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gr1555 · 1 year

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The Marvel Family (or Shazam Family) and the lanterns are by far my two favorite groups of heroes/ my favorite comics to read (that and a lot of the magical heroes in dc). Because of this, my brain will come up with the most random and out there ideas or au's where these two groups will get along and interact even if it makes no sense whatsoever.

Other planets using magic, guardians call the wizard. Billy has interacted with the spectre, hal was once the spectre. Need to investigate magic in Gotham but batman won't let them, Alan lives in Gotham and is connected to magic. Alan and Billy both did radio, I'm sure I can come up with something. Mary goes out of state for college and needs a roommate, here comes Jess and Mary teaming up or Mary and Jen. The Marvel family lose their powers, that's okay somehow Billy gets a blue lantern ring and Mary gets a green one for some good old team up batson twin supremacy. Guy used to be a social worker and gym teacher, Billy's going to have fun terrorizing him. This is especially true when it comes to Mary, Billy, Alan, Hal, and Jess. I just love those five so much.

My mind does not care about logic or if things fit so long as it involves seeing my favorite characters.

#shazam #dc captain marvel #shazamily #billy batson #mary marvel #mary batson #green lantern #alan scott #hal jordan #jessica cruz #green lanter corps #It may not make sense or fit but that wont stop me

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watatsumiis · 1 year

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Snuggle series - Rex Lapis edition

Now this. this is going to be the epitome of self indulgent. I love dragons, I've loved dragons my whole life, they're my scrunkly little guys. I spend more time than I'd like to admit to thinking about snuggling with the Geo Archon's Exuvia. He's so special to me.

Content: Gender neutral reader, platonic fluff, general snuggly stuff, Rex Lapis is bigger than pictured in canon. Set in a timeline where the events of the game haven't happened.

561 words (oops).

To everybody else, Rex Lapis is, well, Rex Lapis, an Archon, untouchable and distant, someone who drops by once a year for the Rite of Descension to hand out whatever complicated business stuff is his wont.

To you, however, he's your friend - albeit a little bigger, a little scalier and sharper than when you first met him as Zhongli, a little more abrupt, but still perfectly amicable.

You'll never fathom how he manages to fit himself into such small spaces - he's about the size of one of the boats that stops in at the harbor on a regular basis, and about three times as long, yet he somehow manages to fold and drape himself to fit perfectly into the living room of the small studio apartment he rents once the furniture has been moved.

He's perfectly content to sit there, curled in on himself as he dozes in the warm afternoon light that bounces off the ocean outside, right through the windows and onto his ambery brown scales. He may lazily open an eye as you walk in, flicker an ear as you say something to him, but otherwise he's more than happy to sleep the afternoon away like a lazy cat.

You have a huge variety of choices on what to do, you could sit and lean your back up against him, or clamber over his hindquarters to nestle amongst his mane, use his tail like a mattress, or clamber underneath one of his paws like it's a weighted blanket, or more - his sheer size and the thickness of his scales makes you wonder if he's even aware of these things.

He is, of course he is - it's not an unusual experience for him to have humans treat him in such a way - the unrestrained power of an Archon is something few humans can resist reveling in in some way or another.

Rex Lapis' company brings with it a sense of deep seated calm and stability, like there's a constant whisper in the back of your mind reminding you that everything will be okay - it's infinitely calming, especially after you've had a long day. He certainly doesn't mind having you nearby - after getting to know you as Zhongli, it only makes sense that he enjoys your presence in his other forms too.

Some afternoons you're quiet, more than content to curl up and read a book, nap alongside him (sometimes you may awake to find he's curled himself around you as he seeks your warmth), or do something else quiet that has caught your attention - though others, you can get somewhat restless, and it doesn't take Rex long to pick up on that. If you seem a little too jittery or anxious, he might assign you a task, something small and repetitive that you can do while still being physically close to him, like brushing his fur or reading some papers aloud to him (his claws can't quite manage delicate little books and scrolls when he's like this) and it can help ease some of the nervous energy that can build up during stressful days.

He's always a very pleasant temperature, radiating warmth on cold days and cool to the touch on warm days - his mane smells a little bit like a freshly tilled garden after rain. Overall, spending time with Rex Lapis is nothing short of lovely.

Please don't repost, steal, copy or otherwise plagarise my writing! This includes posting translations to other sites.

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roughdaysandart · 7 days

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CH 19 note/sketch-taking and sensory-progression arc of Din

thought id do a cooking-segment in chapter 10, but upon re-reading furthur i think it fits best here in chapter 19 pt 1.

ALSO I WANNA LET ANYONE INTERESTED KNOW BC I FORGET IM THE ONLY ONE WHO KNOWS IF I DONT SHARE IT ONLINE BECAUSE I CANT SPEAK BOUT THIS SHIT IRL. (also not worried about giving afcr spoilers, those chapters are months if not years away and thisll get buried so only the early people will know lol i dont mind.)

In the abcr edits, im trying to make an emphasis on Din regaining or re-appreciating the five senses through having Sweet Girl in his life.

Im running with @no-droids' 'backstory drabble' headcannon of Din secretly hating taking off the helmet because he loved the outside experiecne too much and feared straying from the Way etc.

But of course, he cant help it after she enters his life because 'SHE MAKES HIM WANT TO KNOW MORE' 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭

-----mini breakdown for those who are curious!---

obviously all chapters from the begining explore the skin to skin touch-experience, but i want more. i want him to feel more things with his bare hands trhough her: Much of M's observance and experiences with of SG in all chapters and prolougues will be of her taking the time to feel new things around her and share it with him. Din's lack of senseitivity trhough the armor and gloves and helmet will be explored and change as he stops to feel things more, or at least recalls how he used to (prolougue pt 6 -helmet hate hist)

sight will be explored as a general and consistent arc, mostly in observing SG's curiousity of new things in comparison to Din's prolougue part 6,

taste and smell will be hinted at in eraly chapters, but wont make any significant progress until chapter 10 around the campfire, and will have its most singificant progression in chapter 19 pt 1, where she teaches or shows him how to cook something, letting him take time to smell and taste the distrinctness of each inggredient, then how they comlpiment eachother in the meal.

hearing will be concentrated around him falling in love with her voice (yes she can sing sweetly to, I may or may not wink wink drop self-made dubs for those segments when they come out, as ) after not being particularly aquianted or intersted with music in general as a consequence of ...you know...being a mandalorian and a ard-ass. It'll reach its peak/reveal at chapter 11-pt 3, and be much more exhibited in the rest of the story as they become even closer (yesssssss i may have her sing/hum over the comm during the chase arc, maybeeeee to put the restless kid to sleep or because Din just misses and loves her sweet voice that much OH FUCK THATS GONNA MAKE ME CRY)

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im very excited to incorporate this aspect of the backstory drabble into the abridged for christian roomates rd comic! i feel like itll show how he changes trhough meeting her more intenseley, and how he regains that while still being able to wear the armor. like...re-learning to appreciate and love and know the physichal world and nature and being human instead of shutting it out all together/running it over/ignoring it under the armor. Thisll all make more sense when the 6th prolougue comes out, as itll show how a variety of Din's habits changed as he grew older.

