#i don't have my laptop tho so taking notes will be hard :

[bloodyymaryyy]

Could you do fic for Toto Wolff with wife baker!reader where he's picking her up from work when it’s getting late, and taking a night walk/enjoying the stars? I don't know if it make sense. Add something you'd like to it. Thanks :))

Late night walks

Toto wolff x reader

Warnings : none

Working and having a bakery owed by you is hard, waking up at 5 in the morning to prepare everything for the day, start baking the sweets, the pastries, the breads and the cakes everyone is asking for all day when your employee Mary, as sweet middle aged woman turned the sign around indicating that the bakery is open to take customers until eight at night where you turn it back around.

Today was no different to any other, bakind everything needed to be baked and going to the front to make the display filling the spots of the already bought pastries.

Around ten am the people coming in are less than the early morning, everyone going to their jobs, at schools or sitting at the tables around the bakery where some people mostly teenagers or young adults sitting down with a cup of whatever they are drinking and an empty plate where a pastry was placed, laptops on the tables the outside tables with an ashtray and packets of cigarettes or vapes. The atmosphere was calm, fun with music playing sofly in the background, laughter and a buzzing from the soft chatter all around the shop.

Today you left your husband at home, he didn't have work to do it was the winter break for him, leaving him on your bed asleep wishing you could just stay and enjoy the day with him because moments like that are rare with your work making you disappear until the evening and him going from country to country with his team or in the gym working out only seeing each other at dinner both exhausted from your work, the rare instances where you take time and leave from work and going to the company when he is here or at the paddock when Silverstone is coming around, hands full of pastries to give to everyone Mercedes, Mclaren, Ferrari, Redbull, Williams, Aston Martin and the others because you can give them and for your Lewis vegan ones, you have Lewis in your heart and treat him like a son even tho there isn't many many years difference between you, Lewis being 29 and you being 45 same with Toto, you knew Lewis from when he got into the Mercedes team and from then on loving him so much, and having taken a liking to the younger drivers giving them something extra.

Today toto came to your bakery near the closing hours claiming he wanted to want for you and have fun together.

When the shop was closed, cleaned and with ready dough for tomorrow, toto took your hand leading you to his Mercedes taking you to the lake.

Side note ( does Silverstone has a lake or something? I don't know i have never went there sorry. Just pretend it does)

Walking around the lake, laughing, playfully pushing each other around and taking about everything and making plans for later in life you and just spend time with one other before your schedules become more difficult and came to a decision to have the bakery but having one or two other employees to cover for you so you could be more with your 5 year old son Luca and for toto to continue his work and taking as many breaks as he can and slowly start to retire in the future.

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Sorry it took so long to post I had it in my drafts.

#x reader #f1 x reader #drive to survive x reader #toto wolff #toto wolff x reader #toto wolff x you #toto wolff fanfic #Marriswriting #request #request are open #toto wolff fluff #lewis hamilton #bloodyymaryyy

[chigirizzz]

they comfort you after you had a bad day

characters: sae, kunigami, shidou, isagi

warnings/tags: angst, fluff, boyfriend material, gn! reader (gets called princess on shidou's because i feel like he would call that to anyone regardless of their gender), shidou being shidou, they're pro players, mentions of violence (shidou and kunigami's parts), swear words, pet names such as "handsome", "baby", "beautiful", "princess" and "shrimp" (you will see why lol), fake friends (shidou), burn out and violence at work (kunigami), reader's insecurities get attacked on isagi's part (it wasn't isagi tho) but no insecurities are specified

notes: sorry for any mistakes :>

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itoshi sae

"come to bed," your boyfriend, itoshi sae, called for you at the door of your study room (where you studied and did your college assignments).

"just give me one or two hours more, handsome," you answered, not even looking at his direction. your eyes were focused on your laptop screen and on your notes in front of you, getting dryer and more sensitive each minute from the amount of hours you spent in front of the screen. Your posture was... not the best.

a "tch" escaped sae's lips at your response. he knew you were lying and planing to spent the whole night studying. you always did that. sometimes he would wake up at around 3am to get some water only to notice the faint light coming out of your study room.

"what are you exactly doing anyway?" he asked when he approached you to inspect what you were typing on the laptop and reading on your notebook. he yawned and rested his hand on top of your head gently, which you didn't seem to mind. sae would occasionally do random and unusual gestures to show his love for you.

"a group project that one of my professors decided to give us today and is due in two days. but surprise surprise, my group is terrible and refuses to do anything, and when they decide to do something, it reminds you of the skills of a fifth grader." you let out everything, almost without taking a break to breathe. you inhaled anddd… exhaled. "so basically, i have to do almost everything, and it's stressing me out."

sae listened carefully to your words. he knew what you felt, sometimes he feels like he has to do all the work on a game while his teammates either seem to not give a shit or just don't know how to think rationally ("they're a bunch of assholes," he'd tell you often). he knows how annoying and stressful it is, even if he is a professional football player and you a normal university student.

"come to bed. you need rest."

a groan escaped your lips. "sae, i can't. it's a very complex project to do in a very short time, i have to do as much as i can today still so i don't get delayed." your hands grabbed a few hair strands and pulled them with some force. "and as i just told you, it's me doing most of the work. i can't rest, not yet."

he sighed. he grabbed your chin gently and made you look at him. "y/n, you and your pathetic classmates are university students, you must be mature and responsible. if they don't pursue those characteristics, then they don't deserve your time, your patience and your nice words. they can go fuck themselves." his thumb caressed your lower lip. "i would advise you to do this: you send the project's plan to your rat looking buddies and professor's email, making it clear who does what. that way, if they don't do their shit—or if they fuck up their shit—, your professor will know who actually worked hard. "he pressed a kiss on your lips and walked towards the door so he could go to your shared room. "but you do you, i guess. i'll go to bed. and fix your posture, you look like a shrimp."

about half an hour later, itoshi felt a weight on the opposite side of the bed. you thought he was already asleep, but you were surprised when his arm wrapped around your waist protectively.

"i did what you told me. we'll see how tomorrow will go..." a few seconds of silence. "thank you, sae. i love you."

he kissed you on the cheek. "hm. love you too." his words made you smile a bit and you cuddled closer to him. but of course, sae decided to ruin the moment. "shrimp."

"are you seriously gonna start calling me that?!"

no point in acting like you're offended, your boyfriend is just chuckling at your reaction.

shidou ryusei

"angry" was not enough to describe what Shidou Ryusei was feeling at that moment; Shidou felt pissed off and full of contempt, and the way you were crying on the couch in a curled up position only made him clench his fists, his blood boiling inside his dilated veins.

"i'm going to beat the shit out of them." the pink-eyed demon was never the best at comforting others, in fact, he never cared about the emotions of others, choosing instead to ignore or mock anyone who would be in a vulnerable state around him. however, you were a different case, you were his partner, and he genuinely cared about you even though he had promised himself that he didn't want "distractions" in his life. but even though you were the protagonist in his life, shidou ryusei still didn't know how to comfort a human being, so when he saw you sad after you found out that your friends had betrayed you, he decided to choose violence as a solution. "I will beat them, torture them, and then spit in their eyes."

You wiped your eyes with the back of your hand and looked at him, at his evil smirk. your hand landed on his fist in an attempt to calm him down. "ryu... no, you'll only make it worse. i'll just forget about them and move on. it's better this way." you knew he only wanted revenge for the way your fake friends made you feel, and you knew perfectly well that your boyfriend could handle a fight alone against a big group of people, but an angry shidou was an out-of-control shidou, and you didn't want any more problems (but deep down, you'd like to see them hurt).

"huh?" he arched an eyebrow, his pink eyes growing darker. "baby... didn't you get tired of crying every time your oh so dear friends ignored you and humiliated you?"

more tears were falling down your cheeks, but now you weren't sobbing or anything, you just were in silence and listening to him. your eyes and nose were red, your head hurts like a bitch, your throat was burning and you felt dizzy and dehydrated. you just wanted to sleep on the bed you shared with your boyfriend, to hold him and not let him go not even for a second.

yesterday you asked your friends on the group chat if they wanted to go to the movies with you the next day, which is today. some said they would be busy, others didn't even bother to answer. you were already used to their distant behavior. wanting to see the movie anyway and to enjoy your free time, you decided to go alone, only to find that your entire group of friends was in the same mall as you, strolling through the stores without any concern or remorse.

you confronted them but they got defensive and started saying that they didn't do anything wrong.

for months they excluded you, humiliated you, made fun of you, and even badmouthed each other—what a group of loyal friends.

shidou wiped your tears and hugged you, your face on his muscular chest, searching for warmth and comfort.

"what if they do something...like spread rumors or something...they would be capable of that."

"they won't. i won't let that happen, princess. i promise.~" he awkwardly ran a hand through your hair. a few minutes passed like that until you fell asleep. he took you to bed and tucked you under the sheets. he stared at you for a while, observing your red eyes and how you slept, hugging one of the many pillows that were on top of the bed. yeah he's definitely going to hit someone. "goodnight beautiful~." the blond pressed a kiss to your cheek and left the house silently. your friends have to pay, no matter if you were in favor of the situation or not. fortunately he knew where some of them lived.

shidou ryusei was not the best person to seek comfort from, but he was the best to make sure you felt protected.

kunigami rensuke

kunigami's attention was drawn to the front door of the house that the two of you shared. a smile formed on his lips; he knew it was you who had just come home from a long day at the office.

lately you had started coming home extremely late from work, completely tired and desperate to get to bed. however, kunigami thought that you were getting... sick—paler, dark circles under your eyes, distancing yourself from him as you didn't have any energy to spend time with him and you had a more... depressed aura. kunigami knew that you weren't well, he knew that your work was slowly consuming you, both physically and mentally.

no matter how many times he told you that it would be better to quit, you denied it, wanting to contribute to the financial state of both of you—even though your boyfriend's salary as a professional football player was more than enough—and wanting to have a life and career of your own. the ginger respected your opinion and your independence, but the way you were killing yourself—no, the way your boss was taking advantage of you made him angry.

the ginger was never the type of guy who likes violence or any kind of conflict, he always preferred to "play fair", but the idea of giving your boss a hard time was getting more and more appealing.

