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[feralattentionwhore]

Anyway not to be too non horny and happycore posting on main but I'm engaged and I'm probably going to be married before the end of the year. Which is massive progress for someone who's spent their entire life not wanting to ever be married and hated the idea of ever having to fully depend on someone.

I'm trying not to get too excited and my brain is providing all the rational reasons why I shouldn't be so happy about this. But on the other hand we adopted a cat together and I'm moving in with them and we're getting married and every time I think about us having wedding rings my heart gets excited. All I've ever wanted was a family where I feel safe and loved. And this will either be the cruelest trick the universe has ever played on me or maybe possibly the one thing I've always truly desired

Please let it be the second one

#soft things so i don't think about the hard moments soft things so i don't think about the hard moments soft things so i don't think about

[feralattentionwhore]

Once again questioning if I've ever managed to cum before or if it's just me getting really overstimulated instead

#i went off bc because my body way fucking me up and now i feel kinda weird about things #i want to know if being off it will help with my “just keeps bleeding for a month straight” thing #i want to be able to have sex like a normal fucking person so i dont get sub drop after sex like 90% of the time #i was going to do a test to see wtf my hormones are up to but i cant afford it anymore so i guess im fucked #the drs have forgotten to give me an appointment for my ultrasound #its back to my nonsexual domming arc because im scared of having sex again #i don't know what im doing with sex and i just feel bad and useless because my body doesn't cooperate #scared of bleeding again too #i also found out im a test tube baby which really puts things into perspective because i literally wasn't meant to exist #i was forced to exist and im the epitome of a mistake

[feralattentionwhore]

dating a cis girl after you get addicted to hand-feeding girls their E so you have to force feed her ibuprophen every morning just trying to chase that high. sorry i said that

#im screaming #🔓new kink unlocked #but also placing a girl's pill flat on her tongue w your thumb and stroking her cheek and calling her a good girl for swallowing. well #thats objectively just so good #op living my dream respectfully

[feralattentionwhore]

For the last few days I've been completely desperate for non sexual domming vibes and for them to turn my brain off until I'm mush and now I can't breathe because I need to be railed into oblivion so bad

I need the pain and the lack of control and just being held down and made to take everything they give me. No wriggle room, no choice, just having to be good for her please

#wlso i really hope they don't see this bc its just desperate horny thoughts and im not perticularly thinking straight #but kinda wanna try anal again #like really wanna #but i don't like it #but also i want it #idk #we should probably communicate about ot or something and actually do all the prep stuff #and you know its weird because 99% of the reason i don't like anal is because it just feels weird #and getting fucked in the other hole feels so so so good #and im currently Completely desperate to get fucked in the feels good hole #but somehow i still wanna be fucked in the ass #or at least try it again #maybe #but also i don't like it #brain is weird

[feralattentionwhore]

Dreaming about that second when they first push in. It hurts so good and it's so easy to get overwhelmed not knowing if I want it to stop or never end

#dont mind me just coming back from a two month hiatus with this post because they're sleeping #and i just can't stop thinking about it #it feels so good #and she's always so gentle and takes it slow #but sll i want is them to go fast and hard so it doesn't stop #which im fully aware is probably a bad idea considering my body but it feels so fucking good #anyway shes asleep in call with me rn and im half a second away from begging her to fuck me hard until i forget my name pls and ty #and uh hi everyone ive been gone a while and now i have covid #am planning on moving to America and also engaged to them #hope everyones well lmk <33 #lgbt nsft #queer nsft #nblw nsft #nsft #lesbian nsft #sapphic nsft #wlw nsft #nsft wlw #wlw ns/fw

[feralattentionwhore]

Gals you have not fucking lived until you've held a girl down by the wrists while she genuinely tries and fails to squirm free, and seen the fear in her eyes as she realizes she can't do it.

#im #im completely normal about this #this is fine #im just #damn #good post op #definitely not going feral over this #oh also apologies to all moots and stuff i havent been active on here at all #i just post n dip #in my defense i was having a mental breakdown so the gf bought me a ticket to visit them for six weeks #and now im here with rhem and everything is right in the world #lgbt nsft #queer nsft #nblw nsft #nsft #lesbian nsft #sapphic nsft #wlw nsft #nsft wlw #wlw ns/fw #uk nsft #uk queer

[feralattentionwhore]

Somehow knowing that my natural body hair matches more closely with people on t than it does with women gives me both gender euphoria and dysphoria. I wish I had more or less and not this in between that makes me feel not masc enough and not fem enough at the same time

#it just looks weird and feels weird and i hate it #and gross #i deserve to look hot tyvm

[feralattentionwhore]

How about a science experiment where you tease me all day until I can't take it any more n then fuck me n see what happens 👀

#chronicles of me saying things ill definitely regret #do i want this? #or do i want attention? #i want attention #i wrote this five months ago before i had self preservation #but im still going to post it bc heh #lgbt nsft #queer nsft #nblw nsft #nsft #lesbian nsft #sapphic nsft #wlw nsft #nsft wlw #wlw ns/fw #uk nsft #uk queer

[feralattentionwhore]

24/7 dynamic my beloved, why are you so perfect?

