#it doesnt feel real!!!!

[momotonescreaming]

where the heart is

Rating: T | WC: 11K | Steve/Eddie For everyone who's followed my wip weekends, the wip once known as 'steddie dream house' has now been finished. Hope you enjoy!

“If you could build your dream house, what would it look like?” Eddie said, voice muffled from where it was pressed into the cushions of the Munson’s worn (but incredibly comfortable) couch. He had stretched over the whole thing like a lazy cat in a patch of sun; arm dangling off the side, hand loosely gripping the remote, feet resting in Steve’s lap. They had spent the whole afternoon like this, lazily wasting away time in Eddie’s trailer, enjoying each other’s company and doing not much at all.

Steve looked up from the magazine he had been absently flicking through to glance over at Eddie, to find he had stopped aimlessly flicking through channels and landed on some home renovation show. The volume was down low, but Steve could some blonde couple talking to some stocky builder type, discussing the 70’s conversation pit in some house they were looking to renovate.

“Why’d you ask?” Steve replied, putting down his magazine and resting his wrists on Eddie’s ankles, not bothering to keep place in the magazine he had been flicking through. He hadn’t really been paying all that much attention to it. “Finally planning on spending all that Government hush money?”

“Oh you know it, Sunshine,” Eddie said, smiling over at him and bringing his arm up so he could rest his head on his hand. “All that talk about conformity and oppression was all total lies. I  love  secret agents, shady Government agencies trying to pay me off, and I go to sleep every night dreaming about sucking Reagan’s dick.”

“Well we all know how much you  love  Reagan.” Steve snorted, slowly rubbing circles with his thumb on the patch of bare skin between Eddie’s sweats and his socked feet. “Seriously though, what bought this on?”

“This show has reruns on all the time. And there’s always a couple, or a family, or someone looking to build their ‘dream home’.” Eddie says softly, gesturing at the screen with the remote still in his hand. He looks over at the TV, and then back at Steve. “And it makes me think about your parent’s posh nightmare of a house. With it’s unused three car garage, big empty living room, and bedrooms with the ugliest plaid wallpaper I’ve ever seen.”

“Hey,” Steve protests, not really meaning it.

“And I just,” Eddie starts up again. “I wonder what your house would look like if you actually got to choose what was in it.”

Steve goes quiet. It wasn’t something he let himself think about with too much effort - his parents house - because his mother would have a conniption if he even suggested changing anything. All the furniture was carefully chosen from the latest collections, taken from catalogues and various interior designers she loved to talk about. There was a painting in the living room that was worth more than his car.

His own room wasn’t even safe. All of his things that his father deemed ‘inappropriate’ or his mother said ‘clashed with the design’ were tucked away in drawers, and boxes under his bed. Carefully hidden in the back of his closet. His father nodded approvingly when Steve displayed all his awards and medals, the baseball he got signed when he went to a Cubs game when he was a kid, a book about basketball he had never read. The ‘appropriate’ things’. His mother would just barge into his room in a whirlwind of perfume and designer clothes, and announce she had bought a lamp or a vase he was to display in his room.

Everything was decided for him. Harrington’s deserved the best, and they wouldn’t stoop for anything less.

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#stranger things #steve harrington #eddie munson #steddie #steddie fic #steve harrington/ eddie munson #My Writing #It's finally done!!! #it doesnt feel real!!!! #aaaaaAAAAAAA!!!!

[umblrspectrum]

being grounded from devices means nothing when you have a robot boyfriend

#i think im getting better with different angles #its obviously not perfect but this is like 1 of 3 times i've ever drawn a character at this angle #n was unreasonably hard to get right here but uhmm i figured it out hopefully #she IS winning. gamer pro #real talk. n would be cracked at fps games. he's been living like one for at least a couple years #he also sits in the tism way. it just feels right i think #dont ask how uzi's playing on that controller she doesnt know either #art #murder drones #murder drones uzi #murder drones n #serial designation n

[kaogens]

sorry for the inactivity.. im sick Can you guys tell

#trigun #vash the stampede #wolfwood #vashwood #testing out csp so idrk what im doing this brush is cool tho🤔 #technically this doesnt rlly work for ww bc of his immune system or Whatever but i dont care. im sick so he has to be too #i feel like ive never made any real comics abt them Hello how is that possible #ok bye i gotta rest more now😞

