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emotionscanvas · 11 months

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Radha Radha Radha

You never know what is coming your way, and you have no idea how Krishna (God) has protected you from much that you can't even imagine. What you felt during times of hardship was just a minor turbulence. What I believe is that Krishna simply swept it away before it even touched you. Trust me, we have no idea what was coming our way. We realize with time and patience that we couldn't have made it through without Krishna. I don't know why, but today, I feel that a lot could have happened to me, yet it was Krishna Ji who was always there for me. I'm literally crying out of gratitude for Krishna. I can't complain about things that aren't going well in my life, but I don't know what Krishna's plan is. However, what I do know is that he knows exactly how much I can bear, and he's there protecting me every single second in some way or another. So, I will not question his plan or why he is doing this to me. Instead, I will always ask him to show me the right path to walk on and be there with me as I take action. I say it with confidence and humility that "who could be against me when Krishna himself is with me." I just can't thank Krishna enough for everything he has done for me. ;)

Radhe! Radhe! :)

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emotionscanvas · 11 months

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When I used to tell people about you, they replied to me, "It looks like I have completely fallen in love with you." Somewhere, I knew that they were right, but I didn't want to accept that fact because I had the fear that you might not stay. So, if I accepted that fact, it would hurt me more when you left. However, I'm actually really proud of myself and always have a smile whenever I think about it. For the first time, I had genuine and honest feelings for someone. There were no expectations or feelings of wanting something from you. The intention or thought of lust didn't even come to my mind. In fact, I have never even hugged you. Just those handshakes while looking into your eyes while talking to you. Many times, we were just silent, but I didn't feel awkward at all. I don't know why, but I just felt relaxed and completely at that moment. :)🤍

“The thing you are most afraid to write. Write that.”

— Nayyirah Waheed

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emotionscanvas · 11 months

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"Words Untold"

"So, this is my first-ever blog, so I hope you won't expect perfection from me. However, I do hope to improve because writing feels like therapy to me.

I want to share something that life has been teaching me, especially over the last 9-10 months. It's about the people we care about, our friends, and loved ones. What I have learned and observed is that if you truly care for someone, if you truly love them, and if they hold great importance in your life — someone for whom you would even take a bullet — you might expect them to reciprocate that same level of care and value.

But sometimes, their actions can make you doubt your significance in their lives. They might say to your face, "Oh! You're one of my closest friends," but their behavior or actions often indicate otherwise. They may not give you the same importance you give them. For instance, they might treat you differently when you're alone with them compared to when you're in a group setting, where they might not even acknowledge your presence.

What I have realized is that you can still continue to do things for them without expecting anything in return. It might sound strange to some, but my understanding is that you shouldn't compromise your quality of always being there for others just because of how they treat you. It's not necessary to make them realize their wrongdoings directly because doing so could make you lose your self-respect. Instead, you can drop subtle hints indirectly. You can also create some distance from those individuals without even letting them know, gradually stop sharing your emotions or details of your life with them. While they might listen and react in the moment, the harsh reality is that they hardly care about it.

My realization is that you should continue to do good and collect positive experiences. Give them the freedom to choose how they want to be in your life, and if there's any sort of pressure from any side, focus on yourself. Eventually, you will meet the right people who genuinely deserve your energy and presence in their lives. It might be just one person, but that person will go above and beyond to make you feel special. They will care deeply about your feelings regarding their actions and efforts.

So, this concludes my first blog. I hope you enjoyed it, and I'm really interested to hear your thoughts on these people and different phases of life."

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