#SOMEONE HOLD ME I CANT

[havockingboo]

ITS 2 AM I CANT DO THIS RIGHT NOW ………………………

@sansofficial @officialpapyrus

#THE PAINFUL CONTRAST OF WHATS GOING ON IS KILLING ME #SOMEONE HOLD ME I CANT #DO THIS!!!!!! #they should have NEVER let me back on tumblr bro bc im’ #the worst Papyrus fan ESPECIALLY when it comes to in character angst………… #oh y godo no one touch me I’m going to be unwell for the entire night #I’m doodling more dont even THINK I won’t draw something for THAT.. #YOU KNOW WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT.. #GRIPS FISTS… #nineteen…………he was… #I NEED TO SHUT UP THESE TAGS ARE TOO LONG ALREADY #doodles #papyrus #papyrus undertale #sans #sans undertale #toriel #utdr rp #I’m so emo rn

[choccy-milky]

scene from my newest chap of seb discovering that daisies are also his favourite flower (and why)😊

#seb is literally the 'everywhere i go...i see his face' meme except with clora BAHAHHA #i legit picked cloras fav flowers to be daisies just bc they remind me of her LOOL so now im making that the reason seb likes them #hogwarts legacy #sebastian sallow #sebastian sallow x oc #sebastian sallow x mc #sebastian sallow fanart #hogwarts legacy fanart #hogwarts legacy sebastian #clora clemons #working on modern au stuff now hehehe cant stop wont stop #choccyart #GET SOMEONE WHO LOOKS AT U THE WAY SEB IS LOOKING AT CLORA HOLDING THOSE DAISIES U DESERVE NOTHING LESS

[booksandmore]

“deku should have been a villain” did u watch the show. the show about being the greatest hero. the show about the protagonist breaking every bone in his body to save people and become a hero. the show about the kid working himself to the bone and risking his life to save his friends, innocent people, villains and people who would rather he die rather than be allowed to rest. did you wantch the show? the show that we’re talking about? the show about being a hero and saving lives? the show called my hero academia? that show? did u watch that show? is that the show u watched?

#if u want some dark ass morally grey bullshit watch smthing else?? #i think deku would literally rather die and that is a threat #have u seen what this kid is willing to just to save someone? he will self destruct if he has to. HE ALREADY HAS #midoriya izuku #deku #my hero academia #boku no hero academia #bnha #mha #GET BEHIND ME DEKU I’LL DEFEND UR MORAL PHILOSOPHY #givibg me aan g flashbacks bsuajkakakala STOPP #its giving batman should have killed the joker like what part?? of a charchters narrative purpose?? is so hard to understand??? #i am sooo sensitive to this bullshit i am too sensitive to this bullshit i cant hold it in anymore #my boy deku is soo fucked up rn and u want him to get even more fucked up. why.

[crispywizardtale]

#Yim in the first gif looks like Syn so much #i miss my baby Syn so much #why cant we get NuerSyn series when everyone else got theirs #please give them their own story #if it is 4 episodes ill take it please something for them #i love them so much #someone hold me like this please #please #middleman's love the series #middlemans love #middlemans love the series #middleman's love #tutoryim #tutor x yim #tutor koraphat #yim pharinyakorn

[bericas]

isaac & scott / mason & theo | sometimes all i think about is you

#twedit #twvid #scisaac #mason x theo #twrarepair #back on my scisaac masontheo parallel bullshit btw #back on my masontheo is just scisaac if they were True enemies to lovers bullshit. btw. if anyone was wondering. #like of course scisaac and masontheo get paintaking scenes. its enemies to lovers. ofc mason calls theo a bitch its FULL enemies to lovers #for clarity the hands at the rave and the masontheo hug r parallels to ME bc its touch with an excuse for it #scisaac can brush hands when theyre holding a needle between them and theo can hug mason when its a means to an end #the rest i feel r fairly straightforward but i wanted to share the vision for that one #mason hewitt #theo raeken #scott mccall #isaac lahey #tw #oh also the last shot is the last shot of isaac and theo respectively. if that wasnt clear. #like how isaac and theo both nebulously sort of Gone from beacon hills #and the theo shot also to me looks like footage from The masontheo ep 618. btw. which just brings me joy #actually i have more to say. hi. masontheo r just so. #you know how isaac kind of has. he has the awkward tenderness of someone who has never been loved and is forced to improvise #theo doesnt even have THAT!!!! scott holds out a hand and isaac takes it with an awkward fervor #mason keeps his hands to himself because he doesn't trust what theo might do with it and theo can only help when its helping himself #bc the tenderness will be TOO AWKWARD. so isaac says he wont leave without scott and theo says we need to find him so i cant leave you #so isaac grabs scott because scott makes him feel safe and theo can only grab mason when its part of a script bc thats how he feels safe #HELLO. IS THIS THING ON. DO U GUYS HEAR ME. SCISAAC IF THEY WERE TRUE ENEMIES TO LOVERS!!!!

