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wangxianficfinder · 2 years

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In the mood for a Fic...

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1. Hi~ for the next 'in the mood for' could you suggest some Jin Zixuan time travel fics? Where he goes back and decided to try and fix what he can? (Preferably with wangxian thrown in) please and thank you!!! @yukihyo-no-yosei

Rise of the Peacock by JustAWanderingBabbit (Not Rated, 65k, WIP, JZX & MY, XuanLi, 3Zun, Canon Divergence, Re:Birth/Transmigration, Drabble to Full Story, Attempted Sexual Assault, unwanted sexual touching) at the point of his death at Qiongqi Pass, JZX is sent back to his first fight with WWX in the Cloud Recesses, and seeks to set things right from there

A Peacock and A Raven by Akak_ShadMe (Not Rated, 2k, JZX & WWX, WangXian, JZX & WWX Friendship, Time Travel Fix-It, Platonic Relationships, Protective JZX, Confused JC, JZX Lives, Oblivious WWX)

With you, I can fight the World by Weiyingbestboy (G, 2k, WangXian, XuanLi, Everyone Lives/Nobody Dies, Time Travel Fix-It, Canon Divergence, JC is so done, JZX and WWX Friendship)

A sword is still a blade, a bow is still a string by AutumnSprings45 (T, 40k, JZX/OMC, WangXian, JZX Lives, Time Travel, Fix-It, Jiāng Family Bashing, Abusive Jiāng Family, Dysfunctional Jiāng Family, Good Sibling JZX, Good Person JZX, Bisexual JZX, POV JZX, Canon Divergence, not your typical time travel fic, Long paragraphs, Eventual Smut, Eventual Romance, Eventual Happy Ending, Light Angst, Eventual post war, No Golden Core Transfer)

Jin Zixuan Does the Time Warp by marigold_sigil (G, 7k, XuanLi, Time Travel, Fix-It, Crack Treated Seriously, Awkward JZX, Good Person JZX, Temporary Character Death, Everybody Lives, JZX & WWX Friendship, Good Sibling JZX, JZX makes friends, Bad Humor, JZ Bashing, JGS Bashing, Qíshān Wēn Sect Bashing, Sect Leader JZX, POV JZX, Canon Relationships, JGY Redemption)

What Lies Ahead by pupeez4eva (T, 33k, WIP, JZX & WWX, WangXian, XuanLi, Time Travel, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, JZX & WWX Friendship, YL WWX, burial mounds family, Wangxian's usual pining and obliviousness, Canon Divergence, Everyone Lives/Nobody Dies, Light Angst, Happy Ending)

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2. Hii!!! Does anyone know of any trans girl lwj fics! Can be an AU or no, any age, any situation. Just need some fem!lwj <3

We do have a Trans Wangxian Compilation if you want to also check that out

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3. Hello! Hope you’re having a great dayy <3 so I just saw a canary in Pinterest and I wanttttt… for the next itmf, do you know any fics where wwx is a tattoo artist and lwj comes to him all the time to get tattoos? He just wants to see wwx and he has no excuses so he gets tattoos all the time just to see and be touched by wwx? Ahh thankyou for all the work you do here too y’all are lifesavers😭❤️

Shatter All Barriers by YunmengLotus (E, 11k, WangXian, Modern AU, Painplay, Light Dom/sub, very brief subdrop, Praise Kink, Wax Play, Temperature Play, Sex Toys, Communication, light blood play (really light but there is blood), BDSM, Intercrural Sex, thigh fucking, Non-Penetrative Sex, Coming Untouched, Piercings, Needles, Sub LWJ, dom WWX, kind of, Getting Together, piercer wwx) this is piercings not tattoos, but otherwise pretty spot on

Craquelure & Coverups by Inessencedivided (E, 27k, WangXian, Tattoo Parlor, Modern AU, Reincarnation, Tattoo Artist WWX, Tattooed LWJ, Dreams and Nightmares, Past Lives, trauma discussions, Mutual Pining, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Chronic Pain, First Kiss, First Time, Body Worship, Non-Penetrative Sex, Happy Ending, further tw in the notes)

Demon Ink by Jade_Valentine (E, 129k, WIP, WangXian, Modern AU, Flower Shop & Tattoo Parlor, Tattoo Artist WWX, Magic, Chaotic Bisexual WWX, Demisexual LWJ, Slow Burn, Angst, Mutual Masturbation, Domestic Fluff, Welcome to my LWJ & NHS friendship agenda, Shower Sex, Brief mentions of past Lan Bro abuse at the hands of LQR, wangxian family feels, WWX is the Best Dad Ever, WWX's canonical abuse at the hands of YZY, Blow Jobs, Slight Make-Up Kink)

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4. hello!! for the next "mood for" set, I've got a request, of just link me to post similar requests made!! i have the urge to read fics where lwj is honestly a bit of an asshole to wwx at some point before getting their shit together, like in "Honesty is the Best Policy (Except if You're an Asshole)" by piecrust!! five where lwj does actually just wwx's feelings, but they work things out. preferably finished and (if explicit) bottom! wwx

the earthquake in the room by phnelt (E, 39k, WangXian, College/University, Modern: No Powers, Canada, Getting Together, Mentions of lwj/others, inter-faculty romance, strangers to lovers to frenemies to lovers, mostly book characterisation) (Link in #16) aka the Toast fic 😂😂

What Comes After Love by Rainbow_Horizon (T, 17k, WangXian, POV LWJ, Protective LWJ, LWJ Has Feelings, POV WWX, Sad WWX, Jealous WWX, Canon - Módào Zǔshī & The Untamed Combination, Post-Canon, Insecurity, Chief Cultivator LWJ, Break Up, Separations, Angst with a Happy Ending, Established Relationship, marriage issues, Marriage Proposal)

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5. Hello I’d like to recommend this amaaazing fic I just read, 330,000 by 3neetee, though fyi it is locked. It’s about mama Lans life and the fact that her and LQR were secretly together (aka lwj is actually lqrs son) I’m also wondering if there are any other fics like this?

What I can't have by Aki_no_hikari (G, 1k, MDM Lan/LQR, Mutual Pining, emotional cheating, Canon Compliant, Light Angst)

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6. Hello!! Ya’ll are doing an amazing job, can I request something for an INTMF? I would appreciate it if you could find anything with ritual smut? Preferably Sub!WWX, but anything works. Like maybe WangXian “cleanse” WWX via ritual sex? Thank you sm! Have a good day

Better Things to Do with a Flute in Wartime by Anonymous (E, 365k, MingXian, WangXianJue, Sunshot Campaign, Fix-It, Magical Healing Cock, Dual Cultivation, mild Dom/Sub, Undernegotiated Kink, Golden Core Reveal, Breathplay, Choking, Painplay, Subdrop, Topdrop, Major Character Injury, Canon Divergence, What-If, Temperature Play, Orgasm Delay/Denial, Fisting, Spanking, PTSD, Trauma, Self-Harm, (in the pursuit of cultivational badassery) ) cleansing via sex is one of the main plot (and smut) points of the whole serie. The ship is an ot3 with wangxian and nmj tho

the meaning of the ritual by newamsterdam (E, 8k, WangXian, Explicit Sexual Content, Blindfolds, Light Bondage, Ritual Sex, Canon Divergence, Let LWJ Fuck the Yiling Patriarch 2k19, First Time Blow Jobs, Anal Sex, Porn with Feelings)

24 Hours by tailor31415 (E, 5k, WangXian, post-novel, PWP, But there’s a little plot, Bondage, Prostate Milking, Dual Cultivation) LWJ fucks a golden core into WWX in a lengthy and elaborate ritual (and, as a good Dom and Shixiong, spots him throughout for both sub drop and qi deviation.)

Net Cost by fictionfinding (E, 981, SongXiao, PWP, Slow Sex, weird metaphors, Fucking for Spiritual Enlightenment, Purple Prose) Songxiao; here, the physical coupling is a springboard for an abstract and poetic spiritual feedback loop.)

veni vidi vici by wolframvonbielefeld (maknaeline) (E, 5k, WangXian, Self-cest, Dream Sex, Exhibitionism, Voyeurism, Masturbation, Angst, Dealing With Your Trauma In The Unhealthiest Way Possible: Fuck It Out Edition, Supportive LWJ, Sounding) post-canon; Incense Burner trip; resentacles; WWX assimilates the spirit of the Yiling Laozu Past in a selfcestuous ritual as LWJ is forced to watch.

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7. can u reco a fic where wwx answers lwj's inquiry? @ner-u

Response by Aki_no_hikari (G, 12k, WangXian, Canon Divergence, Angst with a Happy Ending, Family Feels, Love Confessions)

Time by WithBroomBefore (M, 30k, WangXianMian, Time Trave, lFix-It, JYL Lives, some other people live too, Polyamory, Ghost WWX, for a little bit, Grief/Mourning, Eventual Happy Ending, Trans LWJ, Trans Male Character, bisexual LWJ, Bisexual WWX, POV Multiple, Memory Loss, Minor Character Death)

Homecoming by BigBadRedPanda (T, 2k, WangXian, Post-Canon)

He Answers by cadytheneko (T, 10k, Ghost WWX)

long is the way by queen_gee (Not Rated, 1k, WangXian, Canon Divergence, Angst with a Happy Ending, [PODFIC] long is the way by flamingwell)

Different Paths to the Same Route by JustAWanderingBabbit (T, 184k, WangXian, 3Zun, Canon Divergence, What-If, Implied Necrophilia, At least they're talking now, Medicical science in a cultivational world, Magical Genetic Testing, Family Issues) beginning in Chapter 8 and culminating in Chapter 16 (the exact circumstances are a major spoiler.)

Inquiry, Reprise by EHyde (G, 1k, WangXian, Fluff) post-canon; WWX, under LWJ’s rigorous (and anxious) supervision, brings himself to the point of clinical death to experience what Inquiry sounds like.

Contingency by Full_Metal_Ox (G, 137, WangXian, Angst, major character death contemplated, Drabble Plus Change, Introspection, Post-Canon) post-canon; should it ever again become necessary, WWX is taking no chances.

asymptotic by chinxe (T, 26k, WangXian, Canon Divergence, Angst with a Happy Ending, Slow Burn, Misunderstandings, Pining, for 20+ years as per the course with lwj) might not be what they want since he's dead before lwj meets him

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8. hi! for itmf can i get some outsider pov established wx? i prefer bottom wwx if it matters, thank you!!

White Flag by incendir (T, 37k, WangXian, NHS/NZH, OMC / OMC, 4+1 things)

you've got to find a way, say what you want to say by Quixiote (T, 12k, WangXian, outsider pov, ocs and oc sect galore, part of the Give LWJ Friends Agenda, this is Extremely Self-Indulgent writing, rated for some Swears, spoilers for the novel)

pitfalls of greed by glitteringmoonlight (T, 3k, WangXian, POV Outsider, BAMF WWX, Kidnapping, Violence, YL WWX, not exactly but the vibes are there, Post-Canon)

into bloom by andreanna (T, 2k, WangXian, Post-Canon, Mpreg, POV Outsider, Medical, Fluff, Tooth-Rotting Fluff, Fanart)

but there were things worse than love by planet_B612 (T, 5k, WangXian, Post-Canon, Established Relationship, POV Outsider, 5+1 Things, Fluff and Humor, The Adventures of Rogue Cultivators WWX and LWJ, Full Time Husbands and Occasionally Useful Cultivators)

...And they were Cultivators by pearliegloom (T, 4k, WangXian, Modern AU, Immortality, mild homophobia, Comedy, Museums, POV Outsider)

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9. Hi! Sorry for the bother but I just read a story where Jin Ling basically adopts Wei Ying and let's him flourish as he should be able to. Gives him a home to come back to and was wondering if there were more stories that are like that? Ones where Jin Ling looks at how Wei Ying treats himself and how others do and basically saying, "Nope. This is mine now and your cant have him back until you show him true love and affection". Tis made my heart warm! Thank you!❤ @skylar-lei1634

Rotten Work by ShanaStoryteller (Not Rated, 63k, WangXian, WWX & JL, Post-Canon, Protective WWX, Protective JL, Yunmeng Bros Reconciliation, Reluctant Matchmaker JL, [PODFIC] Rotten Work by sakizar) to be honest i think this is the one mentioned in the ask but just in case anyone else wanted to read it

climbing up that coastal shelf by Sour_Idealist (G, 15k, JC & JL & WWX, Post-Canon, Mutually Unrequited Forgiveness, Yunmeng Brothers Reconciliation, Family History, Generational Trauma, Discussion of Canonical Abuse, Awkward Attempts at Communication, mentions of past ChengQing, Fairy is a good dog) not quite the same

hills and rivers are waiting by LtLJ (G, 15k, WangXian, JL & WWX, CQL canon, Post-Canon, Hurt/Comfort, Fluff and Angst, Domestic Fluff, Family Feels, Case Fic, BAMF WWX) It has Jin Ling setting Wei Wuxian up with a place and position of his own

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10. Sorry, this is a question, not so much a request, hopefully you can help me. I didn't read the novel, just watched cql, so maybe that's why I don't understand. Did WWX use his flute in the last battle? If so, how come WN did not ho to him, the way he did 13 years later? Is there any fic where he does? Thank you, if it is not something you usually post, it is ok too if you don't post this one. (Ask also answered here)

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11. hi!!!!! how are u?? i was wondering if anyone knew any fics that were kinda like this fanart thank u!!!