"hi baby," he said with a soft voice and approached you to rest his hands on your shoulders. "how are you feeling? tired? want me to cook something for you?" he looked at you, and the man's face expression went from a warm smile to worry and panic when you made eye contact with him. your eyes were red from crying, your hair was a mess.

kunigami was silent, not knowing what to do or what to say, so he just pulled you into a hug, his hand on the back of your head.

"what happened? y/n… are you ok?" he asked you in a low voice. you could feel his hot breath and his warmth—it was comforting.

"rensuke, i…" you sniffed your nose and hot tears were forming on your eyes.

he interrupted you, his hand now on top of your head, giving you a little massage on your scalp with his fingers. "shh. it's ok if you don't want to tell me. you're safe now."

but you wanted to tell him.

"i… my boss screamed at me and-and'' your sobs were interrupting your words. kunigami kept embracing you—tight enough to make you feel safe, but still careful to not hurt you or to make you uncomfortable. he knew you were a strong person, and always made sure to not be the overprotective type since you hated it and it made you feel powerless and like you lacked freedom, however, at that moment, you were clearly psychologically and physically hurt—he could see a bruise here and there on your body—; you obviously were in need of him taking care of you.

in fact, that was one thing that rensuke loved about you, you always wanted to do things your way and without much help, but if you actually were in a situation where you needed someone to help you, you wouldn't deny it or hesitate. he loves how you were so strong and independent, but still humble enough to know what you wanted and what you needed, without being afraid of telling anyone.

"and started pushing me and throwing things at me. he... he has been getting more violently each day."

the ginger spent two hours listening to you, his big arms never leaving you (unless you needed a tissue or a cup of water), whispering things like "i love you", "it's ok", "i'll protect you". you were so grateful to have him in your life.

"i'll take care of the situation." he told you. you were now cuddling on your shared bed.

"how?..."

"don't know exactly, but maybe i'll ask reo for help so he can fire your boss and make him bankrupt and lonely. you know, since reo has a lot of connections."

you chuckled at his words. "seems like a good idea to me." you kissed the tip of his nose and smiled when you saw his cheeks getting pink. "thank you, my love."

isagi yoichi

"it's ok, y/n, someone will accept you eventually." your dark haired boyfriend handed you a cup of tea to make you feel better and sat next to you on the sofa of the living room. "the most beautiful diamonds take a lot of time to form, you know?"

you chuckled at his silly attempt to cheer you up. "i don't know, yoichi… i have tried so many agencies and so far nothing."

isagi sighed. "come here." he called out to you, and when you looked at him confused, he grabbed your arms gently and made you lie on top of him, your head resting on his muscular chest, listening to his heartbeat. his arms embraced you and one of his hands gave you a small massage on your omoplates. "your muscles are so tense. relax, no need to worry, baby. someone will eventually realize how beautiful and talented you are."

for months you've been trying to join a model agency—only to be rejected every time. it made you feel hopeless and embarrassed, but you were still fighting for your dream.

today you received an email of the most recent agency you candidated to, however, this one rejecting email was a bit different… they proceeded to be unprofessional and insult everything about you, managing to hit on your insecurities and give you new insecurities.

isagi was actually the one who got a reaction—his eyes darkened, his jaw tightened, his knuckles turning white due to the amount of strength he used when clenching his fists—insisting to make them pay for their cruel words. you, on the other hand, just stared at your laptop screen—not a single movement, not even a single word.

isagi was passing around the living room insulting the model agency out loud. he then noticed how quiet you were. he calmed down and approached you, his fingers caressing your cheeks after closing the laptop.

and now you're here cuddling on the sofa. your eyes were closed, feeling his chest slowly moving up and down due to him breathing.

"you'll see, baby, you will make it. i'll be by your side the entire time."

you were so thankful for having him besides you.

#blue lock #blue lock x reader #blue lock x you #bllk x you #bllk #bllk x reader #blue lock angst #bllk angst #isagi x reader #isagi yoichi x reader #sae x reader #sae itoshi x reader #shidou x reader #ryusei shidou x reader #kunigami x reader #kunigami rensuke x reader #blue lock fluff

[edenjohansson]

Chapter 1

teacher's pet

Y/N's pov :

Here it is. The end of summer. I miss it already. The start of the school year is tomorrow and I already have everything organized for it. My outfit is ready too. I have to make a good impression on my boss if I want to stay in NYU. It's been my dream since I'm child to work in this university and now that I have the opportunity I can't let it go.

"Y/N? Did you want me to drop you to NYU tomorrow?"

Lolly, my best friend, who works at a coffee shop just in front of NYU, always has the habit of driving me to work every morning. It was our moment in the morning when the sun started to rise and we played our favorite music in the car. Usually she had to drop me at my last college away from New York center but this time was different because I would have the opportunity to see her every day and even take lunch with her.

"Yes! With pleasure!" I answered, joyfully.

I heard her laugh from across the apartment that we were sharing for almost 7 years. She was more than my best friend actually, she was like my sister. We were sharing everything, everytime. We lived for so long together that I think she knows me better than my mom.

I heard my phone buzzing at the exact same moment and when I looked at it I smiled at myself even more.

"Hi Mom! How are you?"

"Fine and you? Not stressed for tomorrow?"

"Not at all, you know me mom, I would never be stress for something like that"

That wasn't entirely true because for the first time I knew that if I fucked things up that would end my carrier as a teacher definitely.

"Be careful tho. I love you honey"

"I love you too mom"

I hung up the phone and finished writing my lesson. I had 2 months in advance of class already prepared so I could focus on my students and help them from the beginning. Learning a new language is never easy and students have to work hard if they want to catch up quickly.

"Girl, how are you dressing tomorrow?" Lolly asks as she enters my room.

"Like that" I pointed to my red set of blazer and pants.

"God have mercy on your students souls then because this outfit let you look like a goddess"

I blushed at the comment and already imagined the face of my students when they're going to see me in class. My first one was at 10a.m with a whole class of first year girls and my second one was at 2p.m with a class of third year students.

"I'm sure they'll be fine" I winked at her and closed my laptop.

"Maybe you'll find a cute professor there" Lolly said with her characteristic eyes.

"Oh no no no don't start this conversation now I have to sleep" I said as I pushed her out of my room, giggling.

"Yeah yeah sleep well Y/N"

"Sleep well too Lolly"

I watched her reach her room and closed my door. I walked to my bathroom to get my pyjamas on and brushed my teeth before heading to my bed. I settled my alarm at 8a.m to have time to get prepared. I fell asleep quite fast for once and without a dream.

**

6a.m. I'm already awake. I knew I would be awake early but not that much. I stood up and decided to go for a walk to start the day without a fuzzy mind. I grabbed a simple set of matching shorts and a sports bra and grabbed my long hair in a ponytail. I left a note to Lolly in case she wakes up early too and leaves my apartment with my headphones on.

I came back 1 hour and a half after and directly ran under the shower. The hot water hit my skin and I sighed as my hair got wetter. I washed out the sweating and walked in front of my huge mirror to get dressed.

I put on my underwear, my pants and start my makeup before putting on my blazer. I applied some mascara and some red lipstick and decided to let my hair free on the back of my head. I grabbed my tote bag which was already full with my laptop, my glasses and my wallet and walked out of my room.

"Bitch you're gorgeous" Lolly told me as soon as she saw me.

I didn't respond to her but hugged her tight and smiled at her.

"We should go. I don't wanna be late for my first day"

She nodded and grabbed her keys. We reached her car and drove for almost 15 minutes. It was a really nice district with a lot of architectural buildings and so much open space. I let Lolly go to work as I started walking inside the huge university. I ended up at the administration quarter for my badge and to see the director.

"Miss Y/L/N. What a pleasure to have you as our new French teacher. I heard a lot about you during the summer break. I know you will be an amazing teacher"

Mr Hamilton was the most remarkable school director of all New York and I was so happy that he decided to choose me as one of his teacher's team.

"I'm so grateful to be there with you and to work here. Thank you so much"

We started talking about the organization inside the university and he presented to me some of his assistants and some other teachers. He showed me my class and I decided I should go before the ring starts.

I walked among some students and arrived at my new class. I heard some voices already inside as I approached and I finally entered the room.

"Hi everyone" I said to the few students who were there.

There were only 5 girls. All of them were watching me like I was a ghost but I didn't care and just arrived at my desk and settled down my stuff. I sat and started to prepare my first lesson. The girls were already chatting again and I took the opportunity to look at them. They were looking so young. I waited 5 minutes and saw 4 other girls walking inside the class. They all smiled at me and said hello to me in French.

"Already speaking French? How impressive girls" I said to them, smiling.

"Yes we practiced a little before so we could say "Bonjour" to you" One of the girls explained to me.

"That's nice to hear. I see that you are only nine in this class so I assume we have everyone. Let's get started then" I finally said to all of them. 

