#i havent even processed it

[indistinctchatt3r]

We finally got Tech without his goggles! Just maybe um. not the way we intended....

#im in so much denial right now #i havent even processed it #i refuse #star wars #the bad batch #the bad batch spoilers #the bad batch season 2 #the bad batch season 2 spoilers #the bad batch season two #tech tbb #tbb tech #no <3 #tbb #tbb season 2 spoilers #tbb season 2 #tbb season two #tbb spoilers

[icewindandboringhorror]

I know this is just a silly bad quality random screencap of a screencap that I found on facebook lol, BUT it's a succinct enough image to easily describe the concept in a quick/accessible way hopefully :

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(and of course, feel free to elaborate in tags, etc.! (especially elaborating about other senses as well.. can you "hear" in your mind just as well as you can "see"? taste? etc.) It's an interesting topic to me, as someone who's like a 4.5 at MOST lol. I'm curious what option will be the most common :0c )

#tumblr polls #hrmm... a little poll perhaps.. about a subject I find interesting.. since this image came across my facebook today #still really not feeling that well. no longer shaking violently and such but I still feel weird and weak much more than usual #They did say my markers for like infection or inflammation were elevated but that they werent sure of the cause so hopefully #it's nothing too serious. they did also say a lot of different things can cause that thing to be higher than normal but didn't go into spec #fics of what. maybe some of them are relatively benign or something. I still havent felt much back to normal since #I got really sick that one time though. I feel fine on and off but then little bouts of feeling weird and sick happen. hrmmm #ANYWAY.. looking for small ways to be productive. such as little doodles on evil ipad or editing game videos #or posting polls or cat pictures or some other like not very labor intensive things #I WISH I COULD FOCUS on writing HHRGGhh... I need to finish my game.. it would be so freeing.. a project that's been looming #over my head for like 5 years even though througouht that 5yrs I've probably spent a total of 3 months working on it lo.. ANYWAY #I still partially really cannot beleive that people CAN see stuff in their heads. There's always part of me that's thinking like. well mayb #e everyone DOES see the same exact thing but we just describe/conceptualize it so differently that we think we're talking about #different things when we're really not. But I have been assured by people I've talked to about it that they can GENUINELY really see #stuff in their heads like as vivid as an actual picture in real life or something. And the other senses are neat too. Like for exmaple I #can hear in my head much better than I can see imagery. I still CANNOT hear vividly like as if I were listening to actual music out loud.. #but I think it's developed more than my sight. AND interesting how this varies the creative process. a friend I was talking to on the phone #said they write by literally just watching stuff play before them like a movie. where my process is COMPLETELY different. AND that affects #the content/what details we focus on as well as our individual styles of writing have differences that can be traced back to that.. hrmm

[dazaistabletop]

#slow down slow thE FUCK DOWN #HOW DID WE GET TO 109 MANGA READERS HAVENT EVEN HAD TIME TO PROCESS THAT SHIT YET #well hey maybe theyll adapt a chapter that hasnt been released yet i feel like thats where theyll go #but damn guys #bungou stray dogs #bsd #bungo stray dogs #bsd manga #bsd spoiler #bsd spoilers #bsd anime #bsd season 5 #bungou stray dogs season 5 #bungo stray dogs season 5 #dazai osamu #bsd dazai #bungou stray dogs dazai #osamu dazai #dazai #aya koda #bsd aya #bram stoker #bsd bram #nakajima atsushi #atsushi #atsushi nakajima #bsd atsushi #bungou stray dogs atsushi #bsd meme

[medi-bee]

more dragon!iterator sketches in varying levels of quality

#my art #rain world #dragons #five pebbles #looks to the moon #no significant harassment #seven red suns #big dragons and their little kitties <3 #still figuring out how i want everyone to look but im enjoying the process! #a part of me wants to robot-ify them more. the other parts of me cry at the thought #it is soo impressive to me when artists can draw mechanical bits. could never be me #hold on. looks at my follower count. wjat #um. uh. ah. hi everyone #IM VERY FLATTERED BUT please do not perceive me #i have a hard enough time knowing that my mutuals see my abnormal tags #i havent even done anythjing

