!? Do Cozmez actually Trust each other !? ☆ (VD predictions)
- Hey! After reading through the lyrics for Trust Nobody, I feel like it's being strongly hinted that Nayuta is getting tired of Kanata's attitude towards certain things while Kanata is very stressed thanks to his PTSD. I believe there's an insane mix of unfortunate events going on that made stuff turn out this way. Even though I can't understand the VD (where are the people who sub those istg) just the overall vibes and lyrics of Trust Nobody lend me to believe this is the case. So let's speculate about what's going on!!
☆ Part #1 ☆ The lack of Trust (based on Trust Nobody lyrics)
- If you pay attention to the subs, it looks like there's a constant discussion going on through the whole song. Every Kanata verse keeps talking about all the stuff they've gone through as brothers, and how he doesn't Trust anyone besides Nayu. While Nayu acknowledges this, he still pretty much says the opposite about Trust. We have quotes from him like:
"It can't be helped that all can't be mutually understood, pushing values and correctness onto each other, there's no way that can be called Trust. As long as we live, there'll be a difference in our strides."
- Nayuta believes there's no trust between him and Kanata, and that's completely normal. They haven't seen each other for 2 years, Kanata had to deal with strong trauma and changed a lot overtime, while Nayuta was pretty much frozen in time and his life just restarted. Nayuta was used to the old Kanata, so he seems to be bothered by current Kanata. I'm guessing Kanata has been very overprotective (as usual) and trying to force some ideas onto him (like for example, try and make him NOT trust anyone but him). I don't think Nayu can measure just how miserable Kanata becomes when they have disagreements, but he does know he usually starts having a breakdown, so he probably doesn't know how to go around it without getting a frustrating outcome (for him) of Kanata leaving him mid sentence or just exploding on his face. This isn't anyone's fault, they just need to talk it out, but considering Kanata's stubbornness, its really hard for Nayu to even try.
☆ Part #2 ☆ The consequences of Fame? (based on VD sample)
***I'm pretty sure the first part is actually happening, but this part is more based on speculation and what I can gather from the VD without subs, take this with a grain of salt.
- For context, the VD sample seems to begin in an interview. The interviewer brings up Buraikan, which annoys the twins, but especially Kanata. After Buraikan mention, interviewer says another thing which greatly offends Kanata and leads him to complain with Nayuta, who tries to calm him down so they can continue, but Kanata just left all together leaving Nayuta by himself. After this, Kanata encounters some fans, featuring a kid and some girl invading his privacy and taking pics. Kanata reacts violently which scares the fans, until Iori comes to the rescue. SO for what I can gather Kanata seems to not be taking the fame too greatly, which can also impact Nayu's annoyance towards his attitude as of late. Kanata's mind must be pretty busy just by dealing with the stress of being with the REAL Nayu, who's a changing human being (not an illusion now) and is way harder to protect of something like that incident happening again and just the outside world, and this with going to interviews that bring out other artists all the time and pretty much ignore Kana's efforts for achieving his dreams + fans harassing him must be really messing with his mental state, which ends up harming Nayu since Kanata seems to be in a terrible mood without Nayuta knowing why. This can also be a factor as to why Kanata acted the way he did and their overall lack of trust, since
Kanata can't trust Nayuta to survive alone and Nayuta can't trust Kanata to let him live and explore by himself.
- Okay so, this is all I have!! We'll see how close I was when the actual VD releases.... Shiver me timbers. I love analysing Kanata but it's 3am so excuse any grammar errors or typos. 😭😭
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there’s an anti trans rally tomorrow… it’s gonna be in the entirely of north America.
i’m gonna be risking and skipping my important classes and possible university degree because this is a serious issue which is also the source of my anxiety.
i have to do this because if this protest causes a bad thing to happen, then i won’t be going to university either way.
And it’s true, you can’t trust anyone nowadays, for they might betray you in the end.
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This body was taken. Touched by strangers and abused at their hands. I dress I may never wear again after thinking it was a perfect St Patrick’s day outfit to enjoy with people I thought were safe. People I thought were friends. My mind turned off with the powers of alcohol and my body betrayed me in the worst way any woman imagines. Not a single memory but a bruise for each moment lost to blackness. Stemming from the destruction comes sobriety and healing so all may not be lost yet. I feel so disgusting and empty regardless. The camera documented size and color of each mark and the qtips took my flesh but not enough to feel clean. I may never feel my skin is safe again….
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Trust Nobody...
The thick plotens...
Thumbnail I made for yet another new ‘TF2 Moments’ video!
Watch it here if you feel so inclined!
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