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somewillwin · 7 months

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Hehe ✨

Kofi

#wolfwren #Sabine wren #shin hati #star wars #ahsoka show #they have all of my braincells on a chokehold #myart

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snickerdoodlles · 2 years

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I was innocently existing at 3.30am, then Across the Great Valley by Cold Light of Day starts playing in my head on loop. either I have this brainworm in my head until I pass out (unlikely to happen anytime soon, I’m too busy crying on the rooftop) OR I cave in and watch the rooftop scene knowing I’ll fs be unable to sleep for at least an hour

#this show has no business holding me in this chokehold still and YET #ik I haven’t posted about bbs much lately but that’s bc it’s all trapped up in my head #i keep starting to write tags but then I cry #or I save to drafts bc for whatever reason #posting is letting go #saving in drafts is holding them close #idk why my brain works that way but it DOES #i miss them ):#i want to watch vice versa so badly but I’m also scared #i only have 2 braincells idk how to juggle bbs kp AND vv #aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa #bad buddy

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buckymcbuckbarnes · 1 year

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Dear fanfiction authors, we love you, we love your work, we love the effort you put into it all, we love getting just snippets of your thoughts, love and soul, the fact that you share them with us readers means more to us than you'll ever understand, whether it's on Ao3, fanfiction.net, wattpad or on here, you make somebody's day.

You take whatever worries us readers have in the world and simply let us escape and I just wish I could show you how much you're loved and appreciated, truly you deserve so much of the world.

Dear x reader authors.

You have my soul, you have my soul in an absolute CHOKEHOLD, gorllia grip choke hold, my singular braincell can only focus on your works I love them.

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vernon-s-whore · 2 years

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*:･ﾟ✧Cockwarming*:･ﾟ✧

Boss!Mingyu x afab employee!reader

a/n: God, these pics have a literal chokehold on me

Warnings: nsfw as FUCK, minors dni y'all will lose braincells from all this smut, implied age gap (since he is the boss and everything) Established relationship

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This man is a tease and we all know it.

It's in his study, when you're trying to get some work done when this brilliant idea pops into your boyfriend/boss' head. At first, it's all fine. Sure, he's stretching you out in the best ways possible as you sit all prettily on him, length tacitly pulsating inside you, but this much you can handle.

It's when he leans forward, dragging his cock inside you when the slightest squeak escapes you. He leans forward, breath fanning your ear and whispers, "You're doing so well."

Each page you write, he praises you, running his knuckles over your back, both of you still almost fully-clothed; only you being sans pants.

His voice makes goosebumps rise on the back of your neck when he unbuttons the front of your shirt and pulls it away from your shoulder exposing your skin to the cold air. The dim glow from the fireplace, the lamp in front of you, make shadows rise along his veined arms, shirt rolled up to expose his taut forearms which he wraps around your midsection, hauling you against him, making you take him deeper.

He rests his chin on your shoulder, curving around you to peer at your paper, hand under your half-unbuttoned shirt, tracing your breasts, flexing his large hands over them, squeezing every now and then and it's so overwhelmingly slow and deep and warm that you feel like you will cry.

He kisses your shoulders, even massages them as you troop through page after page, soft voice murmuring, almost whispering praise after praise. Everytime you gyrate your hips for the slightest bit of more contact, you feel his hands hold you in place, shushing you with gentle but unyielding authority.

"You know i need this on my desk by morning, sweetheart," he hisses when you whine, trying to bounce on him, thighs sticky with the arousal dripping from you. You must have made a mess on Mingyu's pants too.

You snap your head back to glare at him, beg him, anything, and see his tie loosened, hanging too low; buttons undone, exposing the curve of his pectoral and fall back against him, breathing too hard, too fast, pleading with him.

"I'll submit it in the morning, i swear," you plead, scrabbling at his hands, which slide up your body, cupping your breasts, undoing the front clasp.

"I better have it on my desk," he relents, tweaking your nipples with deft fingers. Not long after, you're riding him, short gasps escaping his mouth as he fucks you, fully clothed in his chair. Finally, the tears from overstimulation have spilled down your cheeks, looking like tracks of gold in the yellow lighting. He licks them away, kissing every inch of your exposed neck and shoulders.

That's not really the last time he proposes you cockwarm him while getting work done.

#seventeen smut #seventeen headcanons #kim mingyu #mingyu smut #svt x reader #kpop imagines #kpop smut #svt fanfic #svt imagines #svt au #pls boss!mingyu has a chokehold on me #mingyu x reader #kim mingyu x reader #kim mingyu smut

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rosypenguins · 26 days

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🖤Drake Headcanons💛

(Because they have a chokehold on my brain and I hope they blow up and explode.)

💛Golden Retriever + Black Cat Dynamic

🖤Drew has fallen asleep on Jake numerous times. (Liam has the photos to prove it.)

💛Jake and Drew are almost always beside each other in photos.

🖤Drew lets Jake copy of his homework. (Jake is the only person allowed to do this.

💛Jake and Drew play footsies during class. (Jake usually starts the game, and Drew is usually the one to finish it.)

🖤Drew has accepted that everything he owns also belongs to Jake. Jake will steal his pencils, his erasers, his papers, etc.

💛Jake doodles on Drew’s hand sometimes during class, and will also write random messages on Drew’s papers.

🖤Drew and Jake always work together on assignments if they’re allowed to.

💛Jake and Drew have pulled several all-nighters together.

🖤Whenever they play Genshin together, Drew carries. (And will spend hours helping Jake collect artifacts and ascension materials.)

💛Jake has possibly the worst team combos on Genshin, and Drew has tried to help him build better characters, but Jake refuses to change his team to due to being overly attached to them.

🖤Drew tends to glance over at Jake a lot, just to admire him. (Yet will never admit he finds Jake attractive.)

💛Jake flirts with Drew ironically. Drew gets flustered almost every single time.

🖤Drew’s braincells rapidly begin to vanish if he’s left alone with Jake for longer than 5 minutes.

💛Jake will steal Drew’s food and drinks a lot. (Drew tries to avoid thinking about the indirect kiss.)

🖤The two share have shared clothes numerous times.

💛Jake and Drew spent Halloween one year watching horror movies while Liam and Henry went trick-or-treating. Neither of them ended up sleeping that night.

🖤Drew feels more at home with Jake than he does in his actual house.

💛Jake has brought Drew to several family gatherings.

🖤Drew’s usually the one who reminds Jake of the little things he wanted to do that day. (Like Jake’ll off-handedly say ‘Don’t let me forget thing.’ And Drew will later on remind him of thing.)

💛Jake is painfully dense and doesn’t realize Drew may love him as more than just a friend.

🖤Drew has taken an ‘Am I Gay’ quiz because of Jake. (He took it until it told him he wasn’t gay. And to get that result he had to lie to himself a lot.)

💛Jake has told Drew several times that if he was stressed or needed someone to talk to, he’d always be there. Drew still has not taken his offer.

🖤Drew would quite literally take a bullet for Jake but will never admit it.

