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softandwildx · 2 months

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POV you ask your crush* to hang out and 4 hours later he hits you back with

"I'm sure we could make something happen at some point!"

#*this crush comes with lore stipulations that are too hard to explain. basically you work for him #48 hours have passed and i am still not experiencing normal emotions about this interaction #i am a nervous system

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melonlthawne · 2 months

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WHY AM I ANXIOUS

#nervous system but literally #I am a nervous system #robin rambles

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ecoamerica · 2 months

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xxgoblin-dumplingxx · 2 years

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Guys. Send good vibes. It's my husband's birthday tomorrow and I only remember where 1/2 the presents I've been buying SINCE JANUARY are hidden. And I can't decorate cakes for shit but... oh lordy here we go.

#all panic and no disco #I am a nervous system #he's my favorite. I just want him to have a good day

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heartaspects · 2 years

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little jungle boy not unlike a frog or lizard of some sort

#jake english #homestuck #scribbles #inspired by zan0tix dropping him and jade in the zine server and shutting down my nervous system at 1 am #id do more than a 30 min sketch if i could look at baby jake english for longer than that #if i spend too long there the horrors start to materialize #the horrors are #i like him #excessively

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mishapen-dear · 9 months

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(end of bad’s Acceptance vod, about 1:48:30)

no but im never going to be normal again. LOOK at this. look. IMMEDIATELY before this he gave a whole miserable speech at the graveyard about how much he misses the kids and how he wants them to come home. He was grieving so hard it started to rain. He cried while he sang to them. It was the perfect end to 5 days of grieving- and then he does this.

and the rain isnt about grief anymore- the thunder isnt a peaceful background to a heartbreaking scene. It is rage. the whole context changes. The storm raged on while he grieved like he raged during the Everything Else that happened (“there are a lot of federation workers on today. I need to interrogate them about some things” he said while he was following forever ALONE to distract him. he knew forever was fucked up and about to put more marriage pressure on him and for anyone else that would have been Terrifying. how could you focus on anything but that? but. bad was thinking about tormenting more federation workers)

i just!!!! its so good. its SO good its so scary its so good. bad hasnt accepted the loss of his children but he has accepted how far he will go to get them back. (he will do anything)

#qsmp #Ik someone else posted the clip but i could not find it again and i Needed to go insane #i still need to go insane #i need to pick up every little bit of his character and pin them up and write an essay on all of it #you know that entire nervous system that was preserved? i need to do that to him #im going to be SO annoying about bbh for the next while #like i can feel the brainworms setting in so hard i am GOING to get pov rot and get so excited about my perceptions of his character that i #twist him away from what he is #it will be in the name of understanding him but really i will trudge thru those roots and trip into hell #or maybe not maybe ill continue to have fun and cool character analysis #50/50 on whether or not it will be comprehensible tho i think the last 8 posts at least ive made about him are nonsense #its because he is a bastard #with too many moving parts. i need a diagram neatly laying out every q!bbhism ever #qsmp badboyhalo #qsmp clip

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silkysong · 4 months

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takin a breake from the tumblrs for a while cuz my health went from 100 to 0 real quick

#i am. Unwell. my nervous system is trying to set itself on fire #drawing hurts cuz i cant focus without zoning out and forgetting where i am so erm #see u when im not. exploding

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ecoamerica · 2 months

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nocturnalnewsiestrash · 2 months

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There are two types of Bottoms (2023) rewatches (for me at least)

Or

#lets play a game of guess which one i am in tonight 🥹#spoiler its not the first one #isokay though im managing it well *well being a relative term for my usual amount of my panic attack management system #bottoms 2023 #bottoms movie #the amount of giggly smiling tricks my brain into thinking we're actually feeling happy and in a giggly mood #and the unhingedness gives my empathetic nervous system a chance to redirect its focus onto THEIR issues instead of #mine and then suddenly my brain has realized we're not in immediate danger #and boom we've got a perfect panic disorder management strategy for me #the other type of rewatch is also very fun. trust. Especially when I'm introducing it to my other sapphic friends. so much glee #and unintelligible thoughts. giggly unintelligible thoughts #anyhoo here you all go :))

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soullessjack · 2 months

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ive been thinking a lot about how adrien was supposed to be disabled during his concept development and how much of a missed opportunity the whole thing was, like. on one hand I honestly respect the writers for backing out of a topic they thought they wouldn’t be able to handle well; not to say the representation in miraculous is anything great but it shows they do care about it at the very least, which is more than most media can say. I also know this was a decision that came way before the show even started, but I feel like Tomoe Tsurugi is proof that they can write disabled characters and do it in a way that’s fairly decent, so i feel like they could still incorporate it in now since their prior concern is pretty much ruled out (they’re never gonna do this).

and narrative wise I think it would add very much to the entire Agreste family arc, like idk. you could have his disability be a result of the peacock’s damage, or damage to his Amok. have it be part of the reason why Gabriel is so controlling and isolating (ie; viewing his son as frail and made of glass now) and distant/abusive (viewing his son as now “less than perfect,” at least in terms of what he’d envisioned for a perfect child, and blaming Emilie’s sickness/death on it). Adrien’s modeling career is entirely just inspiration-sensationalism with a “hopeful ray of sunshine” public persona. it can even be important to cat noir, too! it’s still an escape from his home life and career, but it’s also a chance for adrien to show that he’s not as fragile as gabriel thinks. It’s his own way of having independence and autonomy and for once being someone that isn’t constantly pitied or made to pretend he’s a docile ray of sunshine constantly.