[onconstellationstreetmp3]

#me.txt #killers of the flower moon #spoilers in tags #the para where it lists every guardian & how many people who were their wards & then how many were dead actually made me feel sick #i havent even gotten past that page yet its fucking me up so bad #like ohhhhhhhhhhh everyone thought it ended after hale but really it stayed there forever & no one outside of the osages knew about it caus #all the white people in power were complacent in it #i feel like im processing the whole book through that paragraph its just so. ugh.

[maukiki1]

They are twinning✌️idk i just wanted to draw them or somehting idk.

#start of my yugioh arc #get ready #or dont #i havent posted beyblade in a while sorry fellow bladers #this is am unhinged evil spirit who posses some random ass silver haired twink whos done nothing wrong ever competition #like what did tsubasa even do #let him fish #and bakura (normal one i dont refer to yami bakura as just bakura) looks like a curious little animal with zero survival instinct to me #if they were in a zombie apocalypse he would die first #hes so funny to me cant look at him without laughing what is his deal #the difference is one of them waits a bakurbillion years to do anythign also gets his ass kicked during process . #other one goes insane . absolute berserk calm down do you need papatya çayı #mischievous little guys nonetheless #yugioh #beyblade #mfb #metal fight beyblade #tsubasa otori #bakura #yami bakura #tsubasa ootori #beyblade metal fight art #beyblade metal fight fanart #beyblade metal saga #beyblade metal fight #yugioh duel monsters #yu gi oh #crossover #yugioh fanart #when i was making this during the sketch phase i wrote dont forget to make possesed tsubasa purple and i still forgot at first attempt

[oceanwithouthermoon]

sometimes i think about how the people who hate on my takes on here would talk to each other and its always phrased like the twitter fandom drama i see but completely irrational and it makes me giggle

"calling kusuke abusive just because he shot his brother with a lethal weapon, plotted his murder, planned to use their grandparents to assist in hurting/killing him, and tried for years to expose his secret to the entire world against his will and through knowingly hurtful means in order to destroy everything he cared about is so stupid! what a stretch!"

"the saiki k fandom is so damn sensitive. i shoot my brother with massive guns all the time and its not abusive because he just blocks it!" HELPEKSJJSJSKSKKS

#sorry i have absolutely no beef with anyone this is just funny #its just an opinion and i have nothing against people with a different opinion than me #its just funny how they think IM irrational when this is legitimately their thought process #and they come directly onto MY page and cry about people having diff opinions #like girl u do NOT see me doing that shit thats so embarrassing stop #im not even a kusuke hater like thats my man #but even if i was- i dont get why that bothers people so much like y r u so scared of different opinions #i sometimes talk about teru or saiki haters i dont like but that isnt defined by 'literally anyone who doesnt like them' #idgaf if people hate my fav characters- i just hate the WAY certain people hate them that shows they didnt understand the show #YOUR definition of 'evil kusuke haters who must be purged from this fandom' is literally anyone who has an opinion on him- #-that isnt sunshine and rainbows and kusuke is the most morally right and sympathetic character and nobody else deserves him !1!1! ur crazy #oh this isn't targeted at any specific person btw im just being dramatic #i havent acknowledged this at all in months idk what compelled me to do so now #the single anon that barely even said anything just made me think back to this #nobody gets him like i do i swear i swear #saiki k #tdlosk #the disastrous life of saiki k. #saiki kusuke #meows post

[beescake]

you invented solkat I think

ACK i am goop. i am merely a student trained by the og solkats of the past decade

