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when it rains, i can hear my heart cry for no reasons a sudden change of mood, it creates a time for realizations about things i dont usually think when the weather is bright.

rain allows me to listen to silence, grasp what is happening in life lately, allowing myself to understand the present.

time is slow when the rain starts to pour, life starts to slow down when we see raindrops

#romance #rainyday #rainymood

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This film been on my mind for days now. Can't say enough how good it is

#lgbtqia #film #lgbt film

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11 days in work can I do this everyday? help me

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I think I like girls

#in denial #confused

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quarantine life is great and also bad

i miss waking up early in the morning going to school

but i also love being alone at home

#quarantine #school #life #quaratine life

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Color of the Year 💛 2021 can't wait to see what you have for us! pls give us a good year Go manifest your visions!✨ #makeup #makeupartistsworldwide #undiscoveredmuas #undiscoveredmakeupartist #yellowmakeup #yellowlook #glowup #2021 #newyear #newyear2021 #makeupideas #makeuplooks #makeupph #makeupforever https://www.instagram.com/p/CJgVBrQJO5D/?igshid=12cd226m3xa99

#makeup #makeupartistsworldwide #undiscoveredmuas #undiscoveredmakeupartist #yellowmakeup #yellowlook #glowup #2021 #newyear #newyear2021 #makeupideas #makeuplooks #makeupph #makeupforever

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Im 20 and in this time of ny life i can't wish anything rather than a good health for my fam and world peace. I don't wish for tangible things because i can get it not now but sooner i can get it if i want. I can't wish anything anymore at this time of my life (am i making any sense?)

Also yesteray nov 18 2020 i buy things for a friend i never been too invested in a friendship ever sa pagkakaalala ko. I was like am i just being pressured or im just presurring myself or i just pure love to my friend i don't know there this feeling i can't name. I do say that im emotionless on things and people i don't give compliments something i just dont care and everything because i just hate creating conversation (but sometimes i do the first action to make conversation, then just turns out to be and casual and non friendship starter) im not a people person what i just discovered last time lol. So basically i hate people, that's why i do have a very small to almost none existent friends, i do have friends "close friends" but i do not feel the affection? Or them care for me or did just my emotionless button pop and don't sense anything errr. But my closest friends are my journal and things because i was materialistic but not in a bad way tho, i just do love things i like seeing and having them (my personal love my things my bff) i do not have bff like super really close. I just hate people im lucky if people like me and do like my company, i not good at creating good company

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I knew before that I don't see myself living in my town and country, it just different for me, it feels like I'm trap in a bubble were you can't excel in a field of art and especially expressing yourself. There these standards the community sets that you should follow this and that like you're in a cycle, like continuing your parents legacy that you should be have something that you done for them ( i sound like a brat but common standards of asian parents like "you should be like us, a successful engineer a teacher" "I want you to be like this that blah blah) i don't want another boring cycle of life like anyone else. They don't support me in the creative side but support on the serious and having a job that i don't want to.

It just frustrates me thinking maybe after I graduate college i could be the "another boring cycle of life" like some people has. I want to be successful in a field I really passionate and love.

So maybe and I truly wish I can moved to another country

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There this one song that will instantly remind you a particular experience in your life that you forget but when a song suddenly plays, it comes back. All the happiness or sadness, sour and sweet moments, or unexplainable emotion you can only know.

I love how one song can give you that rollercoaster ride, reminding where you were then to where are you now.

#emotions #personal #music #music blog #diary #online diary

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My babies

CHARLIE ST. GEORGE AND ALEX STANDALL 13 Reasons Why (4x09 - “Prom”)

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ZACH DEMPSEY AND ALEX STANDALL 13 Reasons Why (4x01 - “Winter Break”)

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One of the greatest film I've watched

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photoquoteography:

Juno (2007)

Hand drawn lettering.

Someday gonna say this to my fav person

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Just visited our loved ones in the cemetery.

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Seeing u everyday is a pleasure to me. Everyday is my opportunity to look at u all i want.

Can't handle this emotion so im writing this for you hope u can read this.

-love, ton bèguin secret