[sprinklethetangerine]

Hey, I just watched Dead Poets Society for the first time ever! Now, if you guys don't mind, I'm gonna go sit in the corner of my room and scream!

#me very politely asking whoever made this movie to revive Neil (i am holding them at gunpoint) #NO BECAUSE WHAT THE FUCK #what about my anderperry you cant do that... my anderperry you killed it... why ☹️ #no but literally i usually cling onto one character in every show or movie and the rest i could care less about guess who it was for dps? #NEIL IT WAS FUCKING NEIL AND THEY KILLED HIM #i am rotating his father on a fire like a rotisserie chicken and feeding him to dogs. #i hope his father dies a slow agonizing death. i will boil him alive. #me at the end of the movie waiting for someone to say psyche or people to jump out with cameras and tell me i was being pranked #me before: “haha people seem to like this movie a lot it sure seems interesting ill check it out” #me after: “what is life...” #no but all of them standing kn the desks was so AHHHHHH #and i qant to fucking fight that bitch whatever his face was idk i forgot most of their names #the chatterbox tattletale snitchy bitch #thats his name now forget his actual name #dps #dead poets society #anderperry #since i mentioned it in the tags #nuwanda literally was like “sure yeah ill get expelled but i wont rat you guys out” #but chatterbox tattletale snitchy bitch mister “you forgot about the homework” over here is like “yeah so i told them everything” #i am exploding his head with my fucking mind #he deserved that punch so fucking bad

[aroaceleovaldez]

actually in hindsight why did Rick repeatedly have Piper solve all the ghost problems on the Argo II when. Hazel was right there. A daughter of Pluto. who by all logic should be able to control ghosts even a little bit. like, we know she has at least some of those types of powers. she just never gets to actually practically use them. ever. and then when there are zombies Hazel once again. does not get to use her powers about it. what.

#pjo #riordanverse #hazel levesque #does hazel EVER use necromancy powers? besides *maybe* a little bit when working for gaea to raise giants? #though that was pretty explicitly mostly geokinesis #where is hazel's necromancy cmon #but like. ''oh no people are getting possessed. i know! PIPER! FIX THE PROBLEM WITH YOUR CHARMSPEAK'' #''rather than oh i dont know HAZEL. THE PERSON WITH GHOST POWERS DIRECTLY NEXT TO ME.'' #heck Hazel is very familiar with people being possessed. her mother was for. awhile. #why not just have hazel go ''hm yup. that's possession if i've ever seen it. hold on i've got this'' and then she uses pluto powers #you cant even use the excuse ''oh but she wouldn't know how to-'' #she's been hanging out with her brother Nico ''Ghost King'' di Angelo for what. eight? ten months? something like that? #and one of her major things is that she's pretty good at picking things up quickly and has highly honed her powers #you're telling me nico never told her ''btw just in case: if you ever need to exorcise a ghost from someone just idk smack 'em'' #like why is the exorcising ghosts piper's job #and why with the zombie apocalypse was it like ''oh no we can't do anything until apollo comes over to help us or whatever'' #''if only we had a CENTURION WITH NECROMANCY POWERS. like a CHILD OF PLUTO OR SOMETHING'' #''WHOSE BROTHER VERY FAMOUSLY GOT A ZOMBIE AS A BIRTHDAY GIFT'' #and its like. yes hazel does ultimately play a significant role in stopping the zombie problem #but functionally COMPLETELY UNRELATED TO HER POWERS?