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gatiox3 · 2 months

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kung Fu panda. 4

u guys thought I forgor about my ramble? UR WRONG

so um WTFOK SO KUNG FU PANDA i freaking love kung fu panda HE IS MY FREAKING LIFE if he never existed my sister wouldnt be a furry (will not elaborate she is blocked here FOR A REASON sorry nox) I HAD HIGH HOPES !!! (FIRST MISTAKE.) the music, was breathtaking, felt like i was watching kung fu panda for the first time again (not really but u get wat im saying) the animation was FLUID! there were some stiff parts, but I hardly noticed them, theres only one part where some movement didnt make sense?? like for example po was flung to the left but was then was stopped mid air, and awkwardly moved right to the ground?? i was the only one that noticed it i think thats a me thing FUCK HALF OF MY RAMBLE GOT DELETED ANYWAYS. OK SCREW WHAT EVER I WAS GONNA SAY UMMM THE ART. THE COLORING. THE CONTRASTING COLORS. THE TRADITIONAL CHINESE ART (duh) I WAS JUST AMAZED BY IT ALL IM A FREAKING ART NERD loved it so much AND THE CHARACTER DESIGN for the villain BEAUTIFUL. other character okayish.... picked most obvious animal and made her wear clothes...! im a picky person. OK WHATEVER BUT WHEN THE MOVIE FINISHED, it felt so short?? maybe cause IT WAS SO FAST PACD??? WHY DID THEY DO THAT. the beginnning started out good ! there was that initial action, somewhat revealing the villain their motives, and then showing where po is and what his dilemma is !!! BUT JUMP CUTS EVERYWHERE. IM BEING SO SERIOUS WHEN I SAY THERES PROBABLY ONLY ONE FADE IN SCENE (done perfectly if i may say) BUT WHAT. AND SOME OF THE SCENES FELT A LOT MORE SHORTER than others. almost like they added the scene last minute because they needed it?? or sm like it cuts from one scene, characters bond for 2.2 seconds, JUMP CUT! WHAT! OK SO NOW IMA GET INTO THE STORY, I WONT GIVE MANY LIKE MANY SPECIFICS< BUT ITS UNDER THIS CUT

ok so i noticed this in kfp3, but they donot take the movie that seriously anymore! in the og kfp obv there were some funny scenes, and they fit PERFECTLY. there were serious scenes, heartwrenching ones, and they worked so good. BUT IN THIS ONE. THEY HAD TO MAKE EVERYTHING A GAG. IT PISSED ME OFF???? I COULDNT LIKE FEEL FOR THE CHARACTERS??? EVEN THE VILLAIN CANT BE TAKEN SERIOUSLY. gags EVERYWHERE. not even to the build up when then villain finally acts on their master plan! not even when PO GETS A VISION. NOT EVEN THE FREAKING. THE HOLY SHIT THE ENDING PISSED ME OFF SO FUCKING ABD YOU HAVE NO FUKCING IDEA. WHEN THE VILLAIN GETS SENT TO THE SPIRIT REALm, GAG. OH MY FUCK. NOT EVEN LIKE WHEN MASTER SHIFU IS MEDITATING AT THE END. GGAG IM GOING TO GAG ON YOU. EVEN WHEN THERE WAS A SERIOUS SCENE BETWEEN TWO CHARACTERS, OR LIKE A STORY ON THEM, i coulnt take it seriously because the story wont take itself seriously! ok ummm where am i OH DO NOT GET ME STARTED ON THAT FOX GIRL WITH PO I HATE HER SO MUCH THAT I DONT EVEN KKNOW HER NAME. this might be more spoilery so BUT SHES BASICALLY JUST SOME SELF INSTERT Y/N WHOS A BRAT?? AND IS EVENLY MATCHED FOR PO AND IT FELT LIKE I JUST WATCHED A WATTPAD GET TURNED INTO A MOBVIE. I SERIOUSLY THINK ITS JUST A ME THING BUT IDK. YOU PROBABLY DONTK KNOW JWAT IM TALKING ABT BUT YEAH. i wish the whoel thing was just a lot more like! kfp u know! i might just be blinded by nostalgia ! im not even gonna lie my fave part was seeing TAI LUNG I FUKCING LOIBVE TAI LUNG HI TAI LUJNG IMM YOUR BIGGEEST FAN DID THEY GET THE OG VOICE ACTORY??? IDK BUT I LOVE U HE WAS THE MOST SERIOUS CHARACTTER IN THE WHOLE MOVIE AND IT JUST SOLIDIFIED MY LOVE HAI TAI LUNG !!! HAI !!!!!!!!!!! they also had the other villains there but werent really like used within the story but i understand, they also kinda did the same with tai lung but I LOVE TAI LUNG UGHSHWBDW. ok yep ALSO GAY DADS!!!!! but there were like 3 story lines going on, gay dads, villain, po and the other thing, it coulda worked out! but it felt rushed! idk but the betrayal was just sooooooooo obvious wdym u trusted a FOX who is a CRIMINAL who says DONT TRUST ANYONE, and I KNOW HOW TO GET YOU TO THE VILLAIN. po is kind hearted so i cant blame him for trusting her anyways i love u po big kiss. BACK TO VILLAIN, ugh she had so much potential, like the true introduction to her was merely perfect! there were gags to the side, but it didnt effect it as much! but PLEASE JUST LET HER BE A BAD PERSON SHE ISNT FUNNY !!!! WE NEED TO START TELLING PEOPLE THEY ARENT FUNNY OR IT RUINS THE WORLD!!!/j but the fight scene at the end was beautiful, it showed her true potential, but how it ended was anti climatic. a single move they couldve done at the beginnning, and a skadosh (i love skadosh btw) and when all the villains were finally leaving, there was no SERIOUS ENDING FOR HER. she just screams on the way in, gettiing one last laugh. idk i just love kfp im very passionate abt movies animation art music wat not sooo yeh i think thats it HAI TAI LUNG I LOVE UUUUU I LOVE UUUUUU AHHHHSHHAHAHAHHSSHSHAA conclusion the movie was beautiful, kinda funny, but beautiful das it the end

