#yey autism

[luzisahomosexual]

The foxes just won another game. Neil waddles over to Andrew to celebrate using his racket cos he’s so exhausted. When he gets there, he smiles at him before falling to the floor. Without a word, Andrew sits down in front of him. They both sit there silently, staring into each others eyes with their foreheads pressed together.

And that’s how the press and fans started speculating about their relationship😋

#I can’t write for shit but they have been taking up 99% of my thoughts for the past 2 weeks and #I keep imagining lil scenarios like this so thought I’d post one if idk #this is probably rlly cringe but wtva💀 #HELP THEY HAVE CHANGED MY BRAIN CHEMISTRY #I CANT GO 10 MINUTES WITHOUT THINKING OF THEM #AND THE BOOKS IN GENERAL #I GET HYPERFIXATIONS ALL THE TIME BUT THEY ARE RARELY AS INTENSE AS THIS😭 #the last time it was this bad was when young royals s1 first came out and #I felt physically sick if I wasn’t watching the show #like literally #I had a shower and after it I was literally rolling round on the floor cos I felt so sick #love that #yey autism #woop woop #andreil #all for the game #andrew minyard #neil josten #andreil have taken over my life

[cate-to-minore]

making "adulting" my new hyperfixation (I've been researching and I'm about to start a journal with everything I learn, from life tips to lists of must-have and routines) so when I can be prepared for the rest of my life, since right now I'm absolutely not managing

#adulting #i am not mentally well #i am not prepared #but i will be #just you wait and see #i hope this is me cracking the code #random #adult life #life tips #life #lifestyle #yey #bye #idk #hyperfixation #autism #neurodivergent

[microwaved-cheese-sandwich]

ITS MY BITHDAY. IM NINENEEN

#YEY #autism squeaks

[dariusztheboogiemen]

TW BLOOD

i draw my ocs

they are silly

i love them

#oc #digital art #artwork #silly #oc art #my ocs #autism vs adhd #yey :3 #:3 #idk what else to tag

[v01d3nt1ty]

this autism discovery thing is really bonkers. i have had a *notoriously* poor memory. i've only been able to recall lil snatches of my childhood for most of my adult life.

so now that i'm thinking on my life & ways i have historically experienced neurodivergent traits, my brain is learning how to remember. (it was only a couple of yrs ago when i learned this meant trauma.)

the point is.

i now have these absolute random memories of a time when i was very much being autistic &, ofc, the shame i was caused to feel bc i was an undiagnosed autistic child & i was doing smth i "shouldn't."

for example.

when i was abt 10 yrs old, close to the end of 5th grade, we had a Major Assignment that counted for like ½ of our grade. (like really? wtf. we're children.) anyway we had to do a report about a state that we chose.

i (inwardly) panicked bc i had No Fkn Clue what i was supposed to do. by that time i was already extremely timid & intimidated by authority, so i felt too scared to ask an Adult (also, it would mean i was stupid for not being able to figure out how to do something everyone else seemed to know how to do, & i was Gifted.) i don't remember much of that 2 wks, but i do remember anxiety & lying (i NEVER lied - i still don't - & it felt bad) to both my guardians (my mom, my grandparents)& my teacher abt how i was coming along on the report.

(idk why i didn't ask my bff for help, i'm going to guess it's bc i was always second to her & i didn't want to look stupid.)

anyway, time came to hand it in & i didn't. i was panicking so much like holy shit this is bad i'm going to get yelled at i'm not going to pass & i won't graduate w my friends & peers. i had a tummy ache all day & everything felt hazy. dissociation i suppose.

so after we get home, i'm playing w probably barbies idk but i'm playing on the floor, absolutely panicking, when my grandma gets a call from my teacher ofc. she comes & asks me what happened to the report & i was like "my teacher must have lost it." my grandma already knows i'm full of shit, but ig she decided to humor me, & says she'll call her back & ask her to look for it. & she was like you better hope she finds it. so she calls the teacher, recounting what i had said & ofc she doesn't have it. my grandma busts in & starts *screaming* at me. i start sobbing like i'm sorry i'm sorry. all i really remember was her saying "'SHE LOST IT, MY FOOT!" which even in my current emotional state i thought was weird. she repeated it like she was so furious she couldn't think of other words.

eventually she stormed out (probably yelling something like "what am i going to do with you?" & i sobbed for what felt like hrs (& might have been for all i know. i feel like i missed dinner idk.)

anyway, she actually does come & apologize at some point, probably hugs me & tells me she loves me, & says she'll try to figure it out, SIGH.

so, it got figured out, i graduated with my friends & peers. i had to do the report over the summer, & my grandma made me do an extra one for punishment.