💛Jake opened up to Drew about what happened to him back in middle school. Drew never him asked why he was bullied, and instead promised him that he wouldn’t let it happen again.

🖤Since then, Drew became extremely protective of Jake, and almost all of his action stem from this desire to keep him safe from being used or hurt again.

💛Jake’s always been terrified of Drew judging him or abandoning him. Sometimes when they talk, Jake feels as if he’s treading on glass, terrified of missing a step and having Drew hate him. (He often observes Drew’s reactions to Liam and Henry’s behavior to determine what Drew’s comfortable with.)

🖤Meanwhile, Drew’s always felt he had to ‘prove’ himself worthy of Jake’s friendship. (I.e buying him things, being super protective, the arm thing, etc.)

💛Since the start of high-school, Drew always viewed Jake as his friend. He never liked the idea of sharing him with someone else. (Mostly because of his control issues.)

🖤Despite never saying it, Drew is hopelessly in love with Jake, and desperately wants to hold him close. (And probably kiss him.)

💛And despite everything, Jake does not reciprocate Drew’s feelings, and never will.

#tmf #the music freaks #freakblr #tmf drew #tmf jake #tmf drake #tmf headcanons #druffering

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stay-xen · 1 year

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Project: Eden's Garden

since i've seen several people post their opinions regarding the new danganronpa fangame's cast, why not join in since i finished the prologue?

spoilers for the prologue and predictions up ahead!

Damon Maitsu First of all, making the protagonist the ultimate debater is a really clever idea to make him lead the trials. also he's such a dick. i love him. he reminds me of early chapters byakuya and i want him to realise that he needs to trust the others to stay alive. very interesting approach for a protagonist imo

Eva Tsunaka My girl, i already love her. i feel like she'll make a grat 'rival' character, especially with her talent and animal motif. although wolfie might be the rival? not sure about it yet. i do believe that she will be alive for a while, maybe even sacrificing herself for the group in the end

Desmond Hall I trust him with my life. He has a SHARK motif, of course i'm going to trust him. he seems like such a good boy so i assume that he will become a victim sooner or later. if he ends up being a blackened i WILL cry

Eloise Taulner I am going to protect her with everything i have. very shy and anxious, i assume she will find strength eventually and become more confident, possible after losing somebody close to her? swan motif is very sweet for her :c

Toshiko Kayura My daughter is definitely compensating for being young, trying to be more mature than she is. i adore her getting flustered when called out, i hope that she will survive. she's a baby so pleaaase

Wenona step on me. i don't trust her, at all. she seems like a mirror for Damon, so my current guess is that she might become a blackened (or victim, either way i think it might involve cassidy)

Ulysses Wilhelm My useless son, i love him. he's so smart yet so dumb. please stay safe. current guess is first victim, sadly. idk he hasn't really done much yet :C

Mark Berskii I ADORE HIM i love his design and his attitude. "call the fire brigade, Grace" hasn't left my mind yet. such a simple line, yet i love him. strong connection to Jet already, i assume Mark will be a survivor that gets drive after Jet dies?

Diana Venicia Oh i wish i could trust you, love. something about her talent having to do with make up (covering up/identies, etc) and the chameleon motiv really makes me worry about her. i don't think she's the mastermind, but i believe she might be a blackened. maybe first chapter even?

Wolfang Akire i do not trust you but i will forgive you everything you do. this man has me in a chokehold and i'm not complaining. there's something about him being a 'wolf in sheep's clothing' i KNOW it and i can't wait to see it. his extreme sense of justice in the mock class trial was very interesting to see and i assume it will only be more extreme in actual trials. potential rival, i fear he will not survive. maybe a blackened, having to go against his principals for a certain motive? he's so polite though, especially to Eloise :c

Kai Monteago My fail son, my wet paper back, my beautiful butterfly. i saw him and fell in love, i can't wait to see more of this idiot. although i hope for character development, my current feeling is that he is going to die :c yet at the same time i can see him be a survivor (like hiro, souda being the clueless one, although i know they're not following the usual scheme)

Jett Dawson I've had this wolf for like 4 hours but if anything happens to him i will kill everyone in this academy and then myself. SO precious, SO dumb, i can't wait to see him get closer to Mark and ultimately get my heart broken. Current guess: victim

Ingrid Grimwall awooga. strong woman yes. on a serious note, i like that she's rather feminine and still strong, but i haven't seen enough of her yet to form a proper opinion :c could see it go either way with her tbh

Grace Madison soybean. i adore her, she doesn't have a single braincell and is currently trying to steal Wolfgang's. a real one for trying to fight back AND being able to actually get the jump on Tozu. No high hopes for survival though ngl :c

Jean Delamer If he ends up being a blackened, i'll be sad. he seems like such a nice guy, very safe, very brrr. also a whole ass dragon motif??? how cool is that??? he really feels like a safe space for the group, both mentally and physically so i hope we get to see a lot of him!

Cassidy Amber The only valid rich person. LOVE the spiderweb clothes. wouldn't be surprised if she kills Wenona or dies trying lmao. not the smartest tool in the shed but i love gaming references so i'm more than happy. it IS a stepladder.

Tozu Why is he hot. he's not supposed to be hot i hate it here (/s). didn't expect him to look like this but i am more than happy with the design. please show me more of him

Mara WHO ARE YOU i wanna see you more and talk to her and aaaaa she's mysterious OwO

#project: eden's garden #p:eg #danganronpa fangame #just xen things #i don't wanna tag all the characters #project: eden's garden spoilers #project: eden's garden prologue #but yeah i can feel the brainrot forming in my brain #thinking about who will survive who won't etc etc #it's gonna be a pain to wait for future updates gaaaaaah

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breakingblorbos · 23 days

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Pinned Post/Blog Info!

Hiya!! Welcome to my BrBa & BCS focused blog! 👋🏼😊 The primary purpose of this pinned post is to give some info about me, my blog, and what you can expect to find on it. Everything below the cut is not required reading to follow or interact; merely just additional info if you are interested, or if you want to make requests. The only thing I require you to read is the following disclaimer:

This is an 18+ blog ran by an adult. You will find NSFT art/fic, dark and potentially upsetting themes, as is common for the BrBa/BCS universe. And I make very thirsty comments & posts about my blorbos, so just keep that in mind. However!! I am not going to restrict anyone from following/interacting with my blog. Use your own discretion and awareness. That's your responsibility, not mine. Anything that needs a content warning will be tagged appropriately, of course.

🌌About Me!🪐

Basic info - You can call me either Orion or Riley! I'm 25, neurodivergent, trans masc & nonbinary, and bisexual with pref for men. Pronouns are he/him and they/them. I do also live in New Mexico (born and raised babyy!), which makes the shows that much more special to me!! I'm very friendly and open, but also very shy, so I tend to not reach out to folks even when I want to talk to them (which, honestly, is most of y'all. Oops.) If you ever do feel compelled to chat with me, please don't hesitate! I'm super excited to talk about BrBa/BCS with literally anybody!

I'm a writer, but I struggle hard with getting anything actually published on here or AO3. I try to write but it's not nearly consistent enough to ever expect anything from me. I'm working towards getting better at this! My main hurdle to overcome is my perfectionism and my fear of rejection (RSD).