#u guys are not spared #kung fu panda 4 #I'm kinda scared to tag it cus what if I get MURDERED #katz bullcrap #TAI LUNG #TAI LUNGGGHSGDJGWJDW #also ignore my typing this is how I talk 24/7 #kung fu panda

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hochi-mama-1997 · 9 months

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okay im posting my drdt connected to v3 theory now

and because it has spoilers for sure ill just spam image to make the cut thing cuz idk how (im stupid)

i think thats good uh

so basic theory, that in some way, everything is fictional. connected to the v3 lore. i dont really think i need to explain much? so heres where the theory starts

the someone being related to a canon character is kinda just something i thought was a sorta interesting idea, and i dont really believe it. theres not many connections i can make. levi has the same eye color as junko and the fashion talent and the hair kinda matches makoto or healthy nagito (though i think thats a fanon thing anyways) but since junko is dead and nagito is unlikely to have kids, those are a stretch. makoto could still work i guess? but again, unlikely.

and of course theres obviously this

if theres anything that could work for this theory i made for no reason its this, clearly david and shuichi look very similar. and if v3 is correct and the v3 cast would be the only non fictional ones, i guess david and shuichi having some family relation would be the only thing to make sense. but again, this is like a side bonus theory just for fun so i wouldnt think about it too much.

anyways and heres where i really start v3 theory

thats the basic logic of this theory. monotv lying about the tragedy, the false memories, reboot or just like a spin off in america, something like that

oh and i said this

thats it for that, lets look at the other part of the theory now

so far, a lot of what i found just surrounds this

this mv almost made ME turn into the literature girl insane

this part did remind me of v3 a lil

part where tsumugi says that theres no place for them in the outside world n stuff

and then we get to the comments part. wow. oh boy.

if these comments meant anything this could easily be like.. something with v3 and fiction. interestingly, the comments have dates that are back a while. 10 years, 4 years, stuff like that. i would say that either the comments are old and danganronpa is older and v3 wasnt the last and its been going on for a while, or the person who made this just didnt care about the years of the comments..?

if they do relate to drdt, the blanks for the "is the byakuya/nagito/kokichi" do easily fit to david.. that's prolly about him.

the lyrics are also interesting i think. the world wont change. the world wont give up danganronpa, the killing game wont stop. maybe.

bit hard to read, but on the top there's 5 letters will obviously die in chapter 5. if the spaces mean anything, theres another thing for david.

i like that blank is a protag who also plays the antag? theres a lot of spaces there. too many for me to really say who it could be. similarly, theres blank and blank totally swapped places.

this has to do somehow with teruko and david. theres the thing about david was supposed to be the real protag

cuz like.. this

the protag using he pronouns. not teruko. this could be what the comments mean?

and theres the mm blank anyone

four spaces. so.. levi, arei, whit, eden, nico.. theres a lot of 4 letter names in the cast. i dont have any mastermind theories atm, but if you do have one for any of those guys (besides arei prolly), i guess there you go.

i dont know who this could be. uh.. yeah.

this could just be a troll. or to say dont pay attention to these. i really dont know.

i guess v3 has people becoming brainwashed. i dunno.

theres something weird about this. i dont know what. but theres something. im just making note of it in case i ever have any ideas.

this is interesting. i did have an idea about this. that maybe this was supposed to be the main cast but drdt is somehow off script, maybe teruko was supposed to die when stabbed by xander, maybe teruko was never meant to be stabbed by xander, i dont know. the important thing is whats under mai's name. it looks like mr. naegi to me. this again can be connected to v3 where the cast got false memories of makoto being the headmaster of hope's peak. mr naegi.

anyways, description of the video. this

theres a bit more where it says i have always been a only child. the blanks are most surely diana chiem. it also fits david but thats prolly nothing.

what could this mean? well, think of v3. people had memories of their friends and family. but they didnt exist. they were just false memories.

there is no one named diana chiem. she's just fictional.

thats my take on that anyways.

i dont really have too much else. but back to teruko maybe supposed to die, it would be even more like v3. the girl protag being killed of, maybe to be replaced by a depressed blue haired guy?

i also found this theory in the comments

this could be true. i just wanted to point it out. i already thought eden was a lil strange at times.. (also there is the 4 letter name mastermiind comment hmmm)

thats all for today. make sure to like and subscribe for more hyperlink blocked.

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pastanest · 1 year

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if you’re wondering why I’m having to repost this, or why you were perhaps previously following me but no longer are, please refer to this post. I was able to retrieve this thanks to @dreatine - thanks so much!! ♡

Spencer Reid x gender neutral!reader

Reid x Tall!S/O

- height doesnt really play that much into romantic interests when it comes to Spencer

- but obviously, whether you’re taller or shorter is going to play a part in your relationship interactions with him

- first of all, the lack of back pain from NOT having to bend down to kiss you? a god send

- depending on the extent of your height, Spencer may be the one leaning up to kiss you, which he would find exciting and endearing

- omg imagine him looking up into your eyes with a beaming smile cuz he just feels so lucky to have you Im weak he is baby

- his clothes arent baggy on you, which at first you were a little embarrassed by, but he discovered a new sexiness in how perfectly you fit into his clothes, and he never stopped complimenting you anytime he saw you in them

- not only can you steal his clothes, but the stereotype is reversed, because he can wear your clothes too

- this includes parading around in your skirts and dresses for regular fashion shows because gender is a social construct and society is stupid

- and whenever you go clothes shopping together, you end up buying outfits with both of your fashion senses in mind, so that pretty much every item of clothing you own is applicable to both of you on any given day

- this does on occasion lead to some minor inconveniences

“Love, have you seen the brown waistcoat I wore on Tuesday last week?”

“You mean...this waistcoat?”

“I thought we agreed waistcoats are the one thing we do not share!”

“That was agreed until I discovered that waistcoats make my hips look hella fine.”

“Well, you’re right about that. Also, ‘hella’?”

- he isnt at all embarrassed by you being taller than him, if anything he’s proud to have earned the right to be with such a beautiful person

- Spencer still refers to you as cute, baby, and other petnames typically associated with “small” things, because to him those words should not be reserved to a person or thing that meets certain requirements. if it’s cute, it’s cute, and you are!