IT. WAS. UNBEARABLY. BORING. but i got through it ok.

holy crap, did i just heal my trauma? maybe this will stop the nightmares i have abt not doing the work, not passing, & not being able to graduate (except in my dreams it's hs which is a Much Bigger Deal. sometimes i'm failing out of college instead of just dropping out like i did.)

just now recognising my grandma's inability to regulate her emotions.

🙃🙃🙃

#adhd #autism #actually autistic #audhd #trauma #yey trauma memories

[inkstainedhandswithrings]

TBB S2 EP 9 Thoughts!

quick heads up, I'm switching from using a cut and tags as a spoiler warning to just tags. if you don't wanna be spoiled on this blog, please block the tags tbb s2, tbb s2 spoilers, tbb spoilers!

OKAY WAAAAA THIS EP KILLED ME!!! here's the thoughts!!!

Omega missing Echo i'm-

dont talk to me im crying

srsly I watched this ep at the airport (maybe I should've allowed some slight spoilers on this one) and I almost cried in public bc WAAAAA feels

loved seeing Hunters heightened senses in action and also the others trusting them without question

yanno I always assumed Wrecker carries the heavy stuff bc the others physically can't, but Tech just went "fine." and swung that thing over his shoulder like a bag pack wtf

Yanno the guys might not mention it, but the way they're all super tense and keep bickering? yeah, they miss Echo too. And Cross. Confirmed. I'm not taking criticism at this time, thank you.

I'm surprised Tech was initially sounding so apathetic, but.... the "What's your issue?" comment felt..... okay wait, lemme backtrack

my dad has autism and he would often speak to me like that, not realising how hurtful it sounds. He'd also defend himself the same way Tech did in the ep ("I was only telling the truth", "that's just what the situation is, we have to deal with it regardless of how we feel abt it"). So when Tech talked to her like that? dang man, that hit home hard

obv I don't blame him for that! that's just how his brain works, it's not his fault!

but I love that they went there, yanno? they addressed the communication issue between Tech and Omega.

She now understands him a little more and he understands her a bit better

YEY FOR CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT!!!!

The way Tech just,,, jumped in after Omega

Like he left behind his helmet, his datapad, the mineral, all of it

hell he didn't even know if he was jumping to his death or not! he didn't know there'd be a river there!!

Tech for the win, that's all I'm saying

#10/10 episode #I'm still at the airport but will likely watch the ep again when I'm home #and then release more thoughts #bc this!!!! #yes!!! #star wars #the bad batch #the bad batch season 2 #star wars the bad batch #tbb s2 #tbb s2 spoilers #tbb spoilers #anyway #tbb tech #tbb echo #tbb omega #tbb crosshair #tbb wrecker #tbb hunter

[dollyslyfe]

If i were dating you I'd make you hot chocolate and get us matching pajamas for movie nights <3

-ave

Ave I love you

I always drink my hot chocolate cold unless it was made in a very specific way (autism things Yey) I LOVE MATCHING PJS AND LOVE LOVE MOVIR NIGHTS

Do you like ghibli??? And Disney?? My fave movies to watch for chill nights in<3

#dollys blessings #ave </3

[captaindibbzy]

Idk if it's a left over from COVID, or the weird Christmas to New Year diet, but my gut is a bastard and I really can't be fucking arsed to do battle with the doctor's office to get an appointment so I'm really just hoping it fucks off soon cause it's interfering with brain function and also it hurts like 80% of the time. Not mega pain, but 3/10 is certainly enough for me to be aware it is there, and also I have a history of not being able to recognise when I am in pain (yey autism) so it might actually be worse than that and I'll only realise in 3 to 5 business days.

#personal

[horsegamesins]

New intro yey

Allu/Axxu│ 20 │ any pronouns

Asperger's syndrome & SNHL

Welcome internet people. I am a horse game nerd, what else is there to say?

(I am so bad at introductions gahh)

I like horses, used to ride every week until the beginning of 2023, and I wanna eventually become a saddler (or whatever you call someone who makes horse tack). My other interests include music, video games, and anime.

I have 4 sso accounts across 3 regions. My main is at level 23, and I have been playing since 2020. you can find me on: Carrot Cove: Alexis Lowpeak Spring Star: Phoenix Winding Night Sprinkles: Eden Serpentgarden

Sometimes I make hobbyhorses and fursuits.

I also do furry art, if you wish to follow my work you can find me on Twitter, Bluesky, & Furaffinity as @Axxstripes, but be aware that all of them contain NSFW material.

Tag guide: All horse games get tagged as themselves, e.g. #Star Stable Online #Tales of Rein Ravine #Ranch of Rivershine and so on, nothing fancy

#nonhorsegame - everything that isn't horse games #horseposting - horse pictures #tismposting - autism brr #personal - anything about me & my life #metatag - anything about this blog

#sso spoilers - sso story bits, horses, events, etc. that sse has released. #sso leaks - unreleased sso stuff from non-official sources

#Al's ssocs - my sso characters #Al's sso ponies - my in-game sso horses #my art - self explanatory #others art - ditto #pin - stuff I wanna come back to (but probably wont)

#personal #metatag #pinned post

[revoleotion]

Can you tell me more about Dawn?