I have a lot of interests, being autistic, so the only important one to list here is obviously Breaking Bad & Better Call Saul. You can certainly ask about my other interests, and I'll be happy to tell you more! I like to keep my special interests all separate on their own dedicated blogs, so that was the main motivation behind creating this one. Which leads me to the next section:

☣️About This Blog!⚗️

Most of the content is gonna be reblogs from others: fanart, fics, writings, memes, shitposts, etc. I myself am not an artist and cannot contribute with art even though I wish I could, but I may sometimes write little drabbles, oneshots, and universe willing, fic chapters for my ships/blorbos (more info on that below ↓). If you want to see something in particular, you're more than welcome to submit a request! I think I have a lot more motivation to write when I get specifically asked to write something, perhaps?

My main blorbos: (red shows the character currently occupying my braincell the most rn)

🥊Tuco Salamanca

🐍Nacho Varga (and by extension, Vaas Montenegro. I simply love MM.)

💀Marco & Leonel Salamanca

❤️‍🩹Jesse Pinkman

🎭Saul Goodman/Jimmy McGill

Of course, I adore all the characters (except Walt ofc) and they're all very special to me!! But these seven men listed above have an absolute chokehold on my brain at any given time lmao, so they will be featured prominently in this blog.

My fave ships:

Default ship is character x reader

Vaacho (Vaas x Nacho)

Lacho (Nacho x Lalo)

Beef Sandwich (Nacho x Twins) I fucking love this ship name holy shit

Tucho (Tuco x Nacho)

McWexler (Kim x Jimmy)

Jesse x Jane

Jesse x Andrea

Jesse x happiness (this is a joke, but also not. Man deserves it.)

📨Requests!📝

My asks are always open for questions, requests, or really anything! I love sending/receiving asks and interacting with this fandom! If you're interested in requesting a writing from me, first read this list of what I will and won't write before you submit your request:

Yes, no problem!

Vast majority of ships

Smut/Explicit/PWP

Headcanons

AUs

Oneshots

Drabble

Reader Inserts

Gender Swaps

Fluff

Hurt/Comfort

Angst

Violence/Gore

Dubcon

Toxic Relationship

Most Kinks & Fetishes

Please ask first!

Fandom Crossovers (mostly just to ensure I know the fandom)

Consensual Noncon (depends on character)

No, I will not!

In/ce/st Ships (i.e. twincest, cousins)

Explicit content involving underage characters

Ageplay (calling a character daddy doesn't count lol)

Extreme Kinks, such as s/ca/t, v/or/e, n/ecr/o, etc.

Keep in mind that I reserve the right to deny your request for any reason, including no reason at all! 9 times out of 10 this won't be necessary, but if you're rude or demanding non-jokingly, I won't write for you! Just be chill and it'll be Saul Goodman! :)

Also I don't have a Masterlist to link here, because I've never posted anything ever! It's all just vibing in my Google Docs while I polish and tweak until the end of time! Fun! :D /s

So, yeah, I suppose that's the long and the short of it. I didn't expect for this to be so long, but I have a tendency to just keep adding details to things! Good for writing; not great for writing a blog intro. I'll edit as needed over time, though. Thanks for reading if you got this far! Seriously, props to you. Here's a cookie mwah 🤲🏼🍪

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shewhoeatssand · 7 months

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bro ( lovingly ) you 🤝 me being madly in love with a vv misunderstood ghoul who freaaaking deserves the whole entire world, who probably doesn't need our protection but lets put him in our pocket anyway. i'm so normal about him ( i am lying ) and i just need to vent because i will go feral if i don't get to talk about the way he has a chokehold on my braincells and my heart.

am i being dramatic? most likely. do i care? no.

YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It’s so good having another Kaneki fan join the club 🥰🥰 He’s just such a Guy with all his complexities and silly goofy habits and needs and sometimes it gets so hard not to gush about him???? He’s so incredibly cute (probably because the K in Kaneki stands for Kawaii fnfhvjfjfj) and I just have to see him in situations all the time, every minute I’m like “but what if he encountered bamboo 🥺 what if he went to a shoe store 🥺 what if he went to an arcade with his friends and had a fun giggly time 🥺 what if he had a fuzzy crush on a girl he was too nervous to talk to 🥺 what if he went to a slam poetry evening 🥺 what if he played with Hinami’s hair 🥺 what if he played with his own hair, or an article of clothing he liked 🥺 what if he wore sandals 🥺 what if he wore a singlet 🥺 what if he pushed open the curtains shortly after waking up and squinted super hard from the sudden light 🥺 what if he ate an omelette-” and it’s just. SUCH an experience. He’s always in my mind and I can’t think about anything else?? He’s so cute? And funny? Silly, perhaps? With the little faces he makes and AAHHHHHHHHHH I’m doing it again ❤️❤️

Thank you for venting you can reach out anytime to discuss Kanecutie and his specialness <3

#tokyo ghoul #kaneki ken

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asteral-feileacan · 1 month

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☁️, 💌 and 🪐 please!

Thank you! :D

☁️ - What made you choose your username?

I love this one, and I finally get to drop my username lore! This is actually quite a bit of history, so buckle up.

As a child, I was obsessed with Lassie, which is something that not a lot of people seem to really know for some reason. Anyway, my Lassie is actually split between the 1994 and 2005 movies, although I only saw the 1994 version later in my childhood and grew up with the 2005 one.

This obsession was so much so that whenever little me played make-believe, I would call myself Lassie and, well, it just kind of stuck and wouldn't go away. So when I eventually joined the internet at a once-questionable age(which started out fine because I was only using educational sites, but I still ended up on Discord just under the age requirement a couple of years later XDD)

At this time, "Lassie" for some reason morphed into "Lasspeep" and "Lassie Peep" - I think this was because of my parents, but I have no idea why XD So those variations were my usernames as I started to use the big scary internet. Eventually I did drop "peep", but Lassie has such a chokehold on me that I still use it, especially on Discord.

Fast forward to about a year or two ago, and I was looking for a name with more oomph behind it for my profiles on Tumblr, AO3 and FF.net. I had been going by Kit-Kat-of-Midgard, which I didn't really like, and so I started trying out a lot of things - username generators, random word lists, etc, but nothing was clicking. Then in a stroke of inspiration, I decided to go back to my roots, as it were. I used to use Google Docs as a kind of social media before I joined Discord, and to differentiate between the people in the group, we all picked colours and fonts to type in. Mine was cornflower blue, and that led me straight to the cornflower. While I was on that topic, I found its family name, Asteraceae, and that piqued my interest, but it still wasn't quite right. When I kept reading, I came across the order Asterales, which IMMEDIATELY made me go, "yep, that's the one."

So I had the base, and at some point I shortened it to simply Asteral. I really loved that, but I also wanted a second part, to get a message across that showed more of who I am. This one was a LOT easier, I have to say. I'm Irish, so I decided I'd go for an Irish word, and the struggle was just to figure out what word that would be.

