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lucifersincentivetosleep · 17 days

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Oh, in the name of all that is unholy help me. He's gorgeous.

Your honor, I didn't need a reminder I was gay but this man—

AND HE'S BEING SUS ON MY HOME SCREEN HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO GET ANYTHING DONE LIKE THIS?!

Sir please, my poor gay heart can't take much more.

(If/when I get new dialogue it'll be in the reblogs. I already got two new ones)

#screaming into my personal void #obey me nightbringer #obey me lucifer #ruby eyes and words like knives #I can't believe I get half naked Lucifer as an early birthday present #the way this man somehow makes me gay squared

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dragonsareverycool · 3 months

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The figure turned to look at Damian and seemed to freeze before its form shifted, rings of light covering it as it did. When the rings faded, there they floated with white hair that moved like it was uneffected by gravity and was moved by wind that wasn’t there. Freckles that looked like stars covered the beings skin, tanned but washed out and ashen, like a corpse. Wide, expressionless eyes that glowed a bright eeire green. Despite this, Damian recognized that face. He recognized that expression too. Despite looking like Tim’s dead eyed stare to most anyone else, Damian knew the expression as one of surprise, of shock. And that face was almost identical to the one in his nightmares of the worst day of his life. He knew that face every time he glanced in a mirror.

“Danyal” he said softly, his own face almost certainly in an identical expression. Despite the distance and chaos between them, Damian was certain Danyal heard him, as Danyal perked up a bit. Then, his form seemed to glitch, colors distorting as his body twitched and part of his body seemed to disappear for a moment. Then, he seemed to fade into nothing, leaving Damian to start panicking. He worried that he had just lost Danyal again.

Then he reappeared startlingly close, putting his hand on Damian’s chest “Here,” he said, the difference in how he spoke compared to Damian achingly familiar, “A drop of your blood and an offering of food if you’re feeling nice. Call my name, it may take a moment but I will appear” he removed his hand, and a piece of neon green glowing paper with strange symbols on it floated after Danyal’s hand before Damian caught it. Danyal’s form glitched again, harder, and his face set in a grimace before he faded into invisibility again.

Fun fact! Sometimes when the grief got bad enough, Damian would mimic how Danny talked and would recite stories about constellations like Danny did. He took many, many precautions to make sure that no one, not even Talia knows that he’s done this. Only Alfred the cat and maybe Alfred the Human knows, and neither will speak a word to anyone about it.

#I’m so scared of this getting popular #I am a lurker and this is my first personal writing offering to the screaming void #If too many eyes are on me I may startle and disappear into the underbrush #dpxdc #demon twins #demon twins au #it has me by the throat #just a little shred of the loving chaos in my mind #I’m so sorry I don’t have much else to give for this au rn #if people want I can make a post explaining the context for this

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paranorahjones · 7 months

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hey remember when it was considered really fucking weird to use extremely sexual and disturbing language to simp for real people in their own comment sections/online spaces? can we go back to that stigma? like if you wouldn't say that shit out loud to that person's face, literally just don't say it anywhere. y'all are so self-centered it's insane. you do not EVER. have the right to tell someone who does not know you at all exactly what you think of them sexually. bunch of disgusting catcallers.

#sorry for the strong language to my more kindly worded friends #but i'm not sorry for anything else #and don't worry i am not vagueing about any one person in particular #this is just me screaming into the void

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cinnamonest · 27 days

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Also sorry for the temporary delay! Basically last week my phone completely died. I'd had it for 6 years so it was at the end of its lifespan, the battery suddenly went from 80% to 10% in the span of about 20 minutes and wouldn't charge, so I had to go buy a new one (and communicated with my family via skype in the meantime, and used my microwave as a wake up alarm, improve adapt overcome lmao)

Unfortunately since I was logged out on PC and I use 2FA, which is unique to the device it's implemented on, I quickly realized I was totally locked out of my Tumblr, but staff came through for me in less than 12 hours and helped me switch to 2FA on my new phone.

