thinking about mike hanlon age 19, attending the local community college, not really managing to make any new friends, always feeling the loss of his friends stirring deep in his chest whenever he tries to talk to someone. feeling it choke him whenever he sees someone with red hair, someone who talks a little too fast, someone with big ol' glasses.
mike hanlon sitting in the dining room all by himself staring at the phone and telling himself not to call because he knows it'll just break his heart all over again. mike dialing in bill's new number like he's called it a thousand times and listening to bill on the other end ask who is calling, knowing he needs to say "sorry wrong number" and hang up but instead saying "it's mike" and hoping foolishly that something will make him remember. mike hanging up before bill can say "i'm sorry, i don't know any mikes, you must have the wrong number."
mike hanlon age 35 calling the losers at odd hours and waiting for the calls to go to voice mail so he can hear the losers saying their names. ben picks up once, sad and drunk and barely coherent and mike comforts him into sleep. he stops calling after that.
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what have i done
so i saw this clip and i couldnt help myself. sorry
also did a regular study, below the cut
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can we have something like buzzfeed unsolved only it's with richie and eddie
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i love blue eyed richie bc IN THE BOOK HIS EYES ARE BLUE!!
EXACTLYYYYY!! THANK YOU!
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me tryna look professional whenever i talk to big creators but my inner autism is hitting my brain telling me to say something out of context or weird
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Commissions Open!
hello old friends, i've opened up commissions again after all these years since I've been struggling to find a place to work.
If you're interested in cheap com's, please consider commissioning me, I'd very much appreciate it !
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palate cleanser with a snippet from my baby script, because if I'm always too busy to draw it I might as well at least get to draw one of the cuter scenes
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the last three losers left in derry (i headcanon stan and richie to be the last to leave, so stan, richie, and mike) having at this point realized that when you leave derry you forget and they sit down together to watch stand by me because they remember watching it when it came out and thinking it was the greatest but they're seventeen now and all of their friends have forgotten them and richie and stan know that they too will one day forget, and mike knows he will be the only one left who remembers, so suddenly the movie doesn't seem as wonderful as it used to. they wanted to turn it off when gordie started saying "i never had any friends later on like the ones i had when i was twelve" but just stared at the TV long after the credits had rolled instead.
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they are adorable together
just a sketch today, body still iffy
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nobody is more delusional than reddie fans. somehow, the ENTIRE fandom decided that eddie kaspbrak is alive and well, despite the fact that his death was written in the novel almost 40 years ago, and i hardly ever see reddie content/it content awknoleging that eddie is dead. we all just pretend that never happened.
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