SO I grew up being brainwashed into loving the band a-ha(I still love them), and it was a known fact that my favourite song of theirs is Butterfly, Butterfly. So my brain gremlins picked up my last remaining braincell, and translated "Butterfly" into Irish, which Google Translate(I don't speak Irish, sorry) told me was "féileacán". So, boom. Asteral Féileacán. Unfortunately, for the most part, the sites I'm on don't allow me to include the fadas, so it shows as Feileacan instead. Rest assured that the correct way is lurking somewhere behind there! But that's the admittedly long-winded explanation behind my usernames and why they're connected by a string.

💌 - How many unread emails do you have right now?

Oh. Oh no. I have several email accounts... in total, I have 337 unread emails spread out across four different emails, though they're mostly from automatic mailing lists from YouTube or AO3. My professional email account is paid much more attention, so it has no unread emails. >:) Rest assured that I will now be clearing out all my emails.

🪐 - Name three good things going on in your life right now.

Aw, this one is sweet <3

Theatre. I'm having a lot of fun engaging in theatre for the first time in my life through King Lear - I know I won't shut up about it, but I'm honestly really excited, and rehearsals are honestly the highlight two days of my week.

My writing spark. Writing has become fun again, and because of that, I've been able to post what I'm working on with less fear. This is huge for me because I stopped posted for years, and even though I was still working on things, I wasn't working on them in a capacity that was satisfying to me. I'm doing much better now, and a lot happier with what I'm doing.

Being connected outside of the internet. I have to say that this past year('23, so far '24) has been amazing. I got the chance to meet people IRL and make friends, I've been changing my very hermit-like habits and getting out more, and while it hasn't always been easy and I'm still struggling a lot with numerous things, I think I'm in a better place than I would have been two years ago. <3

#ask game

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gwynbleiddyn · 10 months

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all the cool kids have pinned posts and i’m at least a year late so let’s go

about

aeron

he/him

raging homo and i will simply Not tolerate masc negativity here y’all went too far with that

dw i’n gymro, a dw i’n dysgu cymraeg

old enough to have a full time job with office besties so make of that what you will

i cosplay sometimes, i rarely share photos but if i do it’s #aj cosplays

i play dnd a lot and not necessarily in any kind of logical order

to that point i also DM a game in a very similar manner

blog content

bg3 / i said i wasnt going to get involved and then i did. i rotate astarion around my brain like a microwave meal and i think we should be allowed to kiss raphael actually. dyn is my main tav who is in a mlm (monster loving monster) relationship with astarion and sometimes halsin. the rituals are complex and unknowable.

critrole / im a c3 ho and im not interested in reading your meta on why caleb is autistic actually bc ive decided he is anyway and that’s enough for me thank u

destiny / dont get it twisted i play this game for saint-14 only

ac origins - valhalla / bayek and eivor have me in a chokehold and i spent about 6 months writing frenzied alexios / thaletas content in between those two protags so you could say i enjoyed this trilogy more than anything else ac has ever given me

dragon age - mass effect / they get to share a category like a get-along t-shirt bc these are the only two braincells in my head that will survive a nuclear winter and this is the only way i can control them. i have many ocs. i always want to talk about them. i sent shepard to andromeda, and i rewrote thedas to cope with the harrowing ordeal of facing an egg as my villain. bioware will not let me rest.

ocs - dnd / i play in 2 campaigns, i dm one of my own. blorbo from my dnd is usually referring to maahes, he is an acquired taste so your mileage may vary in how far u can go before u simply want to block his tag. the good news is i wholly support curated dashboard experiences. the bad news is all of my ocs are equally hot messes of morality.

worldbuilding / you may see mentions of myridos; this is my homebrew world and eventual setting for some novels that i’d like to publish one day.

im not above shitposts or random stuff that makes me go hehe (fruity) and i generally do not engage in tumblr activism as a rule. you’re unlikely to find Real World Stuff˜ here unless it involves cymru or annibynaeth i gymru. i tag fandoms and art, i do not tag specific characters with enough consistency to make it safe for blocked tags. i’m open to dms/asks if you want a specific tag blocked - i can’t guarantee i’ll say yes, but i’m v nice about it i promise.

mini tag + link directory

my doodle tag / my writing tag

archive of our own

cosplay instagram

#pinned

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toasteaa · 1 year

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May we have a top 5 blorbo ranking? Could be current or all-time (but I bet all-time is a tough decision 😂)

It is actively impossible for me to pick five blorbos out of ALL of them that I have, I'm so sorry 😭 Even picking my top five current blorbos is hard, but I will TRY. Only picking out of the Genshin blorbos because the jjba ones stick like glue between the brain folds and never leave:

5. Itto He's VERY quickly climbing up the blorbo ranks and honestly I cannot tell you why. I mean, I can but skjfrgnhsjfkr. He's the only actual himbo we have in the game and both his story event and his event with Xiao really made me like him a lot more. Ignore the part of me in the background shouting about size difference, we'll address that later!

4. Kaeya I gotta admit, I loathed Kaeya when I first got him. I thought he was this snarky asshole that was too aloof to be memorable. But then I started playing with him more and learning more about him (at the same time as learning more about Khaenri'ah) and he became a fave VERY quickly. Probably helps that his aesthetic aligned with just about everything I like in a design and the more I learned about who he is under the guise of cavalry captain, the more he cemented himself in blorbo zone. He was the first one I reached friendship lvl 10 with and my second lvl 90 character. He rarely leaves the teapot because I have a problem!

3. Diluc I wanted Diluc for the longest time, like, it's not even funny. Idk why I even wanted him because he seemed so snooty and uptight but there was something about him that itched my braincells just right. I was SO MAD when I was pulling for Zhongli and Tighnari and Diluc came home. He was on ore patrol for weeks. But then I started building him and giving him a chance and Nat started writing about him and it was a perfect cocktail. Now I like to act like he's not on my mind 75% of the time, but he is. He lives in my brain rent free.

2. Thoma My baby, my malewife, my husband, the character I would probably marry if genshin was anything like fire emblem. He was my first character pull (outside of guaranteed Noelle) and carried me for so long. I felt so bad that I couldn't level him up because I pulled him before I got out of Mondstadt but his voicelines! His supportiveness! The way he cares so much about others and literally pledges his loyalty to you after you max out his friendship! THE FACT THAT HE KNITS! Prime husband material. He was top blorbo for a long time, even when I had to take him out of my team.

Tighnari Look. Listen. I do not know how to explain why this fox fuck has such a chokehold on me. I wasn't even trying to pull for him at first, I was trying to get Zhongli. But then I met Tighnari and it was like...ohhhh, I can't not love you. He's snarky. He's a genius. He infodumps about botany. His creed is 'fuck the Akademiya, I *will* teach you the ways of the forest'. He's bad at expressing himself. He wants to go to the grand bazaar but his ears are too sensitive. He hates being too hot. He refuses to accept my invitations to come home. I love him. I also recently found out he's a Capricorn and you know what? Everything makes sense now.