Thank you Tumblr staff 🙏

#...now i feel bad for all the staff slander ive ever engaged with #i mean it WAS deserved for tumblr live #but Tumblr staff's support is so much better than other websites. its fast and a real person #with other sites trying to get user support is screaming into a void and praying that at least an AI generated bot will even reply at all #but yeah i. had to buy a wireless charger so i can slowly transfer my files over in the 20-minute bursts my old phone lasts #before it needs to be recharged to 100% again

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rabbitsonthemoon · 3 months

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Things I Want to See in Season Two of Hazbin Hotel; a Neat and Tidy List

More episodes.

A duet between Alastor and his dealmaker.

Breaking News: Mourning Eggbois Reunite with Boss, Turns Out That Bitch Was In Heaven All Along!

Wholesome Huskerdust moments.

Nifty lore.

Charlie and Lucifer being family.

Alastor getting pissy about it.

Husk ft. flying.

More episodes.

Hotel shenanigans.

Lilith face reveal.

Vox continuing to accidentally be Alastor's #1 simp.

Nifty shenanigans.

Song with the Vees.

Angel Dust ft. being unconditionally loved.

Roise.

The grand reappearance of Alastor's microphone.

Valentino Vs Nifty with a knife.

More episodes.

I cannot emphasize enough how much I hope there will be more episodes than season 1, I want to luxuriate in this show like a goddamn bubble bath.

Alastor ft. the mortifying ordeal of being known.

Fat Nuggets appreciation.

Charlie and Vaggie being relationship goals.

Vaggie's full name.

Answers.

Dirty jokes.

More music bangers.

The fanfictions/fanart it will spawn.

The return of Lucifer's rubber duckies (and Lilith).

MORE EPISOD-

Pleasure to be meeting you! Quite a pleasure. I'm afraid

ỵ̧͒o͕̊͡u͍̍͘'̪̈́́v̶͖̘͌̓͞e̜͈͛̏͡͞ ͍͙̀̀͝͠l̷̰̰̘ͬͤ͒̀͠o̷̴̺͔̳̅ͦͨ͞s̨̛̺̳̦ͯ͊̋̀t̡̡̛̜̖̻͔͋̑͗̈͜ ̴̛̛̞͔̝̩̿͌̌̈͜y̷̨̨̖̜̙̫̋ͦͧ̐͢ȏ̵̢̠͈̲̫̩ͫ̆ͧ̍͟͝͞ų̄ͭ͊̀͂͘͏̹̰̞̹̜́͝ȑ̸̵͈̪̞̭ͭ̏ͨ̽̕͟͢ͅ ̨̓̅ͨͭͤͣ͟͞͏̴̧͇̙̼͎͍̰s̴̡̫̳̦̳̰̘̔́̊ͯ̏̃́͝͠͡i̍ͣ͗͒ͣ̏͟͏͠͏͏͕͈̮͉̹̙́ģ̵̶̛̗̲̣͇̖̫̼ͦ̄͂ͧ̌̈ͥ͢͟͠n̵̡̧̛͈͔̼͓͙͇̦̎̏̋̓̉̊͒̕͟͝a̸̡̢̬̹͕͕̙̯̯̿͗̐̍ͫ̒͌̀͟͢͝lͨ̐͋̉̾ͪ̆̉͏̷̵̴̨̢̙̪̮̺͍͇̘̠́́!̶̸̧̡͈̱̣͇̹͇̦̣̌̏́̒̇̈ͫ̋́̀͡͝ ͋̽ͩ̍̏͒̄̿́̕͟͞͠͞҉̧̘̫̬͈̱͕̣̯

#hazbin #hazbin hotel #hazbin spoilers #hazbin hotel season 2 #hazbin theory #hazbin alastor #hazbin charlie #hazbin angel dust #screaming my thoughts into the void #the radio demon is at the door #MORE EPISODES PLEASE I BEG #hazbin vaggie #sir pentious #hazbin characters #writing humor #list #text post #how many tags can one person add

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kickbutts-singsongs · 3 months

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I know no one asked, but I have exactly zero (0) people to talk about bkdk with irl so here you guys go

My BKDK Journey

Yes, this sounds stupid, but my god it’s been almost three years of an absolute rollercoaster of feelings and denials and tears and revelations…

and if you don’t mind, I’m gonna rant about it.