#natasha romanoff #fanfic #marvel #smut #fanfiction #natasha #aesthetic #teacher x student #teacher crush #teachers pet #student #y/n

[hinamie]

some notes/hcs from th jjk band!au ! read at your leisure i have written a novel 🫠

tl;dr guitarist brothers suku/ita bassist megu drummer nobara band name BL4CK FL4SH

i imagine them slightly aged up in this au, i'm thinking yuuji n them are around 17 and sukuna is 2 years older ( i would make the age gap wider to account for canon but i feel like any older and sukuna wouldn't be caught dead playing in his little brother's band)

it /is/ technically yuuji's band, he /was/ the one who started it even though sukuna would argue that he's the one funding the whole thing and nobara would argue that she's the one organizing and promoting every one of their gigs and megumi would argue that he constantly loses sleep writing mixing and producing their songs,, they all love yuuji tho so they go along and let him put his name on it

don't think too hard about how sukuna, 19, makes enough to fund a band . wholesome legal stuff, promise

yuuji's current guitar is a hand me down from sukuna after he had saved up enough to splurge on the double necked monstrosity he has currently. because they were strapped for cash growing up, for years yuuji played on a beginner kid's size electric guitar that sukuna (serial music snob) couldn't stand the sound of and may or may not have violently smashed before tsundere-ly shoving his old guitar into yuuji's hands.

that being the case, sukuna thinks what yuuji has done to his old guitar is atrocious bc he's the type to take /meticulous/ care of his instruments. we're talking regular tune ups, wax, mods, the works. man carries spare strings and a microfibre cloth on him at all times just in case and Will Not let yuuji near his gear because yuuji is a hurricane of a boy and has dropped and broken his equipment more times than any of them care to count . they do however make a game out of placing bets as to what he'll knock over during practice

yuuji usually does lead vocals because his energy is quite frankly contagious and he's a natural at working a crowd . Sukuna sings backup vocal but there are a handful of songs where they switch and he sings lead and those songs are . hm . a very different vibe ! and some of their most successful releases much to his brother's chagrin

megumi had always noticed and admired sukuna's voice and thought it would be a waste not to give him a lead vocal part so he was originally the one to offer to collaborate with sukuna to write a few songs more tailored to his style ,, yuuji felt a bit snuffed but couldn't deny that megumi had a point so he agreed to take a back seat

once sukuna had gotten a taste for the spotlight and saw the stream count on the songs he led he and yuuji started bickering a lot more over who gets to take over lead vocals. they've tried duets before and it's simply out of the question so instead they fight over megumi to get him to write for one of them. it still usually ends up being yuuji which irks sukuna but he's placated by how explosive the reaction is when he /does/ get a song to himself

megumi can also sing !!! he's really good !!!!except he's shy and stubborn and won't do it in front of others. he once drunkenly admitted that he has a secret folder on his laptop full of audio files of himself singing unreleased songs and they (mostly nobara) haven't let him forget it and pester him relentlessly to let them listen. he will not because his songs are emo and sappy and pining and definitely not about yuuji

this is MY brainrot so this au is not immune to pining megumi x oblivious yuuji. one time yuuji kept inviting a girl he liked to their rehearsals and megumi's mood would get so sour that most days they had to call practice early and the ensuing show was one of their worst performances ever because their practices had been so unproductive. nobara is 95% sure she knows what was up but in the interest of keeping megumi in the band she kept her mouth shut ((she did admonish yuuji afterwards that no more outside spectators were allowed at practice no matter how hot he thinks they are))

in the days leading up to their first ever show yuuji was an anxious wreck to the point where the rest of them were legitimately concerned for his health but completely at a loss as to what they could do to help. megumi's love language is Not words of affirmation so instead he got yuuji a new set of audio cables accompanied by a note that read "good luck -M" to help ease his nerves. yuuji keeps the note taped to his guitar

megumi and nobara can both play piano and alternate covering the keyboard parts if a song requires it. (((megumi is a lot better at it which annoys nobara but she attributes the skill difference to his "freakishly long fingers and perfect pitch, which is basically cheating anyway")))

nobara gives the boys hell for making her play manager most of the time but she honestly thrives when a gig is coming up and she gets to order them around and use sukuna's credit card to book photoshoots and print promotional materials and buy them new outfits to match the concept

everyone but sukuna dreads the aforementioned shopping days. yuuji is a chronic protag who just wants to sing with his friends and megumi thinks coordinated outfits are frivolous and a waste of time . sukuna however /loves/ the visual aspect of performing because he's a dramatic bitch and wants to make sure they leave an impression. he and nobara are a force to be reckoned with and megumi and yuuji fight for their lives when they bust out the eyeliner

gojo is in this au because i guess he has to be smh i am never free -_- he was megumi's old music teacher and he runs the studio they rent out ("friends and family discount for my favourite student! aren't i kind, megumi-chan?") and they're pretty sure he's famous overseas or a retired star or something because whenever he comes to their shows there's a flood of paparazzi and tabloids that he miraculously manages to avoid??? they have no idea how he does it but they're happy to leech off the publicity

#jjk band!au #i have more don't tempt me take this away from me #hina.txt

[winryrockbellwannabe]

hi! as an engineering student myself, i struggle to take notes during lectures. can u give some tips to take efficient and useful tips for notetaking?

Hello hello,

First of all, Im sorry, but you probably asked this to the worst person possible lol.

I have adhd, and it makes terribly hard for me to focus on lectures, especially since I have difficulty paying attention to any kind of "speech" or even when Im paying attention sometimes I kinda take a while understanding what was said, like, the words sounded like separate random words instead of an organized sentence.

My Note Taking Method:

So, the only way I can take notes during class (that are not just mindlessly writing the exact same thing that is shown on the powerpoint presentation) is by having a textbook near me. Like, in high school, I took notes directly on my textbooks. Now I print the powerpoints my profs will present or the notes from last years students. Or even just take my laptop with me and annotate which slide number my notes refer to - tho i usually don't love this option.

But since I don't have any other good advice, I'll do what I do best:

Other People's Note Taking:

Talk about my wonderful moots that have posts about this.

@a-fox-studies literally wrote this post today (sorry if you're the same anon lol)

@skwpr has a post about note taking, not during class but from textbook, but it might still be useful

And then I was searching in the note taking tag and I found this @patriotstudies post and I think it had some good advice

Hope I've helped you somehow! <3

#note taking #studyblr #study blog #studyspo #stemblr #stem student #adhd studyblr #asks

[i-am-a-l0st-gh0st]

I don't deserve you, you deserve the world-Kazuha X reader flufftober day 12

Everytime that i miss you I feel the way you hurt T/w- mention of kazuha trauma, implied death of a friend, comfort tho summary- Kazuha love you, but couldn't imagine himself being good enough for you

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You were just the embodiment of perfection, Kazuha could hardly keep his eyes off you. Well no one could, you always had someone around you whether you wanted it or not. Someone who wanted to be your friend, or wanted your affection, and others wanted other things. Kazuha just wanted you to look at him, not even as a lover just as someone. But you were too wrapped up in your own little world most of the time, too busy to even notice the blonde-haired man.

He didn’t dare approach you, he didn’t want to get rejected. He didn’t want to get close to you then just as he felt happy, lose you. Just like last time. It's hard healing from trauma espically if it was a loved one. It can hurt a lot, even if you just think of them for a spilt second.

Months later Kazuha finally had the guts to approach you, you were happily sitting in the library reading something on your laptop. He politely tapped you on the should and said, “Hello Y/n mind if i sit here?

“Sure kazuha.” You flashed him a warm smile, which made his cheeks turn red. And you knew his name! He was the happiest he’d been in months.

“So, uh what you reading?”

“Oh, just some… school stuff.” Obviously a lie but he wouldn’t push further. 

Silence fell between you too, causing it to get a tad bit awkward. Kazuha couldn’t help but stare at you. Taking in your beauty, how you sat there taking in all the words on the screen. How you seemed so invested, how your eyes flickered from one end to the other. You looked up at Kazuha meeting his eyes, which made you both look away with red staining each of your cheeks.

"Y/n, are you seeing anyone?" Casually, Kazuha tried to hint at wanting to get with you.

"No not really, but I do have my eye on someone." 

"Who may that be?"

"Take a guess." 

So he named everyones except his own, Xiao, wanderer, heizou, Venti. All of the anemo boy, except himself. You note this and respond; "You missed one silly."

Suddenly it made sense, it was him. You liked him. Just like he liked you, he couldn't contain his excitement at your answer.

"M-me?"

"Of course who else?"

Kazuha felt like the happiest man in teyvat, he asked if he could kiss you (cause consent is the best we love that). You were a little stunned so you only nodded. His kisses were soft and gentle, like you were almost too fragile to be in his arms. The way his lips pressed against yours was like heaven.

"I don't deserve you y/n."

"All good things come to those who wait."

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@pandragonsoul

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[raenis22]

Member: EJ

Genre/Tropes: Friends to Lovers

TW:-

Requested by: A Wattpad user 🌹

"Look! It's him, YN. Over there"

Yes, it's him. My one and only crush, Eui Joo, or as people around us called him Ej for short. Both of us have been friends since we were in elementary school. That's when I started to have feelings for him. The problem is that I chose to like him from afar without making a single move. People will usually take the first step to get closer to their crush, right? But here I am, standing still like a statue.

"Come on, YN-shi. Go and say hi to him before he enter the class...!"

"Errrm do I have too? I just like to look him from him tho-"

"Nuh uh, not in my watch, now off you go!"

That's my best friend, Wonyoung. She really is into helping me get closer to Ej, as she claimed that she could sense that both of us could end up becoming a cute couple. Yeah, that's what I remembered. I sighed and bravely walked towards Ej before he could make it to the class' entrance. Alright, YN, just a simple greeting; it's not that hard to say hello, right?

"H-Hi...Eunchae! Hii Eunchae!"

What am I up to? Instead of saying Ej, I said Eunchae, as I saw her behind Ej. I looked at Wonyoung, who had already opened her mouth to see what had happened. It's so close yet I still missed it—did my nervousness really affect me that much?

"Ermm good morning too, YN. You looked happy...?"

"She failed again to say hi to Ej"

"Again? YN, you really need to try again. Both me and Wonyoung don't know how to help you anymore Q-Q"

"I know, I know. It's already smooth until I did eye contact with him and poof! All my confidence left me blank"

"Eye contact aye? Ah, maybe you should avoid eye contact with him then"

"Avoid? Oh yeah, I remembered that YN before talked so smoothly with Ej last week about up coming school project and she was busying with typing on the laptop, no eye contact happen"

"Correct. That's how you can confess to him, YN!"

Confession without eye contact? How is that supposed to help me? Yeah, it did help me before, just like Eunchae and Wonyoung mentioned, but I don't think it should apply when you want to confess to someone, right? I shook my head and left those two who were planning something; I feel bad that I didn't accomplish anything with their assistance until now. That's what you get when your friend is an introvert. I was about to sit down when I noticed a mint candy and a note under my desk. For the mint candy, I don't really think much because everyday I receive it but a note? It has no name, it is anonymous. Did someone misplace it, or was it really meant for me? 

"Don't give up. Go straight up and confess? That's really a bold move"

"Hey YN, both of me and Eunchae thought that if you- hey what's that?"

"Hurm? Oh, it's just an anonymous note, nothing much-"

"Nothing much!? It could be a sign you dummy!"

"What sign?"

"It must be from Ej~ I mean, you could look at the handwriting and compare it using his practice book over there"

Handwriting? I quickly went to the teacher's desk in front and looked for EJ's practise book. Not here, nope, nah... yes, there it is. I did a comparison with both the note and the book. It matched, so that means it's really from Ej? So, why did he make it anonymous? Well, anyway, maybe I should have replied to it back then. But how? use the same method? or maybe face-to-face with him? Wait, what's up with this note? Does he already know that I like him or what? Is it too obvious? I was just lost in my thoughts until someone greeted me.

