#loner problems

[kitaboots]

Say it with me: the universe will bless me beyond what I’m manifesting 🫶🏾

#fatshion #fatshionista #fat positive #naturalhair #fycg #psblogger #tall girls #plus size fashion #loner problems

[lunarad]

Sorry for no posting anyways my 20 or smth followers are the only ones who care.

I've been doing great this weekend but doing a lot of drugs, kind of been 24/7 in my own world fantasizing about stuff.

I have one friend lol, great update bcs she lights out my days shout-out to Abby

And yeah I've written some stuff about my feelings these past days probably going to upload them soon :))

And that's it good bye ily

#bpd stuff #mental health #tw depressing stuff #recovery #dear diary #daily diary #tw ed in the tags #writers and poets #poemsdaily #depressiv #tw drugs #loner problems #my liberation diary

[idkymihere]

i love having a clock in the room so that i can keep looking at it again and again when i'm finding it hard to continue the conversation

#funny #introvert problems #the struggle y’all #clock #silent screams #silent movie #loner problems #jokes #humor

[kconesblog]

Hello everyone 🌄

#quotes #battle #illustration #poetry #loner problems #depressing post

[keniaku]

me thinking about yuji and how he's his mother's son

#txt #THE ITADORIS AND THEIR HEREDITARY LONELINESS. RARGRGHHH #everytime i remember yuji was described as a loner it breaks my heart #this sweet little boy with no regards for his own life and would throw it away without a second thought #who has no problem dying if it means taking down a great evil with him #who recognized and accepted that he was just a cog in the machine of a greater thing he doesn't and likely wouldn't ever understand #his mother's most beloved yet they show that love with great cruelty #just to see how much he could do #how much he could grow #it shouldve been him who killed kenjaku FUCKKKKKKKKKKKK #they wouldve been so proud of him if that happens too. god. #me when the only way i could show my love is through extreme violence #my brainis frying dont ask what this means. im crunching a 7 pages comic in one day.

[lightning-and-sparks]

I will not explain this but Jack was definitely the kid who would eat paper given the chance in school. That or he was the kid who had no friends. Or both

Jack was probably a weirdo… no wait we have proof of this

Jack has zero friends, not bc he’s locked in the tower just bc he’s a total bitch. He’s literally me 💅

#just dance 2023 #just dance 2024 #jack rose just dance #this is so funny #jack is a loner babyyy #no friends no pants no problems #NS is not even his friend #she has standards #she jerked on my jessy till michael lips

[nighttskyz]

me on my birthday

#female hysteria #girl interrupted #female rage #female manipulator #sad but true #black swan #hot girl problems #manic pixie dream girl #loner girl #divine female #gone girl #just girly thoughts #girl hood #gaslight gatekeep girlboss

[oozeandgoo-art]

old drawing I never posted. i like these two freaks, I should draw them more

#rubin #skironir #oc #rukaan #humanization #skironir is fully on board with the murder for the record. She likes rubin because he loves to kill people and she thinks it's cool and fun #someone warned her when she was like human-nineteen (im not sure how to translate caribou ages to humans LMAO could've been #anywhere from 19 to 25ish) that there was a weird loner freak eating out of the garbage and threatening people with knives and she went #'damn thats crazy. hes kinda hot. im gonna be his friend' #rubin (also approximately the same age as her) was like 'ive never had a friend before and im not going to start now. fuck off' #and then failed so hard at not having any friends that he fell in love like an idiot and now he's stuck with her forever and she can't get #rid of him. which works for skironir because she would be very sad if she did get rid of him #im not sure im gonna keep the she/her pronouns for skir. in all the stuff i've written for the deer game with skir i use he/him #but rubin using he/him pronouns in the mg!au also trips me up a bunch because i keep being like this is girl rubin he's a girl i made him #into a girl and now he's a girl. and then i get lost in the pronoun weeds LMAO #you undrestand #anyway i enjoy them a lot #very straightforward characters. they roll into town. they cause problems. they kill someone. they leave #i should make magical girl katjaana straight up just a dude. for balance. a dude who uses she/her and turns into a magical girl also #or maybe i could go full tuxedo mask with her.... idk

[rainreads]

90% of my problems will solve if I learn public speaking. Somedays I deeply feel like the society is in favour of the extroverts or the ones who can easily fit and flow with every given circumstance. And not us, who have to rehearse even the tiniest social interaction like saying "present ma'am" during roll call. And the thing is, it sounds bizzare to others. It sounds absurd to others that some people really feel this anxious around people. But it's a fact, a reality, sometimes painful and sometimes pleasureable, for hoomans like us. At times I feel depressed when I see others of my age delivering speeches with utmost confidence during events, grabbing every opportunity they get, hanging out with friends, etc.