(not spoiler free)

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May 2021

To start off, i wasn’t always a bkdk shipper.

I shipped izu*cha at first (not saying it’s a bad ship btw; it’s actually quite cute. im just afraid people’ll be mad if I accidentally invade their tag lol), primarily because I assumed that would be the ship that became canon.

But also, my veryyyyy leasttttt favorite character… was Bakugou Katsuki.

When I tell you that I would’ve loved nothing more than to somehow spawn into the bnha universe and punch that brat in the face— AGHHHHHHHHHH

Now this wasn’t all his fault: A) I watched the dub first lol, and B) he reminded me of someone that i was not in a place to stand up to at the time, and his constant anger, yelling, and harsh treatment of Izuku—who i began to relate to—made me hateeee him.

There was a time when I literally said “if he died, I wouldn’t miss him.” <- this was later proven false lol

So, I was watching the anime dub with an absolute animosity for our resident deuteragonist, but on top of that…

I was watching it with a friend with a crunchyroll account who lived in another state that I was visiting and staying with for two weeks, so by the time i had to go back home, we’d only gotten up to the part where All Might was getting Inko’s permission to let Izuku stay at the UA dorms.

Anddddddd in my drive to consume more bnha once I got home, i somehow stumbled across an Instagram account that posted bnha sub episodes divided into parts,

but they only had season four and onwards.

Sooooo I never saw the second half of season three… more importantly,

I NEVER SAW DEKU VS KACCHAN 2!!!!!

(I will say that I had seen a couple photos/edits/etc, but I never knew what had been said, or why they fought)

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June 2021

At this point in time, I’d been exposed to a lot of the fandom. My fyp on both IG and Pinterest were filled to the brim with all things bnha (because this is what happens when one has a hyperfixation), so I saw a lot of stuff.

Especially fanart.

This is where I started learning about the different ships.

I saw a lot of the side character ships and thought they were adorable (kamijirou, todomomo, even kiribaku), but then I saw some with Izuku.

Izu*cha was a given for me. I didn’t think there was a single person that didn’t ship it. But then I started seeing fanart of ships like tododeku, shindeku, and bakudeku.

And my first reaction to finding out that people shipped my beautiful baby sunshine boi with the person who bullied him for years?????

HELLLLLLLLLLL NO

So with my (unknowingly) limited knowledge of their relationship, i was very much an anti (i never spoke out or anything, i just reallyyyy didn’t like the ship lol)

(And then, you know, I started to see all the bkdk hate online and kinda went “okay not touching that”)

But that began to change…

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August 2021

…after I saw a manga leak for the first time.

I was scrolling thru my feed and all of a sudden. BOOM!

I was like 😧

IS THAT IZUKU?????

And i looked in the comments and yes it was.

I checked out the page and found that they had an entire account of manga leaks and was so happy.

I quickly began to read from the very bottom of that account, and it started from right about where Izuku first began his vigilante arc (i had no idea how much was in between then and where I left off on the anime, but I was willing to read it lol)

And so I waited diligently for the leaks every week (a practice I have continued to uphold lol), until one day, i came across an untranslated series of panels from the latest chapter. I looked at it and it was of Katsuki and Izuku, facing each other in the rain (you know the one). I knew the leaks would be coming a day later, but I wanted to look through them anyways, so I did.

I didn’t understand a word they said, but the pictures and imagery of them as kids then middle schoolers then where they were now seemed so touching…

And then I came across a pair of kanji that I recognized.

I was like “wait WHAT???”

I zoomed in and went “that— isn’t that—? That’s part of Midoriya’s name, right???”

And then I was like “wait a second… omg that’s Izuku, isn’t it. That’s the freaking kanji for Izuku.”

And it was!!!!!

So inside I’m having a mini freakout cuz—

Bakugou just called him IZUKU

Fast forward to the next day, and I looked at the translated version, and found out that not only did he call him Izuku,

Freaking

APOLOGIZED

And I was like “huhhhhhhh”

What happened between now and the most recent anime episodes for this to occur???? For Bakugou to do a complete 180 and apologize????????