"Can we talk for a sec?"

"O-oh Ej! W-what's need to talk about?"

"I can help you with c-o-n-f-e-s-s-i-o-n"

"Wait what...?"

"You like Nicholas right?"

Did he mention Nicholas? Wait, did he think I have a crush on one of his buddies, Nicholas? And now he wants to help me with the confession? Good grief. This will be a confusing situation now. But what makes him think I have a crush on Nicholas? Me, who tried to not make my feelings towards Ej so obvious, but how did it end up being obvious with Nicholas? I lifted my head slowly and made eye contact with Ej. His expression is both adorable and solemn in this situation. Maybe I will play along for awhile first.

"How did you know about that? I can confirm no one except Wony and Eunchae know about it"

"I can feel it whenever both me and Nicholas are around with you guys"

"And that's when you figured it out?"

"yeah...kinda a bit obvious though"

SKIP

Both Ej and I are now on the rooftop, getting ready for "confession." He really told me everything about Nicholas, from A to Z, since he thought I liked his friend. In reality, I like him, not Nicholas, how can he misunderstand that?

"I already called Nicholas and I'm gonna hide behind, over there"

"Ej..."

"Don't worry, I'm sure this plan will work well, YN-chan"

"Ej! I-I don't worry about that...quite irrelevent actually"

"Irrelevent? Wait, I don't understand right now... I thought you like-"

"No...I don't like Nicholas more than friends..."

"Then who did you-"

"It's you...you're the one that I like, not Nicholas..."

Silent. Only the sounds of nature fill the silence between us. I guess that's it. It's time to move on, I guess. This is typical of your crush's rejection. I bowed to him and started to walk away until he pulled my wrist, stopping my steps.

"You...you like me, YN?"

"Yes and I understand if you don't like me back and I-"

"I like you too"

"Wait what? Then why you thought I like Nicholas in the first place?"

"You seems to avoid me too much and still okay with Nicholas so that's the idea"

"Oh about that, I don't want to make it obvious that I have feelings to you so yeah"

"I guess my hints doesn't work that much huh?"

"What do you mean?"

"Remember the mint candy you always receive every single day? That's from me, kinda surprising that you thought it from either Wonyoung or Eunchae"

"So that's from you!?"

"Yeah...I gave those candies as it help you stay 'alive' in class"

Those delicious candies were from him all this time!? Oh my gosh, this is becoming so awkward right now. Relax, YN, at least you now know that he likes you too, right? Now, let's give him a proper confession now.

"Now...Ej, I have something to tell you, I like you since we were in elementary school but all this time, I chose to like you from afar and quietly as I don't want ruin our friendship. So, may I be your girlfriend?"

Ej pulled me into an embrace as a quick response. He leaned in, and our lips met with each other. That is now officially my happiest day of my life.

Meanwhile...

"Hey do you get the shot,Nicho?"

"Beautiful scenery and a great picture for their wedding video"

"They're gonna thank us for this picture, 35 dollar"

"You charged them, Eunchae?"

"Well they're not premium costumers yet so yeah. Business is business" 

The end...

#&team ej #&team imagines #&team soft hours #&team fluff #&team fanfic #&team drabbles #&team scenarios #&team smau #&team x reader #&team k #&team maki #&team harua #&team jo #&team fuma #kpop imagines #&team nicholas #&team taki #&team yuma #&team under the skin #jpop #&team #&audition #&audition boys #&team headcanons

[jennyandvastraflint]

I'm not quite sure which ones I have sent you already, so feel free to skip any <3

14. Are there any tropes you would only read if written by a trusted friend or writer?

26. Would you rather write a fic that had no dialogue or one that was only dialogue?

29. What songs would be (or are) on a playlist for Butterfly Queen? Explain your choices if you want!

38. Did any of your fics get surprisingly popular (whatever that means to you)? Which ones? Why do you think they were so successful?

Thank yoooouuu! Okay, trying this for the second time now, seeing as my laptop decided to shut all my windows and delete my answers...

14. Are there any tropes you would only read if written by a trusted friend or writer?

Kid fics, I think. I'm not generally a fan of them because they just don't suit the vast majority of my ships, and they need to be done a particular way for me to enjoy them. I'm not generally very interested in children XD So there's that.

And smut. I've read a few, some better and more memorable than others, and the ones I enjoyed pretty much always carried a lot of emotional weight. Smut just plain bores me a lot of times because I have no connection to any desire to have sex.

26. Would you rather write a fic that had no dialogue or one that was only dialogue?

Definitely no dialogue because I love rambling, exploring characters' inner workings, and examining them very closely. Technically my Anura drabble is a fic with no dialogue, and Songs of Love and Death has quite a few chapters with hardly any dialogue at all because they were very introspective.

(as a side note for the only dialogue one, I have written plays and short audio scripts which are technically only dialogue. I'm just gonna link them here: Sontaran Composition, Amnesia, and Captured in Space)

29. What songs would be (or are) on a playlist for Butterfly Queen?

This is a hard one seeing as the fic is quite fluffy and positive and all my music goes in pretty much the opposite direction (look I just love either yearning or dramatic shit XD), but I will try to leave you at least a few songs...

Something something memory of her past, butterflies as a reminder, Jenny singing Vastra to sleep, or perhaps the memory of her mother(s) telling her to sleep in her head? Honestly the possibilities are endless, and the entrancing music and singing itself is just so magical to me.

This one's also fairly early on in the fic, as it's quite weighty and emotional. Also the song is Jenny/Vastra coded as FUCK. I'm going insane over it daily <3

Absolutely the wrong time period as this is medieval, but I love how bouncy it is and the spring vibes it has, and I think that fits quite well, despite the period obviously being a different one.

Some more instrumental that fits Vastra as a whole quite well, I think.

And something very positive and sweet! Honestly? This fits quite well XD Just gliding on through Looking down on the view from up here

And from up here The world is all yours Each mountain and meadow and mere

And from up here Life's duties and chores Are barely worth shedding a tear

And all of the sky lies before us Straight up to the far stratosphere So head for the blue and let's take in the view from up here

It's just me and you looking down on the view from up here Lyrics

38. Did any of your fics get surprisingly popular (whatever that means to you)? Which ones? Why do you think they were so successful?

I mean, this kinda goes for every single fandom outside of my little niche because there's actually a wider audience for them out there. I will say tho, the constant popularity of my KyaLin stuff (relative for me) made me reluctant to write them because that's kinda not anywhere near my main thing... I'm taking my two The Dragon Prince fics with the most kudos out of that because I think that was a spam attack (I also got like a dozen spam comments on each of them...)

I suppose one that did come as a surprise was my Lilith Clawthorne coming out fic? I had never written The Owl House before that (and quite frankly barely afterwards), and it was quite interesting!

But focusing on my Doctor Who ones which are my main thing, I'm surprised that both Pacing (a Thasmin fic with a heavy focus on autistic 13) and Emerald Scales (Colours Soulmate AU) got over 80 kudos. And You're not useless, never, to me... is also a surprise because reading it back, damn that was EARLY writing and could so do with a rewrite XD

Also, Burning Love (Jennah/Anise from Guild Wars 2) got a whooping NINE kudos, which is quite frankly so surprising considering there are seven fics about them and two of them are mine? Every single kudo/comment on my Guild Wars fics is a win for me honestly, it's by far the smallest fandom (in terms of interest in the canon characters) I write for.

I suppose most of the stuff outside Doctor Who is popular because I'm not filling a niche with an audience of 20 people at BEST. My Thasmin and Osgate stuff tends to be well-received as well, but I've just chosen a niche for me with a very small audience... XD

Thank you so much for the ask, and I hope you are happy with these answers :3

#ask #ask game #madame vastra #jenny flint #jenny and vastra #doctor who

[an-honest-puck]

a collection of highlights and viewing notes from 'Fools' because I don't have the time to liveblog while watching but I do have thoughts

HUMPHREY CAUSING MISCHIEF?!?!!?! WE LOVE TO SEE IT!!!!! <333

~and other bbc ghosts s5 ep1 spoilers ahoy!~

I love that Larry is the lone writer of this ep and Humphrey therefore gets to have the spotlight XD

fr tho, watching Humphrey giving Alison ideas was so deliciously cheeky and fun to watch!!!

that one camera movement where Humphrey plays the angel and devil on Alison's shoulders was *chef's kiss* brilliantly well played!!!

when the Captain realises that Alison's picking them off one by one and then immediately falls for her prank lmao

look! they let Ben run in the woods again! huzzah! he must have been so pleased they let him lol

we love a Ben Willbond take on the classic "clever girl" line 👌🏼

Thomas's prank was absolutely ruthless but the little shit (mostly affectionate) deserves it LMAO

actually as a sidenote, with any other characters (or perhaps in another show lol) this is potentially a rather romantic scene lol

but yeah nah the little shit deserved it XD

I love when the Captain describes Alison's 'next victim' as being "guileless, gullible, open-hearted to a fault" (patcaps stans were fed with this line alone lol) and cutting to Pat, as if Cap isn't sitting in the room with the most gullible ghosts of the crew- i.e., himself, Thomas, and Kitty XD

I'm sorry but Pat reacting to Alison's first attempt at pranking him by pulling out the word 'veracity' and how he describes how to cross-check your facts????? king shit XD

but also, that was lowkey the most intimidating thing I've ever seen Pat do wtf?! like the way he says "I'd hate for you to have the wool pulled over your eyes." and then the "ok?" freakyyyy lol

oh Julian you nincompoop lol I love all the time Alison's invested in these pranks btw- like making that video and somehow rigging something up on a laptop so that when Julian clicks the specific button, the video starts playing? is there an app for that or is that just Alison flexing some coding skills??? XD (I am personally fully on board the 'Alison flexes her coding skills' train lol)

0/2, Cap is not making any good calls in this ep XD

my fam and I like to play the game 'how many takes?' and that scene where Alison tries the finger-chop gag and Pat gives her a talking to is prime fodder for that game XD

ayo, gotta give a shoutout to the B-plot of Mike with the insurance investigator for recapping the end of season 4 because I was rusty tbh lmaooo

Fanny's two-part-prank was so good but also gotta love the permanency of permanent marker XD

OMG Humphrey's idea for Robin's prank - i.e. Larry just talking to himself LMAO but the way Humphrey showed Alison his plan was so deliciously devious XD

"DAMN YOU, COOPER!"

yo the way the A-plot and B-plot crash into each other is hysterical XDD

Alison, caught red-handed lighting a fire: *in the most level voice I've ever heard come out of Charlotte Ritchie's mouth* Hi, I'm Alison-

"Sorry. Sick in a bush..."

good onya, Joy Kielty! you da real one! and props to the soundtrack composers for that beautiful little piano interjection :')

ah man almost got all of them...

