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[chuwuyas]

Ides of April

#booping every blog on my dash rn #random

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listen. i know it's not 2014 anymore and i know it's just a throwaway line and that the russo brothers didnt intend for marvel action blockbuster captain america the winter soldier to become the tragic gay love story that never was but man. having steve say "it's kind of hard to find someone with shared life experience" in a conversation about romantic relationships right before the bucky reveal is so cruel. it's not just about steve and bucky obviously having the shared experience of being "out of time," it's the fact that they've both been stripped of their humanity in opposite directions. steve is a legend, he is an american hero and a national icon before he is a human being the same way that bucky is a weapon and a killing machine before he is a human being. steve knows that anyone who falls in love with him in the 21st century fell in love with captain america first, and that's just not him. but then the one person who knew him first and knew him best and loved him (not captain america, that little guy from brooklyn) so much he died for it is alive, impossibly. and it's a miracle because he's back and it's horrific because he's back under the worst possible circumstances. but to steve, the winter soldier is worth tearing the world apart for because he's always been bucky first. they find each other and suddenly they're human again. and maybe, despite it all, being "out of time" becomes a blessing, because in this century they'd finally be allowed to love each other the way they've always wanted to. like real people do.

like. no. the captain america trilogy isn't about two queer men traumatized and alienated by war and modern life rediscovering and reclaiming their humanity through their love for each other. but. i mean. it couldve been

#marveling on main but. yeah #stucky #sorry but they'll forever be one of my favorite ships

[chuwuyas]

hi terribly sorry for asking about this but you have me hanging on the edge of my seat with Catch And Release, do you have any updates on it at all maychance?

hello!!!! it is still on hiatus unfortunately (the crowd boos) but def not abandoned!!! i have the skeleton of the final chapter ready and some paragraphs here and there, but still haven't gotten the chance to actually sit down and write 😔 life's been tough

thank you so much for your patience and i'm sorry for the longass wait 🙏

#i know it's been a while #been fighting mental illness but mental illness got hands #sorry for the long wait <//3 i prommy it's gonna be worth it #c&r things

[chuwuyas]

A trope that gets to me: 'guard dog' character and their partner who are both fully aware of it and honestly don't care/kind of like it. Someone says "call your guard dog off" and their partner does call them off. That person, their 'guard dog', is someone who is unreservedly, irrefutably loyal to them. Someone undoubtedly dangerous who is willing to kill, to maim, to obey, simply because of their love for one another. There's no manipulation involved— it is loyalty, brutal, dogged loyalty. And it goes both ways.

#LYTOSHI LYTOSHI LYTOSHI #DELICIOUS #ocs

[chuwuyas]

breathe

#baby boy 🥺 #atsushi nakajima #bsd

[chuwuyas]

drawing your fave character so much that you don’t use references anymore and enough time passes that they start looking pretty dramatically different than they do officially. i call this the Lover’s Scrunch

#me with lythe

[chuwuyas]

saw a poll about how often you wear makeup and now i'm curious

also if you wanna put in the tags, i'm curious whether you prioritize definition (like neutral eye makeup, brow filler, contour, etc.), complexion (concealer, foundation, etc.), or pizazz (glitter, big eyeliner, fun colors, etc.)

or just tell me your everyday makeup idk

#it depends on where im going #if i think i won't be outside for too long #just mascara and red lipstick + eyeliner sometimes #if im going out with friends and will see more people #add eyeshadow to the mix #random #about me

[chuwuyas]

I died but I came back exactly the same. You though, I came back and you were wrong. Did the fact of my dying really damage you that much? Was bringing me back worth what it cost you? Would it have been better to just leave me?

#OBSESSED with this sort of dynamic for lytoshi #lythe brings hitoshi back to life and hitoshi's normal #but lythe? lythe is almost hysterical #he just went completely bonkers in hitoshi's absence #he's obsessed and possessive and if people LOOK at hitoshi weird he loses it #he's fighting everyone and he doesn't leave hitoshi's side and is super clingy and #maybe he tries killing theo again just so hitoshi won't leave him again lmao #toxic yaoi #ocs

[chuwuyas]

hello!!! I just wanted to say that I really love your writing! this is lwk embarressing but catch and release is like…..my favorite fic ever…..and im so distraught over the ending😖😖 do you plan on finishing it?

hewwo!!! it always makes me happy to know people still like my writing and fics even though it's been so long since the last update 🥺 i do plan on finishing it yes! i have the outline/summary for the last chapter ready so i just need to sit down to actually write it, but it's been kinda tough this and past year. writer's block has been kicking my ass lmao but i got hands and am fighting back !

thank you for your support and patience and i'm sorry for the long wait 💔 i promise it'll be worth it!

#c&r things

[chuwuyas]

[trying to show my left-handed friend I'm a good ally] yeah it surprised me a lot how much anti-left-handed language is still floating around. it's honestly kind of sinis... sorry, I didn't mean that, I wasn't trying to be passive aggressive or underhanded or....... I try so hard.anfi always,mess up erverythijgg..

#itsuki to hitoshi when he was trying to befriend him in the hospital postgame

[chuwuyas]

spider crew

#my children #miles morales #gwen stacy #pavitr prabhakar #hobie brown #across the spiderverse

[chuwuyas]

(to the guy whos about to kill me) do you like men

#lytoshi

[chuwuyas]

some lil cat doodles from pics my friends send me

#cats #so shaped

[chuwuyas]

what super expensive indulgence would u get for urself if u suddenly came into a bunch of money?? assume all bills/mortgages paid, all friends helped: what treat are u buying just for u?? for me it would be a quilted lambskin chanel bag in iridescent pink

#i would commission literally every artist i came across for fancy illust of my oc ship #new phone #ipad to draw #gaming pc #all sims 4 packs #complete collections of all my favorite mangas #TATTOOS!!!! #and then world trip with my beloved mwah mwah #random

[chuwuyas]

oh no cigarettes for me thanks i just wanted to be in this dank alleyway with you

#lytoshi

[chuwuyas]

#them 🥺 #steve rogers #bucky barnes #stucky #marvel mcu

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#ouma and kiibo #ndrv3