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lost on you | part XVI

MIYA ATSUMU X PLUS SIZE, FEMALE READER

words count : 5633

chapter warning : blood mentioned (nosebleed)

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With a heavy sigh (because why could your brain never shut up?), you knew, no matter how often you told yourself, you would finally end it - for real this time! - you never would. Because, despite you constantly worrying and overthinking it, you secretly (or not so secretly) loved the attention Tsumu gave you. The way he made you feel loved and desired… even if he was faking it, probably, still made you feel special just for once. Even if you would never know his real reason and even if you were a little scared that, in the end, maybe he only did it to hurt you as a revenge for how you treated him the past years, you didn’t have it in you to end it. Though, when the day would come – and it inevitably would – when he would break this weird situationship off, you weren’t sure if you could handle that rejection.

Though despite knowing all that, you wanted to get “loved” for just a little longer, even if it was just a fake love; you wanted to indulge in the fantasy of “dating Osamu”, or whatever at that point, and continue the relationship  you had. Even if it meant more pain in the end, when it all would inevitably crumble to pieces.  You never imagined you would accustom so quickly to the way things were between you and Atsumu now, but being touch- and love-starved sure helped a ton with that. Although it sure was a little bit embarrassing and you wondered if he ever found you desperate…

Regardless, the whole “you would totally end it all for good this time” was yet another empty threat you told yourself to feel better about your childish little sarcastic comment you made.

“Hey, Senpai!”, Ruka’s sudden greeting made you jump. You were so caught up in your own thoughts, you didn't even hear her come inside.

“Ruka! What are ya doing here?”            

“Thought I’d come and help ya.”, she grinned and immediately got to work to fill up another tray with cups of water.

You were speechless for a second, but then quickly turned to her properly. As much as the thought of them dating honestly really annoyed you (and you hated that you couldn't even figure out why the hell it did to that extend), you had to apologize to her for being so sarcastically rude like a toddler.

“Thank ya Ruka, and I’m sorry. I… was really childish just now. The whole Osamu-Mia thing, ya know…it’s been rough, but that was still uncalled for, so I mean… if ya like Tsumu, we could try something an-“

“Oh my God, (Y/n)-senpai, noooo.”, she immediately waved her hands then crossed them to show an X, emphasizing her next words even more with that gesture, “Aaaabsolutely hell to the fuck no! Atsumu-senpai is objectively hot, yeah, and generally a nice guy and a great Senpai and friend, but that’s literally it. He is SO not my type. I don’t harbor any feelings for him that would go beyond friendship. His chaotic ass is someone else’s problem one day, deeeeeefinitely not mine.”, then she laughed and teasingly elbowed you.

“I just wanted to tease ya a little and it worked, hahaha. It’s okay. Ya didn’t hurt my feelings or anything.”

“Oh… Rukaaaaa”, you whined and then pouted, “Ya so mean, teasing me like that.”, then playfully and gently elbowed her back.

“I didn't think it would work on ya, Senpai, since it’s Atsumu-senpai, ya know? Or could it be… ya actually liiiike-”

“What no!?”, you hastily refused and laughed nervously, “Hell no. I mean.. like yer said, it’s Atsumu. His chaotic ass is someone else’s problem one day, not mine. I don't even like him like that, like yeah he is nice and funny and all, but still he’s my best friend, just that. I mean, we even shared a crib together, so I can’t even imagine feeling anything more than friendship for him, ya know?”

You knew damn well that Ruka did not buy that at all, her raised eyebrow and the suppressed grin didn't do a good job at hiding that either. But, she simply nodded in agreement and turned back to her tray.

“Mn, I totes get that, Senpai.”

With a small sigh, you were glad she just accepted your awkward way of explaining to her that you absolutely did not harbor any feelings for the older twin. Well, despite some sexual feelings, but that was normal, given the friends-with-benefits thing you’ve got going on, but other than that? You did not feel anything!

Thankfully, by the time you were done, both of you giggled again as you walked out of the Ryokan, each carrying a tray with cups of water.

Simply glad you didn’t make things awkward between Ruka and you, you walked back to the beach. Your conversation continued as you walked and you were simply happy you could forget about the weird situation you were in for a moment. Truly… only for a moment though.

As you walked to the spot with the volleyball net, the boys were in a heated battle still, but Ruka didn’t care at all. With a cheerful “(Y/n)-senpai and I are back, guys!” she got the attention of everyone. Well, no. She got the attention of one – only one.

The moment Atsumu heard your name, he physically couldn’t stop himself from turning his head. Since, the moment he realized you were gone, he had slightly less fun playing against his former team mates. So, naturally, when he heard you were back, he wanted to confirm and look for himself.

Oh, how foolish of him.

He watched as your face went from a smile to a panicked expression in just a second when you looked over. The next thing he heard was your frantic “Tsumu look out!” and when he inevitably looked up, there was no time to react as the volleyball landed directly in his face.

Now, it wasn’t just lightly served over the net. It was a full blown, full force spike from his brother that hit him right in the face. Safe to say, the force of the spike knocked him off his feet and he fell backwards into the sand, his hands immediately covering his aching face. A wave of embarrassment, and also pain, brought tears to his eyes.

“Miya-kun are you alright?!” Mia immediately yelled and ran up to him. Ugh, her voice made the throbbing pain even more unbearable.

When he glanced up, she, as well as the others, circled him as he laid there in the sand. Just hearing her “That looked really painful, are you alright!?” annoyed him so unbelievably much and he really wanted to shout at her to shut the fuck up for once and leave him alone. However, the moment he heard your “Tsumu! Ya good?!”, he didn’t feel that bad anymore.

“Yeah…” Though, when he finally moved his hands from his face, it probably didn’t look “good” to you and he probably knew why, when he felt something warm trickle down his nose to his lips. Tsumu witnessed something beautiful that moment when you, who stood further away, immediately pushed through Suna and Samu plus appendage (Mia) - as they stood closest to him - and shoved Osamu’s girlfriend to the side that way. She squeaked, stumbled and dramatically fell against her boyfriend. If only you would rush to see him without that worried expression on your face.

“Okay, come on. Sit up. Now.”, you said, grabbed his hands and pulled him into a sitting position. The blood immediately dripped faster and his knee-jerk reaction was to hiss a “Fuck!” and tilt his head back, but you knew better.

“Head down! Or do yer wanna drink ya own blood, idiot?”, you said and pushed his head down so the blood freely dropped onto the sand. Even that made his heart jump. After all, weren't you just worried about him? How was he not supposed to be happy about that?

Everyone just quietly watched once you plopped down in front of him, probably because they had such accidents back in high school and you had handled those as well, so they didn’t interfere with your work. Slowly, the circle disappeared, also thanks to Ruka who tried to bribe them with the cups of water. Though, all of that didn't matter to Atsumu any longer when you gently cupped his unscathed cheek and slightly turned his head.

“Do ya feel dizzy? Think yer can stand? Let’s see... Yer cheek’s all red and it seems like ya have a cut on the lip…Nose looks good though.”, you inspected his face and even though he knew it was the worst timing, Atsumu felt a little… shy? Because you were so close and also worried about him. It did make his heart flutter a little.

“Nah, not dizzy. Should be fine.”

“Okay, let’s go back though, just to be safe. That was no light spike, we gotta observe and make sure ya don’t have a concussion.” 

“Don’t worry so much, (Y/n), he’s an idiot with a head of steel. Honestly, I hope the volleyball’s okay.”, Samu made light of the situation.

“Samu!”, you immediately looked up with an angry scowl, making his twin visibly flinch and Atsumu thought he heard a small “My bad.”, before you turned back to him, “Let’s go.”

Akagi, Suna and Aran had to quickly look away, because that was awkward. Ruka was just stunned, because throughout all the years she knew you, she had never heard you talk back to Osamu like that. At least not in that sort of tone, usually you would have playfully “exhorted” him, but never meant too seriously. Samu looked a bit embarrassed and uncomfortable, since you would usually laugh at his stupid remarks to make fun of his brother.

But, no one was probably as shocked, to be quite honest, as Atsumu.

He wondered if anyone was capable of hearing his heartbeat because of how fiercely it thumped inside his chest. Atsumu didn’t even know what to say, he just let himself get pulled up by you into a standing position and accepted his t-shirt as a cloth for his blood. Even though he stumbled for a moment, he quickly gained back control over his limbs and was able to walk normally.

You had never told off Osamu before. Especially not in regards to him and that was even more amazing.

“Thanks.” That was all he managed to say, but you just shook your head and made sure to walk closely by his side, just so he wouldn’t suddenly stumble and fall.

The walk back to the Ryokan was wrapped in silence.

“Wait, lemme get the sand off ya or aunty will be livid if we drag that inside.”, you said once you reached the Ryokan and quickly started brushing it off. It showed him once more how comfortable you had become with one another, when you didn’t even think twice about it and patted the sand off his butt and worked your way down his legs to his ankles.

A small shiver ran down his spine, but he kept still otherwise. Who knew all he had to do was get a volleyball spiked in his face for you to be so cute and couple-y with him?

After that procedure, you went inside, snuck past his aunt, so she wouldn’t unnecessarily worry, and got back to your room for the week. Once you pulled out the big towel on the futon, so he could sit down, you looked at his face again.

“Okay, the bleeding has already stopped, so that’s a good sign. Do ya still feel okay? Not foggy or dizzy or anything? Vision’s good?”, you asked him all sorts of questions and Atsumu just nodded.

“All’s good. I’m getting a headache though, but I think that’s inevitable after getting spiked that hard. Otherwise, I’m a-okay.” He even gestured the “Ok”-sign with his fingers as he grinned a little.

“Good. Tell me if anything changes though. We don’t wanna risk anything.”

“Mn.”

Atsumu watched as you got a little something from your suitcase. When you came back to the futon, he realized it was a small emergency pouch.

“Always prepared, huh?”, he teased you and you just playfully slapped his arm with the back of your hand.

“Good thing I am always prepared for something to go wrong, huh? Ever since we were little, ya would get into a fight with Samu or do something else stupid and hurt yourself.”

Now that it seemed he was okay, Atsumu was happy to see you were visibly more relaxed and teased him back.

“I know. Thanks for always being prepared and helping me out.”, he earnestly said.

“It’s okay… I guess that’s my cross to bear being friends with two hotheaded idiot twins.”, you dramatically sighed and in the end, you both chuckled before you properly tended to the wound on his lip.

For a few moments, he was quiet as you dabbed disinfectant solution on his lip and cleaned the small cut. Then he said, “Thank you, though. Not only for that, but also for standing up for me against Samu.”

“Eh, I wouldn’t call it “standing up” per se, he just said something stupid that was totally unnecessary in that situation, but yeah. No problem.”, you smiled at him so cutely he seriously couldn’t help himself anymore.

Thus, he interrupted your cleaning and leaned forward, kissing you fully on your lips, even if his stung a little. Sadly, you pulled back almost immediately. However, not because, as he believed, you were uncomfortable, rather because you were worried.

“Oii ya dummy, doesn’t that hurt??”

“Mnnn…”, he playfully tilted his head back and forth to ‘think’, though then he grinned, “A little. But it’s fine, I wanna kiss yer fully or … do ya hate it…?”

“Well it did feel a little weird and the disinfectant’s kinda gross…”, you got a little quieter at the end and before he could even say something, you had already cupped the cheek that was spared from the spike and leaned in for another kiss.

Atsumu was confused at first when he felt your touch, but the second your soft lips brushed against his, he was smitten. Reaching out to cup your own cheek, he pulled you in closer. He didn’t care about the slight burn, all he felt was that twinge in his stomach he always got when his feelings for you were about to explode. Seriously, he was just so happy, despite getting spiked in the face.

When he pulled back, Atsumu couldn’t contain his stupid happy grin. Though you just sighed and playfully shook your head with an eye roll, before you got back to treating his small wounds.

“So, do yer wanna take a shower to get all the sand off and then lie down?”, you asked while you put away your emergency pouch again.

“Mnnn maybe. My head’s kinda hurting and sleep would probably fix it but I dunno, I don’t wanna stay inside. You?”

“Yeah, I mean it’s such a nice day, but I mean, ya should probably really rest up after that hit. I honestly think I’ll just do my nails if I already have the time. They do be looking a little ugly because of all the exam stress. And I did bring my polish and stuff… Mhnn…”

He watched as you inspected your nails that were usually painted, though now most of the polish had flaked off. Atsumu knew, because it was an open secret he loved looking at you, so of course he also noticed the little details. Besides, he absolutely loved it when you had freshly painted nails, because it just looked so good with your hand wrapped around his co-

“So? What d’ya think? Wanna join me outside for a painting session or wanna stay here and rest up until the others come back from their hike?”, you interrupted his naughty thoughts and he immediately got bashful, as if you had just caught him in a very risqué situation.

Coughing a little, he tried to calm down again and then looked up to meet your eyes.

“Yeah I’ll join ya. Just gimme 10 minutes and I’m ready.”

15 minutes later, you and Atsumu sat down at one of the benches the Ryokan offered as a form of relaxation. He sat across from you, watching as you put your nail polish and other things onto the table.

“Ya know… I’m actually happy that happened.”

“Excuseee me, (Y/n)?”, he dramatically exclaimed and faked a shocking expression.

“No!”, you laughed and softly kicked his shin, “I didn’t mean it like that. I wish ya didn’t have to get injured for that. But ya know… getting away from Mia and Samu, just... having a little time to breath and think. I feel like everything that happened in the last like two months is insane and happened in such rapid succession. I mean, them…then the thing we’ve got going on, final exams, this trip. Like it’s crazy how quickly time flies, really.”

With his head leaning on his arms that rested on the table, he could only nod and grumble in approval. A lot did happen in such a short amount of time, but, his goal was still clear: Make you fall in love with him and forget his brother. No matter how long it took or how much he would get hurt in the process, if you would confidently and with all your heart choose him over Samu one day, he could die happy. And if one day, you chose someone else as your partner, he would stop trying, but until that day, Atsumu was not ready to give up.

“All good? The stank of the acetone is not too bad?”

The way you worriedly asked him was just adorable. He shook his head with a happy little smile adorning his lips, “Everything’s fine.”, and then he continued to watch as you removed the old polish and prepped your nails.

Honestly, as he watched you file and shape your nails, he wondered if you would do it to him as well. More jokingly than anything, Atsumu then reached out his hand and shook it a little as he asked with an amused undertone, “Can ya do mine, too?”

For a second, you seemed confused, which was to be expected, but he didn’t think you would euphorically take his hand and nod in excitement.

“Hell yeah. Ya know, my secret dream was always to become a nail tech, if uni or something didn’t work out that was like my backup plan, so I’d actually love to do that. Can I paint them too?”

You looked up with a sparkle in your beautiful eyes – that’s when he knew he could never possibly say no to that.

“Sure, I mean I asked and a little bit of polish doesn’t hurt.”

“Awesome. I did bring my forest green polish with me ‘cuz I thought it’d matched with the vibes around the Ryokan pretty well. It does have some sparkle to it though…”

“I don’t mind, gimme.”

Quite honestly, watching you smile and be so happy about this, truly made him the happiest. After all the shit you went through over the last weeks, seeing you ecstatic like that warmed his heart. If he knew he could make you happy just by offering to get his nails painted by you, he would have done that sooner. And to top it off, he could feel your touch as you held his hand and worked on it, so this was truly a win-win situation for him.

“Ya know, I always thought you had pretty hands before, but looking at them this closely… yer really taking good care of them, damn.”, you giggled as you got to work.

“Yer thought my hands were pretty?”, he teased you instantly, because if not, you might have heard how his inner self was kicking his feet and screaming like a little girl because of that simple statement.

Safe to say, you immediately got shy and grumbled, “Kinda…”

“Geez why did ya have to make this weird now?” And his punishment quickly followed when you pinched between his thumb and pointer finger.

“Ow, ow, ow! I’m sorry, I’m sorry. I’m just happy.”, he chuckled and whined at the same time.

Why were you so fricking adorable all the time?! You would be the death of him one day.

“Yer so cute…” Atsumu didn’t even realize at first that he hadn’t just thought this, he had also mumbled it. And he only realized that when you kicked his shin again and embarrassingly whined, “Shut up, seriously! No one thinks that besides you, yer so weird!”

But, of course, you had to go ahead and grumble so cutely; though it was surely almost over for him when you looked through your eyelashes all ‘angry’ and then back to his nails again with a little pouty “Hm!”.

Atsumu was so happy, he miserably failed at hiding his stupid happy grin, hence why he buried his face in his still resting arm. The slight stinging and burning of his wounds was the only thing that confirmed that he wasn’t dreaming. He knew you had gotten closer, but witnessing it like that in every interaction you two had, made him so giddy - like a little kid who got a basket full of candy each day. Even if you weren’t a couple (yet) and even if he had to wait many months more, just knowing the relationship you once had as best friends was almost back to where it was, still felt like a big accomplishment to him. Because, despite wanting to touch you, kiss you and just shower you with love, getting back to just doing stupid shit and laughing with you, teasing each other and playfully bicker; all that was also something he had missed a ton.

“I’m so glad we got closer again.” Atsumu said quietly with a blissful smile on his lips.

For a second, you stopped and he felt your eyes on him, hence he looked up and smiled directly at you. When you returned the gestured and smiled at him as well, his heart did a small jump.

“Yeah, me too. I truly forgot how much fun we used to have. I wish I would have never realized my feelings for him, then maybe… we could have stayed that way forever. I got so awkward with Samu and I definitely hurt our friendship with that, too…” You suddenly stopped working on his hand and he realized your glazed eyes once he looked up. “Haha sorry, uhm …”, you fanned yourself, hoping not to start crying.

“I’m sorry Tsumu, really.”, you said with a quiver in your voice, “For how I treated ya. It’s really okay if you actually hate me.”

Quickly, he jumped up, completely ignoring his headache at this point, and rushed around the table to hug you, almost knocking you off the bench due to his force. Thus, you could only hold onto him and accept the tight embrace.

“’s fine. Yer apologize so often and I already told ya it’s okay. I would never hate you, you idiot! Besides…”, he pulled back a little and gently wiped away your tears, “I was never mad or anything, just sad we had this rift between us. So yah… it’s okay now. Really.”   

You looked at him for a second, before he had to hold back a small chuckle when you buried your face in his t-shirt again.

“Thank you. And sorry I got emotional. Our friendship has taken such a weird turn, I… sometimes still don’t know what to think of it. And I’m scared yer gonna use it to take revenge on me for how shitty I’ve treated you as my friend.”

“(Y/n), I… would never. Do ya seriously think so low of me?”, he whispered and hugged you almost a little painfully tight.