One has to walk a mile in our shoes, before coming into any conclusion regarding this matter. And and, it has nothing to do with ignorance. Some ignorant people are highly confident, not feeling even the slightest bit of anxiety when they talk. It's just.. unexplainable and exhausting. Don't know why I'm writing this. Ugh. Forget it.

#confessions of a shy introvert #introvert problems #introvert thoughts #introvert things #bookworm #anxiety thoughts #anxiety things #infp t #infp thoughts #infp personality #infp girl #infpproblems #infp things #infp t thoughts #books & libraries #books and literature #life quotes #lonerquotes #loner life #tumblr text post #tumblr aesthetic

[kitaboots]

I can’t remember the last time I showed my face on this app…

#fatshion #fatshionista #fat positive #naturalhair #plus size men #plus size fashion #lovejahcourageously #loner problems #tall girls #the caucasity

[1introvertedsage]

So many people have considered me a good friend of theirs but the feeling is never mutual.

It may sound mean but it’s not meant that way.

I feel like I’m a good friend… I just never get the friendship that I give.

#friendship #introvert problems #what is a friend #feeling #mutual #good friend #introvert #loner #lha #1introvertedsage #my reality #intsa original #friend #I’m my own best friend #give #receive #random thoughts #people are weird #relatable #different

[foolish-thoughts]

6 steps forward, 50 tremendous leaps down into a pit of despair and psychological torment .

- i'm so tired...

#heartbreak #420society #depressing shit #lonely stoner #sad boy #tw substances #dead inside #undiagnosed bpd #stoner #numb #depressing life #derealization #depression #tw depressing thoughts #depressed #anxiety #anxious #lonely #loner #im the problem #burden #useless #worthless #annoying #sad thoughts #stressed #sad but true #i'm sad #mentally tired #mentally fucked

[springs-hurts]

When I was doing my grad, in hostel my roommates used to miss their family, they'll call their parents atleast two times a day, or their parents will, I didn't. I don't think I ever missed my family that much, but because they used to call, I used to think I should as well, and our calls never lasted as long as their used to do and that used to pain me, because it felt like that was the right thing to do.

When we first came to hostel, one of my roommate cried a lot, others were emotional as well, I wasn't. My brother laughingly, told my mom( he was the one who came to drop me) he said that I walked away without even turning around. And yes, I remember that I didn't. I was excited and afraid to meet new people. And I didn't shed even a single tear.

I don't talk to my cousins, I'm probably the only one out of all of them who never talks on call, we'll meet, I'll behave like I missed them too much, and I do, I love my cousins but I'd never call them.

I sometimes feel like I'm an emotionless creature. But then I get emotional at every small thing. But I never get emotional about big things. Weird yeah. I'll read a news about how two people, I don't even know, hugged each other and solved their matters and I'd cry, but my grandfather died and I didn't even shed tear, I forced myself to shed tears because others were crying. I couldn't.

I hate it. And I don't care. I want to miss people because that's the social norm, and yet, I don't miss any person.

My friends would stop trying after a point because according to them I don't try enough to keep in connect.

#my life is disaster in making at this point #and yet here i am #it's me hi i'm the problem it's me #c'est la vie #desiblr #loneliness #loner life #life #emotions #connection

[miniatureeyes]

What is it like to be in love with someone who actually loves you back? Like no Romeo & Juliet shit but you’re actually in a happy, healthy relationship and head over heels for each other?