BUT OH MY DAYS SHE PREG-AN-NANT!?!!?!?! I can't believe the fandom was right on that one!!!!!! I'm anxious for her!!!!! pregnancies are scary!!!!! (I mean, I'm probably projecting because a friend of mine is pregnant and currently dealing with all the appointments, equipment, and physical symptoms of pregnancy, but still!!! growing new life is hard!!!!)

very very interested to see where them there are going with this...

but anyways this is a Larry episode and so of course the last word comes from Humphrey:

"did we get him?"

(my poor boi, someone pls pick him up :') )

#bbc ghosts #bbc ghosts s5 #bbc ghosts spoilers #bbc ghosts s5 spoilers #i don't actually think these are spoilers anymore because the eps have been out for a while but still lol #just in case folks out there are like me and haven't had access to it until now #(about bloody time iview!!!!!) #day talks ghosts #day says hey

[julien5-malfunction]

24012024

Saw my therapist in a rather strange setting. We went to this other support/care provider to see if I'd rather have them look after me (Since there has been some issues with the unit-people not doing their job.)

We went there too early so we killed time by driving around town in my therapist's car. For a while. Then went into the building to wait some more. They people there offered me coffee and pie, but I didn't want any.

We just sat at the table for some while and somehow it was the most bired I have been in a while. I was asked to tell something about myself, which is too broad question to awnser to be honest, so I told them about my history of living in units for the past 5 years. The rest of the meeting I was pretty much quiet and spaced tf out as the therapist and other two ladys talked about their dogs or something. They knew each other from work or something.

I noticed the art style of the of the framed pictures on the wall, next to a frigde. Local comic artist, I know him, by name atleast and what he lookes like. His sister was a caretaker in one of the units I was in, shewould tell me about his little brothers comics and stuff like that, I even got one of his books with a dedicated signing as a birthday gift. Occationally I see him in the supermarket and he waves back if I wave at him, maybe he is just friendly like that. It's not that rare to see his work around town, his drawings can be seen on painted on bus stops, even the library walls, the school I used to go to, also had wall painted in his style in the cafeteria. The library sells postcards designed by him. The guy is kind of a local comic book hero, I suppose, literally...

I can't remember what all the discussion was about, but they told me to think about it, 'just say the word and changes can happen at a fast rate'. I'm too tired to think about anything right now. I'm not too keen on haveing people wisiting my home, even less so having new people wisiting my home. I just really want to be alone. Being social wares me out so bad. I'm literally half asleep on the couch as I'm writing this, even tho I didn't even have to walk today.

The lady I talked to offered to drive me to the library and back home, as she had to return books as well and said she was going in the same direction so I accepted. Normally I don't like being taken around in a car but the sidewalks are ice and water and I guess I was just that tired. I kind of info dumped more of my issues on her on the drive home. She was just kinda like '...yeah you kinda have problems...' Kinda feels validating that someone acknowledges that you're kinda getting mistreated by the system and all, I've gotten so used to it allready that whenever someone isn't telling me ' it is what it is', I'm telling them that ' it kinda is... what it is'.

They gave me stuff... I got a green, cheapish-plasticy ballpoint pen, a block of sticky notes, a little bag of candy and a my favourite is the reflector that's shaped like a little house. All of these have the company logo on them.

I sent a picture of these to my favourite person at the unit "these guys bribe kinda hard..."

Probably the most interesting piece of information I got out of the whole ordeal was this name of a game my therapist said hen I was pointing out the game console and said I kinda wanted a PS2 since I have a television but no cable so it just shows a black screen, my PC is so old too that it can't even run LMMS. Then I made a joke about installing Doom on it or something. The therapist said that there is a game named "Hexen", that should run on piece of shit computers as well.

I never herd? Tho I never really looked for 'games to play on a pc with the computing power of a simple calculator'.

I need to look it up at some point... Like I might actually find a game that I can play on my highschool laptop.

Heck I have Halflife 2 on a disk but that want's me to install steam first and that is gonna take extra space on my laptop and I'll need to go camp at the unit to use their wifi again... hmmmmm.

#therapy #i didn't pay attention #pc games

[bsaka7]

16, 18, 20!

16. Do you write by hand, on your phone, or on your laptop?

Laptop exclusively... I'll write notes on my phone but all actual writing is on the computer. sometimes I'll do prompts on my phone. And I'll sometimes outline (more like... make maps of connections?) on paper. But the real stuff is on the computer. You can tell when I'm on my phone because it's evil stream of consciousness like this.

18. Do you enjoy research?  Which fic of yours required the most research?

as a person... I very much do like research but I can get bogged down in it, you know what I mean? Like, I like things to be correct but I can't get too into it or I'll freak myself out. My coworkers dislike this about me but I HATE things to be wrong (if preventable) almost to a moral degree like I never want to give someone incorrect info.

with fic I'm willing to bend the contours a little more. It's like... How much research can I do so that I don't ruin the way I think about the fic? I operate a lot by asking myself: what do I need to do to make this easy for me? And getting myself worked up... Not the way. That being said, i love research!!! My next big fic project... I've already read four? Books for it? But it's all fun for me anyway so it hardly even counts so this is a nice balance for me.

On the other hand.... sometimes my desire for research leads things to languish (how much can I fake it? Scenes from an American artist was all faking it)... like i have a couple of different pirate au plots (thank u @kritischetheologie) and they would NOT be a long fic (under 15k easy) but I can't start writing because im like oh i don't know enough about pirates.

Of my posted fics... Idk probably echo of the future required the most because almost all of it is compliment with star wars universe trade routes and lore and stuff. EU of course and I didn't try THAT hard because there's a lot of fuckery. and I only watched one star wars movie as reference. Unless you count all the star wars content I consumed as a kid. Write what you know i guess?

20. Do you prefer writing AUs or canon fics?

This is kind of a funky one. I vastly prefer READING Canon to au's. I go back and forth on writing. I think... hm... I like the playing field of canon or real life much more. like the cards are all there. that's easier! and it's better for digging into relationships in some way i think...

But i can't deny it. I think aus are more fun. Obviously I lean toward the... fantastical in my writing this year (space au apocalypse au dragon au star wars au)... It's just undeniably fun to explore and come up. I am a pretty grounded person. I don't let myself think like that - don't let myself pretend I'm creative - outside of fic. But because it's already fic. I can knockoff Cormac Mccarthy. I don't need all the rules of Magic to be crystal clear before I start writing. It's okay to play in the star wars sandbox. So I like that a lot!!! I also definitely feel like writing au's (starting with the max/daniel fic taking some time even tho it's like pretty tame for an au. More Canon divergent) has helped me build confidence in my writing. So I guess the answer is aus are more fun to write even if I often like "what I'm doing" with Canon fics more. God i sound like I take myself so seriously (I guess I kind of do but LOL) but oh well hopefully this is vaguely interesting rambling ❤️

#This is seriously so long wtf #Oh well #Ask game #Ask #Thank u very much ❤️❤️ #I have to be honest I didn't realize I wasn't following u for the longest time. But now I am and am so happy to :)

[disengaged]

hello! i'm here from elliott's post about film class, you replied to her and i found out that you have a double major of film studies and psych. anyway, i scrolled through your blog and i think you are quite passionate and really knowledgeable about your major, and i'm not lmao (i'm a multimedia arts student, but i want to be like a film director someday). hence, i'm here to get inspiration and advices from. i actually already saved the books you recommended though!

i'm going to take a film language class this coming sem, and i feel anxious about it (+ the fact that i'm a beginner in every medium of art/media makes me feel out of place and undeserving of being in this major lol). i started advanced studying with Crash Course's free film history course, but i just feel lost, i don't know what to do. i feel like i should be studying 60mph because i can't keep up with anyone.

my school does not really do examinations right after every semester, even quizzes are non-existent. i don't have a classmate or friend that i can ask these questions because they have other interests that do not interest me. that's why i find it hard to understand anything. i'm currently at the burnt-out stage so perhaps the reason why i am so naive. but any advice will really help. thank you :((

DUUUUDE omg .... okay first things first, take a deep breath, it's gonna be okay

i really respect your dedication/the fact that you're trying to study before the class even starts, but like . if it's an intro-level course, you're gonna be ok !! TONS of people take FS courses as optional arts credits/"for interest", it's typically expected that you're not going to know everything. as long as you have the right prerequisites for the course, you should be doing ok! if it turns out your prof sucks (like elliott's) you can brush up on the rest as you go ♥️ :-0

like ...... if you're already dealing with burnout, studying super hard ahead of time is gonna make you feel even worse. & yknow ....... if it's really bad in the first week, just drop out tbh 🤷 some courses ain't worth it

in terms of exams: i'd say about half of my film studies classes have been essay-based rather than quiz/midterm/final exam-based, idk how your school works though

as for feeling 'undeserving' of your major ...... i can't really help you there, but you should know that imposter syndrome is super common in every single discipline and at any college/uni, especially in the fine arts side of things — but you're ok !! like !!! if you were a pro at everything already, school would suck ass. i hope u can get over this fear and better enjoy learning new things, cuz that's really what postsecondary is all about ♥️ it's ok to be naive, especially in subjects the average person knows jack shit about.