恩仇仙人- Enchou xianren (Immortal Avenger) by AshayaTReldai (E, 133k, WIP, WangXian, Angst, Mental Anguish, Major character death (canonical), Whipping, Pining, Revenge, Execution, inter-clan politics, , Reincarnation, afterlife constructs, Ascension, TGCF notions of ascension and deity, First Time, Rabbits!, Post-LWJwhipping, Injury Recovery, Issues of justice, Torture, Not friendly to the Clans - they all get their comeuppance., Hurt/Comfort, Dark LWJ, bunny death, animal cruelty)

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12. I love and adore what you do at this blog! You are really a blessing! Thank you <3

I wanted to ask if there are any suggestions for fics that are mainly Wangxian, can be canon or not, but after they get together we actually get the "after"? A lot of fanfics are lovely, long and brilliantly written, but after Wangxian get together, we have some closing chapter or two summarising what happens and the story ends. I would like to have more details of what happens after. A fanfic in this style which I have read is: Twelve Moons and a Fortnight Verse by stiltonbasket.It can be slowburn, long, most tags are fine! Only thing is I would prefer it if it is completed or being currently updated.

Thank you so much for your effort! You make my day, week and month! @amedreams

💖 Magical Marriage Ribbons series by starandrea (M, 880k, WIP, wangxian, ongoing, animal transformations, weddings)

🧡 Stunted, Starving Juvenility by TomatenMark (E, 411k, WangXian, WIP, Fix-it of sorts, Talisman master WWX, Not JFM Friendly, Study Arc, Getting together, Fluff and Angst, Engagement)

❤️Gentians in bloom by teawater (M, 251k, wangxian, Canon Divergence, AU after cold spring, Political Marriage, Dysfunctional Family, Implied/Referenced Self-Harm, Fix-It, Hurt/Comfort, LQR bashing (not really), POV Multiple, Implied/Referenced Suicide, Eventual Happy Ending, BAMF WWX, JC is actually a lot better than canon, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, YZY bashing (again not completely) )

Over the Rotted Bridge by vailkagami (T, 314k, wangxian, major character death, temporary character death, angst, hurt/comfort, canon divergence, non-consensual resurrection, YLLZ WWX, hurt LWJ, slow burn, plague, PTSD, survivor’s guilt)

to soar with the wind and the waves by nikefemme (E, 76k, WIP, WangXian, Royalty AU, Slow Burn, WangXian Get a Happy Ending, Anal Sex, Gay Sex, Bottom LWJ)

the lives of birds by bleuett (E, 15k, WangXian, Post-Canon, Domestic Fluff, Gardens & Gardening, Fluff and Humor, Family Feels, Established Relationship, Anal Sex, Rimming, Blow Jobs)

Respectable, Decent, and Quiet by Theotrix (E, 5k, WangXian, Porn with Feelings, Post-Canon, repressed lwj, Anal Fingering, Anal Sex, Loud Sex, Emotional release, Bottom LWJ, switch WangXian)

Close Your Soft Eyes by timetoboldlygo (G, 12k, WangXian, Established Relationship, Post-Canon, Married Life, Slice of Life, Domestic Fluff, Mild Hurt mostly comfort, Communication)

the mortifying ordeal of being loved by attackofthezee (noxlunate) (T, 1k, WangXian, Birthday Fluff, Praise Kink, kind of, Post-Canon, Established Relationship, Dom/sub Undertones, The Mortifying Ordeal of Being Known)

old wounds by BloodRedCarnation (E, 23k, WangXianYu, PWP, Kink Negotiation, consent is so sexy, Age Difference, Power Dynamics, Threesome - M/M/M, Multiple Sex Positions, Established WangXian, YLLZ WWX, Dom/Sub Switch WangXianYu, Breathplay, Light exhibitionism kink, Praise Kink, Dom/sub, Virgin MXY, Top/Bottom Switch WangXianYu, Post-Canon, Fix-It of Sorts, Double Penetration, POV Alternating, Bondage)

let me come home by cafecliche (G, 3k, WangXian, Vignettes, Fluff, the Lan family alcohol tolerance, Travelogue, Light Angst, Like the lightest, just enough to make the fluff sweeter, it's gentle pain seasoning, Post-Canon)

DanTian Series by ArchiveWriter (E, 150k, WangXian, Post-Canon, Happy WangXian, Slice of Life, Established Relationship, Fluff, Domestic bliss, Family fluff, Tags Vary per story) if the querent is *really* interested in the “after”, so is ArchiveWriter, whose series DanTian, is a lengthy and ongoing chronicle of Wangxian’s retirement in their austere mountain farming retreat.

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13. Can you please find me a wangxian fic where Jiang cheng walks in on wwx & lwj making out or having sex??

intents and in tents by mexicantt (E, 12k, WangXian, Explicit sexual material, Canon Divergence - War Time, Dubious Consent, two fucking idiots fucking a fucking lot, fucking intents, fucking in tents, fucking in freezing fucking water, fucking in the Lan sect library because of COURSE they did, fucking outdoors, fucking on rooftops, Fucking in Caves, Rimming, Fingering, Oral Sex, Anal Sex, wwx's canonical self-lubing asshole, Dual Cultivation, fucking a new golden core into wwx As A Treat, Exhibitionism) there’s more to the fic than jwy walking in on wangxian but it’s a good one for that (and it’s not just jwy who walks in 😂)

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14. iitm for (i need) a fic where like in the book lwj catches wwx

for #14 do they mean the time when Lan zhan knows its Wei ying after he resurrects and then cave man drags him back to the CR?

Lavender Blue by ana_cp (E, 51k, WangXian, Cook LWJ, Florist WWX, Weddings, Fluff, POV LWJ, Meet-Cute, Mutual Pining, Flirting, Falling In Love, Flower Shop, Romantic Comedy, Oblivious LWJ, No Angst, Bottom LWJ/Top WWX, Soft WangXian, Chef LWJ)

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15. For itmf, I'm looking to read some fics where wangxian are not the main characters, maybe an established relationship or a developing one in the background? I dont mind any pairing as the main ^^

Black-Eyed by betts (E, 16k, ChengQing, WangXian, Modern AU, College/University, Femdom, Age Difference, Under-negotiated Kink, Edgeplay, Pegging, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Loss of Virginity)

your open mind by plonk (Not Rated, 3k, WangXian, ChengQing, Modern with Magic, Inspired By Cherry Magic)

maybe together we can get somewhere (any place is better) by AlfAlfAlfAlfAlf, tardigradeschool (T, 49k, WangXian, NieLan, Modern AU, Coming of Age, Qingheng-jun raises his kids, Child Neglect, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Teen Romance, Angst with a Happy Ending, Implied/Referenced Suicide, Implied/Referenced Self-Harm, Very very briefly, Cats, Rabbits, neurodivergent wangxian) lan brother centric, their relationships with Wei ying and NMJ are secondary

you gave a kick, I gave a slap by sysrae (M, 2k, ChengXuan, Modern AU, nebulous late teens/early twenties/start of college vibes, rageboner, PWP)

JustAWanderingBabbit’s MDZS work in general tends to be JGY- and 3Zun-centric

Waiting on the Night Hunt by JustAWanderingBabbit (G, 50k, Grudging Respect, Friendship maybe, I Just want WN to be Happy, Inappropriate use of lightning storms, I have no idea how the waterborne abyss works, giant undead are undead, plot thickener thickens, Yes I have a plot now, Never trust a sociopath with candy, Better cultivation through alchemy) is centered on WN gradually gaining the respect of the cultivation world post-canon

House on Haunted Hill by JustAWanderingBabbit (T, 6k, JGY & NMJ, SongXiao, Communication is hard when you're dead, We ain't afraid of no ghosts, We've been dead for years, Bad jokes because writer is in a mood, ghost hunt, mystery haunting, Undead Investigation Team) is a post-canon case fic starring sapient fierce corpses SL and NMJ, demi-undead JGY, and ghosts AQ and XXC as a wandering night-hunting team

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16. In the mood for fics where lwj makes wwx cry, any recommendations?

Honesty is the Best Policy (Except if You're an Asshole) by piecrust ( E, 22k, College AU, Porn with feelings, Angst)

Don't Leave Me by TrippinOnSkies (E, 19k, WangXian, Modern AU, Marriage Proposal, Mental Breakdown, Panic Attacks, But they are very mild, Overthinking, JYL Knows Everything, JYL is the best, Good Sibling JC, Smut, it's at the end, Break Up, Gentle Sex, Gentle Kissing, WWX is a Mess, Idiots in Love, Pining, WWX is Loved, But he thinks he is not, Misunderstandings, Oblivious WWX, LWJ is Whipped, Getting Together, NHS & WWX Friendship, NHS Knows Everything, Cinnamon Roll WN, WWX Needs a Hug, Friends to Lovers, Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, Angst with a Happy Ending)

the ugly truth by reidviolet (T, 3k, WangXian, Modern AU, Heavy Angst, the scary reality of being in love, the realistic side of love, breaking up, Sad WWX, Losing Interest, Sad Ending)

driver’s license by cryptenhope (T, 5k, WangXian, Modern AU, Post-Break Up, Making Up, Getting Back Together, Happy Ending if you read the ending notes, Ambiguous/Open Ending)

Cry for Me by MajiLovePrincess (E, 1k, WangXian, Dacryphilia, Crying During Sex, Married WangXian, Overstimulation, Anal Sex, Post-Canon, Multiple Orgasms, Rough Sex) LWJ moves WWX to tears during kinky roleplay

24 Hours by tailor31415 (E, 5k, WangXian, post-novel, PWP, But there's a little plot, Bondage, Prostate Milking, Dual Cultivation) LWJ fucks a golden core into WWX in a lengthy, intimate, and intense ritual that brings both men to tears

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17. Hello!! Do you have any recs for fics focusing on the characters (preferably lwj and jc) mourning for wwx's death? Maybe set in the 13 years of his death. Thank you in advance!! I really appreciate your efforts to run this acc <3

Traditions of Grief by ReleasedFromHisCage (Not Rated, 574, WangXian, Angst, Grief/Mourning, Hurt No Comfort, Canon Compliant)

liberties untaken by northofallmusic (tofsla) (E, 652, WangXian, Rape Fantasy, Grief/Mourning, Masturbation, Implied/Referenced Mind Control, Breathplay, Deepthroating)

From my heart's ground. by orange_crushed (E, 37k, WangXian, Canon Divergence, Grief/Mourning, Corporal Punishment, Vomiting, Injury Recovery, Trauma, Blood Magic, Elemental Magic, Gardens & Gardening, Resurrection, Dissociation, Explicit Sexual Content, First Time, Oral Sex, Language of Flowers, Angst with a Happy Ending, Family, Cultivation......... Literally, Arson, Now Everybody's A Rogue Cultivator, Self-Harm, Self-Harm for Blood Magic Reasons, Let Wangji Laugh, Suicidal Thoughts, Spiritual Coma, Brief Reference to Temporary Incontinence as a Result of Said Coma, Self-Esteem Issues)

and still by detention_notes (G, 4k, WangXian, Parenthood, Reminiscing, Pining, Grief/Mourning, Diary/Journal, Epistolary, Healing, Childhood, Love, lwj's single parenthood, implied WangXian, Yearning, lwj's concentrated stream-of-consciousness emotions, Bittersweet, Hopeful Ending)

Letter for Xian | 与羡书 by 6989 (Not Rated, 563, WangXian, Angst, Epistolary, Translation, Canon Compliant) English translation of 与羡书 by 蓝忘机 on Baidu; historically important as the origin of the Thirteen Years of Inquiry trope.

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audrinawf · 1 year

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I watched Avatar 2 for the second time and if you guys don’t know , it’s all about family. And I saw so many people on Reddit bashing the film and being mad that it shoved family down their throats. And there was this person on Reddit who made a massive rant on her whole life and how she came from a broken family and she didn’t need to see a movie about a big and close family and how strange it was cause she was a sterilized women in her 30s and most people her age were child free so this movie wasn’t relatable to the majority….

I get that we are in the late stages of capitalism but do some people really think being sterilized in their 30s in the norm? Cmon.

And also avatar doesn’t serve any political purpose or agenda. If y’all know JC you would know that he does not cater to anyone but himself. He is not gonna let the fans dictate the direction of the movie. He literally created pandora out of a dream he had in the 90s.

Also Na’vi people are nothing like humans. That’s the whole point of the movie. Sure jc did take inspiration from different tribes when creating the different Navi cultures but they are not anything like humans.

Like what did people expect the 2nd movie to be about? It’s a 15 year time jump since the start. Did y’all think Neytiri was going sterilize herself and create some type of birth control and live her fabulous child free life with Jake? Navi people do not have the same traumas created by capitalism and human greed that we do. Y’all really expect a human outcome from tribal people? What do you think this is?

