#not even after 2 hours!

[butchfalin]

the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

#yeehaw #1k #5k #10k #posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours? #also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that! #unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference #edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense #also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags #1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now #he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic #2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign #like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock #3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing #it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is #extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once #it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life #i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about #Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect #if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it #aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week

[snorfbin]

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#im having audio problems and i dont understand why it has to be a problem on every single fundamental layer #my old headphones broke. the jack is no longer attached to the wire. broken as fuck #got myself some new ones for like 40 bucks. same brand just slightly better quality #but its got more bass than my broken headphones which i really really dont like #these headphones are expensive by my standards and especially around christmas tho #so i try messing around with my laptop first. mostly with the audio drivers to see if can update/roll back #cant do anything with my current driver so i try installing one that i know has a control panel with it #i know this bc it wouldnt stop popping up a couple years ago before i switched back to a default driver #so i go through the process of downloading and installing it but its not installing correctly #seems like its corrupted so i cant use that shit #im not a tech wizard so im out of ideas at that point and decide to spend more money on newer headphones #so i do that and buy the same headphones as the broken ones in hopes that theyd be of the same quality #so thats another 30 fucking bucks out of my pocket to buy them #im testing them out more with bg3 rn today and they still dont fucking sound the same as my broken ones #theyre still too bassy! #so i start looking into how to adjust the bass and get an audio control panel #but literally none of the sliders or functions are really labelled so im basically flying in the dark here #i dont know that much about fine tuning audio asides from the general level of quality that i like #im fucking with all these sliders and buttons and default configurations and nothing is sounding close to right #not even after 2 hours! #at this point im fucking sobbing bc all of this is absolute bullshit to me #also ive got flying insects in my room. idk what exact type they are but theyre smaller than flies and twice as annoying #theyre attracted to my desk light but get blown back by my fan #so i can see them fly in front of my face to reach my light then blow back in front of my face from the wind #killing them doesnt seem to fucking do anything bc theres always more #i dont keep food or eat in my room so i have no fucking clue whats attracting them here #ive been back to fucking around with my audio drivers while ranting here #and it seems like ive finally got shit back to normal now #which just feels like even more bullshit to me considering everything beforehand

[emotional-emotion]

Seinfeld (1989 - 1998) 6.23 The Face Painter

#seinfeld #jerry seinfeld #elaine benes #seinfeldedit #tvedit #tvarchive #televisiongifs #sitcomedit #chewieblog #userbbelcher #*mystuff #this is dedicated to my upstairs neighbors blasting the worst possible music at 3am #the day when i hadn't slept at all for 24+ hours and i needed sleep the most #after i tried to signal to turn the music down it's 3am after all this is unacceptable no matter what #they turned it up even louder! #what kind of psychopathic behavior #i had to take not one but 2 benzos just to calm down and drug myself to sleep #i hate people #i truly hate them #btw the guy that lives upstairs turns out is a cop or something like it.. so just great all around i truly hate my life

[spacedlexi]

"sounds nice... having a partner"

#the walking dead game #twdg #violentine #clementine twdg #violet twdg #MAANN when clem says this in s3 JUST WAIT BBY #people who say clemvi has no basis like ep2 isnt just them working as a team for 2 and a half hours regardless of player choice #like be fr #clem telling louis that violet patching up the back wall is ok because she needed something to keep herself busy. married behavior #vi asking clem to help check in on everyone while she deals with the wall. their shared smile when she comes back outside :) #and then they sit in the leadership spot together overlooking the yard and everything theyve planned together coming to fruition :) #sorry i just think their romance set up in eps 1 and 2 is obvious as FUCK and im tired of (Some) people pretending it isnt #'i havent seen her warm up to someone in a long time' brody literally tells clem that vi seems to like her after its been 24 hours #after shes been a block of ice for a whole year. and clem just melted those walls down immediately while they fought walkers together #violet is so devoted to clem post ep1 its embarrassing for her #'i saw she had you pinned and i- shit i got So crazy...' sorry if you dont think shes in love with clem idk what to tell you #'i'll tear that boat apart before we leave without you' i know you would girlie!!! #the animators went CRAAZAYAYAYAY the way they look at each other... their little smiles at each other....even before the belltower #the way clem looks at her while they dance.... the way she puts her head down on her shoulder so contentedly.... #and then she keeps her head on violets shoulder as she pulls away so clems chin gets dragged with it like she doesnt want to let go #'so you never forget that night' 'i never will' they are DISGUSTINGLY in love with each other it makes me physically ill #its 2024 and im still hearing 'i just didnt see it :/'. lazerbeams you #spaced art 2024

