#indescribable

[fala-alfredo-pasta]

🍀Komaegi Week 2023🍀 Day 4: Despair (timeline)

The bois back at it again in Towa

#komaegi week 2023 #komaegi #makoto naegi #nagito komaeda #danganronpa #naegi makoto #komaeda nagito #komaegi week #my art #a e i o queue #fun fact: this was in my notes doodle ideas for the longest of times #and then i realized I could actually use it #the utter joy I felt to actually do and finish a wip #indescribable

[mizzyislost]

something something how horribly tragic both the broken vessel and lost kin fight feel something something idk man this is hard

#i was going to say something much more poetic about the indescribable emotions i feel every time i fight broken vessel/lost kin but yknow. #indescribable #i swear if this doesnt do well i will explode i spent way too much time on it #you guys have no idea how many different coloring and rendering schemes i tried for this #ok actually it was only like 5 #but still!! #as someone who hates coloring #the whole process hurt me both emotionally and physically. my hand hurts now. #hollow knight #lost kin #broken vessel #my art #and i KNOW thats not how void. or like. spells or whatever work at all i was just trying to make it look cool ok #bv is crying and ghost is crying and IM crying and #various meanderings

[ravenarmageddonreaper]

Ao3 going down mere seconds after I finish a 45 chapter fic is truly impeccable....ao3 going down right as a finish the first fic of a series that ends on a cliffhanger is a travesty.

#ao3 #archive of our own #the pain im in rn #indescribable #the first fic out of a 6 part series #ends on a damn cliffhanger #wasnt expecting it #fic was 145 000 words #so lucky amd yet so unlucky

[feral-enfield-named-rowan]

life is really fucked up, actually. Indescribable and fucked up.

Kids, not 30 or 25 or even 21, fighting battles too big for them too often. Teens helping each other through mental illness and abuse and family problems alone. Young adults watching as death counts rack up for their age or even their younger siblings age. Children caring more about global conflicts than the countries involved and adults trying to speak louder than the ignorants with megaphones.

and at the same time, kids dance and play with their friends. Teens send each other memes or stupid messages. Young adults buy themselves ice cream for the first time while out walking in summer. Their younger sibling rants to them about a book they just read. Children draw and explore a world so large it cannot all be seen in a lifetime. Adults make connections they thought impossible and notice the beauties of life unnoticed before.

leaves change and crops ripen and storms brew and trees fall and animals die and are born and life cascades in an ever changing symphony of life and death and peace and destruction. People dream for the first time and people dream for the last. Lavender blooms and a bird learns to fly as a deer decays and an oak rots and yet we still live.

and that’s amazing and terrible and confusing and explorable and depressing and energizing and ultimately just so…indescribable.

#Words #holy shit #If you reblog or comment you must add something amazing or beautiful or terrible or overwhelming because life experiences are all sharable #Screams #how did I write this #Wtf #brain #its so beautiful I’m sad now why?? #Life #death #emotions #amazing #indescribable #happiness #sadness #Dreams #live #die #um #okay #If you reblog you must add one thing about life that amazes you #Or an experience

[eileenleahyswife]

I know we are having a destiel breakdown but remember when they blurry-wifed the hetero couple? And never talked about eileen ever again after she disappeared too? No Sam mourning? And for what?!!!

#destiel #spn #saileen #deancas #eileen leahy #the rage that lived within me after that #indescribable

[starlonga]

#fireworks #new years eve #dreamcore #winter night #lonely #nostalgiacore #quotes #teencore #small town america #weirdcore #divorce core #nostalgia #wandering #longing #suburbia #suburban #suburban dream #life in suburbia #special feeling #indescribable

[withacapitalp]

That Little Voice in the Back of your Head

I am so so sorry for this one (TW at the end)

Get up. 

Steve let out an irritated little growl, turning over and pushing his face further into the mattress

Uuuuuuuup. Getupgetupgetupgetupgetup

“No,” He practically whined, shoving another pillow over his head. 

C’mon Dingus, what are you gonna do? Stay in bed all day? Wake up! Wipe the crud out of your eyes! Up and at ‘em lazybones! Early bird gets the tomato! 

