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#got kinda messy tho towards the end sorry!!
abcjxyzyeo · 3 months
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Mr Brightside.
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summary; Ever since you joined the gaang, Zuko had kept his eye on you. Even tho he hasn't officially joined your team, he thought you were kind, sweet, and good looking. But unfortunately for him, his mind tormented him with thoughts of you and Sokka, assuming you two were a couple. When he finally joined, he tried to make a move but yet it only confirmed his fears. Until...
Pairing; Zuko x afab!Reader(romantic) , Sokka x afab!Reader(platonic)
AN; !!!!! first post !!!!! Kinda nervy writing this cuz it's my first time writing something but I been on my avatar shiiii so yk I gotta do what I gotta do !! Anyways yea this is like kinda sorta based on Mr. Brightside by The Killers but it's also like not ?? And again it's my first time writing so the plot and dialogue and everything abt it is def messy and possibly rushed but pshh enjoy !! And also not to be a lil spoiler but ofc Zuko and y/n get together in the end 😘😘😘
Warning; Angst(???), F!reader(mentioned !!), sex and sexual implications(???) idfk 😭😭😭
Zuko paced back and forth, unsure what to do. You were the only thing on his mind, it bothered him and he had to do something about it. But yet ever since that day when you two first met, Zuko couldn't let go of the fact you were probably Sokka's girl. But he couldn't let go of your kindness, you sat and cried next to his uncle that had just been struck with lightning. But obviously, his emotions getting the better of him, he shot fire at you and Katara. He watched as Sokka grabbed your hand and waist pulling you up and running away. But eventually when he had gathered all his courage(which took a while) and his strength he walked up to you.
Comin' out of my cage and I been doin' just fine Gotta, gotta be down because I want it all
"Hey y/n." he grimly uttered
"Zuko! Hey! Why so down? Did someone die?" you chuckled to yourself
"Uh n-no. I was just wond-"
Just when he was about to admit his feelings, here came the killer of all his courage. Strutting with intensifying ego. Sokka. With widened eyes, Zuko stared as Sokka scooped you up and twirled you around. Wrapping your beautiful arms around his neck and burying your head with them. Zuko looked down and saw his hands firmly carry you while holding your ass. A twinge of pain and jealousy struck his intestines hard and fierce.
"What's on your mind?" You said with immense joy in your voice, but yet not looking Zuko in the eyes. Your attention now only focused on Sokka staring into his dazzling eyes.
"Uh, can I talk to you.. alone." Staring dejectedly at Sokka, and he simply shrugs, setting y/n down and walking away.
Zuko can tell you are obviously annoyed, and it worries him. Maybe he isn't wrong and you and Sokka are a thing, his palms start to become slick with sweat and he lets out an exasperated sigh with a low flame following.
It started out with a kiss, how did it end up like this? It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
You watch as Zuko walks intensely closer, invading all your personal space. It wasn't a problem with you but it was definitely confusing. Zuko opened his mouth as if he wanted to say something, but nothing came out. Letting out a groan of frustration, he made a quick fast move. Grabbing the back of your neck and the small of your back, pulling you in and landing his lips on yours. At first for one mere second you found yourself kissing him back for a second, but when you came to your senses you pushed him off. Zuko falling flat on his butt and looking up at you with hurt in his eyes.
"Zuko what the hell?" You yell trying to shake off the weird feeling in your gut
"Y/n I'm sorry!" He tries to yell while you turn and run towards Sokka, great, you just kissed some guys girlfriend, he thought. "Ugh, I can't believe how stupid I am!" pitiful tears welled up in his eyes before he violently wiped them before they could even think of spilling out of his delicate eyes, god that was embarrassing. He got up and threw himself in his tent to try and take a nap to even forget what he did.
Now I'm fallin' asleep and she's callin' a cab While he's havin' a smoke and she's takin' a drag Now they're goin' to bed and my stomach is sick And it's all in my head
Zuko throws the sheets off of him, sitting up in a cold sweat. He wipes the sweat off the back of his neck.
"Shit," he utters
He kept having weird dreams about you and Sokka, as if he was looking right at you two, having to watch a repeating nightmare of the girl of his dreams get taken by another guy. He lays his head back down and closes his eyes. Clutching his stomach that's tied in all forms of tight painful knots making his throat slick with spit. Maybe if he just thought of anything else he would have some form of nice sleep.
But she's touchin' his chest now He takes off her dress now Let me go And I just can't look, it's killin' me And takin' control
Zuko was having yet another horrid nightmare, but it felt all too real. He had left his tent and made his way to yours to apologize for stepping over lines. Weird noises, smells, and heats emitted from your tent though. He grabbed the curtain and pulled it up, horrified at the scene in front of him. A topless Sokka laid over you on the ground, he was carefully stripping you of all your clothes. You looking over and making straight eye contact with Zuko as Sokka slides himself in.
Zuko shoots his upper body up covering his eyes and yelling. Softly opening up his eyes he realizes it was all a bad dream. But oh God what if that's actually happening? He wipes the sweat off his forehead and swiftly got up and out of his tent in one motion.
Jealousy, turnin' saints into the sea Swimmin' through sick lullabies Chokin' on your alibis
Zukos eyes landed on Sokka watching you practice your earth bending. He slipped down into a spot next to Sokka and blissfully watched a girl he can never have. He looked at Sokka through his peripheral vision, that very familiar pinch of jealousy hitting close to home.
"You're a lucky guy," he uttered
That caught Sokka by surprise and he laughed
"What?"
"Y/n, look how talented she is! And she's kind and pretty, and she's yours."
This caused Sokka to laugh even harder
"Lighten up Zuko! Y/n isn't my girlfriend, she's just a close friend of mine being Suki's sister and all. I see Suki a lot in Y/n and according to Azula with Suki in prison it's nice to still have a piece of her somewhere."
But it's just the price I pay Destiny is callin' me
This caused Zukos eyes to widen fiercely. Everything he had worried about simply drifted away, even if you had rejected him he still felt worlds better. A giant boulder sized relief fell of his shoulders.
Y/n saw Zuko and Sokka sitting together and waved to both the boys with a happy smile, walking up to them and nodding Sokka off. Leaving the earth bender and the fire bender alone. Before you could say anything Zuko shot up from the floor.
"Y/n I'm so sorry, I never meant to overstep any boundaries I just thought-"
He was cut off by the feeling of lips on his own
"You talk too much," you giggled "I'm sorry for brushing you off earlier I was just caught by surprise and I was nervous. But I do like you Zuko."
Zuko smiled and wrapped his arms around your waist and pulled you into yet another kiss.
"I like you too."
Open up my eager eyes 'Cause I'm Mr. Brightside
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cheemken · 11 months
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Knight, anything you’d like to say about the champions? Or just Diantha and Geeta if you don’t want to do all 🎤🎤🎤
Ough the Dia and Geeta brainrot is so real but I really should write more stuff abt the champions too, but still tho, Dia/Geeta would probs have more stuff here hope that's cool uvu" hahaha
Anyways ouo
•Geeta def caught a Carbink for Diantha for her 18th bday as a gift
-Dia cried like no shit and thanked Geeta for it, saying "this is the best gift I ever got, thank you, ma lune ;A;"
"mi sol, you're,, you're kinda holding them a bit too tight—"
"I'll take care of them I promise ;A;"
-she wanted to name it Diancie, after her own lil Carbink who she lost, but she knows it's for the best she doesn't
-since then Diantha is always seen around w Carbink following besides her, making a promise to herself that she's really gonna take care of it, she's not gonna fail this Carbink too
•That Carbink honest to god hates Leon just as much as Diantha does and it's really no surprise
-the champions visit Kalos this time, Leon meets Diantha's Carbink, said Carbink used Rock Slide (a weak one don't worry) on him and he's all "what the hell?!"
"oh, sorry, they don't do well with strangers"
"I've been here ten separate times how am I still a stranger?!"
"maybe he just doesn't like you"
•anyways speaking of Leon and Dia, do you see my vision when I say that they're the most ♠️ coded pairing in my hcs (the Homestuck girlies will understand this hahah)
-like, the song I Can See You TV by Taylor Swift? That's Dia and Leon's song right there
•since Cynthia and Lance both like Dia in my hcs, I wanna imagine them like fighting for her attention maybe hahah
-like yknow trying to one up each other
-Geeta actually helps Cynthia, telling her the stuff Diantha likes so Cynthia would have the upper hand
-Steven helps Lance out bc he honestly pities him at this point—
-Iris and Hau helps Cynthia bc ofc they would, they've had enough of her gay ramblings everytime they play Orrecraft together
-Wallace just wants to see how long will it take for Diantha to actually notice bc as smart as she is, she's really really really fucking dense when it comes to someone liking her romantically
•yknow w that, I do wanna add that Diantha really has troubles on figuring out romantic love more than anything
-bc for one, she grew up watching the marriage of her parents fall apart
-two, she's an actress, she sees all the drama regarding celebrity romance all the time, sees what happens behind the cameras and how those relationships seems and are fake
-so hey, the only stable relationship she ever had in her life is the familial one w her brother and the platonic one w Geeta
-tbh she's really scared to actually have a legit romantic relationship w anyone, she thinks it's gonna end up like her parents' relationship and it'll get messy, and she'd rather die than to become like any of them, driven by bitterness and anger over the other bc of a miscommunication
-she does want to try to have a romantic relationship w someone tho, she really does, but it's that fear that's holding her back from doing so, and since bc she's so used to platonic love, and since Geeta is also that affectionate towards her, she thinks Lance and Cynthia's advances towards her are just them being nice the same way Geeta is
•the Diantha brainrot is so real isn't it, anyways yeah Diantha loves musicals but she doesn't sing that much
-Wallace has a really good singing voice but he almost never sings too
-Hau would often prompt them to sing whatever they want when he brings along his Primarina, saying that even if they're off key, it's fun to sing w friends around
-so the more Hau brings his Primarina, the more Wallace and Diantha would sing w them too
-Geeta just loves hearing Dia's voice, and even brought along a Skeledirge one time and the two pkmn had a lil concert of their own
•yknow since they do have lil champions meetups and such, imagine if they all have that one region they don't like visiting hahah
-Lance doesn't like visiting Paldea for obvious reasons, he also doesn't like to visit Alola that much bc of the weather. He doesn't understand how Geeta and Cynthia could wear all that black under the Alolan sun
-Steven doesn't like visiting Kanto and Unova that much, he does like going to Sinnoh tho
-Wallace doesn't like Sinnoh at all, altho Hearthome is a good venue for contests, he just doesn't like how that region is so,, mountainous
-Cynthia hates Kanto but likes Johto, she will never admit that to Lance since she actually likes visiting Blackthorn
-Iris doesn't like the vibes in Kalos, she just puts up w it for Diantha. Majority of the people she meets there are low-key elitists, and even Diantha admits they are and she also doesn't like them
-Diantha hates going to Galar and if anything she'd try to make up excuses to not join champion meetups when it's set in that region
-Hau doesn't really hate any of the regions, he just hates it when they stay at a cold place like Icirrus, Snowpoint, Snowbelle, etc
-Leon hates Kalos but for different reasons, he has to admit tho the food there is amazing, desserts especially
-Geeta doesn't like going to Hoenn, and also hates going to Kanto/Johto for obvious reasons too hahah
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aroace-cat-lady · 1 year
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okay never touching a cup of coffee again-
I'm sorry if i make no sense or am being not my usual self but its the caffeine's fault oqjwihv
(we have both done this just-this-once-i-need-caffeine-to-help-me-study thing before and we have both *immensely* regretted it so I think you get it 😭😭 )
any wa ay aausoqiu
taylor swift made an announcement and....
I didn't care!!!
I actually didn't care
and I'm so happy about that
I thought this would be a lot harder but racism is just THE dealbreaker right??
also the weird coincidence... sorry karma ft ice spice, an artist who YOUR BIGOTED BOYFRIEND was racist and fatphobic toward??? its kinda pathetic... just
sorry for ruining your page with this messy ask ewhdf,jrg feel free to ignore me
I DETEST coffee look at what its done to me aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa the thought of dyeing my hair neon green genuinely crossed my mind like 10 mins ago and I don't think that would usually happen
ueoiwrdh im so dizzy why DID I DO THIS
Caffeine will be the end of both of us istf—
I KNOW!! I got the notif and was like K girl whatever and went along with my day and literally hadn't thought about it until I saw your ask.
And idk what to even think about ft ice spice. Like, logistically makes no sense but it IS a lot of coincidence so....
Yeah.
PARI DONT TRUST ANY IDEA THAT COMES TO YOUR MIND UNDER CAFFEINE EFFECTS
Desperate times call for desperate measures, ig. Tho those measures aren't worthy at all when it comes to caffeine.
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jayflrt · 2 years
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haha im going to my friend's prom! she went to mine and im going to hers. ngl her's was kinda more fun bc of venue 😭 IT WAS SO MUCH BETTER THAN MINE it rly gave that royalty au vibes i got so many pictures 😁 and also finally met her friends so it was fun!
my last week of school was nice and chill i was mostly scrambling to finish my chem final and just getting people to sign my yearbook! i got this set of colourful pens i got on my birthday that i never got to use and i finally used them so my yearbook is very colourful which i like bc there's so many msgs and having the different colours rly helps with reading them 😭
i unfortunately got covid so i had to miss my graduation 😭 i completely recovered now but i was rly bummed out for a couple of days, esp on the day of. i retraced my days and figured out by timelines that i contracted it on my last day of school and thats so 💀 one of my friends said the school left me a parting gift 👹 apparently some people with covid went to grad anyways but i didnt want to be one of those people even though i rly rly wanted to go anyways
my clubbed performed a dance! i also had a short solo towards the end and it was jusy rly fun so at least there's that good memory left from my school ig ansjdffkv hehe thank you for the virtual flowers 💓
and i did listen to bts' comeback! i was an army for a while previously so seeing them always flickers an old flame in me even though i dnt "stan" them anymore. all the new songs are great! i love the vibes of run bts but searching it on google is a hassle bc theres their show and also their song from hyyh era 😭
also this 😭😭 not the livetweeting while getting eaten by a titan. also imagining that era having technology would be so. funny. and weird 💀 imagine the subtweeting between the outside and the inside of the walls 😭 absolute chaos.
anyways i hope you've been well! i can rest properlt now bc im covid free now and my symptoms werent horrible but it was still so annoying going through it 💀😭 stay safe and healthy !