I’m also deeply autistic enough to say it could match with him being the holder of destruction; half of his life is centered around preserving him and, again, treating him like he’s made of glass. so why not give him the power to literally crack and shatter that glass? poetic cinema and all that. additionally it adds to both why he’s so unserious with his role as a superhero and why he values his partnership with ladybug so highly—he’s indulging in this new freedom while also recognizing that the partnership it comes with is about the only one where he’s genuinely treated as an equal and trusted to take his own part in something. that’s not to say I think all of his friends would instantly change personalities and baby him (especially not Nino) but let me tell you, even as someone who’s not physically disabled, the distinct feeling of being othered or unequal is there no matter how much support you have.

everybody knows this already but there’s just so much potential in everything that the writers don’t do reagghhhhhghhhh

#I could take it a little bit further and say he’s autistic because of the damaged peacock/amok/whatever but that feels weird so I won’t #could it have affected his nervous system developing?? maybe. idk. but overall . what if he’s just like that #cal.txt #adrien agreste #cat noir #miraculous ladybug #disability representation #yes I am very spiteful about the entire ray of sunshine characterization he gets #him and jack too. like they’re literally just nice. Literally that’s it #and not even that they can be HUGE cunts sometimes 😭😭😭😭#if I said that the ray of sunshine trope is vaguely ableist would that make me a keyboard warrior ……#idk

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becauseanders · 1 year

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i hate you ehlers-danlos syndrome i hate you pots i hate you chronic migraines i hate you brainstem auras i hate you central nervous system complications i hate you degenerative disc disease i hate you hypotension i hate you osteoarthritis i hate you fibromyalgia i hate you tmj disorder i hate you carpal tunnel i hate you mcas

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atinyladybug-art · 19 days

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You've seen my Rec AU vs Canon Interpretation Iceberg. Now get ready for my clefs

I'm pretty sure it's very obvious who Recollection AU Clef is inspired by 😔

Also I am experimenting with my art again! Used a new pen for this one and honestly I really liked it.

Also for Rec AU's clef design, she's also supposed to have more goat features hence the horn and the ears as well as the legs. The idea behind it is that she is the one who made this appearance and took after Meri after her promotion to O5 (thus being able to change his identity/keep it hidden/separate herself from "Dr.Alto Clef"). The eyes are like, sorta, manifestation of the other alters in the system.

But my canon interpretation is that 1. He's a short gremlin who is not knowing of what the shelf looks like. 2. He is stinky and doesn't shower. Also got a rat's tail because I like braided clef but he doesn't give me like, actual fully braided hair vibes and also rats tail is fitting for a rat like him.

#alt draws #scp #scp foundation #dr clef #dr alto clef #recollection au #o5-4 #lady nasturtium #im a little bit nervous posting and designing clef tbh because #im very worried im misrepresenting or like fucking up system clef #because i am not as knowledgeable and well-versed with systems #but i like system clef #(so please tell me if things are like misrepresented or wrong or like harmful and stuff)

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herba-mysticas · 2 months

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And what if I drew me (I guess you could call this my hc for arven at 23 though?)

#my art #i am nervous about tagging this too much #bc while this is a hc for arven in his 20s #its literally just me #the arven alter in a 23 yr old system #its me and its the character idk man #oh fuck it.#arven #lol

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andthebeanstalk · 1 year

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It took me like 10 years to be able to recognize when I am having a flashback because the movies told me the whole thing was supposed to be very cinematic, inside and out.

In reality, for most people, it just looks like they are hardcore zoning out.

And internally, it seems like flashbacks are only a full visual-audio movie-worthy experience for very few people.

Which is equally valid and definitely horrifying, but since I thought all flashbacks were supposed to be like that, it was very hard to figure out that "my brain suddenly leaping back in time to a prior emotional state of being from recalling a traumatic experience" = "flashback."