[urie9158]

thinking about how kim dokja thinks he's alone in the world and there is no one in the world who understands him or can possibly understand him.

but. there yoo sangah is. yoo sangah who discusses literature with him. yoo sangah who understands kim dokja bc she is very perceptive about people and very empathetic and also bc they have the kind of friendship where words aren't needed. yoo sangah who read every book in the library about kim dokja bc she was genuinely interested in her friend's life and bc she wanted to understand him. yoo sangah who figured out it was 49 and not real kdj and figured out what he did but didn't say a word bc she understood and respected his decision even though she wanted her friend back more than anything.

yoo sangah who witnessed his mundanity and monstrosity both, and loved him either way. loves him despite every irredeemable quality he thinks he has. yoo sangah who wants to be his best friend in every lifetime and live together right next to each other. yoo sangah, his best friend who understands him without words.

#orv #orv spoilers #yoo sangah #kim dokja #idk i just feel like she gets him in a way that few people do and wordlessly #like ofc she's never been through the things he has and cant relate in that sense #but she doesnt need to bc she just gets him. bc shes really good at reading people and very empathetic #but also their conversations are like.. they have this silent understanding. tacit understanding we have a phrase for it in mandarin #LIKE SHE JUST GETS HIM #THEYRE PLATONIC SOULMATES #THEYRE BEST FRIENDS IN EVERY LIFETIME #PLATONIC DOKSANG ENDS ME. THEYRE MY EVERYTHING #PLATONIC SOULMATES ARE REAL AND THEYRE IT #IS2G!!! #i wrote the post in calm language but im actually screaming and clutching my head in agony

[ophii]

ok ok so. i saw a video and there were sun catchers in them so i was like "lol apollo would love those." then, i kid you not, i saw a post about him liking them. i took it as a sign, ofc, as you do

thyese exist now have fun

#guys trhis adds to my lester (the body not apollo) has audhd hc... #wait let me yap abt that rq #okokokso i hc that lester was basically a real person and zeus just kind of stole him for apollos mortal form. and the guy had audhd. #apollo doesnt (hes a god so i feel like thatd be finnicky) but when in the mortal form he basically shares a mind with him #and he picks up those habits lester had. even when he returns to godhood. #anyway... #trials of apollo #the trials of apollo #toa #toa apollo #lester papadopoulos #meg mccaffrey #doodle #ophii #ophii draws things

[kingofpeacows]

A lot of the time when people bring up Bart Allen as being super autistic coded, they're bringing it up in conjuction with the rest of YJ (which, yes, I love autistic friendship) but sometimes I just wanna talk about Bart Allen.

I wanna talk about the kid who doesn't understand he's getting bullied and managed to be friends with everyone because of it. I wanna talk about the kid who is so bad at holding a conversation everyone thinks he's some sort of brooding asshole. I wanna talk about the kid who KNOWS that the older, more popular kids talk to him and dare him to do stupid stuff because "of course Bart will do it" and does it anyway because he likes making people laugh. I wanna talk about the kid who knows he's doing something wrong socially but he doesn't know what and wants nothing more than to fix it. I wanna talk about the kid who knows he's different but still thinks the rest of the world is the problem. I wanna talk about the kid who's so smart and so brave but everyone only sees him as some mess-up idiot. I wanna talk about the emotional kid who got bullied for being robotic and unemotional because allistic people can't grasp what his world looks like. I wanna talk about the kid who wouldn't know sarcasm from truth. I wanna talk about the kid who's low-empathy but does everything he can to be compassionate. I wanna talk about the kid who's surrounded by people, but still feels so alone because no one else understands his world.

Sometimes I just wanna talk about Bart Allen.

#yes the rest of yj can be autistic but that doesnt erase the isolating feeling of autism #its a spectrum disorder for a reason #bart allen #dc #dc comics #dceu #headcanon #autistic headcanon #autistic coded #bart allen impulse #impulse #yj98 #young justice #young justice comics #young just us #hes so autistic #hes so important to me #read mark waids impulse and everything he does is so linked to the autistic experience #need people to be real bart fans and not just yj show fans or know him through other media /lh

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

still unwell over the prospect of Howdy slowly putting the pieces together and having a complete mental breakdown over it. Laughingstock edition!