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omg i’m so glad you had fun !! 🥰💖 also royal vibes??? i’m so jealous omg 🤩🤩 i’ve been seeing these tiktok’s of recreations of the queen’s ball from bridgerton and it looks like an absolute dream 🤧
AHHH THE COLORFUL PENS 😌 NO SHAME I BOUGHT A WHOLE SET FOR MY YEARBOOK TOO but everyone only used purple or blue >:(( but yesyes it’s so much easier to read that way !!! when everything in the same blue/black ballpoint pen it gets confusing and you just have to distinguish by handwriting :’)
OMG NOOOOOO IM SO SORRY 😭😭😭😭 I HOPE THEY MADE UP FOR IT AT LEAST <//3 if it makes you feel any better i heard a lot of schools have been fucking up graduation this year (ig bc it’s the first year of being back in person??) but i met with my friend and she was telling me our high school’s graduation ceremony was super messy this year and they were unorganized and didn’t account for students in the heat bc ppl were passing out :( i’m rlly glad you’ve recovered tho !! 💖 a happy graduation from me tho !! congrats on making it so far and here’s to the rest of your future <33 not your parting gift being covid 💀💀 at least it’s a memory to remember !! 🥳
WAIT THATS SO COOL IM SURE U SLAYED 🥰🥰 what club is it ?? :o if you don’t mind sharing HAHAH but that’s so awesome that you got a solo :o i’m glad you got to do it before covid tho ! and you said it was your first in person event right?
omg same here :’))) i don’t stan as much as i used to but i still feel nostalgic looking at content ,, plus i’m getting back into them (even tho they’re on a break LOLL) but jeon jungkook and jung hoseok…… 🧎‍♀️ HAHAH YEAH OMG but they better use that for their next run bts season openings
TBH IDK WHY THAT IDEA EVEN CAME TO MIND LOLLL i wasn’t even rewatching aot or anything 😭😭 ig i was just thinking of how much more convenient phones would be instead of eren screaming ab killing the titans and everyone running after him 🧍‍♂️
i feel u omg :(( my symptoms were rlly annoying too even tho i’ve had colds worse than it 🤧 i’m glad you’re better now tho and i hope you’ve been staying well and healthy !! do you have any plans for your break now? :oo
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codenamesazanka · 5 years
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I think i fell into the trap of villains being more interesting than the heroes in bnha. I find tomura more entertaining. The kids in 1-a aside from bakugou and maybe todoroki are too nice? What are they’re flaws?
Hiya! Thanks for this cool question! I’m sorry, but you’ll be getting a looong essay from me! 
And yeah, same!! Though I don’t think its that the UA kids are boing/too nice/flawed. When I first started watching MHA, I was on the lookout for a favorite character to stan. Uraraka, Iida, Eraserhead, even Snipe(???)… I actually didn’t care for Shigaraki Tomura at first, tho I did like his creepy vibe. When I finally did take notice, it was a delight trying to figure him out because he’s so contradictory and still mysterious. Making sense of it all/using all of the pieces to discover a characterization that made sense, was just fun and rewarding. 
IDK exactly what changed to make me like him, but I think it was that I got interested in the worldbuilding, how exactly quirks and heroes and villains exist. Villains are a really cool perspective to look at the society from, and who better to use as an example than hand man? 
…Which is also the main flaw I perceive about MHA. 
(Everything here is my opinion! I’m a huge sci-fi/fantasy fan so that’s the angle I’m most interested in, and also I read the non-villain arcs like once and that information has largely been crowded out by the ever-expanding and all-consuming thoughts of the League of Villains, so I will get somethings wrong)
IMO, Worldbuilding is a bit weird, in that it’s not enough to establish the norms - which is hard enough - but often you must also establish the taboos. Figuring out how things function includes examining the dysfunctions. Sometimes you create a world only to tear it down. 
But that’s the heart of speculative fiction - imagining different ways of living, different ways the world could be, taking aspects from our world and dissecting it. “Fantasy — the fantastic, the imagination that I love so dearly and that I’ve used to try to construct my own work — is everything that helps to expose more clearly and more powerfully the reality that surrounds us,” Julio Cortazár said. The classic sci-fi stories of exploration and invasion, othering, transhumanism - all are already issues irl: colonialism, discrimination, disability. The lives and conflicts in those stories can exist because of the lives and conflicts of real people as sources to build upon. 
@dabistits​ has said this much more eloquently and comprehensively than I ever could, so go read her meta!!
It’s obvious Horikoshi has put a lot of thought into figuring out his world, with all sorts of details to flesh it out - he writes into it issues like the accommodation of bodies that deviate from the supposed norm; what if people had innate differences, some of which are seen as dangerous; discrimination; self-determination and the right to bear arms affecting the social contract. You can say, ‘Nal, you’re looking too deep into this, it’s a comic for 8-year-olds’, and it’s true! But the first words the begin the story are ‘People are not born equal’; I’m taking it as invitation to examine that. 
So we have a world with its many dysfunctions and flawed systems. Everything that happens hinges pretty much on quirks. I think a great way to explore that is using plot and characterization. It’s not characters being plopped into the world; the world produces the characters. Development occurs as a response to trying to live under these conditions, trying to grow and push the boundaries, or accept and pass it on. 
But I feel like Horikoshi haven’t done this with the UA kids? 
These students are in the contained environment of school and not really interacting with the people they are to protect and serve, and their goal is to get stronger and more powerful but that’s kinda indistinguishable from any other shonen manga and not Hero-specific. Instead of just ‘use my quirk to punch a bad guy and save the day’, I wanna see situations where the kids learn that they cannot use physical methods, I wanna see the moral dilemma of arresting a person who punched out someone discriminating against them, I wanna see them having to accept failure and death as part of the job, dealing with the compassion fatigue. The Hero-specific things. Also, we don’t get to enter the headspace and background of the rest of Class 1A. It’s not the kid’s flaws. 
So the questions Horikoshi brings up about society isn’t actually usually answered by the heroes (some of the exceptions are, as you point out, anon, Todoroki and Bakugou). They’re answered and navigated by the Villains. The Villains are the ‘failed’ products of the world, their grief and discontent is due to being unable to function in this specific society. Their motivations are specific to Hero-society and quirks. And I love that! I love that we get a better sense of the setting and society through their stories - Twice is the one who gets to show us the effect of All Might’s retirement, Spinner introduced us to mutant discrimination, Detnerat gave us some important info about the economy and quirk-usage rights. 
The Heroes don’t get that? Not really? At the beginning of the manga, we do, though! Todoroki and his family, Shinsou and his quirk, Tenya and his brother. But after that, iirc, an issue is brought up, then usually quickly resolved. Kouta hates heroes? Midoriya becomes his hero and Kouta has a change of heart. The media rightfully rips into UA for the camp fiasco and the public agrees? The AFO and All Might fight overshadows that. Aoyama and Midoriya share a moment over quirk-incompatibility, but nothing more than that. 
It’s not that I just side with the Villains completely. I love Vigilantes, and I love the characters that try to do good. Vigilantes explores the dysfunctions and idiosyncrasies. Doing good despite breaking the rules; the desire to use your quirk but having to suppress this innate part of yourself; questioning the Hero system but keeping the ideals.
Koichi, the main character, is very sweet, ‘too nice’ as you might describe, very mild-mannered, his adventures limited mostly to the streets of his neighborhood. He is not flashy like Shigaraki, but I like him a lot. His growth is in response to him learning to be a citizen of his world - what it means to do good, having to interact with the community and its people, finding a niche to make use of his quirk. Making a lasting effect on the every day of the streets. The ‘trigger drug’ storyline works really well because it’s both giving us some insights about how official investigation works and the legal definition of ‘Villain’ (Tsukauchi), the use of social media and Pop’s influence to detect the villains, the biological mechanism of quirks and things people use to enhance it, along with Knuckleduster’s history and developing the relationship between the vigilante trio. 
So yeah! I feel like the full potential of the story Horikoshi wants to tell - this world that’s still dealing with the consequences of quirks appearing, the law enforcement system that arose from having to govern millions of individual with a million different abilities and needs, all of who has to learn how ‘great power comes with great responsibilities’ applies to them, and villain created by these circumstances, who is fated to be in a century-old battle that came to be because of the advent of the extraordinary, a wild fantastical full circle - hasn’t been shown through the UA kids and heroes. Instead, it comes across better from the Villains, and that’s why imo I find them more interesting. 
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weirdsht · 2 years
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Creterion . Andromeda
a/n: this'll be the last time I'll write for creterion fsdbgsfgbpsg like i might write some sagau fics here and there but its eh. anyways what i'm trying to say is i'll end it here before it gets worse HAHAHAHAHHAA
Is this messy? yes it was on purpose okay, i wanted to try and convey how chaotic sagau darling's mind is idk if i did it right tho sorry sjhfgisgdfisg
Warnings: messy messy fic, kinda venti centered? like venti was the most mentioned one, yandere tendencies, possessive behavior, cult behavior, gaslighting?, hints of imposter syndrome, paranoia, stockholm syndrome?, if i miss something lmk and i'll add it
English isn’t my first language so there will be grammatical errors
Pls don't repost my work anywhere without my permission
If there's something missing in the warnings let me know so I can add it
Any form of interaction toward the post is appreciated <333
This is a series but it can be read as a stand alone
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Is this really right? Are they sure they didn’t make a mistake or something? Even if they didn't, is living this way really fine? Isn’t this kind of unhealthy?
Those were only some of the questions that plague your mind from time to time.
It wasn’t like this from the start. The beginning was butterflies and rainbows, like a dream come true. But then everything begins to be too much. The worship got so much more intense and the direct acolytes got more possessive.
The characters you used to enjoy seeing behind the screen, oh don’t even mention them. They were loving, they really were but it’s too much. They make you feel like you can’t do anything by yourself, everything you try to do they’ll take it from you successfully infantilizing you.
At first you tried to understand, tried to put yourself in their shoes, but as it went on you began to notice how unhealthy it is. Every single one of them wants to monopolize you, everyone wants a part, no at this point they can’t be satiated with just a part of you. They won’t show it in front of you, saying something along the lines ‘wanting to show you paradise only’.
But you aren’t dumb. You know what goes on behind your back. No matter how much they tried to baby you, you never let them dimmer down your wits. And it scared you, what you know scared you. You know what they want, you know what they’re planning but you can’t do anything.
This isn’t your world, well it is according to them but still this isn’t where you grew up. You don’t have the usual resource that you can access from your world.
Maybe that’s what they intended from the start, and that made you scared, oh so scared.
While you’re drowning in your own paranoia, your loyal acolytes have no idea what’s going on. Though that may be the case, they still know that something was wrong.
They tried everything to make you feel better. Spoiling you, being at your beck and call, anything just to see you be your usual self again. To no avail though you just seemingly got worse.
Everything got so bad that your mental plagues soon took its toll on your physical health. After months of negative thoughts eating you up everyone resorted to putting you on bed rest on your serenitea pot castle.
Nobody knows what to do, no medicine would work and you won’t even speak to them. Qiqi tried to gather the best of herbs she can find but to no avail, the light in your eyes wouldn’t come back no matter how hard they try.
Plagues and worries consume your acolytes but no matter how much they worry it wouldn’t help you in any other way. All of that was vanquished when you finally spoke to Venti.
“Is this really right? Was this really how I should live my life?” you spoke softly, vocal chords a bit rough for not speaking in months. Venti could only offer you a light squeeze to further encourage you to speak whatever’s brooding your mind.
“I just-”
“I don’t know”
“I don’t know anymore?”
You couldn't help but break down and cry, all those emotions you’ve been keeping to yourself finally got filled up and overflowed.
At first Venti wasn’t sure what to do. For a second the bard thought about calling the others, but seeing your face, your poor broken hearted, lost face, he knew he can’t leave you alone.
“Tell me, tell me what’s bothering you. Tell the things tormenting you so I can help you fight them. Even if it’s not the things worrying you, I don’t care, just please tell me something, please speak to me.” Venti begged tenderly. He couldn’t take and see you suffer like this, no matter what it may be he will try and resolve it. No, he must resolve it, he will do anything just to see you be like how you were when you first got to Teyvat.
With a mix of hiccups, sobs, and incoherent words you let your heart out in front of the bard. After suffering for a long time you finally resigned to accepting and showing vulnerability at one the person you resented for a long time.
He was at loss for words. Quite frankly he was at loss in general. The former anemo archon didn’t know that it was them causing you so much distress. Their feelings of only showing you good things got drowned with greed and this was the result.
You cried in his arms until you fell asleep that night. Venti caressed you softly while offering gentle words to try and ease some of the ache your heart was feeling.
That night he made up his mind. It’ll be hard, but he will give his everything to set things right. It doesn’t matter what the others would say, Venti only wanted for you to be happy again. As the god of freedom and as someone who finally managed to swim away from their greed, Venti, no Barbatos promised you that everything will be alright again.
He will break those invisible chains shackling you, even if it’s the last thing he does.
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levworship · 3 years
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Okay but I just read what the other anon requested and that was so good?? I didn’t think I had a thing for receiving oral but wtf 😭🤚could I maybe request smth if you got time?? Could it be a reunion between volleyball teams from miyagi and tokyo? So nekoma, fukorodani, seijoh, Johzenji (terushima’s tongue piercing PLS), karasuno, itachiyama You were the old manager of nekoma and was friends with literally everyone, during the talk kuroo somehow mentioned that in the nekoma reunion like 2 years ago it somehow ended with the main guys all taking turns eating you out and that pisses off the rest of the guys because that was their fantasy?? This ends up with you (with consent ofc) being sat down on kuroo’s lap as the guys also take turns eating you out (inspired by the other anon because 😩) I understand if you obviously can’t mention everyone, but pls mention terurshima, sakusa (who would only let you make a mess on his face) and bokuto if you could <3 ALSO the idea of two people eating you out at the same time, maybe bokuto and terushima?? IM NASTY OKAY BUT PLS DO THAT
Ty in advanceeee
i’m usually pretty fast but this took me a whole two days to write smh i’m sorry anon. hope you enjoy tho <3 i wanted it to be a lil longer but i’m so tired and i rlly wanted to get this out for you.
cw: group sex (like.. big group), hella sub reader, also fem reader, anal lol, oral (fem reviving), kuroo is the ringleader, humiliation ig, reader kinda into it doe, dirty talk, degrading + praise, squirting, overstimulation
summary: basically everyone wants to eat out/fuck y/n. explicitly written in here is kuroo, oikawa, sakusa, bokuto, and terushima. the rest is implied.
word count: about 1.9k
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your face was buried into kenma’s stiff shoulder, your whole body feeling hot as your group of friends continued to talk about you as if you weren’t even there. but clearly they hadn’t forgotten about you too much considering the way their eyes burned holes into you from all around so indiscreetly that you couldn’t even sit your ass still.
you weren’t quite sure how the previous conversation had shifted so suddenly, but kuroo seemed more than happy with the subject change as his signature asshole smirk never left his features. “- yeah, ‘bout two years ago i’d say. she was a good fuck too. poor thing was so eager to make us feel good that she passed out.” kuroo continued to drag his story as if to intentionally provoke the others, and the staring at you only got worse. your nerves were shot.
you looked and felt like a precious bunny being stared down by a bunch of wolves. and honestly? it was hot as fuck.
which is why you didn’t bother to argue when you were practically dragged into the locker room of the old gym, daichi hurriedly locking the door behind all of you. you couldn’t help but feel bad for just a second. ‘didnt some of these guys have girlfriends? couldve sworn i saw terushima enter with some girl.’ but how could you possibly focus on that when your clothes were being literally ripped off of you and disregarded to who knows where?
your legs felt weak, both out of shock and nervousness from being handled so roughly. “bring her here, bo. sit her down on my lap.” bokuto (for perhaps the first time in his life) was silent as he dragged you over to the other ex-captain, setting you down in his lap on his spot on the bench just as he’d requested. kuroo snickered and raised a hand to cup your cheeks, squeezing them together like you were a little baby before releasing.
“ease up, will ya? so damn tense i can feel it from here. you know we’ll take good care of you.” he spoke so lowly and reassuringly that you couldn’t help but to nod like a fool as he turned you around in his lap to fit the others. he tapped your thigh once, twice, and you quickly picked up on the hint and opened your legs for their viewing pleasure. you tried to put your face down as you were smothered in shame from just how quickly you got wet from their rough handling, but kuroo gripped onto your face once again and forced you to look up.