#avatar the way of water #avatar 2 #femininity #glow up #self care #girly blog #hypergamy #soft life #end rant #dating and relationships #redpill #stay at home girlfriend #stay at home moms

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admirableadmiranda · 2 years

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Hi! While not new to tumblr it’s been quite a while and oh boy, I wasn’t expecting some of the drama that’s been happening all because of people moving from twitter to tumblr. Though I am a jc/xicheng main myself, I’m sorry y’all are having to deal with this.

Personally, I understand not feeling how fanon can change a character. I’ve felt this way about lwj sometimes (some ppl make him care too much about jc that it feels ooc) so I often avoid certain things and that even includes some themes of xicheng that makes wangxian completely different). Ah, I’m saying that gibberish to mean that I can relate to the frustration even if it’s not the same—

You should be allowed to vent and talk about it. You guys created a tag specific to that too and you guys don’t bother other tags either. I don’t see what the issue is personally with that.

Also, just bc I’ve seen this accusation a bit, I don’t think it’s the JC Stans who’ve been on tumblr for quite a while causing the drama so much as it’s those moving from twitter. Even some tumblr Jc fans have said themselves [paraphrased] “they created that tag quite a while ago. Best to just mute the tag and let them be.” Honestly, I didn’t even know that tag existed until people started pointing it out. If you’re in the general Jc tag, you don’t see the canon Jc tag stuff anyway.

I say the best thing is to just ignore them and keep posting meta/analysis there as you guys have been. I’ve seen fandom discourse get bad enough (*cough* FE3H fandom *cough*) that you just learn to ignore, block, and keep doing the norm. They’ll leave you alone when they see they can’t move you. And if they’ve blocked you, they’re only doing it to themselves.

Hi Anon. Thank you for stopping by, it really is lovely to see you.

Thank you very much for your kind words. I think we can definitely agree on just not vibing with certain types of fanon even if we aren’t bothered by it existing as long as we can still play our own way. I have no beef with Xicheng fans at all, it’s just not my thing (and I totally get you on the LWJ bit of it too).

I really don’t know why it’s suddenly such an issue now too! We had like eight months of total peace about the tag! It made sense for those of us here and allowed us to stop feuding and I was happy with that. It’s nice to just have an easy shorthand where both sides can filter out the one they don’t want and go from there.

Yeah I agree that it’s the Twitter fans. I’ve had a couple of people say that the tag has been overrun by antis and that’s what gets me there, cause I was one of the first to start using it at all, so can a tag really be overrun if that’s how it was always used? It wasn’t like we stole it or anything, I don’t think it existed outside of a few quieter blogs before my friends and I got in on the whole thing. I’m glad to hear that tumblr JC fans are also being reasonable about the whole thing.

<3 thank you Anon for the suggestion. I shall do my best to not start up new fights, but honestly I do tend to bite back when people bring the fight to my posts and inbox. But I shall continue to tag accordingly and hopefully all shall die down soon and we can return to our relative harmony.

I hope you continue to have good times here and enjoy your purple lotus as you love him best! Thanks for taking the time to drop by. It really meant a lot to me this morning.

#mdzs #canon jiang cheng #asks #anon asks #anon #sweet anons

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hi sorry to lose my entire shit for a moment but

Carter, as a character, is tough. He’s a widower whose wife and child were killed, and he’s a veteran of the Civil War – as a Confederate (...) “I wanted to not absolve him of that, but also not make him pro the side he was on. The best I could do was neutralize him,” Stanton said. “And just make him disillusioned by everything he had chosen to do, war in general, let alone the wrong side. And so that was conscious at the time.” Chabon said the lack of properly grappling with Carter’s confederate ties was ultimately a “compromise.” In the final film, Carter comes across like Kurt Russell’s Jack Burton in “Big Trouble in Little China,” a gruff everyman annoyed by the overtly fantastical situation he’s in.

reading an article about how the John Carter movie failed and i may have just said ‘you FUCKING IDIOT’ out loud at the screen

what is it about dudes who say they’re the hugest fans of something and then when they get their hands on it completely miss the point of it? (ok the only other example i’m thinking of is brandon ‘oh i loved WOT’ *completely fucks up every character* sanderson, but two is still two examples!!) i just. listen it’s unlikely a lot of people here have read the John Carter/Barsoom novels, but I’d like to tell y’all about a teeny weeny minorly important detail the entire series rests on. John Carter likes to fight! Loves it! The entire reason he goes to Mars (which they change in this movie, of-fucking-course) is that it’s implied MARS HIMSELF, as in The God Of War, saw him and was like ‘that’s a funky little fighting guy I want on my extremely fight-happy planet’. even beyond that, JC fits in with the locals and gets pretty much every gain he gets in the books because he’s a happy, positive guy who LOVES to throw down, and therefore LOVES the fight-filled, strange planet he suddenly finds himself on. You know, the opposite of a wishy-washy, ‘ehhhhh i’m here but i’m like gruff and sad and don’t really caaaaare’ type character

make it a different war!! make him a union soldier! fuck i don’t like the military irl either make him not a soldier at all and just rlly into brawling if you must! homeboy was really like ‘the only path open to me is the lamest character assassination possible 😔 time to fuck up the whole story’ like you were already bitching about how you didn’t like the aesthetic and now you don’t like one of the mainstays of the plot, why don’t you just Not Adapt The Story????? hello???

#'oooh the original art is seeeeeexist' (a) a little but look the men are naked and lovingly depicted as well #it's really not as bad as some examples #(b) you made dejah thoris a random scientist just so men could ignore and disrespect her your argument is automatically invalid

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LWJ shows maturity in allowing choices he doesn't agree with instead of enforcing his own views like at Cloud Recesses -> ???.. LWJ didn’t enforce ANYTHING on WWX at Cloud Recesses (or ever). WWX was a guest there who showed nothing but disrespect to the place that’s essentially LWJ’s home and were pushing his boundaries relentlessly (in cql he even got him drunk and later whipped for it). But I guess, this fandom sees LWJ as some kind of freak that needs to be taught how to human by any means the protagonist deems necessary 💁‍♀️ idk why y’all like to vilify LWJ that much. I swear, it doesn’t make JC any better

Hello, Nonny! First of all, thank you! I write in tags without the expectation of anyone seeing them, let alone think anything about them. And you didn't just read, but came to talk to me about them! That makes me happy!

Second, and getting into the matter at hand here, you're right! LWJ absolutely had the right to punish WWX at Cloud Recesses! WWX was being a horrible guest, an absolute asshole! And LWJ delivered what he thought was appropriate punishment, nothing wrong there. But anon, nonny, the issue in discussion (which isn't really a discussion since I'm not trying to argue with anyone, but you know what I mean) when I mentioned that in my tags is not whether LWJ was right or wrong when he did what he did. It's the fact that he made WWX take punishment, which is the literal meaning of enforcing his (Gusu Lan's) rules. That's an objective fact, not a matter of morality. I agree that LWJ did nothing wrong by doing so, it would have been against his precepts not to. Gold star to LWJ for not caving to peer pressure and let people get away with what they want just because they're young masters of other sects! ⭐

With that point made clear, just like I said in my tags, it is a show of how mature LWJ is to understand that outside Cloud Recesses he does not have the authority to demand WWX does what he wants him to do. It's a good thing about LWJ! An important part of his character that people, including me, love about him! Nonny, I mean it sincerely, I don't understand where we are disagreeing here and why you mention LWJ needing to be taught how to be human, much less by any means possible. This is part of how human LWJ is. Other parts of LWJ being extremely human are his pettiness, his stubbornness, his adoption of LSZ, his evolution from the first life to the second. LWJ doesn't need to be changed by other people. He does change, but that's on him as a person, because people are ever-growing, always evolving, so 30-somthing!LWJ cannot, and therefore isn't, the same as teen!LWJ or even 20-something!LWJ. People, including WWX, can be catalysts of that change, but it's always on LWJ to do the work of growing up, of choosing what growing up means to him personally.

Regarding my opinion of LWJ, anon, I won't lie to you, he's far from my favorite character, that's JC and then JL, with everyone else following very far behind (sorry LXC, NHS, I do adore you, I promise). Still, I don't hate LWJ nor feel the need to vilify him, because he's far from a villain, quite the contrary, actually. I think he's an interesting character, one with plenty of virtues and also many flaws. Also, one that frustrates me to no end. Not because who he was at the beginning, I loved teen LWJ! I also loved post-war LWJ, who was as out of ideas on what to do as everyone else. Plus, as I stated in the tags you mentioned, he's mature enough to recognize what he cannot do! I love that about him! No need for anyone to change that about him, please, do not touch that part of him. I dislike where his character arc took him after the time skip, because I understand, sort of, how and why it happened, but it contradicts my own personal views of the world. That's my own issue, though, so really, it's immaterial to any analysis of his character outside a personal opinion. (You can argue the point that personal opinions always color character analyses, I won't say it's entirely wrong, but I try to believe I'm not so shallow as to not recognize when that's happening, which is why I try not to talk about post time skip LWJ in any detail.)

Oh yeah, regarding your mention of JC in the ask, I'm sorry to say I don't understand what the point of it was, so I don't know how to address it. My apologies, anon, if I let you down by that, I'm always okay for more questions or plain conversation in my inbox, so feel free to explain what you meant by sending another ask, hopefully I'll be able to attend to you better with more input.

Well, that got long and pretty repetitive on some parts, my bad. I'm a rambler by nature, so it's hard trying to keep myself concise, but I did finish and am posting it today and not after a week of retouching this answer, so that's a win. That's all, so bye-bye, nonny, I hope I managed to answer whatever question you had when you send this ask! Bunny hugs for you (only if you want them, of course)!

#MDZS #LWJ #Anon.#Thanks for the ask!#Haven't had anything but personal talks in my inbox in forever so it was really nice.#I rarely spend so long thinking about LWJ.#It was a good exercise to do so.#It made me think about some parallels to characters from other media.#You have no idea how many times I've rewritten these tags anon because they kept rambling about an AU.#The xxxHolic AU no one asked for.#Not even me.

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i gotta add to the discourse bc you keep taking the literal thoughts from my brain and i love it (same soho anon from yesterday getting my unmoderated goss fix in since ive gone off the grid online - so this is long)

i literally only like him bc i think he’s cute imma be so real w you. (he is mid i know my friends dog on my terrible taste all the time and he fits my tragic pattern) i saw him in game of thrones in 2019 and was like hello and wanted to slide into his dms but was not possible bc no ig (that we knew of lol) and it became a whole joke with my friends that my celeb crush was some rando who was in game of thrones for 3 mins and then when he was in ST it just became a whole bit. when he did a con by me it was a literal 2 minute walk from my house so my friend and i went just for the plot and he was actually nice when i took my photo. idk it also might have just been early so he maybe had pep in his step but i was going to leave and he stopped me mid walk and said “thanks for coming” (obvi the standard to be polite) and i literally just said “ok” bc i was hungover and that dystopian ass JC Penny portraits curtain cubicle was disorienting me LMAO. i will never ever go to one of those things ever again. then like an hour later saw his big head active on raya.

re: weirdo fans

i have literally talked about this on other goss blogs bc it rubbed me SO WEIRD and everyone dogged on me for saying it/it was mentioned/denied in some twt thread but one of the weird fans mentioned before was hanging out with a girl that literally jogged after someone on his team and was like “what i don’t get a hug???” like you’re so bizarre but okay. they can deny it all they want but i literally watched it sitting on that musty ass convention center floor. y’all ain’t gonna gaslight me w that!!! i literally could give you a police sketch description of them if i had to💀

i feel bad for ppl that had bad experiences when they pay for it (and i know he made BANDS on those cons. like a ridiculous amount) bc clearly it means more to them than it did for me but in regards to like in public or on the street meeting him and being upset - yall gotta realize that ppl don’t you shit just bc of what they do for a living. i’d be too embarrassed to go up to someone and be like “yeo love your work” while they’re just trying to get from point a to point b or eat dinner

re the reminder that he’s just a south london dude:

there is a type!!!! they all act the same as someone who’s dated 3 of them (i have no self control and clearly do not learn from my own horror stories) they have the same attitude, ego, mindset, etc. and i have come to the conclusion that if i actually knew him irl id probably hate him or try to argue with him for fun because of it. i live to humble men and at the end of the day he is just a man!!!! a man who is basically a glorified theatre kid when you think about it

re: https://www.tumblr.com/peppermintbuttlemon/741588680956952576/httpswwwtumblrcompeppermintbuttlemon74157782

can say i do not recall what he smells like but my friend always says he looks damp so we do call him a name about it (i don’t wanna add just in case someone on twitter recognizes that it’s me lmao)

DAMP 💀💀💀😂😂 oh my god I love it!!

So what’s the south London guy thing? What are the symptoms of this disease? 😂

#joseph quinn #josephquinn

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obabayangu · 9 months

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Trust Issues

September 15th, 2023

Y'all. I'm probably in the most scariest place of my life right now. I'm in a place where I have no idea what's next for me in life, and I hate that for me. I like having some idea of where we going next in life or at least know what we doing right now. I don't even know if I'm coming or going, literally!! I am completely in the dark this time, knowing NOTHING! Chile, I'm in the boat. And I think that this is exactly how God wants it.