[frostedpuffs]

the anticipation before getting a tattoo is nerve wracking. it's like, i am so excited that im shaking, but i also might throw up. this is going to hurt so bad. but it'll be a good pain. and it'll be worth it. it will be so sexy

#im getting my dream big thigh piece done tomorrow #something ive wanted for years and years and years #and i literally almost threw up confirming it tonight #im so scared #but also so excited #someone hold me #text post #ALSO IM FUCKING ALLERGIC TO LIDOCAINE SO I CANT USE NUMBING CREAM #my other leg tattoo hurt so bad and that shit was TINY! #i was gripping the seat for a LITTLE BEE #im going to be there for HOURS tomorrow #dear god #pray i dont puke or pass out

[lunarharp]

when an obsessed orufrey person plays ace attorney for the first time in a while

#witch hat tag #orufrey #you know those times when the defendant is still in shambles at the end of a case because it was not a clear-cut thing #but you get to present one Special Sentimental piece of evidence that proves not all is lost #qifrey's breakdown would be like... he turns up calm and pleasant like dahlia kristoph gant etc but very quickly: #well first he's hiding his scar so you have to use the bracelet and also you find out about the seal on his hat using that. #eventually he is throwing water that comes out of nowhere like that coffee prosecutor guy. and his cape starts billowing #the more he breaks down his neck thingies start coming undone btw. To represent his descent into guilt and his LIES becoming undone. #course as the player i have already used my magatama and seen his 35894 psychelocks. but theyre those BLACK psychelocks #representing his repressed memories taken by the brimhats. also his glasses shatter out of nowhere when you keep presenting evidence #and tartah's testimony etc. and the player is like UHH this guy is A PUPPET MASTER but coco's heartfelt testimony commands the tone #and of course he's someone who has been twisted and damaged by trauma like adrian andrews. the mastermind is of course the brimhats #only me with my magatama knows that... only i can do it. It has to be me..... #just like how as the reader i can see everything about qifrey and i can hold him dear as much as i judge him #whereas if i were oru things would not be ok unless memories can be restored and mentally ill decisions can be illuminated #WELL ANYWAY !!!!! what i appreciate about ace attorney is its ability to mix silliness with seriousness #i cant usually make jokes about serious heavy heartbreaking stuff in witch hat because it is all very intense emotions for me #but i appreciate ace attorney's mix of sincerity and psychological pain and the inherent silliness to being a character in a situation #so.....Get Iguin on the stand. Now. BAILIFF.. TAKE OFF THE MASK #i would most love to be able to prove qifrey's eyesight is failing. hed be like I have no reason to pursue the brimhats (smiles pleasantly) #and it would be like You're lowering your gaze.. proof that the court lighting is too harsh for you..! #his glasses would crack at that moment btw. I used apollo's bracelet and saw the glyphs on the glass. #I know all about u. and i will save u

[seung-mong]

chan in france!! and awhh look its the eiffel tower AGGRESSIVE WINK

#seung mong! #skz #skz smut #someone hold me down #i cant do this anymore i fear #binchan

[baylardian-1]

kirsten beyer give me more Kathryn And Chakotay Being Flirty And In Love And Hiding It Badly From Their Crew please challenge

#could situate this in a variety of places but being a freak im going to slap that ETERNAL TIDE/PROTECTORS label on it hahaha #i yearn for them making out in a jeffries tube and taking their clothes off and someone catching them doing it #YOU CANT TELL ME THEYD BE GOOD AT HIDING THEIR LOVE AFTER THEYVE BEEN HOLDING THIS OFF FOR A DECADE!!!!!!!!! #My Art #Kathryn Janeway #Chakotay #The Eternal Tide #Protectors #First Splinter Timeline #Star Trek: Voyager #Threshold #AU #Human

[treasure-goblin]

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#i could just delete everything #make it all go away #tell like two people my alt we can keep in touch but thats about it #although theres 4 people I'd miss #i wanna be done #i want to take control of this situation and the only way to do that is extremes #“you cant be in control all the time” i fucking know that no one knows that better than me my entire life has been someone elses #ever since this shitshow began #and now i have a way to take control right in front of me #but it means cutting off everyone and starting anew #and as tempting as that is #my actions hold consequences #not just for me #so im stuck #like i always am #actually... #only 10 people would really notice...

[reggies-eyeliner]

have i mentioned how grateful i am that jwct writers know how to write grief because i am in this essay i will

#can you tell I just watched the ep7 kenji breakdown scene #oh my gosh. I'm on the floor sick head in my HANDS #jwct spoilers #jwct #kenji kon #THEY. WROTE HIM. SO WELL. #the way that he knows his father is just. awful and abusive but that's still his dad #and he knows it shouldn't make a difference but that was someone who was supposed to love him #and kenji only genuinely convinces himself that maybe his dad is a good person like two minutes before he died #IN FRONT OF HIM #the “pull over” scene actually has!! my head in my hands!! #I #yeah writers animators holy SMOKES YOU'RE INCREDIBLE. #also yasmina and sammy. the scene. where yaz holds Sammy's face in her hands???? #just run me over with your van #yasmina fadoula #Sammy Gutierrez #I CANT EVEN START ON DARIUS BC I'LL NEVER STOP

[assim-eu-sou]

Something else I came across on the reread that I feel really foreshadows how the epilogue will play out is this:

“I know I’ll never marry, never risk bringing a child into the world. Because if there’s one thing being a Victor doesn’t guarantee, it’s your children’s safety. My kids’ names would go right into the reaping balls with everyone else’s. And I swear I’ll never let that happen.”