Well, I finally got my answers…

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November 2021

…when I started reading the manga.

I started from the beginning, cuz I wanted to see Horikoshi’s art style and the extra drawings and all the other stuff…

And when I tell you that Katsuki became a whole new character to me—

First, I read everything about early-on Bakugou— without hearing him yell in his dub voice—and realized “oh wow he really is just a kid with issues and a worldview that he’s now having to change.”

Then, I finally read what happened in that space between moving into the dorms and the beginning of season four (most importantly, DvK2).

Cried.

Then, oh then, I got up to where season five ended and the rest of the manga began.

. . .

Funny thing: back when I read the leaks to ch322, I remember thinking to myself, “huh. what did Bakugou mean by Shigaraki making swiss cheese outta him?”

😦

THE WAY I GASPED

AND THEN CRIED

OH MY FREAKING GOD

That was the moment where i truly ceased to hate Katsuki cuz holy character development batman

Then, of course, we see them in recovery

And then the vigilante arc and apology scene *sobs*

And then I was caught up.

(Btw I finished the entire manga up ‘til ch334 in just over a week. I read for nine days straight. During the school year. My emotions were all over the place goodness gracious I could barely concentrate.)

So that’s how I went from being a Bakugou hater to going “you know what he’s a complex character and he’s slowly becoming a better person” and realizing that he was now one of my fav characters and therefore cursed to die but I’ll talk about that later

Was I now a bakudeku shipper?

Hah nope.

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December 2021

I began my dive into the true essence of any fandom: fanfiction.

Over the course of winter break, I had started off with fics that had no romantic pairing (I just wanted to see my boi Izuku), but then somehow stumbled across Mastermind: Strategist for Hire and then read the entirety of the For Want of a Nail series (shoutout to Clouds btw ❤️) cuz I was like “ok whew no bkdk fics” which was my mindset at the time.

But somehow (I can’t even remember how I found it) I came across a bkdk fic. It was called For Want of Izuku’s Toe Joint by Talavin (okay now that I think about it there’s probably a simple explanation lol).

I don’t quite know what compelled me to start reading it, but I did.

And I really liked it.

But not in the “I’ve been converted” kinda way.

It was like an “I shouldn’t be enjoying this why am I enjoying this?” kinda feeling. Like my head says no but my heart says yeah.

A really really really really guilty pleasure.

So, from that day on, whenever I came across any form of bkdk media, I would simultaneously feel discomfort and yet an odd sense of satisfaction.

A snippet of my daily life:

Me: *comes across bkdk fanart on pinterest*

Me: eww

Also me: *stares at it for like five minutes straight*

Me: who even likes this?

Also me: *saves pin to my mha board*

Me: not my ship

Also me: *scrolls down to more like this*

Bless my heart I was in such denial.

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July 2022

Bit of a timeskip, but nothing of note really happened in those last six months so here we go.

We’ve gotten to the point in the manga where the final arc is underway and Bakugou is about to KICK SOME BUTT

He’s revealed his Panser Strafe support item and I’m gushing about it to my friend (she kinda fell out of the fandom but still tolerated my rants bless her)

Oh, side note: it was then that I also expressed my concern for Bakugou’s “alive” status

Evidence:

For reference, some of my favorite characters are:

Beth March (Little Women)

John Reese (Person of Interest)

Joss Carter (Person of Interest)

Leonard Snart (Arrowverse)

Logan Echolls (Veronica Mars)

Fantine (Les Mis)

Eponine (Les Mis)

Jean Valjean (Les Mis)

Simon (Lord of the Flies)

Piggy (Lord of the Flies)

Grace Stone (Manifest)

Bubaigawara Jin — Twice (BNHA)

Wanna guess which of these guys died?

Trick question! It’s all of them (:

Yeah so anyways those following chapters really made me excited and nervous cuz YEAH KICK HIS ASS BAKUGOU but also IZUKUUUUU WE NEED YOU

hah hah.