See, I have a habit of tryna "figure God out". So I've spent the last few weeks tryna figure God out to the point where I was unhealthily obsessing over the vision and now God has called everything to a screeching HAULT! I don't like speaking vaguely so lemme give you a quick excerpt of my life right now:

For those that don't know, I currently reside in the DMV. Living in Maryland, working in DC, and falling in love with Virginia. I'm a native North Carolinian and up and decided to move to DC a few months after I graduated from college because I believed that God called me here. Moved here, feel like I learned why God called me here rather quickly, but then also identified that this move was only a season for me. That I were to be in the DMV for only a season. Y'all. IT'S GOING ON YEAR 5! 🙃 Once upon a time, I was really really homesick and made sure that God knew this every moment of everyday and was so hellbent on moving back to NC. But, I believe that that is not in God's plan for me anymore. Which is cool. But ya'll, I am RET to GO! Somewhere, anywhere. I've been battling back and forth over the past few months about where to go next and chile, I have truly exhausted myself! And that's only my RESIDENCY. Now let's talk about my career.

For those that don't know, I am an educator. Been doing this since college and it's truly all I know. I love the babies of all different colors, shapes, & sizes! I've learned a LOT about myself in my career field over the past years. I've learned what I like, what I don't like, my strengths, weaknesses, allat good stuff. And once upon a time, working in a high school with at risk inner city teens of color was like MARRIAGE to me hunny! It was THEE goal. I just knew if I were ever blessed with the opportunity to do so that I could call my mama and tell her "we made it!". Well guess what ya'll, I'm working, in a high school, with at risk inner city, teens, of color......and I'm ready to quit yesterday 🤗. It's just so fascinating to see me finally reach these life long goals of mine, or have the opportunity to explore them, and it is NOT all that I caked it out to be. I am so shooketh that this grass isn't greener on the other side. Ya'll, I just knew that if I moved to NC and worked in a high school with Bebe's children, that I'd be living my best life with Lil Duval. And AIN'T chile, smh 😭

So where does this leave me? Somewhere, shooketh, and scared, fr. Cause I legit DON'T know what's next for me. What are you supposed to do when you've finally obtained all that you've been working for and it's not satisfying like you'd thought it'd be. Ya'll, God has truly shaken everything in my life. I have no idea where I'll end up next, or if I'm even leaving anywhere. I'm to the point now where I don't even know if I even wanna pursue EDUCATION anymore. Like y’all, education is my LIFE! Working with kids is my LIFE! And now we looking at a whole possible career change? That is WILD! Like this is something that I know and love and have a passion for, at least I thought and now I’m completely stuck! It truly is scary ya'll. I hate this for me lol. And it's giving, I'm in the boat 🌚🛶

In Matthew 8, I think it's verse 24ish (girl, you know I aint no Bible scholar 🤣)

Jesus got into a boat with his disciples, a storm came through, boat got real shooketh, disciples started freaking OUT and JC was SLEEP 😒 smh! The disciples woke Jesus up to let him know they bout to die and JC had a slight tude because he was awoken out of his sleep. But he was like "I know ya'll ain't wake me up over no foolishness! I know you bed NOT be scared. Scared for WHAT? Yeen got no faith smh 🤦🏾‍♂️ " So then JC stopped the storm, gave the disciples some side eye, and resumed his nap.

Now, when I first read this I was like "Um, JESUS 🙋🏾‍♀️ yes, Jesus..hey, 😊👋🏾um...EXCUSE ME 🗣️🗣️ What you mean why my man's and em' freaking out? Don't you see this here boat is about to fall apart? Don't you see we all about to DIE? I know you see this storm, you ain't that sleepy!" and Holy Spirit called me out and showed me something so small in the text. "....Jesus got into the boat with the disciples". Ya'll. YA'LL! Did you peep that? Did you pick up what Holy put down? Jesus was already IN the boat when the storm came! Yet, the disciples were still freaking out. And I said to myself "Oh well that's because at this time, they had no idea who Jesus was. They had no idea of where he came from and the POWER that he possessed." And then I had the nerve to say "If that were me, oh I'd definitely be cooling. All I need to know is that Jesus is in the boat, and I wouldn't dare be freaking out. Cause I know Jesus! They just didn't know Jesus at the time, that's all". And then everything hit like the matrix. Holy Spirit said to me "Um Aeriel...ain't YOU in this boat?

🤔 And aren't you currently freaking out? 🤔 Then act like YOU know Jesus please! And act like he’s in your boat👌🏾" And I said Oh snap! You RIGHT. While the unknown is transpiring in my life, I've been tryna worry about it so much NOT realizing that if Jesus is in my boat, and if I got a one up on these disciples and I actually know who Jesus is, then can I start acting like I know he's gonna handle the scary waves and storms in my life? Y'all, it's to the point now where God has literally been dousing me in his peace each in everyday. He won't even ALLOW me to stress and freak out over my next moves in life right now. I'm talking about me knowing that my lease is ending VERY soon so I have to figure out what I’m gonna do and me showing up to work each and every day receiving more & more confirmation that this job is no longer fitting for me, I want to stress about it ALL!! I want to want to be frustrated and try to figure out how we gone fix all of this & plan and brainstorm with God but he literally won't allow me. I can't feel anything but God's peace right now. It’s insane! And here's the icing. With all this peace, it forces me to rest and relax and enjoy life now. So it's like dang, well I guess I just gotta trust God with the course of my life! But I wanna be discontent over my life so badly y’all 😂 I much rather help show God where WE can move to next and obsess over figuring out what career path WE can pursue but he simply will not let me 🙄 I am so numb to the idea of obsessing and instead am thriving and relishing in God's peace. It's truly incredible. Gone head and get after it!

#believersbelike #christianity #writing #faithbased

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punkscowardschampions · 9 months

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JJ & JC Pt.2

Jimmy: I’ll be here

Janis: We’re gonna sort the broken bits, make it all better

Jimmy: Swear?

Janis: It hurt to hear it so plain but you were right, we couldn’t go on how we were

Janis: if we’re not aiming for better than that, what are we doing

Jimmy: Alright 🤝🎯🏆

Janis: 🥇 always

Jimmy: Or nowt, baby, I’ve not forgot

Janis: Don’t, I won’t

Jimmy: Never

Janis: I feel like I can breathe again now

Jimmy: Go on, no need for us both to be bated breath about Bob

Janis: *no need for me to fake an asthma attack of my very own

Jimmy: That an’ all, breathless at how fit I look covered in paint’ll do

Janis: you’ve always been distracting

Jimmy: You

Jimmy: tah for not distracting me off the ladder when we’ve only just talked her out of an A&E trip

Janis: Best behaviour or losing my touch? 🤔

Jimmy: What touch is that, eh? First I’ve heard

Janis: Oi, dickhead

Janis: you know there’s a time I could’ve had you down that ladder faster than you could reach the ceiling

Jimmy: Time nowt would be painted but you, but we ain’t here to talk about my touch

Janis: but

Jimmy: But what? I’ve not lost mine, you have

Janis: Have not!

Janis: you picked the wrong answer, I’m behaving

Jimmy: 😇

Jimmy: anybody else’d call bollocks on the copout of your answer

Janis: anybody else don’t know what I can do like you do

Jimmy: No clue what you’re capable of, them

Janis: I don’t mind it being secret

Jimmy: It’ll stay between us, sort of mate I am

Janis: mine

Jimmy: Yours

Janis: I can’t stop thinking about you

Jimmy: Only fair, I can’t you neither

Janis: you looked really good today, seriously

Jimmy: I felt it, still do

Janis: That’s absolutely what you deserve

Jimmy: [me leaving a note for my future self that he is absolutely touching himself from this point on, even though it should be OBVIOUS AF when I re-read one day, not even just for the jc parallel but because he simply can’t not with how y’all are being, whether or not he gets to fully cum though like Casey did before Bobby bowls up remains to be seen and depends how mean we wanna be lol]

Jimmy: Is it?

Janis: Of course it is

Janis: she was happy with every part of the day that we had control over, she said so

Jimmy: Make a good team, us, I’ve always said

Janis: Have from the off, even at the shittest team building exercises

Jimmy: You distracted me from how shit they were, same goes for parts of today

Janis: You were the only person there worth paying attention to

Janis: won’t say same for today, bit mean

Jimmy: Go on, stay a secret an’ all

Janis: I was most looking forward to seeing you today, birthday or nah

Jimmy: There ain’t owt I could look forward to more

Janis: Having lunch pencilled in makes me feel so

Janis: already

Jimmy: I’ll have you every week if you fancy it

Janis: More than anything

Jimmy: If you meant more I’d go for every day

Janis: Please, Jim

Jimmy: Okay, as you’ve said it so nice

Janis: I love seeing you, spending real time with you

Jimmy: I love you

Janis: I love you too

Jimmy: I’ve missed feeling this

Jimmy: missed you

Janis: It drove me crazy, missing you

Janis: having you back is incredible

Jimmy: You’re incredible

Jimmy: you’re

Janis: I think about kissing you constantly

Jimmy: I think about all of it constantly

Janis: We didn’t even

Janis: but it felt like

Janis: I can’t lose you, this

Jimmy: I might lose it here, remembering, but I won’t you

Janis: making me mad my face isn’t there but I still want you to

Jimmy: I’m fuming an’ all, I want your mouth back, how it was

Jimmy: how it’s replaying in my head

Janis: You kissed me so hard, I can still feel it, when I focus

Jimmy: Focus as hard

Jimmy: please, I need you to feel it

Janis: There’s nothing else in my brain, I promise you

Janis: just how you felt, that close to me again

Jimmy: My brain’s tricking us, this pillow still smells like you

Janis: remember how you had me pinned, we couldn’t get our clothes off, that’s how together we were

Jimmy: Yeah

Janis: What do I smell like?

Jimmy: [Pop off about whatever she does, but being really extra about it and lowkey writing an essay like how he used to because we’re in an extra mood rn, just telling her how each individual scent makes him feel as well, nbd nbd]

Janis: Oh 🥺

Janis: you’re too good with words, I was going to try to tell you how you smell but now I can’t

Jimmy: Tell me, I’m running out of words right now

Jimmy: I

Janis: I’m practically doubled over, trying to make it back to my car before

Janis: thinking about you there, doing what I know you’re doing

Janis: [do your best to match the energy and describe him, like you aren’t dying]

Jimmy: Fuck

Janis: me

Jimmy: Janis

Janis: Jimmy

Jimmy: I can’t hang on for you to get to your car

Janis: I don’t care, I need you to now

Jimmy: Your pillow’s pinned beneath me, I have to

Janis: I’m holding onto the back of someone else’s car, I swear I feel it right now

Jimmy: It feels so

Janis: spit on it, you could feel it through my leggings, remember

Jimmy: How could I forget? You were that wet for us, just like you are now

Janis: It’s been building, all day and now I’m just

Jimmy: Hold tighter to that dickhead’s car

Janis: I want to be sat on your lap again, I miss you so damn much

Jimmy: I can’t have you falling over ‘til then

Janis: I promise, I’m trying so hard

Jimmy: Best behaviour, you’re being so good

Janis: I’m wet for you, not this whole car park, they don’t get to know

Jimmy: I don’t care if they all know what my name is

Janis: You know the only thing that quiets me is you on my mouth somehow

Jimmy: I can’t stop saying yours either

Janis: and you called me baby, last time

Jimmy: I remember, baby

Janis: Shit, I’m going to start behaving bad if you don’t

Jimmy: In front of the whole car park would be bad

Janis: you’ve got me feeling so good, I don’t think I can get any better

Jimmy: Whoever it is I’ll not mind you lying on their car, how you look an’ all, can drown out the alarm between the pair of us

Janis: [send him pictures of you on this car, best you can with your limited POV]

Janis: you took better ones but

Jimmy: [send her some back like yeah I absolutely did, because no fucks given rn, these are feral hours]

Janis: Jesus, okay

Janis: I missed everything about you, right now it feels like especially that

Jimmy: I can’t have that, hang on, let me show you everything

Jimmy: [even more EXTRA pics, this boy out here exposing himself from every possible angle like]

Janis: [SOMEHOW making it to your own car so you can lose it and also record it, however shakily, ‘cos owe him everything right back for the way this has KILLED you]

Jimmy: [Which will KILL him right back so there’s no response but we all know it’s cos the best response is happening irl, this boy just out here cumming so dramatically, stay asleep down there Libi and Peach thank you and Bobby don’t hurry back cos he needs SEVERAL moments after that]

Janis: [Privacy please, children, thank the lord you’re in your room and none of them should bowl in, also glad you got off that car hun, idk what time it is but too early for you to be doing all that, recover in this car]

Janis: you okay?