Following this quote, Katniss’ entire concept of romantic companionship and the creation of a family in her future is built around the existence of the games. When the games are abolished, nevers become possible.

Trust me, I’m the first person to look at an ending where the leading lady ends up with The Man and they have kids and it’s happily ever after with suspicion, but this time, it’s different. After a lifetime of fear, Katniss allows herself hope, because she can finally afford it. And I think that’s worth a lot.

#it’s something I see a lot today too #not for me I straight up just faint imagine creating a consciousness like naur now the burden of someone being alive is on me #cant not faint help #but for others it’s a certain condition that is holding them back #climate change for example #so in a magical world where that got fixed I think those people bringing children into the world WOULD be a triumph #but idk I feel like everyone has to have their opinion on the epilogue so why not throw mine into the ring #ring? #thg #the hunger games #katniss everdeen #everlark #vaguely

[drksnctury]

prefall crowley and aziraphale knowing each other changes perspective on their relationship sm more than just how much longer theyve known each other. they knew each other when the only emotion that existed was Love. they knew each other before hate and evil were formed. and they ended up being on opposite sides during a War. they essentially fought each other in a war. and even after that, aziraphale still shows the up most extreme kindness to the being that he should hate, that he should loathe. he still has Love for crowley after everything.

#good omens #good omens 2 #good omens season 2 #good omens 2 spoilers #good omens spoilers #go2 spoilers #im so ill rn #i cant stop thinking abt this #i need to be lobotomized #im soooo not sane rn #someone hold me down im actually losing it #azi took “for better or for worse” literally #he was stricken by angel crowley but fell in love with this demon crowley bc he crowley is still kind #not okay i think i need to be locked away

[deoidesign]

hi i have a bit of an odd question and im so sorry if it comes off as rude at all!

ive seen a lot of your posts about canes, i have hEDS and chronic pain and im trying to convice my mom and my doctor to let me have a mobility aid. my mom is very adamant that i dont need a cane because i dont have balance issues, but my knees and ankles are pretty much always aching. i was just wondering if you think a cane would help with chronic pain or if i should look into other aids?

Canes can help chronic pain, they are not guaranteed to help you specifically

You can get a cane for ~$30 at most stores and try it out

A physical therapist and/or a specialist in rheum will most likely know more than your PCP about your specific pain and situation

Parents often don't want to admit their kids have health problems

I wish you luck

I won't be answering any more asks about mobility aids.

This is nothing about you specifically, you were not rude, I just get a lot of questions like this in my inbox. It becomes draining to get so many asks with people's personal vents about their medical issues or religious trauma or the homophobic situations they're living in.

While I would love if I could help people, I am not a doctor. I am not a therapist, I am not a social worker. I'm just a random artist on the internet who has EDS and is barely getting by myself.

I prefer to keep my blog about my art and about my work, not about my disability. It is relevant to my work, of course, and discussing my conditions in vague terms in how they relate to themes present in my work is more than okay, but I prefer this space to be dedicated to my work and getting to engage with my readers through my stories.

Personal information about my pain, my medications, my tests my doctors and my trauma are not things I want to make public.

Thank you for understanding.

#cane stuff #asks #anon #I think this might actually be the second time I've said I won't answer asks about mobility aids #but this time I'm gonna put it in my fucking description or something #I dont wanna hear about the character you're writing and whether or not I think it's ableist #I'm not the arbiter of ableism #I'm not someone who can help you out of a situation where your dad won't stop screaming at you #I can't help you #and it is so so so hard to have people come to me and just dump their pain on me #I cant help you! #I just have to read your messages and SIT with them!!! #KNOWING I can't help you!!! #I cant teach you to use a cane I can't hold your hand through your breakups #I'm sorry #I'm so sorry but I can not help you #and to help myself I have to put up a hard line and commit that it is absolutely not my responsibility #it is not fair to come into my inbox #and dump on me #like! #idk! #idk.