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August 2022

Utterly gobsmacked. Cried. Disbelief. Horrified. Confusion. Anger. Went through the five stages of grief and then some.

Sometimes I hate being right 🥲

But the good thing that came from this was that my positive view of Katsuki only grew after seeing his utter faith in Izuku (and his thoughts being on him in his final moments???? 🥺🥺🥺)

And it was at this point in time where I could admit to myself “you know what? i see it. i see the appeal. i wouldn’t mind this actually becoming canon.”

Did I think that it would actually become canon?? No.

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September 2022

I don’t know how I thought Izuku was gonna react to seeing Katsuki’s body on the ground, but GOOD LORD IT WASNT THAT

Even sweet little blind me realized “oh wow he like really feels intense stuff for Katsuki huh”

(But some things I missed—cuz I was still a bit wired for izu*cha—were shigarakis implications “yeah u looooove the present I got u” and the freaking HEART that blackwhip caused??? when Izuku reeled himself back in???? like how did i miss that i read that chapter like fifteen times??)

So this is all to say that I’ve missed any and all actual bkdk hints up until this point. I finally lifted my head out of the izu*cha fog when…

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July 2023

…Ochako and Toga had their chat about romance.

The first actual hint was when Ochako had told Toga “I’ll give you my blood for the rest of my life.”

Little blind me became a bit less blind that day, cuz I was like “um. ochako? that— that sounded kinda like a proposal. like. a marriage proposal. ochako??”

And then those chapters just kept getting better!!

Bebe Ochako’s determination???

The Spirited Away moment?????

“I’m envious of your smile”????????

“YOU REALLY THINK IM CUTE?” “THE CUTEST IN THE WHOLE WORLD” LIKE 😭😭😭😭😭

For the first time, I was looking at the manga without the assumption that izu*cha would be endgame. And it only got better after I…

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August 2023

…got Tumblr!!!

Everything was downhill from here folks.

In the best possible way.

I came across some analyses of what was going on with togachako, and consequently led me to some bakudeku analyses. I read them and my goodness they made so much sense.

Like not even just personality-wise!! Those metas brought in actual things Horikoshi said about wanting to go outside the norms of shounen (and about not liking the Naruto ending 💀), and compared bkdk to tropes in different works of fiction, and even discussed how bkdk made sense narratively. They properly convinced me of the ship.

And then for good measure, I reread the manga in its entirety thru a bkdk filter, and lo and behold things took on new meanings and my eyes were opened.

I totally and irrevocably shipped them! And I actually thought they had a chance at being canon!!

(And then I binged so much bkdk fanfiction omg you wouldn’t BELIEVE like I read the ones with the highest kudos first and then just picked the biggest collections I could find and read down the line

It was like being on drugs like each fic gave me more dopamine than the last I was so happy oh my god)

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October 2023

And then finally, the day came.

The answer to “is bakugou alive yet?” became a yes.

We screamed. We cried. We jumped for joy. We told bakugou antis to suck it. But most of all, our bkdk hearts soared to see our boys make eye contact with each other for the first time in over a year 🥹

And from that moment on, I truly began to believe that bkdk would indeed become canon.

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And so, this concludes my 42672288 page rant about how I came to be a bkdk shipper.

Thank you for reading, and before I go, I want to ask:

How did you guys get into bkdk?

Did you convert over from izu*cha? Or perhaps tododeku? Or maybe kiribaku? Or are you one of the few who have shipped them since the beginning??

In any case, I’m happy you’re here. And while it may have taken me a couple years, I’m happy that I’m here too :)

(and thank you @animelover32456)

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a-wondering-thought · 6 months

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TW SH

"Oh they only self-harm for attention"

Ok first of all fuck off, its none of your business why anyone self-harms, second of all So what if they do sh for attention? Is that not incredibly concerning to you? Like do you think if they are sh-ing for attention then maybe they are struggling just as much as anyone else who self-harms? Like is that still somehow not really worrying that they are sh-ing at all?

