverty line in canada and yet... 1400 is enough for disabled ppl 🤪) #but then most supportive living places want to charge me 70% of my wages (so disability+any money i make outside of that) #like. what am i supposed to use to survive then lol #how tf do u expect me to pay for groceries and transportation and other necessities. i can probably manage that but. #then theres no money left over for fun things. thats fucking miserable #thats 980 for rent. then 420 left over for Anything Other Than Rent #idk if the supportive living places even provide internet or if u have to pay that #so fuck me i guess lmao #i think i can manage like $50 a week for groceries if im careful #which does leave me $220 for anything else. but idk #if i had to pay for internet that'd be roughly $100 from what I've seen for the cheapest plans available... rough #so 120 left for whatever else. also the groceries isnt counting like.. anything other than food oops #so i guess i will just never be able to have any savings djfjdkl #like maybe if i keep my limit of spending to $50 a month for any clothing or ice creams or whatever else #art supplies or plushies or whatever else. doughnuts etc. then maybe i can squirrel away 70 a month #the 50 would also have to go towards bus tickets probably bc govmt doesnt always give u a bus pass for disability #i think u have to pay for it each month? i cant remember #god that sucks #like legit if it's going to be like that then I'd kind of rather kill myself dbdjdl that sounds miserable to me #esp since i have no irl friends and i dont think im going to be able to make any bc im so twitchy and jumpy and bad at socialising fhjdkl #idk. i dont think I'll even be approved for disability to be entirely honest. don't think im disabled enough for the govmt to approve me #so rest in peace me i guess maybe literally fjfjdkl #idk how anyone is alive anymore this is just a fucked up world and i think im tired of dealing w everything #suicide tw #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

[ballad-of-the-eleventh]

i wanna eat a spincrystal so fucking bad oh my god

#IT LOOKS LIKE A DOUGHNUT OK #IT LOOKS LIKE IT WOULD BE SO CRISPY AND NICE #LIKE THE HOMEMADE ONES I USED TO MAKE W MY AUNT #AUGHHHHH #LEMME NIBBLE ON IT WTF #genshin impact #bluejay sounds

[contrappostoes]

accounts that post pics of their mini fuwakororins in various situations are possibly the only reason to be on twitter

#what do you think would be inside if you bite into one. i think they’re like jelly doughnuts #gojo #jjk

[vakta]

i think i may have just had an anxiety attack

#im not sure tho and i dont want to incorrectly self diagnose or anything #it was weird i mean similar happened before but its never been this bad #i mean this wasnt *that bad* either ig but it was worse than the ones before #afterwards i looked up what an anxiety attack is like and its seems to be very similar to what happened but ofc i cant be sure #anyways idk what to do or whats going on anymore and i dont want to do this anymore #and idk where things went wrong bc i was trying my fucking best the whole way #so honestly idk i dont fucking know i hAVE NO IDEA WTF WHY ARE THINGS THIS WAY #ig the best would be not to stress but like hOW ?¿?? #oh and to sleep ig that would do good too #ok. i will learn only a little bit of history today #only a little revision #then im gonna brush my hair and maybe read some poems that i need for literature class #why is life so difficult. i just want to lie down and chill and maybe play with somebodys hair but thats all #at least im having doughnuts with my friend tomorrow so thats sth good #or donuts idk how to spell #yay so many tags im sure this was a fun read :))) /s #anyways im gonna go do what ive planned just now #oh sorry i wrote brush my hair no i need to WASH my hair #vakta long posts #long post bc of the tags i mean