#severe deppresion

[fuckstupidfaggots]

#boredpanda #follow #selfies #beauty #my photos #makeup #sexy devil #photography #followme #severe deppresion #rare photos #photodump #photo diary #photoblog

[xthefaultisminex]

"You have no reason to be depressed. You have a roof over your head, food in your belly, a loving family, a diploma, you're in college..."

............Ok:

Major Depression, High Anxiety, Abandonment Issues, Body Dysmorphia, Trauma....

- Never feeling good enough, feeling that everyone hates me or I am just a burden, feeling like everyone is going to leave me, feeling like my relationship will end because I'm not perfect enough and that there is so much better out there, constant feelings that I will be cheated on, fear of rejection of intimacy, wanting a romantic relationship but knowing it doesnt happen, feeling that no matter what I do is wrong, feeling that everyone judges me constantly, body issues/being self-conscious, wanting to starve myself, wanting to go to a gym but feeling embarrassed because I should have a nice body, wanting to cry all the time or being emotional, always feeling like I am stupid and don't understand things, always struggling to make friends because of fears that they will leave, not being a good mother, constantly in a self-loathing state, feeling like I am a waste of space, feeling like I am never going to succeed/fear of failure, faking a smile when I'm breaking inside, trying but nothing works, having days where I want to disappear or just not be here anymore..................................................................................

No reason to be depressed.

#why am i like this #fuck #i ruin everything #i hate my body #mental disorder #not worth it #no one cares #pathetic #unrequited love #im worthless #severe deppresion #anxiety #trauma #body dysmorphia #i dont know what to do anymore #im crying #im a burden #im going to lose everything #no one needs me #i am useless #no reason to be depressed #im losing you #im sorry i wasnt what you wanted #why cant i be happy #running on empty #mentally unstable #unrequited affection #fed up with everything #im never good enough #06/01/2022

[tonytheanagirl]

I’ve been a year clean from self harm which is awesome however now it’s getting hard again all the trauma comes back this time of year and I relive everything so I’m just wondering when I will fuck up again

#ana #anorexa #anorexya #ednoz #anti binge #bulimiia #bulimix #deppresive #deprecion #eating disoder tw #not pro just using tags #notprojusttagging #not pro ed #i feel so alone #alone #proannna #sad #severe deppresion #proedmemes #thinspiro #selfharm awearness #self ham #selfharm #if you're reading this you're valid

[peachyealfie]

Why am I the only friend who

doesn’t have people get all giddy for me?

A new crush sparking in their soul for my friends, I am the wilted flower.

Maybe it’s because of these thoughts, because I am simply selfish and crave adoration and the warmth of another’s passing affection?

I am fading away

#tw depressing thoughts #lonely #crushes #love poems #sad poetry #idk why i’m here #when will this end #i’m dark #i’m tired #severe deppresion #how to be a wallflower

[zamtik]

Something I was thinking in this part: This is the final color palette from Shadow's perspective, so maybe after Maria was killed he only is capable of see the world in black and white, much like people with severe deppresion sees the world as bleak and not very bright, and it would be a great analogy for his new appreciation for everything, that is a very extreme posture and nothing in between, until Sonic and his Team changes that. Man this fanfilm just keeps giving me so many ideas 🖤

#Proyect Shadow #Proyect Shadow: FanFilm #shadow #sonic #sonic the hedgehog #shadow the hedgehog #youtube #sonic fandom #sonic fan games #sonic movie fanart #Sonic movie 3 #sonic cinematic universe #maria robotnik #gerald robotnik #dr eggman #Zamtik #Project Shadow #ark siblings #Project Shadow: fan film

[cowboyjen68]

hi jen, i just followed you and this is really random but ive seen some of your posts helping younger people and it really struck a cord and i need to just let the words fall out of me.

ive been having issues with my girlfriend she cheated on me but this situation is very complicated and we're both fucked up people but i know she still loves me and i really love her. but my anxiety and our lack of communication is really bad right now and im so worried she might not love me the same anymore

ontop of this im 18 and for the past id say 5ish years my mental health and family life has been getting worse, getting diagnosis is hard especially with mentally ill and just overall bad parents that somehow dont understand or believe. i know im deppresed and have been i have anxiety, sever paranoia maybe bpd and bipolar and autism and everything is just so much. now the one person i had is something thats making everything hurt more and i just don't know where to go, im trying to get help but its so slow in this country and i feel so lost and tired i barely eat now and when i do its ether rare or unhealthy and everything is so much i want to collapse.