“Then… can you tell me the real reason… Why you asked me that time to sleep with you? Why you wanted us to start pretend dating?”

When you looked up to meet his eyes, it took his breath away, but not in a nice sort of way. Because, truthfully, he was a little too stunned to speak. There was no way in hell he could tell you the truth yet. The thought that he might like you, probably never even crossed your mind. Heck, he just found out you basically thought he still hated you secretly.

“I…It’s uhm…”, he stumbled over his words and quickly avoided eye contact, “It’s a little complicated… But I told yer before, right?” Atsumu grabbed your cute, chubby cheeks and kissed you, not caring that any minute his aunt or your friends could come around the corner and see you two. “I already told ya I didn’t ask out of pity or anything, I… just want to help yer get over Samu. Even if it’s a weird way to do that.”

Tsumu couldn’t even take his own lie seriously, but somehow, you seemed okay with that and just nodded. Tough he wished he could read your mind, he couldn’t look into that beautiful little head of your and so, the setter was just happy you accepted his horrible lie. Instead, he squeezed your soft body and snuggled you, simply content that you even allowed him to do that, because a few weeks ago that would have been impossible.

However, as beautiful and intimate that moment felt, it was soon destroyed by a voice that made him gag, “We are baa-AAAACK!?”

It sounded sweet at first and then quickly turned into shock when she saw you two in this tight embrace. Honestly, Mia’s reaction was quite funny, but Atsumu was bracing himself for your inevitable shove, however… it… didn’t come? Instead, you lowered your arms without any haste and then wiped away your tears.

“Ahw no, everything okay, Senpai?”, Ruka was genuinely worried when she was your tears.

“Yeah. Tsumu and I just reconciled and I got a little emotional.”, you smiled and somehow, the boys had a relieved kind of look on their face. Well, they had witnessed your relationship with Atsumu decline over the years, so they were probably just happy for him.

“Soo what were you two doing, hm? Miya-kun, are you sure you’re okay? Shouldn’t you rest up, hm?”, Mia gave herself air and he seriously couldn’t stand it.

“Aahhh damn it, I wanted to do my nails before y’all got back!”, you then exclaimed all of a sudden and Atsumu, who had just fobbed her off with a “Yeah, yeah ‘s fine.”, added, “And mine!”

“Y’all were doing nails?”, Ruka immediately dashed to the table, “Me too, me too.”

You had let go of him again, which was a little sad, but he resisted the urge to go too far and accepted it. Instead, he sat down beside you on the bench while everyone else also came over.

“Can I see the color?”, Rin asked and you immediately gave the polish to him.

“Ya said yer bf’s a nail tech, right? I’m so jealous, imagine yer lover can get yer nails done for ya, I’d love that.”, you giggled and Suna just blushed a little and sat down on the bench opposite of you and Atsumu.

“Yah, he always wants to do something on mine but I just don’t really like the feeling of something on my nails, so yeah… He gets pretty disappointed at times.”, he chuckled and quickly, the conversation had once again reached a nice flow when Aran started talking about his fiancée’s nail, which then turned into Kita telling his story about how he had to maintain his grandma’s nails because she couldn’t properly clip and file them herself without her wrists and fingers aching afterwards.

So, this small insignificant thing turned into a whole conversation and Atsumu completely forgot to ask why they were already here (didn’t they want to walk around the village and hike up the mountain or something?) and instead, he enjoyed the atmosphere. Hanging around with his friends after such a long time truly was just really a joyous experience. Besides, watching Mia out of the corner of his eyes, struggling to fit in and contribute to the conversation was hilarious to him.

That’s what she got for imposing on your trip!

“Sooo.. what happened to the hike? Already had a tour through the village?”, you then asked once the conversation had calmed down again.

“Well you see-“

“Osamu-kun and I were pretty worried about Miya-kun, so I said I wanted to get back and check on you. Right?”, Mia interrupted Omimi rudely and then turned to her boyfriend for support.

It’s only been the second day, but Atsumu could feel the tension between everyone else and Mia and it certainly got worse every time she opened her mouth.

“Yah, I didn’t mean to spike it so hard, sorry bro.” Osamu reached out his hand and ruffled his twin’s hair.

“Mnn, it’s fine.”

Atsumu shooed his hand away and then frowned.

“Honestly, my head’s kinda killing me so… I might get inside and get some rest if that’s okay with y’all?”

Everyone nodded with a sound of approval, though before he could stand up, he felt your hand on his that stopped him for another second.

“Ya feel dizzy too? Lightheaded?”

He inwardly squeed and felt a heart-squeeze. He loved you so much, he just wanted to scream it from the rooftops for fuck’s sake! Ugh!

“Yah a little maybe, can ya help me? Or I might hit my head again.”

And he totally milked it, but when he saw the little glint in your eyes, he knew you probably weren’t too disappointed.

“Sure. Just a sec.”

“Maybe yer should tell yer aunt and get it checked out though?”, Aran suggested, however, Atsumu quickly waved his hand in a dismissive gesture.

“Naaahh. If it gets worse in a few hours I’ll think about it. For now, I’ll just rest until lunch and it should be perfectly fine.”

“Well, if ya say so…”, Akagi begrudgingly said with a worried face and everyone else seemed to be a little worried about it as well. Though Atsumu assured them that everything was fine if he would just get some rest, besides…

“I’ll have (Y/n) in the room with me if anything were to happen, so ‘s gonna be fine.”

With that, Atsumu didn’t want to hear any more and they understood, but of course, one person didn’t really get the hint that it was enough.

“Are you sure (Y/n)-chan can help you? What if you really have a concussion and you have to vomit or something? Or you get a seizure?”

“Don’t worry Mia, the only person who could get through to this stubborn idiot then would be (Y/n) anyways.”, Osamu tried to calm down his girlfriend. He was either really oblivious and naïve or straight up dumb, because even Atsumu found it ridiculous at this point how “worried” Mia was about him.

“But-“

“’s fine.”, he repeated and interrupted her. Atsumu looked down on her as he stood up, enjoying it just slightly how she flinched under his unamused gaze, “Like Samu said: All I need is (Y/n) anyways if anything were to happen.”

“Oh my God, yer so fucking dramatic Tsumu. Shut up and come on, I thought ya needed rest?”, you walked past him and playfully “angrily” slapped his shoulder (to mask your shyness possibly?).

In the corner of his eye, he only saw Ruka and the guys exchanging a look that said “Daaaayum”, before he followed you. Or rather, you had waited for him and then went alongside him to make sure he wouldn’t suddenly really get sick or anything.

Successfully, you and Tsumu snuck past his aunt, so again, she wouldn’t get worried seeing his little injury. Thus, once you reached your room for the week, you sighed a little and put your nail polish back into your little bag. He did feel a little guilty you couldn’t paint your nails.

“Sorry, let’s do ‘em tonight if the weather allows it?”

“Ah yeah, no problem. It was unfortunate timing. But damn, ya ran away from Mia again, even though sHe WaS sO wOrRiEd AbOuT yOu.”, you mocked her and then laughed when you looked up and saw his face that also displayed pure annoyance.

“She should worry about her own damn boyfriend and leave me the fuck alone.”, he mumbled and suddenly plopped down behind you.

“Nehh?”, he hugged your plush form and whispered, “Let’s rest together, yeah?”

You looked behind you and were confronted with his puppy eyes, which, with the blue bruise on his cheek and the injured lip, were even more effective (he hoped at least). For a moment, he watched your internal struggle, before you just sighed and nodded.

“Fine. Let’s rest together, but this time sir – no touching or anything, yer just gonna rest for real, capiche?”

“Aye, aye ma’am.”

You looked at each other for a moment, before you both inevitably had to laugh.

Yeah.

He loved that.

The mood was just great.

Atsumu knew he had never been closer to you before in his life than in that point in time. And no Mia or someone else was going to get between you and him, not after he had finally closed that rift again after so long.

Whatever happened from now on, he just felt it everywhere in his body, his soul and heart: He got so much closer to his goal and he was not accepting any setbacks anymore.

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the new chapter was too short but sooo good😩😭💜

I knooow I was rly unnecessarily struggling with this chapter so much, so I was like, gotta post what I have or we wait another year for an update ;; but hey, thank u for liking it even if it was short 🥹🫶 and also good news, bc I finally posted this in between filler chapter, my mind like...opened up? Idek how to describe it but I finally know how to continue the way I wanted it to continue haha so yayy it's a win!

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lost on you | part XV

MIYA ATSUMU X PLUS SIZE, FEMALE READER

words count : 2175

chapter summary : the next day, mia comes into the dining hall as she declared: she wanted to see them boys play. of course, that was something they couldnt resist, could they? even if it was on the sand. and while you thought you could watch osamu again after all that time, your eyes naturally driftet to... atsumu?!

chapter warning : -

<&lt; XIV

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“Mhh… mnn…”

With a soft little grumble, you opened your eyes, however, shut them immediately due to the brightness in the room.

Another grumble escaped your lips as you turned around. Though, as you collide with something hard, you instantly opened your eyes again. Confused for a moment, you looked up and then realized what exactly you had collided with: Atsumu’s chest.

Only then did the last night finally flash in front of your eyes. The positions he threw you in, the way he fucked you so hard your ears rang for a good while afterwards and then the way you cried afterwards… Yeah, it all came back and had your cheeks so warm you thought they had caught fire.

However, the moment you wanted to escape and turn around to get out of the futon, two very strong arms snuck around you and pressed you against a warm body. Atsumu was merely mumbling something, obviously still asleep, as he cuddled your chubby body like you were one of his childhood plushies.

Your heart thumped hard in your chest as you remembered all of yesterday. It once again showed you that Atsumu truly was a good friend - no - an amazing friend. The way he was always there to protect you from your bullies, even now, he didn't care that Mia was his twin’s girlfriend. Or the way he just comforted you whenever you would cry.

How come you hated to cry in front of anyone, but with Atsumu, you could just… let go.

As the setter behind you giggled in his sleep and hugged your plump body, you couldn't help but wonder, if you would have never treated him differently, would you have become the true “best friends” you had always claimed to be? And you wouldn't have this weird situationship going on anymore?

Even though you had thought about it before, you never came to a satisfying solution. The truth was, you did him dirty all those years.

Once you crushed hard on Osamu, Atsumu was the annoying brother that kept you away from your crush. And even though the blond twin was always there, you never truly looked at him. It had always been Osamu. Now that he threw you away though, you came crawling back to Atsumu and he even welcomed you back with open arms … and his dick out.

Talking about his dick out… It was still a mystery to you how he wanted to have sex with you. Atsumu was really good-looking and, sadly, you had also admitted that in front of him already as well. So, what on earth was going on inside his head while he fucked you? It hadn't even been two full months since your arrangement and he still held on to that. Truthfully, you had thought you wouldn't even last one week, but… somehow being with him wasn't as bad as you remembered.

And now, even though you had promised to stay friends this week, you had been swept away again. No, rather, when he pulled away to keep your promise, you literally jumped him. Which then turned into him drilling you so hard from behind you cried from the intense orgasm you had…

Thankfully, your racing thoughts had finally been interrupted when a more deep groan, and more annoyed as well, echoed in your ear. A shiver inevitably ran down your spine when he murmured into your ear, “Morning…”

“Mnnnn…”, Atsumu grumbled and buried his face into your disheveled yukata.

Somehow, you found that cute…

Damn, what was up with those sudden thoughts as well? First, you realized he was kinda hot and now that? What was next? You’d catch actual feelings for him? As if! Your heart was confused because you kept fucking him and he looked like Osamu and because he was an amazing friend to you, protecting you and everything. Right, a friend. A friend who was hot and somehow liked to fuck you. That’s all it was and it was very much okay like that.

Doubly annoyed at yourself (because why the heck did it annoy you to think about the friends with benefits thing?), you finally wiggled out of his embrace.

“We gotta get ready.”, you yawned and wanted to finally get up, when…

A painful hiss and bothered moan afterwards had him immediately attentive.

“Everything alright? Did I overdo it yesterday? Ya hurt?”, he immediately rose and looked over your shoulder, since you sat with your back facing him.

When you didn't answer him though, he got worried and crawled besides you, “Hey? (Y/n)? Did I-”

“From… uhm… the way we did it yesterday?”

“Yeah?”

“My thighs… they are killing me right now. Oh my God this is so embarrassing.”, you whined loudly at the end and hid your face in your hands.

“Oh… No, it’s okay, it’s not embarrassing.”, he tried his best to cheer you up.

“God… And we are supposed to show her around the village and walk around a ton. I hate my life uhhhhghhh.”, you wallowed in self-pity as you slowly, very slowly, got up and took every step extra carefully.

Truly, Atsumu didn't know what else to say as he had to use every muscle in his face to keep him from grinning like an idiot. It was not okay to laugh at your demise, but that he would fuck you so good you couldn't walk the next day… He felt proud. However, at the same time, he also felt a little bad when he watched you shuffle into the bathroom.

Hopefully, the walk around the village was over quickly, so he didn't have to see you struggling like that.

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„Hello, hello~ Good morning~“, was the first thing Mian Mian chirped when she walked into the dining hall. She and Osamu were the last ones to join you for breakfast (at least that way you could enjoy that without being judged).

“Ne, ne~? Can I watch you guys play some beach volleyball?” She didn’t even hesitate one second there as she looked at everyone with sparkly eyes.

“Didn’t you want to walk around the village?”, Ruka asked with an eyebrow raised.

“I knooooww”, Mia’s cutesy whine almost made you gag, “I still do! But then Osamu-kun told me there’s a net you always used and since I have met Osamu-kun after he played, I’d love to watch him. So, isn’t that like… perfect timing with everyone here?”, she squeaked and giggled.

“Let’s do it!”, Atsumu was the first to agree, though his thoughts just revolved around the fact that he could show off and make you recognize him. Since he was painfully aware of the fact that you watched Osamu intensely all those years and not him.

“I knew it.”, Suna sighed the moment Atsumu had agreed and Aran and Kita also exchanged a quick glance with a knowing little grin. As if the blond twin would say no to such a chance anyways.

“Yaayyy!”, she clapped in her hands excitedly.

You just silently ate your miso soup, thankful that you didn’t have to struggle through the day (yet) with your thighs burning. Besides, you also hadn’t seen Osamu play in so many years, so… even if it was just for fun, it would be nice to watch him.

After everyone had finished their breakfast, they went back to their rooms to change clothes to something more appropriate. To be honest, when you watched everyone waltz down the stairs with more appropriate clothes than you had thought, you had to giggle.

“Why… is everyone of ya dressed like that? Don’t tell me ya anticipated it, actually?”

“To be honest with ya, (Y/n), we had expected Atsumu to be the first to scream for a match since it’s been so long and we all knew of the net on the beach.”, Omimi explained, Aran and Suna behind him nodded as well.

“Can’t believe it wasn’t Atsumu though. His brain is only filled with volleyball after all.”

“Still can’t believe he didn’t try to go professional…”, Akagi came down the stairs as well and spoke about something you had all thought before.

“Yeah… I was really surprised when I learned he’d also go to uni.”, you truthfully said.

They nodded in agreement. It had probably popped into everyone’s minds at one point. Because it was quite a surprise when he said he’d go to uni with you and Osamu…Even though you had already asked about it before, truthfully, you still didn’t really understand it per se.

Once everyone had arrived, you made your way to the beach. Thankfully, it was only a few minute walk and thus didn’t hurt your thighs too much. Since it was also a really nice spring day, it was quite the perfect time to play, actually. Not too hot, nor too cold. Honestly… this one time, you had to applaud Mia for her idea. You also kind of wanted to watch them.

Before you knew it, the team was decided: Osamu, Aran, Omimi against Atsumu, Akagi and Suna. For a second, you wondered why the twins didn’t team up like they usually did, but you didn’t question it.

Atsumu, on the other hand, was quite happy with how they split. It meant he and his brother weren’t seen as an entity, but rather, you had to focus on one of them. And, hopefully, you would focus on him for once. He didn’t know where he suddenly got the confidence from, but after yesterday night, and how you called him by his nickname again after so many years, he thought he’d took a big step forward in your relationship!

Like so many years before, everyone was quickly warmed up and more eager to play than you had anticipated. Even though it had been that long, the moment you whistled with your fingers to mark the start, they were like back in your high school days (albeit a little bit more clumsy and like a newborn deer on the sand).

Without even noticing it, your eyes started to follow Atsumu more. All those years prior, they had always been on Osamu, but, somehow naturally, your gaze always drifted back to the blond twin. When his arms flexed whenever he’d set or spike, it reminded you of the aching in your thighs and the nights you had spent. The relationship you had was truly a bizarre one. Never in your wildest dreams would you have imagined you’d one day have a friends with benefits situationship going on with Atsumu…

It had only been half an hour later, the boys were already sweating and the first ones had already took off their shirts under the bright and warm spring sun. However, the playful holler the boys let out when the blond twin took it off as well, was quite funny. Everyone could see the difference between Atsumu, someone who regularly worked out, and everyone else who didn’t. So they couldn’t help themselves and teased him with nicknames.

Once again, you realized: Atsumu really was (objectively!!) hot.

“Damn… Atsumu-senpai definitely got more buff in the last years. I didn’t even notice it that much when he wore his t-shirt, but… he’s pretty ripped. He’s pretty hot.”

Somehow that comment struck a nerve and it annoyed you.

“Maybe you should try and ask him out then. I’m sure you’d make a great couple, Ruka.”, you said, hopefully the passive-aggressive undertone wasn’t noticeable, and then turned away.

“I’ll get them something to drink!” Then you walked away and left Ruka and Mia alone.

“Oh…”, Ruka watched as you walked back to the Ryokan, “You’re so easy to read, (Y/n).” she giggled to herself and then looked back to Atsumu. The plan to make you jealous with that statement was a success, which meant… there was hope for you and Tsumu after all.

Mia, on the other hand, was suspiciously quiet as she had listened to you and Ruka…

#

“Oh God, I think I was a real asshole to Ruka just now… Shit. What the hell is wrong with me?! I don’t fucking care if she finds him hot. We aren’t going out. He ain’t mine, damn it. This situation is not real. He just uses me and I use him.”

Those were the thoughts that circled around in your head as you made your way back to the Ryokan. Utterly annoyed at yourself, you still asked their aunt nicely for something to drink after you had explained the volleyball situation. Thankfully, she was so sweet and let you into their kitchen to prepare a tray.