#original #mental illness #mental health #flashbacks #ptsd #cptsd #c ptsd #Logically #I may know where I am. But I am contending with a nervous system that suddenly believes I may be dying.#And coming back down from that is very hard and very painful. Especially since a flashback means a disconnect from our present reality.#Try telling your body it is safe when you don't quite remember if that is true from moment to moment.#Anyway today's flashback was triggered by: i was hungry and saw a parking sign. I mean HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO PLAN FOR THAT???#I was on my way to a restaurant! I was about to eat!#I didn't know a parking sign was gonna be a trigger when it never has before! The fuck! [Angry ptsd autism noises]

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piplupod · 3 months

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sorry i need to vaguepost real quick (its not about anyone here) bc i am sdgjkl so nauseous from this fucking up my nervous system on another account but GODDD i wish ppl wouldn't assume that if ur criticising a spiritual practice u must not know what ur talking about :'''))))

also the fact that ppl seem to think "well, it's a spiritual/religious/etc practice, so that means it is above criticism :)" drives me up a fucking wall,, with the huge rise of new age spiritual practices and belief systems, that is such a garbage way of thinking

so much of new age spirituality is based in racism and/or encouraging maladaptive thinking patterns and behaviours that can easily push a person into psychosis and/or white supremacy and im just...... head in my hands.

i know what the fuck im talking about bc i was deep in that world for years lmfao and it can be extremely scary in there. i still dip my toes in every now and then bc spirituality and religion and the bit where they intersect is fascinating and oftentimes very beautiful, but I have to be so careful to not fall in too deep or I'll end up in a very fucking bad place yet again lmfao. i just wish ppl wouldn't assume that "oh u said xyz spiritual thing is bad, so you must just not know what you're talking about" BRO TRUST ME. I KNOW FAR MORE THAN THE AVERAGE PERSON, AND I ALSO HAVE A VERY OPEN MIND. if i am criticising smth it is with good fucking reason !!!

#and im so careful because like. no not everyone who does xyz thing is stupid or in danger or whatever #but i think the Vague Concepts being so public is dangerous when the Actual Info is not as public.#because it encourages a lot of young people (teens and adults) who are desperate to escape their reality to feed into these things #and they do not do the proper research !!! they also do not know HOW to do the proper research oftentimes!!#so its just encouraging ppl to get into shit that encourages bigotry and poor mental health !!!#theres so much more i could say but i've already said too much probably fdsjkl im just. genuinely shaking #i hate this nervous system i hate this body i am so tired of things making me turn into a nauseous chihuahua #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

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crimeronan · 5 months

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i keep being like "i bet hunter's nervous system is Fucked after the possession, he's almost definitely feeling phantom pain in his scars because of the damaged nerves underneath & he 100% thinks it's psychosomatic. this kid is gonna go years without getting his underlying shit sorted because of his complete inability to tell when pain is 'a problem'" & then i google neuropathic pain so i can indulge these thoughts accurately & google is like "heyyy girl. how's it going haha. so, like. have you scheduled an appointment for your bum leg yet,"

#autoimmune tag #hunter toh #toh #i've actually done this several times but just did it fresh tonight #the pain i am experiencing tonight is. in fact. because my nervous system is fucked. me handshake hunter #woe horrific agony be upon yeeeee #have i scheduled an appointment about my leg?? no.#like i should. but i've just kind of accepted that it's fucked forever. when symptoms progress i'm like 'eh. it be like that sometimes'#(to partners reading this who are about to yell at me: YES i will schedule a doctor's appointment. HEAVY SIGH.)

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adoranoia · 7 months

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okay, so i have something to say! don't worry, it's nothing bad, or anything like that. but, it is very important to me and my general identity, and i'm extending a lot of trust to you guys right now, so! keep that in mind, please. anyway, okay, tldr: i'm a DID system. my realization is part of the reason i took such a long break from tumblr, as i figured myself, and the others within my system out. this most likely won't change much here, nor how i run this blog, but it makes me happy, being able to share such with you all. my system is called 'the garden system'! thank you for listening.

#* && OOC #teehee... i'm very excited and also very nervous to share so. please be niceys ??? asdfghjkl #if ur wondering/curious: i in particular have partial DID and am an fictive heavy system due to my autism. i get attached to characters eas #again. this is for me !!! i wanted you guys to know !!! i trust yall.

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pestilentbrood · 8 months

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a dubious little CREATURE getting up to MISCHIEF. this is NO GOOD. UGHH! The beast is DEMONIC in NATURE. very icky. No good.

#EDGY JUMPSCARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!#blood #tw blood #tw death #Uhh. I don't know how to tag this actually.#like in My brain this does not constitute a gore warning but does it? Erm.#I guess to be safe #tw gore #anyway remember the haunted baby? yeah the haunted baby does in fact do haunted baby things. sorry #boy I sure hope the people who came here for shitposts aren't TOO blindsided right now!!#i'll go back to shitposts I prommy. I just had to get the edgyness out of my system #//dragon: golden #//clan: William's Day Out #i am almost nervous to put this in the fr tag because it is blood and murder. knowing full well there are many #blood and murder fans. but still. u know!! it's scary #oh well. adios #flight rising #eye gore #<-maybe? right? like potentially? AGH I JUST WANT TO BE SURE I DON'T ACTUALLY BLINDSIDE SOMEBODY TOO BAD HSKGJH

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