teachers pet
Pairings: katniss Everdeen x fem!reader
warnings: slight age difference(you can determine how much older katniss is than you for now),teacher/student relationship, affairs, talks of past trauma, g*le(1 mention)(no smut in this one sorry!)
summary: it was fucking beautiful, until it went too far.
wc:1603
a/n: I am not promoting anyone to do this irl, don’t let this flop, changed the og summary(I can tag u in the og ss)
This was never how it was supposed to happen.
At first you just came in and it was innocent practice.
How did it become more?
You never thought that this would happen and you felt guilty about it. But you didn't wanna tell anyone because not only did you not wanna rat out Katniss but you still enjoyed everything she did those days and nights as well
Just last week you lied about having to stay longer for "extra practice" to someone. In reality you were doing something you weren't meant to be.
You were sleeping with your teacher.(bow and arrow instructor)The mockingjay.
Katniss Everdeen.
Were you proud of it? Not completely but did it feel good for both you and Katniss? Hell yes.
And shamefully you were starting to feel something deeper for Katniss. But you knew you couldn't express it. She had peeta. And besides. She's older than you.
She would probably just try to dismiss it.
But you'd still go back. Out of love and out of the shameful way you would moan underneath her and twitch as she gave you what you wanted.
That was good enough. For now.
Right now instead of where you both usually practice which is in the woods or at a training center she's told you to come to her house.
Once you knock you know there's no point of even pretending to train. She was gonna take you.
She opens the door with a warm smile that turns into a small smirk once she sees you.
"Hi there Girl Scout. Looking for someone?" She jokes before chuckling. You can't help but giggle before she makes room for you too come inside.
You take a look around the house you've only been too once. Or twice. Or three times If you can remember. It's been a few months since you and Katniss started this but you haven't been able to come over her house that much.
"Hey Kat." You speak before looking down with a certain look in your eye. Katniss can't tell if it's just a soft look or if you want her.
At the end of the day you know you're here to do more than just hang out.
She takes a seat next to you. "Well hi there." You turn your body and look Katniss up and down as if you're asking if she's ready.
She's been through so much because of gale, the capitol, president snow and coin. Maybe she needs a stress relief. Although she's never really brought it up it still makes you think she deserves this.
Especially when she's rough. She needs to get her anger out.
She simply gives you a light kiss on your jaw then cheek before finally giving one on your lips. You moan as she slips her tongue into your mouth and gets a taste of you.
You, of course, immediately kiss back. Why wouldn't you? You both love this after all.
You run your fingers through Katniss' hair as she
puts her hands on your waist to pin you in place. Oh, the ideas that are coming to your pretty little head.
Just before you and Katniss can actually get down you both hear a knock on the door and immediately separate.
You instinctively whisper. "Who the hell is that?"
You ask with wide eyes before she speaks with a non whisper.
"I dunno." She shrugs casually and calmly before getting up with a sigh. She walks to the door but stops midway before turning around and speaking with a lower voice.
"Oh, and just so you remember, I don't think anyone would think anything If they saw me with a younger girl. Even if you're my student." She reminds you casually before turning around and walking back to the door.
She opens it and sees Johanna. "Well hey there brainless."
You see the smile on Johanna's face before she notices you and squints hers eyes slightly. Could she already be suspecting what's going on?
If she did you wouldn't be surprised since Johanna is pretty smart. As they talk you head to the bathroom and when you're out you get a bit of curiosity.
You decide to head to Katniss' room and go inside.
It's of course empty since she's downstairs with Johanna so you take opportunity to be nosy and look around.
You decide not to look on her dresser because that might have some precious things from her family but you do decide to look around and move towards her bed ready to take a seat.
Before you can however, you hear someone open the door and immediately turn around almost scared that it's Johanna or haymitch came over. Even worse:peeta.
Once you turn around to the person ready to explain you see it's just Katniss with a slight smile. "Hey baby. What are you doing in here?" She asks a little confused.
"Oh- I just didn't wanna interrupt what you and Johanna were talking about." You say with a nervous chuckle. Before you can apologize Katniss puts her hands on your shoulders.
"Oh that's no problem. You're always allowed in my room as long as you don't snoop around." She says calmly which you reply with a head nod. "Okay!"
And before you know it Katniss pins you against the wall. She of course had no intent on actually doing anything with you exactly at this moment but she liked seeing you nervous.
"Um- well this seems fun." You reply starting to shake the nerves off. Katniss gives a light hearted chuckle. "That's a good girl." She says before giving you a kiss on the head.
It was gentle and sweet which is something you liked about Katniss. She's didn't make you feel pressured into anything but she also didn't make you feel like a child.
It felt like a normal relationship.
"Now cmon. I think Johanna wants to see you." She says before taking your hand and leading you down
stairs. Once there you both immediately have a seat.
"So how've you been brainless junior?" Johanna quips mockingly. But not seriously at the same time.
It was an insult that she didn't care if you fight like but she also wasn't her intent to make you possibly upset.
You laugh at the nickname usually meant for Katniss. "Doing just well hothead." You spoke the half truth.
This was gonna be an interesting ride.
You and Katniss weren't getting to do anything which internally made you nervous and a little irritated not just for yourself but mostly katniss since you know that's probably the main thing she cares about doing with you.
You could tell by the look in her eyes she was upset especially when Johanna made a comment about inviting haymitch.
You saw the time and realized that your "lessons" were about to end. You get up from where you rested and head towards the door, followed by Katniss.
Katniss turns you around and looks at your face realizing that you're on edge. "What's wrong?" She asks as if she doesn't know.
You whisper trying not to feel any certain way.
"Because what do you think? Why didn't you tell me Johanna was coming over?" You ask trying to keep your composure. It's not like you mind Johanna's presence but this wasn't the time.
Katniss sighs before whispering back. "I didn't know okay? Besides you're acting like I'm upset we didn't have sex. I'm just upset we didn't get to spend a lot of time together." Katniss speaks pretty honestly causing you to sigh in a mix of relief and guilt.
Maybe you should've came quicker. (Something both you and Katniss have said before)
"I just- i thought that was the plan today." You say causing Katniss to roll her eyes at the idea. "Yeah."
"I did want sex. But I also wanted to see you just to see you." This wasn't one of the days Katniss just wanted to see you out of horniness which surprises
you.
"Oh..." Katniss softens up a bit. "We don't need to
have sex twenty four seven. Some days I really just wanna spend time with you." She speaks truthfully but you can't help but remember a thought just as
you were gonna smile.
"You have peeta. You don't need some random girl, someone you're training on the side." You whisper almost as if you're really getting upset now.
Katniss doesn't get mad immediately and actually seems a bit concerned and like she's trying to calm you down. Maybe just so Johanna won't hear or her suspicions.
"Listen, I know that. But I wanted you too. Why is that such a problem? We have each other now." Katniss says, developing a bit of attitude.
"So what? This is stupid. I can't keep doing this to myself Katniss. I might never be able to be with you like I want to not only because of my age. But because you're with peeta." You whisper your argument to Katniss. Trying to keep your emotions at bay.
Katniss starts with her feathers a bit ruffled. "It's it fucking stupid. I want you both. That's what I'm gonna get. Because you're perfect. I love you."
Katniss ends soft. She had never said this before.
Maybe she was just as deep as you knew you were.
There might be no going back on your emotions. You look up a bit stunned. "Okay.." you say a bit confused. Could this be true? "I- I love you too."
You spoke then giving Katniss a smile. Then you left.
Too blinded to turn back.
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