Steve rolled his eyes at his inner Robin and her thousand weird little catchphrases. She was always interjecting some idiom, comparing one thing to another in a way that never made sense to anyone but her. 

That was one of the things he loved most about her, one of the things that stuck with him even when she wasn’t around. 

As much as he wanted to just ignore that voice, he knew it wasn't going to stop anytime soon. So Steve did as his inner Robin bid. He threw the pillow half heartedly to the floor and swung up into a sitting position, his spine cracking into place as he did. Immediately his head began to swim, starbursts dancing along his vision as his empty stomach made itself known with a ridiculously loud growl.  

That’s what happens when you don’t eat, Stevie.

“Yeah, yeah,” Steve sighed to the empty room, dragging his hand across his face and sighing, “I know, Robinbird. I know,” 

Logically, Steve knew his body was hungry. He hadn’t eaten in at least a day, and he had barely been eating the entire week. His clothes were starting to hang on him in funny ways, and his fingers and toes were perpetually cold no matter how much he bundled up. 

French toast. French toast and bacon. 

French toast and bacon. Robin’s favorite breakfast. The one she demanded every time she slept over, even when they were rushing to make it to work or school on time. If he couldn’t make it for her in the morning, she would show up at night, waiting and expectant. 

Of course his brain version of her would demand that. Even when she wasn’t here, he still had to make what she wanted. 

Steve huffed out a soft laugh, standing up and almost immediately falling back on his ass. Okay, maybe it had been more than a day since he last ate.

Easy there, Tiger. Don’t wanna have to call for help, do you? ‘I’ve fallen and I can’t get up!’ the kids would have a field day, and you would never live it down. 

Steve snorted, shaking his head. 

“I’m not quite that bad yet,” He murmured to himself, taking a small step forward and moving slowly into the hallway and down the stairs. He was halfway down, taking them just one single step at a time, when Robin’s voice filtered through his head once more

Remember when I fell down these?

“Which time?”

Shut up. The last time I was here. 

She had tripped the last time she was here, hadn’t she? They had been rushing, trying to get to Eddie’s on time. They were all going to go together to Eddie’s show in the van, but he had sworn he would leave without the two of them if they were late again. 

Robin had been trying to put on earrings as she was walking, a dangerous combo when she was moving on a flat surface. Combine that with wearing a pair of socks, and the fact that the stairs in Steve’s house were notoriously slippery, and she hadn’t stood a chance. 

The only reason she hadn’t broken her neck when she tumbled down was she had fallen directly on top of Steve. They had both been bruised from head to toe from that one, but they had laughed for so long that they ended up being late anyway. 

Steve looked down at his arm, absentmindedly tracing the faded yellow bruise on his wrist. Most of them were already gone, this was pretty much the last one. 

It’s been a lot longer than you want to admit. A couple weeks. You can’t just keep pretending. It’s not healthy. 

Steve pushed Robin away, shuffling into the kitchen and beginning to drag out ingredients. He just had to make her favorite breakfast. Then he would eat, and her nagging little voice would be satisfied, and he could go back to sleep. 

But, just as he went to crack the first egg, a loud bell echoed through the house. 

Who’s that? 

“Steve?” Another ring of the doorbell, and Nancy’s voice floated in from outside. 

A pretty girl on your doorstep! That doesn’t happen every day for you anymore, Robin’s voice teased. Steve could practically feel her elbowing his side, You should open the door. 

Steve couldn’t make his legs move, but he did put the egg carefully back into its carton. The fatigue, which had just been beginning to slowly leech out of his body, slammed back in at full force, making his legs shake. He gripped tight onto the countertop in an effort to stay vertical, his entire body suddenly lighting up in pain. 

Answer the door, Steve. 

“C’mon, I saw you moving in there,”  Nancy shouted from outside. 

The front door was right next to the kitchen, barely a few feet from where he was standing. It would be so easy to go and open the door. 

He couldn’t. 

Steve. 

“Stop,” He whispered, raising one hand so he could bury it in his hair and pull. He wasn’t talking loud enough for Nancy to hear, but that didn’t matter. 