i hope this isn't to much to randomly send anonymously but you just seem really kind and helpful. thank u for your reply if you do

HI and please accept my apologies for the delay on answering this. I am sorry you are going through so much. My kids are adopted from foster care and I had many kids in my home for up to 5 years who eventually went back home. That is to say I have a lot of experience with mental illness, the systems that treat them, trauma and kids who came from unstable home lives.

At the ripe old age of 18 you have plenty of time to find love and contentment but right now might not be the time. I understand there might be odd circumstances that caused your girlfriend to cheat on you. If you feel betrayed and lost trust that is a feeling that is next to impossible to overcome for people with no comorbidities let alone a teen trying to figure herself out and deal with navigating the broken mental health/care system.

It is actually quite normal for young love to change and get redefined into friendship even when the circumstance are the best. Her cheating on you might very well be a sign that your relationship is in flux and not what you thought it was. A romance that has run its course is not a failure, relationships do not have to last forever to be important and real and worth having had.

It might be scary to think of not being with her, of not having your "one" person that you can count on but I do believe you can get farther working on yourself if you put time and energy into you and not dividing it up between you and her.

There is a lot of precedent set for women to set aside their romance and intimacy in order to be just friends while one or both does some work on herself. Sometimes it is necessary to stay involved for emotional support or financial support, that is just the reality of our world. Living single can be very difficult.

Please consider letting go of the relationship in its current form and putting your energy of yourself. Letting go of the stress of trying to repair what you had with her will remove so much pressure from you and from her that you will feel much more ready to tackle your mental state.

I promise. You are not a failure, she is not "the bad guy" in this story. Take all the wonderful things you shared with her keep those with you when you want a reminder that it loving her was worth your time even if it didn't end like you planned.

Seek mental health help but starting small. A therapist can help you begin to talk through things and often she can help you find additional resources like a medical Dr, public subsidies for insurance or free clinics to assist you in getting medication and mental health support. Most counties have a social services office and those employees are a wealth of information.

#mental health #lesbian #young love #stress #health #relationships

[domreader-headcannon-scenarios]

About kinktober! I still intend to do it but my life…isn’t exactly giving me time and mental stability for it. Putting it under cut bc there’s some triggering stuff I don’t want to accidentally let someone read (cw: Health issues (normal for me), joblessness, financial instability, deppresion and anxiety, death in the family.)

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So I’ve been very busy as we were planning a vacation for my moms birthday and now, we are having issues as a family member just passed, then I had a doctor check up, to which I won’t go into detail by my liver isn’t doing well as they told me I should drink or take pain killers for a bit.

I don’t drink, and when I did it took me a month minimum to drink a single bottle and that’s sith me still having to dumb done bc I accidentally left it out in the open. I only take pain killers while on my monthly and that’s if it’s severe.

I had five vials of blood taken from me in a week, the problem? I’m fucking anemic. So I’ve felt like shit for days and today, I just got knows the lot where my job is has been bought out, meaning they are going to close. Meaning I’m going to lose my job in two months.

I don’t have much money because I’m fucking stupid and take too much thc driven things to keep my depression and anxiety at bay, and given my allergies food I buy takes up basically whatever I have left of my check…I have to spend fuckibg 8$ USD on bread mix! If I was better with money I’d probably not end up like this.

I have people who are willing to help me but my brother is the only person I trust enough to ask for help. He’s going to be jobless along side me and I cant put that stress on him we both are so confused on what to do.

Mira so fucking terrifying to think that I did nothing wrong and this is happening, after working here for four years (and my brother working there longer) and I just finally got into a position I’m happy with, that that’s now going to be taken away from me and it was just something that can happen anywhere.

I’m shaking and crying since I don’t even fucking know where to try to go to next since there’s really nothing close to what I was doing near me.