#ask #anon #thanks for appreciating my slkts </3 heres a clip from homestuck musical that made me cry laughing #2014 #gif #(karkat) #(sollux) #(solkat) #https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pEOSEK-HZuk #shakes fist listen IM SO NOOB I NEED MORE TO. PROVE MYSELF #u guys havent even seen the Them in my wips... #the wips that i open to melt my own braincells on solkat sentiments and then never complete . #but yes feel free to send solkat headcanons ill try to doodle some! #every day i set aside 20% of my mental processes specifically for them i need those energy reserves used somewhere #sollux enjoyers especially!! #i need ur expertise. talk nerdy to me 🫡

[canon-toaster]

LoTM chapter 946 spoilers :) (the drawing is below)

So uh I arrived at the fun rainbows and ponies chapters,,, I definitely did not have a mental breakdance on my couch

I have a little rant about the whole ordeal of me reading these chapters in the tags so bonne appétit

Also I have really no idea if i should hide the art behind a scroller if i did tag the spoiler but yk what I could never be too careful, I've seen people still reading on here so better be more cautious than not

#lotm spoilers #lotm spoiler #lord of the mysteries #i am very passionate about this novel #I might cry too much while reading but bro #BRO #My hands wouldn't stop shaking my eyes became a waterfall #My friends now have pictures of me crying and each time captain dunn smith was involved #AND I HAVENT EVEN ADRESSED THE ELEPHANT IN THE ROOM BEING LEONARDS MONOLOGUE CRYING TO OLD MAN #LIKE ??? #broke down at the train station I couldn't get home faster #AND AS AN AVID LEONARD AND KLEIN ENJOYER THAT EXCHANGE AT THE END #i did not expect that it would hit me so hard #I DID NOT EXPECT THEIR REUNION TO BE ACCOMPANIED BY DALY'S DEATH #i knew she would leave because i got spoiled by fanart on pinterest just like a bunch of other stuff BUT #and bro Daly dancing with Dunn... #THEY MAKE ME SO EMOTIONAL #the rant is now over I believe I haven't read the continuation yet because Klein is gonna start talking about the powers of the new sequenc #and not process his emotions and I am just ill #daly simone #dunn smith

[vaugarde]

i'm gonna try not to bring up madoka too much while watching utena because i know there's like... a rep there. but like im 6 episodes into utena and i understand i don't have the full picture yet but how on earth do people think these shows are similar enough to warrant "madoka is misogynistic garbage, go watch utena, it's basically the same but better"

#like ive rambled abt ppl calling madoka problematic before i wont rehash that rn #but like........ what exactly do these shows have in common besides purple/pink uncanny valley toxic yuri #its not even the same flavor of toxic yuri #from what im seeing utena is a story about agency and power imbalances #like. i guess they both have broken systems? but those systems also seem to work differently #the end of the world seems more cultish while kyubeys magical girls can be more closely compared to military recruiting #like... idk im getting the vibe that these ppl claiming that madoka is god awful and utena is The Good Show havent really processed either #and just dumbed both of them down to general tropes like. oh pink/purple yuri! oh horror tropes! #theyre not even from the same genre. rgu is a shoujo anime while pmmm is a magical girl anime #like. i know theres some rgu influence in pmmm but from what i know that seems to be the extent of it. influence #like. are you telling me every single deconstructive show containing yuri is similar to one another... #who's participating in fandom misogyny again? #echoed voice

[piosplayhouse]

Not going to get involved in the ao3 politics shit but I just want to say after reading some of the top posts on this site I can tell most of the people talking about this subject very clearly did not experience Sexytimes With Wangxian

#honestly though despite how you feel about rhe big topics i havent seen much discussion about how The Candidate just... doesnt seem #experienced to be working that position at all? just objectively reading her interview she says she has NO experience working online #even communicating with slack or such; self proclaimed fandom newbie etc #like I can't tell you what to think about the big issues but like if you wanted to hire someone to work at your local dog shelter #and you interviewed them and they said they only really just started interacting w dogs and they had never had any experience #with dealing with caring for animals at all or the adoption process.. would you hire them lol #anyway just my 2 bits #ao3 #ao3 discourse #also hiding this at the very bottom of the tags bc i dont want to catch heat but i actually dont think people are aware so just to qualify #the rpf rhat got ao3 banned in china was not about a real life minor . i see a lot of people talking about minor rpf and i think its weird #as shit too personally but just to get facts right the rpf that allegedly sparked the ban was about a 30yr old adult man #idk if that changes anything but just putting that out there #oh ok also im getting intel that the reason the fic was mass reported and ao3 wS subsequently banned was because the fic #featured one of the actors as trans. so thats a frightening addition if true