#like its just so good #being free use so you can bend me over and use me anytime you want? perfect #staying in some sort of headspace all day because you think it would be cute ? amazing #going out and not having to worry about a thing because they'll be your brain? wonderful #letting yourself be spoilt because as much as you hate it it makes them happy and you a lil too ? yes #that last point wasn't perticularly to do with this but ive accepted the title now #eheheheh #lgbt nsft #queer nsft #nblw nsft #nsft #lesbian nsft #sapphic nsft #wlw nsft #nsft wlw #wlw ns/fw #and i promise i'm never letting you go #uk nsft #uk queer

[feralattentionwhore]

It's kinda cringe how within a few months I went from "noo I don't want to be collared it's not really my thing" to "please buy me a billion collars in different colours, necklaces for when we're out, own me pls"

Good thing cringe culture is dead 😌 and I'm spoilt

#ehehehehehehe #yoursyoursyoursyoursyours #just want to be owned and collared and controlled so i know im theirs forever #all the proof so i never forget it ever

[feralattentionwhore]

I'm just so easy to take advantage of. Whatever the situation all you need to do is bend me over and I'm free to use for as long and as much you like

#please take advantage of me please please please please please #lgbt nsft #queer nsft #nblw nsft #nsft #lesbian nsft #sapphic nsft #wlw nsft #nsft wlw #wlw ns/fw #uk nsft #uk queer

[feralattentionwhore]

#this is how they talk to me #and somehow it works #idk how dont ask me #possibly i simp far too much for my own good #its adorable

[feralattentionwhore]

Power exchanges are just so freeing

I have so much anxiety about not being good enough, on the surface at least. But inside? Being so much less than you feels so nice. Knowing that you're smarter and stronger, that you can look after yourself and me, that you have your shit together, job, friends, can do all the things I'm terrified to do.

You can tell me to do anything and I'll do it, I'm safe to just follow your lead because you know best because I can trust that. And no matter how much better you are, how much more than me you deserve, you chose to own me. And I'll always listen to you because what else can I do?

#i wrote this months ago but its still relevant #is it wrong of me to simp this much??? probably #do i care? no im way too obsessed to care #safe trusting them to know whats best #i bring no brain but vibes to anything you invite me to #will always give company as long as you provide the brains #does any of this make sense #i think the heat has just broken me #lgbt nsft #queer nsft #nblw nsft #nsft #lesbian nsft #sapphic nsft #wlw nsft #nsft wlw #wlw ns/fw #bd/sm kink #uk nsft #uk

[feralattentionwhore]

I just need you to tell me how much you adore me via bruises on my your body

#im yours so therefore although i inhabit it its still your body #because everything i am is yours #forever and always #yours yours yours yours yours #your toy to use as much and however you like #but please hurt me need it so bad please #lgbt nsft #queer nsft #nblw nsft #nsft #lesbian nsft #sapphic nsft #wlw nsft #nsft wlw #wlw ns/fw #uk nsft #uk queer

[feralattentionwhore]

I hate the porn pullout shots of creampies. The best creampies don't start to leak out for hours. My husband came so deep against my cervix the night I got pregnant that it didn't start dripping out until the next morning. Don't barely spill onto her lips. Fill her so deeply she worries if even her birth control can keep her from getting knocked up. Or so deeply that she knows without doubt that tonight is the night she gets pregnant. Pull her so tight she can feel every pulse, can enjoy the heat that only comes from being filled with hot cum, so that cum drips out of her for hours, not minutes.

#whines whines whines whines #please fuck i need to be bred so bad #constantly please #please please please please please please #ill be so good if you give me it #i can be trusted #just please breed breed breed breed

[feralattentionwhore]

Something about the thought getting pulled over their lap is just so insanely hot. I don't even know why and it doesn't have to be to get spanked or anything but just the way it makes my brain go 😵‍💫

#just feels safe and hot and nice but also just so good #idea is hot #idea is safe #its like having their hand around my neck even if its not to choke me #just grounding #feels so good #something to focus on #i love it #i love them #lgbt nsft #queer nsft #nblw nsft #nsft #lesbian nsft #sapphic nsft #wlw nsft #nsft wlw #wlw ns/fw #uk nsft #uk queer

[feralattentionwhore]

This is a sadist appreciation post. Thank you for enjoying our pain. You’re not a bad person for being a sadist. Please hurt me.

Thank you

#i love you youre so perfect #you're perfect the way you are #sadists are so good #the best #so good for us masochists #treat us so good #lgbt nsft #queer nsft #nblw nsft #nsft #lesbian nsft #sapphic nsft #wlw nsft #nsft wlw #wlw ns/fw