#anyway. dean and john

[deanjohn]

From Assia Wevill’s journal, in reference to Ted Hughes | The Bloody Chamber, Angela Carter

#plath calling ted hughes oh hungry hungry in her journal and assia wevill saying this in hers….. #anyway. dean and john #words #comparatives #you are my church. you are my place of worship. #bug.txt

[mikeluciraphgabe]

Ok but could you imagine if Adam ended up in John’s Dean’s care?

Sam would be about 12/13 and still looking like he’s 9 because he hit puberty late and Dean looking like he’s in his early 20s from all this trauma he gained as a child

Dean who just lost another 18 years of his life to play parent(s) to another one of John’s kids

Dean would be out one day with the two, Adam babbling on his hip as he holds Sam’s hand to cross the street and some lady coos and says he has cute kids

Dean stalling in the middle of the road before Sam whines about ice cream

He a father to a 5 year old toddler and a young teenager

#anyway #supernatural #spn #dean winchester #sam winchester #adam milligan #john winchester #john winchesters a+ parenting #dad Dean Winchester

[hellhoundlair]

furrynatural doodles from the last little while

#spn #i always say i should post furrynatural drawings and then never do bc i dont like posting sketches but im posting them ANYWAY #sams a rough collie deans a doberman johns a smooth collie mary is also a doberman #furrynatural #ALSO... #wolfchesters #(for 1 drawing) #that sam and dean wolf image was originally posted by the-gray-ghosty #my art #hellart #sketches #supernatural

[xofemeraldstars]

something about meeting each other inside your mind

fringe 1x13 "the transformation" feb. 3, 2009 supernatural 4x20 "the rapture" apr. 30, 2009

#not to make a parallel with spn with everything lol #anyway SAME YEAR #cas about to tell dean what is actually happening in heaven and what the plan is #john told olivia the truth that he was a double agent and helped her catch that behind the attacks #you see what i mean eh #fringe tv #spn #olivia dunham #john scott #dean winchester #castiel #destiel #parallelsnatural #kya watches stuff

[potatomoonjuice]

Why can't fictional queer men over 40 just be happy :(

#good omens #our flag means death #ofmd #hannibal #sherlock #supernatural #dean winchester #castiel #stede bonnet #edward teach #blackbeard #aziraphale #crowley #will graham #sherlock holmes #john watson #i mean look at rwrb and heartstopper #the younglings are thriving #anyway where the lesbians at #what we do in the shadows #mads mikkelsen #hugh dancy #michael sheen #david tennant #taika waititi #rhys darby #jensen ackles #misha collins #benedict cumberbatch #martin freeman

[angelsdean]

no but really it's funny sam thinks dean is john 2.0 when s1 dean is just. content to take on random cases and help save some people and is trying to do some good w/ the hand he's been dealt and isn't all that interested in his father's revenge quest and up until then has always had to play the mediator and swallow down his own feelings and anger. while sam's the one who quickly becomes obsessed w/ revenge the minute he loses jess and finding the thing that killed her and is quick to anger. "you're more like him than i'll ever be" "i'll take that as a compliment" "you can take that however you like" etc etc

#i know i'm not saying anything new and my dean understanders all know dean is mary's mirror and sam is john's but !!!! #it's so so loud in the early seasons. soooo loud !!! #and i think sam insists dean must be more like john must be just like john to convince himself that he's not like him #he looks at dean and thinks 'well i'm nothing like dean. dean's [lists 2 dimensional dean traits he thinks make up all of dean] #'and i'm nothing like that so therefore i'm not like dad' but like. all those dean traits are fake or surface level or overcompensating #everything sam thinks dean is is just a too big coat dean puts on to conceal everything real abt himself #underneath the coat he's mary. and john doesn't like that one bit so dean learned to hide it #anyways i'm rambling and losing threads but bottom line. sam is so much closer to john. #you know when you're standing too up close to something you can't see it properly? yea that's sam as john's mirror #his nose is pressed against the mirror he can't see that he's literally john's reflection. #family dynamics #siblings siblings #sam studies #dean studies #vic.txt

[t00muchheart]

John in 1x20 apologizing to Sam for stopping being a Dad at some point and becoming a drill sergeant, letting the mission become everything, and then immediately getting sucked back into that mission and not understanding why Sam didn’t kill him to get to Azazel in 1x22, framing it as I thought you of all people would understand, because when Sam told him that they were alike, that they understood each other, he accepted that Sam was all in, at any cost

VERSUS Dean seeing that Sam is in at all costs and reminding him that his life has worth too, telling him that just because they couldn’t get back the people they lost didn’t mean they needed to lose more people. When John tells Sam to kill him the scene is framed as Sam being ready to do it until Dean’s appeal convinces him not to, and Sam looking back at Dean before telling John that family is more important emphasizes that it is Dean holding things together, like he has since he was a child.

Because when John stopped being a dad and became a drill sergeant, Dean stopped being just a brother and became a dad.

#spn #supernatural #dean winchester #spn meta #sam winchester #john winchester #spn 1x22 #ahhhhh #dean winchester character study #dean winchester meta #dean meta #sam and dean #anyway thank u for coming to my season 1 finale ted talk i’m sorry for all the posts #not really but #they will drop off a bit now

[egipci]

Raymond Carver, "Intimacy."