#i have a whole Scene in my mind... #he loses it!! he very much loses his marbles!!! #he has all the pieces but he doesnt know how they fit and hes falling apart! #howdy: ohhhhh none of this is real #howdy: ....hm.... #howdy: alrighty im gonna lose my shit now #IT HAS POTENTIAL OK I SWEAR #scribble garnish #laughingstock #welcome home #brain wants me to write an outline for a fic centered on this #not - not laughingstock. not really it'd be Neutral and as canon compliant as i can manage #but oughhhhhhh the potentiallllllll #i really do feel like he's in a good place to glimpse behind the curtain #i take the caterpillar. i whip him around like a neanderthal with a palm frond #if you can't get puppet breakdowns from the store home-made is fine #from the store *Yet. #sighing dreamily as i consider the prospect of future updates having the beloved puppets lose their absolute minds <3 #cant wait for things to go south For Them <3 #i hope it genuinely disturbs me <3

[kkoct-ik]

i dont think i will ever forgive what the internet did to DID because please explain to me how "your sense of self is so torn apart you think youre multiple people" turned into "youre actually multiple people"

do you understand what i mean? please understand what i mean

#kostik speaks #yes cat 3 are real things ive been told and things that honestly really traumatised me and ruined my relationship with myself & disorder #some reassurance im not the only person who finds this super upsetting would be nice #my mental illness: causes harrowing feelings of disconnection from my life and a tendency to disown and/or reject my identity #some people for some fucking reason: reinforces the mental illness in ways never thought possible #i love and appreciate everyone who knows about my bullshit and yet doesnt deny me my personhood or treat me like some freak #i got really triggered about this yesterday so ive deleted the bulk of the tags i wrote (dehumanisation trauma when) #but i stand by this and ive been assured i make sense so sure. posting #this is the real reason i hate giving my disorder by name if you even care. it is specifically this treatment

[redhoodie1723]

esteban ocon being considered really tall when he's shorter than my dad, brothers, and a lot of my male friends is so funny to me

part 2 part 3

#fernando alonso is my hero and the person i aspire to be #also theres so many f1 textposts out there and i tried my best to not use the same textposts and stuff but if i accidently copied someone #then lmk and ill take it down and u can also shoot me #also not even from a shipping perspective but the whole charles and max childhood rivals to whatever they are now red and blue thing #is actually crazy #like no one is doing it like them #seriously it doesnt even feel real like thats a fictional story to me #fernando alonso my favorite rookie #logan sargeant for president 2024 #lets be real hes a better option than our current ones #lewis hamilton #nico rosberg #fernando alonso #charles leclerc #yuki tsunoda #logan sargeant #max verstappen #sebastian vettel #esteban ocon #lh44 #nr6 #fa14 #cl16 #yt22 #ls2 #mv1 #sv5 #mercedes #ferrari #reds textpost tag

[peaceandlove26]

love you forever

#yeah sure ill post the crayon drawing o made to distract myself frok my real work #pretend a child made it so its really profound!!!! #its a very basic drawing i know. the feeling of it is from a dream which was #about the end of the world and how it doesnt matter because we’re friends #<-abridged thematic summary #btw this is actuallt oil pastels i think? not crayons. sorry for lying everypony

[rbtlvr]

(text from this post, fic is little kid with a big death wish by @remedyturtles)

i'm genuinely not sure where to start here - ig first of all this fic is absolutely incredible and if you somehow haven't read it yet you absolutely should!

okay. man. rem, this fic means so so much to me and i'm so glad i got to be here for it. i think this is one of those fics that'll stick with me years down the line even if one day i'm not into tmnt anymore, one i'll come back to over and over again

your writing has touched so so many people myself very much included, and i just. want to thank you so much for writing this fic and thank you for sharing it. you're an amazing writer and an amazing person and i'm lucky to know you. i can't wait to see what you do next

#rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rise of the tmnt #tmnt #little kid with a big death wish #my art #forgor all my tags its ok ill come back later <3 anyway #god theres legit so so so much more i wanted to say but i cant get. the words right augh #i kinda tried to put some of it in the comic though so. yeah. the emotions anyway #idk idk i just have a Lot of feelings abt this fic and how real it feels and just . man. it hits so so hard /pos #just... the fact that dw leo has been through everything he has and is capable of recovery and living. even if he doesnt want to live just #yet. hes getting there. makes me feel like i can too as cheesy as that sounds lajfd;lajlfkl #anyway ive rambled enough i spent ten (10) full days on this comic i am setting it loose into the world. be free #suicide attempt cw #dissociation cw #<- just to be safe. ask to tag if theres anything else lafj;dljsafkl

[bakudekublogblog]

kacchan is standing before him, openly weeping, childishly professing he wanted a forever with him and Izuku is like ?? kacchan haha do you have brain damage ?? horikoshi when I fucking catch you

#bakudeku #bkdk #mha spoilers #bnha spoilers #LITERALLY ITS SO FANFIC ITS SO Izuku is like haha this isn’t real… THIS ISNT REAL #YOURE NOT REALLY IN LOVE WITH ME #and kacchan is like I’M KACCHAN OF THE BAKUGOUS #IZUKU IS LIKE THIS ISNT REAL I DONT SEE IT THERES GOT TO BE ANOTHER EXPLANATION #he doesn’t fucking know how people feel about him unless he’s directly told #HE DOESNT KNOW #HOW ANYONE FEELS ABOUT HIM #DESPITE ALL OF HIS TRIUMPHS HES STILL A DAMN NERD #KACCHAN #YOU NEED TO SPELL IT OUT SLOWLY #DRAW A DIAGRAM MAYBE #I DUNNO IT COULD HELP

[blueskittlesart]

in the nicest and most non-confrontational way possible. i feel like some of you think that anything that isn't directly openly spelled out for you within a story is "missed potential" or "unexplored." like. sometimes there are implied narratives. sometimes the point is that you as the reader are supposed to think and draw your own conclusions and participate in the story. the writers not directly spelling every little detail out for you doesn't mean that the story is poorly written or missed its own plot details somehow. PLEASE.

#if i get one more comment referring to zelda's draconification as wasted potential im going to lose it for real #that's not unexplored potential that is THE ENTIRE STORY. JUST BECAUSE THEY DONT BEAT YOU OVER THE HEAD WITH IT DOESNT MEAN ITS NOT THERE #i get this all the time with just like. link's trauma in general too. #like people will ask me 'do you think they should explore link's trauma more' and im like. they do #that's what the games are about. it's all there. they just don't directly state that that's what they're doing because theyre expecting you #as a reader to ENGAGE WITH THE DAMN TEXT BEYOND SURFACE LEVEL. UGHHHHHHH #WHATEVER. whatever #like i feel like some of you would read the great gatsby and be like #'there was a lot of missed potential to talk about the failure of the american dream' GIRL IT'S RIGHT THERE. JUST THINK A LITTLE #personal #and yeah obviously its not that deep its a video game but like. i am not making shit up when i write my comics and analysis. #I AM ENGAGING WITH THE TEXT. AS IS GENERALLY EXPECTED OF A READER #ugh ok whatever. im done now sorry

[jeonthoughts]

me when s5 comes out and it turns out the "will kisses mike's forehead while he's in the hospital" leak was actually real and we get another scene showing how much will loves mike, an actual affectionate kiss, while 99,9% of milkvans kisses are that's-what-we're-supposed-to-do-right? make outs with zero affection behind them

#literally all they ever do is make out #it doesnt feel romantic at all #like lets be real #byler #byler endgame #will byers #mike wheeler #stranger things #stranger things s4 #byler canon #byler tumblr #mike wheeler is gay #mike wheeler i know what you are #stranger things 5

[i-smell-magic]

I didn't have HBO Portugal being a destiel shipper on my 2024 bingo but here we are

Caption translation: "#Destiel fans, raise your hand. ✋"

And it's the clip from fanfiction when they talk about exploring the nature of Destiel in act II.

#destiel #supernatural #spn #castiel #dean winchester #this doesnt feel real #hbo portugal is a destiel shipper #what a slay

[cerubean]

- vita

#she d*ed in game btw </3 i didnt wanna do another super sad post so pls enjoy this ;-; #ts4 #the sims 4 #simblr #ts4 gameplay #jofl #the mancusos #my irl nana passed and <///3333 doesnt feel real somtimes? life is weird #s