#jackieshauna thoughts

[lunarlunes]

Jackieshauna Headcanon

Shauna really likes this song

And Jackie has it on her list of weird Shauna songs she can stand

Sure Jackie’s list is pretty small but this one is a major banger and ends up on her own little mixtapes and Shauna’s doe eyes widen even

more when it comes on

“I love this one!”

“Oh you do? It’s alright I guess”

*then proceeds to head bop and sing all the lyrics*

#jackieshauna #jackie taylor #shauna shipman #jackie x shauna #Yellowjackets #yj #yellowjackets headcanons #my thoughts #headcanon #jackieshauna thoughts #wlw #jackieshauna Headcanon #Spotify

[ultrone]

I love the images you put in your works, I was literally laughing at the photo of the boss babyno joke, or that stick figure in the back seat of the car while jackieshauna is in the front

LMFAOOO thank youuu 🤣 boss baby is canon jackieshauna baby to me, he has blonde hair and green eyes like jackie, and is stubborn and genius like shauna ⚖️

and i agree, i was ijboling while editing the jackieshauna pic w the stick figure LMAOO 😭

#l0tt1emy #jackieshauna thoughts

[starspilli]

jackieshauna saltburn. is this anything

#yellowjackets #my art #jackie taylor #shauna shipman #jackieshauna #shaunajackie #jackie x shauna #wlw #saltburn #artists on tumblr #yellowjackets fanart #idk. i don’t think they’re very very similar but i thought this would be fun to draw! #i started watching yellowjackets and i love it lol #no spoilers tho pls i’m only halfway through s2

[souvlakic]

#yellowjackets show #yellowjackets #lottie matthews #lottienat #lottie yellowjackets #lottielee #jackieshauna #just girly thoughts #just girly things #girlhood #cannibalism #cannibalism as a metaphor for love #manic pixie dream girl #natalie scatorccio #jackie taylor #shauna shipman #misty quigley #mistynat

[kafkaesqueer]

"...But no he's not a Judas. How could he be a Judas, for there's not a soul in the world whom he loves."

Leonardo's Judas by Leo Perutz // Jackieshauna

#i read Leonardo's judas and these lines destroyed me #and ofc i thought of Jackieshauna hsjdkdk #shauna betrayed jackie bc she couldn't accept how much she loved her #she feared she was gonna be consumed by her love for jackie. her pride didn't permit that. she slept w jeff as a rebellion #but in the end not only she was consumed by her love #shes haunted by guilt and regret and the ghost of whom she betrayed #yellowjackets #shauna shipman #jackie taylor #jackieshauna #yj #lesbian #lgbtq #tv #ella purnell #sophie nelisse #jackie x shauna #shauna x jackie #shaunajackie #books #book quotes #web weaving #shauna sadecki #doomed yuri #judas iscariot #jesus christ

[girlinlavender]

i love how yj tries to present jackie as this leading lady, popular girl, makes-shauna-live-in-her-shadow type character, but that’s literally not her character at all ??

they act like before the crash jackie had some intense friendship power over them, and they did whatever she said, and then after the crash it all fell apart… girl no ??? she’s a girlfailure ??? hello ???

“oohhhh look at her leadership skilzzzzz, eveyone listens to herrrrr, ohhhhhh she’s so POPULAR that she MANIPULATED her BESTIE into joining soccer !!”

meanwhile jackie before the crash: “guys pleez say something nice about each other 😠😞😔 heeehee shauna i like you 😙 lolz you suck at dancing but you’re my best friend and i love you and i’d do literally anything for you you’re the light of my life 😭😭😭 please don’t be mad at me 🥺🥺🥺 you’re not mad at me right 🥹 okay 🥰”

like pls- be so fr rn.

#she’s just a little SIMP #three apples tall #just a little guy #she’s not a girlboss #she’s a girlfailure #yj #yellowjackets #jackie taylor #shauna shipman #jackieshauna #yj spoilers #yellowjackets showtime #if you have other interpretations of her character #feel free to share your thoughts !!! #just don’t be mean i will cry

[poemsonmars]

grief is fucking terrifying.

it covers everything in

such a massive layer of pain.

of confusion. of rage.

i can't breathe through it.

one minute i'm sitting in

my childhood bedroom

and the next, i can't see.

i wave my hand in front of my face

and no one greets me in return.

i don't know who i am without her.