#literally fuck off #tw sh related #im so tired of people acting like sh-ing for attention is something to be joked about or to make people feel shameful about sh-ing #like personally i dont ever want anyone to know about my sh but that doesnt mean my sh is “better” then someone who does it for attention #no sh is “better” or “worse” then others #everyone is struggling and circumstance doesnt mean whether you are struggling or not #im so done with this shit #vi screams into the void

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louderfade · 1 year

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i am indifferent to mcr and related content on here but i simply adore how devoted their fans are, well, in general really, but specifically to these musicians' old livejournal accounts. i was huge on lj bc i am old and these mcr fans are still out here posting entries from 2006 just bc they're interesting or relatable or revealing of the author's preferences. like if i were forced to be famous (god forbid) i would want fans like that. who track down my ancient public lj and are so affected by it that they come here to upload screenshots of an incomprehensible personal post i made about suffering rage-induced headaches while in my sylvia plath era on a tuesday morning at age 19 using the office computers at my shitty temp job while listening to sunny day real estate complete with my edgy requiem for a dream userpic and some poetic word salad i entered in the "mood" textbox that day and then tag it with #she knew everything or use it as a source to support their fucking internet essay about bands i found lyrically influential in my youth. those fans are the realest. and shout out to livejournal for remaining untransformed through the ages in order to make this possible. long live lj and mcr fans too i hope y'all never change rock on.

#personal #i still use lj for real i have like three active accounts #one is a very organized wishlist ive had forever but my mom still uses it to buy me presents so i keep it updated #i still post the occassional very important thing on my original account there #screaming into the void and all you know i'll be doing it until i die #mcr #livejournal

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allthegothihopgirls · 20 days

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when ppl tell me that i'm one of their favourite blogs i'm always baffled. what do you mean you actively pay attention to my thoughts?? and you think they're better than the average??? i'm literally just a guy, what do you meeeeean????

#i hate to disappoint but i never intend on entertaining the masses #this whole thing is just my personal void to scream into #if you enjoy it that's entirely your own fault #gothihop speaks

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lucifersincentivetosleep · 1 year

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I see your "Simeon's slutty back" and raise you:

"Diavolo in constant danger of falling out of his pants" with a Barbatos for scale.

This is from the japanese version, the English is up to chapter 7.

#screaming into my personal void #obey me barbatos #obey me diavolo #obey me! comic #obey me comic #I think you can tell but this is a joke its just for funsies

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lil-lesbian-historian · 11 months

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imagine seeing people laugh and make jokes about the hubris of three billionaires who chose to risk their lives to desecrate a graveyard for the adventure points - and then getting offended by those jokes and equating them to people advocating for eugenics. it’s a despicable comparison and it shows you care nothing about true victims and targets of eugenics (billionaires advocate for and push policies enforcing eugenics all the time but sure, go ahead and spit in the face of the people who’ve been victims of eugenics.)

you can sit there and lick boots all you want, you’re not going to convince me to have sympathy for billionaires. the researcher who was just doing his job - yes I feel fucking awful for him. the rest of them decided they were above the laws of nature and they got their consequence. as others have said, some of y’all were all about ‘eat the rich’ until the rich got ate. the billionaires on board got their money through exploitation, and who knows how many people they have killed through negligence in order to get that next dollar.

i’m so sick and tired of this “be the better person” culture y’all are trying to foster. why do the oppressed have to be the better people while the ultra rich stand on our necks? i really hope you kiss enough ass to be a billionaire someday, since clearly some of y’all are spineless enough to be one.

Editing the post itself since I know it’ll get lost if I try to reblog it again: It’s recently been reported that the 19 year old didn’t want to go and was pressured into it via his father. In light of this new information (if it’s true), I wanted to stress that I do sympathize with him. It’s one thing to recklessly hop on, it’s another to be coerced into it. This does not change how I feel about the rest of them, and in fact I’m even angrier at the father for making his son go. I still stand by the rest of the post, but I’ve edited out the criticism I had towards the 19 year old.