“look up, baby. so many big strong men dying to make you cum so fucking hard. be a little more thankful, yeah? say it.” “thank you.” he shook his head with a small laugh before releasing your face, but not before lightly tapping your face twice with soft slaps. still, you remained out of it even as oikawa settled himself between your legs, looking up at you with the same lazy smile you frequently saw him wearing around you.
“smells so damn good. finally gonna let me get a taste, cutie?” he spoke lowly as if he were to himself before diving in and holy shit. you figured he’d be pretty experienced. the guy was a literal chick magnet. but damn, this exceeded your expectations by far. your body threatened to curl over itself if it hadn’t been for kuroo’s sturdy grip on your twitching thighs. the way he sucked vigorously at your clit while swiping his tongue along your folds to capture more of your essence had you drawing nothing but blanks up there.
“haven’t even cum yet for us and already going dumb?” kuroo teased, planting a kiss just behind your ear, a shocking contrast to the way oikawa’s tongue worked against you just right.
the air around you was so thick you felt as if it could be cut with a knife. some of the guys surrounding you couldn’t figure out what to do with themselves, nervously shuffling their feet without taking your eyes off of you. others had clearly overcome any former shame, already slowly pumping their cocks in their hands as they hoped and prayed that they would get a turn soon. the whole scene made you feel so dirty— so wanted. the desire that leaked from their looks on you had your orgasm approaching faster than ever.
oikawa seemed to have noticed this, using his thumbs to spread your folds apart to make sure you felt him deep, muttering a quick “cum on my fucking mouth, princess.” the simple phrase alone made your orgasm crash down on you finally. your fingers tangled in his soft hair, which was now messy and tossed thanks to you.
you nearly passed out right there when he continued to lick you clean even as you violently shook in kuroo’s grasp, the black haired boy having to shove the other away forcefully just to separate his mouth from you. “that’s enough of that. did he make you feel good baby?” your eyes are still shut as you cling onto the leftover bliss, only offering a quiet “mhm.” “good girl. think you can give us another?” the question was clearly rhetorical, which should’ve been clear by the was he was already gesturing someone else forward. but still, you shook your little fucked out head ‘no’ and prayed upon some god that he’d have mercy on your poor quivering cunt.
but you knew better than to expect mercy from kuroo of all people. especially when it came to your body, when he kept whispering to you about how you were such a “perfect little toy,” and his “favorite doll to use.” before you knew it sakusa was diving into your pussy quickly without giving you time to do so much as muster up the energy to open your eyes again. his mouth was quick and desperate to get you off, moving with a sense of urgency as his hands busied themselves palming at his covered dick. he wasn’t nearly as precise or experienced as oikawa was, but his eagerness made up for it as he ate you out like a starved man.
your hips threatened to buck against his face wildly, cries of “please, please, please” falling from your mouth even though you didn’t even know what you were begging for. all you knew was that you needed more than what he was giving you right now. the man above you seemed to have read you like an open book once again as he released one of your thoughts to reach a hand around to your sensitive bud, pressing down on it softly. “see this?” he murmured, only receiving a small “hm.” in acknowledgement as omi continued his assault on your little hole. greedy fuck. “try touching her here. she loves that shit.” you cried out for more again, clenching tightly at the way he spoke of your body as if you weren’t even there.
the second sakusa tore himself away from your folds to wrap his lips around your clit, you were a goner for sure. there was a distant scream that you didn’t even recognize as your own until kuroo muffled them with his hand, body twitching and jerking more than it had the previous time. the room fell to a sudden silence even as you came down from your high, causing you to let out a confused hum.
kuroo’s chuckle broke the quietness, his large hand slapping your wet overstimulated mound and making you yelp. “didn’t know you were a squirter, baby. how come you didn’t do this for us the first time hm?” another rhetorical question. his hand trailed down lower, collecting some of your juices before he began to prod a finger at your other hole. “fuck- gonna let me bury myself in here again? want both of your holes fucked out?” and you couldn’t help but cry out because fuck yes! you couldn’t think of anything you’d want more. you nodded your head and panted like a sex craved mutt, and perhaps you would’ve been as humiliated as you were before if you weren’t so damn thirsty for it. every inch of you was begging to be ravished and destroyed, and you couldn’t help but grow more and more impatient as the time passed.
kuroo didn’t take his eyes off of you as he nodded towards the crowd once again, sakusa taking the hint and reluctantly scurrying off to palm at himself through his sweatpants just as he previously had. kuroo’s command must’ve been unclear though, as both of you were pulled away from your eye contact at the sound of a comical bonk followed by two grunts of “ow.” perhaps you would’ve laughed if the two aforementioned fools weren’t kneeling in front of your drenched pussy, ready to service you eagerly just as the other two had.
a chill ran up your spine as you surveyed each of their features. while both of them shared the same underlying expressions of lust and desperation, you couldn’t help but note how bokuto’s face resembled one of an excited puppy dog that perhaps would’ve been adorable in another circumstance while terushima’s was much more primal. “look at that” kuroo’s voice in your ear dragged you back out of your own head as he slowly sunk another finger into your tight ass. just because he was going to treat you like a whore didn’t mean you didn’t deserve prep. “making a fool out of themselves, all because they’re so desperate to get a taste of that perfect pussy. doesn’t that make you feel filthy?”
kuroo couldn’t do anything but shake his head at your lack of response, finally releasing your thighs for a moment to grab at both of their napes, silently demanding for you to hold them open yourself. “well? since you’re both so impatient, think you two can work together as a team? if i hear her complain even one time, i’m not letting either of you touch again.”
the two of them nodded obediently, and your eyes nearly rolled back at how demanding kuroo was being right now. it was clear that everyone knew who was truly holding the ropes here, and yet no one was complaining about the arrangement. seemingly satisfied with their responses, kuroo released their necks and his hands smacked yours away so he could replace them and hold up your thighs himself once again. “think you’re ready to take my cock now in here, y/n?” he smirked as he lined himself up. “gonna let me fuck this ass while you let both of them eat that slutty pussy? such a dirty girl. so fuckin’ good for us” he continued to spew filth at you as he lined himself up at your entrance, allowing you to sink down slowly.
you hissed at the stretch, but of course didn’t have much time to focus on the sensation because bokuto and terushima had finally decided that they’d been waiting for long enough. they worked diligently, the cool metal of teru’s tongue piercing flicking against your bud while bokuto slurped on your juices so loudly that the sound filled the room in the most embarrassing way possible.
yeah. you were in for it tonight.
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sorry for mistakes or inconsistencie. requests for bnha and haikyuu are open.
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smutsonian · 3 years
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Hello love 😺 umm can u pls please please write dark!steve x reader, where he bully and verbally harrases the reader but somehow kind of love her but just treat her bad and degrade her but when someone else tryna make her fun of her then he shows who she belongs to kinda stuff (pls if u gonna write pls make it so it so dark🥺🥺)...... Feel free to ignore tho cause i'm sorry this seems so long 😬😬🧡
2/2 Hey it's me again 👋👋😬who just send u a request of a long one shot of dark steve rogers x reader where he bullys her but i just forget to tell u that can u pls make that a Highschool AU pls , i really forget to tell u 😬😬
bully
steve rogers x reader
summary: Steve bullies you after you rejected him and he soon regrets it.
warnings: dark, non-con, violence, bullying, blood, self hatred, insecurities, psychological trauma, they are of age, please don’t read if you’re not comfortable with any of these. Not proofread.
word count: 1.7k
a/n: just wanted to post something so this may or may not suck
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Steve wasn’t always a bully.
It’ll probably be because you hurt his ego.
Maybe he asked you out one time but you were new in school and wary of people so you politely declined his offer.
For Steve, he saw that as you humiliating him in front of the school. The new girl just rejected the Steve Rogers. 
Steve would be like ‘who do you think you are?’ and the cheeky flirty guy he was before becomes someone else.
He started spitting insults here and there, never missing a day to make you feel weird about yourself. 
The soft and beautiful blue eyes from before turned dark and hostile towards you.
Sweet words turned harsh.
Flaws that you didn’t see before started surfacing.
Suddenly your hair is too messy and all over the place. Your skin is too dead and it makes you look creepy. Your eyes are too dull and sad that you don’t seem friendly anymore. Your nose is weird, and so on. The list never ended and you started to change from the person you are before.
Steve made sure to make you feel the way you made him feel.
You suddenly became closed off and did everything to be unnoticed. It’s better to be a nobody than be the center of everyone’s torment.
Steve is a popular guy and it didn’t take long for everyone to follow his lead.
You’re just trying to finish your last year and finally leave the hell you created for yourself but Steve swore to make your life a living hell.
“If it isn’t my favorite dead girl!” Steve’s voice booms through the hallway, the chatters immediately stopped to witness the popular guy, and now, the loser of the whole school interact.
“Got somewhere else to be?” His voice was sweet as well as his eyes but you know, everyone knows that his intentions are far from being sweet.
“What? Your tongue isn’t working anymore? Bet it rot with your dead body and now everything is decaying with you, is that it?” He raised an eyebrow at you, waiting for his friends to back him up which they did. Steve smirked as the hallway started being filled with thunderous laughter and they’re all directed at you.
You did nothing but bite your lip in hopes of stopping yourself from crying in front of everyone. You can’t afford another round of teasing.
You fake a laugh before turning away from him and started heading to your last class.
Steve hated the way your eyes looked at his with nothing but sadness.
Your sadness wasn’t even directed at him but at yourself.
He just wanted to make you feel the way you made him feel so you can understand that the both of you belong to each other.
You’re fucking perfect and Steve is far from that. He might be the most popular guy in school but you were way out of his league so he had to bring you down just a little bit.
But it got out of hand.
He had no idea how to stop what he started but then something happened.
He was just on his way out of detention, the hallways are now empty, everyone has already gone home and Steve was used to that. What he wasn’t used to is the sound of whimpering. More importantly, it’s the sound of you whimpering.
He wasted no time and ran towards the direction of your voice and as he turned the corner, his blood turned red hot in seconds. He’s seeing nothing but red at the sight in front of him.
Mrs. Roberts asked you to come to her office before going home to discuss something and you didn’t know whether to cry because of sadness or cry because someone actually cares for you.
Mrs. Roberts shared her worries with you because your once impressive grades started pummeling down to the point where it can cause problems with your chances of graduating.
Mrs. Roberts gave you special assignments to do so you can pass her subject and you thanked her for that. You even hugged her so tightly and dwelled on the affection for too long which worried her.
“Is there something wrong, dear?” She asked, eyes glossing over yours with worry.
You decided against telling her and just shook your head at her. “Do you think I’m failing my other subjects? What if I don’t graduate in time?”
Mrs. Roberts was quick to calm you down, telling you how the meeting with the teachers went and even joked about you purposely failing only her subject which you laughed at.
You left her office with a smile, chuckling at the memories of her jokes when you suddenly felt an impact on your left side and then your right side when you hit the lockers with a loud bang, making you whimper in pain.
“The fuck are you laughing at, dead girl?” An unfamiliar voice says above you.
You look up to see a boy a year younger than you but before you could reply, his foot started meeting your abdomen, your sides, or whatever part of you that he could kick. At some point, he was able to kick your face which made your ears ring in pain so you decided to shield your head with your arms to block his kicks.
“I don’t know why Steve never did this before but I am doing it for him. He’ll be so proud of me! I can take over his place after he graduates.”
You didn’t even realize that you weren’t receiving his kicks anymore but the sound of kicks can still be heard.
You peak out of your arms to see the young boy’s body across from you on the floor, receiving hits from a large man above him.
“What the fuck do you think you’re doing, punk?!” Steve’s voice growls in anger and you didn’t know if you were thankful that you weren’t on the receiving end of his growl but it still terrified you.
“M-making you proud! I’m doing the thing you can’t seem to do!” The younger boy spits out red liquid before scrambling away after Steve pulls him up by his collar.
“If I fucking see you touch her again, you’ll never be able to see a day again, you understand?” Steve pushes the boy away before looking back at you, all the anger on his face turns into something softer.
He scrambles towards you, kneeling before you and helping you so gently until your leaning on the lockers, heaving at the pain that the boy caused you.
Steve continued to stare at you, eyes observing you before his hands gently prodded your face.
“You’re bleeding…” He murmurs before pulling out a cloth and dabbing it softly on the wound, apologizing when you flinched at his touch which surprised you.
“W-what are you doing?” Your voice trembles and Steve only sighed in response, shaking his head in disappointment.
“Why did you have to reject me?” He asked, carefully putting a band-aid over the scar and kissing it so gently with his pink lips. You stared at him in shock and confusion.
“Wh-What the f-fuck?!” You try to push him off but he only gripped both of your wrists with one hand while the other caress your face.
“We would’ve been so happy together. You would’ve had a great experience but you always manage to put yourself in danger… Why didn’t you just let me in?” The hand on your face goes to the back of your neck and your struggles were no use when he easily pulled you into a kiss, his tongue easily forcing itself into your mouth and coating and mixing your saliva with his.
“I should’ve not given up but you… you hurt me, ya know?” He pulls away before admiring your face.
“I lied though. You’ve always been so beautiful. I just wanted you to give me a chance but then you started avoiding me more.” His jaw clenches before his grip on your wrists tighten.
His other hand goes under your shirt before fondling your breasts through your bra. He leans in towards your neck before sniffing and moaning as he continues to massage your breasts while his hips started to grind against yours in need.
He growls against your neck as his grind started to get violently fast.
“Ahh fuck!” His hips stopped before he’s shaking against your body.
Your eyes widened at him as you looked down at the front of his pants which now had a stain on the crotch area.
“D-did you just—”
“See what you do to me?” He laughs before kissing your lips once more, the hand on your breasts trailing down before he forces it down your pants and under your panties to feel your core with his big hands.
His fingers make a quick swipe up your slit making you shiver at the feeling of him on your sensitive area.
“And I see what I do to you…” He inserts one finger, groaning at the way your walls are tightening around just one finger.
Steve swore he could cum again at the thought of his cock entering your very tight pussy.
“We didn’t start strong but we have all the time in the world now…” He places a kiss wet on your lips, continuing his assault on your core while his thumb finds its way to your clit.
Steve enjoys the way your hips jolted at the feeling and he smiled.
“I will help you graduate with honors and then after that,” he pulls back from the kiss before smiling at you.
“We’ll start over. I’m never leaving you again. I’m never going to give up on you. We’ll finally have what we both deserved.” He feels your walls fluttering around his one finger so he added another, thumb flicking your nub harder, forcing you to release.
“Mmm!” You bit your bottom lip as an orgasm was forced out of you, pleasure showering you as your eyes shut tightly.
“So fucking beautiful…” Steve pulls his hand out of your jeans before quickly placing his fingers inside his mouth to taste you.
“So fucking delicious as well.” He helps you up carefully before guiding you out of the school and into his car.
“I’ll drive you to school and from school from now on. There won’t be a time when I’m not watching over you. I’ll protect you from now on. I’m going to right every wrong thing I did to you, baby…” He leans down to kiss your lips then your head before fixing your seatbelt for you and starting the car.
“Everything will be better now.”