- as much as he tries not to refer to stereotypes, he cant help calling you his “supermodel” when you come down the stairs all dressed up in a fancy outfit for any reason

- it isnt at all awkward for you to hold hands when walking together, there’s no pre-set arrangement of having to hold hands in a specific way because one of your arms wont reach his otherwise. it just works

- anytime you get down or insecure, Spencer is there to pick you up and remind you that you are gorgeous inside and out, and the fact you’re taller than average just means there’s more physical beauty to show the world

- that “pick you up” was metaphorical but he would also have no issue in actually picking you up

- he’s a skinny lad but he got some muscle

- the length of your legs? a boy could cry, a boy could fall to his knees and beg to be worthy of you. and Spencer does sometimes do that just to be dramatic

- he really likes the way you walk. it’s an odd thing to notice, but he’s a profiler, and something about your height affects how you carry yourself. there’s an air of elegance that makes his heart skip a beat

- and then there are moments when he sees you trip or walk into something and his heart skips a beat again for an entirely different reason as he runs over to you

- overall, height isnt really a factor in who Spencer is attracted to, but he’ll be a goddamn fool with one braincell before he denies that dating a tall person obviously has some perks

#spencer reid #spencer reid x reader #spencer reid imagine #imagine #imagines #fanfic #fanfiction #x reader #headcannon #headcannons #criminal minds

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egophiliac · 2 years

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hello hello! i am actually the anon from a bit back who screamed about how cute ortho’s college gear was :D i really loved your riddle-trey-mrs. rosehearts comic, the painting the roses was something i never thought about with riddle’s hair but now the concept wont leave my brain, it’s hilarious and so so so fitting.

but!!! the main reason behind my ask. ive seen a ton of kamen rider stuff on your blog and it piqued my interest! ive been a bit intimidated by the fact there seems to be a lot of different series, so i was wondering if you could spare me a recommendation where to start, please? it seems like a fun time :D

AHH! thank you!! I apologize in advance because Rider is very close to my heart so I tend to get wordy about it, but I am always happy to inflict share it with others. :D :D :D

the blessing and curse about there being essentially a brand new show every year is that there's a huge variety in tone, theme, and quality -- really the only consistent thing is superhero boys fighting rubber monsters. so you can pretty much jump in anywhere with any that sound interesting to you! personally I started with Den-O and I think it still stands up as one of the better ones; my personal favorites are:

Den-O - chronically unlucky boy fights Time Crime with the help of a time-travelling train and a bunch of idiot demons that live in his head -- great if you like a weird, slapsticky show that only takes itself semi-seriously, and has some surprisingly genuine emotional moments scattered throughout

W/Double - a detective and his semi-omniscient partner fuse into one superhero to protect their city, and solve the mystery of his partner's past -- a nice balance between silly and serious; if found family is your jam, this is basically that in a rubber-suited package (also one of Suda Masaki's first roles if you're a fan of his!)

OOO - a drifter is accidentally responsible for release a bunch of monsters into the world, now must stop them with the help of a shady corporation and a snarky disembodied floating arm (it makes sense in context I promise) -- goes more serious as it goes on, more plot-focused but also with solid characters, not to mention the origin of everyone's favorite 🎂Cakeboss🎂

Zero-One - struggling young comedian suddenly inherits the presidency of a giant robotics company, tries to juggle corporate politics with stopping a terrorist group of anti-human androids -- starts out pretty silly and upbeat but veers a bit darker later on, unfortunately suffered from pandemic restrictions so there's a couple of big pacing stutters (don't skip 35.5, it's not just a clipshow!) but still a perfectly enjoyable series

Ex-Aid - pediatric intern slash radical gamer fights sentient video game viruses, and it just keeps getting weirder from there -- much darker than the designs would make you think, honestly this one is messier in execution so maybe not a great entry point, but I did really love it nonetheless (Poppy my beloved)

on the other end, avoid Decade and Zi-O, which are anniversary series that expect you to already be familiar with past Riders (and, honestly, just aren't very good. which I say as one of the, like, three people who liked Decade. I love Tsukasa but he could only carry it so far. o7)

of course, these are only my opinions and you may find your own mileage may vary! plenty of people do not care for the ones I listed, and conversely there are some I hated that other people really loved -- the variety is one of the fun things about it! and even then it is a very specific type of show so it's totally understandable if it ends up not being for you. I appreciate you taking the time to check it out, and I hope you enjoy! ❤️ ❤️ ❤️

#children's shows are serious business #i'm sorry i just get very excited about bugmen on motorcycles #one more disclaimer that these are just my favorites and everyone has their own opinions and variety is the spice of life and all #(so please don't yell at me)#anyway #w also got a grittier adult-focused sequel manga that is being made into an anime!#which for some reason made philip's hair green I KNOW i bring it up every time but #why is his hair green

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daryldixonsdoormat · 2 years

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worst fears

The walking Dead characters worst fears

Daryl Dixon: Fully committing to someone or something. Him and Merle usually didn't stay in one place. They were always on the move running away from their problems are find a place to make more. Early on Daryl really only thought that no one could love him the way Merle did. I mean they were siblings by blood and nothing could break that shared bond or love. But when you waltz into his life he didn't know what to think. When you approached him at the camp thanking him for going out and risking his life for the group to eat he scoffed at you thinking it was some kind of trick. Trusting people wasn't something that Daryl did easily hence the reaction. Eventually though (the prison) Daryl started to talk to you more than anyone else, he started caring for you more than anyone else. And that Was Daryl Dixon's worst fear being devoted to you means he was constantly worried about your well being non-stop. He committed to making sure you're alive and safe as possible. There was another aspect to the relationship it wasn't until Alexandria that it really started to worry him. What if you weren't as committed? So as crazy as it sounds he talks about it with you and ties the knot being married to his one true love. He fully committed to you in every aspect now much like you are to him. Walls meant safety. Daryl Dixon was always dealt the worst hand.

“this is it. keep living for me Daryl”

he shakily answers back, “a life without you ain't worth living”.

Rick Grimes: Losing his sense of Humanity. There has been some moments where Rick could be considered “inhumane” but I don’t think he would agree at all. Rick came into the camp with a seemingly level head and his plan was to find his family and continue living. Rick and Lori have been drifting apart even before the apocalypse so finding out the ‘affair’ was the end of their relationship. Whos gonna blame Rick for eventually loving someone else. His worst fear is losing his humanity and ultimately that is a common occurrence. But this fear triples when he has another person to protect from the world and maybe even himself one day. It scares him seeing you be scared of him (if that makes sense). Multiple events lead up to his ‘snap’ when he turned down Tyrese and his group at the prison it really made him question himself. After everything he has seen reaching Alexandria it makes it easier to know that he doesn't need to be head of command anymore. If Rick doesn't have to make the big decisions then his Humanity should still be intact. Then negan kills of his love when rosita tried to kill him. In your last moments he talks about the gruesome ways of killing Negan and all his subjects until you bring up his worst fear.

“Don’t lose your humanity, love. Who am I kidding? I know you wont”

“I promise you with everything that I have. I will never lose my humanity”. That promise held him together.