-mars

#1/16/23 #the ones about heartbreak #mars.poetry #my poetry #lgbt poetry #original poetry #sad poetry #poetry about grief #poets on tumblr #original poem #spilled ink #spilled thoughts #button poetry #prose poetry #writeblr #poetscommunity #perhaps i wrote this while think about natasha and yelena. and what about it #coming back with the jackieshauna brainrot to say holy shit this is so Them #choose your fighter i guess

[deerlottie]

🐇🐶— ménage à trois

summary: jackie brings up something unexpected during a makeout session. warnings: 18+ MDNI, threesome, strap use, deepthroating. repost :P

Jackie pulls away from your lips, panting heavily. “Can I ask you something?” she quietly says, playing with the hem of your shirt. “And you promise not to get mad?”

You nod your head and hum. “Promise.” You bring your hand up and lift your pinky, which she wraps in hers. 

Jackie clears her throat and murmurs out, “I was thinking…Maybe we could bring Shauna into this?” she blushes, avoiding eye contact. “Just-just as a one time thing if you want. But only if you want.”

You stare blankly back at her, unsure how to feel. Sure, you think Shauna is attractive, but you’ve never really given it much thought. Not that you should’ve in the first place. “Have you thought about it before? I mean, about her–kissing her?”

“I don’t know. Maybe. Sometimes.” she shrugs. As she makes eye contact with you again, you can see her irises are riddled with guilt. You nod your head slowly, processing what she’s said.

“Okay. I’ve uh…maybe thought about her a couple times too.” you confess. She scoffs lightheartedly and punches your shoulder. “Ow!” you wince and rub it. “What? I can’t think of her but you can?” you roll your eyes but grin playfully. 

“Well, no. You know me. I get possessive over you.” she pushes herself off you suddenly and grabs her phone that lays on the coffee table. “I’m gonna text Shauna to come over.” Jackie squeals.

“What?” you deadpan. “I-I thought this was, like, a later thing?” Getting up off the couch, you pace over to her. Are you even ready to face Shauna right now? What if she doesn’t even like you that way? You can feel your heart pound.

“I’ve already talked to her about it. She’s down.” Jackie says reassuringly, like she can read your thoughts. 

“Uh, When was this?”

“Don’t worry your pretty little head about it.” she smiles at you.

As you wait nervously on the couch, you hear the doorbell ring. Oh God. You wipe your sweaty palms on your pants as Jackie practically skips to the door. Deep breaths. You get up and follow behind her, staying back a little. Jackie opens the door and you swear you could’ve died at the sight that greeted you–Shauna, who seems to be freshly showered, in one of her infamous plaid shirts. It’s her normal attire, but right now you can’t help but look at her differently. Especially since what you three were about to do. 

Jackie takes your and Shauna’s hands, leading you back to the couch. She pushes you both down and stands in front of you, crossing her arms. “So…What do you wanna do first?” 

You gulp and look between her and Shauna, feeling a hot blush creep up your cheeks. Spluttering out a response, you speak sheepishly. “Can…Can I watch you two make out?” 

Jackie smirks and looks at Shauna for confirmation; Shauna nods. “We can do that.” she strides over to Shauna and gets on her lap, giving you a glance before placing her lips onto Shauna’s.

They both sigh into the kiss and you watch on with eager eyes. Shauna devours Jackie’s moan into her mouth, and you begin to feel faint. You never thought that you’d get off at your girlfriend kissing someone else but Fuck. The way Jackie’s subtly grinding on Shauna’s lap leaves you breathless. 

You shift on the couch, feeling something poke in-between your legs. It’s your strap that you forgot you had on earlier. You had intended to use it on Jackie, but your eyes can’t leave Shauna’s face and the way she looks right now.

Scooting closer to her side, you analyze her face; her swollen lips you get a glimpse of as Jackie pulls away for a short breath, and the thin layer of sweat that adorns her forehead.

God. You need her.

Grabbing her hand, you place it on your jeans, making her squeeze and feel your strap. She opens her eyes and glances at you, eyes dark and filled with animalistic hunger. You let your hand go from hers, and she starts to stroke it softly. 