Jimmy: [genuinely not gonna have him reply, cruel as that is, cos it’s believable to me he’s crashed that hard after the busy day y’all have had and now this, whatever time Bobby comes in he’ll wake this man even if Jimothy decides to leave having a chat with him til the AM, I’ll have him say something then, but it’s up to you if you wanna leave some more unanswered messages before then first]

Janis: [I’ll do a few, even if you’re trying to deploy your logic and realise he’s probably just passed out from it, a small part of you is like ahh]

Janis: Hope so, yeah, it’s, you know

Janis: it is with me if it is with you anyway

Jimmy: [Whatever time Bobby comes in and he is rudely awakened, I’m sure it’s late cos he’s being a rebhog and China is a cool girl with no curfew even if it is a school night, regardless, late enough that Jimothy is like cba to have a go at him now]

Jimmy: Sorry, back from the dead for a bit ‘cause only our kid could slam a door like it’s challenge accepted on waking every dickhead who’s 6 foot under

Jimmy: I should probably see to if Libs and her now barking dog need owt, but

Jimmy: you okay, still?

Janis: Ah, was hoping for a bit of role reversal that had her opening and closing his doors for him, no such luck then

Janis: I’m all good, you check on them

Jimmy: So far I’ve heard the one set of mardy stomping feet no more, unless he’s proper committed to pissing Libi off with the visual and he’s carrying her up the stairs, like

Jimmy: 👍

Janis: lets hope not, Libi will be lulled right back to sleep by the lack of her in sight

Janis: Though you’d only have yourself to blame if he’s taken to copying that move

Jimmy: [A quite long pause because he actually is checking on Libi and Peach obvs cos no way she wouldn’t be woken by that door slam and then she’d be trying to soothe this pup who’s like um wtf, so get her a glass of water or whatever, take it to her and have a check in, however short and sweet that is cos he’s still half asleep even if Libi is wide awake af, have a cuddle with Peach, etc etc]

Jimmy: She has been 🤞 or will be, though she looked opposite end to knackered and ready to go back to bed when I pissed off and left her and the dog to it, they had [whatever the film she watches when she’s v sad is] on

Janis: It’s real 💔 times then, get her a pint of ice cream after she’s been doctors

Janis: At least she’s still there under the blankets though

Jimmy: It’s a shout, this rate she’ll be going in doctors looking worse than when she had her attack, all her 😭 she’ll have done by time film has

Janis: Might be she’s after the time off, wouldn’t blame her for that, or tell the doctor she’s faking it

Jimmy: Owed more but I dunno what I can do at the minute else, she weren’t after me staying up to watch the film or her cry, can’t blame her for that neither

Janis: You’ve done your job, gotta let her ride it out on her own for a bit

Janis: you should go back to sleep, if you can

Jimmy: I’ll have a go

Jimmy: my paying job don’t need no help to be a pisstake when I’ve had enough nevermind not

Janis: exactly

Janis: Hopefully I’m working on someone’s back and I can take a quick nap on them first thing, like

Jimmy: Everything crossed for you

Janis: Night, boy

Jimmy: Night, girl

Jimmy: What’s this I’ve heard about you and that lass China 0’Neill?

Bobby: Oh, go on, what’s she said 🙄

Jimmy: Your socials spoke up for you, mate

Bobby: What, can I not have mates?

Jimmy: Can I not ask what sort of mate she is, seeing everything you posted?

Bobby: Are you going to be embarrassing about this?

Bobby: it’s not a big deal

Jimmy: Don’t sound like me 😎

Jimmy: but I dunno why you wouldn’t just answer us if it ain’t a big deal, sooner you have, sooner I’ll 🤐

Bobby: What do you expect us to say, what I dunno, more like

Bobby: we’re just hanging out, like normal teenagers get to do all the time

Jimmy: Alright, I’m not having a go

Bobby: You’re making a big deal out of it

Jimmy: *being nosy about it

Bobby: Yeah

Bobby: well, it’s dead weird when you’ve had nothing to say for ages

Jimmy: I get it, you’d rather I still had nowt to say, but I’m trying to do better with all that 🤏

Bobby: No I wouldn’t

Bobby: I don’t want to hear from any of them, that’s different

Jimmy: Chuffed to not be included in the them, like

Jimmy: I’ve missed our chats we used to have before I went missing myself

Bobby: Only reason you’d reckon that is ‘cos you keep taking everyone’s side but mine these days

Bobby: was only at [wherever and whatever cool kid thing/place you were, clearly nowhere concerning lol, even if you did stay out late to be a rebel]

Jimmy: You were late in for a school night, and off early this morning an’ all, don’t see loads of you these days, what I reckon

Jimmy: why I’m here instead of, letting you know I am about and on your side, if you need owt

Bobby: It’s Libi’s birthday

Bobby: but did she really have to be her an’ all?

Jimmy: You said it, it were Libi’s birthday

Jimmy: I didn’t fancy doing all that on my own

Bobby: Don’t act like it’s surprising why I don’t want to be here

Jimmy: I never said I were surprised, nor I blame you

Bobby: You don’t have to do this, have either of them in our house

Jimmy: I want them there, don’t mean I’ll force you to join in, I’ve not

Bobby: I know you’re still struggling, you can’t fake it with me

Jimmy: Yeah, I am

Jimmy: but having them about helps me, same as you do

Bobby: Do they help you more than me?

Jimmy: Just as well as

Bobby: 2s better than 1 then, ain’t it

Jimmy: It ain’t that you’re not enough, it’d be a pisstake for me to put it all on your shoulders

Jimmy: you should have chance to be a normal lad your age, you can’t if you’re stuck with us all the time and you’re obviously after being one, you’ve said as much already

Bobby: It’s supposed to be me and you, it always has been

Jimmy: I’m supposed to do right by you, take care of you, not other way ‘round

Bobby: You never let me help, I’m not a retard like everyone else thinks, you’re not meant to treat me like them

Jimmy: No dickhead, you’re my little brother and at 13 you’re not meant to be helping me how you have done, that’s what I never should’ve treated you like

Bobby: You had to, Case had to, you treat us different

Jimmy: It’s ‘cause I had to, it’s the last bloody thing I want you to be doing with yourself

Jimmy: I want you to have a better go at life than me and him had, what’s the point of taking you off Ian else?

Bobby: I don’t get a say?

Bobby: Yeah, be about right, it’s only my bloody life

Jimmy: Not about this, you’re too young

Jimmy: even if it weren’t somehow doing your head in at the minute, it will looking back when you’re not a kid no more, and you’ll resent me

Jimmy: I can’t have that, Bob

Bobby: I’m not a kid

Bobby: and I’ll resent this, what you’re doing now

Jimmy: You’re nowhere near an adult yet

Jimmy: I’m hoping you’ll understand what I’m doing now by then 🤞 but you might not and I’ll have to live with it

Bobby: You’re not even one yourself

Jimmy: I don’t need telling I’ve not behaved like a proper one, but nobody’s more sorry than I am, trust us

Bobby: For God’s sake, you’re not meant to be sorry, what use is a sorry

Jimmy: It’s a start, as far as owning up to what a dickhead I’ve been, but alright, if you’ve no use for that, I never at your age neither

Bobby: You haven’t been, fuck’s sake

Bobby: why do you always take the blame?

Jimmy: ‘Cause some of it’s mine to take

Bobby: If that makes you feel better

Jimmy: It don’t, but it’s true any road

Bobby: Not to me, not to anyone who’s not blinded by her like you still are

Jimmy: You’re blind to what it were like for her, I’m not

Bobby: Come on

Jimmy: What? Go on

Bobby: There isn’t an excuse, whatever it were like

Jimmy: Where have I made ‘em for her? I’m saying it ain’t as simple as you’ve made it out to be in your head in mine, or hers

Bobby: You aren’t reacting how you should, that’s how you’re excusing her

Jimmy: It’s up to me how I fancy reacting to it, nobody else

Bobby: He’s our brother, how are you meant to ever talk to him again now, what about that

Jimmy: Which brings us back to my original point, I’ve already let down one brother, I’ll not you

Bobby: He’s happy, he has what he’s always wanted

Jimmy: I dunno about that, he’s got what he’s always wanted, doubt he’s chuffed to bits with how it happened or what has since

Bobby: Yeah right, Jim

Bobby: if you reckoned that for anything but this adult act, you’d have tried to talk to him yourself

Bobby: you know he’d tell you just how buzzing he is, that’s what he’s like

Jimmy: You heard, it were fucked between us ages ago, I’ve no clue how to talk to him, get through, if I did do, we’d not be here

Bobby: He is, he’s fucked, not your fault, you tried loads

Jimmy: I were meant to try harder and keep on, but I gave up and wrote him off

Jimmy: that’s my fault, and only mine

Bobby: He don’t want us about, he’s always hated us

Bobby: just like dad

Jimmy: Case didn’t always, we got on before you can remember, I let him end up like our dad and I pushed her and him together an’ all

Bobby: S’all before I can remember, always

Jimmy: Us 3 should be as close as us 2 are, he were our brother as well as

Bobby: They got in the middle of it, when you got with her, it was never the same

Jimmy: I chucked her in the middle, always, I couldn’t hack him nevermind help him

Bobby: She still is

Jimmy: Yeah

Bobby: If you mean it, why isn’t he here instead of them?

Jimmy: I can’t have him here

Bobby: Can’t be on my phone now

Jimmy: I’ll not get you in no trouble and have it taken off you then

Jimmy: we can talk in a bit

Bobby: They wouldn’t, I don’t get in trouble

Jimmy: They’d need to do their jobs proper, they took your phone, easier to let you keep hold and them to piss about carrying on being sod all use

Jimmy: but I’m coming in to have a word about sorting that [whenever he is, whether that’s literally later today or tomorrow or whatever, clearly ASAP cos Libi can’t do this any longer]

Bobby: Alright

Jimmy: 👍

Jimmy: I’m off down the school [whenever he said to Bobby just now]

Jimmy: 👌?

Janis: Did not fall asleep on any punter so 👍 we could even say

Janis: how about you lot?

Jimmy: 👍

Janis: Sensing the most sarky 👍 of all time, maybe?

Jimmy: Had a word with our kid

Jimmy: *tried to

Jimmy: went about as well as I’d reckoned it would do

Janis: Sounds like I’m taking the piss in a cunty way when I ask if he’s as chatty as usual but

Janis: Monosyllabic by his birthday, deffo

Janis: no hot goss then?

Jimmy: Dickhead made us feel like I were hatecriming him by even bringing he had a new missus up, so that were end of that

Janis: How dare you, like 😏

Janis: at least you know who she is, she’s age-appropriate, real, all the good things, follow him for more updates, duh

Jimmy: Least I might get some work done with him all but telling us to piss off, boss’ll be chuffed to bits with his behaviour

Janis: You alright? Know it’s weird when he used to be so obsessed with you, like

Jimmy: I’ll live, used to worry he would be obsessed forever, didn’t we?

Janis: Yeah, be dragging you right down if he tried to cling onto your neck how he used to these days

Jimmy: Hardly blame the lad that’s how he chooses to start a scrap if the pair of us are ever in the same room again

Janis: You won’t be able to get them out the house, get to that stage

Janis: usually get chucked/do the chucking long before then though, still that sort of age

Jimmy: Be about right he moves her in ‘cause I have Libi and the dog

Janis: Be well in with Suze when she comes to get her child back

Jimmy: She’ll need to be putting her foot down, I’ve no leg to stand on there

Janis: Libi isn’t exactly your child bride, it is different, whatever he’s saying or implying with his sulking

Jimmy: I meant you and Hayley before you but tah for recognising I ain’t planning nowt of that sort

Janis: Oh, yeah, sort of forgot

Janis: He don’t want to chat, he’s not gonna invite no girl to live with him, be sick of her soon as he had

Jimmy: He’d not even claim her as his missus to me, so

Janis: Exactly, least of your worries, for sure

Janis: just had to let him know you know, you’re paying attention

Jimmy: Knew you’d get it, and cheer us

Janis: Dealing with teenagers is probably why middle-aged people have midlife crises, thinking about it

Janis: sports car is a bit out of reach but you should treat yourself to something, for hacking him

Jimmy: Be looking middle aged if I treat myself

Janis: Okay, don’t go for the Turkey teeth and hairline surg either, like

Janis: you know what I mean, make sure you’re cheering yourself up with something, stay sane about it

Jimmy: Staying sane’s a bit out of reach, reckon we’ve to chuck that on the pipedream pile with the flash motor

Janis: Sane for us ain’t winning you any awards, yeah, true

Jimmy: Saving it for a ☔️ day’s what lasses like Suze and her mates do an’ all, if nowt else I’m bringing it with my 🎻 playing

Janis: Stretching the word lass to breaking point there…

Jimmy: Hags’ll be uncalled for when she’s Bob’s mum-in-law, except by him

Janis: Hope you led with that, see why he was so chuffed to chat to you 😁☀️

Jimmy: ‘Course, top opener, that

Janis: Always had shit craic, you

Jimmy: I’ll see you at school for more of the same

Janis: Oh, sure, what time we headed?

Jimmy: [a time, assumedly your lunch break on whatever day, probably literally today]?