Glenn Rhee: Not being quick enough. During the apocalypse he was constantly told he was the quickest and the stealthiest. And it has forever sense been engraved into his mind. He was lonely until he met you, of course he was still his normal shy and introverted self. But that didn’t stop his heart from throbbing when he seen you doing something as simple as sitting by the fire. He wants to be close to you at all times for his own comfort and to make sure your always in arms reach. Glenn took pride in his skills and tried to have fun with it when he could. But while the group was on the move for months on end he because weary of what may have changed physically. If he isn't confident in himself how will he ever protect you? After being at the prison for a considerable amount of time he was anxious of course a roof was a breath of fresh of air. But what if the time comes where he could save you because he wasn't fit enough or physically prepared. Of course that time does come and its breaks him. You were caught off guard and a walker snuck up on you from behind biting your shoulder. He was too late, so close to saving you but the bite mark proved he wasn't fast enough.

“Glenn have I ever told you, how pretty you look when you run?”

he will never forgive himself for not being fast enough to save you.

Notes: I can do a Part 2 with more characters if it is requested I just dont know what other characters. I write for nearly all characters and women!

#glenn rhee x reader #glenn rhee x you #glenn rhee x y/n #daryl x you #daryl dixion imagine #daryl dixon x reader #daryl dixon x you #daryl dixon x y/n #rick grimes x reader #rick grimes x you #rick grimes imagine #rick grimes x y/n #glenn rhee #daryl dixon #Rick Grimes

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binalakai · 7 months

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🍅🧅🍏🥑 wahoo fruit party!!

How misunderstood is your OC? In-universe or IRL. oh god. okay. okay Hue Man on Earth is a story that is. REALLY hard for me to share, despite how much I do try to talk about it publicly (or at least update my toyhouse as much as possible when i feel like doing that), there's always that sense of. people either boiling my characters down to Tropes/who's the Bad one and who's the Good One. whos the character thats meant to be a personal attack on someone (none of them are) n whos the character that is meant to be relatable (none of them are PURPOSELY written to be that way) n it just. really goddamn sucks sometimes. i could talk about specifics with my main trio specifically, over the course of time that i've had Hue, Magni, and Clyde, theyve all been weirdly misunderstood in their own way that i have gotten to the point of having to reevaluate those folks n look inward into seeing if that perception of themselves can be weaved into the plot. but honestly i think ill catch myself in a bad mood atm if i think about it too hard. tldr on that; i try to microdose my story when sharing it to others, n even then i get really nervous about the idea that my story wont be valued/understood as a whole, which is partially of my own doing as well bc i do have a tendency to Put a Lot into characters once i get super attached to them. ..so nowadays im too burned out to do that :"P once i make that pitch bible, it probably still wont fix that, but its still a project im committing to nonetheless! 🧅 [ONION] What is surefire to make your OC cry? Who knows of this information? Hue) hard to answer with a creature like him. objectively, he doesnt cry. its not needed for him to release emotion the same way it does for Earth-things. but he does it anyway, or at least the equivalent (letting go of parts of his body in droplets from his eyes, just for them to crawl back to his body) it's less about "am i sad right now and do i have to cry" and more like "is crying appropriate for this situation.". after his Human arc in arc 5, its something he actually stops doing as a whole because experiencing the feeling of crying in a human body like. Actually Fucks him up REAL bad NJWKEFNAJKWFNAKWEF Magni) the "sillier" or "unrelated to themselves" the issue is, the more theyll have a tendency to genuinely cry over it. they cry when they know no one else is there to mourn over the problem they're crying about, which is why they'll have a very Stone Flat Face when Witnessing the horrors, but will have an absolute meltdown over dropping their favorite cup Clyde) Honestly that motherfucker will cry over. like....anything? Honestly? to the point where it can be unpredictable. Clyde's emotions are based less on the Cause of Crying and more about the intensity of its emotions. any time it gets overwhelmed, it will cry, and its been labeled a crybaby inuniverse because of that 🍏 [GREEN APPLE] How do they differ from the norm and how are they punished for it? answering this all together, and honestly without having to like. explain the whole plot of HMoE in one setting. Hue seen as different from the norm not because he's an alien but because he's technically an illegal immigrant, Magni and Clyde are autistic PoC that also Do Not Fit Well into their hometown whatsoever. may i need to say anything else. 🥑 [AVACADO] What will they never back down about, even if it makes them seem bad?

Hue) trying to be seen as a good person, even if it means doing the most heinous shit possible (as long as he's able to hide it/insist on good intentions) Magni) trying to be seen as the Right Person, even if it means twisting things in their favor SPECIFICALLY to be right (though will admit to it redhanded if theyre caught, more out of being impressed if anything) Clyde) trying to be seen as the Truthful Person, even if it means ruining everyone's day/life about it (it''ll try to seem like it doesnt care about being "bad", but it very much actually eats away at it. every single damn day)

#hue man on earth #HI .FINALLY GETTING TO THIS.

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okamixxiii · 11 months

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Mystic Gen Z vs Older Mystics

This is more or so going to be written as a little ramble BUT!! I was quite interested in the topic of Gen Z vers the previous Gens, which made me think hmm.. How would the younger generations of Mystics differ to the older generations?

My answer would be, with the passing of the Forgotten War so long ago, and the population of youth getting tired of hiding, they would begin to rebel through self and expression and by breaking the overall "dont do this in front of humans" rule.

This is based off of how now adays I can go to the mall and see people wearing whatever they want and expressing themselves by whatever they want. More and more people are inclined to not care about how you customize yourself now adays. Which is a good thing! For both sides. If the humans are starting to do it, then what is stopping a younger Mystic to take the leap and go out in public as their true self? for example, a shifter having their ears and tail out.

They could go into a shopping mall and get compliments on them, without being caught or chased away like before. It still isnt a "normal" standard for either population but its not really looked at as such a bad thing before. BUT I do feel as if the older generations had the rule so heavily to lead their life that they would scoff and shake their head at any younger generations doing it. They fear for their safety while the younger generation is more or so ready to come back out into the open, no matter the costs. Its fun to think that similar to the real world, this would have caught as a trend on Mystic social media platforms.

There would be countless of videos of the youth attempting this 'reveal' in public, so much it would even get onto the Mystic news broadcasts. Some news reports may applaud their bravery and commitment, while other pieces of medias are warning Mystic parents to prevent their kids from doing it. T.K.E.A has even had a couple of incidents where they had to get called in just to reprimand rowdy teens and young adults.