Though, being alone, once again had your brain shout at you. Even though you had decided you would stop thinking about it for good, it never really stopped. And now, Ruka even said herself that he was hot. Truly, what were you doing? He could snatch himself a girlfriend any day and then you were left in the dust by both twins…

Maybe it really was better to just finally end this stupid situationship for good!

next part (XVI) >> || masterlist

all characters canonically under 18 are always aged up in explicit nsfw situations ; english is not my native language so i apologize for any mistakes

#miya atsumu x reader #atsumu miya #chubby reader #miya xreader #haikyuu x reader

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with you by my side

oikawa tooru (omega)

warnings: OMEGAVERSE ; hurt/comfort ; oikawa has a child ; oikawa is in heat (nothing explicit though!) ; kindergarten teacher and alpha reader ; wc: 4336 summary: An abandoned, marked Omega with a child finally fell in love again. But it's not as easy as it sounded. As if Tooru could ever believe you would want someone as broken and used as him.

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“Waah, it’s Oikawa-san.”

“Oikawa-san is sooo handsome.”

“I know, right? And he carries himself with such pride and elegance, just like an Alpha would.”

“It’s a shame he is an Omega, right? Haahh, he would be such a great Alpha.”

Everyone around you giggled and whispered, though you simply rolled your eyes at their stupid remarks. They would never change, so you didn’t even bother saying anything anymore. Their “whispering” stopped once the handsome man in a suit stepped into the nursery. Beside him walked a little boy with the biggest grin on his face as he waved already when he saw you.

“Good morning.”, Tooru greeted you with a fleeting smile.

“Good morning, Oikawa-san.”, you bowed lightly and then turned to the little one, “And good morning to you too, Aiden – oh!”

When his son immediately glomped your legs, you only laughed a little and gently stroked his hair.

“Aiden really likes you, (Y/n)-san.”

“Haha, yeah, we get along really well, he is such a little angel. Now Aiden, why don’t you say goodbye to your Daddy and you can join the others at the table for breakfast?”

And before you both could even blink, the little one had already waved and cheered “Bye Daddy!” before he rushed into the room to the other children. Oikawa and you were a little stunned at first, but then he chuckled and turned to you again.

“Well, I’ll be going then. I’ll see you later.”, he then said and also lightly bowed before he walked out of the nursery again.

“Ahhh, (Y/n), you are soooo lucky to be an Alpha and the one doing handover with him each day. I wish Aiden was in my group, then maybe I could get closer to Oikawa-san, even if I would just be a mistress.”, one of the teachers said as she dreamily sighed and stared after the handsome ex volleyball player.

“Oh my Gosh, Yuriko! Don’t even think that. Oikawa-san is clearly bonded, so don’t be so thirsty.”, you playfully elbowed her and with that, she just giggled and went back to the preschool room. Seriously, she was unbelievable.

And with everyone out of sight, your own smile faded a little as you looked out the window, waiting for other parents to arrive. Meanwhile, though, your thoughts circled around one particular man.

It was true.

Oikawa was quite handsome and his little smiles sent the butterflies in your stomach flying. Though you knew you could never, ever actually do something about that. Not only were you in a very difficult position as the teacher of his child, to top it off, you worked as an Alpha in this kind of field that was pretty much exclusively for Omegas. Besides, you had clearly smelt it. Taken Omegas had a very particular scent and even though his had faded quite a bit, you believed it was due to you getting used to it, nothing more. Ergo, he had already found his mate and, obviously, had become pregnant and given birth to little Aiden.

And being a “mistress” like Yuriko had said, was something you would never do – ever.

So, there was seriously no chance for you at all, and that was okay.

You would take care of little Aiden for one more year, then, you would never see Oikawa again. After that, you could finally forget that stupid crush you had developed over the past years.

Though, there was that little voice in the corner of your mind that always nagged you about the fact that you had never seen Tooru’s mate… in real life at least. Since it had been all over social media when he and a very beautiful female volleyball player, an Alpha, of course, had gotten married.

But Tooru had registered Aiden all on his own and he had also always been the only one who would pick him up in the last few years. And truth be told, his mate, who still played for Ireland’s national team, hadn’t talked about Tooru or Aiden anywhere on social media, nor been seen with them.

You knew all that and yet, still, you didn’t want to step out of line and assume. They could still be happily married and bonded but decided to keep that part of their lives private. Though, it was strange that Aiden never mentioned his Mommy.

While all of those thoughts circled around in your head, over and over and over again, you had done handover with the last parent and closed the nursery to start the day. Like many other days prior, you decided you would stop thinking about it all for good today! Seriously!

#

“Aiden is still here? This is rare…”, the last one of your colleagues said as she grabbed her bag to leave.

“Yeah, it is really, really unusual for Oikawa-san to show up this late, especially without calling prior to let us know.”

You looked at Aiden still playing in the corner with some dolls.

“Have you tried calling him?”

“Multiple times already. He won't pick up.”

“Any emergency contacts you could try?”

You knew Yuriko meant well, but her questions annoyed you a little. As if you wouldn’t have thought of that already! Yet, you still smiled politely, “Sadly no, he never put any emergency contacts down, even though we asked him each year, he insisted he would always pick up the phone and there was nothing to worry.”

“But I mean, you can't stay here all night. It’s already past 8, (Y/n)…”

“I know, I know. Look, go on home Yuriko, I’ll stay here for as long as need be and… I’ll figure something out.”

“Alright… see you on Monday. Goodbye Aiden.”, she still waved at the little kid and then left for good.

After that, you sighed, before you got back and grabbed the phone again.

You really didn’t want social services and police involved, but if Oikawa wouldn’t come to pick up his child anytime soon, you didn’t know what else to do… Though, for now, you tried to call again while you played with Aiden to make him feel less lonely.

Another 10 minutes later, you still couldn’t get ahold of Oikawa, when you saw headlights that stopped in front of the nursery. As expected, a few moments later, someone rang the bell. However, all your hopes shattered when it wasn’t the man you had hoped to see in front of the glass door.

“Who are you?”, you asked through the speaker.

“I’m here to collect Aiden.”

“And you are?”

“I’m his friend.”, the strange man said, annoyed at your questions.

“Listen, honestly, I don’t care who you are or what you are to Oikawa-san, but he has never put anyone down for emergencies so, unfortunately, I cannot let you into the nursery and take home Aiden, because I cannot trust you.”

“Wha-? Ugh! Woman! For fuck’s sake!”, the man growled, and right then you knew it was another Alpha and, while the other Omega caretakers might have been affected by his voice, you weren’t. At. all.

“Try anything and I will bite your throat.”, you growled into the speaker yourself.

However…

“It’s uncle Haji!”, an excited voice besides you shouted.

When you looked down, Aiden stood at the glass door and waved ecstatically. The man waved back and then grumbled, “Will you let me in now?”

“Aiden… sweetheart, do you know this man?” You kneeled down and asked him, ignoring said man outside for a moment.

“Mmn. It’s uncle Haji. Sometimes I sleep over. He’s Daddy’s friend!”, he excitedly told you and waved again.

“Oh…”

Though, still unsure, you looked back to the man in front of the locked door. It was wrong on so many levels, but… if Aiden knew him. No, no. He was a kid, it was too risky.

You stood up again.

“Aiden knows you, too, but, legally, I cannot hand the child to a stranger. Oikawa-san hasn’t put you down as an emergency contact or anything… And I cannot reach Oikawa-san to confirm-”

“Because he is in heat.”, he suddenly blurted out, “He passed out from the pain and everything and frantically called me half an hour ago when he woke up and realized how late it was and begged me to collect Aiden because he physically couldn’t.”

“Ah… oh…?”

“Okay, listen. I have proof on my phone that I can show you. I know I overreacted a little there, but I am really panicking right now, because Aiden has been left in the nursery for over 2 hours now!”

“Then why didn’t he call me?! Or pick up the phone? I tried it so many times already. Okay, he was passed out, but like… half an hours ago, I literally called every few minutes.”

“Oh my God.”, Hajime clasped his hands together, his string of patience about to snap.

“This is so complicated. Haaahhh… You’re (Y/n)-san, right?”

“Yes… yes I am and why is it comp-“

“Oikawa likes you.”

You stopped mid-sentence and blinked for a few moments.

“So there is no way in hell he could have come to pick Aiden up today or even called. He was barely able to talk to me over the phone. And like I said, he had already passed out and it was too late when he noticed.”

“Ne, ne… Why can’t Haji come in?”, you felt a little tug on your shirt and a small voice.

“Ah… I…”

You were overwhelmed.

Completely baffled to be honest. The current situation was surreal.

“Can… you give me any sort of proof that you’re really his friend? I just… Anything.”

“I have texts and his number and photos to proof it.”

“Okay… can you hold them against the door? So I can see?”

And that, he did. When he showed you the call from around 45-ish minutes ago, it was indeed Oikawa’s number and he also showed some pictures of Aiden, Oikawa and himself that seemed pretty recent. So… against all your instincts, you decided to trust him and opened the door.

“Finally!”

And, thankfully, once he stepped inside, Aiden also immediately flung himself into the Alpha’s arms.

“So? Do you still think I am a stranger?”, he asked as he picked up the toddler.

“Well… no. Otherwise, Aiden wouldn’t have glomped you like that if he wouldn’t know you very well.”

“Yeah, my mate and I take care of Aiden from time to time, especially when Oikawa is… uhm… you know, in Heat and stuff and bedridden. It was okay the last few years when his bond hadn’t faded yet, but now…not even the suppressants really work and… I gotta stop talking, that’s none of my business.”, he sighed in frustration, “Anyways, uhm, thanks and I’m sorry I got a little… heated. To be honest, I am really glad Aiden has a teacher like you who would fight for him like that.”

“Yeah, no uhm, I mean… that’s my job. So, yeah. Ahm… sorry, I am really… I don’t know what to do right now. That information is all a little much right now, so you got me speechless to be honest, even though I am an Alpha too, haha…”, you nervously laughed.

After you wrote down Iwaizumi’s contact information and made a copy of his ID, a bit of an awkward silence settled in as he thought for a little. Then he seemed like he had made up his mind.

“I… most certainly am overstepping a boundary here but… like I said, Oikawa has been talking about you for at least a year now and that’s also when his heat started to come back, so I think… he really means it when he says he likes you… a lot. It means he’s finally over her and, I’m definitely overstepping something here, but if there is a chance that you like him too, you know… he is at home. Suffering through this alone. I will take Aiden with me for the weekend, so…”

“Are you… sending an Alpha to an Omega’s home… while he is in heat?”, you raised your brow in disbelief.

He did gulp and then stumble a little over his words as he tried to explain, “Because, well, he has been suffering for so many years and he finally let go and started to look ahead, so if there is the slightest chance that you like him as well-“ But then Hajime stopped himself.

“No, you know what. You’re right. I am actually an idiot. This has nothing to do with me and I definitely said something I shouldn’t have. I will go and, if the suppressants still don’t work until Monday, I will be the one bringing Aiden and collecting him again, so we will see each other again anyways. Aiden, say bye bye to your teacher now.”

“Bye~!”, Oikawa’s son smiled and gave a small wave as he had completely nestled himself into Iwaizumi’s arms, tired and just happy to be in a familiar, safe space now.

“Bye, Aiden…Goodbye Iwaizumi-san.”

And when they left, you finally sat down and hove a big sigh.

This all seemed like a really weird and bad dream. It was truly surreal. Plus, it still felt wrong to have had Iwaizumi collect Aiden, but… from your own experience, children did not trust Alphas. Their instincts led them to Omegas first and to female Betas second, but never to Alphas, not even female ones (hence why it had been so difficult to fulfil your dream of being a kindergarten teacher.) So, if Aiden wouldn’t have fully trusted and hugged Hajime the moment he stepped inside, thus suggesting they did know each other very well, you would have fought for dear live before handing him over. Though, all the other evidence like photos and the number were quite convincing as well.

But then, there was all that other… information. You thought it wasn’t right of Hajime to tell you something so private about Oikawa, but you believed he truly meant well and just wanted his friend to be happy again.

Now, honestly, the rest was up to you…

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“Haah… Haah… Nghghg!”

Once another wave of cramps and painful heat shot through his body, Oikawa grabbed the pillow harder, almost ripping the fabric. Even though he had relieved himself multiple times already, the pain of wanting to be taken and loved didn’t stop.

He hated himself for doing something so disgraceful. The fever made him imagine all sort of things… that were done by you to him. It was your hand that groped and squeezed him, gave him relief and satisfaction. Though, when another heat wave almost made him pass out from overwhelming emotions and the fever, he knew that it wasn’t you. He was just by himself. All by himself.

“I’m sorry… I’m sorry…”, he choked out while tears streamed down his face.

With one hand, he dug his nails into the bond mark; a mark that had once made him so happy now brought nothing but pain. It tainted him. He was broken and used. He could never confess to an Alpha like you. You deserved so much better. Tooru believed he was better off alone after all the heartache and pain he had to go through in the past five years. His mark, that had lightened already since the bond had finally been cut off, would never completely fade away and would forever stigmatize him. And, even worse, he had so many scars covering it. Scars from his own nails that had dug into his flesh and drawn blood so often. But it would never be gone. Never. How could he even think about dating again when he couldn’t even proudly wear his future mate’s mark when another – in his eyes – shone so brightly still.

Tooru was about to give in to the fever that wanted to knock him out, when a sudden ring of his doorbell made him flinch. He didn’t know who it could be, since he was sure Iwaizumi should have collected Aiden by now and since his friend knew about his predicament, he wouldn’t drop him off. So, he decided to ignore it, however…when the bell rang again, he, begrudgingly, dragged himself to the bedroom window that faced the streets. And when he saw who exactly stood in front of his little house, his knees already gave in.

No, no, no. This… couldn’t be real.

Tooru, with his muscles aching and a mild fever clouding his mind, dragged himself out of the bedroom to the little hallway. Desperation, want and pain drove him to think irrationally when he unlocked the door and flung it open as if he wasn’t just emitting the most potent pheromones.

And certainly…all it took was a few seconds before your own Alpha pheromones reached his nose and all the Omega wanted to do was jump you. However, with the last remaining clear thoughts he scraped together, he stumbled backwards in an effort to get away from you, especially when he saw the look on your face.

“N-No… I… don’t… look.”, he sobbed, but your scent had already brought him to his knees right at the entrance.

That’s when he realized another thing. Since his heat affected you as well, it meant you didn’t have a bond with anyone. It made him so stupidly happy to know that, his body produced even more pheromones to cloud your mind even further.

“O-Oikawa-san… I…”, you gulped heavily, your breath ragged as you closed the door behind you and stared at the Omega in front of you.

That stare alone burned. But it wasn’t unpleasant. Something inside of him wanted you to keep looking at him more.

“Please…”, he whined as he reached out his hand.

That was it.

There was no way you could hold back anymore.

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“Okay… there we go. All clean.”, you gentle pushed the corners of the band-aid down so it stuck to his skin properly.

Now, after you had stopped his and your aching for a few hours, Oikawa was finally able to think clearly again. Though, it was still strange. Things like “aftercare” were quite new to him. Because of his former wife, he was used to being… used. Not loved, per se.

Hence why, when you stood up and actually cleaned all his little wounds from your own biting and scratching, as well as the deep wound near his former bond mark, he didn’t know what to say or how to react. So, he just let you do it quietly.

Afterwards, you lay back down onto the bed, facing him.

“Are you okay, Oikawa-san? Does it hurt anywhere?”, you asked, genuinely worried about him, “I know I can get pretty rough. I’m sorry.”

“No, I…I’m fine. Thanks for… uhm… helping me out.”

“No problem… though I was really scared when you didn’t show up for Aiden. And your friend can get pretty scary too.”

“Ahaha… yeah, Iwa-chan’s pretty intimidating. Sorry, I couldn’t call, I am… a horrible father and useless Omega.”, he said, covering his face with his hand.

“Ah, no that’s not how I meant it. So please don’t say that. You are wonderful. You know… it’s not your fault your heat’s so strong.”

“It kinda is… I know I overdosed on suppressants during my last cycle since it was already so bad, so it got totally out of control this time. I am such an idiot.”, he laughed at himself deprecatingly, “I can't do anything right, why? I can't even take care of Aiden without any help, I am such a failure. And then I dare to fall in love with you, even though I am so useless and shameful.”

“Hey…”, you scooched a little closer and gently grabbed his hand to reveal his face again, “Don’t say that. You’re not useless or shameful! … Where is the Oikawa-san that always carries himself with such pride and elegance, hm?”

“Well, he is but a mere lie.”, he scoffed under tears, “In reality, I am just used goods, a used tissue thrown away in the bin. I can't even properly take care of myself, how am I supposed to take care of Aiden? I couldn’t even be a decent Omega to my mate, so how am I supposed to be a decent father, I-”

“Oikawa-san!”, you grabbed his cheeks, surprising him a little and stopping his self-loathing, “Don’t talk about yourself like that, I won’t allow it. You are not used goods or shameful, or anything else you say you are. You are a hardworking, kind, loving father. You raise Aiden all on your own and he is such an energetic, loving little fella. You are amazing and… even if I don’t know much about your past, I promise you that, whatever happened, will not keep me from falling in love with you even more. I don’t care about your old bond mark or that you have a child with someone else, I… like you just like that. You and Aiden are very precious to me and… I want to get to know you more and fall in love with you more and be by your side and eventually also… uhm… mark you.”

You looked him straight in the eyes, even if your cheeks had turned a little warmer due to your own words. However, as you watched his own eyes become glazed as he tried to hold back the tears again, you didn’t regret just stating the truth and how you honestly felt.

“Really? You mean it? You… won't abandon me and Aiden after you get to know me? And I promise! I won't be clingy or annoying. And I will try my best not to scent you and you don’t have to do it to me either, I won't take your stuff or nest or anything and you don’t have to bother with my heat, I promise I’ll get it under control again and I won't bother you with Aiden, I- ”

It truly broke your heart to see the usual prideful Omega so broken as he continued with his tirade of all the things he wouldn’t do. Even though they were completely fine and most, if not all of them, just things Omegas liked and did naturally. You wondered what the hell his past Alpha had done to make him so insecure about these things.

So, in the end, you simply shut him up with a kiss. And that worked quite well as he instantly returned the sweet gestured.

“Oikawa-san, I promise, I won't abandon you. And I would be really honored to scent you and have your scent on me as well. If you want to make a nest, please tell me and I’ll bring over anything you need, you can even do it in my closet if you would want that.”, you told him reassuringly as you leaned your forehead against his, “If you let me, I will take care of you during your heats, you don’t have to take suppressants or suffer alone. And you know I already adore Aiden, so don’t even think about it, you two could never bother me. Okay? You don’t have to hold back with me, yeah?”

That truly overwhelmed him. Before, he had just accepted all the conditions of his former mate without much questions, since, despite all of it, he loved her and wanted to be a good Omega for her. Though, with all the things you just told him, maybe it really… was okay to just be himself from now on.