#personal #triggering content

[kk1ttykat]

hi everyone!

this is going to be my new and improved pinned post! just so you can get to know me before following this silly blog.

my name is Mae i am 18 i use she/it pronouns, im autistic and have possible ADHD aswell as deppresion, anxiety and sever paranoia, im a bit of a hikikomori haha. i am a trans girl and i am queer however i often refer to myself as lesbian or sapphic since my feelings are mostly feminine.

im a huge music nerd like HUGE ill be posting my topsters here that has my alltime favorite albums with 1 per artist :3

aswell as music i love lots of movies, tv and books, im currently reading catcher and the rye and infinite jest and i post about the media i love alot. i also write and make music in my spare time :3

some of my other hyperfixations include

cryptids

homestuck

night in the woods

bojack horseman

art

my little pony

car seat headrest

poetry

Urbex

this blog is basically just for me to find stuff i love and to get my thoughts out, i usually tag random posts with #idk so watch out for that. i love horror, angelcore (stuff like Nicole dollanganger, Pearl/x and lana del ray), small town asthetics and anything weird and creepy in general so feel free to dm me that stuff any time!! my dms are always open i hope u like my weird page and u find some cool things to reblog :3

#about me #about myself #nicole dollanganger #topsters #bojack horseman #cryptides #horror #angelcore #hikikomori #spotify #infinite jest #catcher and the rye #lana del ray #pearl #x #weird #creepy

[homoashell]

me when my dad has severe deppresion

and im

my fathers daughter

#starr's thoughts #Vent??

[auggie-arts]

⚠️Vent⚠️ tw: mentions of mental health, bully's, mentions of overstimulation, mental abuse, cussing, Mentions of Suicide.

Please read with cation

Ughhhhh I hate this... I just want a break from everything but I feel like I can't even do that... I'm stressed out about everything I just woke up at 12:50 and here's the thing... I FELL ASLEEP AT 6 SOMETHING AM. I'm sleep deprived, I have absolutely no motivation and I don't know what to do I hate it so much I can't even stop thinking about school cuz my whole fucking class besides one thing HATES ME.

They have bullied me since I moved to the damn school which by the way WAS IN SECOND GRADE. I'm going into 8th grade and I don't even KNOW HOW I GOT THERE I FAILED 3 CLASSES. but back to the bully thing I'm not even joking I have severe anxiety so it doesn't help either... So sometimes when I'm trying to calm down from overstimulation or a panic attack I have coping mechanisms(drawing, listening to music, other things that won't disrupt class) but my English/creative writing teacher he gets pissed at me because I don't participate and I get even more stressed out from it because my classmates start laughing at me and it's just so stressful and what makes it worse is that sometimes while I'm in class my classmates (specifically the boys) would make loud disruptive noises and when a teacher gets onto them they say "bUt SiR iTs My COpInG mEcHaNiSm" and I know they are making fun of me specifically! Sometimes whenever I'm in English and we're reading a book for class the teacher will call on people to read a paragraph from the book and whenever he calls on me I say I don't want to or can you please choose someone else but instead he gets mad and we start arguing and eventually I give in a read but my classmates figured out on their own that I have anxiety so they all like to STARE at me and I start having a panic attack they also bully me for being non-binary... Sometimes I wonder how everyone would react if I just offed myself... I wonder how all of them would react... I mean how about we just add to the fucking SEVERE DEPPRESION AND ANXIETY BY OFFING MYSELF MAYBE THEN PEOPLE WOULD CARE MAYBE MY STEP MOM WOULD CARE SHE YELLS AT ME ALL THE TIME I WAS TRAUMATIZED AT THE RIPE AGE OF 11 YEARS OLD AND NOW SHE HAS A NERVE TO START BEING NICER TO ME THE CLOSER I GET TO 14?! ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME ?! I HAVE PTSD BECAUSE OF HER I HAVE TO WEAR NOISE CANCELLING HEADPHONES BECAUSE I CAN'T HANDLE LOUD NOISES SOME TIMES I JUST WANT TO D!E MAYBE THEN MORE PEOPLE WOULD CARE ABOUT ME. HELL IT'S GOTTEN SO BAD I HAVE ANOTHER FAMILY AND IT'S MY FRIEND GROUP A LITERAL 16 YEAR OLD "ADOPTED" ME BECAUSE THEY WANT TO BE ABLE TO PROTECT ME. I PREFER TO CHOOSE THEM OVER ANYONE... I JUST NEED WANT A HUG