Jackie seems to whimper as Shauna slightly moves her head towards you and grabs her chin to face her again, kissing her.

Okay so this is the part where you get jealous. 

“Don’t need to hog her, you know.” you huff out, wanting a piece of Shauna too. Jackie pulls away with an apologetic expression, eyes softening when she sees your face. She gets up and scoots across your lap to sit next to you, intentionally pressing herself against your strap as she does so.

Unbuckling your belt with eagerness, you speak hoarsely to Shauna. “Want you to suck me off. Can you do that for me?”

She nods, getting off the couch and slipping in between your legs, taking your hands off your belt to unbuckle you herself.

“Good girl.”

You swear you can hear them both whimper at your words. 

Shauna pulls your jeans down with a sense of urgency and immediately wraps her lips around the head of your pink strap (Jackie’s favorite). She looks up at you, watching your reaction as she nearly swallows the length of it all in one go. “Holy fucking shit.” 

She smirks around your faux dick, licking all the way up to the tip before Jackie bunches up a section of her hair and makes her swallow the rest of your girth. The sight in front of you is too much for you to handle. You lean your head back against the couch, closing your eyes as you hear the sound of Shauna choking on your cock. 

Your girlfriend starts kissing your neck, leaving tiny love bites that have you whirling. You can barely register Shauna’s touch as she gets on your lap, having already taken off her pants and underwear, and inserts the strap into her soaking pussy. “Shit. Feels so good.” she mutters into your neck, nails for sure leaving crescent indents on your shoulders even through your shirt. 

“Fuck her good, baby.” Jackie husks into your ear, giving it a tiny kiss. You absentmindedly nod before opening your eyes back up and looking at Shauna, who’s already staring at you with a fiery desire in her eyes that sends shivers down your spine. 

Grabbing a hold of her hips, you start slowly fucking into her. She moves her hands from your shoulders to your face, finally bringing you into an intense kiss that you’ve so desperately wanted. You both moan into it, Shauna pulling back slightly to release tiny gasps of air as you hit just the right spot. 

Jackie brings her hand up to Shauna’s clit and starts rubbing messily. “Are you close?” All Shauna can do is whimper out incoherently and nod her head. “Does the thought of cumming on my partner’s cock right in front of me turn you on?” 

That must’ve been the tipping point for Shauna, because she bites into your shoulder and lets out a guttural groan, collapsing tiredly against your body as she cums. She rests against you for a few moments before slipping out of you, your pussy clenching around nothing at the sight of her cum dripping down your strap.

You take a few seconds to admire Shauna’s state before feeling Jackie climb on you, giving you a wide smile before speaking. “My turn.”

#yellowjackets x reader #jackieshauna thoughts 💭 #jackie taylor x reader #shauna shipman x reader #shauna shipman smut #jackie taylor smut #cant be arsed to change it all lowercase andwhat not sooo...

[tabithatwo]

okay, it has been a HOT fucking second, but it's time for the rest of my jackie taylor is a lesbian and she knows it (or she at LEAST knows she likes women) thoughts for the pilot (this is a continuation, if you feel like this is abrupt click the link <3)

jackie trying to set shauna up with randy LISTEN she does it in SUCH a lesbian-minded way...like ah yes, a boy that can be an accessory and what if you dated randy and you wouldn't like him (i KNOW you wouldn't like him) and i kept dating jeff (i don't like him and don't you KNOW that i don't like him?) and then we could always insist on double dates and every time i have to go out with jeff, i'd actually be going out with you <3 <3

jackie is not even looking much at shauna's outfits when shauna turns to her for feedback and y'know why??? the existence of BOOB DRESS!!! the sheer lesbianism of that line continues to amaze me. shauna! just wear the dress i got you that makes your boobs look sooooo good pleasssse?? LIKE HELLO??