Janis: Done, let’s get this shit sorted

Jimmy: 🤞 he don’t need to sort his own tea while we’re camped out down there waiting for any dickhead to sort it, she’d dump him right then before he’s even had chance to parade her in front of Libi

Janis: I highly doubt she’s interested or in it for his 🍽

Janis: Thank God for takeaway, eh

Jimmy: Good shout, we should order for our head’s office sit in, bit dramatic going full hunger strike

Janis: LOVE us stinking out reception with [whatever your most fave is together]

Jimmy: Dunno if it’ll have us seen quicker or mean we’re about to be third wheeled by his starving secretary but either way

Janis: Might be fun, if she’s the brain cells left to be

Jimmy: *it’ll be fun

Janis: Quite the assurance, for a school meeting

Jimmy: One we’ve called with sod all warning

Jimmy: trust us, mate, be a right laugh

Janis: Fair, that will be 😌🙃

Jimmy: 😁☀️

Janis: I better let you head, not undo the favour Bobs did with your boss for you

Janis: not a decent mate move, that

Jimmy: And you’re 🥇 I know

Janis: Still?

Jimmy: Or nowt

Jimmy: and I’m not ready for that

Janis: I thought, felt, like maybe I pushed it too far for you

Jimmy: It felt exactly far enough at the time

Janis: and we’re still good now?

Jimmy: I don’t know

Jimmy: Bobby were going on about Case, what a hypocrite I am for having you and Libi back in the house but not him, and he ain’t wrong

Janis: Your relationships were bad before

Janis: obviously this were a final straw situation, not saying otherwise

Janis: how often were Bobby chatting to him when he were there, like

Jimmy: Still, I feel like I should at least talk to him, if we’re trying this hard

Janis: That’s up to you, of course

Jimmy: As I said, I don’t know

Janis: You don’t have to do it all today

Janis: He’s not off anywhere either

Jimmy: Wouldn’t be chance, what with work, this bloody school meeting and a dog to walk

Jimmy: What time did Libs have doctors? I can’t remember now

Janis: [Whenever] Mum is taking her, can ask Libs to message you when she’s out, don’t worry

Jimmy: That needs sorting an’ all, they want to be chucking her a better inhaler or something

Janis: She needs to calm down, we all do

Janis: it took years to get this fucked up, give yourself some grace, anything is an improvement on that

Jimmy: Right

Janis: I mean it, it’s not bullshit because I think you’re incapable

Janis: trying to take it all on, all at once, it’s how we got here

Jimmy: Yeah, sorry, it’s just

Janis: Go on

Jimmy: What if I stop and then I

Jimmy: stop again, how I done before?

Janis: Yeah, I know the feeling

Janis: I’d be a hypocrite to pretend I’ve ever been able to sit still but I don’t know

Janis: I want better for you, like, one big step a day or a few little ones, not the whole marathon but

Jimmy: It’s so hard, this

Janis: it is

Janis: I don’t think you could go back, sometimes you can’t, after a point

Jimmy: You alright? Chucked loads at you for [whatever AM it is]

Janis: I feel like a mess all the time, no more than usual, you’re good

Jimmy: I best piss off to my desk then

Janis: It will be okay, I swear

Janis: I’m no one to believe but, we have to, don’t we

Jimmy: Still do believe you, whatever the fuck that says for how okay it’ll be or I am

Janis: I’m sorry

Jimmy: Me an’ all

Janis: I didn’t mean to be this person, didn’t think I was

Jimmy: Same, could’ve sworn I unfucked my head more than this but

Janis: Embarrassing doesn’t cover it, it’s actual shame, mortifying

Janis: I care about you all too much to act like I do and yet

Janis: here we fucking are, Jesus

Jimmy: Touched a nerve when he told us I weren’t an adult myself, our kid’s dead on there

Janis: Shit, ouch

Janis: Feel younger than I did back then, I swear, much more stupid and unsure

Jimmy: Should be me mute and him having a word, how bad I’ve fucked everything

Janis: If we only have one thing left, it’s that some of that fucking up was mutual, me and you

Jimmy: Some good needs to come of it somewhere, no fucking pressure on them pair and his new life

Janis: There’s still some chances, not all doom and gloom

Janis: guilty conscience can be as bullshit as fake it ‘til you make it positivity

Jimmy: You’re alright, I’ve had loads of reminders I can’t trust owt I think

Janis: Who can, his age is when you realise that

Janis: sound like my mother if I say you can trust how you feel

Jimmy: I dunno about that, how I feel seems least reliable of the lot nowadays

Janis: Liability is right, agreed

Janis: fuck it, I can’t keep distracting you, seeing you later

Jimmy: Won’t be long

Janis: feel it

Jimmy: Yeah, but I believe in you an’ all, not only what you’re saying

Janis: 🥺

Jimmy: Off you go, girl, you can do it

Janis: So can you, Jim

Jimmy: You

Janis: I love how stupid you make me, for the record

Jimmy: You would say something I want to hear more about when I’ve no time to

Janis: Remind me to tell you later?

Jimmy: Owt to make the school secretary jealous

Janis: everything

Jimmy: Miss you ‘til then, my dear

Janis: I’ve been missing you the entire time

Jimmy: I’ve dreamt about you all night

Janis: I’m jealous of my pillow

Jimmy: Least you know where it is, I’ll never find that random dickhead’s car

Janis: What I’m hearing is you want me to go and take this out on the pillow too

Jimmy: You heard right, that’s exactly what I want

Janis: and you didn’t change the sheets, did you

Jimmy: Might not ever again

Janis: you can’t, not until you’ve experienced me the way I intend to you

Jimmy: I promise I won’t

Janis: how it feels against my, smells, tastes

Janis: when you made me cum, I took my pants off and basically suffocated myself with them, I couldn’t need you more

Jimmy: Challenge accepted, I’ll make you need me more right through that meeting, telling you all about my dreams just before we head in

Janis: I deserve that, or, do I, one way or the other… fuck

Jimmy: You do

Janis: You

Jimmy: Fuck

Janis: Later, boy

Jimmy: Best behaviour again, I’ll act how I’m dressed 👔

Janis: Uncalled for, bringing that to my attention

Jimmy: Very called for, killing me being dressed at all

Janis: I’m dressed too

Janis: I wanted to cheer you up

Jimmy: You’ve a real knack for it

Janis: ‘Til we’re ready

Janis: and we know what the fuck we’re doing

Jimmy: That’ll be the day

Janis: Not holding my breath for myself

Jimmy: You know I can’t hold mine ‘round you, only time I breathe

Janis: I end up crying, be about right

Jimmy: Start me off

Janis: I did

Janis: explain that to your boss if I have to, he’ll see how mental I am and what you’re dealing with

Jimmy: Bring my lap to his attention, you’ll be jealous of him an’ all

Janis: He can dream on if he reckons he’s getting a spot there

Janis: met him at enough functions, he’s no one’s rebound, not even a crisis, too far

Jimmy: Be a twist on a mid-life one for him, going for somebody who ain’t a lass young enough to be his daughter and paid about as much as she’d be if the poor cow babysat her for a job instead

Janis: Imagination must die after enough years wearing 👔 loosen your tie ‘fore it cuts off blood supply to your 🧠 quick

Jimmy: None there to be cut off, tah for that

Janis: Always thinking of you, mate

Jimmy: I’ll be of you, lively imagination, still, me

Janis: Why they pay you more than a babysitting secretary 📸🎨💸

Janis: Still have the proof of your imagination on my phone

Jimmy: I’d say sorry to the poor dickhead whose back you’re about to rest it on but I’m not

Janis: I’m nicer when I’m in a better mood, liable to break their back else, should be thanking you

Jimmy: I’d rather you did

Janis: Break backs or thank you 🤔

Jimmy: What kind of question’s that?

Janis: You might be feeling murderous

Janis: but you know exactly how much I appreciated every photo, I showed you

Jimmy: It’s obvious how I feel

Jimmy: [showing her via another pic rn]

Janis: please

Janis: wait, wrong one, thank you thank you thank you

Jimmy: Don’t feel wrong hearing please off you an’ all

Janis: I know how you feel about best behaviour

Jimmy: You’re so good at it, there’s no other way to feel

Janis: You’re so

Janis: I missed this with you

Jimmy: You’re

Jimmy: stay with me

Janis: I’m here

Jimmy: Be here always

Janis: You

Jimmy: You

Janis: You know we can’t be out of each other’s lives, it’s impossible now

Jimmy: I’ve no life without you, you’re part of everything

Janis: He wants me gone but I wouldn’t know how to start, where to start cutting, without fucking you up in the process and I can’t

Jimmy: He don’t get it, nobody can but us

Janis: There’s only the one way I know of and I know what that would do to whoever I left behind who still gave a fuck so it doesn’t even count

Jimmy: We’ll find our own way

Janis: one that ends up with none of us dead, that has to be best, in the end, how can it not

Jimmy: And the best’s what bigheads like us do, there’s nowt to worry about

Janis: 🤏

Jimmy: It’ll be okay in the end

Janis: I’m going to listen and believe you

Jimmy: Me an’ all with my own bollocks, might just work

Janis: I really do believe in you, it’s myself I don’t trust

Jimmy: Long as I do in you and you do in me

Janis: When you said that this could be a secret

Janis: do you think it’s fair, you can tell the truth

Jimmy: I don’t know what to think

Janis: fair

Jimmy: Fair according to Bob is me hating and having fuck all to do with you

Janis: Maybe it is

Jimmy: He reckons I’m not reacting how I should, but I don’t know how else to than I have done, or ‘course I’d do things different

Janis: ‘Course

Janis: it’s not your fault

Jimmy: There’s blame to chuck at me, I ain’t without fault for what’s gone on

Janis: no, it’s me

Janis: I’ve pushed this, every time

Jimmy: Don’t give us the it’s not you it’s me speech

Janis: I ain’t but you just said you don’t know how else to be

Jimmy: Nor do you, how’s it your fault?

Janis: Don’t I though, really

Janis: or am I just giving myself that free pass

Jimmy: Come on

Jimmy: What, you’re that massive twat now? Were piss easy, we’d all know what we were doing

Janis: Alright, nah, I still feel like I’ve got no fucking clue but you’re the only one who’s going to believe that or care that it’s the truth

Jimmy: I’ll be the only one then, you’ve got me, whatever fucking happens

Janis: I just

Jimmy: Go on

Janis: I don’t know

Janis: except I hate who I am

Jimmy: I love you, let that be enough for a bit, why can’t it?

Janis: What about Bobby?

Jimmy: I’ll talk to him again, keep on

Janis: Say what, we don’t know what we’re doing, we don’t have anything to say to them

Jimmy: There’s the truth, if I’d told him more of it before now, he might have a clue where I am and what I’m trying to do

Janis: That’ll confuse him more than anything

Jimmy: Can join the club, I’ll buy us all matching jackets

Janis: He’ll think we’re getting back together, how we were

Jimmy: Why don’t we?

Janis: Come on, Jimmy, you know why, all the whys

Jimmy: None of ‘em mean we can’t have another go, not to me

Janis: I’ve never been able to pretend he doesn’t exist, we can’t start now

Jimmy: You said you love me, miss me

Janis: I do

Jimmy: We’re still married, we could still make us work

Janis: What about the baby, that we’ve never talked about

Jimmy: All the more reason to try again, be a family again

Janis: You don’t want it, you didn’t when we made it

Janis: and I’ve been torturing myself about trying to do the right thing for you ever since but I can’t

Jimmy: It were different then, I weren’t right, my head weren’t

Janis: Our heads are still fucked up

Jimmy: But my tablets’ll only take a month to kick in when they give ‘em me, we’ve ages before the baby

Janis: and I promised Libi that we weren’t, that I wasn’t doing anything like this

Jimmy: We can talk to her

Janis: No, not like this

Janis: There’s so much we actually have to do

Jimmy: How?

Jimmy: What do you want me to do? Tell us and I will

Janis: There’s appointments, there’s plans, you’re doing what you’re meant to

Janis: I have to go and

Janis: try to work this out

Jimmy: Please don’t go, Janis

Janis: Time, then, not space

Jimmy: Okay, time

Janis: I’ll be reachable but I feel like I haven’t had a second since this happened

Janis: poor me, I know but I need it, okay

Jimmy: You heard, it’s okay

Jimmy: I’ll make myself be okay with it

Janis: Okay

Janis: This ain’t going to sound like a genuine question but it is, alright

Casey: Alright, what

Janis: If I have something awful to say, do you want to do it in person so you can kill me or do you want me to stay away so you don’t end up in jail

Casey: depends how bad

Janis: It isn’t about the baby, can say that much now

Casey: Libi can’t have got us chucked out already, be a record

Casey: nevermind proper ungrateful after yesterday

Janis: She’s at the doctors, your brother is giving her panic attacks, she’ll live though

Casey: that ain’t the news neither then

Janis: I’ll just, say it, come back if you want me to

Janis: don’t need to make it some fucked up guessing game here

Janis: You were right, that he’d want me back

Casey: ‘course he does, but you’re not going

Janis: I’ve led him on then

Casey: it’ll take him ages to get his head ‘round being just your mate, he might not do proper, same as I never really

Casey: but that ain’t your fault

Janis: No, it is my fault this time

Janis: fuck ‘this time’ it was with you too

Casey: how was it, what’s it you reckon you’ve done

Janis: I know, it’s not his mistake

Janis: we sexted

Casey: you what

Casey: when were this

Janis: Last night and this morning

Casey: last night, why the fuck are you only telling us now

Janis: Because I thought I could get away with it, bother neither of you with it, I guess

Casey: how the fuck could you come home to me, piss off a bit ago and carry on the same leaving me here

Janis: I don’t know

Casey: yeah you do, it weren’t once

Janis: Because I thought I could, yeah, obviously

Janis: but I can’t and it’s fucked everything up so here I am to spread the news

Casey: don’t let me stop you, like, it didn’t having us next to you last night

Janis: I don’t want it

Casey: I don’t want you if you’re gonna fucking lie to me

Janis: I don’t blame you

Casey: piss off if that’s all you’ve got to say for yourself

Janis: I’m not trying to insult you with excuses disguised as apologies, it changes nothing now

Casey: you’ve done worse than insult me already, who cares

Janis: There’s nothing I can say to make it alright, take it back

Janis: I can go, keep paying my share of the flat, that’s it

Casey: do what you like, you did yesterday and however long ago you went for it the second time

Janis: Do you think I should get back with him then?