Honorable mentions:

Dainsleif I really like sad blue boys. His tragedy and drive to keep it from happening again is like trying to hold water. It's a beautiful thing, but so much of it leaks from between your palms before you can catch it. I miss him, Mihoyo. I miss him very much.

Zhongli I really like rocks. I also really like hearing about history. And dragons. He's a special treat I give myself when I'm in Liyue. Can't have too much of him because then I remember he's a broke ass scrub (affectionately). There is also a lot more to him than we are able to know because he swore it to secrecy via a contract and I find that extremely intriguing.

Candace So you know Urbosa? Same exact energy. Same buff level as well, Mihoyo is just scared of buff women. She's tough and elegant and I wish her kit was better because I would use her all the time. She had a crack ship with Diluc for like three weeks in my mind, don't ask me why. I just want more characters that look like me.

#toast talks #asks and requests #genshin impacted #My fiancé is a Cap. No fucking wonder why Tighnari is taking over the entirety of my brain.#He talks to me about botany and I talk to him about geology. Symbiotic relationship.

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twogyuu · 2 years

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i am here and I am ready to break down the logistics of my harem! (can I have 🍄 please?)

no one beats the pure chaos of my love life with svt (and a certain irl guy who shall not be named 👀)

the husbands: okay so FIRST we have hosh and hao, my loves (well, actually, seok is my love, but we’ll get to him). they were my longest-lasting biases, and they honestly make the most sense as my biases - the only issue is that I haven’t felt the same pull and connection to them in that way. but if anyone asks me who my biases are and I don’t feel like writing a 3-page essay such as this one, I’ll say these two. I know them best, i meditate/tea ceremony with hao, and indulge hoshi in all his tiger delusions for reasons unknown to myself

the love of my life: then we have SEOK. my love, my darling, my sunflower, my future cause of death if seungkwan/cheol/chan don’t take me down before him. he makes me so happy and I want him to be so, so happy as well! no thots here, just daydreams and butterfly kisses on eyelids and cuddles 🥰

the side chick 😏: jeonghan is the side chick personified. i have two husbands, I’m emotionally cheating with seok, and jeonghan is the side chick who is aware of all of the relationships and thrives on my interpersonal struggles :D he also flirts too much at inappropriate times and is the definition of my guilty pleasure sooo… yeah. interpret this one how you will.

lives rent free: okay I’m actually switching this next one; seungkwan lives rent free. I’m not even exaggerating here - I got up one morning, minding my business, and there he was. I SHOULD charge rent at this point, because I am losing too many brain cells loving and supporting this loud, wild dude. I didn’t say I wanted him gone though

has a chokehold on my sanity: finally, we have chan and cheol. chan, as you know, is an issue for me. I’m not even joking when I say that my cause of death will be his post malone danceology. it’s his whole aura and his maknaeness yet the fact that he’s such a beast when he’s performing - he KNOWS he deserves to be there more than anyone else. then we come to cheol. if chan has a chokehold, cheol has snapped my neck already by now. he’s such an amazing person and the best leader, yet he’s still adorable and clingy and I wanna give him hugs 🥺 there’s also his stage presence and long hair and arms and thighs, but that’s another topic for another day (omg I just remembered chan’s arms I’m officially gone) (omg x2 I just remembered hosh's abs I can’t do this anymore tell my family I loved them)

W-what did I just read???!!! kjakdjfda

You are a busy gal, my friend lolol. The way I had to read this a few times for my last two braincells to comprehend 😭😂

I feel like how you feel about your husbands is how I've been feeling about Mingyu as of late . . . I'm in between biases rn and rearranging my list, reconsidering life choices - I'll keep you updated on whether Mingyu stays a bias or not 💀

The Jeonghan as a side chick one is taking me out because it is very Jeonghan???!! 😂🤣 I'm picturing him evilly looking down from his little tower in the 12 million won GoSe episode skdjfdkaf.

Honestly, taste - confession?? Chan is my absolute favorite dancer in all of Kpop! Like, he is the embodiment of everything I would want to be if I took dancing seriously lol. I GET YOU HE LIVES RENT FREE IN MY HEAD TOO!! I couldn't take my eyes off of him at the concert as you know. Also, Cheol's stage presence is EMACULATE! Honestly, he's the most fun for me to watch fancam-wise because he just seems to be enjoying himself so much. It makes me happy for him. LOL I love how 2/5 beefcakes of Seventeen are living rent free in your head 😂

I'll send your family my best regards! This was so fun to read and thank you for taking the time to share! May you maneuver you way through these dangerous waters called Seventeen well, my friend 🤣

Keep me updated and I'll do the same! (I'm sure you've seen my beef with Vernon recently LOL so I'll just leave it there.)

Cheers!

#andrea 🍄#maijunejuly #bias strugglez #YES WITH A Z!

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arcanewhoosh · 2 years

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Partners in Crime

Inspired by this song by FINNEAS of the same name.

Not proofread, English isn’t my first language

1500 words AU

TW: Mentions of past drug use, underage drug use, juvenile imprisonment, cursing, alcohol

Highly recommend listening to the song either before, during, or after reading. Not required, I just think the song is neat

Also on AO3

Late and slightly feeling out of place, arriving at what you thought was a regular afterparty is quickly turned upside down when you run into an old friend that you haven't seen since both of you got sent to juvie.

You take a sip of your iced tea, turning to look at the woman standing next to you. How long had it been since you two last saw each other? Seven, eight years? She looked different, her hair now in twin braids and flowing down her back. She had kept it short when you were younger; easier to run away from cops or other junkies if they couldn't pull on your hair. Her eyes were a deeper shade of blue than you remember. Maybe it was because the lights of the room had been dimmed down, or maybe it was because of the LED lights pasted across the ceiling giving them a tinge of pink. Her skin looked better, even under the dimmed lights. The tattoos were new; teal clouds trailing along her arm and down her side.

"Got them after I got out of juvie." She says, her eyes flicking towards yours.

"How long were you in there?" You ask.

She takes a sip from her can of soda before answering. "Two years. You?"

"Just one."

"Well, lucky you then, I guess." She says dryly, turning her eyes back to the party currently happening. A post bachelorette-slash-bachelor party. Jayce, the groom, was a friend of yours from work. He had invited you to his actual bachelor party, but you couldn't make it so you decided to attend the after party, instead. Which you were also late for. Apparently, Jinx's sister's girlfriend-whom you just found out was technically also your coworker- was a good friend of Jayce, and they were all at his bachelor party earlier before coming back here.

To say you were stumped when you first saw Jinx here was an understatement. You were minding your own business, trying to find a parking spot. When you finally found one, and started reversing into it, you caught sight of a flash of blue hair, and after confirming who it was, almost made you reverse into another car.

You take a minute, gathering your thoughts before opening your mouth, not wanting to be misinterpreted. You remember how erratic her behavior could get when she wasn't high-not that you thought she was still using, you just wanted to be careful. God knows your penchant for blurting out your thoughts at horrible times was not needed at the moment.