the path to becoming a director is ....arduous.... and typically requires training within the industry and/or a degree specifically in film production (which is different than the 'scholarly' branch of film studies) but if it's what you really want, go for it. put your heart into it, yknow, do whatever it is that makes you feel like you're doing something important. YOLO

it can be tough when your friends don't Get your interests, i'm here to chat anytime if you like tho !! film studies is basically my favourite thing on earth :'-)

also i saw u asked elliott abt notetaking ...... i use OneNote & i love it, it's great cause it puts your notes in The Cloud and you can access them from any device. super user-friendly and has drawing, highlighting, font changing functions, you can insert PDFs as printouts ....... i hate carrying my 5lb laptop to campus (and it doesn't fit on the little desk trays in my lecture halls anyways. fml) so i just have an iPad loaded up w OneNote and i'm set :-) i take some of my notes by hand but only for English/Writing/CMPUT classes lol, my FS and Psych classes go way too fast to keep up

#long post - #asks #anon #this was really long sorry let me know if i missed anything. i think you're 100% on the right track tho like #don't worry too much before the class even starts !!!!!! and then just try to make a friend or 2 in the class to share notes w/ask question #*questions #and you'll be fine !! ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

[parasocial12]

But I'm a Creep, I'm a Weirdo

[transcribed from memo book] 26/2 Today my mother went to the appt. I set up for her to check her blood pressure. Sister went with her. Despite that, my sister and I still went tot he gym early in the morning. It was leg day. Bully. In my ineptitude I ended up missing the bus by 3 minutes, leading me to head to school entirely by car. What a waste of gas and parking! 20$ minimum for two classes today- ai ya ya! I missed the roll call for my Sowjet course. Alls well tho cause I was still counted as present. Gut. During Sowjet, I ended up winning at solitaire (hard mode!). what a feat! Now, I sit in the Red Room. Already, I've eaten my lunch- McDs per usual. My Spirits today have gone high and low. On the car ride I was on the verge of suicide. Recently, right after Sowjet, I was ecstatic. Listening to the Maladroit CD, I can't help but feel a yearn for Love. "If I only once could kiss you". Of course, I know how silly and delusional it is of me to think such romantic notions. Foolish! Yet, this longing fills me not with despair, but w/ hope. It must be the work of Burndt Jamb. ~~~~ Seated across from me is a gal. I've already stolen too many glances of her. Even so, I find it difficult to describe her. She's a variety of blonde or at least a brunette with blonde highlights(?). She was a wore a white tank top and blue jumper pants(?)[AN:I know nothing of fashion] with white New Balances with pink accents. Cute! She stared at me first- most likely due to the stickers on my laptop- anime mostly. Slice of Life stuff. Anyways, why cat I spell today!!! Annoying. ANyways, I ended up stealing a few glances her way. Her laptop was filled with stickers too. A lot of variety, but the one that struck out to me is that she had a semi-vulgar anime sticker with a barely clad gal w/ the word "Spank!" or something to that effect. It's most strange and aroused such curiosity that I ended up having eye contact w/ her. How creepy of me! It was but for a moment, but now I am shamed and do everything in my power to avoid seeming like I'm looking at her. How stressful. Oh God, what if she posts about me saying I'm a Creep! Ahh my social life, though nonexistent, is ruined! I would have loved to know her name at least! Oh woe am I! How silly and foolish I am. I am sure she knows I write now in this pocket book. I wonder if she knows that I write of her. Oh fair maiden! I avert my gaze in shame! She's curled up like a kitten- on her phone. Cute, I think. I can't really take the time to note any details. The piano guy is playing Part of Your World. Pinkerton plays in my ears. Longing in my Heart. How I wish I could go up to her! I prob don't even exist to her. Many times I wish I could take a snapshot picture of what I see with my eyes. Some beauty cannot be captured by the limited capacity of mechanical camera or the brush of an artist. No. Reality displays a beauty [greater than] anything Man can conjure. If I could just steal another long glance to remember. Damn, what a Creep I am! I hope see why I'm single, and most likely single remain.

[Author's Note: I can barely recall the girl mentioned in this entry- I would have forgotten her if not written lol! Rereading in a regular state, I see very well how creepy I make it sound with what I write, hell, I even acknowledge it in my writing itself, but in reality it was not so weird! Trust!]

#diary #my diary #diary entry #college student #social anxiety #college #weirdo #losercore #pathetic loser #loser

[afklancelot]

For the ask game, all of them!

damn anon you're really putting me out there

well alright then :)

orchid- video game music counts, right? anyways Fanged Fastener from paper mario origami king is perfect. to me.

cactus- currently i'm learning about what would make a good gaming laptop, if that counts. i actually was trying to get into python coding a few months ago, but that's postponed until i get motivation to go back.

bamboo- usually when i get home i change into loungewear: a t-shirt and a pair of athletic shorts.

abelia- i don't take to wearing jewelry unless you count my earrings, which i think came from Claires actually??? anyways, i don't really take them off because i never really felt like it.

daffodil- i got one older sister. it would take too long to list how many differences i have from them, so i'll note one similarity: we both wear glasses.

mahonia- strangely enough, impending exam deadlines. turns out trying to study for a big test is great motivation for writing creative pieces. yes i know this is procrastination.

chia- i've got quite a few inside jokes with my splatoon buddies that barely make sense in context, but here's one with a separate online friend of mine: whenever we say our goodbyes we end out messages with an emoji rat. one time i even stopped myself from going to bed because i forgot to give her my goodbye rat.

sage- probably music is the most touching. i was in band from middle school to second year of high school, including marching band in hs, so that might be why i have a greater appreciation for music in comparison to other arts.

edelweiss- ok so back when lostbelt 6 released in japan, they used fairy knight for the fae servants before their true names were revealed. having 'afklancelot' can mean three things: either "a fairy knight lancelot", "away fron keyboard lancelot", or "a fucking knight lancelot." prolly the most creative effort i had in coming up with a url. as for why lancelot, well she's my favorite out of the cast in lb6, and her scribbly face is so goofy so

camellia- i was apparently really antisocial when i was young, even as a baby. my mom once told me that i was fairly content to be by myself on the mattress and would actually start crying if i were picked up. i'm still pretty antisocial irl, but online i can actually be pretty bold in saying what i feel like, rarely with filter.

jasmine- i really liked The Silent Companions by Laura Purcell, it was one of the few horror books that really captured my focus. will not be rereading though because 1) i don't have the physical copy and i have a habit of not rereading ebooks after the first full read and 2) the ending was fitting but made me a bit depressed, i felt really bad for the main character and her helplessness.

ivy- usually when someone talks to me and i answer in short terse answers it means i want to stop talking to them (tho sometimes it's because i don't have much to say). when i answer with stumbled words and a fast way of speaking, it's usually because im trying really hard to piece together what i want to say. same goes for messaging online: i tend to reply quickly to online conversations without much thinking since im excited to be included in discussions. usually when im feeling angry, annoyed, or upset, i tend to sigh dramatically.

chamomile- stuffed animals. preferably those with rounded body types, as they usually feel floofy and are comfy to lie down on/hug.

aloe vera- it's tied between 'flipping an egg on a frying pan' and 'climbing a tree'. idk this is a hard one.

palm tree- lutherrrrr from The Familiar :3 he's such an asshole who does asshole things throughout the story but he's so entertaining with surprising depth if you pay attention. one of the few characters where i'm torn between "i want to see him get a redemption arc and live on to change for the better" and "i want to see this man actively get worse and die from his hubris". so yeah.

nutmeg- aside from my bed, which has fish-themed bedding and has a lot of stuffed animals piled on top, my room's actually pretty neat from most clutter. i usually hang out in a separate room, which is neat in most places, but the only way i can describe the couch i mostly reside on is "messy as fuck".

papyrus- ive recently been listening to a few lord huron songs lately. in particular, Vide Noir and Long Lost ive been listening to on repeat, the former moreso.

taro- well, it depends on the person. if they're not into video games at much/at all, i usually just say general stuff on how i'm doing, maybe talk about books if they're also interested in reading. if they ARE into video games, i may tell them about the various games ive been playing, maybe including the antics ive been gettin into.

#asks #goddamn some of these questions were hard bc i dont think ive ever had the scenario happen to me before #i had fun tho. some of it was rlly good to get off my chest

[peejsocks]

any chance of bam smut? like real filthy

(you’re good <3)

a/n: hopefully this is to your liking. i'm not sure what it is tho lol i'm still trying to get the hang of smut. sorry it's so long.

disclaimers/tags: nsfw. nsfk. i did not proofread this i'm so sorry if it sucks

heavily inspired by this:

Suffice to say dating Bam was not a walk in the park. Nothing about your relationship is bad, per say, it's just that you happen to be very prone to stressing out. Often referred to by friends as the personification of the aforementioned emotion

Being a straight A student throughout your whole life and refusing to let that one personality trait go is probably the root of your issue. Getting close to someone who is your opposite in that regard seemed like a terrific solution, another half to ease your worries and prevent your forehead from getting wrinkled too early. The only problem is you chose the most chaotic other half in the entire town. Worse, even, is that you fell in love hopelessly. So you are stuck in this mess now.

You're home from college for the weekend to house sit for your parents as they travel for their anniversary. Picking you up at the bus station, your boyfriend noticed the chewed cuticles and reddened skin, a manifestation of your anxiety for finals. If he didn't catch onto that, there was no way he could've missed the notes and calculations scribbled on a loose notebook page your eyes continued darting over during the drive. 

"If you don't look at me right now I’m eating that piece of paper, I am not fucking joking." 

One hand on the wheel, his other one hangs beside his temple, elbow leaning on the open window. Blue irises are side-eyeing you hard, curls kept away from them by a black snapback he knew you hated. 

Taking advantage of the red light, you grab his face and peck his lips. "Sorry. Hi."

"Much better. Now, my mom went a little overboard because she misses you, so I hope you're hungry enough to eat for a whole generation of Margeras."

You should have seen an ambush coming. 

Back in your house after lunch, instead of finding your parents packing the car, you're met with Rake, Dico, Raab and Ryan setting up the place for a party. Bam promises it's for your own good. 

Having daily phone calls as evidence of how much time you had already put into studying, it's hard to argue against his suggestion of a break. He wins you over after clarifying you have a few hours to revise and get ready before people start arriving, and the guys will take care of everything. 

It's half past six when the first group of guests barge through the door. Who the fuck goes to a party this early?

Before you know it, the inside of your bedroom feels like the bathroom of a nightclub, barely keeping out all the noise of voices and loud music. And instead of having fun, you're hunched over your laptop crying because you can't make sense of this one exercise you're sure you know how to solve because you've done it a million times before. 

