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c-0-yote-teeth · 8 months

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vixensofdeath · 5 months

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I destroy myself to make me feel better but in the end I always feel worse.

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mariposas8494 · 1 year

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Haha yasss

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stargirlelisia444 · 3 months

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#girlhood #lizzy grant #coquette #divine feminine #glimore girls #lana del rey #whispers #girl boss gaslight gatekeep #girlblogger #girlblogging #losing my mind #manic depression #manic depressive

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k9emote · 27 days

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More mental health / Identity / Terms

(made for my discord server being released soon)

Singlet

System

Therian

Nonhuman

Regressor

Disabled

ADHD

Autistic

Tics / Tourettes

Bipolar

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bloody-gh0st-thing · 7 months

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feel depressed for a week -> 2 week manic episode -> try to recover from manic episode -> feel completely numb for a week bc the happiness is gone -> mental breakdown -> feel depre

#gh0stie.txt #bpd vent #actually bpd #bpd problems #bpd moment #bpd shit #actually borderline #borderline problems #borderline personality disorder #bpd #borderline splitting #bpd splitting #manic depression

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faiiryteethh · 2 months

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#my edits #quotes #text post #mental illness #bipolar 1 #autism #autistic #anxiety #ptsd #bipolar 1 rapid cycling #bipolar disorder #manic depression #manic depressive

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honeypleasejustkillme · 2 years

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can we talk about how awful it is to have both depression and bpd? i mean bpd intensifies any emotion you feel, but depression deprives you of joy, so you're just going on with your life feeling every horrible emotion to the max with no compensation whatsoever. and people think i’m ungrateful or can't accept "the nature of life" or i'm expecting too much. trust me, i am not even expecting happiness; i just want relief

#actually bpd #bpd problems #bpd vent #actually borderline #actually mentally ill #bpd fp #bpd #bpd shitposting #bpd favorite person #bpd mood #manic depression #tw depression

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traumakid-hideout · 1 month

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An episode of mania almost always always always starts out so euphorically, makes you feel like you’re on the perfect drug, makes your confidence and motivation sky rocket and has you romanticizing all the fun it baits you with. It feels so amazing, you feel like nothing can hurt you or get to you.

Then the irritability comes, genuine rage, such an uncomfortable and overwhelming increase in libido, dangerous impulses, social behavior to be humiliated from by the time you crash, severe sleep deprivation that disorients the fuck out of you the longer you go without it, without even feeling tired at all. But feeling completely out of control. And if it escalates, Lord help you. Hallucinations, bad paranoia, black outs, substance abuse (or relapse if you happen to be recovering), delusions, everything that could get you into a psych ward. It isn’t fun at the end and any pleasure you feel is completely illusionary.

The worst part is I still normally never want it to stop. Because the depression after, which gets so ugly and terrible the longer, more intense the mania is, is something I’m not looking forward to at all. That, and mania can really sometimes convince you that you love it. I’m not wanting to go there though, because I have a lot to lose. Even if I don’t lose anything, I’m tired of this cycle and just can’t afford to desire it anymore. So I’m managing where I can, but wow it’s just scary to watch it take you higher and higher into it, and further and further away from yourself.

This is precisely why I despise any sort of stigma toward bipolar disorder. It’s so misunderstood, misquoted, and mistreated. I just really want and need some help. My hands are so sweaty and shaky, my heart and my mind are racing, I can’t stop talking, I can’t eat. I can’t focus, I can only fixate. And it’s just so overwhelming already.

#actuallymentallyill #actuallybipolar #actuallyhypomanic #actuallymanic #manic episodes #mania #manic #manic episode #manic depression #manic depressive #mental heath #actually mentally ill #actually bipolar #bipolar mania #bipolar disorder #bipolar 1 #bipolar 2

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transmascmikey · 1 year

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Laura Jane Grace & the Devouring Mothers - Manic Depression

my gifs do not repost without credit

#guess who learned how to make gifs instead of doing actual design homework :)#laura jane grace #my gifs #my art #laura jane grace and the devouring mothers #manic depression #meager contributions #this video has been rattling around my brain all week

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cascodedtech · 1 month

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Listen.

Adorableness aside, David Tennant's portrayal of mania in Campbell Bain is the most accurate depiction of mania in media I've ever seen.

At the end of Episode 2 where Campbell is spiraling after talking to his dad and he's freaking out in the radio station, I've literally done that (not in a radio station but that level of mania).

That whole scene was so well acted.

#david tennant #takin' over the asylum #campbell bain #mental illness #mania #manic depression

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braindamaged007 · 1 year

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flashy-mf · 3 months

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Manic episode bingo! (Written at 3am during a manic episode lmao)

For bipolar, schizoaffective, cyclothymic disorder, and the like (if you have manic episodes, use it! I don’t really care what mental illness causes yours. All is valid which is why I made it as inclusive as possible, so no gatekeepers or ableists though I know saying this won’t stop anyone)

Here��s mine 🔥🎉📸👁️🫦👁️✨💥💪

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mariposas8494 · 1 year

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Doing our best looks different 🫶🏻

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porcelainiaa · 3 months

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"Im at that point of my life where i dont know who i am, dont remember who i was, dont know who i want to be anymore" -Me♡ (2024)

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that-bipolar-mood · 1 year

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Being medicated doesn't mean becoming normal.

There's this trope I've seen in media, mentally ill that take meds and suddenly become neurotypical. To me this was a harmful fantasy, thinking that medicine means cure, and a fast one.

The reality of meds is often disappointing. You still find your limitations and differences. Lots of underground symptoms and sensitivities don't ever vanish.

Being bipolar myself it often left me perplexed, the fact that I was receiving correct treatment, but still struggled. Not with acute episodes, just a baby version of previous symptoms.

I'm trying to accept bipolar as my personal disability. I figured that medicine is my support, like a cane could be for those with physical disabilities. It means I'm still not like the rest and I will always struggle, but man is it nice to have some help...

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