shauna gets frustrated which jackie clearly didn't expect, so what's she gonna do?? immediately make a joke <3 back off <3 try and make her smile <3 (sidebar idk how people read this scene as intensely mean and controlling jackie like i beg you to watch again, they're teenagers being teenagers, jackie unintentionally upsets shauna and shauna gets frustrated and jackie smooths it over and shauna chills out like that's the scene baby)

jackie being sooo happy that shauna is joking again (this is one of those times we see the smile/laugh that only shauna really gets out of her)

she's got her arm around jeff but her eyes on shauna for much of this scene and we get a completely different jackie here with jeff than we saw in the opening because she is PERFORMING! like this is the man she makes herself tolerate serving his purpose for real, such a young lesbian experience

okay that is ENOUGH of that man (truly three seconds with her arm around him, where her eyes were still on shauna not him), jackie hands jeff her drink and immediately reaches for shauna when she wants to dance

okay more performance yes, like she's clearly putting on a show here but also?? it is SOOOO obvious that little miss broody shauna is watching right now and jackie actually looks directly at her for good fucking measure, like she is very aware of shauna watching her and shauna's attention being on her. she does this AGAIN when she's desperate for shauna's love/attention/affection in doomcoming when she walks away with travis (to FUCK HIM IN SHAUNA'S BED)

the compliments scene? so fucking flirty, so fucking gay, so clear that this is their usual dynamic. like the level of baby dyke flirty love in the i dunno...you haven't said anything nice about me yet and all the little smiles and the ritual of it the you're my best friend as a stand in for i love you like we really don't get a ton of them precrash but the pilot establishes SO MUCH of their relationship prior to all the trauma so beautifully ughhh

jackie wanting to be dropped off first GOD THIS SCENE, it is so often taken as her being selfish for selfishness sake (or out of fear of her parents) but she also does NOT want to be left alone in the car with jeff!! we saw her discomfort with being sexual with him right away in the pilot, it was immediately established, he ignored every sign that she did NOT want him to be touching her. i don't know about you but this was a dance i did allll the time at that age!! the plotting to not be alone with the boyfriend!!

also her performative happiness with jeff EVAPORATES, like that is for public straightness perception, she does the minimum saying bye to that man and then she hugs shauna like its her goddamn job

jackie taylor queen of gay-zing tbh

y'know when your parents are terrifying but your girl got really anxious last time you flew somewhere so you steal your insane mother's valium for her??

but that's not enough so you have to GIVE HER THE HEART NECKLACE THAT YOU WEAR EVERY DAY AND SAY THERE NOTHING CAN TOUCH YOU NOW (because you have my heart, you have my love, jackie taylor ALSO queen of discomfort with saying i love you verbatim but saying it in a million other ways, this is a thought for another day but!! a heart!! that she wears!! next to her heart!! for the girl who has her heart!!)

of course she's also got to watch shauna put it on (gay-zingly) and did i need to include 10 screenshots of this moment to make my point?? MAYBE NOT but YOU'RE WELCOME cause LOOK AT THEM!!

more to come eventually <3 <3 this one was largely fun sweet precious honestly compared to the last and the ones to come, so yeah i really went wild with the photos <3 <3

#my lesbian thoughts on lesbian jackie #jackie taylor #shauna shipman #jackie x shauna #shauna x jackie #jackieshauna #shaunajackie #yellowjackets #yellowjackets pilot #yellowjackets 1x01

[demadogs]

I went to the woods because I wanted to live deliberately... I wanted to live deep and suck all the marrow out of life! To put to rout.. all that was not life, and not, when I came to die, discover that I had not lived. - Henry David Thoreau

#this is so painful…. borderline homophobic #idk if theres a big overlap of these fandoms cuz they are WILDLY different from each other #one uses poetry as a metaphor for love and the other uses cannibalism lmao #but i thought of the snow scene first and then i couldnt get it outta my head #my gifs #yellowjackets #dead poets society #dps fandom #jackieshauna #anderperry #tusersimone #yellowjacketscentral #tvedit #filmedit #tvandfilm

[teabookgremlin]

ah yes me, my wife, and the ghost of her homoerotic best friend who is also my ex

#sorry had this thought and had to share #this is just jeff’s everyday life #yellowjackets #jackieshauna #jackie taylor #shauna shipman #jeff sadecki #is this anything #idk i find myself funny