"Why aren't you dressed yet?"

Wiping your tears before he could see them, Bam offers you the unopened beer in his hand. "Sorry, lost track of time, I'll get in the shower right now." 

"Alright, see you downstairs." 

He leaves and you hope the hot water will break you out of the stress.

Getting dressed, you noticed Bam left the beer next to your laptop, so you chug it. It's still cold, refreshing against the condensation wafting through your room. The papers on top of the closed notebook beg you to be picked up, but your eyes are trained on the mirror. Deep breath in. Nothing to worry about.

Your own shoes feel weird, you're not sure whether your makeup is too much or not enough and the people leaning on the rail of the stairs are unrecognizable. To be fair, it's not like you were having that much fun in your room either.

Trying to relax, some familiar faces keep you company in the kitchen, pulling you into their game of truth or dare. Dico is the happy evil trickster to hand you a mix of pineapple schnapps with redbull and half a bottle of sriracha. Claiming you're gonna be sick is your escape route.

Quickly disappearing into the crowd, the small amount of alcohol hasn't freed you from worrying, checking every surface for stains and every fragile piece of memorabilia for cracks. A knot forms in your chest every time you try to forget about your exams, that second long flash of cue cards prompting a wince similar to a wounded animal.

Bam would know what to do. 

The backyard is about the last place to look for him. Stepping into the chilly night, the wind makes your dress cling to your body. Raab and Dunn spot you first, lifting their cups to you and smiling big, a gesture you reciprocate and begin striding towards them. 

Feeling lighter doesn't last long, because on the other side of the pool, your boyfriend is sitting on one of the stretchers with his ex-girlfriend glued to his ear.

It could be innocent. If it wasn't her, or the hand on his leg, or how casual it looked. Any hope of a carefree night is ripped away from your grasp, and rolling your eyes, you finish the walk to your friends just to steal whatever they were drinking and downing it.

"Oh, that's not good."

Ignoring Raab's obvious statement and returning inside, you should have predicted having to take on the role of bitter host. Your infallible idea is to turn off the power and climb on top of a couch to announce the party is over because your parents forgot to pay the electricity bill, and anyone who remained would have to chime in with their own money. Oh, and the beer would get warm out of the fridge, of course. 

Your performance as the empathetic life of the party who is sorely disappointed that the night is ending is not at all convincing. 

Finding Dico in the dark, you kiss him on the cheek. "You got this, right?"

A thumbs up is shoved in your face, laughing at the spark in his eyes when given a task. "Sure thing, M'lady!"

The boy enthusiastically shoos the crowd outside, promising to arrange a second location, while you climb up the stairs without so much as glancing to see if anybody's following you. 

Back in your room, it feels relieving to pull your hair up and clean your face, the first instance of self-care all day.

Bam finds you sitting cross-legged in front of the mirror, spreading moisturizer over your skin. 

"What happened?" He sounds less drunk than you would have expected. Carelessly explaining you didn’t feel good is not sufficient. "You didn't even tell me anything."

"You seemed busy." Shrugging, the real words choke on your throat. Still, you don't look at him, focused on untying your shoes. "I'm gonna jump in bed, but you can follow the guys if you want to. Just call me tomorrow."

"No, c'mon, what's wrong?" He pushes your hair onto your back, but you brush the movement off, annoyed. "Everyone left, I'm not going anywhere."

"I'm sure your ex is waiting in the bushes outside, you can still catch up." He scoffs and you sigh. "I need to sleep, that's all I want to do. We'll talk tomorrow, alright?"

Even irritated, you take his offered hand to stand up. Before you can fully turn your back to him and walk into the bathroom, you're being pushed against the closet doors. 

"Don't tell me you shut down a party over jealousy. Did you?"

"Are you seriously trying to be sexy right now? While I'm mad? How many concussions have you had, dude." 

Bam's hands put more pressure on your hips and his face inches closer to yours. This is not the time to let hormones overtake you. 

"Well, you could have pushed her hand away, you didn't. You could have gotten up, you didn't. You could have not invited her, you did. So, yes, fuck you for that."

"If you looked for more than thirty seconds, which you clearly didn't, you would know I did. The only part I didn't do was invite her, I'm not that dumb. She just showed up with some other friends." 

Having the roles reversed and being in the wrong is the hardest part for you. How was Bam more level-headed than you right now? 

"Well, get a restraining order next time, I don't know." God, you are losing it. Every thought feels scrambled and way too hard to conclude, so you're saying whatever comes to mind. 

Tired, you shake your head and try to move out of his grasp, but Bam's lips catch yours delicately. 

His hands are bunching up the skirt of your dress discreetly when he speaks. "I think what you need is to take it easy." 

"I doubt you can help me with that. In case you haven't caught up, you have been stressing me out all day."

There's a more serious look in his face now, apologetic. You almost feel bad. "Let me make up for it, then. Please."

"Bam, really, I don't-" His mouth crashes into yours again, harsher now. Tongue desperate to meet yours, he succeeds in turning your legs wobbly. Some could call that “taking it easy”..

Breaking off but noses grazing, you can feel his shaky breaths before ring-clad fingers start running up your leg under your clothes.

“Tell me to stop.” It’s a challenge. He knows you won’t. Especially when his hands are forcefully gripping the extra bit of skin on the inside of your thighs. 

The painful pressure takes your mind off of your troubles. Maybe your boyfriend knows how to help after all. You won’t give him the satisfaction, however. 

“Is this your apology?” Digging manicured nails into his shoulders is your way to warn him you’re putting up a fight. A little one. 

“Are you gonna tell me it isn’t working?” His palms slide dangerously close to your underwear and his nose is breathing heat into your neck. It’s heaven and hell. 

“You can’t win a fight with sex.” He could. You’d let that happen. 

“That’s not-“ Bam lets out a frustrated groan, biting your ear in the process. “I’m just trying to make my girlfriend feel better.” 

There’s no petty comeback, you know he means it. For a second, your heart skips a couple beats. 

It’s incredible how after all this time, his teenager antics still get you hot and bothered. 

Gentler, buttery cold lips soak the skin of your chest, nibbling around the straps of the black dress. 

“You know I love you, don’t you?”

That simple. You melt into him, weeping on the inside over how good it feels to give in. 

Big, surprisingly soft, hands lift up your dress to reveal your underwear. Bam rubs you over the thick fabric, sincere smile teasing his lips as soon as your legs adjust to his touch.

“See? Why make things so hard on yourself?”

Careful fingers pull your clothes all the way up, leaving you in nothing but your panties. 

Before you can feel cold, your boyfriend closes the distance between your bodies. Holding your hair in his hand, kisses trail up your neck as he whispers. 

“So beautiful, so smart, so dedicated.” He guides you towards the spacious bed. “You think no one sees it. I do.” 

Layed on your back, Bam’s words are hypnotic, taming the fire inside but not putting it out just yet. 

Getting on his knees, he makes a point to toss his snapback far away, allowing the dark locks to bounce freely. He knows you so well. 

“Just…” Tongue sucking on your hip bone after attacking it with his teeth. Voice shuddering through you. “Relax.”

For someone aiming to project calmness, Bam’s hunger to get to your cunt is dizzying, wasting no time with removing any piece of cloth. Just pushing it to the side while tongue-fucking you. 

He actually pulls it down to allow his fingers access, the noise of metal clinking on the floor when he takes off his rings. 

“Hey, babe.” Curls jiggle when his head shoots up, tip of the tongue still stuck on you. “It’s working.”

That sharp smile, wicked, matches yours. 

Passion is what comes through when his mouth returns to its full job, absurd noises filling your once innocent childhood bedroom.

It’s a source of pride, how good he is at eating pussy, since you were the one giving him instructions for the first year of your relationship. Of course he doesn’t appreciate being told what to do and wanted to get it right so he could start adventuring on his own. The rewards are extremely gratifying. 

Bam’s fingers curl, hitting the most important spot. That along with the commitment to sucking on your clit is driving you crazy. You try to moan, but your mouth is so dry and the muscles in your abdomen are tightening too hard for anything to come out.

That’s when he stops.

“I thought you were supposed to be helping me.”

His tongue pops out to lick the juices covering the surroundings of his lips. Fuck, he looks so pretty.

“That’s the plan.”

Standing up to unbuckle his pants, you volunteer to rip his shirt off, stealing a kiss on the way. 

All the stressed energy consuming you is transferring to your hands scratching his back and pulling his hair until he grunts. He makes fun of you.

“Let it all out, tiger. I am your vessel.”

It dawns on you, this is your boyfriend giving himself to you, to your frustration. To be used and abused as you wished.

In the flurry of thoughts, you bite his lip, but he seems to enjoy it. 

Needy, you squeeze his ass to lock his crotch with yours, begging silently for more. 

“Relax.”

Bam kisses you slower, tricking you into a false sense of tranquility before slipping his hard dick in you. This time, you moan, loud. 

“Fuck, Bammy, I-” His hand covers your mouth, as to say, not right now. 

Tongue sticking out between gritted teeth, your boyfriend slides further just to test his range before slowly pulling out again, swollen head teasing your entrance. You can see the slick juices leaking down to your sheets.

“I’m gonna fuck you until you see double tonight, baby.” 

When he slides back in, another leisurely stroke, it’s beyond your control. Biting on the fingers still closed around your lips does nothing but encourage a faster rhythm. 

Bam angles your legs farther, pressing under your thighs to position them flush to his hips. Wide open. 

At this point, he’s giving it to you so hard your body is nearly hanging upside down off the end of your bed, the bedframe hitting against the chipped baby blue wall. 

Your whimpers are embarrassingly high pitched, his sweat mixing with yours where your chests are bumping. 

Looking up, the vision is magnificent. Bam’s jaw is hung, mouth open for a moan that won’t come out. His hair is all over the place. The tattoos across his body change shape under the erratic movements. 

Moving his hips, he breaches your limit, stroking an area so sensitive you can feel the veins in his cock pulsing. 

Everything feels small and too big at the same time, unbearable heat pressing down on your body, buzzing in your ears. For all you know, the walls in the room could be shrinking. 

Your eyes catch the heartagram pounding against your trimmed hairs before rolling to the back of your head, overwhelmed. 