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a/n: been trying to write but it’s just not working rn but im trying to come thru hehe
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ronnierocket36 · 2 years
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YOU AND OIKAWA ARE BOTH 18 IN THIS AHH
This is my first post as well oops- 💀
Includes:
Female!!reader, First time, passionate sex, PRAISE, hand holding :) , car sex, riding, oral!giving and receiving, PET NAMES (honey, darling, sweetheart!!), friends to lovers trope!!, and aftercare!!
This is going to be kinda long but interesting so enjoy!!🤤
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You were on a call with your Best friend, Oikawa. You've liked him for a while but didn't have the guts to say anything (like every other bitch🙄). Your other Best friend was always telling you to confess to oikawa but scary stuff😓. N e ways.... you were on a call with oikawa talking about the most random shit.
"Did you get your test back today?" You asked him. "Yeah I did pretty well!" He bragged. "I did pretty good too so you're not special!!" you semi-yelled at him. "Hehe so what score did you get?" He asked. "86% hoe beat that" you said sticking your tongue out even tho you knew he couldn't see you. "89%~" he says in a weird, flirty tone. "How bout we go out somewhere?" He asked. "Torū its 10pm places are closed." You said chuckling a bit. "Well how bout we go to a little beach nearby?" "Sure umm come through the window this time" "k see you in a bit". "k bye". "bye-bye!!" And with that you hung up. You cleaned your semi-messy room and waited for him. As he got there he knocked gently on the window catching your attention. You opened the window.
"Hey bitch!" Oikawa said as he came through. "Shhhh my parents or down the hall!" You whisper shouted. "Hehe sorry" he rubbed the back of his neck. "but hey hoe!" You whisper shouted. He chuckled a bit "You ready?" He asked going back near the window. "Yup let's go!" You said excitedly but not to loud.
You two went out the window to his car. You both buckled up and went to the small beach not to far from your house. Once you two go there you sat on the roof of his car since the beach was closed and you couldn't walk on it.
The view was beautiful. The way the moon reflected off the cold water. The waves building up and crashing down on the shore. There was a comfortable silence between you two just admiring the beauty of the scene right in front of you.
"Hey y/n?" Oikawa asked still looking at the scene in front of him. "Yea Torū?" You looked at him and you were blown away. he looked so pretty in the moonlight. You felt heat in your face rise. He just looked so perfect (like duh it's oikawa.... Tf..? ok I'll stop 💀) you gathered your composure again and looked back at the beach.
"Do you ever wonder who your going to be with when you grow older?" You looked at him weirdly. "Torū we're already grown. I don't even know what college I want to go to and we're almost graduating" you laughed. "Yeah well maybe we'll be together by then." He said. You widened your eyes. "Wha-" you couldn't even finish your sentence when you were cut off by him kissing you.
You eventually melted into the kiss and grabbed his hand, intertwining fingers. You two started to French kiss. you took your other hand, cupping his face and he took your waist so your straddling him. You untwined your hand from his and put your hands behind his head and in he hair tugging it a little. Causing him to groan into the kiss.
You guys pulled back breathing heavily. "Y/n, I like you a lot as you could already tell." He chuckled a bit. You two were holding eachother close as a small breeze flew by. (Just fuck y'all like fr🙄 OK FR ILL STOP ABSH)
"You don't have to like me ba-" he was immediately cut off from a kiss by you. You both pulled away. "STOoPID.....obviously I like you back." You said to him. "That's a relief haha" he said.
You two looked in each others eyes (I'm sorry this is kinda dramatic but it'll work in the end I swear😈) and leaned in for another kiss. It was filled with passion and a little lust teehee.
N e ways.... the kiss got more heated and lustful. As you were on top of him he started to move towards the small sunroof. You took the hint and got back into the car into the back seat and waited for him to come down. He came down and you immediately kissed him. Your tongues down each others throats. He was against the door and you sat on top of him.
He went to your neck and almost immediately found your weak spot. You squeaked and he chuckled lowly making you blush a little. "Can I....take this off?" He asked playing with the collar of your shirt as he sucks and kisses your neck. "Yea....you ca- umph" he hit your sweet spot again.
You felt him smirk against your neck. He sat back up and took your shirt off. He admired you for a minute looking at your beautiful features. You just looked so beautiful to him. He's glad your gonna be his first time and he's going to be yours.
"Hey....are you gonna do anything" you ask looking at him kind of begging for him to do something to you. "Yes of course, sorry I got a little distracted." He said smiling lovingly at you. You smile back and kiss him. This time it was full of passion and love. Theeeen...... it got hotter. Again tongue down each others throats. He pulled back and took his shirt off. After his shirt is off, you put your hands on his belt and looked at his eyes basically asking for consent.
He nodded saying it was ok. You could definitely see a bulge in his pants and you were sort of excited and anxious. As you took off his pants, he was sort of embarrassed but since it was you
And he was comfortable with it, he didn't really mind. Once you were done you kissed him down his body. Once you got to his boxers you kissed the VeRY large and vEry visible bulge.
As you did that, he groaned. It turned you on even more and you could see his dick pulse through the boxers. (IM SO SORRY IF YOU HATE THIS BECAUSE I KINDA DO BAHSHD😭) you started to take it out and it was at least 7in. You both were blushing seeing how it both of your first times. You went back down blushing madly and started kissing it. He kept groaning and threw his head back. He took your hair and held it up so you could do your job 😳
You took some spit and gathered it in your mouth. You started putting the tip in your mouth. He groaned lowly. As you looked up at him and he looked down at you, he smiled at you then you got lower and he started groaning louder and threw his head back again. You started to suck his dick lol.
As you did he tried so hard not to face fuck you because your head game is just that good 😛. He started groaning really loud as you bobbed your head up and down his dick. He threw his head back as his low groans turned into whimpers (THATS HOT BYE-)
You kept suck him and teasing. Taking it out and doing little licks on his tip. "Fuck you're so hot..mmph" his breathy moans and whines got louder.
"God mm.. that feels.. F-fuck..so good.."
"F-uuuck youre so pretty with my dick in your mouth.."
"Y/n..mmph i-i'm gonna-"
He got cut off as he released in your mouth. You could feel it going down your throat and it tasted weird but you swallowed it anyways.
As you felt his dick leave your mouth, he lifted your chin up and said "you did so well" he chuckled a bit, smiled, and then asked "can I… um..pleasure you now?" You smiled at how much he was asking for consent "of course Torū" you smiled softly and sweetly as you got in a position that was easy for him to access your sex.
"Fuck you're so wet for me, I fucking love it sweetheart" he praised. You blushed as he got closer to your sex. You whimpered as he blew on it and moaned as he just went right into eating you out.
Your hand went straight to his hair as he was moving his tongue super fast against your clit. You were moaning his name as he ate you out like you were his last meal.
“Fuck Torū" you moaned as you pushed him more into your sex as he groaned. You were so close and then you came on his tongue. He licked it all up and sat up.
"You tasted so good sweetheart" he said as he kissed your lips. You could taste yourself on his tongue. You two stopped kissing but then began to make out again. Again you both broke the kiss, a string of saliva left on your tongues.
"I want you to ride me honey" Torū said as he adjusted his position to make it easier for you to sit on his dick. "You can go at your own pace darling." he said taking your face and kissing it tenderly.
You started to crawl on him as he sat back against the seat. You put you arms around his neck to hold on as this was your first time and you wanted to be gentle and to take it slow.
As he entered you you buried your head in his nape and whimpered as he moaned and put his hands on your hips. "I know baby, I know it hurts but you'll feel good once we start going ok? I promise." He reassured as he entered you more as your tears streamed down your face.
As he kissed your temple you felt a little better by his reassurance and glad that this is the man you had fallen for. Sure he was popular with the ladies and is very confident on the outside but that doesn't mean he doesn't have a heart for other people.
As he was fully inside you he still was whispering in your ear how good you were taking him and how good you were doing. "I'm going to start moving you ok? Tell me to stop if it still hurts ok?" You nodded as he started moving. There was still a little pain but it was overthrown by pleasure.
You started to grind against him as you moaned in his neck. You two were both feeling pleasure as each thrust grew faster and Induced more pleasure. As you road him faster and moaned in his ear, he got turned on more and more making his orgasm come faster than expected but he tried his best to hold it because he wanted to cum with you.
"Ahhh…fuck sweetheart mmph..." Torū moaned as you picked up pace, both of you almost at the breaking points. "F-fuck Torū.." you moaned in his neck. "Cum with me honey." he said. You and him moaned louder as both your breaking points came and you both fell over the edge. You grabbed his hand and intertwined it and started squeezing his hand as you both came.
You did it raw (you're on the pill cause we dont want no babys right now-) so you had to pull his dick out of you and once you did you stroked him more so he became overstimulated. As that happened he put his middle and pointer finger to your clit to overstim you.
As you both came down from your highs, you put you head on his shoulder as he held you. "Looks like we gotta clean this up huh?" You said laughing a bit. "Yeah I got some tissues in the center console" he said with a smile on his face.
You both cleaned up the mess and drove back to your place to go to sleep. "I told my parents I was going to Iwa's so don't worry and I got him to back us up." He said as he got in your driveway.
You climbed through your window as Oikawa followed. "My parents have work early in the morning and it's a Saturday so they wont check up on me." I reassured.
You both laid down on your bed. You snuggled up to him as he hugged you close to his chest. Before you fell asleep, you could feel warm lips press on your forehead. You got up from his chest and you looked at him. Hes surprised but his eyes soften. You put your hand on his face and start kissing him all over his face. He started giggling and you followed along. Then you went back to your spot in his chest and both signed in sync. Giggles again. And when Oikawa heard soft snoring he knew you were asleep.
"Cutie." He said as he joined you in a deep slumber.
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AHHHH YESS OIKAWA IS DONEE
I TAKE REQUESTS TO SO YEAH IF YOU WANT A SPECIFIC CHARACTER OR SCENARIO PLEASE TELL ME AND I WILL GLADLY KEEP IT IN MIND FOR A STORY
Currently working on karasuno third years x reader smut so stay tuned for that ig 🙇🤷
ANYWAYSSS BYEE HAVE A GOOD NIGHT OR DAY (or night!) DONT FORGET TO DRINK SOME WATER AND EAT A LIL SOMETHING!!! :))
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atalho-s · 3 years
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Sweet Sugar
1 | Subterranean Homesick Alien
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(gif it’s not mine! let me know if you’re the owner!)
pairing: tom holland x reader / tom holland x brazilian reader (she’s from brazil here, but you can picture her being of any place that you want! Since the story wouldn’t change bc of that) 
warnings: swear words, underage drinking (not much tho, nothing like “Skins” lmao), suggestive scenes in some chapters, not smut, but minors be aware. Fluff/angst/drama/ Y/n and Tom being stupid teenagers with feelings.
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Summary: Y/n has always been best friends with Harrison and Tom. Since childhood they've always been close, but what happens if after a break up with her first boyfriend, she starts to feel something more about Tom?
A conflict of feelings, the non-acceptance of falling in love and the fear of losing her best friend, all in the head of an 17-year-old teenager. And on top of that, still having to fear of not being accepted for college.
a/n: 
This is a series i have in portuguese on my wattpad! It’s kinda long and have 2 parts haha but i decided to translate to post here too :) 
It was my first fanfic ever, so be aware lol
I never been to europe, so i’m sorry for any mistake about city features or how school works...
I just want to thank @petesrparker​ : Gio you’re the best and thank you for always helping me and hype up this series since the beginning! Seriously, you’re the best, this story would be nothing without you 😭❤
She even did a playlist for this! ikr? She’s amazing 💕 you can check out here if you want! 
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It was 2 minutes to 7am and I was late for school. Running to put on my warm sweatshirt and getting ready psychologically to go out in a cold weather, I grabbed my keys and tried to lock the door almost dropping my backpack on the floor. It was almost summer, but my town wasn't disappointed in having very cold mornings and hot afternoons.
"Shit," I murmured as I kicked the door, insisting that didn't want to close it. "Why hasn't my mom called someone to fix this thing yet?" I spoke to myself and finally managed to close it hearing a click. Coming down the stairs practically running, I closed the small gate and strode down the street.
I lived with my parents in a town called Kingston-upon-Thames, in a tiny two-bedroom house, very close to the school. You just need to walk about 4 blocks and voilá, I could already see the entrance gate and the familiar faces of the gringos. I was in the last year of high school, just turned 17 and I was born in Brazil, but grew up in London, when my father had to move because of his work, when I was only 6 years old. Obviously we weren't rich, my father worked with woodwork, and my mother currently worked in a small flower shop in the city center. But when my father received an offer to move to another country, he didn't think twice. Learn another culture, a new language and still earn some good money?An offer that cannot be refused.
The first time we arrived it was very strange, only my father knew intermediate English and my mother and I obviously did not know a single word. But we quickly befriended a family that lived on our street: the Osterfields. Jenna and Carter were the parents of two children: Harrison, the same age as me and little Charlotte (newborn at the time). Harrison and I immediately became inseparable, and he became like a brother to me and our families became one.
Obviously with him, also came nothing more and nothing less than: the Holland family. Nikki and Dom had 4 male children, one my age: Tom, Harry and Sam twins, 3 years younger and Paddy who was born 2 years later. So the family just grew, our parents became best friends, and me, Harrison and Tom became an unbeatable trio. There was no Y/n, without Tom and Harrison and vice versa, we're always together.
We went to the same school since always. As Haz lived only a few houses below mine, we meet and go together and Tom, who lived on the other side of the school, met us at the gate every day.
I went down the street and saw Haz sitting on the wall in front of his house, fiddling with his cell phone with a earphone, as soon as I approached he raised his head and smiled.
- Finally, I thought you aren’t going to class today. - He said getting up and giving me a kiss on the cheek.
- Good morning to you too Haz. - I said laughing and hooking my arm on him, while we went down the street. - You know that now that my mom is working on the other side of town she leaves early and then I have to wake up by myself, which is clearly a problem.
- Sleepyhead, - he said and I playfully tapped his arm while he laughed.
- Well, i'm, what can I say? Sleeping is the best thing in the world. - I said. - Did you do the history homework?
- Wich history homework? - He stopped suddenly looking at me in shock.
- Harrison Osterfield, you are not going to tell me that you forgot the work that I talked about it every day for almost a month. - I said putting my hand on my waist scolding him.
- Well ... I completely forgot. - Haz said scratching the back of his head with the face of a stray dog. -I was busy decorating the lines from the play.
- Wow Harrison, that way you will fail and then you'll  came crying to me. 
- Ok mom, sorry! But was it for today? Can I copy it and give it to you later? 
- Ok, but just this time, and do me a favor to exchange practically all the words I used or i'll be in trouble. - I said taking out my briefcase, while he held my backpack and I handed him my work. 
- I love you... - he said giving me back my backpack and hugging me, kissing my head afterwards.
- And I don't love you at all, bummer. - I giggled and we rounded the corner of the school.
Tom was already leaning against the side of the gate with his backpack between his legs, talking to a guy who was doing theater with him and Harrison. He was laughing at something, wearing a black hoodie, his hair was a little messy under his hood and his nose was slightly red from the cold. For some reason my stomach did some flips as we approached.
Harrison and Tom were very handsome, there was no denying it, they were half nerds, half bad boys (in the sense of forgetting to study for the exam or not doing their homework once in a while), they did theater, they were nice and got along very well with girls since they started puberty. As for me, I was the nerd who was always concerned about grades and getting into the journalism college, I didn't always have excellent grades, but they were enough to pass or impress the professors when I felt inspired. I wasn't popular, but not a completely ghost too, because being best friends with the boys ended up calling attention in some way.