“Yeah…Thank you, (Y/n)-san.”

That was all he said before he hugged you closely and kissed you again.

#

You stood with a smile in front of the glass door, awaiting the parents like every other weekday. And your smile only brightened when a familiar car parked and a handsome man in a suit stepped into the nursery, carrying himself with elegance and pride like always.

“Good morning, Oikawa-san, good morning Aiden.”, you greeted them.

“Good morning, teacher. Oh…”, Aiden stopped in his track and then looked up to his father. “… Daddy! I finally know why you smell so different, you smell like (Y/n)-sensei. I knew something was different yesterday when I came home.”

Before you could even react properly, the little one was on his merry way to the breakfast room, happy he connected the dots all on his own like a big boy.

“Kids these days…”

“Alpha/Omega kids pick up on anything, hm?”, Tooru said, a little rosy hue adorning his cheeks as he fiddled with his necktie for a moment, though, when your eyes met, you both had to chuckle a little.

“I’ll see you tonight, (Y/n)-san.”, then he leaned forward a little (your colleagues enviously starting at the scene from the back) and whispered, “Also, I would love it if you could join me and Aiden for dinner on this fine Friday. I think it’s time to tell him now.”

“Oh.”, a smile inevitably found its way on your lips, “Yeah, I’d love that. I’ll see you tonight then.”

Tooru nodded and rose again, before he bowed slightly into the direction of your colleagues (who embarrassingly and hastily looked away to try and look busy). Then he walked away.

“Ah! Oikawa-san?”

“Hm?”, he stopped in his track and turned around slightly.

“There’s a hair on your suit…”, you pulled Aiden’s hair from his necktie, inevitably, or more like… deliberately, you let your wrist glide along the fabric for a second, scenting him indirectly once again, “Sorry, now you’re ready for work, have a good day, Oikawa-san.”

Even though you smiled, he could see the mischievous little glint in your eyes, hence, with a little bit more warmth developing on his cheeks, he turned away and left with a mumbled, “Thanks.”

However, as the only Alpha in the room, you vividly smelt the happy pheromones he emitted, even if he was a little shy about it.

“Hehe alright…”, you giggled and clapped in your hands, “Let’s get to work.”

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all characters canonically under 18 are always aged up ; english is not my native language so i apologize for any mistakes ;

an: well... it's been a hot minute. but, while my life has been a living hell since may... it's finally okay again and i hope with all the changes in my life, i now can find the time and energy to write again and possibly more!

#oikawa tooru #oikawa x reader #omega oikawa #omegaverse #hurt/comfort

[bunny-eats-fox]

chaos

- miyamura izumi

warnings: mostly fluff ; physical violence mentioned (hori against miyamura in the past, like a slap to the face and hitting him) ; comfort wc: 1074 an: now... i get it, slapping ppl as a comedic relief is v anime-esque and shouldn't be taken too srsly and all, BUT... her hitting him, biting him and slapping him constantly is just... blergh. i dont find it funny nor cute n bc of that, here are my two cents how it could "affect" him bc i am a writer and i interpret way too much into everything especially regarding my favs... have fun!

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Your day had been a catastrophe.

Your toxic boss yelled at you in front of everyone for a mistake that he did but blamed you for. Your heel broke off on the way home which made you stumble and drop the phone you always held in your hand, onto the concrete. This incident in turn, made you late for your commute home and the bus drove off the moment you rushed around the corner. And, if all of that didn’t already had you clenching your teeth and clutching your purse tight to your chest to not burst into tears, a crow then decided to relieve itself onto your shoulder, staining your brand-new blazer.

Safe to say, when you came home, Miyamura’s “Welcome back.” immediately got stuck in his throat when he saw you: Exhausted and on the verge of tears.

“How about you take a nice, long and hot shower and then we eat on the sofa tonight, hm?” That was all he said and you, sniffling, just nodded and limped away to your bathroom to clean the poop off of your blazer and wash away that horrible day.

You were thankful and content when you managed to just snuggle up against your boyfriend and enjoy the meal that he cooked. It was a quiet dinner while you watched TV and when you were done, you left the dishes on the living room table and just cuddled and enjoyed his company.

But then…

It was a minor accident.

So small, in fact, that it was wasted energy to even think twice about it.

Yet, that small thing finally set you off.

Izumi reached out to grab his glass, but, as he looked at the TV, he somehow managed to knock it over. All of it spilled over the table and your legs.

Was it hot and burned you? No.

Was it something sticky and gross? Also no.

Yet, that one, additional tiny inconvenience broke the camel’s back and you started bawling the moment the mere water dripped down your legs.

Once you started crying, you also started yelling at him for not being careful, for being so clumsy and how horrible your day was. Meanwhile, Izumi, who had already apologized and patted your legs dry with some paper towels, just let you vent.

Now. You were someone who had always talked with your hands. You gestured with your hands greatly no matter what you talked about and with what kind of emotion. Izumi knew that. Though, you had only dated for a few mere months at that point and he hadn’t heard you yelling and crying like that before. It did remind him of someone and he thought he knew what to expect.

Hence, when you finally turned to face him and you raised your hands for another big gesture, you were taken aback for a second and even stopped mid-sentence. Miyamura, who had flinched and visibly moved his head sideways with his eyes closed, looked like he awaited a punch or something. His reaction felt like someone had punched you though. Did he really think you would… hurt him like that?

Immediately, you started to consciously control your breathing to calm down again. This was no time to get so angry over something so small. Especially because to you, his reaction was concerning.

“I-I’m sorry. I totally overreacted.”, your voice shook still, “I had such… a horrible day today and… then this happened and… and I’m so sorry for blowing up like that because of… some stupid water. I’m sorry, Izumi.”, your voice broke at the end and you only whispered the last words as another unwanted sob escaped your lips, yet you still took deep breaths to calm down.

“No, it’s okay, please, don’t apologize. It was my fault I spilled water all over you. You can still hit me if you want.”, he immediately said and hugged you tightly afterwards.

“What?! No!”, you cried and pushed him away just enough to look at him, “Why would I do that? I would never. I do gesture a lot with my hands, so I’m sorry if it looked like it, but I could never. I love you, I don’t want to hurt you.”

“Oh…Right.” Izumi looked truly baffled by that for a few moments. As if you had just told him you found the 8th wonder of the world.

“I’m sorry, (Y/n) I think… I’ve just gotten used to it.”, he laughed uncomfortably as he didn’t really know how to properly react now.

You just wondered what the hell his past girlfriend did to make him get used to getting hit in the face…

“Geez… don’t get used to that. That’s not okay.”, you whined and then jumped into his arms again, burying your face into the crook of his neck while you hugged him tight.

Miyamura didn’t know how to properly answer that, so all he did was hum in approval and squeeze you tightly. He, himself, didn’t even think that the hitting thing his past girlfriend used to do would even affect him. However, when he saw your big hand gestures, a sense of familiarity shot through his body and he physically got ready for another slap to the face… Hence, when you apologized and told him you would never do that, he was so surprised and speechless, since he was used to being blamed and apologizing for everything.

When you let go of each other, your tears had finally dried and you could smile a little again.

“Thank you and I’m sorry. You cooked for me and everything and I yelled at you like that over something so stupid. Can you forgive me?”

“Of course. I know you had an atrocious day, so that was just the last thing that pushed you over the edge. Don’t even think about it anymore.”, he reassured you and gently, but also teasingly, pinched your cheeks.

“Mn. Thank you. I love you.”, you leaned in to peck his lips.

Izumi quickly reacted and didn’t just let you escape like that, instead, he followed your movement to kiss you properly after he returned those sweet words, thus making you both fall back onto the sofa. Certainly, at that point and after all the things that had happened today, all you both needed were a tight embrace and some kisses and cuddles. And you, as well as your boyfriend, very happily provide those for each other.

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all characters canonically under 18 are always aged up ; english is not my native language so i apologize for any mistakes ;

#miyamura izumi #horimiya x reader #izumi x reader #miyamura x reader #female reader

[bunny-eats-fox]

about first times

miyamura izumi warnings: jealous reader ; sex/18+/SMUT; ends in fluff wc: 3,2k an: this was a request! and while I am rather "meh" regarding them, like i do them when i like them sort of thing, i couldn't say not to his prompt! thank u 🫶 request: "Hey, okay? I don't know if you accept requests.... if so, could you write something for Miyamura, where the reader is jealous of him with Hori? (If you can write some hot stuff too... )Thanks!!"

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"I'm here"

When this notification popped up, you couldn't stop your lips from curving into a smile.

"I'll quickly finish up, I'll be down in 10! O((>ω< ))o" That's what you hastily typed before you turned back to your laptop screen.

After another 5 minutes, you had finally finished draft number three of the new contract your firm was about to conclude. It was a big responsibility for you, your biggest yet, but you were thankful for the chance, hence overtime was sometimes inevitable. Since it was 100% compensated and, thankfully, not too often you had to stay late, you didn't mind that much. Especially because your boyfriend of three years was ever so kind to pick you up then. That way you were home just a little bit earlier.

When you finally packed your bag, you hurried out of your office into the elevator. Excited for that Thursday to have ended, and thus the weekend being only one more day away, you rushed out of the elevator once it hit ground floor. 

However, the swift clicking of your heels against the tile flooring suddenly fell silent once you stopped abruptly in your track. Through the big glass windows of the lobby you saw Izumi… and his ex. 

It wasn't like you hated Hori or anything; especially since she hadn't been in contact with Miyamura for over 4 years (according to him). There was no reason for you to hide, rather the opposite. You would go out there and confidently greet her.

However, as you wanted to start walking again, you stopped when you saw your boyfriend and Hori laughing. A sting in your heart made you gulp and clutch your bag a tad bit tighter. It wasn't even the polite little laugh one did to not make such a meeting awkward, no - it was a tummy clutching hearty laughter that had Miyamura and Hori bend forwards. 

The twinge of jealousy you suddenly felt stopped you completely for a moment. You knew there wasn't a reason for you to get jealous. It was admirable to be on good terms with your ex-lover. Plus, you trusted Izumi. 

Yet, when she finally waved and left, you released a breath you didn't realize you were holding. Hopefully, you can quickly get over that weird tenseness that had now filled your body after you had witnessed that. 

As you finally wanted to get out of your office, you stopped once more. 

"(Y/n)-san, good work today."

"Tachibana-san!", you bowed lightly and then smiled at him, "Good work today, Tachibana-san."

Your boss, a handsome 27-year old, held you back from leaving for just a little longer. Though, as you happily told him about the progress you had made regarding the new contract, you were oblivious to the fact that the young man had put his hand on your back. Too engrossed in the conversation, you didn't realize and only when he excused himself after wishing you a good evening, you thought you had felt something slide down your back to your hips. Though, as it was gone, you didn't think about it further. 

Instead, you finally left the building after your boss and rushed to your lover.

"I'm so sorry you had to wait, Izumi!" You openly hugged him and your boyfriend immediately put his arms around you as well. 

"No, don't worry about it. You've worked hard.", he smiled and then kissed your forehead.

Everything was okay. You hoped you quickly forgot what you had seen today as you got into the car and drove back to your shared apartment.

#

After dinner and your usual night routine, you sat on your bed together with him as you moisturized your legs. Even though you were a little… miffed he didn't tell you about Hori, you hoped you didn't show it. There was no reason to get emotional about that. They just had a good laugh together, nothing more.

Though, everything went wrong when he suddenly started, "So… who was the man you were talking to?" 

"Hm?" You were honestly surprised as you looked at him in confusion.

"You know, the dark haired, good looking one before you came out.", he specified. 

"Ohh…", somehow you didn't like his tone, "That was my boss."

"Pretty young for someone leading such a big firm." Izumi didn't look at you as he rummaged through his nightstand.

"Yeah… his father died last year so he unexpectedly had to take over. He is really nice though and hard working."

The mood was, for whatever reason, a little tense.

"Hah yeah I can see he is really working hard to flirt with his subordinates."

"Excuse me?", you raised an eyebrow. 

"(Y/n), I saw you and him." Izumi finally turned to you. "His hand was on your back and he was super close, too."

You scoffed speechlessly and just looked at him as if he was the crazy one. 

"He was being friendly?" Why did you defend your boss? It was true that you had felt something, so it was Tachibana's hand? 

"Friendly?? Right, because when I am friendly I touch someone like that.", Izumi clicked his tongue and then turned around to lay down, "Whatever."

When he turned his back to you, you couldn't hold back any longer, "No, I know. When you are being friendly, you just laugh hysterically with your ex, right? Must have been a reeeally fun conversation you had with her."

Finally, Miyamura turned around again and looked at you utterly surprised.

"That's right. I saw you too. And you didn't even tell me you met Hori today." After you had desperately tried to keep your cool, it was finally over as tears sprung to your eyes. Goodness, when will you learn not to cry in conversations like these?

"So don't get all huffy now telling me my boss is flirting with me when you have the greatest fucking time with your ex just outside my damn office.", you choked on the last words a little and then threw a pillow into his face.

"Ah, (Y/n)-"

"Shut up! I'm going to sleep!", you yelled before you turned around and slipped under your warm blanket, your back facing your boyfriend.

And all Izumi could do was listen to the light sniffles and watch your trembling form underneath the blanket as he lay back himself, wondering why he was such an idiot. 

#

The next day, you and him didn't talk. Still miffed, you put on your heels before you grabbed your bag. Honestly, you would have just left without saying anything, but Izumi had something different in mind when he came to the front door. At first, you ignored him, though he didn't really care about that as he grabbed your shoulder and spun you around. For just a few seconds, you felt his soft lips on yours, leaving you speechless for a moment.

"See you later. Come home safely.", he said like all the days prior as he pushed your lunch bag into your hands.. 

"Mh…thanks, you too… Love you.", you then mumbled loud enough and quickly walked out the door, though you still heard his "Love you too" before it closed fully.

With a loudly thumping heart, you walked to the bus station, undoubtedly happy about what he did. It certainly made you realize that you would have made a grand mistake walking out the house like that. Life truly was unpredictable and leaving the house without a single goodbye or loving word was not right. Despite your little fight, Izumi still knew that.

You were so embarrassed right now for acting that childish that you were glad the bus came quickly just so could hide in a corner and truly reflect on your little quarrel.

#

When you finally were able to eat your lunch, you just wanted a quiet moment to yourself, however…

"(Y/n)-san!)", a cheerful voice called out to you and you watched your boss approaching you.

"(Y/n)-san, you didn't eat your lunch yet?", though he didn't give you a chance to answer, "So, I thought I'd ask if you'd like to join today?" Tachibana reached out his hand and squeezed your shoulder.

That's when it finally clicked: Izumi was right. Your boss was shamelessly flirting with you - and that in front of everyone too!

"I'm so sorry, Tachibana-san thank you for the invitation, but I've been looking forward to eating my boyfriend's bento since he gave it to me this morning.", you politely said with a smile, but deliberately mentioned Miyamura, hoping he would get the hint as you also politely, but firmly, pushed his hand away from your shoulder.

Tachibana's face slightly derailed, but he swiftly had his composure back as he forced a smile and nodded. 

"Of course… Then, if you'll excuse me.", he still smiled before he walked off.

Sighing, you turned back to your desk. Thankfully, your coworkers didn't say anything (to your face at least) as you opened your lunch bag. Every day, even though he had to work himself, he got up and made you a bento.

You felt the tears already, but you didn't want to cry while you stuffed your face with Miyamura's cooking.  

You felt even more horrible about what had happened. Especially because he was totally right, your boss did flirt with you and you just showed him your nasty side by being jealous. Even though you did trust Izumi, you really did. It was just… whenever you saw Hori, you got reminded of the fact that she got all of Izumi's first times. Because for you, Izumi was your first everything. You met when you were 20 and while he had experienced all those "first times" already, you hadn't even romantically held hands with someone before that. So sometimes you wondered if he didn't regret splitting with his "first love", especially because you had heard from a young age that “the first love was like no other love, it can never be forgotten” and stuff like that. Hence why it made you insecure sometimes that he would want to go back to his first love where he got to experienced all those other firsts as well…

"I have to apologize… no matter what…that was childish of me.", you mumbled to yourself once you finished your delicious lunch.

With new motivation and determination, you went back to work.

#

With a deep sigh, you got ready to finally leave the office. Even though you got off on time, the thought of using public transportation made you grumble. Usually, you might have ended up calling Izumi to pick you up, since he usually closed the shop for the day at that point, however, that wasn't an option now. Not after you left like that this morning.

Though, when you stepped out of the elevator and walked to the big front entrance, you saw a familiar silhouette through the glasses of the door and windows. Even though Tachibana came around the corner just in that moment and called for you, you didn't even realize. Too fixated, you rushed past him, your heels frantically clicking on the tile flooring as you pushed the doors open and…

Indeed, Izumi leaned against the car and waited for you. Once he looked up, a smile adorned his face and that's when you ran the last few meters just to throw yourself at him.

"I'm sorry. I was a jealous idiot and you were right about Tachib-" However, Izumi interrupted you when his hands gently tilted back your head so he could silence you with a kiss.

"I’m sorry too. I should have brought it up differently. And I'm sorry I didn't tell you about-" It was your time to silence him with a kiss, before you shook your head.

"It's fine. Really."

Then you hugged each other tightly. Izumi, nor you cared about the fact that you stood right in front of your office building and in the middle of the streets. Rather…when Miyamura just glanced into the building's direction, he saw your boss; he stood at the front windows, watching you two. It took everything in Izumi to not do anything inappropriate, so he just resumed to hugging you tighter and kissing your cute little side profile. If your boss ever touched you again, he might not have been so tame though.

#

With tangled mouths, Izumi somehow managed to open your shared apartment door so he could pull you inside in a haste. Clumsily, you both stumbled through the entrance, mouths never apart as he swiftly kicked the door close. A muffled moan escaped your lips when your boyfriend pushed you against the now closed door. Though, you didn't resist, rather, you pulled him in even closer, your tongues entwined as his hands roamed your body. 

Izumi didn't even bother to open your blazer or blouse, instead, he opened the zipper of your pencil skirt and in one motion, he pulled it down so it pooled around your ankles.  You didn't even have time to take off your pumps had he already grabbed your leg and pulled it up.

"Is it okay?", he asked breathlessly, which only elicited a small giggle from you.

"Mmn." You nodded and hummed approvingly, your hands already working on the zipper of his jeans.

That was all Izumi needed. Once his own pants and boxers pooled somewhere around his knees, he needily pushed your underwear to the side (because he really couldn't be bothered to pull it down). 

With your help, he guided his aching cock into your dripping core, eliciting moans and grunts from you both. Miyamura filled you just the right way that it made you tremble. 