Crumbling on top of you, the rings still on Bam’s left hand dent the skin barely protecting your bones when he hugs your hips. Bracelets pinching your leg hair. 

His incomprehensible moan echoes through the walls like he had waited years for such a satisfying release. Muffled by the hand still obstructing your mouth, basking in the sound of Bam cumming so unashamed is enough to untie the knot in your stomach and ignite your own climax, arching your back and forcing your stomach onto his, which is still moving in and out as he pants.

You can feel his jaw is still dislocated, chin punching into your shoulder as the two of you attempt to catch your breath. Wet curls stick to his forehead, and you smile in bliss. 

“Much better, huh?” In two quick steps, Bam is up and pulling you with him, easily throwing you across his shoulder and walking into the bathroom for a shower. “You should just admit I’m always right.”

#bam margera x reader #bam margera #jackass #jackass fanfic

[unluckilyimnot]

Their way to say I love you || Tokyo Revengers

Characters: Chifuyu, Takemichi, Mikey, Draken, Mitsuya, Baji, Kazutora, Kokonoi, Inui, Ran, Rindou, Kakucho, Izana, Sanzu, Shinichiro, Wakasa.

Type: fluff, little angst sometimes

Warnings: not really edited

Words count: 2,249w

m.list

English is not my first language so I'm sorry if there're any mistakes ♡

Chifuyu - brings you snacks 

No matter if it's at school or work, either he goes to the place to give it to you if he has time or he leaves it in your bag and he knows you're smiling like an idiot when you see it. Same if you're studying. When he's with you, he makes sure to get you some chips or either things you like so you won't forget to eat (and stay by your side so you don't feel alone). If he knows but is not there, he'll go take you some things at the convenience store nearby and drop it to you with a kiss before returning to his business. He does it even more if you have troubles with food. He's a sweetheart. 

Takemichi - make you open to him

What Takemichi wants the most is for you to trust him. It hurts him when you keep things for yourself cause he can see it but you don't come to him by yourself. He wants you to talk to him when you have something on your mind and to be comfortable with him. He has to take you on a walk with him and tries to make you speak. You're literally a shell sometimes and give him some hard time but when you finally do it, he knows you feel better and so he does. He wants to know you as well as possible to be the best for you. 

Mikey - apologize to you

Mikey never apologizes, we know that. It's so difficult for him to do so, his ego isn't allowing it. But if he hurts you or your feelings badly, he would. Seeing you crying is the worst thing ever and it would unlock something in him. If you run away from him, he'll think that you're dumb before he talks about it to Draken and he to tell that HE is the dumb one, and that he should apologize. He doesn't want to, obviously. But when he realized that you didn't get back to him first, he knew he fcked up. And he can't live without you. So he'll catch you at the end of school and force you to stop and talk with him. If you allow him to touch you, he'll take you in his arms when he thinks, hard, about what he has to say. He has to and knows it, so with a calm and almost inaudible voice he says "I'm sorry... I didn't mean it. Excuse me" and you know he understands he got too far and can't be angry anymore. You'll hold him back ofc. 

Draken - reminds you important appointment or bring you something you forget 

He's the perfect man for me, no one can change my mind. He texts you when you have an appointment cause he knows you will forget. He notes everything when you talk about it to him so he can remind you. And when you're done, he sends a message or calls you to know how it went. Same goes when you forget things for school or work. He gets it for you. I see him get in front of the building as he calls you. "Dummy, you forget your laptop at home." He laughs so hard when he sees you coming to meet him, running like your life depends on it. As you take your laptop in his hand and thank him, he holds your waist and kiss you, wanting this as a thank you and cheers you for your day. Silently hoping people of your class would embarrass you with their questions.  

Mitsuya - text you 

Mistuya makes sure to text you a good morning and night everyday. Even tho he saw you the same day, he likes to talk to you in the evening when he's not busy. You both may not see each other that much so he keeps time to talk to you at night (when he's not taken by Toman stuff). Ask you how it went when you have exams. If you have some, tell you to take care of yourself. He's a real sweetheart and wants you to know that he's there even if you can't see him as much as you want. 

Baji - come to you first after an argument 

He must be the type to keep on his side and it's hard to make him change his mind. You both know it and sometimes it gets you so you don't talk to him for a long time, not wanting to make the first move when he's the one who hurts your feelings. So he does. He'll come to you or call (not really cause he knows you won't answer), asking you to meet him to talk about it. He doesn't like talking about arguments on the phone. So he meets up with you and excuses himself, begging for your pardon when he knows he goes too far. He's so sweet, he tried to hold your hands and take you in a hug as soon as you break up and told him that you accept his apologies. 

Kazutora - ask what you like him to do 

Kazutora has trouble with people and how to express himself. He's scared to be too much or not enough with you, so he's always asking what he can and can't do. He needs your consent for almost everything cause he doesn't want to go through your boundaries. All he wants is for you to feel good and at ease with him, so he asks you what you like to make you happy. You love to hold hands outside? He'll be glad to do so. You don't like it when he touches your arms ? He'll never do it again. He finds it important to talk about that kind of thing seriously and he makes sure to do it. 

Koko - look at you in the eyes 

This man has an intense gaze and knows it. So he play with it. He looks at you straight in the eyes all of the time. His chin is placed in his hand as you look at you, getting all his attention just for you. He forgot the world when he looks at you as you talk. It's also funny to him cause you struggle to catch and keep eye contact. His smile disturbs you and sometimes you lose track of your words and he's there, touching your hand as light as a feather. "You're okay darling ?" making you blush harder. He's just teasing you, but he loves the fact the you feel seen cause you deserve it. Same goes with his full attention and his eyes laying only on you. 

Inui - hold your hands outside 

He's scared something would happen to you if he doesn't. I don't think he minds that much pda but he's not necessarily the one that goes for it either. He doesn't reject you when you hold his hands, but at first he's rarely the one who does it. With time, he started to do it every time you seemed uncomfortable to calm you down and when there's a big crowd cause he's scared to lose you. You're his princess, this can't happen. He wants you to know that he's always here for you no matter what and to feel secure around him. He goes out of his way for you, and you're always thankful. 

Ran - let his hair down for you to play with it

I think he ties his hair for a reason and that's because it's often annoying. Having to deal with it when he's doing his life must be horrible (I've never had my hair that long and I look like young Koko rn, so I obviously have no idea what I'm talking about). But here you are, always begging him to let it go cause you love it so much. He might be sadistic and likes to tease the shit out of you, but in the end he would let you untie it and play with it. It's not bothering him, he loves feeling your hands running through his hair, but the content smile that shows on your face as you do so is priceless. When he looks at you from behind, you kiss his forehead he's the happiest. Letting you have what you want is the best thing in the world to him. 

Rindou - cooks for you 

He's not the best and he knows it, but when he's home before you he loves to try some things. Usually things you said you wanted to try one day. He does the grocery for all the things he needs and tries it once he's back. He can spend a lot of time on it. He's not the best to express himself, so he likes to make things to show you you're important to him. He won't stop if he's done when you get home and he also won't let you touch anything. He wants you to take care of yourself, remove your makeup, take a shower while he finishes so you two can eat peacefully after. He excuses himself when it's not that good but you always shut him down and eat it whole to show him that you loved it anyway. But what he prefers is your content smile and the praises he gets when it's as good as you expected it. 

Izana - turn his phone down 

When you talk to him in the evening, after your long day of work, he wants you to know that you have his full attention. He loves you to death, and you do too even if he's hard to live sometimes. He's caring, does his best to spend quality time with you and those moments are one of them. He has a lot of messages or calls but never answers at that time of the day. It's his moment for you and only you - no one is more important. He looks at you with a sweet smile, nodding as you talk about whatever you want, laughing with you. Either his hand is under his chin or he holds your hands across the table, stroking the back of it slowly. 

Kakucho - check if you're cold

When winter or coldest seasons come, he takes your hands out of nowhere, holding your fingers into his or just touching the back of your hand to see if it's cold. If you're outside, he'll put your hand in his pocket with his and always has his coat with him so he can give it to you if you're cold during spring. At home, he'll check on you the same one, coming to your office to make sure that everything is okay. He can also touch your thighs with the back of his hand if you're wearing a skirt or shorts. "You're cold darling ?" He says as he touches your thighs slowly. "Not really Kaku, I'm fine" you want to reassure him, he has things to do too and you're actually fine. But he'll bring a little cover to put on your legs anyway. 

Future!Sanzu - ask about your day every night 

When he comes home, he really loves it when you're here to welcome him but he knows that you're busy too so he's also the one that comes to say that he's back. He asks about your day when you two are eating. He likes to listen to you, he feels closer to you that way. There's a thing in what you do as you talk, your habits and the way you talk that makes him imagine a normal day with you. He can't talk about his job but he's always glad to hear yours, even when you say it's boring. For him, it isn't. It's a way to know you better, and he knows you love to ramble about your boss and his secretary. 

Shinichiro - Make you coffee in the morning 

He knows you're the type "don't talk to me before I take my coffee" and always finds it funny when you're angry at people for no reason in the morning (even more when it's Takeomi) but he also knows that you don't like it at all. So he makes coffee for you everyday, or at least when he wakes up first. He loves the content sigh that escapes your lips when you take the first sip and the smile you give him as a thank you. When you're done with your breakfast, you'll hug him before being ready or look for him to do it. Thanking him slowly had he leaned in your arms. 

Wakasa - listen without giving advice 

Wakasa is not the type to talk a lot, I see him as a very calm person (maybe not when he was young, anyway) that has struggled to express himself. So when you do talk to him about things that are on your mind and make you feel bad or sad, he listens to you without saying anything. When he takes you in his arms before, he asks you if you want advice, he tells you what he thinks about it and goes with your will. But usually he doesn't really talk, it's your moment. Head in your neck when he back hugs you, humming or nodding while you're talking and that's all. He answers only if you ask for it. He likes it when you do it for him, and he wants you to feel as good as he does.

When I got out of ideas I really end up on page like "how to make your wedding last" I'm out 💀

Koko is killing me like-- I love this man way too much for my heart. Oh tmi ! I hurt my head freaking bad cause Chifuyu smiles in a edit I saw and i wasn't prepared. Almost die like Jisung says (nct)

I hope you liked it ♡

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