#please someone tell me what it’s like #i just want to know what that is like so bad #did you just wake up one day and you knew you were in love? #even the ugly cringy loners seem to find someone they can have that with #what is wrong with me #seeing a guy right now and he seems like a perfect match #comes from money #lawyer #handsome #says all the right things #dotes on me #and my brain is just like this is ok #but when some emotionally unavailable jackass walks into my life i’m all heart eyes and fantasizing about our life together #i am the problem #it’s me #failure to launch #mental illness #love #relationships

[milfbro]

now that the week is done I can finally talk about my current rewatching of the first two seasons of House (I won't watch more. Seasons 3 and 4 are my favorites and if I get to them I might just keep going through to the end and I do not have the time)

and anyway my main takeaway is that a) the fandom doesn't talk about Foreman enough. Foreman is the best character of the show. Ok no he isn't it's Cuddy but he's also pretty good he's my favorite of the team including House. Where is the love for Foreman on this website. How everybody inexplicably keeps saying he's too much like house when he literally isn't. Every day he gets angry at people being racist to him and people call him grumpy and stubborn. Which he is but like. Not like House At All. DW dude you're literally the only good doctor on the team and also you're a smug bastard I love you. How literally every single disease so far was brain-related and he's the brain doctor. What are Chase and Cameron even doing there. Their contributions so far were so intermittent

b) the way my memory of this show had completely erased Chase off of the show is so funny paired up with every single episode finding out some other unexpected personality trait of his. He's literally so bad it's captivating. Like what do you mean he was briefly a dom and was in the New Jersey BDSM scene. What do you mean he said a 10 year old with obesity deserves to die cause she did it to herself. What do you mean he had sex with Cameron when he knew she was off her tits in meth and knew this was bad. WHAT DO YOU MEAN HE KISSED A 9 YEAR OLD ON THE LIPS.

#chase is way more like house than foreman is. i said it #the only problem is that chase pathologically sucks up to his boss #and house would never do that #also in terms of caring about the patient House is better than chase somehow #fake ass bastard he is #but foreman? aggressively overcautious foreman??? who almost always refuses to take risks foreman? #who only occasionally bends the rules for his own benefit but otherwise works by the book #house is always like 'rules are for loosers' and breaks the rules almost for fun #foreman is like 'the rules are here for a reason and they're good and morally pure. let me break them rn dw it's the last time I promise' #this is fundamentally a different character from house. Foreman is a hypocrite #who acts all high and mighty but also doesn't obey the rules if he can't be assed #and he is a loner but he doesn't hate humanity like house. and house actually has 1 (one) friend #while foreman is almost incapable of friendship being so holier than thou #sorry about this rant I love Foreman he is the best and he sucks

[mejomonster]

Reminding myself at least im not writing a story about a 30-40 year old guy still hung up over a lost lover he varely knew/ex wife/missing wife who he idolizes to the point she's an object barely a person and when she is a person it clashes with the ideal hes longing for, and he thinks hes this rebel poor guy but hes got mega cash and can afford an LA/San Francisco/New York home AND a vacation because hes Got vacation time(?) Or just so money secure he can afford 1+ months not working, oh and he's probably a self employed artist who "has no ideas" and is lamenting it even though hes got enough money to indulge his trip to the Weird Scary Rural place so clearly the situation isnt dire. Oh and he has a drinking problem. He doesnt know whats real or not, but since hes alread deluding himself about his Imaginary Idolized Woman and Pretending Hes Poor... who can really say if hes seeing any scary wild shit at all or hes just dramaticizing the mundane (or lying)

At least im not writing a guy like that

#rant #dhdhfh okay look. i like House of Leaves. in fact i love the concept i love experimental rule breaking shit #but ive found this EXACT character mold in like 5 horror stories!!!!! #its practicallh EXPECTED im shocked when its not a 30-40 year old rich man thinking hes a poor loner hung up on a woman whos Not actually #in the story much. #i prefer my horror protagonists to be lesbians thanks #anyway at least. in the stories i write my protagonists are a plethora of bisexual dorks to suave dangers #but none are like. This. #im just a bit sick of the mold? it reeks of guy Author Self Insert #and whike thats fine. its fine to do. its like do yalk ALL have these same problems??? i hope not #i hope ur just using the same trope due to the references and synbolism of This Trope by this point #like. at least in the case of alan wake im like. i Know its a stephen king reference #in IT like... okay bill clearly fits this bill. but he has to MEET beverly so shes not an offscreen presence so much as a pedestal that #is forcibly confronted. at leasyly #and house of leaves i HOPE picked yhe trope to reference other horrors. so far its the least creative #most basic bitch thing about tbe novel