"Fuck… you're so wet. It's so good.", your boyfriend grunted between gritted teeth. And you could just whimper in agreement as he started thrusting relentlessly without letting you catch your breath for a moment. 

All you could do was grab onto him as Izumi moved his hips desperately and hard, grinding against that deepest spot inside you. Your back hit the apartment door and you were pretty sure neighbors could hear your moaning, despite your efforts to muffle it by burying your face in the crook of his neck.

"Izumi!! Izum- nghhgg, d-don't…I…", you tried to get through to your boyfriend and he did stop relentlessly attacking your g-spot for a second.

"Does it hurt?", he asked in between heavy gasps holding you firmly pushed against the door. Yet, he gently kissed the side of head, his voice full of concern when he whispered, "Want me to stop?"

Though you just shook your head and hugged him even tighter (if that was even possible), "N-no it just…feels too good…my voice…will- MNGHG!", you harshly bit your lip when Izumi angled his hips a certain way to thrust deeply into you.

"You're so cute.", he whispered, though a small smirk played around his lips which made you pout. And then, he was back to burying himself over and over into your dripping pussy. The noises from your needy and desperate love-making were loud and so erotic.

Even though you were embarrassed that you stood at the front door, going at it like rabbits, there was also something inside you that didn't care if anyone would hear. Right now, all you were capable of doing was to hang onto him and let that bliss sweep you both away.

#

"Haaahhh~", you let out a blissful sigh while you relaxed against him. Even though it was pretty crammed in the small bathtub, neither of you cared.

Compared to yesterday, it was a comfortable silence as you cuddled together. As Izumi littered kisses all over your shoulder and neck, your thoughts once again drifted back to how you felt yesterday and how unnecessary that stupid fight was.

"Izumi?"

"Mmn?"

"About yesterday…I really am sorry. You know, it's not that I don't trust you. It's just.. ", you fiddled with your fingers trying to find the right words. Thankfully, he waited for you and just squeezed your thigh gently.

"It's just, uhhmm, you know, sometimes I…I get kinda jealous thinking about how Hori was your first everything and…  that she got to have that all. I just wish I could have gotten to know you sooner and experience that with you …Ahhh just saying it out loud, it sounds so stupid. I'm really sorry." You shyly moaned at the end and buried your face in your hands.

For a moment, Miyamura didn't say anything, before a gentle laugh was heard. Squeezing you just a tad bit tighter, he nuzzled his head against your own before he said, "You're seriously adorable, (Y/n)."

"Mmmnnn don't say that… I'm really stupid.", you mumbled, though Izumi shook his head with a little chuckle.

"There is really nothing to worry about, (Y/n). She might have had a few of my first times, but definitely not all of them. The first time I'm living together with someone besides my parents, is with you. I’ve also never made a bento for someone before, but I couldn’t help myself when I saw how hard you were working and I love that you always compliment my cooking, it’s my little treasure.", he giggled and kissed the back of your hands until you finally lowered them so his beautiful blue eyes could stare directly into your soul, "And there are still many firsts to come…even now…”

"Eh? Wha-?" 

Though before you could even say anything else, his hand touched your cheek and pulled you in really close before he whispered in your ear, "Aishiteru."

When Izumi rose again, the look on your face was priceless. Your beautiful eyes opened wide, mouth opened in disbelief and the sudden heat from your cheek transmitted onto the palm of his hand made his heart jump in response.

You were truly speechless for a moment, but also so incredibly happy. Hence why you just couldn’t stop the tears from blurring your vision. Without hesitation, you hugged him tightly and so suddenly that the water in the tub overflowed, though you both didn’t care when you held each other close.

And then, you returned those words.

Just like that, Izumi’s cheeks also turned a cute shade of red as he quickly buried his face in the crook of your neck. Even though he just said it himself, hearing it back from the one he loved the most was truly… exhilarating and even Izumi had to fight back those tears of happiness.

That surely was a “first time” you didn’t even think about receiving any time soon, but it only made your heart melt more, knowing that you were the first in his life to hear those special words. And it wasn’t any different for Miyamura himself, because he had felt the urge to tell you for quite a while now, but never knew when and he didn’t just want to randomly say it one day. Though, it couldn’t have been a better timing than this. Because even if there were some bad days, at the end of it, you could be sure that the love you had for each other was like no other and there were still many first he wanted to experience together with you.

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all characters canonically under 18 are always aged up in nsfw scenarios ; english is not my native language so i apologize for any mistakes ;

#izumi miyamura #miyamura x reader #izumi x reader #smut #horimiya

[bunny-eats-fox]

Hey, okay?

I don't know if you accept requests.... if so, could you write something for Miyamura, where the reader is jealous of him with Hori?

(If you can write some hot stuff too... )

Thanks!!

thank u for the request, i'll be posting it shortly! also while i usually don't write requests, if some come in and i LIKE them... i might actually do them. since i liked this one, i gave it a try and i hope you'll enjoy it( •̀ ω •́ )✧

#ask

[bunny-eats-fox]

why is it that I cannot decide which Link I prefer more... the femboy link who looks so breedable and cute with a plug up his ass or a fucking himbo Link that could break me in half with just his two fingers 🥵

#nsfw #Im gonna write a threesome with himbo link and femboy link that somehow got lost in time and well #oopsie now they be existing in the same universe and fucking everything in sight 👀 #ahem... #sorry lol #link #totk link #link loz

[bunny-eats-fox]

lost on you | part XIV

MIYA ATSUMU X PLUS SIZE, FEMALE READER

words count : 3848

chapter summary : scared because of suna’s little ghost story, you accepted atsumu’s offer to snuggle. however, feeling you this close to him, atsumu cannot control himself. 

chapter warning : NSFW ; 18+ ; yukata sex ; cowgirl ; doggy ; 

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His big hand grabbed your juicy ass even harder, probably leaving bruises on your delicate flesh as he pulled you in as much as possible; Atsumu made sure there you weren’t even an inch too far away from him right now. And all you could do was groan into his mouth and press your plump body against him willfully. Atsumu craved to feel you, taste you. All he wanted right now was to make love to you and he most certainly didn’t care if anyone was to hear you.

  However, somewhere deep in his heart, he knew that it would be wrong. He promised you, after all. Now it seemed like he didn’t respect that. Even though, by now, you didn’t protest and even willingly rubbed your soft, chubby body against his, his heart suddenly felt heavy. Like that time in the cinema where he was driven by his frustration and jealous. That’s when Atsumu finally broke away and gave you both room to breathe.Heavy gasps echoed through the tiny room as you both caught your breath.

  “Sorry, sorry. I… couldn’t control myself, (Y/n). Let’s stop.”, he finally managed to say with an apologetic smile on his lips.

  “Eh?” That was all you huffed.

  “I promised ya not do anything and I almost forced ya, sor- mhhnnh!”

  You didn’t even let him finish his sentence when you grabbed the collar of his yukata and pulled him down again. As you smashed your lips on his, Atsumu’s heart did a flip inside his chest. Immediately, the setter returned the intimate gesture, kissing you back hard and longingly. The taste of your toothpaste still lingering in your mouth when he mercilessly shoved his tongue between your lips, engaging your own in a hot dance that had you both breathless at the end of it.

  “I wanna do it. Y’are not forcing me.”, you finally managed to say between hefty huffing and gasping, “But we… gotta be quiet, like really quiet, okay?”

  At this point, Atsumu thought he might seriously spill his feelings and fuck the resolution he had made like 10 minutes ago. However, he managed to hold himself back and instead, with the happiest grin on his lips, he grabbed the back of your head and pulled you in once more with a simple, “Got it!”

  One second later, your mouths were tangled once more as he pushed you down onto his futon and crawled on top of you. Listening to your cute grunts and little moans as he kissed you and entwined your tongues, only spurred him on more. Although, now that he had your consent, touching alone wasn’t enough. He wanted to see you. Hence, he reached out his hand above your head to grab his smartphone. Using the shortcut, he turned on the flashlight and put his charging phone back.

  It wasn’t that bright, but it was enough to see your gorgeous self properly. Even though he heard a small grumble from you, Atsumu just chuckled. Now, without holding back, he let his hands slip inside your already disheveled yukata to roam your soft body freely. And when he finally released your lips, he sat back up and just looked at you for a second.

  You shyly turned your head away, but didn’t say anything as he ripped open the yukata to reveal your heavy, voluptuous breasts. He was really excited and pleased to know you didn’t put on a bra.

  “H-Hey…Tsumu…”, you grumbled sheepishly, though stayed calm otherwise.

  That was seriously unfair. Just using his nickname with that sexy embarrassed voice of yours got him painfully hard. The tent in his yukata was certainly unconcealable at that point. If you had wanted to stop right now, Atsumu would have cried, that’s how much he craved to have sex with you. And as much as his inner demon wanted to make you cry out his name so everyone in this ryokan would know you belonged to him, he was adamant to keep at least this promise of being quiet.

  His big hands immediately cupped your chest as his fingertips sunk into your soft flesh when he squeezed them. Just watching your cute nipples harden when he flicked his thumb against them made his cock twitch. Would you hit him if he tried to motorboat… Atsumu immediately tried to get rid of that thought. Not now. Maybe once he achieved his dream of dating you, he could politely ask, but not now.

  Instead, he opted to do something that wouldn’t result in you pushing him away and possibly hitting him. Thus, he leaned in and brought his lips closer to your hardened bud. His warm breath against it seemed to tickle you because Atsumu felt your body shivering a little underneath his touch, hence, spurred on even more, he finally sucked the erect nipple into his mouth. The soft mewl he elicited from you as he suckled on it and used his teeth to gently graze over them, intensified the wet spot in his yukata even more with how much pre-cum he leaked. Encouraged through your little whimpers and moans, he kept massaging your heavy breasts while his mouth relentlessly attacked your swollen, hard nipple.

  You didn’t know it could feel that good to have your chest played with like that. Truthfully, when you masturbated, you had tried to stimulate them, but never found it pleasurable. Rather, you just thought they simply weren’t sensitive and gave up after trying just a handful of times. However, with how Atsumu fondled and handled them in general made you shiver. The loud noises (or was it just loud because it was otherwise quiet in that small room?) from him sucking and the slight scratching from his teeth had your knees weak. Maybe, you were sensitive after all but never knew how to properly do it yourself.

  “A-Atsumu…”, you moaned his name quietly when he turned to the side and tortured your other bud the same way.

  It was a vicious cycle for sure. Whenever you would moan, he couldn’t stop himself from going even harder.  Atsumu just couldn’t stop. Your breasts smelt so nice from your usual soap and they were so soft and big; they fit perfectly into his hands that he just wanted to keep licking and sucking. And because he was greedy, the setter didn’t hold back and left a few hickeys all over your plump chest. At least that way, you didn’t have to worry about anyone seeing it and you didn’t have to use make-up like last time.

  One last time, he bit gently but firmly into the hard nub, leaving a visible mark behind as your chubby body writhed in pleasure underneath him. The sweetest little mewls and whimpers spilled from your lips and that’s when he finally rose again and then looked at his masterpiece. Your breasts were covered in saliva, bite marks and hickeys while his fingers teasingly flicked against your swollen nipples just to watch you twitch and spasm in bliss.

  A wave of embarrassment suddenly rushed through your whole being when Atsumu licked his lips (why the fuck did that sent a tingle down your spine?!) as he looked at you. You never thought anyone would ever look at you like that, but time and time again, your childhood friend surprised you. And at that point, there was not one thought dedicated to Osamu right now. All you saw in the flimsy light from his phone, all the touches you felt and all the scents you smelt, all of it was just Atsumu.

  “(Y/n)… I’m sorry, I’m so greedy but… can I ask for a favor?”, he then suddenly whispered.

  “Mn…” You barely nodded; your mind was still fogged from the pleasure that you didn’t even care if he was greedy.

  “Can ya go on top of me?”

  That request caught you a little off-guard and, quite honestly, your knee-jerk reaction was to immediately shake your head. However, you were also intrigued… Then again, you were pretty scared you were too heavy, hence why you shyly looked to the side.

  “I don’t know… Might break ya hips…”, you mumbled the last part.

  “Ya won’t. Don’t be ridiculous.”, he whispered softly and pressed a kiss onto your forehead. That alone made your heart beat much faster than it should. Seriously, what was up with that? As if Atsumu could make your heart race that many times…

  “And I mean… I don’t want ya to see… all that, ya know?” You gestured to your whole body, because your boobs were big, your tummy was too and all of it would jiggle like crazy if you would ride him.

  “I know.”

  Then he leaned in and whispered into your ear, “But (Y/n), I’ve already seen it. Ya don’t have to be so shy. There is nothing I haven’t seen.”

  A small hiccup escaped your lips when he suddenly grabbed onto your chubby sides and pulled you even closer.

  “Please?”

  Atsumu tilted his head slightly, giving him an almost innocent look as his hair was freshly washed and thus not styled. The way it playfully fell into his face gave this look so much more power than it should and before you even comprehended it properly, you nodded.

  “Fine…”

  The happy grin that spread across his face was almost blinding. Stupid idiot… Why was he so happy over something like that? As if he would enjoy seeing all of your body jiggle with every thrust… But, you agreed and so, you sat up and eventually got on top of him.

  When you saw his already painfully hard cock peeking through the yukata, you had to bite your lip in excitement. Even after having done it a couple of times already, it still surprised you how excited he got over sleeping with you. And why the heck did he not wear any underwear?

  “Condom?”

  You glared at him when he seriously pulled it out from underneath his pillow. Atsumu only laughed and gently pinched your plump thighs.

  “Don’t look at me like that.”

  “But under your pillow, really?”

  “A good luck charm, I guess? Ah-“ Atsumu stopped laughing quite quickly when you reached forward and grabbed his leaking dick. “Y-You know… how we put the textbooks u-underneath the pillows and hoped they w-would magically transfer their knowledge into o-our brains…over night?”

  He chuckled and stammered at the same time as little gasps interrupted him due to your handjob. You successfully smeared his pre-cum all over himself and he was so close to bursting, however, he didn’t let himself get that far. All he wanted was to be inside of you – now!

  “Nope, only ya did that, stupid. I studied properly.” Now, you also had to giggle. What kind of explanation was that even? You didn’t know but just left it at: It’s Atsumu, what did you expect?

  At last, you opened the condom and properly rolled it down his throbbing length, before you sat back and pulled down your panties as well. Atsumu watched you intensely when you crawled back, the yukata so disheveled your breasts spilled out and it also only hung loosely around your waist anymore. As he predicted, watching you on top of him was just amazing. His fingernails dug into your thighs as he watched you lowering yourself onto his hard cock. You were incredibly wet (he did mentally pat himself on the back for that) and it seemed you didn’t feel any pain as you pushed down and swallowed his dick effortlessly. The little gasps and moans that spilled from your lips were the perfect addition to that beautiful scenery.

  Once you completely took him in, you were still a little shy and only moved your hips a bit so you wouldn’t jiggle all over. But Atsumu had a different idea when he grabbed your big hips and urged you to move more with a simple thrust upwards. You had to bite your lip in order to not get too loud as you scraped together all your courage. The light wasn’t too bright and he was right, he had seen you before, he even ate you out before, so really, why did you hold back? He knew you, he knew your body and he knew you were big.

  And thus, you let go of the fear and started bouncing on top of him as well. As predicted, your heavy breasts moved a lot, together with your belly, but all Atsumu saw was his longtime crush’s sexy body on top of him, dancing for him and only him. He loved the view. He didn’t know it was possible, but he might have gotten even harder watching you, plus your pussy was so overwhelmingly wet and soft inside. Your walls fluttered whenever you came down onto his hips, sending a shockwave of pleasure throughout his groin; the setter could barely hold back from seriously plunging into you from underneath.

  The sweet, quiet moans and grunts from Atsumu spurred you on as well. His face was lightly illuminated by the flashlight, but what you could see was the red ears and soft rosy hue on his cheeks as he stared at you with shimmering eyes. How could someone look at you like that? What would you have given to make Osamu look at you like that? To make him melt underneath you like that. Though at the same time, a groaned “(Y/n), fuck!” was all it took to cut that train of thought. And to your surprise, you didn’t revisit it again.

  Instead, you tightened up, giving Atsumu even more friction as his breathing got heavier. Something inside you wanted to see him release so badly. Even though it felt incredibly good for you as well, you didn’t really touch your clit and thus didn’t have that boiling feeling of an orgasm approaching, however, as you kept watching him, you thought that was enough. Just seeing Atsumu’s blissfull o-face was enough to satisfy you.

  “Fuck, fuck. I don’t wanna… yet…”, he growled with clenched teeth, but was at your mercy regardless.

  He had fantasized about you riding him before. So it was inevitable that he soon was doomed as his hips vigorously moved to get the most friction. The noisy water sounds from all that heavy banging was also amazing. Thus, he approached his release way too quickly and before you could realize it, Atsumu had to bite down harshly on his lip or he would have moaned loudly as his cock jerked inside of you, filling up the condom. Once again, the thought of “if only there wasn’t a condom” struck you and left you embarrassed but intrigued like always.

  “Shit… fuck…”, he cursed under heavy breathing while he watched you as you rose from your position. His dick slipped out right away and since he didn’t want it to become too messy, he grabbed the condom with trembling fingers and discarded it the proper way – for now at least.

  However, if you thought Atsumu was done, you thought wrong. Without another word, he got a second condom and when you wanted to already say something, he grabbed you and smashed his mouth on yours. As you wrapped your arms around his neck and hungrily returned the kisses, Atsumu’s own hands groped at your luscious ass again and pulled you in more. Even though he might have not been ready immediately, he was patient enough to wait. For the meantime, he slipped his hand between your thighs.

  “Mhmhn, T-Tsumu…”, you groaned in surprise when his two fingers hit your most sensitive part.

  As his arm held you in place, the other worked between your legs as he let his index and middle finger slip into your soaked pussy and his thumb kept playing with your swollen, hard clit. Since you were both kneeling on the futon, your thighs visibly shook as he vigorously used his now slick coated fingers to rub and flick your clit between them. He held you properly as you moaned and mewled into his mouth, making sure you weren’t too loud as he pushed you over the edge as well.

  While your nails dug into his shoulders, you pressed your voluptuous breasts against his chest and let your hips grind against his hand to ride out the orgasm. Truly, he wished he could have seen it properly, but the feeling against his body alone was enough to get him hard again. Even when you pulled back, a little bit of drool on your lips and glistening eyes, he felt his dick bounce again.

  “Fuck…”, you gasped for breath and then slowly looked down as he wrapped his, in pussy juice covered fingers, around his stiff cock.