The extended silence prompts the her to look back at you. A look of slight annoyance adorning her features. If you let your big mouth have it's way, you'd say she looked pretty under the pink lights, or that you think her tattoos were cool, or that the crop top she was wearing had a chokehold on your single functioning braincell. But thankfully you were sober, and currently using said braincell, so you say none of those things.

"I'm sorry." You manage. She blinks, obviously not expecting you to say that. She frowns, brows furrowed, confused at your oh so very carefully chosen words.

"You got two years and I only got one."

"That was hardly your call, toots."

"But I got us in that situation." You take a longer sip from your drink, trying to remember blurry memories from your teen years.

"You tried to get us off of that stuff early, I didn't listen, and I dragged you down with me." You turn to face her fully.

"This isn't exactly the best time to discuss this.."

"I didn't exactly have time to tell you any of this, you know, since you blocked me from everything-"

"Can you not bring this up right now?" She says sharply, she's glaring at you, and you know her well enough to know that if you keep pushing the subject, she'll lash out at you.

So you sigh instead.

"I'm sorry I brought it up." You're about to say something else, but unfortunately, you're interrupted by a loud voice.

"Hey! There you are!" You feel a hand pull you back and give you a shake. You turn around and see that it's Jayce. The dopey grin on his face tells you that he's one too many drinks in, but it doesn't stop him pulling you into a hug. The randomness is enough to take you out of the previously escalating conversation, and you laugh and hug him back.

"So…" He starts.

You lift an eyebrow "So?"

"Someone has to move their car, so I check it out, and 'm pretty sure it's your car that needs moving." For someone who's very obviously drunk, he manages to say the sentence pretty coherently.

"Yeah, sure gimme just-" You look behind you to tell Jinx that you'd be right back, but the girl is nowhere in sight. You let out a breath, disheartened at how your first conversation with her in years immediately went south. You give the room a once over, and when you can't see her anywhere, you go with Jayce outside to move your car.

The air outside is cold, and you can see your breath every time you exhale. You shove your hands in your jacket pockets and quickly walk to your car, wanting to be out of the chilly air and into heated seats. You get in and quickly shut your doors, starting your car. You thank the universe when the heating kicks in, rubbing your hands together before holding onto the steering wheel and stepping on the emergency brake.

But then passenger side door opens, and the left side of your car dips as someone gets in.

"God it's fucking cold."

You stare at the… intruder? Carjacker? Blue haired bandit? That just unceremoniously entered your vehicle. She rubs her hands together and blows into them for extra warmth, before looking at you with a raised eyebrow.

"Well? What are you waiting for? Let's go."

"Huh?"

"Out of here, I'm bored out of my mind." She says as she moves the seat all the way back and reclines it a bit, putting her feet up on the dash. Your eyes move from her to the boots on your dashboard.

"…Feet off my dash."

"Are you serious?"

"You wanna get out of here? My car, my rules."

She huffs, but puts her feet down. You mumble a thank you before shifting to drive and stepping on the emergency brake and moving your car our of parking, letting the truck behind you out. You keep the car on the road instead of backing into the parking spot again, shifting to neutral and using the emergency brake, before turning to Jinx.

"Why are you in my car?"

"I told you, I'm bored."

"And what if I'm going back to the party?"

"Then I'll get an Uber." You stare at her, and she stares at you right back.

Eventually, you relent and look ahead of you. You sigh, closing your eyes and leaning back on your seat. "Don't get an Uber."

The both of you are silent for the next few minutes, not really sure what to say to each other. It's comforting, in a way. Jinx was loud and boisterous, often the center of attention wherever she was. You were the quiet one, a trait of yours that she was keenly aware of. Whenever she got the inkling that you just wanted a moment and weren't in the mood to interact with people, she'd sit down next to you without uttering a word. Oftentimes tinkering with whatever she could get her hands on-your alarm clock usually- and leave you be in your quiet.

"I didn't mean to stir up bad memories earlier. I'm sorry." You say, breaking the silence.

You hear the seat next to you move again before hearing, "I know, I'm sorry too."

"For what?"

"Being a bit of a bitch earlier."

"..... You just wanted me safe."

"Of course I did." You look over to her, and see that she's pulled her knees to her chest. One part of you wants to hold her, another part wants to tell her to get her feet off your seats. You decide to go for the third option.

"I'm sorry for being an idiot and misunderstanding then."

"You were seventeen, and I didn't put up much of a fight."

"We were really dumb, huh?"

She snorts. "Yeah, big time. You were my partner in crime."

The words leave you before you can even think about it.

"And you were still mine."

There it was, blurting out the worst things at the worst time. Jinx looks up at you, mirroring the surprised look on your face. You hold your breath, fearing for the worst. She could leave your car and never talk to you again, she could kick your face. Judging from the army boots she was wearing, that kick is gonna hurt.

But in typical Jinx fashion, she does the unpredictable instead. She throws her head back and lets out a laugh. You're stumped, and simply stare at her until her laughter dies down.

"Where the hell did that come from?" She manages after gets her breath back. You shake your head.

"I don't know. I missed you." God damn it, mouth.

Her smile softens, and she reaches out her hand to you. You take it without saying anything, the scene all to familiar. She pulls your hand towards her and rests her head on it .

"I missed you too, bubs."

A pause.

"We're a mess."

"We've always been a mess."

"You know, you looked pretty though, all strung out on coke."

"It's not funny."

"It wasn't a joke."

#arcane #jinx x reader #jinx arcane #arcane jinx #arcane x reader #arcane jayce

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elliethesuperfruitlover · 2 years

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end of the year sap post

so another year has come and gone, and it has been....quite a lot, to say the least. and im not going to get into a god-awful amount of detail, but lets just say that it was very stressful when it was stressful, and sometimes enjoying really fun things was hard to do. i wrote a lot this year, now that i think about it. i started writing for different fandoms, i picked up several hyperfixations (and some havent dropped off yet) i created two wonderful brand new characters, who i love very much. and im really proud of myself for it.

im usually really bad at keeping up with stuff, and being consistent, but i really think that i did really well this year in writing, and creating new things and such. i go through hobbies like candy, but writing has stuck like glue lol. i went through a lot of really Not Good stuff this year, both in and out of fandom, and i just think that me being able to say “im still me” and stick to my values is really good. im really happy with what i created though. i dont compliment myself a lot, but im giving myself a pat on the back, and a big fat hug for everything that i’ve been through, and that i still have the courage to be here. and still loving my friends and family, and loving my hobbies. im really proud of myself, truly.

i couldnt have done a lot of that with my mutuals, both ones i talk to, and the ones that i dont anymore. theyre exceptionally kind, and funny, and keep me going. i couldnt be more thankful for their presence in my life.

(yes i will be complimenting my closer mutuals, they all deserve it)

@super-unpredictable98 she’s literally amazing. writes so much good stuff for so many medias!! flor has super good anime recommendations, and she never fails to make me fall in love with a character. i love screaming about all might with her lol. i love her OC’s. (JJ would love to be friends with Alma). i can be found rereading her fics close to daily bc theyre literally so good, and when i have brainrot for a character that she’s written, i go straight to her masterlist.