[ca-d]

Harmony Grove // Salem, MA 🖤

#mine #another day another cemetery #so glad my friend and I decided to go #even after both being exhausted from the night before and a long day at work #we peeped this back in the beginning of summer and made plans to come back during the fall #she lives like .2 miles away #so been watching it #still a lot of green but the orange treeeeeeessssss #so damn good #cemeteries in salem are just different #it’s the vibe I guess #anywho was a lovely 2.5 hour walk with her there #also I saved that leaf cus I thought it was the coolest #🍂👻 #gonna add to my collection of pressed leaves #cemetery #cemeteries #salem #salem massachusetts #nature #fall #autumn #halloween #photography #photographers on tumblr

[rodolfoparras]

Thinking about how easily Price owes up to his mistakes, how he profusely apologizes when he unintentionally hurts someone close to him, how he’d grovel at your feet, literally kneel if he did something wrong, apologizes profusely slipping past his lips only every stopping as he takes your cock down his throat, showing you just how sorry he is instead of using words

Price who wants to make sure you know how sorry he is, who goes out of his way to plan something to make up for what he’d said and how he’d acted, who gets all dressed up, cooks some dinner makes some dessert, dresses up in his pretty lingerie only for the flimsy fabric to land on the floor, with Price’s naked form perched on your lap and riding your cock, trying desperately to apologize for his earlier behavior but mind too far gone to form words

If you’re not up for resolving it in bed he’d offer to resolve it during a training session instead, allowing you to pin him down to the padded floor, chest rising and falling at a rapid pace as you glare down at his form before you’re pulling down your shorts, enough to free your cock before pressing the tip to his lips, watching the way they turn shine from pre before you slip into his mouth

#this was the last post after watching 2 hours of the play through #off too bed tomorrow i bring even gayer stuff #call of duty #john price #john price x reader #john price x male reader #captain john price #captain john price x male reader #captain john price x reader #top male reader #bottom male character #sub male character #dom male reader

[a2zillustration]

My BG3 run is quickly devolving into a messy dating sim (sorry)

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#also I panicked SO HARD because I'd seen a couple people say that dancing with Wyll- #even rejecting him- ruined the Gale romance and prevents it from happening and I didn't see that until after 2 more hours of gameplay #spoilers we're good #bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 spoilers #act II spoilers #croissant adventures #wyll #tav #gale #comics #we're coming up on my Big Project Comic and uh I hope you like it it's extremely self-indulgent lol #also have you even truly lived if you haven't slept in the same room as your crush while not being able to do anything about it #there's some free a2z lore for you #gale dekarios #breadweave

[kirby-the-gorb]

#kirby #daily kirby #my art #digital #hal laboratory #nintendo #after my appointment on tuesday we started decreasing my prednisone dose #we haven't actually reached the new target dose yet #but I am already Struggling #I was only really fully awake for maybe 2 hours today #and it was even a prednisone day :/ #(I've been dosing every other day since it's a little safer) #so things might get Bad again for a bit

[oneluckydragon]

BREAKING NEWS!!! Local idiot ghost absolutely blown away when boyfriend gives him a nickname for the first time, more info after this broadcast.

Bonus pet-name edition:

(Yeah I know it's ooc for grovyle to EVER use the term "babe" but lets go ahead and assume he's done it accidentally a few times rather than intentionally. He's deeply in love with the dumb ghostman, ok. Sometimes it just slips out.)

Dusknoir is still recovering from hearing it. And when he finally calls grovyle "love" himself on accident a few days later, he falls deathly ill for two weeks cause his body couldn't handle the aftermath and started rapidly shutting down on a molecular level.