  “Y’are really… energetic… today…”, you huffed and then gasped in surprise when he suddenly grabbed your hips and spun you around on the futon.

  “O-Oi! S-Seriously… what is up with ya… today… throwing me… in all those weird positions…?”, you whimpered breathlessly when he pressed himself against your back.

  “Mnnnhh!” Biting down on your tongue, you felt Atsumu slip inside you once again. In the corner of your eyes you could just see the condom wrapper flying away, before you had to squeeze them shut when he started thrusting.

  With more mobility now, he cupped your juicy chest from behind, squeezing and massaging your heavy breasts yet again as he shoved himself deep into you. At first, the sensation was overwhelming and it even hurt a little so suddenly, but Atsumu truly was the perfect size, neither too big nor too small, and quickly, you got used to it and spread your legs even further to feel him even deeper.

  “T-sumu…Tsu…muuuu!”, you moaned out his nickname, involuntarily spurring him on with that even more.

  Atsumu as well, grunted and growled your name, his lips attached to your neck as he really had to hold himself back not to mark you there for everyone to see.

  “I love you, I love you, I love you!”, he thought over and over as his hips moved vigorously, careful not to utter those words out loud.

  And when the setter reached down and started playing with your overstimulated, throbbing clit in conjunction with his uncontrolled thrusts, your body shook incessantly. Something was definitely coming. A strong feeling you hadn’t felt before arose. 

  “W-Wait… Wait… Atsumu wait…”, you tried your best to make him stop with your quiet stuttering, but the setter wouldn’t listen to you.

  A part of you was thankful he didn’t though as you thought you might ascend any moment from all the pleasure, while the other, smaller, part in you was scared of what was about to happen. You had never felt so good, not while masturbating, nor during any of the other times you’ve had sex with him so far.

  “(Y/n)… (Y/n)… Gonna… again…”, he huffed and groaned against your neck as his hips thrusted uncontrolled and without stopping.

  Atsumu didn’t even realize how much he pushed you right now as he just wanted to make you feel as good as he felt, hence he kept rubbing your sensitive clit and pinching your hard nipple. The movement of his hips became sloppy and uncoordinated as he got close to his second release. Too overstimulated from the first time, he kept going, drilling into you relentlessly.

  “Tsu-uumuuu pl-please… W-Wait, I-I feel… weird… ahnhh!”, you moaned into your hands that desperately clasped your mouth to not leak any loud sounds.

  However, it was too late, Atsumu didn’t listen to you and you felt like you had crossed the point of no return just now. He kept fucking you until his hips stopped and his cock jerked inside of you, releasing everything once again into the condom. For you, that was the last push you needed as you tightened your core, almost painfully so, the friction of his cock and the flicking fingers finally pushing you over the edge like never before.

  Atsumu felt your drenched pussy cramping and massaging his oversensitive dick even more, wringing him dry of any seed. All while he watched your body that spasmed and writhed in pleasure, the moans getting caught by your hands as you desperately pressed them over your mouth.

  You came so hard he was overwhelmed as well. It was soaking wet between your luscious thighs and for a second a word popped into his mind: Squirting! However, when he looked down further onto the futon, he realized it was not wet and thus, the thought flitted away again. Though, with how your body shook when you crawled away and fell onto the futon, he knew one thing for sure: That was an intense orgasm you had.

  “Oh… Oh God… I.. I thought… I was gonna… fuck…”, you suddenly sobbed and even though he was still kind of delirious, he immediately reacted.

  “Ah, I’m sorry, (Y/n), I’m-“ Though you silenced him with a simple kiss and his already crazily beating heart only jumped higher. You were going to kill him one day.

  “Nhn… don’t apologize… it was good… I-I don’t know why… I’m crying…”, you truthfully sniffled and tried to calm down your racing heart and trickling tears.

  Happy, Atsumu fell back onto the futon as well, gasping for air together with you as he ignored the sticky condom on his shrinking dick for just a few minutes more. At least until he could properly think again. Because that was intense.

  “That was… amazing. Thank you… (Y/n)… Ya were amazing.”, he laughed in glee in between heavy gasps.

  That also made you smile and you gently punched his biceps.

  “Mooh… Seriously… what is up with ya…today? Getting me… in all these weird… positions and all… I never… came like that before…”

  “Hahaha, sorry… I just… got a little carried away. Thanks though.”, he chuckled and grinned as if he was high, that’s how happy he was.

  “Mh.” That was all you managed to grumble because you were done.

  After a while, Atsumu finally got up and rid of the used condom. As you had calmed down enough, you put on the yukata properly again, before you both got into the private bathrooms of your room. Bless the twin’s aunt for renovating the old building a few years back, because if you had to snuck out to get to the public bathroom to clean up now? You would have died of embarrassment.

  Quickly, you tidied up and then slipped back into the futon – one futon. You couldn’t have imagined how happy he was when you snuggled into his arms. He knew it was mean, but he mentally thanked Suna for the little story he had told, because if he hadn’t… You two wouldn’t have had such amazing sex and cuddled at the end of it.

  “Goodnight.”

  “Mhh Night.”, you groggily mumbled as you were already half asleep.

  Hence, Atsumu reached out, turned off the flashlight on his phone and also went to sleep.

  The first day of the trip was already a major success and hopefully… it would only continue to get better from here on out! 

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next part (XV) >> || masterlist

all characters canonically under 18 are always aged up in explicit nsfw situations ; english is not my native language so i apologize for any mistakes

#miya atsumu x reader #miya atsumu #hq x reader #chubby reader #smut

[bunny-eats-fox]

heart on my sleeve

miyamura izumi

wc: 4700 warnings: female brash/loud/confident reader ; high school romance ; confession  an: my second hormiya story! i love him 🥺 enjoy~

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It happened a week before you officially started your second year of high school in a completely new, unfamiliar town.

You strolled through the park to get used to your way around the town. However, since it was already 8:40 p.m. and thus dark, you didn’t pay much attention to your surroundings any longer and instead you scrolled through your phone. Your long, painted fingernails tapping on the screen was the only sound that disturbed the otherwise peaceful quiescence.

 That’s when something different suddenly ripped apart that silence.

 “Ooiii, sexy lady, what are you doing here this late, hm?”, a complete stranger asked and stood up from one of the benches.

 Immediately, the disgust showed on your face and you thought ignoring him was the way to go. Hence, you didn’t answer and hastily walked past him. The young man, however, didn’t stop and instead, he followed you while spouting nonsense like, “Come on, you’re suuuuper erotic, you’ve just waited for someone to pick you up, right? Don’t be shy now.”

 You didn’t really know what that idiot meant; you literally wore a hoodie and short pants with some stockings. There was nothing revealing or tantalizing about your outfit. Even if you had chosen to wear something more saucy it wouldn’t have made this interaction any better or more acceptable.

 Sadly, ignoring him didn’t help and despite your usual short-temper, he was still a guy probably much stronger than you. Hence, while you were boiling inside and so close to exploding, you opted for something else when you saw another dark figure walking in the park. It was the only way to get out of this now.

 As you walked even quicker, you could finally properly make out the unfamiliar figure was another man, probably also in his teens, thus you started running towards him. Now, you only had to pray he wasn’t a creep either, but you hoped for the best here.

 “Daaarling~ you’re finally here!”, you chirped ecstatically and glomped a complete stranger, “I missed you so much, you kept me waiting!”

 That stranger was no other than Miyamura. Despite his initial shock, because suddenly a girl hung onto his arm and pressed into him like crazy, when he looked at your distressed face, he immediately knew this wasn’t some joke. And before he could say something, the young man from before appeared as well and he started cursing, “Fucking bimbo. Why are you dressed like that if you have a boyfriend, hah Bitch?! Hoe!”

 Even though his knees were shaking a little, Izumi didn’t think twice when he pushed you behind him further so the man couldn’t look at you anymore. As he desperately searched for the right words to say, the way he glared at the guy must have been scary enough.

  “Whatever, fucking pavement princess.”

 Then the guy finally left.

 “Pavement princess…? What the fuck!?”, you growled to yourself as you really had to hold back not to curse loudly - if that creep would hear and turn back, things would become very messy.

 Instead, you finally looked up to the boy you had glomped.

 “I thought my heart was about to give in.”, Izumi gasped as he clutched his chest, visibly scared but also relieved.

 And when your eyes met, a strong “badump” in your chest caught you off-guard for a second. That he was scared but still stood in front of you and saved you was seriously admirable and the stranger wasn’t even that bad looking either, rather the opposite. For a moment, Izumi and you stared at each other, before you realized you hadn’t said anything and was still glued to his arm. That was embarrassing.

 “Ah! I’m so sorry I suddenly did that and thank you so much for saving me!”, you hastily let go of his arm and stumbled back a little so you could bow properly.

 “No, no. Please, I’m so glad it somehow worked out.”, he sighed in relief and then smiled nervously.

 Another “badump” in your chest had your knees weak. He was so… handsome and yet so pretty too? The gorgeous stranger was exactly your type. For a girl you had always been taller than most of your female classmates since you almost reached 170cm, hence why you had always liked lanky guys the most. You were almost as tall as him. However, right when you wanted to open your mouth again to introduce yourself and also possibly get his name, your shrill ringtone echoed through the night which made both of you jump and him gasp. You couldn’t help but find that cute.

 “Papa? Sorry, sorry, I’m on my way home already. I’m coming!”, then you hung up and realized: Hold on… you didn’t know where your new apartment complex even was and you might have gotten lost in the park.

 “Uhm… do you… perhaps know which way this is?”, you looked up to Izumi and showed him your address on your phone. Sure, this could have seriously backfired, but you didn’t get those vibes from Miyamura.

 “Hm? Ah… I live there too.”

 “Heh?! Seriously??”

 “Mh, 7th floor. Let’s go.”

 Today was seriously your lucky day and just like that, you got to spend more time with the pretty boy.

 Safe to say, when you found out his name and where he attended school, you thought your perfect high school romance unfolded right in front of you. Things couldn’t have turned out any better…

 Is what you thought.

 But you thought wrong.

 You didn’t mind that Izumi changed his appearance in school, you still found him cute and handsome! Plus, you were very happy when you got the chance to walk to school with him due to you two living in the same apartment complex. Destiny couldn’t have been any nicer to you when you even got into the same class as him, however, the first day, you had already realized people treated him… differently.

 Maybe it was because you were “the new kid” but people naturally flocked to you and guys were interested in you, despite your efforts to just look and act normal. Since you were naturally just loud and confident, it got you attention. Though you never shied away from interacting with Miyamura the second you had a chance to.

 Izumi was happy you didn’t ignore him, despite the fact that it also didn’t go unnoticed by the people around you. It was only the third day of the new school year and he had to listen to some guys giggling in the corner how the new girl should seriously stay away from a gloomy otaku like him or your reputation would go down the drain as well. That’s when it hit him again that he was simply not in your league at all. You only knew them for three days and you fit right in. Well, he couldn’t blame them, you were just really… bubbly and nice. So the last thing he wanted was for you to get dragged down by talking to him.

 However, you were either oblivious to the fact that everyone whispered behind your back, or you seriously didn’t care, because you never stopped engaging with your crush. Izumi didn’t know what it was, but he was just thankful, because for once, he felt like he didn’t want to be invisible anymore as he enjoyed himself quite a lot when he talked to you.

 As for you… You did notice. Even your new “friends” had warned you already that being too fixated on Miyamura could have a bad influence on you, since you were the new kid and all. But you didn’t care. Not at all. Honestly, you wore your heart on your sleeve like an idiot. That had always been your problem, you were even aware of that yourself, but you couldn’t stop it. People noticed the big fat crush you had on him quite quickly.

 And Izumi also swiftly realized that this new happiness he felt whenever he was with you didn’t just came from the conversations he had with you. Although, as weeks passed, he realized another thing: His classmates and other students in your grade noticed you as well. And before he even had a chance to work out his own feelings towards you properly, he had to witness you getting confessed to.

 “Oi, oi, oi!!! Sugimori’s confessing to (Y/n)-chan right now!” Miyamura heard a student yell through the class.

 “That bastard it hasn’t even been two months!” Someone else laughed as they rushed to the window where they could watch the corner where you and that Sugimori guy met.

 Of course, how could Izumi even think he was the only one interested in you. Probably due to his own insecurities, he took your kindness just as that: Kindness. You struck up a conversation with him because that night he was the only one available and now you were practically neighbors, or at least only three floors apart. Miyamura was certain that you weren’t interested in him like that, hence he gave up before he even started.  

 Things like that kept happening in the following weeks. More often than not, guys would ask you out, but no one was ever successful. Well, most knew why that was. It seemed everyone but the boy in question knew about your feelings towards him. Hence the other boys in your second grade that had a crush on you, took it upon themselves to silence the man that stood in their ways way too many times.

 “Miiiyaamuuraaaa-kuuun?” A chill ran down his spine just from how his name was chanted like that. And Izumi’s senses didn’t disappoint when three boys suddenly came up to him in the hallway.

 Before he could even say anything, he was grabbed and pulled along. Despite his instincts to immediately resort to punching the living shit out of them, Izumi had to realize that against three boys, two of them even from the soccer club, he didn’t stand a chance. So all he could do was get dragged along. Did anyone help him? Of course not. Most students started whispering but turned away and thus, he landed in the gym equipment room – literally. They threw him against the cart full of soft floor mats.

 “Now… let’s talk about (Y/n)-chan, shall we?”

One of them said while the other two closed the heavy door.

 “Hmmm?”

 You stood in front of Izumi’s desk, wondering where the boy went. Usually, after you grabbed lunch from the cafeteria, you’d come back to your crush waiting for you, so you could enjoy your lunch someplace else.

 Though this time, he was just gone without a word. Sure, he wasn’t obliged to tell you every little thing he did, but it was still a bit strange. Especially, since the day you had started your second year at that school, you had always eaten lunch together.

 “Ah, (Y/n)? If you’re searching for Miyamura-kun…” And then they told you what they had seen, how he got dragged outside and that it looked really serious and not good at all.

 “Someone has seen them going in the direction of the boy’s gym, but-“

 That was all you needed to know as you put the food down onto his desk and you rushed outside of the classroom. When you heard “Sugimori, Tachibana and Sunao”, you knew that Izumi was in trouble. You remembered those three names; you had rejected all three of them at one point in the last weeks. Two of them were in your class, so they had probably noticed how you openly crushed on Izumi and weren’t too happy about it.

 “Shit, shit, shit, fuck this shit!”, you cursed under your breath as you hastily ran through the hallway and down the stairs.

 Once you ran into the gym you heard some gurgling and coughing behind the heavy steel door to the equipment room, thus you rushed over.

 “Miyamura?!”, you yelled his name when you opened the door, ready to fight whoever it was that tormented your crush, however…

 Izumi was gasping, visibly out of breath as he sat on two of them, his knuckles bleeding. Here you thought he needed to be saved, but in reality… he may have been lanky and looked somewhat weak, but he certainly knew how to pack a punch.

 When your crush turned to the third boy, he only winced and pressed himself further into the next corner, holding up his hands. Until they all looked at you and he dared to run past Miyamura and his two friends, right behind your back.

 “He is crazy! He just started attacking us out of nowhere. We just wanted to talk. He is violent! Look at what he did to them!”, he shouted and pointed to the bleeding knuckles and further down to the bleeding faces of Sunao and Tachibana.

 “I didn’t, they-“, Izumi immediately tried to defend himself, but was cut off.

 “Do you really have a crush on someone like that?! He’s a psycho!”, Sugimori continued and finally revealed your feelings to Miyamura.

 Who, when his attacker said that, Izumi was completely confused. A crush? You? On Him??? Never. He was sure you would deny it with every fiber of your body, but instead…

 “I do! Do you have a fucking problem with that, hah?! What is this shit?? Just because I rejected you, what are you, fucking 12?!”, you shouted as well now.

 Though all Izumi understood was: You… had a crush on him? He didn’t even have enough time to realize that when he got dragged along for the second time that day, though this time, when you grabbed his wrist and pulled him with you away from the scene, he didn’t struggle and followed quietly.

 He simply followed you through the hallways – once again, students watched intensely but didn’t say anything. That was honestly very awkward. Hence why Miyamura was so happy when you finally reached the nurse’s office and you were finally freed from the nosy, judgmental stares of everyone.

 You pushed him onto the bed before you went around the office and grabbed a few necessary things. Nothing was said, the air was heavy and he wondered if you could literally hear his heartbeat because of how loud and quick it was.

 “You’re… pretty good at this.”, he finally broke the silence when you were in the middle of cleaning his bruised, bleeding knuckles. Even though his hand was shaking a little and all he wanted to do was talk about your “confession”.

 “Hahaha yeah… I told you about my big brother, right? When he was in high school, he would always get into fights. It’s probably because of him that I lash out so easily and have a short-temper haha. Since my parents work a lot, even on the weekends or during holidays, they were working almost every day…So uh, long story short even though I was three years younger, I was the only one who could help him with these things so I got pretty good at it.”

 Then quietness engulfed you two once again as he watched you clean the rest of his hand, the cut lip and also the cut on his cheek. Once you were done, you sat down beside him on the bed.

 “I’m sorry, Miyamura.”

 “Hah? Uh, no! It’s not your fault, don’t apologize.”, he immediately said and gestured with his hands.

 “Well, I do feel like it is.”, you started nervously playing with your, “You know… I wear my heart on my sleeve, I know it’s bad and such a nuisance. Because of that, they knew how I felt about you and targeted you... I’m sorry.”

 “No, no, no really, it’s fine!” Then silence again as he nervously looked to the side.

 “So… it’s true… ?”

 “Hm?” You looked up, confused for a moment, but when he just lightly blushed and avoided your eyes, you knew what he meant.

 “Mh.”, you confirmed and nodded, “I like you. From the moment we met. At first, I just thought you were cool because you saved me and it definitely helped that you’re my type. But… on our way to school, in school, our way back and all the times when I get a chance to talk and be with you, I just enjoy myself so much. Really, it was inevitable that I would fall for you, haha. I just really… really like you.”

 You finally confessed and then looked back to meet his eyes. At first, you weren’t embarrassed, but when your crush blushed even harder, it suddenly got to you as well. You had just confessed. Spilled your feelings like coffee onto a table. Now, your face grew warmer as well as you quickly looked away and at the walls.

 “Ahh hahaha b-but you already knew, right? Haha I mean like I already said I wear my heart on my sleeve so it must have been obvious, haha so don’t worry, it’s okay if you don’t feel the same. I’ll be happy if we can just stay friends.”, you nervously scratched your neck and hastily tried to explain yourself. Since Miyamura had never reacted, you guess he just didn’t feel the same.