@bisexualnathanyoung ry is super sweet :). i love talking to them (even if it’s just me screaming in the tags most of the time) i like hearing about their thoughts on stuff, and even tho i wanna punch him, their love for nathan young is incredible and unmatched. me 🤝 ry *tired of people in our respective states being rude about COVID stuff*

@badsext i love her so much :). somehow a lot of our conversations end up being about food (and make each other hungry). i love hearing about different stuff thats been going on in her life, and she also has really good show and movie recommendations. her short stories are phenomenal btw. very funny and nice :)

@magic-multicolored-miracle we dont talk much, BUT i really appreciate shye’s presence. she has really good taste in music, and works very hard. she made me fall in love with derek sandoval, and every chapter “idiot affectionate” has a deathgrip on me, as well as any updates about olive and jess’ livelihood. i love her posts about mass effect too (even tho im lost half the time lol) extremely talented.

@joz-stankovich got me hooked on bakugou and he has a fucking chokehold on me. (if u dont call him off, im gonna log him off of the earth permanently/j). they’re super talented. i was very excited (and still am) when they started having brainrot for BNHA stuff bc i was like “ah, another pal to share class 1-a thoughts with”. theyre also super duper talented and their writing is g r e a t. i love talking about country! kirishima with them, and art student! bakugou. brainrot hours? brainrot hours. also really good at art like keep some talent for the rest of us/lh.

@the-freckled-luba we dont talk very much, but from june to mid september, the loki series was our braincell (as well as mobius), and our braincell ONLY. i love seeing the stuff you tag me in, and i really appreciate your good vibes! very sweet individual :)

@hucklebunny very talented human being right here! their art is super impressive!! also i love their text posts about their dogs and cool things. it’s very neat! we mostly talk through tags, and through the server, but i love said interactions lol. i love hearing them talk about sean falco, and as of late, the red riding trilogy :). its super cool.

@maerenee930 such a sweetheart! mae is really sweet! she always has nice stuff to say about people! also their earrings are super cool (i want the kool-aid burst ones pls). gives very good advice!! i would give them a hug given the opportunity. has the voice of a literal angel, audition for the voice right now bestie.

@firstpersonnarrator we do not talk much, but i quite literally love her writing so much. simon x billy is a great series, and ive loved reading it so far! i like the comedic and honest feel her writing has to it! its very unique, and is super SUPER good. i enjoy her love for simon lewis as well! very funny individual!

@catsnathan anna is so sweet! we don’t talk very often, it’s mostly in the server, but you always have something nice to say! i admire your love for cats btw, and i hope that you can get one soon! you deserve all the kitties!

@santacarlahorrorshow i love seeing ur gifs! they’re always really nice and crisp! and i know that if i ever need something, you’re there :). also i love your stranger things fics and the sirius fic! so much delitches plot, and just mm yes.

@candyclaw literally super cool! we dont talk super often, but i always enjoy it when we do :). they have super cool cosplays, and are a very talented painter! her “shinji in the frog chair” painting is fucking iconic, i laughed, i cried, Y E S. i enjoy seeing them post about evangelion stuff (bc that show genuinely fucked me up, same with the movies, i cant look thru the evangelion tag) it means i get free evangelion related stuff to think and talk about. also deltarune chapter 2 came out this year, and seeing them reblog stuff about it made my brain go brrrr bc i am shaking hands with them in solidarity for that game series.

@salvador-daley we dont talk very often, however its always fun when we do! very talented writer. salv is also very very funny! i remember seeing a new chapter of a fic, then i realized i hadnt read the previous ones in depth and went ham over on ao3.

@frogs--are--bitches we also dont talk very often, but mickey is a very cool individual! they have a really good sense of not only style, but also humor! no but for real, hand over entire closet.

@forenschik loki brainrot pals. we dont talk very often, but its always really pleasant! very talented painter as well (i think about the shoes you did and im baffled at how good they are) also being a chemist is such a good job! its super cool to me!

@seancekitsch we also dont talk alot, but her fashion sense is also super duper cool! i still have not watched the lost boys, but i do enjoy seeing you post about the witcher. (i also have not watched that show). very talented writer!!! glad to chat with her whenever i get the chance :)

@neuroticpuppy we dont speak very often. its just me leaving tags on stuff lol. very cool person tho!! i enjoy seeing her reblog stuff whenever it pops up, and it’s very nice vibes.

dont feel bad if i left u out, i promise it wasnt on purpose (unless it was in which, i hope you’re doing well and drinking water. also i never stopped caring, contrary to what you may think.). but i did some good things. and also some really bad things that i’ll never forgive myself for. i cant say im a better person or anything bc i dont know if i experienced much mental growth, really. i learned more things, sure. but idk if too terribly much has changed.

im forever grateful for my mutuals’ presence. and im extremely thankful for the time ive spent with all of yall so far. you make everything a lot better for me. and im sure you do the same for other individuals in your lives. im very proud of each and every one of you. for what you all have done this year, and every other year you’ve spent alive and breathing. i love yall. and you all matter to me more than you can ever imagine. So here’s to next year, and whatever it may bring!

~Ellie

#i love my mutuals a lot

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caribbean-ace · 2 years

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Thoughts on Maya x Carina scenes?

Oh boy here we go:

1. The chaotic breakfast thing was cute. For a second i thought maybe they are sitting down with Jack to discuss the legal aspects of what they are about to do but nope, i find myself clowning once again lol the clowning is a current theme in this little part of the internet

2. Not a Marina scene in particular but the jokes made me a little uncomfortable honestly, the whole seed thing and then when Maya said they were going to do their thing Jack says there’s no need for porn. Like if they’re trying to make it look funny it isn’t. I’d punch the living hell out of someone that says something like that to my wife. It’s disrespectful to say the least.

3. Carina losing her shit is honestly the best thing ever and the way she unleashed at Maya and Jack makes me feel that deep inside she knows they rushed this, they only chose him because it was the easiest thing to do (honestly i believe it would have been easier to pick an anonymous donor but hey that’s just me)

4. The reassurance during the whole episode was cute, despite of this entire mess i love seeing them as they amazing wives they are. And my heart melted at Carina stomping her feet to drag Maya to their room

5. As you can see from my previous posts my three braincell have not recovered from the sexiness we got. Jack is such a cockblocker (pardon my french) but hey i’m guessing this is them now. Which i wish with all my heart it wasn’t but at this point who knows anymore

6. Why Carina was so worried about Jack possibly leaving? Your wife, the mother of your future child is right there, that’s the only person you should be worrying about. It’s not like you would care if Vic or Travis decide to move away because they won’t be auntie Vic or uncle Travis? Stop treating him like a parent or it will bite you in the ass eventually

Aaaaand i think that’s it for now, as you can imagine, Maya’s hand has me on a chokehold so i don’t think i’ll recover

#ale answers #station 19 spoilers

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majide · 3 years

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Bunk Buddies - Shinarthur

I roleplay as Shinra/Arthur, dm if you have a Shinra/Arthur muse. This prompt is just a suggestion.