[ultrone]

why did they make jackie go outside like that could’ve easily been avoided, shauna was sleeping in the attic anyway it’s not like they would’ve had to be around each other

or was she not still sleeping in the attic with tai at that point it’s been a while since i’ve rewatched

i mean i know jackie told shauna to get out first but still 😭

-🎸

i’m pretty sure it was cuz even tho shauna was upstairs, literally everyone sided with her and no one stood up for jackie or anything (cuz she called them out for acting all crazy while on shrooms), so she probably felt like they were mad at her too or something idk 😭 like i get why she stayed outside tbh

#꒰ 🎸anon ꒱ #jackieshauna thoughts #yjs thoughts

[deeply-embarrassing]

it is, i fear, incredibly serious

#yellowjackets #shauna shipman #jackie taylor #jackieshauna #making shauna feel used when she thought you loved her means DEATH #i WILL make a long ass post about the big ass parallels between jackieshauna and adam/shauna

[bugisawesomeasf]

the characters have always been dead, i think thats the whole point of the show. they didn’t die when the wilderness took them they didnt die when the real world ate them. they were already dead long before they got on the plane. i guess in a way it gave them a chance to become something greater something primordial and those who couldn’t adapt who couldn’t change they had no place there (maybe they could’ve been smth in the real world but this is the wilderness. adapt or die) but the others aren’t any better they’re living on borrowed time and sooner or later the wilderness is gonna want it back. they left it and took its secrets. thats not fair it told you those secrets so you could live and thrive in it, so you wouldnt die and leave it all alone again but you did and now it wants everything back

#buggss talks #yellowjackets #🐝 #i have so many thoughts about this show and they conflict eachother bjt in my mind they are all real #if i had to pick a topic to talk about for 24 hours straight it would be this show #if i had to choose 1 show to watch for the rest of my life it would be this show #uhh fuck who do i tag #shauna shipman #misty quigley #natalie scatorccio #lottie matthews #van palmer #taissa turner #mistynat #taivan #lottienat #jackieshauna

[sillylittlgaythings]

i’ve been thinking a lot about this particular jackie poster and also the theory that the wilderness is protecting shauna (ex. when shauna almost died during child birth then survive and javi dying, 25 years later when she picked the queen card and was chosen as a sacrifice and nat died in her place) so that + this poster got me thinking about jackie being the antler queen.

but not in the way teen nat was appointed by lottie to be their leader, but as in jackie spirit having no choice but to haunt them, haunt shauna, but also trying to protect her at all costs no matter who suffered because of this.

jackie never got to leave the wilderness, not even her body got to go home, her spirit is still there and she has never been known for letting go, so why would it be different in her death? the last time she let go she froze to death, but now she’s suck being 17 forever, haunting her friends and especially her best friend, we’ve seen shauna seeing jackie’s spirit more than once, but maybe the others didn’t care enough to see jackie’s ghost like shauna did, so assuming the form of the antler queen made lottie, specially, see her and to interpret it as a sign of the wilderness then leading the others to believe the antler queen.

maybe she reappear after 25 years to lottie because the surviving yellowjackets were finally together again and she gets more powerful the closer they are together/the more they believe in her, because isn’t that what jackie taylor has always wanted in life? to be believed, to be adored, to be loved, respected, feared, to be seen? now she got all those things in death.

in the poster jackie is looking directly at the antler queen even though she never actually saw her while alive, i don’t think is crazy to think about jackie spirit being trapped in the wilderness and at the same time being trapped inside the girls (i’m so funny ik) so she has no choice but to haunt them, push them together, getting everything she wanted in life in death, but also being unable to get what she truly always wanted, shauna, knowing that the only way she could get that was if shauna died and her ghost become the same as jackie’s, but she would never let that happened, shauna protected her all the time in life, so now it’s jackie’s turn to protect shauna in death.

maybe i’m reaching or i just really like jackie haunting shauna, but considering the things that happen in this shown i don’t think it’s that crazy.