Not always doing such harsh jobs as tracking serial killers, yknow? Even with the threat of basically getting your government called on you if youre sighted breaking this law, the Mystic gen Z wont back down so easy! The main thing that really had me thinking is, what about older part of gen Z? For example, anyone that is just starting their 20s, like me. We were raised by an older generation but dont fit there. We are apart of a younger generation but we also dont fit there either. Our views line up, but also differentiate so harshly sometimes. In personality as well. Like uh, you can usually tell someone lived through the migration of social life turning to social media. Things like that. We are the middle of it, the transition between the as they call it "millennial pause" and the "Gen z shake". So...Since the main crew of Skin and Teeth are in their 20's that makes them apart of that older gen z that doesnt quite fit.

Meaning in this particular case, they were raised heavily by the rule "dont do this in front of humans" and probably carry on the fear that they were raised with. They would more than likely be less brave than their younger gen z peers but still looking to break free from the cycle. It made me imagine as an example for Anthony Cinder to try and break this cycle, even though he was especially raised in such a harsh environment to uphold that law. It would be a very important thing.

Tl;DR: The newer generation of Mystics are ready to be open with who they are. For the freedom of it all. Hopefully I made sense!

#original character #skin and teeth #lore #oc #skinandteeth

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ninthhousesteel · 2 years

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hello angel <3

no need to be nervous, it was certainly very effective AND very well received. so well received, in fact, i’ll be keeping it alllll to myself so it’s always just a tap away. your loyalty has definitely been proven for now

eeek i wont lie that second paragraph had me seriously blushing and giggling. sharks deserve to be treated like princesses too 🥺🥺🥺 i know i used that on you first (and it’s WELL deserved) but ngl it’s my fave lil pet name

i’ve seen the complaints too, but c’mon... we all know they’re just jealous. and hey, you want to turn up the lovey-dovey, i’m all for it. first things first: a 💐 and 💌 for you :*

you should swing by my beach again sometime, it gets boring over there without you. btw your sideblog is popping off right now. keep up the play-by-play, yeah?

-🦈

hi dearest 💖🥰

glad to know you're keeping that one to yourself <3

i know i'm a sucker for pet names so i thought i should start returning the favor. i think it's only fitting that we could both be the smartest princesses in respect to our studies. it's such a power couple move 😌

your gifts are greatly appreciated (cut to me giggling into my pillow as i read it) this may not make sense to some but i got you one of these in return: 🥨 and of course a kiss for you 😘

the sideblog isn't stopping any time soon dw <3 i have so much fun talking to myself over there and i love making real-time gay panic updates (which have gotten a lot more frequent as of late... wonder why that is)

signing off for now to go start writing another message in a bottle to send to your shores 💕

#🦈 anon #i may or may not be swooning over being called angel

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Hello! I saw you had matchups open and i was hoping i could get a romantic bnha matchup :)

>pronouns: She/her

>fandom(s): BNHA

>if you want a romantic or platonic match: Romantic please

>if you have a preference between heroes or villains (if applicable to the fandom):

I don't have a preference

>gender preference of your match:

Any gender is fine with me

>describe your personality:

I am introverted most of the time however i still don't mind chatting with people either. I also am empathetic and i will always stand up for what i believe in and i try to be someone people can go to for their problems. The weird thing is even though i try to be kind to everyone, there are times where i meet someone and i realize that person doesn't deserve kindness. Im also hot headed and even though i don't get into physical fights, if someone says something that hits close to home, i turn into a mean person and have made others cry. Not something im proud of i just snap back when someone disrespects me

>your likes and dislikes:

i enjoy cleaning, cooking, anything related to makeup and fashion related, taking care animals and children, Reading manga, playing video games and watching murder documentaries.

As far as dislikes go i don't like, close minded people, not having a sense of control of my life, being alone, being ignored, being compared to others and seeing others i care about in pain

>what type of relationship do you want? something intimate, independent? someone to take care of, someone to take care of you? get married, have kids? etc.:

I would like someone who is patient, doesn't mind me being clingy, and someone who will protect me.

>anything else you want me to know:

I have borderline personality disorder so its important to have someone who wont get annoyed with me and is reassuring

As far as kinks go, im a sub and my top there kinks are: praise, breeding and its not really a kink but aftercare is really important to me.

Thank you so much and have a good day/night !

hi hi thank you for submitting! sorry i got round to this so late but i hope you enjoy anyways <3

i match you with...

Keigo Takami

this one felt like somewhat of a no-brainer to me honestly, it just felt like you two would be a perfect fit for each other!

keigo appreciates your more introverted nature as a contrast to his extrovertedness, i think you both balance well for it.

is always on the lookout for when your social battery starts running dry in case he needs to whisk you away, especially because of how anywhere he goes people tend to flock.

he deeply respects your emphathetic nature and how you stand up for what you believe is right. it's all what makes a hero after all, and whether you yourself are a pro hero or not he believes its a very admirable trait to have.

your hot headedness doesn't put him off as much as it intrigues him. sure, it may sometimes be an overreaction and in those cases he might interject to ease the situation... but if you're simply defending yourself from a rude individual, and you're not actively getting physical, who's he to stop that?

i think he'd be good at reassuring you and making you feel safe/loved in terms of your BPD. he's good at easing tense situations, and always has a joke to lighten the mood, but if thats not what you need he'll also sit down and take care of you in any way you need.

you share an interest in fashion, so he likes browsing fashion magazines with you, and often takes you on little shopping sprees. his treat, of course.

hawks is very protective of you, rest assured that on his watch nothing bad would ever happen! he's also very observant and can usually even sus out potential danger before you register it.

hope you enjoyed!

#bnha matchups #mha matchups

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ssaekchura · 1 month

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happy birthday.

it's been almost a year since we first became friends, isn't that crazy? how many times have we actually spent time each other in a hyperbeam? i think i can count all of times with a single hand and that's due to our insanely bad planning skills. although i tend to disappear every now and then, just to randomly show up to be annoying, we've had shared lots of conversations back and forth.

have they always been calm and decent? no, but they've always been fun and interesting. to me, it doesn't matter how we rarely ever deep-talk or such, since we've always managed to mention everything about nothing. i believe it's a skill itself to be able to want to say a lot of things about nothing at all, no? no matter how transparent and difficult a puzzle may be, we share the perfect next fit.

with that being said, i'll always appreciate our hours long conversations no matter how meaningless and irrelevant they may get. i'll never know how our conversations will turn out to be like whenever i open that dm notification from you, but i believe that's the charm in it.

despite us being friends for a whole year, i can count with a single hand how many times we've vented to each other. although i wish i could've used a second hand, and my toes even, i don't think that makes our friendship any less meaningful. to me, we're close. i know how much we yap about how we can lean onto one another for comfort, we're just two individuals who like to handle things ourselves. don't we? but i also think you've got a couple of amazing friends that can take care of you and fulfill that role better than i can. i know that's because i'm not very consistent on being around, for that reason i am sorry.