#dusknoir he is dying pls for the love of god just give him the heal seed already #i headcanon that grovyle starts to call dusknoir just “noir” simply because it's less effort but dusknoir is legitimately touched by it #he's never had a nickname before so he cried happy tears for only 2 hours after this interaction #celebi thinks noir's drama over the entire thing is very funny so she starts calling him “beloved” even more and he has a meltdown #and dusknoir being a literal functional storage unit is my favorite thing he is so good at HOLDING stuff for his BF and GF #he carries water bottles and snacks for them like a total mom when they go exploring #(he got the habit after hanging out w/ echo and sora. those are his kids so of course he's gonna have treats!!!) #what's in the void you ask??? who knows probably a pocket universe or the elusive pmd2 remake #i had way too much fun drawing this is it obvious? #and i really like the new brush i've been using lately so i'm happy #also first comic i put decent effort into!!!! yay #actaeonshipping #future trio #dusknoir #grovyle #celebi #pmd #pmd2 #pmd eos #explorers of sky #my art #tw blood

[houseswife]

listen I honestly think wilson really enjoyed that little arc where he was cooking every single one of house’s meals. I know he’s house’s main source of food anyway but usually just via ‘stolen’/bought lunch at work. I’m talking about when they lived together in season 2 and his ass made macadamia nut pancakes for breakfast on a WEEKDAY. and pot roast for dinner. so much effort and for what…because house was gobbling that shit up…? yes he complained about it every time but he also had an extra fork on hand when house came home to stuffed peppers. it feeds into his need to be needed complex. the intimate dependency of someone relying on you for sustenance. also why they used food as the metaphor for why house was craving his presence. this is what I mean when I say that wilson deserved a housewife era. house went stir crazy within like 12 seconds of doing all their chores because he requires Stimulation™️ but I’m completely convinced that it would act as enrichment for wilson. if I told him to go make me a sandwich he’d roll his eyes and then passive aggressively make a delicious one. actually that literally happened in son of a coma guy. case closed

#that scene where house finally let him indoors after sitting on the porch for several hours #and wilson is like that’s so mean why did you do that :( #also you didn’t even do the dishes… #n house responds like doooont care. what’s for dinner #& wilson just accepts it 💀 #cmon I know he’s a pushover but he’s not THAT big of a pushover #he likes it #I honestly think that when they were roomates in s6 #house would feign incompetence surrounding domestic tasks #like ‘oh my leg hurts I can’t fix the sink’ #not for his own benefit #but because wilson is 1. canonically a little ocd (I say this as someone with ocd) about shit around the home #and 2. thrives off of feeling useful #hilson would’ve survived mac and dennis move to the suburbs #house md #greg house #gregory house #hilson #house/wilson #james wilson #hatecrimes md

[duskerot]

i disappear inside myself / my friends don't know it can't be helped

[Pure You - Nothing But Thieves]

#my art #mysme #mystic messenger #v mystic messenger #jihyun kim #ummmm hi guys #^-^ #fanart from me?? posted directly to this blog ??? or at all??? Well. #i was looping this song and i had the idea for this and then sat down for about four hours and here it is #im on like day 2 of v's route for the first time AND this song just came out like right as i got into his route yknow #and i was listening to those lyrics like.... huh..... #this soundssss. familiar. #anyway. politely i did NOT think that if i made fanart of this game after returning to it for the first time in like 6 years. it would be V #i adore this song though. and it compels me #i havent ever seen his route before so i still don't know how it ends idk how accurate this vibe even is #i would say try to avoid spoiling me in the tags but im gonna be real say whatever you want kings #i love u mysme fandom thats still around in 2024 you get me #anyway im drafting this at about 3 in the morning and i need to be awake earlyish tomorrow SO. #we'll see when i post this #its been so long since ive posted art i just do nawt make fanart until i get divinely inspired #iffff its blurry please click to see it its supposed to be crisp ^^; #been on this site how long i still pay no mind to their suggested image resolution #OH and by day 2 of V's route i mean like day 6 overall. you understand

[hajihiko]

✨✨🌙✨🚗✨

#Fuyuhiko kuzuryu #Hajime hinata #Sdr2 #Super danganronpa 2 #Danganronpa 2 #I just doodled this with super low effort and I wanted to post it tonight (so I'll self rb tomorrow hehe) because #I feel so much less like some kind of alien or half-person after a good long talk w my friend 2night <3 #Someone you can talk to for hours and not feel bored or bothered or stilted with. Is a treasure tbh #Cruising streets is a big bonus lol #Kuzuhina #An art #Their eyes are traffic light colours... hehe #I need a Night Driving playlist... even tho I dont drive.