I CAN ALWAYS TELL YOU MORE ABOUT DAWN

(vibrating intensely) pls send more asks if there's anything specific you want to know but...

some basics? Did I ever do this on this blog?

first off, there are two "versions" of Dawn, the original way I wrote him and am playing him in the Pen and Paper... and the version I did for playing him in bg3, lovingly dubbed DNDawn by my DM.

A few facts about OG!Dawn:

he's a Chiss sky-walker who retired (read: lost his connection to the Force) at 17, which is pretty late for a Chiss but still pretty traumatizing. He spent the months leading up to retirement trying to stop the loss of his Sight or at least trying to find a way to be useful in other ways, but he still had to leave eventually

right before that, he met the human sent to the chiss ascendancy (Eli Vanto), which inspired a conversation about a life outside of the ascendancy. Vibes wise, I was going for a parallel of that conversation between Thrawn and Thalias in Chaos Rising!

anyway, Dawn didn't leave immediately after retiring, though. He went to an academy for a few years, where he had a roommate that he suspects might have been a sky-walker too but they never actually talked about it. Her fate is uncertain too but she probably died shortly before graduation. Dawn actually got a degree from that academy, which he never mentions and does not care about in the slightest

once he had his degree, he got a tattoo done (on his back, a star constellation only seen from Csilla), chose the new name Dawn so that lesser space inhabitants can properly address him, and fucked off to meet an Imperial contact Eli gave him

it turned out pretty quickly that Dawn was not Empire material, and he didn't care for it either, but this information is important because it shows that his first contact with the Empire was neutral (+ knowing that Thrawn ended up working with them also helped shape Dawn's opinion of that regime). This opinion changed later, of course, but it's important that he didn't immediately hate the Empire or distrust its members

and this is how he eventually ended up with the torment crew! yey! and that's when the campaign started and....... well. shit happened.

he's also trans (most, if not all, sky-walkers are girls, but he never really vibed with that) and very, very gay.

dawn gets to use a mechanic that i lovingly refer to as the "autism dice" where sometimes my DM makes me roll in conversations with other crew members to see if dawn notices the deeper meaning/sarcasm in other character's words (most of the time I didn't notice it either, and if I fail, he's not explaining it to me either, Dawn & I just have to live with it. rude (jk jk, I agreed to this))

my favorite thing about Dawn is how he views himself as a tool but sometimes (very, VERY rarely, and ESPECIALLY when he's tired/not thinking straight) slips into this mindset of "excuse me, do you know who you are talking to??". no matter how alienated he feels from other chiss, he is one, and maybe those legends about chiss not reacting well to being betrayed are true after all.

since sky-walkers get their memory purged to avoid any unnecessary feelings/homesickness, Dawn does not remember his childhood or family. It also means he has no idea of his original family name. He has a twin sister but will very likely never learn that or meet her. After his service as a sky-walker, he got adopted into the Irizi family, hence his name.

Dawn has very strong feelings about being compared to Thrawn, mostly about the fact that he's a Mitth and how dare people compare him to a Mitth??

the thing I struggled with the most when creating him and playing him in early sessions was his moral alignment. He was pretty much a blank slate, due to the memory purging and being used as a military child weapon most of his life... so this didn't make it any easier. By now, I have his alignment and loyals figured out though! It's more complex than I first expected, and the fun bit is that he is now very torn between wanting to do what's best for the crew and the connection he's feeling towards the guy speaking to him through the sith holocron, mostly because he is grysk (and therefore, from the same region as Dawn AND his mortal enemy but you know what, we can excuse that as long as we get homoeroticism and narrative foils)

dawnkallig. my beloved. i should write another essay on my pnp side blog

ANYWAY this got long. Tell me if I should talk more about the DNDawn version (who shows up in my bg3 fanfics)...... or if you have any more random questions about my boy!

#just torment crew things #dawn

[ierwho]

I literally turned 27 before I actually started realizing something’s wrong with me

and turns out it’s autism :) yey

[milfcutlawquane]

Damn... i sometimes i want to go back to when i was a daft punk fan... the autism was very very strong there but i was a complete freak about those two.... and yey life was simpler.....

#🧚🏾‍♀️

[outrealm-gates]

Idk why but since I've seen it a bit in response to awful people I thought about if there are 5+ women who feel comfortable/safe around me

And I'm happy to say with confidence yes. I even got a little autism tingle in the comfort that I can acknowledge it without doubt.