The only boyfriend I had was a guy named Steven, and also my first kiss, to at age 15, but we broke up last year. Steven was cool, but we had different views on things and use to think about completely different futures, so we thought it was best to broke up. And since then I'm alone and very well, thank you.
But since I broke up with Stev, for some reason I've started to have some weird feelings for Tom. Weird in the meaning of being shy around him, with whatever he does, or whatever words he exchanges with me. Which is ridiculous, because he's my childhood friend, and I never felt any of that with Haz, so why with him I feel? I always saw Haz as my brother, but with Tom it's different, and I never understood why.
Anyway, here I was with my heart beating faster and faster as we approached. As soon as we got close, Tom waved goodbye to the guy he was talking. He grabbed his backpack off the floor and patted Haz on the back, kissing my forehead afterwards, which I immediately feel my cheeks burning with embarrassing, but no one realized.
- Hey mates! Finally! I thought you weren't coming anymore.- he said as the three of us went through the gate towards the school.
- The madam here, was the one who ended up sleeping too much, I was also waiting a long time.- Haz said and I rolled my eyes, making Tom smile.
- I understand Y/n, I also love sleeping... By the way, I said I was waiting a long time, but actually I just arrived. - He laughed - Your mother started working on that flower shop, right?
- Yeah! She started today, so I'm still getting used to waking up just with the alarm without my mom pulling me from under the covers by my hair.- I replied and they both laughed.
- Which class do you guys have now? - Tom asked as we went up the stairs to the first floor where the class rooms were.
-Math- Haz said, rolling his eyes. - Actually, I really have to go, because if I show up a second late again Mr. Jones will kill me. - he said giving us a brief wave and running to the opposite side.
- I have philosophy, thank God, one of my favorite subjects.- I said raising my hands to the sky as a joke and Tom laughed.
- Wow y/n, I thought your favorite subject was biology and English.- he said and I stuck out my tongue, but feeling a little warm inside, these subjects were the ones we had together.
- Anyway, see you later? I have physics now unfortunately.
- Yeah, I'll be at our new favorite place. - I giggle, it had been a week since me, Haz and Tom found a perfect place to stay during the break, which was on the back of the school, on a hill next to a tree, where we had a full view of the students down there. It was perfect, because the warm morning sun was shining and we'd be left on the ground gossiping and watching what others were doing.
- See you there shortie. -Tom said kissing the top of my head, giving me a wink and leaving towards his class room.
- Look who's talking. - I said loudly for him to hear and he showed me his middle finger from a distance, laughing at my face.
I turned around smiling and headed towards my class. The first two classes were normal, nothing new, I was still a little sleepy, so I ended up almost sleeping in the second geography class, where I was almost kicked out by Mr Wilson, who let It pass this time. The alarm hit indicating it was break time and I thanked God, practically running to stay out in the sun.
I grabbed my phone from my pocket and my headphones, hitting play on Radiohead's Subterranean Homesick Alien song and walking outside. I saw Steven with his new girlfriend Lily right on the way out, they were talking, hugging each other and looked very happy, he saw me and gave a smile from a distance where I reciprocated. Our break up went very well, without resentment, which made me happy.
I walked up the small hill and saw Haz and Tom already at our meeting place. Tom was lying down looking at the sky while Haz was sitting propped up in the tree.
- Did you guys miss me? - I said sitting next to Haz.
- Yeah, we were even thinking about how we could handle living without you y/n- Haz said and Tom chuckled.
- I know you two love me. - I said shrugging.
- In fact, we were arguing when you're going to have a new boyfriend. - Tom said and I froze.
- And who said I want a new boyfriend? I asked raising my eyebrow.
- We know you y/n, you starting to have your head in the clouds lately, always retweeting couple things and posting romantic songs, I can see that you're falling in love again.- Tom said, still looking at the sky.
- I agree. - Haz said taking the side of my earphone and putting into his ear. - She's even listening to Radiohead! And you always listen to Radiohead when you're in love. - I gave them a sarcastic laugh and pulled the earphone of his ear turning off the music making Haz laugh.
- You guys are idiots, I'm fine alone thank you, I just want to focus on my studies from now on. - I said and they both made a "hmm" in unison, making me roll my eyes.
- Actually, we were discussing where we're going to celebrate my 17th birthday tomorrow.- Tom said changing the subject, turning his head and covering the sun with his hand to look at me.
-Tomorrow is your birthday?- I asked pretending to be surprise and Tom rolled his eyes playfully.
- I know you two always look forward to my birthday, because you love me and want to surprise me.- he said and Haz and I laughed ironically. - But Marcos offered his house, because his parents are traveling, so we could make a cool party there! So I was thinking about calling the theater people and some of our friends like Julian, Tuwaine and etc, maybe getting some drinks too... - Tom said sitting down and cleaning some leaves that were stuck on his hoodie.
- I think it's a good idea, I'm not much of partying or drinking, but with you both I always have fun.- I said and Haz rested his head on my shoulder.
- Good to know we make you happy Y/n. - Haz said and I giggle patting his head.
- So we meet tomorrow? You guys want to stop by my house so we could go together?
- Actually, I have to go to my granny first, so I'll go from there.- Haz said and Tom gave him a thumbs up.
- Y/n you can go? Around 7pm it's ok?
-Of course Tommy. - I said and he smiled at the nickname.
- Okay, I'll wait for you at 7pm and I'll send you the address, mate.- he said to Haz as we got up listening to the bell ringing indicating the break was over.
- Deal!- Haz said.
- Deal. - I also said as we went down back to class.
The last classes were history, the subject I had with Haz and he returned my homework, assuring me that he had changed the words. We spend the whole class sending notes talking about nonsense and making jokes. Haz and I were pretty good at sending notes without the professor seeing.
But I confess I was puzzled by what the boys had said earlier, how did they have the impression that I was in love? I wasn't, was I? Was I showing too much that i had feelings for Tom? I don't know, I just know that the whole story had left me with immense anxiety.
The class was over and I said goodbye to Haz, because he had theater with Tom and I didn't have any extra activities that day. The only days that i had something was on monday, tuesday and thursday, when I have a school reinforcement to improve my notes to enter college. Which was a relief, since I had to run to the mall to look for a gift to give Tom for his birthday. I had been looking for weeks and I didn't find anything interesting to give to my best friend. Best friend isn't it? Nothing more than this...
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a/n: if you liked and want to be tagged on the next chapters let me know! 😊
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rottingflovver · 3 years
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Yosano or Lucy with a s/o that has anxiety. Sorry if this request ends up being too hard for you to do, of it is don’t do it I don’t wanna stress you out 😅
YELLS
SCREAMS
PUNCHES A PILLOW
FINALLY A REQUEST WITH THE GIRLIES 🥺🥺
ALSO NO NO YOU'RE GOOD!!!! I LOVE,,,, GIRLS
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Fandom: Bungou Stray Dogs
Character/s: Yosano Akiko, Lucy M. Montgomery
Format: headcanons
Tw: home invasion, shifting blame
A/N: am gay
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Despite her hard exterior and overall authoritarian attitude, she can actually be extremely soft towards people she grows attached to
You, of course, are on top of that list
Since she's a doctor, she has read a few things here and there about anxiety and the like
She knows how to comfort you properly
If you were to have an attack, she'll tell you to take deep breaths, hold her hand and sit down somewhere, all the while looking at you lovingly
You don't know how or where she stores it, but she'll always have a glass of water prepared as well
She also doesn't force you to interact with people unless you want to, I mean, seriously, you have her! What more do you even need?
Hell, you're even freed from going shopping with her unless you really want to
(Lucky you)
She prefers more intimate dates as opposed to public ones, which suits both of you
But at the same time, as understanding and caring as she is, she can also sometimes play around with you
Picture this:
Suppressing a yawn, you enter the living room of your apartment while taking your shoes off, respectively. You're starving by this point, not having eaten anything since breakfast (which was rushed anyhow, as you had woken up late). This was all very stress-inducing, and honestly? You were ready to just collapse onto your bed and doze off, or maybe watch some YouTube or anime, as a distraction, yknow?
Hunger didn't bother you at this point, you couldn't care less
Having declared to just do whatever now, you froze mid step. There was a faint rustling sound coming from the kitchen, accompanied by the already turned on light. Your heart was like a drum in your ears, beating and beating and beating.
That is, till she poked her head through.
Yosano Akiko, your girlfriend whom was as beautiful as she was terrifying, and as terrifying as she was beautiful. Short hair tied into a messy bun, yet the butterfly pin remained neatly placed.
She wore casual clothes for a change, an oversized sweater and baggy pants, with (favorite animal) socks, how...cute...
You really wanted to hug her at that moment, if it wasn't for how much she had horrified you mere seconds before
"Heya babe, I made dinner for you, since I was sure you'd be hungry by now."
A mischievous smirk was on her lips, she knew what she was doing
"Hehe, did I scare you? It was meant to be a cute surprise, but I suppose I remain a scary doctor whatever I do."
You two shared a lovingly made dinner then (what she failed to mention was that Kunikida had actually provided most of the food, she just heated it back up)
Overall experience with Yosano: superb, although you live in constant fear of her breaking into your apartment
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"What!? You have anxiety? Can I um, see? ...Hm? Yeah of course I know what anxiety is, who do you think I am!"
She did not know what anxiety was
After you explain it to her, she kinda just stares at you like 0_0
She understands, but at the same time not really, but at the same time she does
There have definitely been instances where she felt embarrassed or even anxious about a situation she found herself in, and about herself in general, but to self diagnose herself right then and there would be reckless
She'll fiddle with her hair, avoiding eye contact when asking: "You know... If you ever like, need any company or something when like...picking up medication or whatever, you can ask me."
Despite offering this, she'll grumble whenever you do actually ask her for help, and despite being grumpy about it, she'll always make sure you're doing okay
Tsundere 100
She'll also take the initiative of always being the one that orders for both of you, whether it be in a cafe, cinema, or restaurant
It's the little things, but like, they matter
Whenever you visit her at the cafe she works at, however, she'll get way too excited and just spend all her time talking to you, so much so that her boss will give her a lengthy lecture about it when you leave (which will make you feel so bad)
She'll be like "It's all your fault I got in trouble...!" but like in a completely joking way
If you start feeling sad about it, she'll apologize immediately like "Hey... I didn't like...actually mean it. You're just very fun to talk to! I get carried away."
She's trying
Overall experience with Lucy: she's doing her best, she's a little confused but she's got the spirit
Her hugs are top tier tho
Her kissing skills are mediocre at best but that's a topic for another day
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Here is something fun to think about, fullscore trio confession headcannons?
Pffft fun ask here we go!!
I already mentioned it, but I believe canon and modern au would take different routes: in canon I can imagine the proposal sequence to go like Emma + Ray → Norman, while in modern au it seems more likely to be Emma + Norman → Ray. I'm not 100% sure tho... Because they're still very young in canon (I'm talking about 2047), and it looks pretty early to me to enstablish a relationship... But they always act so adult and mature so it doesn't seem too far from reality? I don't know. The shipping discourse in tpn is complicate and I don't have enough energies for it right now.
I didn't really know how to organize this, so pardon the messy form,,, It's mostly ideas I'm just throwing there. Enjoy! Under the cut because it got l o n g
You see, Emma and Ray arrive to the Paradise Hideout already being pretty much together y'know? They keep acting as partners and they're all extremely affectionate towards each other, but they don't really discuss about it with Norman- hell, their closest friend they had spent one year and eleven months considering dead just turned out to be alive, there's so much to discuss and to catch up with!!! So at first they don't really think about mentioning their relationship to him: for Emma and Ray, it's like having suddenly returned to the happy times of their childhood. Yet, Norman definitely notices they're closer than they where at GF. He is happy for them- he really, genuinely is! They're his best friends, his greatest source of joy, the reason he goes on; he's obviously, sincerely glad they're happy together. But still, deep inside he does feel a little distressed? He's been alone for so long, he didn't want to be cut out of the special bond that used to link the three of them. He obviously already knew things would have never come back to be like they were at GF, yet he couldn't keep himself from mourning how their relationship had been irreparably changed. However, he pushes these feelings aside, not even allowing the thought to take shape in his mind: Emma and Ray are happy, and that's all that matters. That's everything he's been fighting for untill that day, and that's the reason he keeps fighting every day- to give them a bright future where they can be safe and happy. But his unexpressed anxieties are hard to suppress: he fears that things will not be like they where before, that something was lost forever; he fears he is now going to be sidelined in their relationship. He has been crushing on them since he could remember, so it's quite obvious deep down it was a bit upsetting for him to come up with the realization the three of them wouldn't have been together- even though he would have rather died than admit it to himself, or allow it to show. So I like to imagine we are at the end of chapter 121, when the trio is spending some time just the three of them, chatting and playing and forgetting about everything scary or painful. Emma talks and talks, trying catching up Norman on everything: it's almost like she's trying to make the time they've spent apart disappear, rewriting the narrative to make Norman fit in their (terrifying) adventures. She would have probably been overwhelming to any other, but not to Norman, who looked like he was having the best time of his life, never getting his glimmering, adoring eyes off her. Then at some point Emma goes:
Emma: Mmmhh what else... Oh, apparently me and Ray are together now? Dunnot at some point Gillian and the others said that judging from how we acted we where totally together-
Norman: W h a t.
Emma: Ahah I know, crazy right? Obviously you're in as well lol
Norman: W H A T ?
Emma didn't have the time to talk about it with Ray beforehand, but it was ok: for Norman to be included in their relationship felt like such a natural consequence to Norman being alive that they hadn't felt the need to discussing about it at all. Besides, at this point of the story, Emma and Ray are so much on the same page that they don't even need to talk about something to know what each other is thinking.
And you know how Norman is. He was too taken by overthinking everything and reconsidering his life choices, too distracted by his self loathing to even consider Emma and Ray would have asked him to take part of their relationship, no matter how obvious it sounds.
Ok now, I didn't plan this beforehand but PLOT TWIST Norman doesn't accept
He's like "No... I... *Dramatic pause* I can't."
Emma and Ray are sincerely surprised. Emma exclaims: "Why???"
Norman panicks and says: "There's... Another person". There is, in fact, no other person, and he's just making up excuses.
Emma and Ray don't believe him for one second but go along with it basically just to mess up with him
Ray, mockingly: Yeah of course... Wait don't tell me, the mysterious girl with the coral dress is back? [Reference to the first novel]
Norman, flustered: I'M SERIOUS GUYS
The true reason why Norman didn't feel like accepting their proposal is because he's self sacrificing and stuff, and because he believes he's going to die in a year anyway so he doesn't want to make them suffer.
In his head he's probably thinking "I'm sorry Emma... Ray... But I'm taking a path you can not follow... You don't know the horrible things I've done... You deserve better than me..." (Yeah he's just THAT dramatic).
(Ok tho I later realized that this is literally canon:)
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Ray, in the meantime, knowing exactly what he's thinking because he just knows him that well (and can relate to his self-sacrificial nature), is like *rolls his eyes*
Ray, telepathically, to Norman: You know you can't escape Emma's love, right?