[taichouu]

Are we just gonna let this guy get away with all "swords" of things just because he's handsome? ... I mean, who am I to stop such a pretty man from his passionate outbursts? BRING HIM SOME MITARASHI DANGO, NOW !

#'i know that old mans sexuality and where he falls on the spectrum' that was about him. #coffee break #kny #kny spoilers #demon slayer #hotaru haganezuka #kny haganezuka #haganezuka #demon slayer fanart #kny fanart #I feel sick in the head after drawing this in a mania the last 2 hours #Im having a category 5 moment over this man #I need the sword of this smith... no i shant say. i'll be nice #I don't even own a cat and I heard meowing.... #oh my god guys hes here. hes animated. I'VE BEEN WAITING SO LONG. #Me and the like 3 other haganezuka fans cheering and holding hands rn

[arcanegifs]

#BRUHHHHHH I NEED ANOTHER TEASER I BEG YOU RIOT #ITS BEEN THREE YEARS I CANT WAIT TO USE NEW CONTENT FOR GIFS LMAO #personal tag #dont look at me im just here to complain about content drought lmao its really not good in fostering a healthy fandom ngl #because ppl will just hyperfixate and consume media for like a month and then the fandom goes poof right after lol #i miss all the people scrutinizing media every week i miss all the essays pumping out when content arrives #these days its just.... nothing lmao i only really still have arcane in my mind because of fanfiction and a lot of fics have been inactive #ik we're getting new stuff in a few months #and ik we're not in canceled shows hell but like #i really hope that if theres season 3 we're gonna get it a bit more regularly #i really miss it when content was like weekly or every 2 weeks because ppl and the fandom are wayyyy more active during those times #binge culture and netflix sort of changed it lol #i miss it when fandoms were huge!!! i miss it when it was so CHAOTIC lmaooooooooo #I MISS WAITING FOR LONG ASS HOURS WAITING FOR CONTENT TO RELEASE EVERY WEEK!!!! I MISS IT!!!! that was like what 12 years ago LOL #I KNOW arcane is special with their 3 year drought because it takes time to make arcane #but like..... idk man i miss content lmao #iirc they took too long to make s2 bc they have no idea if s1 would be even renewed #so i hope s3 will be a bit more regular now #anyways im gonna go bye bye

[todayisafridaynight]

did some dumb shit today and immediately thought of my favorite quote to cope

#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #ryu ga gotoku 2 #yakuza 2 #ryuji goda #snap sketches #ever since he said that i've been able to cope with so many things better and i'm 100% serious #it's just such a funny quote but it also speaks to me on a spiritual level #anyways i thought i had to go to the court house today so i drove out like half an hour #and then i waited another half hour cause i was too early and then i go there #and the lady's like 'we sent you an email :o you didnt have to come in today- youre actually fine for the next three years :o' #AND I JUST SAT IN MY CAR AFTER THAT SO DEFEATED #I COULDNT EVEN GET ANY FOOD OR GO SHOPPING CAUSE ALL THE SHOPS WERE CLOSED #AND THEY ONLY OPENED THREE HOURS LATER OR LIKE. /TOMORROW/ #ryuji goda my beloved thank you for letting me be able to live with my dumbass #my stupidity is an illness and i'm glad i can coexist with it now #tbh i coulda made this funnier cause i just remembered ryuji's shirtless in the og cutcene but whatever #i just wanted to get my truth out there #plus i like his coat :)

[n4c9s]

[Disco Elysium] A couple of cops knock at your door to tell you your husband is dead but they look like this, wyd?

#disco elysium #harry du bois #kim kitsuragi #i did not even *think* to change my clothes until afterwards lmao #oops #also i'm doing a no shoes run #i didn't like the stat decreases all the early game shoes gave me #so harry doesn't wear shoes in my head #every time i imagine him in scenarios he's not wearing shoes #n4c9s #repost bc i spelled a tag wrong asldkfja #i was like how does this have 0 notes after 2 hours #and like #the tag was spelled so wrong #lmaooooo #i thought i got shadow banned #lowkey panicked there