Brief: Shinra can’t sleep and decides to pester his roommate instead. In a turn of events, two bodies end up cramped onto one bunk. (See tags for triggers and end of post for notes)

AU/Canon: Canon | Words: 1,245

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It was late in the evening, midnight long forgotten on the clock, but Shinra found himself surprisingly wide awake.

He lay on his back, hands linked across his stomach, crimson eyes losing focus and then refocusing on the ceiling.

His index finger was tapping against the back of his left palm. He was exceedingly bored, unsure why he had been plagued with this early morning energy.

There was nothing for Shinra to do. He could practically quote the magazine beneath his pillow from how many times he’d read it and his phone was charging on his desk. He wouldn’t be able to get it without disturbing Arthur.

Arthur.

Shinra silently rolled onto his waist and scooted to the side of his bunk, leaning over the edge as he stared down at the unresponsive blond.

His body contradicted his mind because where Shinra’s thoughts screamed ‘ugly’, his heartbeat was ameliorating within his chest.

Shinra pursed his lips. He knew it was immature to wake Arthur up, especially when they had training in a few hours, but he was so extraordinarily bored.

His lips began to stretch into his maniacal smile and he reached for his pillow. In one swift motion, he tossed the object at the other’s head.

Unsurprisingly, Arthur immediately awoke with a fright. He grabbed the handle of Excalibur and sat up at a remarkably fast speed. Still being dazed and half-asleep, this meant Arthur was quick to bang his forehead against the bunk above him.

Shinra crinkled his eyes and began to laugh, covering his mouth with one of his hands to try and stifle the noises. His laughing only grew louder as he watched Arthur head-butt the base of his own bed.

It took Arthur a moment to configure his thoughts. When he realised they weren’t under attack, he dropped his trusty sword and resorted to clutching his forehead.

“What the hell, devil?” He complained in a tired groan, rubbing the irritated pink patch of skin.

Shinra snorted, borderline wheezing, leaning further over the side of the bed to mock Arthur’s plight. “It’s not like you have any braincells left to kill!” He teased.

Arthur’s eyes narrowed as he tilted his head to stare up at the other male, noticing the way his brown hair dangled and swung with the way his body was leaning vertically downward.

It was... adorable... in some stupidly juvenile sense.

“I’d like to try and keep the ones I do have.” He retorted with a yawn, stealing a glance at the clock. It was three in the morning. Why was Shinra awake? Could he not sleep? And more importantly, why did Arthur care?

That toothy smile was a blinding light in the darkness of their bedroom. “That’ll be easy! Seen as you’re trying to protect nothing- Woah!” His tease was cut short when the one remaining hand gripping the bunk’s support railing slipped and Shinra went toppling over the side.

Truth be told, this was not the first time Shinra had fallen from the top bunk, so despite the sudden tension across his shoulders, Arthur didn’t shift from the bed to make sure the brunette was okay.

“You deserved that.” He muttered, ignoring the boy’s mewls of pain from the floor and instead settling back against his mattress, slotting Excalibur snug beside him.

“Arthur-”

“No.”

“Arthuuuur-” The voice whined from somewhere on the ground.

“What the hell do you want, devil?” The blond huffed, draping an arm across his eyes. Knights weren’t supposed to be awake at this hour in the morning, he should have this male executed for disturbing him.

“I think I broke my back.”

“You’re not a princess. I’m not going to save you.” Arthur retorted, somewhat relieved by hearing the other’s snicker. If Shinra was capable of laughing, he certainly hadn’t broken his back. Again, that question resurfaced; why did Arthur care?

He listened to the faint sound of shuffling, before feeling the side of his mattress dip. This prompted Arthur to remove the arm draped across his eyes.

“So, if I was dying, you wouldn’t help me?” Shinra questioned, crawling further onto Arthur’s bunk. There was no discontent behind those words, Arthur could tell the raven was only playing with him. That realisation motivated his answer.

“Definitely not.” He denied, but seemingly made no attempt to have Shinra leave his bed.

Shinra sat on his hands and knees, that familiar smile reclaiming his lips once again. “I would help you.”

A smirk tugged at the corner of Arthur’s mouth. “A knight doesn’t need the help of a devil. I have Excalibur and that’s all I require-”

“Why do you sleep with it? That’s so weird.” Shinra interrupted him, reaching forward and untucking the sword, pulling it away from its possessor.

Arthur blamed the lack of sleep for his slow reaction time. “Hey!” He sat up, only to have Shinra’s hand centring on his chest, keeping him pushed away and the blade held from reach. “Give it back!”

“Ah ah ah,” Shinra tutted, outstretching his arm further when Arthur feebly attempted to reach for it. “I’m just looking-”

“It’s only supposed to be touched by noble hands!” Arthur simultaneously argued and insulted.

Shinra furrowed his brows. “I have the hands of a hero! A hero is better than any nobleman!” He disputed.

Despite the situation, there was a sweet, unspoken trust between the pair. Arthur didn’t enjoy people touching his sword and yet, here he was, not putting up much of a fight to retrieve it from Shinra.

That was something Shinra could respect. He let the blade slip from between his fingertips and fall onto the floor. “Why don’t you sleep with a human and not a piece of metal? You damn weirdo!”

Arthur’s eyes diverted from the blade laying against the floor to Shinra’s face. “Excalibur is not just a ‘piece of metal’!” He argued, before sliding his arm across the back of Shinra’s neck and tugging him forward. His leg found purchase around the other’s waist, pulling him into a chokehold.

Shinra beamed, placing both his hands on Arthur’s chest and reciprocating the wrestle with the boy.

“Die!”

“No, you die!”

Their breathing grew more laboured the longer they struggled, until they mutually grew too tired to continue.

Shinra was sprawled over the top of Arthur, his face buried into the pillow beside the blond’s messy hair.

Arthur panted softly, before jabbing two of his fingers against Shinra’s side. “Get off me.” He mumbled, attempting to move but being entirely squished.

Shinra simply hummed in response. “No, I’m comfy,” He denied, but he continued to speak before Arthur could argue in retaliation. “Besides, I’m much better than a piece of metal.”

Arthur let his hand drop down to his side. Wide blue eyes were staring at the bunk above, an unsolicited stagger growing ever prevalent in his heartbeat.

“...Not a piece of metal.” He whispered softly in response after an extended period of silence.

Despite having his face buried into the pillow, Shinra’s mouth still managed to curl upward in a smile. “Whatever helps you sleep at night.” He retorted, voice muffled.

But, in the grand scheme of things, as exhaustion started to override Shinra’s consciousness, he began to realise that laying like this, so close to the blond, was what helped himself sleep at night.

And, in the morning, when the pair awoke warm and entangled, mutual screaming filled the base, as did the pounding of both their hearts.

✧༝┉┉┉┉┉˚*❋ ❋ ❋*˚┉┉┉┉┉༝✧

[Okay, I had to write about these two, I just really love their dynamic and it definitely paves the way for an enemies-friends-lovers relationship. I can imagine the pair of them having their first kiss really late at night while sharing one of their bunks (because you best believe it becomes a common occurrence). Getting caught by their acquaintances and having to feign disgust would also be amusing.]

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