Casey: yeah, why not, he’ll clearly still have you

Janis: you’re really done then

Casey: you are, more like

Casey: I get it, all I was for you were a wake up call for him, job done

Janis: Fuck you, I couldn’t have run away from him faster just then even though I know what it means and you just want me to go back and end up numb and pretend none of this happened

Casey: don’t give me none of that bollocks, you wasn’t numb when you was fucking him over the phone, nor were he or you’ll not have bothered with round 2

Janis: and how long do we give it this time, a month?

Janis: I can’t go back, I didn’t think I was

Casey: you should’ve asked yourself the question before you got here, love

Casey: be lucky he lasts the month how you’re pissing him about, I fancy topping myself and I ain’t even as gone in the head

Janis: well if I weren’t currently housing someone else, I would’ve already, alright

Casey: no it’s not alright, don’t you fucking dare say that to me

Janis: everyone gets to be suicidal but me

Janis: I’ll go back to him so he doesn’t fucking kill himself

Casey: yeah, poor you

Casey: you went crawling back to him soon as you decided to chat to him like that, I’m the cunt who has to go back to having nothing

Janis: how about this, I leave and you get to go back and rescue him because I can’t live like that again

Janis: that’s the best I can give at this point

Casey: fuck you, you said the other day you’d not take her off me, the spit and blood ain’t even dry on that promise and you’re breaking it

Janis: I’ll write a will, have her, I mean it

Casey: do it then, I fucking would

Janis: Good, my mum doesn’t need another dead kid’s kid to raise

Casey: another kid don’t need a dead mum but you don’t care about that

Janis: clearly, I don’t care about anything

Casey: go, I’ll clean up the mess you’ll make of him, can take the place of the job they’ve just told us I’ve lost, all I know how to do anyway’s 1 or the other

Janis: For fuck’s sake

Janis: Maybe this time it’ll be different and I can be happy for you

Casey: tell yourself any of us can be happy now, you twat

Janis: Happier without me is guaranteed at this point

Casey: bollocks, you wanna die ‘cause you don’t know how to hack living with what you’re doing

Casey: nowt to do with anybody else and you’re doing none of us no favours

Janis: Changing your mind would be another selfish thing to do

Janis: I’m not doing anything, it’s done

Casey: what’s one more, keep racking ‘em up, who the fuck else am I if not just cannon fodder for you

Janis: I thought you understood

Casey: I’ll never understand you having your cake and eating like you’re my dad at an office party when you could’ve just told me

Janis: I am telling you, if I’d have told you whilst I was doing it, I would’ve come to my senses and not

Casey: I doubt you were all night, when you came home, and I know you wasn’t, you should’ve said, I’d have got my head ‘round a slip when I told you to do anything to keep him going, but nah, you had to take the piss

Janis: Both of you expect me to not love the other the second you decide, like it’s a tap I can turn on and off

Casey: I’ve never expected that of you, we’ve bloody talked before about how I don’t, jesus

Janis: You use it the opposite way ‘round, tell me to go back to him, say I bloody have to, do you think that that’s possible after everything we’ve been through, seriously

Casey: alright, it’s my fault

Janis: obviously fucking not

Casey: then don’t put it on me, you did this

Janis: I never came here saying or thinking it was a defendable action, I’ve not once tried to say it was anything but a massive fucking mistake

Casey: well done, you can state the obvious

Janis: I can’t do any of the things you could want me to do

Janis: namely undo it, so, what

Casey: why is it up to me to give you an answer

Janis: because it’s always up to me

Casey: nah, you’re on about leaving it all up to me when you piss off

Janis: you don’t want to be left with nothing

Janis: you don’t want me

Casey: I’ve got nothing, I told you, you and her is all I care about

Casey: more than him, that’s why we’re here

Janis: She’s not done anything wrong

Casey: she’s not mine if you’re not, all of us know that

Janis: then want me

Casey: stop

Casey: you only did this a sec ago, you was probably still turned on when you opened your phone to tell me and you’re asking us to get over it

Janis: no I weren’t

Janis: desperation isn’t fun, is it, at least my death threat isn’t imminent or directed squarely at you and what you do or don’t do

Janis: I thought, whatever I fucking thought don’t matter, and he’s just and now I don’t know what to do and he said I can have time not space, what does that even mean

Casey: it’ll mean don’t run away how you used to, what he’s always scared of

Janis: it means keep showing up and we’ll never talk about it again, just like the baby, just like everything else there’s no answer to

Casey: I warned you he can’t hack none of it, again and again I have, what else can I do

Janis: nothing but what else can I

Casey: I dunno, keep your legs closed and open your mouth so words can come out instead of doing owt else with it

Janis: tah, very helpful

Casey: I can’t help you if you won’t let me

Janis: I weren’t trying to fix him by fucking him, not actually that up my own hole, whatever I say

Janis: it happened because he seemed like he did years ago, fixed by himself

Janis: should’ve known it were placebo

Casey: he ain’t getting fixed by you topping yourself neither

Janis: I’m terrified how bad this could be, Case

Janis: what if he don’t just go numb this time

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jcmoisty · 2 years

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Ok so in case our good buddy ol pal Elon sends Twitter into total anarchy imma join here :) here’s a pinned post ig

Hey y’all, I’m Moisty, or Jc. I’m 17, pan, and I go by the pronouns he/they. I mainly play GD (both playing and creating) but I’m starting to branch out into other games like rocket league and Tetris, and maybe smash, Pokémon, and Celeste at some point. Idrk what else to put here, but I’m just here to hopefully meet some cool new oomfies (and stay in touch with the ones from gdtwt) and waste my life away by doomscrolling :))

O yeah here are my other socials

Twitter: @JcMoisty

Discord: Moisty#6363

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bienmoreau · 3 years

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In my mind there is a little teahouse were these two can meet and bond over their entire households being massacred, having to step into leadership roles before the age of 20, their many and varied father issues and having ‘brilliant’ older brothers who make decisions for them and put them in impossible situations.

#also titled: watch me somehow find a VERY specific type of character and then unashamedly adore them regardless of how much it hurts me #literally y’all don’t understand how quick Yun Hen became my favourite despite being a bad guy side character when we first meet him #I just full on zeroed in on him like.. oh. okay hello new fave heartbreak. as if JC wasn’t already doing a number on my emotional stability #.. well. Lina you know how quick it was cause you were privy to it in real time and I haven’t shut up abt them since but no one else will #jiang cheng #yun hen #the untamed #legend of fuyao #mine #my art #love how I reached the point where I just draw things entirely for myself. knowing full well that literally only one other person out there #is gonna give a shit abt it or even understand what I’m getting at. and like. actually being completely fine about that! like #I made this just for me and I love it and it’s made me happy so it was worth it!

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wangxianficfinder · 2 years

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I’m in the Mood for a Fic Where…

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1. In the mood. For ace spectrum wangxian

💖Words from the heart by MusicMe_tc (G, 6k, wangxian, modern, college/university au, love letters, secret identity, ace wwx, demisexual lwj)

The Bunnysitter: a Post-it Romance by theLoyalRoyalGuard (G, 9k, wangxian, modern, fluff, ace lwj, autistic lwj, adhd wwx, hacker wwc)

one heart, one body by stiltonbasket (Not rated, 1k, wangxian, married wangxian, ace wwx, demisexual lwj)

WithBroomBefore (both here on tumblr and on AO3) has done a variety of ace, demi, and aro WangXian stuff

your touch in the dark (your voice in the silence) by b_ofdale (M, 13k, wangxian, modern, friends w/ benefits, pining, ace wwx, demisexual lwj, happy ending)

Come Out and Level Up by figmentera (T, 3k, wangxian, modern, ace wangxian, sex favorable, getting together)

subtleties series by touchtheexoplanets (T, 17k, wangxian, ace lwj, 7 minutes in heaven, fluff, coming out, angst w/ happy ending)

💖you've ruined my life (by not being mine) by cicer (E, 132k, wangxian, modern, developing relationship, teen romance, demisexuality, bottom!lwj in ch 15)

💖Let Them Eat Cake by Vamillepudding (G, 7k, wangxian, romantic comedy, light angst, asexual relationship, getting together)

close the distance by onceiolanthi (sapphiregalaxyrin) (G, <1k, wangxian, asexual character, fluff, cuddling)

Like You Mean It by CoatWrites (T, 5k, wangxian, modern, getting together, dating app, unsolicited dick pic, fluff & humor)

Just As You Are by westiec (G, 1k, wangxian, post-canon, asexuality spectrum, talking about desire, kissing)

the way that all the pieces fit by tomatocake (T, 7k, wangxian, modern, high school au, aspec, fluff, sleepovers, first kiss)

(💖WWWWXD (What would Wei Wuxian Do?) series by deliciousblizzardshark (T, 55k, wangxian, modern, high school and forward, fluff, panic attacks, angst w/ happy ending, autistic lwj, grief/mourning))

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2. Thank you for your service - I love this blog! Got any recs for Wen Qing/Jiang Cheng as the main pairing? They're background in a lot of wangxian fics and I'd love to see them front and center. (Bonus points for pegging - it's what they deserve!)

Anything by snowberryrose

something worth doing by twigofwillow (T, 29k, JC/WQ, canon divergence, fix-it, yunmeng wen clan, family feels, friendship agenda)

let's play pretend and not remember by Misila (E, 13k, JC/WQ, modern, romance, angst, fake/pretend relationship, getting back together, past bullying, past suicide attempt)

No Such Thing as Too Good by Eleanor_Fenyx (E, 8k, JC/WQ, pegging, porn w/ some plot)

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3. Hi, me again, I hope y’all are doing well. For your next mood fic post I was wondering if you knew of any fics where WWX gets medical treatment after the burial mounds/ sunshot campaig? like JC, JYL, or LWJ notice that he is clearly not doing well and insist on helping him. I hope that makes sense. Thank y’all so much. @wolfletkaider

💖Minding series by WithBroomBefore (G, 85k, wangxian, canon divergence, what if WWX got therapy and recovery post-sunshot)

Tether by WithBroomBefore (T, 40k, wangxian, golden core reveal, JYL lives, WWX lives, fix-it, happy ending, wwx is up-front about losing his core)

💖Uninvited by WithBroomBefore (M, 13k, wangxian, canon divergence, fix-it, hurt/comfort, sect leader jyl, sick fic, happy ending)

Rescue by WithBroomBefore (T, 20k, JYL & WWX & JC, wangxian, JYL/JZX, JC/WQ, fix-it, golden core reveal, family feels, suicidial thoughts, happy ending, WWX almost drowns and his secret is discovered during medical treatment)

💖The Wild Geese’s Tomb by The Feels Whale (miscellea) (T, 66k, wangxian, time travel, temp character death) post-sunshot wwx gets the medical/mental support he deserves

if i had the strength by agloeian (M, 16k, wangxian, post-sunshot, fix-it, getting together, mental health issues, recovery, accidental baby acquisation)

The most dangerous thing is to love by KatAnni (E, 113k, wangxian, golden core reveal, fix-it, angst w/ happy ending, yunmeng siblings, hurt wwx, ptsd, panic attack)

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4. I'm in the mood for... wangxian courting! Doesn't matter what setting (though cloud recesses era with a meddling lxc has a special place in my heart), as long as there's some element of wangxian having to go through courting traditions or needing to be chaperoned while engaged. I want wangxian getting to know each other and falling in love. Lots of fluff pls! Angst is okay too, and a happy ending is a must! Please and thank you!