but that doesn't stop me from continuing to reassure you that you can always come to me whenever you want logical reasonings, advice, or just a shoulder to lean on if you want to think about something else. i wont disappoint you when it comes to distracting you, that's for sure and i'll always try my best to.

although, i'm always unserious 100% of the time and always seem to be joking around - i hope you acknowledge that i'll always be down to be serious whenever it's needed.

i've enjoyed talking to you, and i think i always will. we're alike in many ways, but yet so different. we share the same sense of humor, and i love knowing i can always start a conversation with you without being worried about the energy or the vibe. i don't have to be worried about saying the wrong things, being judged, or being misunderstood because the way you are makes it so effortless to be around you.

your bright personality tend to see the best in people, even when sometimes it may not go in your favor. don't worry, that's when i'll come into the picture.

i'll apologize for all of the times i may have gotten too far with my jokes, pranks, or whatnot and for all the times i missed signs of you ever being upset with me. sometimes when things are fun, i can get too ahead of myself so i apologize if i've ever hurt your feelings whenever my jokes go too far.

but i'd also like to thank you for being so patient with me, my sense of humor, the way i show up and go whenever i can/want, and i'd like to thank you for always sticking by my side throughout this time. i feel really comfortable with you, and you're a friend i cherish deeply. the reason i've made this gift, although it's not very much at all and i apologize for that, is because i never know when i'll ever log back on again.

so to ensure that when that day finally comes, i'd want you to at least know how much you're appreciated, loved, and cared for as i go. not only by me, but from your friends, and all of the community around you. i don't think you're aware of how your presence is deeply cherished and how fun it is to see you around on the timeline.

whenever you're feeling low, alone, misunderstood or non-appreciated - just know that those feelings are valid but you should also know the truth. you're never alone, you're not misunderstood, and never not appreciated. even far away, i'll be the one to do all of those things.

i know this gift is nothing big compared to what you deserve, but it's only how much i've managed to make in such a little time. you know how hectic my schedule can be so i tried my best to squeeze this in. i apologize for forgetting about your birthday, but i also know you were never truly offended by that. perhaps you thought that was rather comedic? that's exactly how i'd react if the roles were switched and that's exactly why i appreciate our friendship so much. because we'll always find the joy in the dark.

i'm here for you, all you need to do is to make the call and i'll be down for whatever the reason may be (for legal reasons, i cannot be your hitman. i need to at least retire my career as an idol. but besides from that, i'd love to just offer companionship whenever it's needed)

i wish the happiest birthday to you, and the next one, and the next one after that, and every single one where i won't be present (just so you can never say that i didn't greet you hbd, i know how you are)

love,

kmg.

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libidomechanica · 3 months

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#poetry #automatically generated text #Patrick Mooney #Markov chains #Markov chain length: 5 #219 texts #ballad

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larrygoldsteinwritesagain · 10 months

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Here We Go Again

(Note: this was not at all how I intended to begin my first blog post in over five years. I figured I would write about some nostalgic pop-culture topic, or some quirky subject that everyone can relate to. But nope, instead I find myself writing about my deceased dog. But there's a point here, trust me.)

We had to say goodbye to our lovable, loyal, slightly curmudgeonly family dog Molson almost one year ago (yes, I obviously named him. And yes, I have been described using those same words). Once he hit fifteen years old, we could see him slowing down. He had trouble with stairs, he couldn't walk on wood floors, and he slept a lot more. Sure he had his youthful moments, and we still went on plenty of scenic walks, but we knew what was coming. People's reactions to him slowly changed from "Wow, he's that old? He looks great!" to "Fifteen years is a long, good life." One Friday we took him to the vet, he was coughing a lot and not eating. By Monday, we were back at the vet, he still wouldn't eat. Turns out his liver was shutting down, and try as we all might, there was nothing left to do but have the vet come to our house. We spent that excruciating last day giving him endless belly rubs in the front lawn, and tons of snuggles in his favorite spot by the living room couch. It's a truly surreal experience, knowing it's your dogs final day with you and your family, while to him it's just another day. Later that afternoon, as he laid in that favorite spot of his, surrounded by the whole family, the vet quietly and peacefully sent him on his way.

For over a year leading up to that point, I had a whole plan of what I would do to honor him. It was going to be glorious. I would write the most amazing Facebook post, complete with funny stories, pictures, tributes, the whole enchilada. Whoever read it would end up a complete puddle - laughing, crying, running to go hug their own beloved pet. It would be the most epic post ever, and it would be a fitting tribute to, as my son always said, "the greatest dog in the history of dogs."

Possibly my favorite picture of Molson. Such a gooood booooy.

In the end, I didn't do anything. Nothing. No post, no pics, no stories, no tribute. All of a sudden I had absolutely no desire to share any of this with anyone. My wife and I both felt the same way, it was just way too personal. And to be totally honest, I really wasn't looking forward to comments from folks trying to comfort me by saying he was in a better place, or he was now running around in dog heaven with their dog. I know it would all come from a place of love, but nope, I just didn't want to hear it. Is that weird? Mean? I dunno. But it's how I felt at the time. I just didn't want to share.

Looking back now it all makes sense though. I used to have a blog, you can find it here . And I enjoyed writing it for a little while. But I just kind of lost the desire to share anything. Same went for other social media. Sure I still post, but for the most part I stopped posting anything overly personal or revealing years ago. Not sure why. Just didn't want to.

Molson's short-lived redhead phase.

So here we are, and I'm giving it another go. Sure, I still may not post anything too personal on Facebook, but I'm starting a new blog in the hopes of giving people something fun to read for five or ten minutes at a time. And trust me, it wont be as much of a downer as this one, I promise. Anyone who knows me knows what I will most likely write about: pop culture, nostalgic pop culture, sports and pop culture, and just general weird shit that we all do or think but maybe don't blurt out to everyone.

But like I said at the top of this post, I had absolutely no intention of bringing up Molson. Yet here I am, basically writing a tribute to our goodest boy, even though it's not at all like the one I had in my head for so long. And hey, maybe that'll continue as I write more posts. Perhaps I'll sit down to write a post on the subtle genius of Parker Posey in "Dazed and Confused," and end up shifting gears to the weird fact that I have totally staged entire conversations in my mind with a random celebrity or sports figure, and how they would totally think I was super cool and down to earth and not at all weird. Don't tell me you haven't done that. And if you say you haven't, I call bullshit.

So there it is, I guess I finally wrote that tribute to our wonderful Molson, the dog who long ago was a footrest/jungle gym/playmate to our kids, became an amazing cuddle partner for Jan and I, and in his later years, would lay at the top of the stairs every night, patiently waiting for me to lock the doors and turn off all the lights before he would head into our room to his bed.