He wasn’t talking to Nancy.

No. I won’t His inner Robin said stubbornly. 

 “Please, stop,” 

No! You can’t do this. You promised you wouldn’t do this. 

“Please let me in. You can’t just shove us all away,” Nancy sounded mad now, and she had given up on the doorbell, simply pounding her fist angrily against the wood of the door, furiously shaking the doorknob like she could somehow make it unlock with just her ire. 

The irony was, Nancy could have opened the door very easily. Right by her left foot, hidden behind a pot, was a fake rock that contained a key. If she had that, then Steve couldn’t stop her from barging in, forcing him to talk to her and speak for the first time in almost two weeks. 

But only one person knew which rock had the false bottom, and she wasn’t here to tell Nancy. 

“We need each other right now, Steve,” Nancy’s voice had gotten quieter, and he could see from the way her shadow shifted that she was leaning her forehead against the door. 

She’s right. They need you. They need their babysitter, their caretaker, their person. They need you, Steve. 

He couldn’t bring himself to care. He didn’t want to care, didn’t want to have to give everything up again, only to lose it all. 

They needed their person, but he needed his too. He needed his person here with him, standing by his side, making her stupid little jokes, keeping him alive right alongside her. 

She had been taken away from him, and nothing made sense anymore. 

You promised me you wouldn’t do this. 

Steve loved Robin with all of his heart. She was everything to him. He would have done anything for her, anything. 

But he hated her for making him make that promise. 

“Promise me you won’t become a turtle,” Robin whispered, pushing away the mask from her face. Steve carefully replaced it, holding both of her hands in his.

“I don’t understand what you mean, Robinbird,” Steve replied, trying for a smile. He couldn’t think of a moment where he wanted to smile less, but he did it anyway. She needed that. 

“You do this thing when you’re hurt, or scared,” Robin cut herself off with a gasp, every word clearly a struggle.

“Don’t talk,” Steve whispered, kissing their joined hands, “You’ll be fine. Just rest,” 

It was a lie, and they both knew it was a lie. Normally Robin let him lie, but she seemed determined to finish what she was saying this time. She pulled one hand away, carding it through his hair and giving him a tired smile. She looked exhausted, completely and utterly spent. 

“You close up. You push everyone but me away. You don’t let them in. You can’t do that this time. Promise me, you won’t do that this time.” 

“She wouldn’t want this. She wouldn’t want you to push us all away,” 

Steve knew that. Those had been the last fucking words Robin had ever said. She had used whatever strength she had left to tell him that, to try and save him one last time. 

And Steve hated her for it. He hated her, and he loved her, and he missed her so badly all of his bones were aching. 

You need help. 

Yeah, he probably did. He needed lots of things. That didn’t mean he was going to get any of them. Steve abandoned the forgotten ingredients of his breakfast, staggering towards the stairs and lurching his way back up to the bedroom

He was tired. He was going to sleep, and nothing was going to stop him. Not Nancy, not his body, not even Robin’s voice. 

After all, it wasn’t like she was here to actually yell at him anymore. 

((TW: Death, grief, and disordered eating. Robin dies, and Steve is not handling it well))

#Steve harrington #Nancy wheeler #robin buckley #tw: major character death #tw: death #tw: grief #tw: disordered eating #platonic soulmates steve and robin #platonic soulmates stobin #qpr stobin #platonic stobin #robin and steve #they're soulmates man #and losing your soulmate? #indescribable #Liam speaks up #Writing(withacapitalW)

[visceravalentines]

u know the porn is high quality when you write "he makes an indescribable noise" and feel okay about that

#indescribable #truly beyond words #nonverbal even

[galwithalibrarycard]

“TURN THAT CAMERA OFF” is a Benedick Hobbes moment that does not get enough love in this post-lolilo society

#nmtd #nothing much to do #benedick hobbes #standing up for hero and Beatrice and tolerating zero bullshit #once the dust settles and Bea looks back on that it’s over for her (it being her denial that she’s in love with him) #bc that’s the moment he could’ve turned his back again but instead he STAYED #he chose the dukes #when that video dropped and it was radio silence #indescribable

[mannyblacque]

From Guillermo del Toro's Instagram:

"All CGI test for a rig - ILM for AT THE MOUNTAINS OF MADNESS (a decade ago) never-before-seen."