Honestly the thought of the trio being romantically involved is so funny to me because then the whole conflict for Norman's genocidal tendencies would be like:
Emma, talking to Ray: Ray I love our boyfriend BUT IS HE DUMB, ALWAYS TRYING TO SACRIFICE HIMSELF AAAAAAAAAAHHH SERIOUSLY WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU GUYS?????
Ray, remembering the times he used to be as sacrificial: *sweats*
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I don't have much to add because the rest of canon pretty much does it without me having to change anything ahah. Norman tries to execute his genocide plan, stuff goes wrong, and Emma and Ray manage to talk to him before it's too late. I don't think much of any at all of their conversation from chapter 153 would change.
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When this happens, Norman knows they intend both literally and romantically, and, as soon as he accepts, Emma and Ray understand he finally resigned to his feeling and accepted to stay with them forever. That's very sweet actually, this scene makes me soft 🤧🤧🤧 Still one of the best tpn moments ever!!!!
I'm reading the initial ask again and honesty... I'm not sure that's what Anon ment with their ask but I kinda got carried away /////////////
This got long enough and I don't want to make Anon wait any longer so I'm not going to write here how I think the modern au confession would go; however feel free to ask if you're interested in it and I'll try to summarize it! But I have just a vague idea of what it would happen so it would probably be shorter than this :)
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lunar-lair · 4 years
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Me? Having an abundance of headcanons for the twins? Why Of Course
And here they are, my friend
Both twins are Big Hella Tactile, and actually adore physical contact. Plus, they've both got their own large gaps in pride, here and there, no matter how much of their purpose pertains to having it in the first place.
But, see, neither of them are the best at asking others for affection.
So it wasn't long before they realized 'hey, we're both fucking touch starved' which led to Cuddle Nights
Just the two of them, cuddled up in one of their rooms, leaning on each other however feels best. Negative talk is Banned, both of each other and themselves, for that night and that night alone. They just sit around cuddling, watching movies, talking, etc, and they always try their best to fill in each other's gaps in pride with compliments
It used to be just them, but eventually word got out to the others and they began having full-family Cuddle Nights of sorts
In both scenarios, they'd usually just be haphazardly planned when it seemed like someone needed it
The twins still have their own nights, though, whenever they have the chance. (Though never on group nights-it'd be a sin to purposefully miss one of those.) 
They love being with the others, too, but just the two of them is just…
Something they need sometimes.
Just the two of them, together, finally together on the bridge of the gap that used to stretch between them.
Together once again.
Roman and Remus really love being called 'the twins'. 
They weren't, really, before Remus' acceptance; they usually weren't grouped together, since they were seen as dark and light, bad and good, that whole shebang.
But now...they're finally brothers again, you know? 
Both of them almost cried the first time someone called them that.
They had been putting something together, so they were late to dinner. When they finally rushed their way down the steps, Janus smiled, saying, "Ah, the twins are finally here."
Both of them just stopped at the bottom of the steps and stared. 
It took Patton asking them what was wrong for them to shake out of it, saying it was nothing.
But Janus knows everything about lies. 
He knows.
But this secret is one that can't hurt to keep.
Sometimes, the twins will fuse. Not that often, really, but when they're really in sync, sometimes it will happen. They simply let it, reasoning that being terrified of it will simply cause them stress. 
And when they're together, they still aren't him anymore; he's long gone. No, they're them, just...together. Different than they used to be. Think of it like...a Rainbow Quartz situation, a bit. 
Their eyes are usually one green and one red, but when they're truly in sync, orange starts to creep in from the edges, and sometimes, it can even become the whole eyes' color. 
Even then, though, this isn't the same as the original King's, since his were rainbow, up until around the split when red and green started to creep in. Funnily enough, though, it was on opposite sides from where the twins' eye colors are now.
Sometimes, they'll almost talk one at a time; Roman will have control, and then Remus. It's almost like they're having a conversation with themselves, in that way. But when they're really in sync, or they're just both working to control it at once, or even just when they don't want to talk in turn, they'll talk together, and the fusion has a voice of it's own. You can barely even tell when Remus and Roman are swapping control, but here, it's often one smooth voice that's all it's own. When the voice becomes two, it usually means they're either getting tired, as being fused does take a lot of energy, no matter how much they don't mind it, or they're just starting to drop out of harmony. This doesn't mean they're really angry, or even fighting, it just means they aren't working together quite as well as they were before.
Sometimes, they'll stay fused for as long as they can, up until they grow tired, but sometimes, they're just not in the mood. Talking to each other while split or talking to the others on their own just has a different feel than talking while fused, and sometimes, they're just not in the mood. 
Being fused, though, is like…
It's like. Holding hands together as tightly as they can. Like getting a hug without even moving to do it.
It's just...an excellent feeling of...being whole, and being together, and sometimes...they just. Really need that.
It's one of the most comforting feelings that they can think of. 
It's no surprise, then, that when one of them are even both of them are feeling down, they'll often fuse while comforting each other, whether it's on purpose or not. 
They'll just stay there for a moment, happy smile on their face as that together feeling takes them over. 
Sometimes, they'll unfuse after they feel alright, simply chilling and hanging out together for a while. If it's late enough, though, sometimes they'll just fall asleep there, in whoever's room they've stayed this time, and wake up face to face, the sheets absolutely rumpled to hell because both of them move a hell of a lot in their sleep.
Roman will complain about how messy they ended up yet again, even though he always makes them (even in Remus' room; he refuses to sleep on messy sheets) and Remus will just laugh, saying that it's both their faults. They'll probably start a little tussle, wrestling each other on the bed, and end up right where they began, on their backs next to each other with wide smiles on their faces.
Yeah. This is everything.
Even when they don't fall asleep fused, they always wake up tangled together or at least facing each other, grabbing at each other for warmth even while asleep. 
The first time they fell asleep on a movie night, the others all laughed but smiled fondly anyways.
Yeah, that's the twins for you.
They ended up on the love seat for the night, sitting next to each other, wrestling briefly between movies and pushing the others' shoulder when a good reference came up, laughing quietly when they noticed.
Roman fell asleep first, leaning on Remus' shoulder, but he just allowed it, like when you're nice enough to let your sibling sleep on you in the backseat.
Eventually, though, Remus fell asleep, too, and they eventually fell over to lean on the arm rest, Roman stuck between Remus and the couch for a while before they eventually both ended up on their sides.
They woke with little fuss, used to waking up so tangled, but Remus fell off the couch in trying to untangle himself anyways.
Roman just called down a 'sorry' and a 'thanks for letting me sleep on you, though'. 
They've seen them fuse halfway through a movie night and stay that way til they fall asleep, too, being only slightly surprised by them unfusing about 10 minutes in with Roman nestled on top of Remus and the hands they had hanging off the edge gripped together. 
They still managed to wake up on their sides, tangled together anyways, though.
The two of them really are attached at the hip.
You'll rarely see one of them without finding the other nearby, at the very least.
It's even become rare that they don't sleep together, now, though that took a while to change.
(They won't ever say it aloud, but it's because they sleep better when they're together. And not only because there's someone to tell ideas to, or because there's the warmth of someone else besides them, either.
Just because it feels right.)
Even when they didn't like each other much, they still found each other naturally gravitating towards each other. 
If they were sitting on the couch, they would suddenly find themselves with their sides pressed together soon enough, even if they had started off all the way on the other side.
Eventually, they'd even simply move if someone was between them, one of them moving to a different seat or even the floor without even noticing, probably talking along the way.
They always blink and say in unison, "How the Hell did we get here?"
And the secret behind it is this:
Alone, they simply feel...more empty, as they are only one half of a whole.
They'd felt it their whole lives being split, as even their relationship lacked a bridge to unite them.
And being together-being closer, physically or emotionally-makes them feel so much more whole.
The only way for them to get any closer is by fusing, and sometimes that's just not worth the energy, or it simply isn't a great time for it.
So they make do with being as close as they can be instead.
I really like the idea of Remus having the moral understanding between them
Like how Roman has a super black and white idea of stuff? Yeah, Remus got the understanding of deeper shit
Like whenever someone (probably Janus tbh) is talking about something with a deeper moral meaning, like uhh...why a villain would deserve redemption, for instance, Roman goes '??????' and Remus, who was probably by his side to begin with, goes 'no, bro-' and explains it in a way they can both understand
And it's a really weird ass metaphor with a TON of references mingled in but it usually works anyways
Also!!!!! There's that idea that they can!! Communicate!!! Telepathically!!!!
GOD do I love that one
Also,,what if,,,,,,they can only do it when they're Close. Like,,emotionally
So when Remus first got redeemed it wasn't there, but they started bonding again and then one day they woke up and they had access to this wild telepathic shit
They go '????' abt it for a bit and ask the others if they have any idea if they know what's up with it
Everyone concludes that it's probably cause they used to be one and they go 'oh ok' and move on w their lives
They honestly just think it's kinda cool
And useful for sharing ideas/just talking when they're not together, talking abt shit thats Hard To Say, or even telling someone smth when they don't have access to paper so the other can jot it down
Also they can tell the other Exactly what they're envisioning for smth, tho they could already basically explain that to the other with a few words anyways tbh
They already had The Same Brain
Now it's simply more The Same Brain
A lot of times they'll just have convos inside their heads on accident, so the others just watch in mild fear for awhile as they stare at each other w Excited faces, maybe geustering, too, while being dead silent 
It's so weird cause they're usually so loud
They also both sing/play music in their own heads a lot, so sometimes they'll just. Do an internal duet
And someone else will try to tell them smth, thinking they're listening bc they're just looking down at their phones or smth, and they'll both look up and say in unison "Sorry, what was that? We were doing a duet in our heads."
They'll also sometimes sing lullabies together, but mentally when they're trying to go to sleep, cause they don't want to sing sing for fear of waking the others up or fucking up their funky cozy mojo by having to open their mouths. 
So they just sit there and sing themselves to sleep...feeling more in unison than ever.
That's also the Real Shit tbh. Singing together mentally, I mean. They know exactly where the other is goin and they can harmonize perfectly.
Though, singing normally is also a lot of fun, don't get them wrong. They love doing both, honestly.
Sometimes, one of them will even start playing a song in their head just. Idly, but the other will continue it out loud
Sometimes, the others will be shocked by an outburst from Remus cause Roman had just gotten to the chorus for Freeze Your Brain 
And others, they'll realize Roman is continuing some soft Disney song the others barely remember, the two of them already leaning against each other with soft smiles on their faces.
More than once, one of these little singing sessions-especially the ladder-have led to them fusing.
They'll also both burst out saying Random Shit in response to smth that happened in a mental convo, and the others just have to go '???' for a solid second until they explain.
Basically, it's Cool Ass Shit and Bonding Opportunities for the twins, but it's lowkey A Headache for the others.
They certainly don't mind a dance or two, either.
They always know what the other is going to do next-even without all the telepathy stuff.
They just...clear their minds and let the dance take them.
They're always perfectly in sync, but that doesn't matter to them.
All that really does is having a fun time, whether they're waltzing-Remus always demands to be the lead; he's usually wearing the taller heels anyways-or just goin wild, doin whatever they want to.
A lot of times, they'll just be chillin in one of their rooms, listening to music, maybe working on something, and one of them will drag the other into a dance.
Sometimes, it leads to them fusing. Others, it just ends up with the two of them next to each other on the floor, laughing. Sometimes, the ladder will lead to the first, or even vice versa, if they're not in the mood.
They don't really care, honestly.
All they do care about is letting the rhythm take them, being as in-sync as they could ever hope to be.
They hang out in each other's gardens a lot.
It's only expected, with how much they hang out together.
Sometimes, they'll give each other plants, too. Again, only expected. 
Most times, they'll follow each other to tending their garden after breakfast. Usually, Remus will stand by while Roman does his, chatting the whole way, and they'll do the same with Remus' room. Then they'll settle in whichever room has the supplies they need for what they intend to make or do at the time, simply snapping themselves to Roman's room if that's where they intend to be, and get to work. (Well, "work" can sometimes be cuddling and chilling with some music in the background or even getting a little more shut-eye if their sleep the night before wasn't enough (it often isn't, if they didn't spend it together), but that's nothing they really mind.
A moment of rest never hurts.)
They talk a lot about...being their own people.
They think a lot about it, too, of course. But they just…
It's an ongoing debate. Over and over, 'are we him?' 'We're our own people now, right? ...should we really be fusing?' Over and over, they question if fusing is good, but…
They love it. Not enough to stay together all the time; like they always say, they're them, and while being together is nice, it's...not everything.
But it still makes them feel whole. And in the end, it reminds them that they're not him, because they're nothing like him.
Janus and Patton have told them over and over of their vast differences to him, and they don't feel like him.
They just...feel like them.
They aren't one person anymore, they're two. 
And they like it that way.
They're...they're brothers.
And that's fine by them.
Remus still calls Roman Romano
Every single time Roman groans and yells 'that was aGES ago, oh my gOD,,'
Remus is super specific about smells.
Not that he can't handle smells; he can handle almost everything.
But just because you can handle it doesn't mean you like it. 
He's pretty ok with a lot of nasty smells though, they're fine.
What I mean is that if something doesn't smell the same/right to him, he really doesn't like it.
Like if his blanket smells different than usual, he can't sleep as well with it cause then it's all weird.
He also just has some smells that he really hates. Like mint, pine, or cinnamon.
One time, Roman changed his shampoo, and Remus refused to be near him.
The others eventually noticed Roman's annoyance at it a couple days in and asked him what was wrong.
He groaned, running his hands down his face. "Remus won't step within a foot of me for some godforsaken reason, and I can't sleep right or even live right without that idiot at this rate." He huffed it out, but the others could all tell he meant it with fondness.
Janus hummed, stitching up a hole in one of Virgil's shirts. (Old and ragged, but one of his favorites anyways, so Janus didn't mind helping him out.) "Did you change your shampoo?"
Roman paused, turning to him. "Uh, yeah?"
Janus stopped stitching, looking him in the eyes while raising an eyebrow. "Is it mint? You know he hates mint."
Roman paused and groaned again. "Oh my God you're RIGHT what was I THINKING."
"Honestly, you should've known," Janus tsked, pointing his needle at him. "He gets awful weird about smells he's used to changing."
Roman groaned again, pressing himself deeper into the back of the couch. "I know. I changed the candles in my room once and he refused to step inside."
"You're like that too, y'know," Janus continued. "You really should've known."
"I really should've known," Roman sighed.
Also just decided, Ros the same way but with entirely different smells, of course.
And he can handle a bit more change-for instance, he can handle a different detergent or a different candle in his room-but if it's specifically something he's really used to or something that he uses for comfort or sleep, any compromise is out the window, immediately.
Remus himself showed up once after accidently using Janus' body wash instead and Roman, no matter how much he wanted not to care, just couldn't handle it.
Remus is also more willing to say 'fuck that' when he doesn't like a smell where Roman tries his best to hold out, which is part of the reason he seems to be less sensitive. 
The other reason is because he is literally just less sensitive. 
Though Roman, of course, has his limits with gross shit. He can handle a lot more than the others, and even thinks a lot of the gross shit Remus makes is actually pretty cool, but again, there's a line that he's not willing to cross, and that line is usually somewhere around 'the smell of a rotting corpse'. 
A more extensive list of shit they don't like:
Remus: ocean scents (like,,,ocean scented candles). Other fresh scents that are like mint. Certain insence-ish scents. Certain gummies (like,,,the candies). Smarties dust. Vanilla extract. 