And see there, in the picture above, Molson and I are watching my all-time favorite show, so I guess in the end it all does come back to pop culture in a way for me. That ties it all together nicely I think.

#pop culture #tv #nostalgia #good dogs #movies

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voyagerstypewriter · 1 year

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Saturday, October 29th 2022

I NEED TO BECOME ZEN.

ZEN MASTER

Well honestly I think that’s the best way to kick off just typing whatever and honestly the first thing that came to mind was that I’m a great writer high. I think a lot of my connection with writing and being high is that I get to type whatever and I know it’ll be good enough for at least a B. B Braden in elementary school huh? I guess this where the childhood moments fit in. My relationship with weed and addiction have know started to change with discipline and now it is now intresting be aware of when I care and man is it good to care. It’s about if becoming the best version of yourself. I think another thing with weed wow I speak a lot in past tense. Thanks for the music NYC neighbors. I’m realizing that I use to seek mediation and reading when high and when I do now it is only used to work. I normally don’t think to smoke and do self care type of activities. How fun is it going to be write whatever comes to my mind high whenever I want.

The first thing I’m aware of is my skin. My skin is not where it needs to be at all, it looks gross. I don’t feel confident, I’m not coming in, I don’t like my hair, we will see how the digitalis you took look but right now is not it. No, it wasn’t like this in Milan but the flights and thinking just hey no modeling like that damn this is what makes exactly what I’m talking about, STRESS ACNE. My diet really hasn’t changed dramatically and I don’t even eat enough junk to have the acne I do, its because of stress like holy I need to take a virtual back trip by myself each day I don’t even know I feel like a huge amount of just falling out of my head right now like why in the world is everything so serious, so much pressure, damn man sounds like Senior year Alexander the boy who worried so much he didn’t play well. My mom tells me I should stop worrying so much, the second time she’s said so, each week I try find a new door that needs to be opened and “it’ll make me so much better, I need to do this I need to work harder, but realistically I just end up like home girl from First 50 dates, I don’t remember shit in the morning because it’s like what is going to shoot me to the moon today to show me my life is worth it. Meditation pause - 3 minutes

Wow, well the best way to explain it is like I’m driving at Formula 1 all the time. My mind, my heart, my muscles, I’m both mentally and physically putting enormous stress on myself. I reran said I don’t even like a slow car. Easukt the buggiest thing is my breathing. I don’t need to breathe like I’m doing Yoga but 90% of the time I’m rushing to breathe. The grape analogy, each breathe I take needs to feel kike the grape. Of course overtime I wont think about each bite but I’ll be better. Man, Formula 1 is a thrill though, but R.I.P Ricky Bobby.

Ramble but, today, craziest dreams, just constant intense dreams and I’m pretty good at lucid dreaming and sometimes I wish I wasn’t. Got me to confess my reasoning for not loving.I said I’m a 100% or 0% type of person. But I studied finance and I should know the explaination of these numbers proves why its wrong, (thanks Brad). It would never make sense to commit to any 100% from the start. Love, trust, and faith in someone shouldn’t be just given, like Tazaca said, They can be an acquaintance but, friendship takes months, years to build. That’s why its the most beautiful. I wouldn’t say I love anyone the way I do my friends until I’ve had experiences that mean the equivalent to those moments but still each one is dear to me and special. I may want to hangout with different friends but I’ve fallen into my own trap. “I out grow everyone I meet” True, but I don’t outgrow the love and trust I have for them and to be honest when I type this I think of Kevin and Ethan. There’s not few I can say that I’ve been so close without choice and now that love and bond is untreatable I know they got me for life and I got them for life.

JUST LOVE. I WANT TO BECOME ZEN AND LEARN TO LOVE AGAIN. LOVE ONE ANOTHER.

DO THINGS THAT YOUR PEOPLE LOVE FOR THE PEOPLE YOU LOVE.

First though, Love Yourself

ALLOW YOURSELF TO EXPLAIN WHAT YOU LOVE, SAY WHY YOU LOVE IT.

Put your ego on the shelf, and love yourself.

Confessions of a Dangerous Mind - Logic

I love this song because it talks a lot about mental health and how it feels to be having baggage about someone who is ambitious but continues to keep going. It gave me the idea of doing a podcasts based off my notes from the blog.

I WANT TO BECOME THE BEST VERSION OF MYSELF, REMEMBER MY CLAUDE BIO?

Isn’t technology great? Wont post for link

IF I BECOME ZEN ILL ACTUALLY HAVE MORE TIME.

I can’t get over Formula 1 lol, side I can definitely the feel the urge day 2 and porn can be addictive and would be terrible if taken serious. I may be trapping but I say to see the woman I like and avoid looking at past ex;s but honestly its just both?? I don’t even keep up with them, “just follow them” ?? Once again the shallow shit, where’s the love. Once again that dream was wild. I can feel myself opening up for that moment I describe when I see it ill know. BUT MAN I have a lot to work on myself and maybe that’s a reason too, I don’t want to put this version of myself on anyone.

Enough typing, word vomit very successful lets finish the homework.

@ music

Too hard to focus I love music.

1. Something you’re grateful for that happened yesterday

I SHOT AN ARMANI EXCHANGE CAMPAIGN, I DANCED IN IT, I HAD MY DUO SHOT WITH EXACTLY THE RIGHT PERSON ENERGY WISE, ALL LOVE TO HOMIE.

2. Something you’re grateful for today

That I met Jess and know her she seems cool as hell and once again I need to have more girls as friends because dumb ass my mom said study with anyone that you want to learn brother told me study the females for information, my only information is the fucking internet.

3. One thing you’re looking forward to today”

Becoming so Zen, taking things slow and eating my grape. Talking to Tazaca and not giving a fuck respectfully.

4. Someone you’re grateful for from your childhood

Jake, my dream with him talking about this Pistons, I’ve been a shitty friend my love could be what helps him just like I needed help in high school. We always helped each other we use to talk about females now we don’t even discuss

5. One seemingly insignificant item you’re grateful for that’s in front of you

My fucking iPad is the best investment I’ve made in myself + the keyboard is a must just wait until I get the pencil going.

Positive affirmation

I’m committing to becoming the best version of myself

What makes you drink more water?

- Eating schedule

- Size of water that I’m drinking that day

- Hydration

- Stress from looking at my face

Gallon of water when I grocery shop = investment in myself

I drink the most water when I have a gallon at my house that I can keep in my room.

HOLY MY BRAIN GETTING REWIRED

Gallon of water boy only way that works for me.

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