[dandp]

Everyone pls send me vibes for my job interview today 😬

#i technically finished grad school yesterday and havent even processed or celebrated that bc ive been so anxious about the interview #so very much hoping it doesn't go horribly and i can actually breathe and relax for once lol

[simplydnp]

my Zero Expectations outlook about the dapg revival is damaging me mentally

#like i havent fathomed a single thing theyve done since october began #im just along for the ride my brain hasnt processed theyre even back yet and they are shaking the foundations of my house #dnp #dan and phil #c.text

[tealfruit]

it's really a shame I have to sell 40+ of my life hours every week for poverty wages instead of spending all my time and energy on dozens of creative and technical pursuits with unlimited resources

#nerd alert #lets see if i can list all the hobbies i wish i could be doing instead of working #drawing. both traditional and digital. painting mostly acrylic but id like to get good at watercolors. drawing/writing comics #writing in general. fiction nonfiction poetry lyrics whatever. composing music. music production. singing. practicing piano and guitar #performing someday maybe! #sculpting too. i always forget bc i never do it bc i am never in a place to justify buying clay. i should just get some #i think im fairly good at it tbh. anyway. #knitting. sewing. mending and modding clothes in general. embroidery. id like to learn to crochet at some point #photography and scrapbooking sound appealing. photo editing. #web design. game design. 3d modeling. these are all things i dont really know how to do much of but id like to #animation. voice acting. regular acting. honestly a lot of stuff in the filmmaking process sounds fascinating id like to try some of it #tarot reading. is that a hobby? im gonna say yes. jewelry making. #lots of these ive only dabbled in and some i havent even done that but would like to. but i have no time and or money to get into them. #i would hardly call myself a master at any of these. jack of all trades as it were. and thats fine im fine w that #but given the time and resources i think i could make so many different diverse perfectly average to good things #that people could enjoy in passing or say 'oh how neat :)' about

[roaringheat]

chat, i did it i finally broke up with my partner

#vark posts #did it back on monday #figured id update for those of yall that were so supportive lmao #i read all those messages i got before i did it #im honestly like completely fine #i was pretty fucked the first convo but ig i just needed to process which made the finalizing convo so much easier #was pretty emotionally exhausted for the next like 24hrs after but im just chillin now #yall were right its def a big relief lmao #its just a little awkward now since we live together but at least its not just us two here #i havent been single since dec 2020 since my first 2 relationships were unfortunately back to back lmao #they werent nearly as bad as my first relationship but it was like trying to force together two puzzle pieces that didnt fit #which made a lot of things pretty frustrating #another win for self care #ty again to those of yall that were so nice abt it even if it was just consistently liking the vent posts of me losing my mind lmao :^)

[aria0fgold]

Well... I uhh-- I... I... that was-- well... that... huh... Iiiiiii neeeed to go back to act 4 after this.

#ariaplays: isat #isat spoilers #iiiiiiimm in... act 6... act 5.... suuuurre was... something... Not a good idea to do all that #in one go at ungodly hours of around 1am and 2am and somehow i find myself in act 6 at 3am and i-- #i am going to bed and sleep and rest. i havent even processed much of wtv happened to act5 #but i was like: itll be fine. itll be fine. just keep going. cuz i wanna see everyone tgt again #so i kept going... and got into a huge rollercoaster of feelings... im... #im mindblown. and i... still have quests to do in act4-- but am in act 6 so might as well continue that-- #just need to talk to everyone tomorrow but whoooaaa.... that whole thing was.... it was insane (in a good way) #whoa.... whooooaaa...