Roman: certain deoderants or colognes, funnily enough (he will murder you if you bring Axe anywhere near him). Very specifically ants-most other bugs are fine, but not ants.  
Both of them: Cannot Handle cinnamon or pine. Despise certain cleaning items like windex. Copper smells weird. If their blankets or sheets smell Off they aren't sleeping there, Period. They'd really rather sleep on the floor. Some burnt smells make them go mad. Flour...again, Weird. Anything that is too strong is Outlawed, period. Same for strong candles.
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hello! I've been going down your masterlist and I love your writing! most of them are so sweet 🥺 could I request a hc of reader dating daichi, but he lives with kuroo and bokuto so she spends a lot of time with them. maybe what your friendship is like with kuroo and bokuto separately, how daichi reacts to you being so close to those 2, and how you guys hang out as a group/what kinda trouble they get you into since you're the only girl in the group 😅
Daichi x fem!reader // Kuroo and Bokuto x reader - Headcanons
description: dating Daichi basically means dating his roommates, Kuroo and Bokuto too. here are some fluffy separate and group dynamics between you and these 3 babes. you’re def dating Daichi tho, hun. just to be clear~
a/n: ahh this was so fun to mess around with!! it was a nice break from regular headcanons. separating them into categories and elements was interesting. it got a bit long & wordy for a headcanon, sorry heh. it’s basically an everyone x reader at this point lmao apologies, Daichi thank you tons for the request and for the compliments <33
warnings: slight cursing
total wc: 1000
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Let’s start with these star boy roommates and work our way from there~
Kuroo and Bokuto:
Okay, so they get that you’re taken and all that
But that doesn’t mean they’re gonna lay off of their teasing and flirty habits with you
You’ll walk into their apartment, searching for Daichi and immediately be bombarded with stuff like,
“Damn, y/n, you’re lookin good tonightttt. Where you headed?”
Just all kinds of flirty commends from Kuroo. It won’t end.
Bokuto definitely peeks around the hall after hearing all this, golden eyes glowing in the dark
You just laugh as Daichi pokes his own head out of the kitchen with a look that could kill a man
“Just out with Daichi, Kuroo, leave me aloneeee.” You’ll beg, still giggling
He’ll leave you be for awhile, but when you and Daichi get back from your date, he’ll jokingly ask you to take him out instead next time since, “I’m way more fun than that wet blanket of a boyfriend.”
Kuroo gets points for great pick up lines and scarily specific knowledge about romcoms
On the other hand, Bokuto is super confident with being physical around you
He definitely finds ways to play with your hair and will give you the best back massages
He’ll rope you into sitting with him by telling you that he has important news or a great story from his day
As he distracts you with his words, Bokuto’s hands will find their way to your hair or to your shoulders
You naturally lean into his touch and enjoy the soothing closeness with the spiky-haired boy
After a mild cuddling session with Bo, his energy becomes electric no matter what time it is
Like, it’ll be 1am and you’ll be laughing at something he said and place your hand on his chest to push him away playfully and he’ll just be all “AJldjsdlsjJKKD”
You’re definitely invited over for movie nights with just these two whenever Daichi is out late
You make them popcorn and they pile blankets on you and check every once in awhile to see if your okay or if you’ve fallen asleep
They joke that if Daichi ever leaves or does anything to hurt you, they’ll beat him up and take his place in a heartbeat
You know they would never interfere with your current relationship, but that doesn’t mean they won’t be there if it doesn’t work out ;) (Daichi is so ready to knock some sense into these kids)
Both boys will always have a slight crush on you, them’s the facts
Daichi:
So the other two babes are great, but the whole reason you even met those goobers is thanks to your hero of a boyfriend
Daichi made sure you knew the boys really well before suggesting you come over
You’ve made many great choices, but becoming friends with your boyfriend’s besties has been one of the most rewarding
Relationally and communally
You’re definitely grateful that you’re dating Daichi though
Kuroo and Bokuto are wonderful, but you fell for someone with a more chill persona for a reason
You’d been looking for someone who was wanted to make you feel safe and warm, who could sit in comfortable silence with you, and wanted you for more than just what you looked like
Yeah, Daichi was more your speed. He could joke, he can sass, but the man can also get serious… and you find that pretty sexy
If Bo or Kuroo start overstepping boundaries, Daichi turns into what you like to call “Jealous Dad-chi”
He’ll wrap his muscular arms around your waist, no matter where you are, and lift you away from their grasp and prying eyes
If you’re at home he’ll drag you back to his room, giving the boys a death glare, receiving snickers of victory in return
“Y/n… I know you don’t seem to realize this, but they’re all over you again.” He’ll explain, “I know we both love em, but stop letting them take advantage of you, okay?” He sighs
“You’re too cute for this world.” He covers his eyes with his hands in exasperation
“Somebody’s just jealous, that’s all.” You decide, but still reach toward his face, prying his hands off his eyes
“You’re the only one I have eyes for, Daichi.” You smile, tilting your head
This man will be so flustered and won’t let you go for the rest of the night
Group Dynamics:
Being the only girl in a group of 3 boys is never very easy
When you first met Bo and Kuroo, you just hoped you wouldn’t bore them and that your interactions would be smooth and not awkward
Sorry kiddo, but this arrangement was never meant to be smooth and is better suited for the words flirty, chaotic, and baffling.
But just because it isn’t smooth doesn’t mean it isn’t fun and invigorating
These boys have been your best friends, your counselors, and your protectors ever since you decided you join their funky lil crew
When Daichi, Kuroo, and Bokuto find you getting hit on by some creep, damn do they pounce
You’ll never see anything more intimidating than 3 tall, fit, intense guys approaching at once
Also can we talk about how obnoxious the boys humor gets when it’s just the 3 of them
They’ll be up late cackling like hyenas and snorting over inside jokes
Don’t even get me started on the level of testosterone in this apartment ugh
Whatever game they play, argument they get wrapped up in, or competition they come up with, it won’t end for hours… sometimes even days
And trust me, it’s not pretty
But that’s why you’re here. You refresh, excite, and intrigue them, taking their minds off of their usual boyish, unrefined lives 
Being around you brings them a sense of calm and care that they’d never have known if you hadn’t shown up
They adore and savor your presence and opinion, wanting you to be apart of their discussions and asking you to join them for all of their group outings
you’re the sweetest girlfriend and the most wonderful friend to each of these messy, adorable boys
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Back in time for Halloween
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•Side note:my name starts with a J that's way I called my YouTube channel CJV family and also sorry this took long
*it's the week of Halloween and your boyfriend (Christopher) got back home on Wednesday, you gave him 2 days just to relax and for him to catch up on his sleep due to tour. Today is Friday and your trying to think of of what YouTube video to make.You originally thought of filming my boyfriend rates my Halloween costume from fashion nova but they haven't arrived plus Chris has been playing video games all day, then theres a knock on the door*
Chris:*while playing he calls you from the living room *neña,someone's at the door*no response,this time the door bell rings*Babe...Y/N*you still don't hear him so he pauses his game and opens the door, it's the deliveryman with boxes from fashion nova.he signs for them than goes to your shared bedroom*hey,neña some boxes got delivered to you
Y/N:what? Really from where,when right now?
Chris:si neña right now,te estaba llamando pero no me escuhaste,es de fashion nova
Y/N:oh sorry baby estaba pensando que YouTube video to film ya que lo que ordene de fashion nova no estaba aqui but now I can do the fashion nova video but I need your help baby
Chris:En que neña*in his accent*no I want to play my games neña
Y/N:come on,please baby I promise you'll love it 😉 *winks*
Chris:Ok neña
Y/N:thank you amor*you hug him and kiss him*just give me about 15 minutes to set up everything y what to try on first
Chris:ok neña*he hugs you and kisses you back*while you do that I'm going to finish playing my game*he starts walking back*
Y/N:ok baby,I'll call you when I'm ready *you set up everything and start recording*hey CJ Veléz familia ok so since tomorrow is Halloween and most of you know my handsome baby is home from tour so who better than my baby to rate my Halloween costumes*you go to change to your first costume and put a robe on top*ok guys let me call him*you open the door and call him*babe I'm ready
Chris: *from the living room*ok neña ahi voy*he walks in*
Y/N:CJ Veléz fam let's welcome back the one and only Christopher velez,so how you been baby how does it feels to be back home
Chris:Neña I got home 2 days ago why your asking me again?
Y/N:amor I know I'm asking cause I know all the CJ fam want to know
Chris:Oh*laughs*I been good happy to be back home I missed my beautiful baby *hugs you and kisses you on the lips*
Y/N:*kisses him back*ok so set down baby and you'll rate my Halloween costumes but you'll have to close your eyes and open them when I tell you ok amor
Chris:ok amor*closes his eyes*
Y/N:*takes off robe*ok guys what you think*turns around*I like it guys cause even tho I'm not the skinniest or I might not have the biggest ass in the world it makes me look like I have more of a hourglass figure and my ass looks more out
Chris:Amor a mi no me importa el cuerpo Eres hermosa como Eres,para mi eres linda
Y/N:Aw thank you baby*kisses him*ok baby you can open your eyes
Chris:*opens his eyes*Wow baby *looks at you up and down*Can you take me for a ride later😜
Y/N:Chris sssshhh try keeping it at least PG-13 baby,I bought another one similar to this one but shorter oh I also bought you a few too,to kinda make it like a couple's costume like for this one I bought you one too,so what do you rate it baby from one to ten
Chris:ok ok I'll try,really thank you amor I thought I was going to have to go buy mine.I rate it a 9 just because it's my favorite color y because you look really sexy in it*smacks butt*
Y/N:*you grab your butt*BABE!ok baby I'll take it just because I have others that you will love,let me go change to the second costume*you go change*
Chris:ok baby I'm going to get a drink while you do that,want anything?
Y/N:A monster please*after about 10 minutes he comes back with his and your drink and also a bag of chips*
Chris:I'm back baby
Y/N:ok baby close your eyes*he does and you walk out*guys can you guess who I am?it's one of my favorite movies,it didn't come with the skirt but I put it on to make it look like a dress.You can open your eyes now baby what you think
Chris:*opens his eyes and while eating his chips*Wait your an evil doll or que neña?
Y/N:No Chris*grabs the chip from his hand*I'm Wednesday addams from the addams family*snap snap*
Chris:Oh*laughs*I give it a 5
Y/N:Wow really that fast,alright to the next one*Goes change*ok I'm coming out baby
Chris:ok*closes his eyes*
Y/N:*you come out walking backwards and your robe covering your body*baby you can have your eyes open for this one
Chris:*opens his eyes*Damn mami I love the view of this one*Bites his lips*I Cum in peace👽🖖🏼
Y/N:BABE!ok CJs I don't know if you can tell what I am by looking at my headband but I'm an alien*pulls away the robe*the back is way to open so I can't turn around*puts on the robe,opens your monster and takes a few sips*so what you rate it baby
Chris:A 8.5 baby cause you look sexy AF as an alien Miami
Y/N:Y you look sexy AF with your messy hair*you mess up his hair even more*Ok next*you change into the black/red dragon ninja*ready baby?