💖 Magical Marriage Ribbons series by starandrea (M, 741k, wangxian, ongoing, animal transformations, weddings)

Stunted, Starving Juvenility by TomatenMark (E, 291k, wangxian, Cloud Recesses Study Arc, feelings realization, getting together, fix-it of sorts, not JFM friendly, blood & gore, WIP)

Give Me a Chance to Fall by brooklinegirl (E, 37k, wangxian, arranged marriage) They know each other already but they still have to court and it's awesome

💖sweet chaos by eachandeverydimension (G, 86k, wangxian, arranged marriage, different first meeting, falling in love, getting together, lwj in lotus pier, Chinese culture)

Polishing Jade by Starra (M, 252k, wangxian, modern, arranged marriage, awkward dates, slow burn, falling in love, drinking to cope, angst w/ happy ending)

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5. I was talking to a friend and we both came to the realization that lan zhan and lan xichen were both rape babies. Is there any fics that sort of explore the turmoil of that? @fangirling-quietly

❤️ For Both Of Us (And Time Is But A Paper Moon) by sami (E, 65k, wangxian, time travel, both JC and LWJ time travel) explores this to some degree

❤️in case of fire, break glass by Jenrose (T, 65k, wangxian, my bookmark)

go where the stolen roses grow by Stratisphyre (M, 20k, LQR/CSSR/WCZ, mentions ad discussion of sexual assault, madam lan lives, not lan sect friendly, hurt/comfort)

Dragon's Gall by ritualist (M, 5k, madam lan / qingheng-jun, implied/referenced non-con, implied/referenced abuse, isolation, forced pregnancy, mind the tags!)

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6. hi! i'd love some fics where people learn to focus on the spirit of the gusulan rules rather than the letter, or actually amend/remove some of them. canon-divergent or post canon both work great, but im also specifically looking for a fic where i think lwj (in the 13 years??) changes some stuff like 'drink responsibly' and explains that some people can do horrible shit if they're drunk etc. i'd love it if someone remembered it

❤️To be of use by Erisette (not rated (G), 53k, wangxian, Mojo’s post)

Proximity To Knowledgeby ChilianXianzi (T, 7k, wangxian, post-canon, teacher wwx)

❤️ Twelve Moons and a Fortnight by stiltonbasket (G, wangxian, 290k, Mojo’s post) there is a MARVELOUS scene of lxc destroying part of the wall of rules because he realizes their original intent has become kinda corrupted and a cycle of cruelty overtime, and then leaves seclusion to rework the system/rules a bit

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7. In a mood for fic: any that have Jiang cheng saving or trying to save a-yuan after the first seige of the burial mounds. Maybe he looks for him and does or doesn't find him, or something else happens, and/or he recognizes a-yuan as lsz yrs later. Maybe he remembers a whole bunch about the kid, or he's working off vague info, etc. Off the top of my head, I think "12 moons and a fortnight" (sing to the clouds in summer) has a side story like this. So does "you're my brother" by laxruar. (In both lwj got to him first).

grieve the living by Misila (M, 160k, wangxian, heavy angst, hopeful ending, mental health issues, unhealthy coping mechanisms, violence, homophobia, romance, family)

The Accidental Baby Acquisition Club by nerdzeword (T, 26k, wangixan, my post) technically JC is looking for smth else but they do raise A-Yuan together

none lives forever, brother, and nothing lasts for long by eena (M, 38k, wangxian, LSZ raised at lotus pier, JC found first, reconciliation)

Time Kept Flowing by notoneforreality (T, 115k, wangxian, JC&LWJ, canon era, co-parenting, WIP)

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8. Hello, how are you? I want a fic where wwx just goes off on Wen QIng (the jiangs are also acceptable). Perhaps for lwj or for them not thinking of his feelings or something. I just want a wwx who cares about himself and can hold a grudge. I don't want him to blow up and immediately apologize. Hope this makes sense.

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9. Hello! I'm looking for good kid fic recs! Hurt/comfort would be lovely ✨

Welcome to the Family series by jiejieaini (E, 204k, wangxian, modern, dadji, teacher wwx, london, fluff & angst, happy ending, hurt/comfort)

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10. I hope you're having a lovely day <3 <3 if you'd like, could you or the followers recommend your fave fics where jc and/or jyl make a point of calling wwx didi/ge, or asking wwx to call them jiejie/didi, and alternatively (or concurrently!) fics where wq and wn fully regard him as their sibling and preferably verbalize it? i just want him to drown in familial love, like i would even love xxc/bssr but is 3 requests too much? asklfdk thank you so much in any case <3

💖Hope series by RoseThorne (T, 49k, wangxian, time travel)

💖the thread may stretch or tangle but it will never break by RoseThorne (E, 64k, wangxian, fix-it, golden core reveal, WIP)

Where the Lonely Ones Go by CSHfic & VSfic (T, 24k, wangxian, accidental baby acquisation, case fic, fluff, post-canon)

💖Lynchpin by ShanaStoryteller (not rated, 103k, jiang cheng, wangxian) Jiang Yanli making an explicit change from shidi to didi

The most dangerous thing is to love by KatAnni (E, 113k, wangxian, golden core reveal, fix-it, angst w/ happy ending, yunmeng siblings, hurt wwx, ptsd, panic attack)

A Mother's Love by FirefliesNLightningBugs (M, 117k, wangxian, canon divergence, angst, hurt/comfort, eventual happy ending, miscommunication, family feels, ptsd, WIP) has jyl jc and wwx treat each other as siblings (jzx is also accepted into the fam) and there's a specific scene where jc calls wwx out on why he doesn't call jy and jc jiejie and didi anymore

Wei Wuxian, Who's That? by bumbledees (T, 48k, wangxian, crossdressing, pining, sibling feels)

The Teapot Plot by ToxicAngel13 (M, 52k, wangxian, misunderstandings, protective jiang siblings, golden core reveal, fix-it, post sunshot, hurt/comfort)

Rescue by WithBroomBefore (T, 20k, JYL & WWX & JC, wangxian, JYL/JZX, JC/WQ, fix-it, golden core reveal, family feels, suicidial thoughts, happy ending)

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11. Hi can you recommend me some fics where Wei ying or someone bashes out at the cultivation world for their hypocrisies, or it just be Wei ying finally realizing the mistreatment he suffered and actually confronting it, the mistreatment Wei ying suffers just frustrates me so much.

💖 Did I Not Explain Why the Sunset Turns Red? by 3988Akasha (E, 100k, wangxian)

💖After Truth Lies the Honest Path by Vrishchika (M, 10k, wangxian, canon divergence, truth serum, WIP)

Words by RJ_RJ (T, 1k, wangxian, WWX goes off on LXC in the Guanyin temple, not LXC or Jiang friendly)

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12. Hiya! I am in mood for some aftercare fics. Specially some with safewording ones. I doesn’t have to be direct out safe words. Maybe some just checking in ones and some tender loving and feeding and taking care ones. Any pairing as 3zun and songxuexiao for examples. Not jus wangxian if u can please! Thank you!

A New Kind of Thrill by doukeshiA (E, 25k, wangxian, modern, bdsm, dom/sub, WIP)

underweight by sixstepsaway (E, 7k, wangxian, eating disorders, anxiety, sex as a bribe, full-time dom lwj)

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13. hey Mojo and Mod L! I hope y'all aren't stressed n stuff. Know any fics where WWX becomes a God/ascends to Godhood after Sunshot Campaign, or something?? Like maybe because the Heavens were impressed with his feats etc etc @sentientcongee

Of Destruction and Rebirth by demoniqt (M, 77k, wangxian, slow burn, god wwx, bamf wwx, grieving lwj, angst, hurt/comfort, fix-it, happy ending, attempted non-con, blood & gore)

You still sound like a song by Moominmammashandbag (M, 62k, wangxian, WIP) river spirit wwx

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14. Hi mod L! For the I'm in a mood for, do you know any fic that has LXC realize on how unfair/harsh he was being on WWX? Where he finally has a realization that he was expecting too much from him from the start when he befriended LWJ.

Quite Funny by nirejseki (T, 2k, vicious NHS, suffering LXC, not quite the prompt but adjacent)

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15. hiiii mods!! (I mean for moderator[s]) A) have u find any fic of wangxian genderbend (wlw) any plots will do as long as it is wangxian lesbians!! & B) do you know any fic that wangxian r ex-lovers but got their happy endings? & C) last do you have fics that r super long yet so worth reading for? if not I need a lot of angst fics but not cheating fic please? Thank you very much!! Hope you have good day and not bothering you too much! @vdjjixian

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Happy for Now by ScarlettStorm (E, 80k, wangxian, F/F, modern, pining, there was only one bed)

girl, anything I can do just to make you feel alright by Anonymous (E, 3k, wangxian, dom/sub undertones, praise kink)

What happens at craft night by rheawrites (E, 4k, WWX/WQ, kink discovery, shibari, undernegotiated kink, friends w/ benefits)

and its sequel Rope Bunny by Khashana (E, 2k, wangxian, kink negotiation, rope bondage, subspace)

Beautiful mess, a colourful wreck by covalentbonds (Not rated, 11k, wangxian, JYL/JZX, fluff & humor, mild smut, 3zun feels, childhood friends, first meetings, non-chronological)

so little time and i'm way off track by defractum (nyargles) (E, 25k, wangxian, modern w/ cultivation, case fic, amnesia, dub con, fuck or die)

the dinosaur artist by varnes (T, 12k, wangxian, bringing up baby au)

give me one good honest kiss by occultings (microcomets) (E, 25k, wangxian, practice kissing, college/university au, pining, angst w/ happy ending)

The Flower Blooms in Day and Night by TheRedFig (T, 46k, wangxian, period typical sexism, sexual harassment, pining, sexuality crisis, happy ending, TWs in chapters, WIP)

the way that all the pieces fit by tomatocake (T, 7k, wangxian, modern, high school au, aspec, fluff, sleepovers, first kiss)

shape of her by candygay (T, 1k, wangxian, sharing a bed, angst, touch-starved)

loose me from hard care by oceanofchaos (E, 9k, wangxian, historical, touch-starved, war prize WWX awarded to General LWJ)

I’ll See You In My Dreams by Xiao_Tuzi (E, 4k, wangxian, Rule 63 version of the Incense Burner cottagecore fantasy)

long winter, dance with me by gusu-emilu (T, 2k, wangxian, burial mounds settlement days, angst, kissing, cuddling, protectiveness)

in the crevices, in the hold by Anonymous (M, 4k, wangxian, dark LWJ, fairy tale elements, no cultivation au, yearning, sculptor LWJ, angst)

15B)

All that is solid melts into air by huxiyi (T, 18k, wangxian, breaking up & making up, angst w/ happy ending, commoner uprising brings down the Great Sects, art by @yin_yoru in ch4)

15C)

❤️Tragedy is Not the End by Hobbsy3 (T, 358k, wangxian, my bookmark)

💖love, in fire and blood by cicer (E, 360k, wangxian, Mojo’s post)

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16. Hi people (Sorry, I know Mojo's pronouns, but not others') **My pronouns are they/them ^^ ~Mod L**! Hope you are doing great! :) I don't know if these kind of stories exist, but I'm looking for A) LXC&LZS uncle-nephew stories, could be modern, where we see a little more about their relationship. B) Established WangXian where YZY is a b*tch to WWX, but wants to keep a good image, so never does it in public, LWJ knows about this and is petty, and does something so everyone one knows how abusive she really is. Thank you!

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17. Hello, thank for all your hard work, I am absolutely amazed. I easily find JWY/LXC fics where Jiang Cheng is traumatised or otherwise vulnerable and finds comfort in the serene Lan Huan. Are there any fics where it's the opposite? JWY being very competent and LXC depending/relying on him to heal (preferably emotionally, but anything where he's the vulnerable one is fine). thank you guys ;)

A Bit of Ruthlessness by jirluvien (M, 110k, JC/LXC, post-canon, epistolary, angst, slow burn, courtship, asexuality)

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18. looking for time travel fics where specifically jin ling travels back in time?

Time Travel Compilation

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19. In a mood for a fix where jiang cheng isn't portrayed as an angry grape. A fic where he is put in his place, either critical or bashing fic hehe

💖Return to Sender by Thesaurus_with_no_words (M, 64k, wangxian, not JC friendly, WIP)

💖Trials of Time by Muggle_Diary (E, 32k, wangxian, not jiang friendly, time travel, butterfly effect)

💖bleed by justdoityoufucker (T, 5k, wangxian, time travel, sunshot campaign and post-ssc, families of choice)

❤️Symmetry by Vir_Abelasan (M, 13k, LSZ & WWX, wangxian, mind the tags just in case)

keeping score by hauntedotamatone (T, 6k, LSZ & WWX, wangxian, not JC friendly, the opposite of reconciliation, anger, protective wwx)

on restitution by glitteringmoonlight (M, 98k, LSZ & WWX, WWX & JL, wangxian, dark JC, not JC friendly, captivity, non-graphic torture, angst w/ happy ending)

'Yunmeng Siblings' Once by chiyukimei (T, 1k, wangxian, JC & WWX, not JC friendly, post-canon)

justdoityoufucker has a lot not JC friendly content

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20. In a mood for a fic that talks about lwj's beauty. Just him being pretty, and all majestic.

Bow Wow Wow by Chrononautical (G, 1k, wangxian, animal transformation, bravery, WWX has a fear of dogs, angst w/ happy ending, the context is a bit weird, because LWJ has been transformed into a dog.)

Welcome to Yiling by crossdressingdeath (T, 2k, wangxian, welcome to nightvale au)

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