#yellowjackets #jackieshauna #jackie taylor #shauna shipman #sapphic #teen shauna #shauna yellowjackets #yellowjackets tv #antler queen #ella purnell #sophie nelisse #melanie lynskey #yellowjackets twitter #yellowjackets theories #yellowjackets thoughts #lottie matthews #nat scatorccio #teen taissa #taissa turner #misty quigley #sophie tatcher #christina ricci #juliette lewis

[fabaceous]

exactly one (1) person asked for my thoughts on jackie’s pov of jackieshauna so me being me i obviously wrote an even longer essay than my shauna essay. so. here you go anon, SORRY or you’re welcome.

we can all agree that if you boil jackie down (um... sorry, too on the nose?) to her bare essentials, what you’re left with is basically a huge pit of insecurity. shauna is incapable of facing other people, but jackie is incapable of facing herself. jackie is incredibly inwardly/emotionally unstable but she doesn’t actually realize it because she does such a good job of distracting herself by curating her environment, her image, the people she’s surrounded by, their image, her hobbies, and on and on and on. she (without fully understanding that this is what she’s doing) tries to impose order on her outer world in the hopes that that will, by extension, bring order to her inner world.

so, here is my thesis statement: i propose that shauna is both jackie’s biggest source of stability AND her biggest source of instability.

shauna is the only one who’s always been there for her. it’s so telling that out of all the things jackie could’ve complimented shauna on in that scene (her intellect? her depth as a person? her looks?) she chose this. it shows us what jackie’s priorities are and why she values shauna: shauna is her rock, her best friend and trusty sidekick, she’s steady and loyal.

thing is, shauna isn’t. while shauna saintifies jackie after death and turns her into an  idea/symbol, jackie kinda does the same to shauna in life. she needs shauna to be her rock, and she needs it SO badly, like survival-level badly, that she just can’t leave space for shauna to be anything else. this sucks for shauna, because she doesn’t feel like jackie truly sees her in all her complexity. but it also sucks for jackie, because she just doesn’t realize when things are going downhill - and she doesn’t realize that her search for stability in shauna has been doomed to fail from the get-go, because shauna has a mind of her own.  

and this is when shauna becomes jackie’s biggest source of INstability: when she goes rogue. or, maybe more accurately, when she does what jackie interprets as “going rogue” - aka going against jackie’s carefully laid-out plans, whether or not she truly meant it as a snub. exhibit a: voting to go to the lake instead of stay at the crash site. for a healthy, secure person/relationship this would’ve been a simple difference of opinion. but for jackieshauna it drove a wedge between them for an entire day or possibly more, because by defying jackie, shauna destabilizes jackie’s very, VERY tenuous grip on the TINY amount of control she feels like she has over her world.

this control is EVERYTHING to jackie because it’s the only thing that can alleviate her internal turbulence. and she is DESPERATE for her fix, so she reaches, grasps, searches for the stability that she needs, that she only knows how to find in shauna, and it always seems to be just out of her reach, and of course we know it’s impossible to find internal stability through external things, but jackie thinks if she just stretches a little further and holds on a little tighter, she’ll get what she needs, so she clings onto shauna more and more desperately, not realizing that squeezing so tight could have unwanted side effects.

and just like with shauna - there IS genuine love here! but as much as shauna has warped ideas about what love looks like (and boy does she!), jackie has some messed up ideas about love too! jackie adores shauna, but part of that adoration is tied to how jackie builds shauna up in her own head, and when shauna fails to live up to the role that jackie needs her to play, it sends jackie into a tailspin and she lashes out. and i think jackie thinks that because she loves shauna, she can’t possibly be hurting her. it’s not a cage if i make it cozy, right? if i put some blankets down and keep her nice and safe? she’s not trapped, i’m taking good care of her, she’s choosing to stay, and if she wanted differently, she’d say so. (but shauna can’t/won’t say so, as we know.)

so. to sum it up. on a good day, shauna keeps jackie afloat, but on a bad day, shauna sends jackie spiraling. jackie needs her so desperately and the tragedy is that she loves shauna so much and she’s so terrified of losing her that she does everything she can to prevent it, but her desperation blinds her to the fact that, by holding onto shauna so tightly, she’s contributing to the very situation she hoped to avoid: shauna leaving her.

#yeah i dont know. let me know if i lost the plot here #i might just be projecting my own jackieshauna adjacent experiences onto jackie lol #honestly i thought about this for way too long and kind of want to just get it out of my drafts and into the world #questions comments concerns? #not trying to victim blame jackie btw. but from personal experience sometimes the sad truth is that it just goes like that #you hold on too tight and end up driving them away #yellowjackets