 “I like you…”

 “Eh?” It was so quiet you thought it was your wishful thinking.

 “I like you, (Y/n)-san. I… never realized.”, Izumi said quietly as he leaned forward a little so his hair mostly covered his embarrassed, red face because he couldn’t bare to look at you right now.

 “Eh? You didn’t?! Heeeh? Miyamura… you’re quite dense…”

 At that point you thought he might burn to ashes with how on fire his face and ears looked. My. You didn’t know someone could blush that much, it was really cute.

 “Mn. I really am…” He nodded and then finally dared to look up to confirm it once more while he looked at you straight in the eyes, “I like you, (Y/n)-san.”

 “Oh… So you like me too…” For a moment, you were too speechless, before it suddenly sunk in fully: Izumi liked you too.

 And then, you jumped up from the bed and spun around, “Wait, really, like… seriously?!”

 Even though Miyamura still looked bashful, he still smiled and nodded. Before he knew it, all he could see was white as his back hit the matrass and he stared at the ceiling. For a brief second, he was confused because you suddenly tackled him, though not for long as he started laughing and returning the tight hug quickly.

 It still felt surreal, but the way your hands shook as you grabbed him tightly and snuggled him was confirmation enough that he was, in fact, not dreaming. He had a girlfriend now.

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 „Izuuuummiiiii-kuuun~“, your whine got no reaction out of him, so you continued, “Izumi-kyun?…Izumi-dono? Izumi-sama? Izumi-saaaan? Izumi? Zuzu? Izu? Iz-“

 Finally, after you had seemingly “abused” him long enough with those nicknames, your boyfriend looked up (a cute blush adorning his cheeks since he still wasn’t used to you calling him by his first name) and shut your cute little mouth with his hand.

 “You know, (Y/n), I’m really trying to concentrate here.”, he said sternly, though as you saw the corner of his mouth twitch, you knew exactly that he didn’t mean it that seriously.

 So, you pouted for a second and then, to free yourself from his hand above your mouth, you flicked your tongue against the inside of his hand. All Miyamura did, however, was raise his eyebrow in amusement, completely unimpressed by your action. You were only dating for three weeks but… he was already used to your shenanigans, hence the hand stayed.

 As you playfully glared at him, because he wouldn’t free your mouth, you wanted to change your tactics, but before you could even try, you both heard the sliding door to your classroom open and a few of your classmates came in. When they looked at you, he immediately withdrew his hand and buried his nose back into your English notebook. It certainly didn’t help that they were giggling as they grab their stuff and headed out again.

 Of course, both of you still heard their cackling in the hallway and a few words like “cringe” and “embarrassing” also stuck out. It wasn’t something new per se. The moment people found out and you didn’t deny it, everyone had a few things to say.

 “Tch.”, you clicked your tongue, “Bitches.”

 “Don’t mind them, Izumi. Seems like some people just got mentally stuck in preschool.”, you sighed annoyingly and then turned back to him.

 Well… he was happy you didn’t find the need to hide the fact that you were dating, even though he would have understood. Your classmates weren’t the only ones who found you were way out of his league after all, but then again…

 Once you realized Izumi kind of got lost in his own thoughts, you let your fingers walk across the table to his free hand. The bruises and wounds from three weeks ago had thankfully healed fully, thus you gently nudged him. Thankfully, Izumi returned the gesture and slid his fingers between your own to intertwine them.

 “What are you thinking about, hm?”

 When he suddenly stood up, you were a little surprised, but even more so when he leaned over the table to press his lips against your own for a quick, soft kiss. It melted your heart right on the spot.

 “Nothing much.”

 “Oh my gosh, hurry up with this thing so we can go home already and enjoy the weekend!”, you groaned, “slapped” his hand away and buried your face in your crossed arms. You were so going to make out with him when you were finally home.

 “Hahahaha yeah, yeah I’ll hurry up if you stop distracting me.”, he laughed and went back to copying your notes from class.

 Later that night, he came into your bedroom, a towel in his hand as he dried his freshly washed hair. You lay in your bed with your phone in your hands and only looked up shortly when he entered. Though it was enough to gift him a small smile before you turned back to your social media app. Even that small smile was enough and his heart fluttered. During those moments, he wanted to let the world know even more how much he liked you and that you were his no matter what anyone else said or laughed about.

 Hence why he finally made up his mind.

 “Ne, (Y/n)?” He sat down onto your bed and slightly leaned in.

 “Un?” You paused your video and looked up.

 “Wanna cut my hair?”

 “Huh?! Ah, uh, fuck YEAH?! But… why all of a sudden?”

 “It’s not that sudden. I’ve been thinking about it for a while now and… since you said you want to become a hairdresser, I thought you might want to practice?”

 “Fuck yeah.”, you immediately sat up full of energy, “But… until now I’ve been practicing on my brother whenever he lets his hair grow out because he’ll always get a buzz cut anyways, but what if I mess up your hair?” Now you got a little nervous and you started twiddling your thumbs.

 “That’s okay. I can get it fixed tomorrow so I won’t look like a hot mess on Monday.”, he reassured you with a smile.

 “Mn… Okay, then I’ll give it a try, though…”, then you reached out and brushed through his long, damp hair with your fingers, “I’ll miss it.”

 “Mhmh, you liked it?”, he chuckled, which made you pout.

 “Obviously? With how much my hands are in your hair, shouldn’t that tell you everything?”, you giggled together with him, “Plus…”

 Now you got embarrassed though as you thought about your next words, hence you hastily looked away and stopped.

 “Hm?” Izumi cocked his head, his gorgeous blue eyes shimmering with curiosity.

 “Mhhhh…”, you grumbled shyly and then mumbled, “When we make out it’s nice to hold on…Or when we cuddle and I can feel it on my skin ‘n stuff…”

 Now, you’ve done it again. His face resembled a tomato once more. Despite the fact that Miyamura was quite straight forward when you two were alone (which surprised you at first, but a very pleasant surprise), that statement was too much it seemed.

 “Err uhm, but I’m totally for it, if that’s what you want.”, you swiftly continued and gestured with your hands a little.

 Inevitably, Izumi had to smile.

 “Yeah.” Nodding, he leaned in further to steal a little kiss before he stood up to get your chair.

 In the meantime, with a fluttering heart, you stood up as well and rummaged through your drawer to get your scissors and other tools you needed. It would be a good learning experience, but you sure hoped you wouldn’t fuck up his hair too badly. After all… imagining Izumi with a buzz cut was a little wild. However, at the same time also very funny, hence you couldn’t hold back the laughter that suddenly erupted from your mouth.

 “Hm? What’s so funny?”

 “Hahaha, sorry, uhm, I just hope I don’t fuck this up, because… Izumi… imagining you with a buzz cut…”, then you laughed again and tried to stop as you pressed your knuckles against your lips, shakily saying, “It’s just so funny.”

 “Ahaha yeah.”, he nervously chuckled, “I’d rather not do that if it can be avoided haha…”

 “Don’t worry, I won’t betray your trust, Izumi.”

 You finally got yourself together and got behind him.

 “I’ll be very, very careful and only take a few millimeters off at a time and I won’t cut it too short so there’s still something for the barber to work with if it needs fixing.”

 He listened to you talk as you started sectioning off his hair. Until, a few moments later, you suddenly stopped with a small “Oh.”

 “Oh?”

 Out of the blue, he felt your arms around his shoulders and your weight on top of them as you leaned against him. While you cuddled your head against his, he wondered what just happened.

 “Soo… maybe you can wait just one more week?”

 “Err, I mean… sure. But why?”, he asked, a little confused.

 You didn’t answer him for a few seconds and he was about to turn his head to directly look at you when you finally raised your head and leaned in to his ear to whisper, “I miiiight have given you a hickey when we made out earlier… And it’s maaaaybe just quite visibly when you put your hair up…or cut it… ehe…”

 “Oh.” That was all he said.

 “I’m sorry, Izumi.”

 “No, it’s okay. I’m… surprised I didn’t see it when I took the shower.”

 “Ah, well it’s right here.” You pushed your fingertip against the blue mark you had left underneath and slightly behind his ear. That made him flinch and whine. That was cute.

 “You can’t see it when your hair’s down so that’s why. So you also don’t have to worry about anyone else seeing it. Sor- Wah?!”

 Completely unprepared, Izumi had grabbed your hand and pulled you forward and into his lap. The scissors and clips fell from your hands onto the floor due to the sudden movement. And the look on his face told you he was not amused, rather… it looked impish.

 “Ne… (Y/n), since your hair also covers up that area, it’s only fair if I do the same, don’t you think?”, he smiled mischievously and you knew then and there you were doomed.

 “What? No, I mean, it’s- Yaahhh Izumi!”, you squeed at the end when he grabbed your thighs and carried you the one step back to your bed in which you both then fell.

 A playful fight started which contained rolling around in your bed, pushing the pillows and blanket down together with a few plushies you kept on there. At the end, however, you gave up and before you knew it, the fight had turned into tangled limbs and inevitably also tangled mouths as a second make out session started.

 Well… at least you could enjoy his long hair for just a tad bit longer now.

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all characters canonically under 18 are always aged up in nsfw scenarios ; english is not my native language so i apologize for any mistakes  

#horimiya #miyamura x reader #izumi miyamura #horimiya x reader

[bunny-eats-fox]

sweet

sekizan takuya

wc: 268 warning(s): - an: has this been done before? xD idk, i am currently watching all out!! for the first time and this just popped into my head when his sweet tooth came up so i hastily wrote this down haha

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„Hmmm…Neh?“

 „Mh?“

 „Why do you love me, Takuya?”

 As if Sekizan had waited for this question for all his life, he answered without any hesitation.

 “You know of my unrivaled sweet tooth, right?”

 “…Yeah?”

 Then, he turned to face you and said earnestly, “You are so unbelievably sweet that just spending time with you gives me more serotonin than any piece of chocolate or pastry could ever give me.”

 You had expected a lot. Anything, really. Just not that. From Sekizan.

 Silence.

 For a few seconds, you just stared at each other; you were too stunned to speak honestly. Until, with every passing second, your boyfriend’s face grew hotter and hotter until it was the shade of a ripe tomato. Hastily, he covered it with his hands as he fell sideways onto the couch. He wanted to vanish into thin air.

 Then, you finally started laughing wholeheartedly as you glomped him (making you land on top of his muscular back) and cuddled him.

 “Aaaww Taku, you’re soooo sweet. I didn’t even know you were such a sweet-talker!”

 “Hmmmhhngh!!!”, was all he grumbled in utter embarrassment. He knew what you just did there!

 Now Sekizan finally understood what Hachioji meant with “When it comes to (Y/n)-san, you always make a fool of yourself, it’s quite cute and funny to watch hahahaha”, because he was so right. Why did he think it was okay to say something like that out loud? Somehow, his brain just shut down whenever he was with you and the coolheaded Takuya flew, not only out the window, but all the way to the damn moon.

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all characters canonically under 18 are always aged up ; english is not my native language so i apologize for any mistakes  

#sekizan takuya #sekizan x reader #all out!!

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I forgot to message when I read the latest chapter bc I was half asleep when I got the notif and reading it was more important than sleep 😶

But !!!! Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah we're realising our feelings very slowly!!

And if miss Mia doesn't keep her mouth SHUT I'm throwing hands

🥺 Thank you, it means so much whenever I see your message in my inbox! 🫶

We are, huh? It's gonna get interesting hehe and yeah Mia is walking on thin ice istg she's gonna make them brother's fight one day if this continues cuz TsumTsum ain't holding back when it comes to yn!! 👀

#ask

[bunny-eats-fox]

lost on you | part XIII

MIYA ATSUMU X PLUS SIZE, FEMALE READER

words count : 3915

chapter summary : the group of friends arrived at the ryokan, ready to enjoy a week off from any responsibilities. 

chapter warning : mia makes a comment about y/n’s eating habit/the amount she eats

a/n: sooooo... i’m still alive and so is this series, uhm HERE WE GO! 

<< XII

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Atsumu and you still giggled when you got out of the car after Kita had parked it. Osamu, Mia, Akagi and Ruka realized quickly that something was “wrong”; or rather, they were confused to see you two - of all people, you and Atsumu - giggling like little maniacs. With an intense, curious stare, they watched you both laugh. You even smacked him with a “Stop it now, Atsumu.”, however, as you still tried to suppress the giggle, it didn't sound that serious. 

 “What’s so funny, eh? Tell me!”, Ruka asked with a giggle. All of that was interesting to witness and she wanted to know the reason very badly.

 “Nooo I was stupid, it’s embarrassing-”

 “Apparently I smell like shit.”, Atsumu interfered with a chuckle and made you almost lose it again. 

 “No, I didn't! Oh my God, stop it!”, you laughed and covered your warm face to calm down again.

 “Hmm?”, Ruka looked confused and turned to Suna and Kita, but they just shook their heads and gestured for her to just give up.

 “Okay, okay… So, for a moment it smelt really bad, okay?”

 “Yeeess?”

 “And I wanted to ask “Do ya smell this, it smells like shit.” but…”, your explanation almost had you on the floor again and Atsumu just leaned against the car squeakily laughing again (which didn't help you compose yourself), “So, my… my mouth was faster than my brain and I asked “Do ya smell like shit?” instead.”

 While you and Atsumu laughed again, Ruka just giggled a little and the others chuckled as well, but honestly, they were more confused than amused. 

 “No, like.. like I know it’s not funny when you hear it like this, but.. but the face he made? And then my realization? I am dead.” You tried your best to save the situation with another explanation, but failed miserably as they didn't understand why you and Atsumu were almost dying from laughter because of… this.

 “Aaaanyways, Tsumu! We have to greet auntie first, (Y/n) you too.” Osamu interrupted your cackling, hence Atsumu and you tried to compose yourself for good. So, you, Mia and the twins walked into the Ryokan first while your friends waited for a moment.

 Once you walked in, a friendly, mature woman stood at the reception. Her eyes immediately lit up when she saw who came in. 

 “Atsumu-kun, Osamu-kun and (Y/n)-chan. How long has it been?”, she immediately stood up and greeted everyone.

 “Heya auntie!”, Atsumu’s bright grin made her smile softly as she hugged her nephews.

 Then you lightly bowed.

  “It’s been a while, thank you so much for letting me stay here for free. If you need any help, please let me know!”, you earnestly said and bowed again.

 “Oh no, please, (Y/n)-chan, you’re family. Don't even mention it. I’m so happy you’re finally here again.Your parents and I have been talking about you every time during their annual visit, so I’m glad to finally see you again.”, she gently brushed you off with a smile.

 After that little greeting, it was Osamu’s time to introduce his girlfriend. The first meeting certainly wasn't as heartfelt and a little awkward. Atsumu even thought Mian Mian was a little too spoiled because she didn't even thank his aunt for the free stay. When he glanced to the side, he met your own brief glance and he thought you might have felt the same as him about that.

 Once everyone came inside and settled into the establishment, the big question finally arose (the question you had desperately tried to ignore for all that time). Ruka was the one to drop it.

 “Who's gonna share a room?”

 Atsumu didn't have high hopes for anything at that point. Despite his efforts and usual hopes, he had to be realistic for once: You would not want to share a room with him for one week. The setter knew you would choose Ruka.

 That’s why he was truly shocked (and ecstatic) to hear Ruka, before you could even utter one single word, continue right after the question was being said out loud, “I choose Kita-senpai.”

 With that, Atsumu was left confused for a second, because no one was surprised besides you and him, before his hopes skyrocketed in an instant. In just mere seconds, everyone had called out their partner for the week and the only people left were you two. 

 “Guess Atsumu-senpai and (Y/n) are gonna share a room for the week.”, Ruka said innocently, but the grin on her lips definitely didn't go unnoticed by him. One glance to his former teammates only confirmed his suspicions: It was planned all along. 

 “Greeeat and here I am stuck with ya again.”, you huffed overdramatically and that elicited a chuckle from Atsumu. 

 “Oh please! I know ya loooove spending time with me.” He teased you immediately.

 “Right, cannot imagine anything more fun or exciting.” You taunted right back while you grabbed your luggage and walked to your assigned room with him. 

 And when Atsumu just glanced back, all he got from Ruka and the others was a thumbs up and an excited nod. So apparently… everyone rooted for him? Wait. That meant… his crush on you was much more obvious than he had previously thought it was. 

 “Mhhh…”, a small grumble escaped him as he turned forward again with a small blush now adorning his cheeks. Thankfully, you didn't realize as you walked a little bit ahead and he just followed. Atsumu didn't even know why he was slightly embarrassed all of a sudden, but he simply didn't think he wore his heart on his sleeve like that. Then again, Osamu had also realized it without Atsumu saying anything about it. Sadly, you hadn't realized it at all since all you thought about and looked at was his twin.

 Well, at least he could spend the next week together with you, so maybe it wasn't too bad that his friends all knew about his feelings towards you. Thus, he shook off that weird mood quite swiftly again.

 Once the door to the room closed behind him, he suddenly struck a more serious note when he said, “Like for real, I am sorry y’are stuck with me again, (Y/n).”

 That kind of surprised you, hence the “No?” came out more like a question. However, you quickly turned fully to him and smiled (his poor heart made a flip just because of that).

 “Nah, it’s good, really.” and it certainly was. For some reason, you hadn't been that disappointed. Which was a bit surprising, but it seemed like you really had adapted to his presence - that’s all.

 “Okay, then let’s enjoy the week, right?”, Atsumu grinned again and his usual chipper tone was back.

 “Un!”, you approved and got ready to unpack

 A few quiet minutes later, you suddenly started, “Also, not to bitch about Mia, but… that she didn't even thank auntie for the stay? That was suuuper rude.”

 “Right?!”, he immediately responded. So that glance you had exchanged was about Mia’s lackluster greeting.

 “I mean it’s the least she could do after Samu dragged her ungrateful ass along.”

 “I know?! Like what the hell! At least say it if ya can’t show it, ya know?”

 You both giggled at the end when you looked at each other. 

 “Ah, by the way.”, you then sounded more serious all of a sudden, “Let’s just be friends this week, okay? No touching, no kissing and definitely no sex. I don't want anyone to find out about this … pretend thing we’ve got going on. Okay?”

 That hurt. But it was also understandable. You weren't dating. Just pretending. That just hit him once again. 

 “Sure.”, he forced himself to smile, “I respect that. Let’s just… enjoy the week as friends.”

 A relieved smile flitted across your face and you nodded, “Yeah, thanks Atsumu.”