#oceangate #titanic #I’m not going to tag the person who made the eugenics comment (because someone did use the word eugenics)#nor am I going to tag specific people that triggered this rant #because this is not Twitter.#I’m just screaming my anger into void

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rainbluealoekitten · 1 month

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can you imagine how betrayed by god lancelot must have felt after elaine raped him? because here is this knight who is just trying to do the right thing by saving a lady and it turns out that she will not take no for an answer, despite his love for the queen. she rapes him, and lancelot literally goes mad. he runs wild in the forest for two whole years as a trauma response. he tried to do a good thing and gets rewarded with this? and god really is behind it because the rape had to happen to conceive galahad. galahad, who is named after lancelot, who is grandson of the grail keeper, who will grow up to be god's most faithful servent. of course it had to happen one way or another. but there is only one other figure lancelot worships as reverentially as he does god, and that is guinevere, and he must believe he's betrayed her, that he's committed the ultimate sin. but it was all god's will. but lancelot continues to try and keep faith with the lord, and the lord keeps punishing him. for his love for the queen, he is expelled from god's graces and who takes up the quest for the holy grail? galahad. lancelot was never good enough for god, so he was manipulated to create someone who was. it makes me sick.

#maybe i'm just adding in too many of my own interpretations #it's definitely because i'm still so so so angry at having been assaulted 2 months ago #and then abandoned by the one person i have ever truly been in love with #and who i truly trusted to protect me and keep me safe #i don't even get a Bigger Reason behind that like lance and galahad have #but whatever. cast from god's graces and not allowed to go mad in the forest for 2 years #so i simply must explore ancient knights' psyches #blue screams into the void #lancelot #sir lancelot #le morte d'arthur #king arthur #queen guinevere #guinevere #the knight of the cart #elaine of corbenic #galahad #sir galahad

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lil-vibes · 1 year

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bro imagine you are fukuzawa and your Son comes in hand in hand with the weird racoon boy that you swear was your enemy like,, a week ago and says 'we are dating' and ur like okay! sure i can let that slide since we did kinda, sorta defeated the Guild, but then your agency doctor goes 'yeah i kiss that redhead mafia executive good morning AND good night every day" and you just gotta smile and move along bc okay okay she was originally from there okay, sure. but THEN dazai "kunikida shoot him on sight if he becomes even slightly more goofy and silly than he is now" osamu struts in with a ring and its like 'yeah so abt that Other redhead executive- ' and as you are writing your vacation notice your anxiety personified, wet cat of an employee walks into your office all shaking and goes 'i gotta tell you something but dont be mad and could you maybe please please hear me out please -'

#not to mention you yourself got a sus relationship not only with the pm boss but also with a international terrorist #like bestie id simply cease to exist at that point #it aint worth it brother #hey google half of my work force is dating the literal mafia what do i do ?#atsushi has a 10 page essay READY #everytime someone enters his officr with the words hear me out his blood freezes shshshs #married skk #<333 #skk #ranpoe #yosano x kouyou #bro what is their ship name i forgor help #sskk #ada #bsd #screaming into the void #personal hc #my hc

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bitfruity · 8 months

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i have never been so obsessed and in love with a man before in my life

like as a teenager i liked bands and thought some members were kinda cute but NOTHING has prepared me for the teenage girl in my 20’s level infatuation i have for this man

and then he had the AUDACITY to bring another one into the mix

words cannot explain the amount of gender envy tommy gives me do i want him or do i want to be him?? i look at some pictures of him and go THATS ME THATS HOW I SEE MYSELF

#WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME??#IS THIS JUST WHAT YOUR 20S ARE LIKE?#I AM DOWN BAD #i thought i skipped all this #i never understood all the girls that obsessed over celeb men #but now i get it!!#i kinda feel like i’m losing my mind #this 30 year old man is the only reason i smile #like when did that happen??#tommy got me feeling some type of way #i cant quite explain it but he’s changed something in my brain #i am not the person i was before listening to racked #the amount of gender envy he gives me is unmatched #am i even a girl idk anymore #I AM SCREAMING INTO THE VOID #käärijä #tommy cash #fruity thoughts #i made this at 2am last night in a feverish state but i’m still gonna post it

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