Yey ;w;

[lacefuneral]

Hello! List 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox of the last ten people that reblogged something from you! Get to know your mutuals and followers :D ❤️

yey! first ask game in a while, ty

1. I really like roses. Like, I wouldn't necessarily say that it's my Favorite Flower, but its one that I think is pretty and smells nice and tastes nice when used in foods. So any time I encounter something with rose in it I'm like !!!!! And then, ofc it's a flower that is mostly associated with love, so I think that's very sweet. Also, rather than taking up another answer slot: this is true of vanilla as well. Love the smell and taste of vanilla, and I rather obnoxiously have it in everything. Lotions, body-washes, body spray, perfume. So imagine my blog smelling like both of these things.

2. I love skirts, and I have a few of them. I don't wear them very often, but it makes me happy when I do. I miss dresses a lot. Before I transitioned I had a ton of cheap sundresses. And I'd like to get some again someday.

3. Making things makes me happy. It's hard with chronic pain, executive function issues. But the act of drawing, or making collage, or editing a video, or writing a poem - it feels very freeing. Especially if what I was working on was especially challenging. I think that's one of the reasons I miss college so much. I miss carving linoleum, swiping ink through silk screens, developing photographs in the dark room. I even miss ceramics, even though it was a medium I struggled with and wasn't the most pleasant for me sensory-wise. Like, I tried to sculpt a TV, but the form became all lopsided because I wasn't very skilled, and I ended up really liking it as it was. Like a sort of surreal, melting, Dalí sort of thing. And I leaned into that when I painted it.

4. Curating things. Probably due to an autism/OCD intersection. I love love love making playlists, running sideblogs where I collate a bunch of different art or photos together, making pinterest boards, assembling gifts for friends and family, putting outfits together (when I have the energy), customizing my blog themes, etc. - I love it so much when I have disparate objects or concepts and I connect them. Probably why collage as an art form has always been something I enjoy.

5. Supporting independent artists/small businesses. Not just because I Acquire Object, but because I feel like I'm helping someone instead of my money going to a faceless corporation run by a billionaire. It especially makes me feel emotional when I buy from other trans artists. Like "whoa, you and I are in different parts of the world and despite our physical distance we share a fundamental part of ourselves and you made this item with your own two hands and now it is in my hands. and i will treasure it forever."

#replies #anonymous #ask game

[greenun0reversecard]

HOHOHOHO PEOPLE, THUS IS THE RULES AND THINGY AREAS

I AM AN ANGST PERSON SO I WILL WRITE ANY KIND OF ANGST EVEN THE DARKEST SHIT, UNFORTUNATELY I WILL NOT WRITE SMUT CUZ NO AND ANY BLOGS ARE WELCOME HERE CUZ WE ALL NEED THE ANGST TO MAKE TEA TO MAKE US CRY AND THEN CHARACTER AI OR COMFORT STORIES HELP US ALL, DONT THEY?

Idk who tf I write for but I can write for izuku (cuz I still have a weird obsession with izuku THATS WHY MY PFP IS TOGA and yet I ship toga and ochako)

I AM BISEXUAL, HOMOPHOBIC BOTS I WILL BONK U WITH THE BLOCK BAT (BUTTON)

I AM A CAT MOM WITH 2 BEAUTIFUL CATS, SEBASTIAN AND TEAPOT

YES CHILDREN MURDER IS ALLOWED.

If you find me weird then that's okay but rn I'm in the middle of getting tested for autism so idk if that's what's with me but yey.

IM IN YU-GI-IO FANDOM, MHA FANDOM, FNAF FANDOM, ANIMAL CROSSING FANDOM, IM IN BOOKTOK TOO.

EVERYONE PLZ DONT BLOCK ME, I WONT INTERACT WITH UR BLOG UNLESS ITS A FUNNY THINGY AND I WANT TO REPOST IT (THIS WILL BE UPDATED EVERY GOD DAMN YEAR) I LOVE BOOKS, ALWAYS GOT TOO MANY AND YET KEEP BUYING THEM AND NOT READING THEM ALL YET SO I HAVE ALOT TO CATCH UP ON.

I HAVE WEIRD TASTE IN MEN AND I DAMN KNOW IT.

IM A GOLDEN RETRIVER FEMALE WITH BLOND HAIR AND BLUE EYES.

#blog rules

[dollyslyfe]

So needy for a devotional blog… How cute. It almost makes us want to make one!

~ 🫀

I can’t tell if you’re being serious (yey autism) nd I’m too excited to care I would die a thousand deaths for this. I‘m so endlessly tired but not too tired to respond

Please do that I would die for you.

Okay I got a little embarrassing there uhm

Ily sleep well<3 I really need to sleep cuz I have P.e 1/2 period tmrw </3

(Too tired to color m so sorry)

#dollys blessings #dollys 🫀 #I’m being so Fr #i will love you for eternity #if you do #maybe I’ll throw you a bone #like my insta #:3