#bug sagely suggested I switch around 5 and 9 and I didn’t listen #blame no one but me #also go read intimacy #it’s very funny and supposedly very autobiographical #anyway— happy Tuesday #john/dean

[seasononesam]

supernatural meme: (2/9) relationships | dean and john 

All right, something like this starts happening to your brother, you pick up the phone and you call me. Call you? Are you kidding me? Dad I called you from Lawrence all right? Sam called you when I was dying. I mean, getting you on the phone? I got a better chance of winning the lottery.

#supernatural #spn #dean winchester #john winchester #spnedit #supernaturaledit #spnmeme #* #so many good scenes i left out anyway dream a little dream of me monolouge of all time

[sammerific]

John Winchester // Superman (Taylor Swift)

Happy birthday @samrubygf!! Here's an amv of everyone's favorite Papa Winchester <3

#me listening to taylor mythologizing some guy flying away... is this about a father who rarely sees his family due to work??? #anyways if you watch this angel I hope you like it and happy birthday!! #if this totally flops pretend you guys didn't see me posting #john winchester #john winchester amv #sam and john #dean and john #johnmary #spn amv #my amv

[alaynestone]

ALLIGATOR BLOOD (2015)  //  NYMPHS FINDING THE HEAD OF ORPHEUS (2023), NICOLE DOLLANGANGER

#spnedit #deanedit #deanjohn #johndean #dean x john #husband & father remembered forever #supernatural #even the bones would do #* #anyway stream the album of the year

[samsrosary]

thesis drawing for my killer!cas au

#basically: sam is starting his degree over again since he dropped out midway thru doing his last one #so hes slightly older than season 1 #maybe season 2 or so age #dean and john are both cops #john is still missing but sams in fuckin CALIFORNIA #so he cant go help search altho he does care but also theres still lots and lots of issues in this family #anyways murdering boyfriend. cop family. ur boyfriend thinks he can help you find ur dad. do you even want to though #theyre both VERY insane and terrible for eachother #this is the side of sastiel where they experiment on eachother etc #sastiel #samcas #au #killer!cas #cas is much like godstiel here btw #my art #fanart #OKAY sorry for the masterpost. ill leave now knowing everyone is looking at me like “THEY WOULD NOT DO THAT”

[bloodfreak-boyking]

so like are they about to make out here or am i fucking crazy

#they look like they're about to have the hottest roughest hatesex #this is so hot i genuinely can't handle it #like jdm WHAT are these acting choices #is azazel the demon of incest??? #i mean it would certainly explain a lot if he was #anyway yeah azazel wanted to use johns body to stick his tongue down dean's throat and you can't convince me otherwise #emma rewatches spn #1x22 devil's trap #spn #johndean

[love-songs-for-emma]

im actually amazed i cant find this;

SPN FRIENDS HII

do any of u know where i could find a gif of dean saying the iconic quote of "You know who wears sunglasses inside? Blind people. And douchebags." from s9 e5 "dog dean afternoon"

i SWEAR i had it saved years ago but i cant find it. pls help. xoxo

#yes theres a supernatural gif for everything and every moment #if it doesnt exist anymore thats okay one day ill make it myself #but i feel like this comes up a Lot and i'd love to be able to send this regularly #thank u gif makers btw. u literally make the world go round #i dont have an income rn but if anyone who makes fandom art (gifs fic etc) ever wants pics of my cat cas my dms are OPEN #always ready to send cas pics. always. #also for context. when watching the s1 ep ''faith'' my partner /immediately/ made fun of the faith healer for wearing sunglasses inside at #night and i responded so deadpan ''john hes BLIND'' #ajchskncksjx #thinking abt that always and whenever we see someone wearing sunglasses in a piece of media this moment comes up #i sent him the lady gaga gif where she goes ''incredible. show-stopping. never been done. completely original. [etc]'' and #he responded ''is she blind'' KAJXKSJX #for ONE: that is LADY GAGA so NO U CANT MAKE FUN OF HER EVER and for TWO: AKCHKSXJKD #he just had to make sure. just had to check. #anyway. im done now #spn #dean winchester #gif search #supernatural #may delete later if anyone ever finds it #thank u for checking if u do #<3<3<3 #much love to everyone ever. yk yk

[angelsdean]

images that are just young dean / stanford era dean 2 ME 

#shorter haired ones are more stanford era (tho i am a dean grew his hair out truther) but i also have conflicting headcanons #swoopier 90s hair is 19 yr old dean 2 me #like yeah i know he was still under john's thumb but also john was barely ever around anyway so there was time when he had swoopy hair ok #stanford era dean #young dean

[t00muchheart]

Thinking about the differences between how Dean raised Sam and how he handled Jack being born and how much John Winchester is at the heart of that difference. Dean believes that John raised Sam, and always saw John in the father position (since it was technically true), and so he focused on taking care of Sam, providing for him and keeping him safe—all the things that made him far more of a father to Sam than John ever was. But in filling the role of father for Jack, Dean falls back on the example he had, which is John’s parenting, not recognizing that he already knows how to be a good father because he already had to be one.

Additionally, I think that’s why Sam does a little better with Jack (not that he was perfect, especially at the beginning when he was trying to use Jack to get Mary back): because his example of a good father figure is Dean, who provided for him and taught him to survive.

#anyway yeah #fuck john winchester #all my homies hate john winchester #‘he did his best’ #stfu dean you got arrested as a child trying to steal peanut butter and bread to feed your little brother and then he left you behind #spn #supernatural #spn meta #dean winchester #sam winchester #sam winchester meta #supernatural meta #supernatural dean #dean studies #john winchester sucks #john winchester