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i cannot deal with these crushing societal pressures (i have to write an email)

#it's actually two emails :( #i cannot do this i am simply just a guy #a creature if you will #why must the world give me its hardest battles #shitpost

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I thought I was so sure about my gender and then suddenly Maia Kobabe's "Gender Queer" comes along and i'm right back into questioning.

That book relayed so many of my own personal thoughts and experiences back at me, some that i didn't even realise or understand enough to even begin to put into words until i related so hard to that book.

i've realised that i have definitely rushed into labelling myself and not allowed myself to fully explore my options. i don't think i actually even like labelling my gender, i just like the sense of community and self understanding that comes along with having a label. i also found i don't even really like pronouns all that much, there are some that make me less uncomfortable than others but none really feel right. i have been using they/she but the only thing keeping the she is the fact that i'd feel bad asking people to change again. ultimately the only part of being perceived im comfortable with is my name.

idk if i'm ever gonna find a label that properly fits, and for the time being i'm just gonna stick to demigender until i figure it out, but who knows. the only label i've found that i feel definitely relates to me is autigender, as i feel like it's impossible to separate my gender experience and my neurodivergence so that is something i might explore in future

gender sucks and i wish it would go away

#idrk what this is #thoughts were being thunk #had to put them somewhere #gender queer #gender queer maia kobabe #gender #autigender #questioning gender #trans #enby #nonbinary

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solarpunk pearl!! 🌱☀️

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Finally finished hhh

Reblogs appreciated!!💕💕

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this is definitely my favourite part out of everyone's videos

the way pearl pets the dog is adorable!

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thanks gem

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when your fishing buddy buys you a new hat

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https://x.com/wwispwolf/status/1777239501695230107?s=46

I’m trying anyway to get this out there and shared.

So I’m still trying to keep the donation train going for the Hermits x Gamers Outreach cause honestly we’re not terribly far off from a total of a million, and the donation link still works.

This is my Twitter shared version (there’s one on here too if you would check that out at some point too)

I’m really bad with the algorithm on Twitter so I’m trying to see if I can get some of y’all’s help in spreading it there since I can gain some traction here.

I just want us to come together as a community to cross the gap to a million to make Scar and a bunch of kids happy. Plus how insane of a story would it be to finish making it to a million without anybody but the community itself involved.

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where the heart is

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"Her smile was always too much like a setting sun."

I saw the wiki writing about q!Jaiden's death and got an idea. Here's to the end of Parrotduo

Roier doesn't believe in gods, he doesn't believe any creature could be as cruel to orchestrate this Hell. A lot of people in the island do though, when they talk about certain things that have no logic behind them.

Like when Spreen went missing, that was okay. Roier never let go, he's not the type to forget, but he could live his life normally because at least he had somewhere to place his hate.

One day, a normal day, no big fights with codes or books from white bears, just a simple day, the island realized he was dead.

That's when Roier got bitter because all this hate was left with no vessel and when it all sprang back to him, he had no choice but to look at it. Nowhere to shove the love that was tangled between all his ill wishings.

He doesn't believe in gods, but that time when everyone came to the same conclusion, they decided there was more to it all.

Today, Roier is in a cellar when he finds out. He can almost see it being written, Purgatory, not arriving on the ship, nuclear bomb. If there are gods, they are awfully descriptive and he once again wishes to be a non believer.

He hugs his legs, guilt nagging at the base of his throat and ending at the nails that dig into his pants, because he has to mourn in a body that's not his. He almost doesn't want to picture her, she's too good for this foreign brain. Doied doesn't deserve to even come close to the pain that's stitching his eyes, he has no place where Jaiden is concerned.

Still, there's nothing to do, and his tears are more him than the cheeks they slide down, because him and Jaiden, that could never be about a body. That was deeper, so much deeper. All of a sudden there's a hole in his chest where she was supposed to be and he knows there's a piece of him lost somewhere that should have stayed in Jaiden too.

That would be it then, he feels it swell inside him and break his ribcage, all of the words he never got to say and the smiles he never got to watch. The fight they put up, the nights they cried themselves to sleep. More than a heartbreak, it's a matter of soul.

"Is there anyone left?" he wonders aloud when the dizziness from days without sleep draws a perfect picture of her in front of him. Her wings look ethereal like never before

"Where do I put all this love if there's no one left?" he tries asking. Her smile was always too much like a setting sun.

She doesn't answer but it's clear to Roier like it was clear to her when she stayed. They never had answers, they never asked each other these questions because the other was always wondering the same thing.

He wonders now, alone and nothing but a mind trapped in treacherous flesh, if she will manage to find Bobby. He wonders if he has anything left to fight for. He wonders, for not more than a second, what it'll take to see her again. See them again.

And off she goes like everyone Roier comes to love. He should be used to this by now. He's not.

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Rip Gem,, repeatedly calling herself an ethogirl has come back to bite her 💀

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Postman tango? :3

Day 43: uh oh it’s windy

#it fucken wimdy

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after playing phasmo for the first time today, i feel confident in saying that the gigs must just be insane because holy fuck what is wrong with this game????? it has no right to be this frightening and stress inducing, how the hell do they play it weekly????

#phasmophobia #gigs phasmo #gigs #grian #impulsesv #geminitay #goodtimeswithscar #skizzleman

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Women want me | Fish fear me

Based off of:

CLOSE UPS UNDER THE CUT!

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SOBBING!!!!

IM GONNA CRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

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Gem and Grian snail siblings confirmed, i will accept no other duo name and they will henceforth be known as nothing else in my mind

#it's perfect for them #you cannot convince me otherwise #i love them so much #snail duo #snail siblings #geminitay #grian #hermitcraft #hermitcraft 10 #gem and grian best duo

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I can't stop making stupid little animations for the silly little snails asdghlfs so have a pesky snail gifset, knowing me probably more to come:

#matching pfp me and who???