#guillermo del toro #gdt #at the mountains of madness #industrial light and magic #hp lovecraft #lovecraftian #lovecraftian horror #lovecraft #unspeakable #indescribable #cosmic horror #unknowable

[beforeyougo-turnthebiglightoff]

genuinely think sex by the 1975 is one of the best songs ive ever heard its properly perfect the backing vocals are gorgeous and just omfg all of it i cant even explain

#the 1975 #music #matty healy #adam hann #george daniel #ross macdonald #sex the 1975 #self titled the 1975 #robbers the 1975 #its soooo good i love it so much #indescribable #honestly

[arts-by-omar]

☢️Utsuho reiuji vs Urick the Godkiller💥 2

Round two fights

#fan art #artwork #drawing pen #colorpencil #watercolor #oc #touhou utsuho reiuji #urick #godkiller #utsuho reiuji #versus #vs battle #blood #battle damage #touhou project #hard to kill #unkillable #unstoppable #crossover battles #indescribable #demigod oc

[ritz-writes]

every now and again ill remember seeing the good omens 2 finale for the first time. i remember getting to episode 5 and going "they wont kiss. i want them to, but they wont. but even if i think theres a chance im still gonna say they wont cuz then ill be excited when they do"

then we got to those last 10 mintues of episode 6. and my heart was shattering and i was crying and i was so so hurt. and then i hear "we could have been us." and i thought this is it. hes gonna leave or aziraphale is gonna try and fix this. one of those. this is the finale. here we go

and then i hear the music

god the fucking music. aziraphale looks away, crowley starts to step forward, and the music swells. and ive watched enough media to know what that means, what that entails

and im thinking "no. its not possible." and then crowley is moving forward and im think "is this actually happening? are we actually getting this?" and then im thinking "wait, not like this, please, not like this."

and then they kiss. and i literally scream. im excited im happy im hurt im aching im grieving im celebrating. they kissed!! they kissed!!!

and then they pull away and i see aziraphales expression and i can say is

"we got it, but at what cost"

i think about this a lot

#im insane did u know #literally insane #i cried over the scene just the other day #good omens #good omens 2 #good omens 2 spoilers #i identify with aziraphale way too much #cuz i know they r gonna get a happy ending #but i had a fight like this before #and it hurts #it hurts a lot #and i was on the aziraphale end of it #so the guilt?? that i felt??? watching that???? #indescribable #i moved past it with the other person #but fuck #seeing it again? #on tv?? #that hurt #which is why im so insane for the show #AUGH #screaming crying throwing up #aziraphale #crowley #ineffable divorce

[solxs]

Escribir es un arte… indescriptible. Aprovéchalo, puedes crear mundos y universos, escribiendo.

Lumiusier

#solxs #enero2023 #lumiusier #aprovecha #escritos #melancolia #perect #crea #textos #indescribable

[howifeltabouthim]

It was more sex, that kiss, than any sex I had ever had. Maybe it wasn't love, but I don't know what to call how I felt inside that moment.

Lisa Taddeo, from Animal

#all the feels #attraction #desire #kiss #love #it must have been love #indescribable #quotes #lit #words #excerpts #quote #literature #lisa taddeo #animal

[lorientours]

Hmmm the temptation to write a WTNV / HFTHW crossover…

I fully believe that nightvale (if we are going w the canon established in a story about huntokar?) would endure in Hello From the Hallowoods world. I mean, they’ve survived one apocalypse, impact would a second have?

Also would Huntokar be considered an indescribable? Shattering a bunch of worlds together just to protect a town full of your fav squishy lil humans definitely sound like Indescribable behavior.

#welcome to night veil #welcome to night vale #welcome to nightvale #nightvale #huntokar #hello from the hallowoods #hello from the Hallowoods ep 64 stations #crossover #refuse to believe this wasn’t a deliberate reference #indescribable #indescribables #nikignik #hfthw #wtnv