Chris:*closes his eyes*Si neña
Y/N:*comes out*Open your eyes baby
Chris:*opens his eyes,his eyes get filled with lust*Aver turn around baby*you do,looks at you up and down while biting his lip.he pulls you towards him to sit on his lap and whispers*Let's turn off the camera already mami I want to be inside of you already*Starts kissing your neck*
Y/N:*drinks more monster*let me finish...*you feel him getting harder*Ok CJ fam someone can't wait to get back to playing his games so I'm going to leave the pictures in the end and what he rated every costume but like always love you all don't forget to like share and subscribe if your not subscribe yet see you all in the next one bye guys*turns off the camera*
Chris:*picks you up while grabbing your ass and throws you on the bed*You think that's funny neña*gets on top of you,his hands roaming your body and kissing you*
Y/N:what baby*kisses him back*
Chris:*flips you around on your stomach and smacks your ass*Teasing me like that,walking out the closet half naked and not being able to fuck you*Starts rubbing your pussy*
Y/N:but babe...mmm...papi it's not teasing if*moans*it's called...AH...my boyfriend...AH...rates my halloween cost...AH
Chris:Ya se Como se llama neña*smacks your ass*it's still teasing*smacks your ass again*Y for that I'm going to get even Mami*Grabs your face and kisses you before going into the closet and comes back with the box where you guys keep your toys😉 pulls out handcuffs with his finger he tells you to go to him.you crawl from the bed to him.You look up at him*That was very naughty of you baby girl so now your going to get punished,take off your costume get on your knees y hold up your wrist*you do as he says while your doing that he lowers his sweatpants and boxers he than puts the handcuffs on you*Y ahora abre esa linda boca*You do he puts his thumb on your lips*Que tan linda boca la tuya Mami*he sticks a finger inside your mouth*MMM...que tan rico me lo chupas Mami*he grabs a fist full of hair making it into a messy bun*I want to see that pretty mouth around my Dick*he pushes himself into you*Now are you going to be a good girl for daddy,listen to daddy y not tease daddy anymore
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Y/N:*gags*mmmmhhh...*moans*
Chris:*grabs your breast with his free hand*Use your words baby
Y/N:*stops sucking his Dick*Yes daddy
Chris:good baby girl*pushes you back into his Dick*AH...asi mami que rico*you start gagging and hold on tighter onto his legs*You want me to fuck you now like the slut you are Mami*he looks down at you and you nod your head.He picks you up by your ass and carries you to the bed.You two start making out,he goes lower to your neck*
Y/N:AH...si papi...AH*he gives you a hickey than goes lower to your breast and starts sucking on one nipple while pinching the other after a while he switches,he gives you another hickey on your left boob, he goes lower to your belly button once he gets to your sensitive part he places soft kisses down to your inner thighs.you moan when he hears you moaning he than starts lightly biting your inner thighs,you moan out his name*Chris...yes daddy...MMM...asi papi...Christopher... AH*He than starts kitten licking your pussy a few times before eating you out,You start moaning more and more.he sticks a finger inside and starts pumping after a while he sticks two more fingers.You start grabbing to the sheets and moan*Fuck daddy yes yes Chris...stick your dick in me already
Chris:*pulls out his fingers and slaps your breast*Ask nicely neña
Y/N:*moans*AH please daddy fuck me already,stretch me out daddy please I want you inside of me papi*give him puppy eyes*
Chris:Aaaawww you look so cute begging like the slut you are mami*grabs your face and kisses you, than he takes off the handcuffs.he gets on top of you and sticks his dick inside of you*
Y/N:*moans*AH...AH...Christopher...MMM *you start grabbing the bed sheets even harder.your back arching.Moans*Chris
Chris:*He feels that your close to Cumming*Aw baby*in his accent*That fast your going to Cum neña
Y/N:*moans*AH...Chris,you know I missed you a lot...AH...MMMM...you were gone for 2 months papi
Chris:Oh really my baby girl missed me a lot*kisses you on the lips*mucho mucho
Y/N:*kisses him back *Si papi mucho mucho
Chris:Oh really ya lo veremos Mami*He grabs the headboard with both hands and starts fucking you harder*
Y/N:*moan after moan after moan* AH...AH...AH...chr...chris...AH Chris... MMM...Christopher*your body starts shaking,back arching up.Your eyes roll back and scream*CHRISTOPHER!!! I'm Cum...I'm Cumm...cumming
Chris:*moans*Cum for daddy Mami...AH *soon after you he cums inside of you* AH fuck baby*once you have come down from your climax you lay next to him*Oh baby girl I'm not done with you,now I want you to ride me*in a second he flips you around*
Y/N:But daddy I need a...*he smacks your ass and you let out a moan*
Chris:what did I say slut,the more you disobey the longer the punishment understood!*you whine a bit.He smacks your ass again but harder this time,You gasp and he smacks your ass harder*Understood neña
Y/N:*moans*Yes daddy
Chris:*he massages your ass*Good girl*he rubs your pussy before you sink down on his rock hard Dick*AH yeah mami your so wet baby*he licks his finger than continues rubbing your pussy*You taste even more delicious con mi créma mami
Y/N:*moans*AH...yes daddy only for you papi AH...AH...AH Chris
Chris:good mami,now slide down on daddy's cock baby girl*you grab his dick and slide down on him*AH Fuck mami AH que rico baby*grabs your hips to make you go faster*
Y/N:*moans*AH yeah...AH Fuck... Christopher*you start to move faster on your own so he moves his hands to your ass,he squeezes your ass*AH...Fuck Chris que rico papi AH...AH*your voice start to get shakey*chr...chris...christo... pher Fu*your body starts shaking the knot inside you snaps.Your eyes roll back,you hold on to the headboard with both hands but your head falls on his shoulder.You lightly bit on his shoulder and give him a hickey while trying to moan.he doesn't like that so he grabs your hair,pulls your head back*
Chris:I want to hear you moan loud and clear got that slut*he smacks your ass a few times and then grabs your breast,starts sucking on them than switching ever few minutes*
Y/N:*moans*Yes daddy*he starts fucking you even faster again until he unloads in you after a while his thrust starts getting slapper*
Chris:*moans*Fuck baby*you two lay there in bed for a bit,you than get up*Amor where your going,quedate aqui
Y/N:*He fucked you so good that your walking like a new born deer,so you have to lean against each the wall for balance*Baby I need to show you the rest of the costumes y edit el YouTube video
Chris:Aaaww babe no!!ok while you do that voy a ordenar Sushi*He gets up to help you and to kiss you*Te extrane mucho neña
Y/N:*kisses him back*Yo tambien te extrane mucho mi papi Chulo*He goes gets his phone from the living room than walks back into the bedroom while ordering sushi,he later than rates all the costumes*
•red ninja 7/10
•sexy Freddy 9/10
•racer shorts jumpsuit 10/10
•Red ridding hood 9/10
•skeleton onesie 6/10
•Sexy maid 20/10
•Sexy school girl 10/10
•pink fortnite bunny 50/10
•bulma bunny 30/10
•angel 8/10
•devil 10/10
•army jumpsuit 9/10
•racer referee 6/10
•princess jasmine 5/10
•sexy goku 100/10
•sexy goku blue boots 8/10
*you edit the video and upload it to your channel,you finish just in time when the sushi gets delivered.Chris and you eat than play video games for a bit, take a shower and later watch scooby-do(2002)before going to sleep.the next morning you two wake up early and go to the store to get rest of the stuff you need to make the desserts for tonight's Halloween party you and the guys planned you come home and starts baking while Chris plays fortnite live with the guys*
Chris:*laughs*Ay papa loco erick pero que tu haces
Erick:*doing flips and turns in the beginning of a new level *Ay pero que no tu Míras Chris*Chris copies him*
Richard:come on guys let's play already in a bit we're going to have to get ready for the party,let's try to play 3 rounds
Zabdiel and Joel:yeah come on guys
Joel:let's hurry please guys plus I need a go to Chris and Y/N house so Y/N can help me with my makeup*it's the last round and it's already 3:00,you finish the desserts,you get ready before you do Chris a simple vampire makeup and before Joel gets there,you wear the fortnite pink bunny customer once Joel gets to your apartment you do his wolf makeup*
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*At the roof top party*
*eveyone is having a good time talking, laughing and dancing.there's not a lot of people,only close friends and family.the guys are setting down at a talk,you walk up to them with a box a pizza and some drinks,you set next to Chris*
Richard:hey Y/N I thought you and Chris were going to have a couple's costume on
Y/N:yeah I wanted to do that pero Chris quiso ser vampiro last minute -_-
All 4:wow Chris like always changing everything last minute
Y/N:I know right,I wouldn't be surprised if he decides to stop sharing his food with me one day or leave me*You say in a joking way.all 4 of them and you laugh while Chris just looks at you*
Chris:I will never leave you baby te lo prometo*he brings you closer to him,kisses your cheek and hugs you from your hips and rubs his thumb a bit he can't feel your underwear line than he moves his hand to your back,he doesn't feels your bra straps neither.he whispers in your ear*Amor do you have underwear or a bra on?
Y/N:Nope*he just looks at you with his eyes wide open*what babe I didn't wanted them to show
Chris:so what do you have under that?
Y/N:nothing just band-aids covering my nipples
Chris:*his eyes fill up with lust and tells the guy*we'll be back guys*he gets up grabs you by the hand and takes you to 1 out the 3 bathroom on the roof top* and locks it*that was very mean of you baby
Y/N:De que baby
Chris:really amor de Que?*starts making out,in his accent*of you saying I'll leave you se tu sabes que te amo mucho baby but I'll prove it to you again*he picks you up and puts you on the counter top sink*now let's see if we really aren't wearing anything under that*he starts rubbing your pussy*will I don't feel any panties*after a while he rips the costume than he looks at you*
Y/N:BABE!how am I going to get out of the bathroom like this
Chris:*tisk tisk*naughty naughty very naughty of you baby girl what if someone found out huh or if one of the guys found out*smacks your ass*
Y/N:*moans*AH...so y que tiene si se enteran *you bit your lip*
Chris:En verdad que teine,que teine *smacks your ass harder,he starts rubbing your pussy again but faster*
Y/N:*moans*Chris for real how...am I..going to AH Fuck...AH
Chris:*start kissing your neck*Don't worry baby girl I'll get you a change of clothes later*he than takes off his pants and boxers and rubs your pussy with his Dick before sticking it inside you*
Y/N:*you grab onto the edge of the counter top,moans*Chris AH....AH...Fuck Chris...Christopher AH si papi...AH *chris kisses you to quiet down your moans after 25 you knot snap,you start to fall back but Chris catches you,he holds you up and starts to go faster till he cums*
Chris:*moans*Fuck baby,wait here baby I'll be back*he puts back he's pants and boxers,takes the ripped costume and sneaks out and goes to the apartment changes to the skeleton onesie and takes yours to you,he does a secret knock*
Y/N:*opens the door*thank you baby*he pops his head in to kiss you after you change you both see the guys on the dance floor and go dance in the group*
Richard:*sees you both but doesn't says anything until you guys go back to table *Yo Chris where did you guys go you were gone for a while
Chris:what you mean rich we went to check we still had enough desserts and go change cause we got cold*laughts*
Y/N:who wants drinks*you get up and go get drinks for everyone*
Richard:*looks at Chris*really Chris I heard you both and saw you sneak out the bathroom*you sip your drink awkwardly and Chris just laughs than changes subject,for the rest of the night everyone chats,laughs and dances*
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The Heart Gambit (Dennor): 3-One-Way Screen
Word count: 1,480
Summary: Mathias and Lukas look for Emil after he ditched them. Will Mathias be able to apologize to Lukas and get to know him better?
Author's Note: Yay next chapter! Sorry, it's a little late...again. I've had a lot of school work so I try to write these whenever I have time. I hope you like this chapter and do leave me some feedback so I can keep getting better!
Warning: Brief mention of Blood
Previous: 2-The Arbiter
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Mathias followed Lukas out the door, who was still rubbing his elbow from the fall. It took Mathias a bit before he figured that he should go after him and took off out of the bar after paying his tab. Lukas was quickly walking past shops and heading towards a nearby park.
"Hey wait!' Mathias called out, jogging to catch up to him.
Lukas peaked over his shoulder picked up his pace when he spotted Mathias. Mathias easily caught up to him and started following at Luka's side. They walked silently through the park for what seemed to be the world's longest minute before Lukas broke the awkward silence.
"I can't talk right now I'm looking for my brother. Besides, why would I want to talk to you?" Lukas huffed.
Mathias looked away.
"I...yeah... I get that. But I'm looking for him too! Emil totally ditched me back there!"
"What the hell was he doing hanging out with you?" Lukas asked, stopping dead in tracks.
"We were grabbing drinks when he left right before you showed up!"
"Right before...Damn it!" Lukas pinched the bridge of his nose and leaned up against a nearby tree.
"He's always doing this! Trying to set me up with people because he thinks I need to 'socialize' or whatever. Honestly, he's either waiting nearby because he knew I'd figure it out, or he's back at the hotel waiting for me that dumb smug grin-" Lukas paused, and started patting his at his pockets.
"No....no... no no no! Shit!" Lukas cried. "I don't have my hotel key! Now I actually have to... ugh!".
"Look I'm sorry that Emil dragged you into this mess but I really don't feel like dealing with you right now so feel free to go about your business and pretend this never happened. Though, I also wouldn't be surprised if you used this in some kind of insane 'ad campaign' against me or whatever you do for extra cash nowadays."
Mathias took a breath to respond, but couldn't find the right words despite his best efforts. Lukas rolled his eyes and started walking away.
"Wait!" Mathias called, grabbing Lukas by the shoulder. But he must've grabbed Lukas a little too hard because he pulled him so close their chests almost touched.
"Oh sorry...sorry! I wanted to say I'm sorry!" Mathias managed to blurt out.
Lukas was in the middle of shoving Mathias's arm off of him but stopped at the sound of Mathias's admittedly awful apology.
Mathias pulled his hand away and felt a little heat rise to his cheeks.
"I...look I know I come off as an asshole and it's fair of you to think that...I'm an asshole....but I want you to know that a lot of it's because I'm trying to keep up a kinda image thing. I mean... I wasn't at first...but lately, I just don't feel like it's me anymore...ANYWAY! sorry that was loud but I'm sorry for the interview....what I said...I don't actually think you're a no-life nerd or anything like that...they just wanted me to-"
"Alright! Um...it's ok. Don't hurt yourself."
Mathias finally took a look at Lukas's face and saw that he was completely flustered. His face was bright red and he was desperately trying not to make eye contact with him. Mathias felt his heart skip a beat.
"Look, I forgive you...I guess. And if you want to come with me to help me find my dumb brother ... you can... just don't be weird." Lukas said, taking a step back.
Mathias beamed.
"Aw sweet! Let's go then!" Mathias yelled, dragging Norway by the arm further into the park.
"OK, YOU'RE BEING WEIRD!" Lukas cried out as he tried to keep up.
"Emil! Come out come out wherever you are! Lukas and I are the bestest of buddies now!"
"No, we're not!!!"
Mathias dragged Emil all over the park screaming Emil's name. It didn't take long for Lukas to pulls his hand away from Mathias so he could stop and catch his breath.
"We've been at this... forever!... He's clearly not here!..." Lukas said, between breaths.
Mathias raised an eyebrow.
"We've only been looking for 5 minutes."
"5 minutes!?" he cried, kneeling on the ground.
"Dude...I know I said I felt bad for calling you a 'no-life loser', but .... when's the last time you've run?"
"Shut up!"
Lukas stood up and dusted himself off, face flushed from running. If Mathias's heart wasn't going to jump out of his chest before, it certainly was now. Lukas just looked so ... uh... nice... when he was flustered. Not cute or anything! Certainly not that!
"Look if we're going to find him we're doing it at my way! So no more dragging me around! We'll just walk normally!" Lukas said in a bit of a huff.
"Aw! But it was so much fun!" he said with a playful pout.
"God, you're such a child. Just follow me." Lukas said, taking the lead.
"Ok then!"
The two walked silently for a while. Mathias took in the sights of the park. The sun was beginning to set and he watched as the sky was starting to turn pink and orange. The last light of day was showering the whole world in warm golden hues. He looked over at Lukas. The golden hour light made his eyes shine and his skin looked like it was glowing. Mathias felt sick to his stomach. It couldn't be the dreaded "L" word, could it? No...it couldn't. He was just some...guy. AND he just met him. There was no way! But there was just something about Lukas. His bright eyes, his messy blond hair, and... Mathias noticed that Lukas had a little bit of a scowl. His smile. Mathias desperately wanted to see Lukas smile. But even for all of that, he couldn't place why being around him made his heart beat a little more. He huffed. Lukas would never in a million years have any kind of feelings towards him besides "low-level-tolerance". So why couldn't he Lukas out of his head!
He felt his shoe hit a crack in the sidewalk. He stumbled forward and crashed onto the ground hard.
"Ow!"
"How the hell did you miss that crack!? It's huge! Did you lose your last two brain cells earlier or something?" Lukas asked, crossing his arms.
Mathias grinned. He rolled onto his back and placed his hand on his chest.
"Oh god! This is the end for me! I'm dying!" he cried, dramatically.
"God, can you be any louder? You're acting like a child," Lukas reached his hand out to Mathias. "Here. Just get up!"
Denmark stuck his hand out, purposely make it shakey, as if he were an old man. Mathias felt his face heat up again. He couldn't let Lukas see! He grabbed Lukas's hand and attempted to pull him to the ground next to him. This was a bad call, as all Mathais managed to do was pull Lukas right on top of him.
"Ah!"
Lukas's head crashed right into his own, and Mathias felt a sharp pain in his forehead by his hairline. Mathias felt Lukas's chest on his own, the warmth would've made him blush like mad, but the pain in his forehead was getting worse.
"Ow! My teeth! What the hell was that for!?" Lukas said with his hand over his mouth.
Lukas looked up at Mathias and jumped. Mathias pressed his hand to his hand where the pain was.
"What!?" Mathias pulled his hand away. It was covered in bright red blood.
"DUDE DID YOU JUST BITE MY HEAD???"
"YOU'RE THE ONE WHO PULLED ME ONTO YOU LIKE A MANIAC!!!"
Lukas pushed himself off of Mathias and got up.
"You seriously need medical attention! We should get you to the hospital!" Lukas cried, helping Mathias to his feet.
"No way!" Mathias yelled. "If I go to the hospital the press will just eat it up! It'll be all over the news that you took a bite out of my head like a zombie!"
Mathias desperately tried to covered his cut with his hands.
"Well, you need some kind of medical help! Come on! I'm pretty sure I have bandages or something back at the hotel room."
"Good because I don't think I have anything like that at mine."
"God, how do you even function?"
"Wait...I....I can't go back to your room!" Mathias said, blushing and turning away. "What if someone sees me there! Then we're right back to square one! Plus that kinda embarrassing!"
"How is that embarrassing? We're both adults. We'll just use the back entrance or something. Look this is the last offer. Let me help you or I'll leave you here to bleed out!"
"Ok geez! Let's hurry tho! It's getting all over my clothes!"
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Next Chapter: 4-Treat me like a Fool
a/n: I'm so excited to be writing this! Poor Denmark! He got hurt this time! I hope he gets better soon! I’m going to take this time to plug my non-hetalia work “ Intro to Love ” about a college student who struggles to keep her superpowers a secret and while making new friends.  How much of her normal life will she give up to save her friends from a mysterious villain that drains students’ brains and turns them into zombies? The complete Chapter 1 is out NOW! And Chapter 2.1-'The last of the Good Days' will be out soon!
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