#girly to grunge

[morbid-barbie]

#grunge #blackcraftcult #girls with black hair #girls with tattoos #spooky #spookygf #selfie #personal #me #soft grunge #soft goth #goth aesthetic #$uicideboy$ #us vs them #witchblr #witch #writer #witchy #bpd girlies #g59 #girly to grunge #grunge girl #tattoed girls #tumblr girl #self love #recovery

[ms-strawberry-tulip]

#female manipulator #lana del rey #soft grunge #boyfriend #coquette #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #lana del ray aesthetic #lizzy grant #girlblogging #just girly things #girl manipulator #manipulation #female rage #female hysteria

[dangeroustaintedflawed]

emma roberts’ street style ⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚

#girlblogging #girlblogger #girlrotting #lana del rey #hell is a teenage girl #this is what makes us girls #girlcore #girl interupted syndrome #lana del ray aka lizzy grant #lana del ray aesthetic #madison montgomery #american horror story #ahs coven #scream queens #femcel #coquette #coquette girl #coquette grunge #dollette #nymph3t #coquette aesthetic #divine feminine #manic pixie dream girl #2014 tumblr #black swan #jennifers body #sofia coppola #the virgin suicides #just girly things #emma roberts

[lepraddd]

[sftbvllet]

me

#sftbvllet ౨ৎ #cinnamon girl #coquette #coquette aesthetic #divine feminine #dollette #fiona apple #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #girl blogger #girlblogger #girlblogging #girlhood #gloomy coquette #it girl #just girly things #lana del rey #lizzy grant #nymph3t #pinterest #soft coquette #soft girl #this is what makes us girls #coquette dollete #soft goth #grunge

[cigawayfromdying]

⊹ a dire need of peace ⊹

#girlblogging #girlblogs #this is a girlblog #girlcore #girlhood #just girly things #this is what makes us girls #girl interrupted #female rage #female hysteria #hell is a teenage girl #coquette #grunge #cigarette #sadgirl #lizzy grant #lana del rey #skins uk #effy stonem

[deppressedkitty]

#girlboss #femcel #girl blogger #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #locally hated #girlhood #dark aesthetic #girl interrupted syndrome #female manipulator #lana del ray #lizzy grant aesthetic #it girl #coquette #just girly things #female urge #female rage #deppressedkitty #memesdaily #grunge #new meme

[777inpieces]

#jfashion #coquette #dollette #girlblogging #lana del rey #pink #pink winter #cinnamon girl #girl in pieces #girl interupted syndrome #gilmore girls #this is a girlblog #this is what makes us girls #lana del ray aka lizzy grant #just girly thoughts #just girly things #hell is a teenage girl #hello kitty #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #gyaru fashion #lolita fashion #femcore #femme fatale #2014 aesthetic #2014 grunge #2014 tumblr #gyaru #rory gilmore #wonyoung #wongyoungism

[dollkisses05]

#lena posts #girlblogging #hell is a teenage girl #this is what makes us girls #whisper girl #femcel #gatekeep gaslight girlboss #dark femininity #dark aesthetic #maneater #just girly things #new york #dark grunge #dark coquette #eyeshadow #im just a girl #female manipulator #female madness #girly tumblr

[ethelsdoormat]

i’m the sweetest girl in town💕💕

#halsey 2014 #2014 tumblr #tumblr girls #2014 nostalgia #girlblogging #grunge #lana del ray aka lizzy grant #lana del rey #nicole dollanganger #tumblr grunge #lana del ray aesthetic #lana is god #lizzy grant #girly aesthetic #this is what makes us girls #this is a girlblog #girlhood #buffalo 66 #lux libson #the virgin suicides #electra heart #lana del slay #coquette #soft aesthetic #girly stuff #esoteric #kate moss #aka lizzy grant #2016 #2016 tumblr

[morbid-barbie]

These photos are one year apart🖤🤍

In that year I’ve experienced:

Heartbreak

Trauma

Health problems (lupus flare ups)

Emotional abuse

Fake friendships

People leeching off me

A restraining order I had to get against someone I really cared about

An ex lying about their entire identity

Wanting to give up

Feeling hopeless

Meltdowns

Covid

Huge plans being ruined by Covid

My father putting me down

My family outcasting me

Being stuck in a living situation that makes me miserable

Feeling abandoned by someone who promised they would never leave and they left..  especially before an extremely important trip / surgery that I now have to go alone for.

And so much more :/ but I won’t bore everyone with that. Here are some of the positives:

Seeing my favorite artist live twice & meeting her

Experiencing the feeling of really loving someone

Started to travel again

Staying sober

Made a smaller circle of people I trust & love

Networked with people in the entertainment industry

Made some new friends in different states

I go for a nose job this month!!! Something I’ve wanted my entire life

I have the chance to start my next chapter somewhere else

Writing more again

Dyed my hair the way I’ve always wanted to have it

Went to several concerts! (Maggie Lindemann, Kailee Morgue, Poppy, Bring me the Horizon, Grandson, knocked loose, siiickbrain, Ghastly, SVDDEN DEATH, Flume)

And still, I feel like I’m just existing and not really living.

#self #personal #tumblr girl #alt aesthetic #alt girl #girls with tattoos #girls with black hair #tumblrgirl #emo girl #borderline personality disorder #bpd #actually bpd #alt hair #alternative #dark girly #sweetmisery #girly to grunge #transformation #cute #one year later #broken #empty

[ms-strawberry-tulip]

#lana del rey #soft grunge #boyfriend #coquette #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #lana del ray aesthetic #lizzy grant #girlblogging #female manipulator #just girly things #female rage #femaledaily #female hysteria #girlboss fr #im just a girl #hell is a teenage girl

[dangeroustaintedflawed]

#girlblogger #girlblogging #girlrotting #lana del rey #hell is a teenage girl #this is what makes us girls #girl interupted syndrome #lana del ray aka lizzy grant #girlcore #lana del ray aesthetic #coquette girl #coquette aesthetic #divine feminine #femcel #coquette grunge #black swan #manic pixie dream girl #coquette #jennifers body #2014 tumblr #sofia coppola #dollette #nymph3t #just girly thoughts #just girly posts #just girly things

[gossamerg1rl]

#makeup #eyeshadow #2000s grunge #girl interrupted #girlhood #fawn #girl blogger #grunge #2000s #2014 tumblr #sylvia plath #the bell jar #just girly things #lana del rey #manic pixie dream girl #this is what makes us girls #2013 tumblr #female manipulator #lizzy grant #cassie skins #coquette #lily rose depp #pale grunge #mysterious skin #female hysteria #virgin suicides #cory kennedy #indie sleaze #prozacnation #alana champion

[cinnamongirlsdiary]

amy winehouse

#amy winehouse #cinnamon girl #girlblogging #girlhood #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #girlblog #female hysteria #girlblogger #girly things #hell is a teenage girl #just girly things #girl interrupted #girl blog #lizzy grant #grunge #lizzy grant aesthetic #literally me #lana del rey #female rage

[newwavesylviaplath]

@thebonesofwhatyoubelieve 🦢🫶

#tumblr emo #tumblr 2014 #lana del ray aka lizzy grant #sky ferreira #mars argo #nicole dollanganger #marlboro #soft grunge #indie sleaze #twilight #ultraviolence #lorde #coquette #girlblogging #lana del rey #hyper feminine #tumblr girlies #2014 tumblr #this is a girlblog #cinnamon girl #girl interrupted #lizzy grant #dark coquette #femme fatale #chapped lips #dollette #nymph3t #moodboard