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 The rest of the day, nothing special happened. The Ryokan wasn't very busy at the moment since, besides you and your friends, only an elderly couple had booked a room over the weekend. Well, with the ocean a few minutes away, high season started with June until September hence things were rather quiet for now. However, Atsumu didn't mind that everyone used the first day together to catch up with everyone. It was nice to take it easy for once and the setter had a very interesting conversation with Akagi, since his senpai also wanted to become a teacher and currently did his practice year to get the teacher’s certificate. So that was some valuable information he got there. 

 As time went on, Osamu really tried to involve Mian Mian in the conversation - Atsumu noticed his struggle as he sat rather close. It was a little funny, to be honest. Maybe his brother would finally realize that taking her with him on this vacation was quite the mistake. Since everyone talked in their usual dialect and about things mentioned in the group chat or that happened in the past, Mia mostly sat there quietly and listened. 

 It certainly wasn't that they did it on purpose, but the conversation just flowed naturally from one topic to the next. You hadn't physically seen each other in so long so it couldn't be helped. And before everyone realized, it was already time for lunch. 

 Even though you had offered Atsumu’s and Osamu’s aunt some help, she declined with a smile. Thus, a very traditional Japanese lunch was served to everyone.

 Thanks to everyone, Atsumu, of course, sat beside you once again. Somehow… you started to find it a little suspicious, but didn't say anything. Rather, you couldn't even concentrate on that problem much longer because another problem sat right in front of you: Mia and Samu. 

 You already weren't too comfortable eating in front of people, especially people you didn't know well. It couldn't be helped - you always wondered if they silently judged you. So when Mian Mian sat right there, ready to watch every bite you’d take, it made you nervous. But she wouldn't comment on anything, right? Not when Samu was around… right?

 Oh, how wrong you were.

 Atsumu gulped down his food quite quickly and before he knew it, you had finished as well. Hence why, when he said “I’ll grab us seconds!”, he genuinely didn't have any ulterior motives. Even your kind of hesitant “Okay…” flew over his head, because he just wanted you to enjoy the food his aunt’s chef had specifically made for everyone. 

 So when the setter came back with two new full plates and he sat down, no one could have prepared him for the thing Mia said next, “Wow, that’s a lot! (Y/n)-chan make sure not to overeat or you’re gonna get a stomach ache. We don't want you throwing up on our first day, right?”

 She giggled sweetly and cocked her head to the side. Maybe she genuinely meant well and didn't want you to feel sick. But the slight look she gave you after she had glanced at the second full plate and then at you, didn't go unnoticed by you. 

 Your friends suddenly went quiet and Atsumu would have been the first to yell if he hadn't just stuffed his mouth full. Instead you forced yourself to smile and chuckle, “Yeah, thanks, everything’s good.” 

 And now your appetite was gone. 

 However, since Atsumu had just brought you this plate, you could not not eat it now. How stupid would that look? And what would their aunt think? Plus, now everyone was staring at you as well. You tried your best to remind yourself that those were your friends, they didn't judge you. Well, maybe they didn't judge you, but they definitely also didn't say anything. 

 No. 

 That was fine. 

 What would they have said anyways? It wasn't their responsibility to defend you. You should defend yourse-

 “It’s none of ya business!”

 Hastily, you looked to your side.

 Atsumu, who had finally swallowed everything, eventually could say something about that situation. When Mia tried to defend herself, he immediately interrupted her, “Don’t gimme ya damn excuses. Look at ya own fucking plate and don't make unnecessary comments.”

 “She just meant well, Atsumu!”, Samu now also defended his girlfriend, which only angered him more. Why couldn't he see how insensitive and just unnecessary that comment was?

 While Atsumu and Osamu started bickering, you simply wondered: What’s up with your damn heart? Suddenly it thumped so heavily.

 That’s when you suddenly remembered something.

 An incident that had occurred during your school years. Back then, you waited for the bus together with your (now ex-)best friend, when two girls from your class approached you. In front of your friend, they started mocking your appearance: your weight, your hair, your moles, your acne. There was nothing they didn't attack that day; and all your friend did was take a few steps back and ignore it. You were all alone, circled by those two whilst they slaughtered your self-esteem.  

 Until you heard a familiar voice that called out to you and the two girls. 

 Atsumu. 

 It was true. He certainly never let it slide when someone bullied you or made unnecessary comments about anything. You remembered that day so well now; he got really heated and bullied the girls back (it wasn't the right thing to do, but he was 11 and didn't know better back then) while Osamu stood by your side and comforted you. 

 Somehow, you had forgotten about it. 

 Your friend that really stood up for you was Atsumu.

 Your crush, however, mostly stood by your side and tried to calm you and comfort you, but the older twin always took the initiative and confronted your bullies. Usually they would leave you alone after that as well.

 Yeah. How could you forget such an important thing? 

 The one friend that had always defended you throughout your school years had always been Atsumu. Even when you were a bad friend to him, even when all you looked at was Osamu and even when all you wanted was for Samu to stand up for you just once - it had always been Atsumu that came to your rescue. 

 Kindergarten, elementary school, junior high and all throughout your high school years. And now even in college. Atsumu was there to protect you. 

 That realization suddenly hit you like a truck. Which then increased your heartbeat so much you thought it would jump out of your chest any second. Due to your crush on Osamu, all you really remembered was the quickening of your heartbeat whenever he would console and hug you, but now? Atsumu's past (and also present) chivalry had such an impact all of a sudden.

 “Oi, calm down would ya?” Kita was the one to interrupt the twins’ verbal fighting as he didn't want them to resort to physical violence. That’s when his voice finally shook you awake as well and you tried to deescalate the situation.

 “Senpai’s right. Calm down. You too, Samu. It’s fine! I know you didn't mean any harm, Mia, so let’s just eat, okay?”, you said as you looked between Atsumu, Osamu and Mia. 

 The setter just huffed and eventually followed your movements as you pulled him down by his arm again. Once he was seated, Atsumu looked at you a little apologetically. He knew so well that you hated it when he got loud, but to his surprise, a small, thanking smile adorned your face (and not an angry frown) before you turned to your food again. 

 That certainly did something to his heart. It seemed like you weren't even that angry that he - once again - couldn't hold back his big mouth. His own annoyance swiftly faded as well thanks to that. Though Atsumu knew that he had to make sure his brother’s girlfriend was nowhere near you during breakfast, lunch and dinner. 

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 After a refreshing bath, Atsumu opened the door to your shared room with an “I’m done!” and was surprised when he heard your frightened yelp. At first, he thought he had caught you changing, but then he remembered you had taken a shower before him and came back wearing your yukata. 

 “D-Don’t scare me like that, idiot!”, you said with a light quiver in your voice and that’s when it hit him. 

 Suna had told a horror story during dinner about some alleged murder that happened in this Ryokan many hundreds of years ago. Apparently, to this day, one could hear the dead kids screaming and running around at night while they fled from their killer. A story as phony as it could get, really. Hence he was surprised you were nervous. Though, then again, he did know you were a little scaredy-cat, even if you didn't like to admit it.

 “Ya know… if y’are scared, ya can always come in here and I’ll protect ya all night long.”, he said with a small smirk. 

 For once, you felt the heat rushing to your cheeks due to his words. Hastily, you grabbed a pillow and threw it at him.

 “Ya wish! I ain’t scared.”, the next part you said a little quieter, “And what if anyone sees us, hah? I would melt away in embarrassment.”

 “Alright, alright. I won’t ask again~.”, he held up his hands in a defeated kind of gesture and chuckled. 

 “Now, lay down. I’m gonna turn off the lights so we can sleep. Don't forget we promised Mia and Samu to show her around the village so we gon’ walk a ton.”

 “Okay…”

 And thus, Atsumu turned off the lights. Thanks to this phone’s bright screen, he easily found the futon and slipped in as well before he put it to the side to let it charge. When he turned around, you lay with your back facing him, which did make him a little sad. If he could just sleep together with you, he would love that…

 A loud creaking, a sound very typical for old houses, made him wince a little, but he literally saw you jump from that sound. To be honest, he did feel sorry for you, especially because, if he was your real boyfriend now, he could hug and cuddle you to make you forget that stupid horror story. Though when you didn't turn around, he also rolled back and closed his eyes. 

 However, after another creak, he opened his eyes again when a sudden, slight tug on his yukata sleeve startled him a little. Once the setter looked to the side, he was confronted with your face and eyes that tried to avoid his own. 

 “Maybe… maybe sleeping together isn’t such a bad idea after all…”

 Those words tugged at his heartstrings so hard. Without another word, he grabbed your hand and pulled you from your futon onto his, which elicited a small yelp and gasped “Atsumu!” from you.

 However, you instinctively relaxed a little against his body. And when another noise startled you, you hastily crawled even closer. Damn Suna and his stupid horror stories. You know it was irrational to be scared, but you couldn't help it. 

 “It’s okay. I’ll protect ya.”

 A few moments of silence went by before you suddenly answered, “Ya know I’ve always been bigger than everyone else.”

 “Oh, err, yeah? And?”

 “Well, ya know… Since I’m big… I’m not allowed to show weakness or cry. It’s embarrassing for someone like me.”

 “Why though?”, he was genuinely confused and hugged you a little closer. 

 “I don't know… It’s always been that way. And yet…”, then you looked up and got surprised when you met his eyes (why did he look at you?!), “Y’are the one who saw me cry so many times already. Damn it, that’s embarrassing actually.”, you pouted at the end.

 “Hahaha, I know.”, he chuckled, but then nuzzled his head against yours, “(Y/n), ya don't have to pretend to be strong in front of me, it’s okay to be scared, it’s okay to cry. I won’t laugh or judge you. You can always lean on me.”, he whispered and hugged your voluptuous body as tightly as he could.

 There it was again. The setter managed to increase your heartbeat with his choice of words. You had realized soon that your craving for love and attention was quite big. Hence you had always dismissed the last few incidents of your hammering heart as “touch- and love-starved” or your period hormones or any other excuse you could find in that moment. Though the truth was: Atsumu’s words and affection made your heart flutter like a hummingbird.

 Then, you mumbled something that hadn't escaped your lips in quite a few years, “Thank you, Tsumu. That really… means a lot.”

 You didn't realize the importance and significance of using his nickname. 

 But the setter did.

 Atsumu and his heart were not ready for that yet. You called him his nickname! A seemingly small gesture, but only he knew how grand it actually was. He hadn't heard it for so many years and you not using it had always hurt more than it should have. After all, it was a distinct cut from friends to acquaintances that happened so fast. The day he realized you loved his brother was the day he realized the big crater you had created between you and him. And by then, it was already too late and he thought he could never cross it and meet you on the other side.

 It was overwhelming. He was about to cry because of such a small thing (and you didn't even seem to notice the effect it had on him), but for the first time Atsumu realized just how much closer you two had become. There were small hints here and there that should have already shown him how much the distance between you and him had melted away, however, it never fully felt real. As if it was all but a fleeting dream. 

 But now?

 It was the moment he truly thought it was possible to finally get back the relationship you once had of being best friends and - of course! - also deepen it.

 Even if it meant he had to play along, suffer quietly with those feelings and hope for the impossible just a little longer. It was worth it. This one word was proof that the last months haven't been for nothing.

 Overwhelmed and overjoyed, Atsumu couldn't hold back and despite the will to respect your wish to not do anything, it just happened because he was so happy. His hand slipped onto the back of your head and as you looked up, he already leaned in and connected your lips. 

 Immediately, the setter felt your hands against his chest that tried to push him away.

 “Hey! We can’t…” but the protest was quite meek and trailed off at the end. Once again, his kisses just silenced you as you slowly got swept away by them. 

 Even though you wanted to stay strong and determined to not do anything naughty this week, his words had already warmed your heart before and made it jump higher than you wanted to acknowledge; now his kisses were the simple cherry on top that made you weak (not that you would ever admit that though!). And so, your resilience melted away as his hands traveled into your yukata, groping your plump ass and pulling you even closer. 

 So much to: “Let’s just be friends this week, okay?”

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all characters canonically under 18 are always aged up ; english is not my native language so i apologize for any mistakes

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after hero hours

Link (loz botw)

wc: 1282 warning(s): SMUT/18+ ; submissive Link ; dominant female reader ; femdom ; pegging ; anal sex ; degradation kink ; scratching ;

an: thank you to the people who voted and helped decide 🫶 welp, this is it, hope you enjoy!  

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“Ah-! Khh!”

 “Hey, hey! I said no biting.”, you reached out your hand and let your thumb brush over his bruised bottom lip.

 “I-I’m sorry.”, was all Link managed to stammer before another moan interrupted him when you pressed your bare heel into his throbbing cock.

 Right now, the hero Hyrule’s kneeled in front of you, arms tied together in the back, a collar around his neck with a leash attached and his eyes covered by a blindfold.

 Link looked so cute - exposed and vulnerable just the way you liked it. The sudden touch of your heel made him jolt even more violently, thus the toy he kneeled on pushed even further into him. Hence another shaky moan was heard.

 “Good boy.”, you cooed and gently pressed your foot against his dick even more to make him whimper.

 Link’s hips jerked forward in an attempt to get any sort of friction, however this also meant the weirdly shaped toy inside his ass moved as well as he rutted against your leg. Which then elicited an even more pitiful whimper as he lowered himself further onto it to get more satisfaction.

 “Ahn! AH!”, he moaned loudly when you suddenly grabbed his elf-like, sensitive ear and squeezed a little.

 “I’m praising you just once and you get cocky already humping me like a bitch in heat, hm? Fine, let’s see how deep you can go then if you can’t bear to be empty.”

 “N-No Mistress, I’m sor- NGHHG AAAHGHG!”, he stammered at first, but it was already too late when you grabbed his shoulders and pushed him down onto the artificial cock until his ass was completely filled.

 The sensation was too much for the hero and even though he didn't want to disappoint you again, Link couldn't control his orgasm anymore. With his cock jerking and bouncing, he spurted his thick cum all over your foot and shin while he moaned his throat raw. When he felt a sudden touch on the blindfold, a small hiccup escaped him before his glazed, lust-filled eyes met your devilishly glimmering ones.

 “Hahaha, look at you. Your pathetic little dick can’t handle anything, can it?”, you laughed at him diabolically. The evil smirk and the disgust in your face was enough to make him shiver in excitement.

 “Up!” That was all you said with an imperious voice and your little hero immediately nodded.

 However, as much as he wanted to follow your order, his legs were still shaking tremendously, hence a mere helpless whimper was heard. Link really tried to stand up, but with his arms still tied behind his back and his relentlessly quivering legs, he didn't go far and fell back down. Which then made him moan out again as the toy was moved once more.

 “I said: Up!”, you demanded yet again and all he did was whine and look up with those glistening teary-eyed sapphire eyes. Silently, he entreated for help.

 “Tch! You really can’t do anything, hah?!”

 The growl sent another chill up his spine as he vigorously shook his head, “N-No, no I-I can’t wi-without my… my mistress. Please h-help me, M-Mistress.”

 The hero’s begging gave you shivers and your clit vividly throbbed in your panties seeing and hearing him like that. Without another word, you grabbed the leash and the other hand a fistful of hair harshly and listened to his heartfelt, pitiful moans and cries as you reared him up violently. The artificial cock you had managed to craft with the old shiekah technology a while ago slipped right out and Link collapsed on top of you just like that. However, despite his heavy gasping and shaking legs, the hero used your help and managed to crawl on top of your lap fully. There, he plopped down with a little sob and tears that ran down his cheeks.

 “Why are you crying, hm? Is it because you feel so empty now?”, you asked in a playfully soft tone, since, when he nodded and whimpered approvingly, the softness was quickly gone. Swiftly, you reached back and pushed three of your fingers inside his twitching, gaping ass.

 Another cry was heard as the proud hero completely melted on top of you.

 “M-Mistress, p-please… not… not enough. Fuck me properly.”, he sobbed and stumbled over his words. Link’s sapphire eyes shimmered beseechingly as tears still pooled in the corners of them.

 “Tsk.”, you clicked your tongue and stared at him through narrowed eyes, “You’re quite brash today, little hero. Ignoring my orders, imploring for help and now that. You know I hate mutts that beg and can't follow simple commands.”

 “I-I’m sorry. P-Please forgive me, j-just this once Mistress, forgive m-me…”, Link continued to beg as he rubbed himself against your soft body. His pathetic little cock was already twitching again while your fingers spread his ass open, making him even more aware of how empty he felt.

 “Plea-se… Ah!”, a surprised gasped escaped his lips when you suddenly pulled out and with one smooth motion, pushed him to the side and onto the bed.

 There he lay. His messy, long hair all over the place as he slightly looked back through it, watching you intensely as you stood up and walked over to your dresser. Link’s heart thumped heavily and it only increased when he saw the toy you pulled out – it was his favorite. Also one of the firsts you and him had created together to fit both your and his needs. So, despite your annoyed sighs and harsh words, you still gave him what he wanted in the end. That got him all giddy and excited as he watched you putting the garment on. The click of the toy being installed made his heart jump.

 When you walked back, you rubbed some oils safe for your play onto the foreign object and then kneeled onto the bed. With one swift motion, you turned him onto his back.

 “Hmhng…” Your disgusted and harsh glare gave him goosebumps. He couldn’t even hold back, his dick bounced and twitched on its own with excitement.

 “Mistress, mistress, thank you, thank yo- Ahnhh!”, he tripped over his own words due to the anticipation until he could only throw back his head and moan loudly once you entered him.

 “I will fuck you so hard until your throat is sore from screaming so you can’t talk back to me anymore!”, you growled. But in reality, you knew that only turned him on more as he moaned lustfully.

 Your hands held up his legs as you dug your nails into his thighs and left deep scratches to mark him as your possession. Easily, you moved your hips and slammed them against his ass. The movement made your tits bounce and enticed Link to stare at his beautiful mistress even more.

 “Ahahaan NhhAH!” His house was filled with blissful moans and cries of pleasure as he squirmed and quaked. Every hard thrust from the toy made him see little stars - he loved the raw, uncontrolled fucking.

 Link just wanted you to use him even more, until he physically couldn’t go on any longer. Even if it would mean he couldn’t stand or speak tomorrow morning, that was okay. Because there was nothing better than giving up control for once and letting himself loose in front of the one he loved the most.

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all characters canonically under 18 are always aged up ; english is not my native language so i apologize for any mistakes

#botw link #totk link #smut #link x reader

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This is my first time trying this and it may flop buuuut... Wanna try it nonetheless maybe someone wants to share their opinion and help me out 👉👈

#izumi miyamura #botw link #totk link #Smut #questions

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Not an ask, just wanted to say that you are loved and appreciated and I hope you have an amazing day❤️

Ahdjdkalajsj 🥺 THANK YOU So MUCH FOR THESE KIND WORDS ❤️ im having a rough time rn so thank you even more! HAVE AN AMAZING DAY AS WELL

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