#vent post #tw ptsd #trauma vent

[noitsnote113]

Oh how I hate how some milevens hit us with the “el would be BROKENNN and wouldn’t recover if she broke up with mike!! you guys literally want her to suffer more! ” yea lol bc mike is defo the glue in all of her issues and severe trauma bc it’s all because of Mike, because he’s defenetly what keeps her here and not HERSELF. Because some of you WANT her to need him even though you see in the show that she doesnt!! and if he’s not there she will be “BROKEN” (*wheeze*) yea okay. She was without him the entirety of season 4. She’ll live, and so will Mike. And, I promise you my girl isn’t as weak as YALL make her seem. She was trapped in an abuse lab w an abusive father figure and escaped it to be taken in by Mike and then by hopper, THEN HER DAD “DIES”, and all whilst she is grieving she has to go to school and put a happy face on only to STILL continue to be treated exactly like the “monster” Brenner made her think she is. She relives her traumas AGAIN by going to the lab only to go back to see she lost her best friend. So no, she wouldnt break and go into a deppresion if she or Mike dumped eachother. She isn’t fragile, and she’s not made of glass, she’s still standing and it isn’t because of Mike or hopper or anyone, it’s because of HERSELF.

Please let me rest I’m tired of ppl mischaracterizing el as this damsel in distress that is meant to be saved and rescued by Mike. Because hello, the damsel in distress is mike and she is his hero, lets be real.

#el hopper #stranger things 4 #stranger things #mike wheeler #so tired of people doing my girl el dirty like shut up she’s not made to be mikes love interest and same goes for mike

[fuckstupidfaggots]

A story about a girl with red hair

She’s a hoe a huge hoe going through it. 😅

#boredpanda #follow #selfies #beauty #my photos #makeup #sexy devil #photography #followme #severe deppresion

[schizopositivity]

do you have any good resources on schizophrenia to try and see if you have it ?

all i can advise is seeking professional help, especially with something as severe and complicated as schizophrenia, because professional diagnosis comes with professional treatment, and i dont think schizophrenia can or should be treated by yourself

those "do you have schizophrenia?" quizes are really not getting the whole picture of schizophrenia, with questions like "have you ever heard something that wasnt there" will lead many people to answer yes, because hallucinations are pretty common, but that isnt indicitive of schizophrenia, it needs to happen enough and be disruptive to your life enough to qualify as psychotic, im not even explaining this correctly since im not a professional, thats why its there job to determine these kinds of things, cause they have experience and training on all the possibilities and things it could be

for me how i got my diagnosis and treatment was when i was in highschool i went to my school counselor and told her about my hallucinations, so she reffered me to the school therapist, who reffered me to a mental health clinic that accepted my insurance (the states free insurance for people with a low enough income to qualify) and there i got matched with a therapist, a case worker and a psychiatrist, sadly they still didnt really take me seriously (probably cause im afab and was a teen and usually schizophrenia doesnt show up in afab people until later in life) until i had a psychotic break that put me in a psych ward where i was put on antipsychotics, and after leaving the ward my psychiatrist diagnosed me with schizophrenia/schizoaffective deppresive type (they still dont know which one) so it was a long and difficult journey but im so glad i went that route because it got me on antipsychotics that vastly improved my life in so many ways

#answered

[tonytheanagirl]

It’s been 3 months now someone noticed that I lost weight and havnt been eating I need to hide myself now

#ana #anorexa #anorexya #deppresive #ednoz #deprecion #i feel so alone #not pro ed #alone #sad #severe deppresion

[andithepunk]

I am so sick and tired of how my brain treats me. One minute I'm fine the next everyone is out to get me. Borderline Personality Disorder is a constantly caught disease. I was emotionally neglected as a child. I wasn't physically neglected but I was never taught to regulate emotions and I was emotionally and physically abused. It makes everything feel so much more intense. I'm honestly over it. If I'm being honest it pushes me way farther than even I can handle and I don't know what to do.

#borderline personality disorder #struggle #transgender #severe deppresion

[unholly-reader]

A stupid test just told me I have SEVERE DEPPRESION. Yipee. Just great. What’s for dinner

#depressing shit