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This will be my entry for tonight, mind this i had this in my head for a while now my imagination is all over the place. I had been conversing with non-existent people around Europe ever since last week. This is a bit more like self love and finding the love from within than a series of love stories. In my 21 years of living I had heard of love stories for a long while not just young love but also old love that came from old letters and telegrams even. The stories I grew up in told different ways to love a person but to never love one self. I had been through amount of hell before and now but what hurts me the most is that I'm so caught up with producing love for others I forgot to produce one for myself. My new story will be focusing in one self and love that she might discover. Hope who ever reads this know that loving someone is a gift but loving yourself is where you will be at peace.

#writers on tumblr #my wrtitng #writers #new blog #new storyline #self love #stories #writerscommunity #writer things #thoughts

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I will start a new story again. Soon enough i might publish is publicly in wattpad or other reading sights

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Am I the only one that talks to oneself when writing a story? Whenever I took a shower I suddenly have this conversations with this none existent people and be in a different country talking to that person and when someone knock in the door I had been transported to my own world again. Idk what to feel about it. It's like I'm conversing myself with others whil actually just being alone

#blog #experience #writing #writers #writers on tumblr #stories #imagination #writerscommunity

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Living with a Toxic Family

I do really thought I can make a video about this in tiktok and I’m here typing about this because I have no where to go but my writing. I’m currently not in a good mood for the pass few days, my mom is in her moods again and she is treating me like I’m a trash or something, there are also some days of the nights that she just screams at me slam doors at my face and give up on trying to talk. She is so hard to handle and as I progress I realized I lost my self-esteem and self worth while I continue living with her. She and my dad is in good terms but they were no longer together I was forced to move out of my bed room and to sleep with her in their old room with her due to them being no longer together. 

I totally get it my mom is seeing someone and talking to that guy every night over the phone so if they were going to share a bed together my father or her will be forced outside the bed room just for her continue with her conversation with her man. Don’t get me wrong her boyfriend is really kind and sweet his children are nice kids too, it’s just that my mom talks about his kids and tell in in the table and say it’s her friends kid. She admitted she is having a affair long before my incident on my school that makes me feel depressed after being there. I don’t know what to do my mom is toxic she always wants to get on my business and treats me like a worthless shit. I’m so tired and I’m almost so alone this online classes must end and this pandemic too. This is tiring, I hated my home I don’t even want to go home every time I went to my school. I know I’m just ranting but comments can help and someone who can relate can tell me their experience and  maybe I can have a Idea how to cope.

#toxic family #toxic mom #send help #help my sanity #toxicity #toxic household #i miss school

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My babyyyyyyyy

It's ok even if the story sounds like a dream

Let me hear it again

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Hello im back bitches, My thoughts and words on my countries pleas

hi im back I just got back and Im now going through my new life. I had been quitting smoking already but since it was quarantine I’m having withdrawals. This is what happens in quarantine, my mind is in a bad place for a while. Corona virus is not helping the people of our country, people are being politically blind and the government is taking away the freedom of speech of its people. You can be labeled as a terrorist and people are going to be in jail for even speaking against the president and can be even KILLED for speaking up about the corruption of the government. People should be able to say what they believe and fight for what is right freedom of speech for everyone. 

#freedom #press freedom #quarantine #quarantinelife #im back #active again

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 the words that have felt like a thousand bricks. As he left a thousand bricks have fall upon me, and so does the sole of his shoes. Things aren't it seems to be they all fall in the same place and so therefore they have turn against each other. Things will never be the same and it will never be again the same, some voices will never be at peace and so does their soul. I have been lost through this walls through this hard rock mountain walls.

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Okay this is not my thing pero I will write about it bitches. What will you do if your man thinks your so fucking demanding? Is it wrong to you know demand somethings like attention and stuff? Like is it normal? Idk what to think 😞

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Im never pretty but I did try to be cute

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Girls are still raped in our country and people blame them for wearing sexy clothes……nudity is never an open invitation for sex !!!

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Ang hirap na gumala kung nag kalat ang rapist sa pinas jusko magirap na they could be everywhere huhuh

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This is not new, I have this feelings wild as it can get,

My eyes are droopy and wet. I feel the bones crackling and shaking, as I felt my heart shruder.

Ice cold snow wraps upon thy heart,

Yet the storm is brewing inside my mind.

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Ngayon lng ako mag pap picture ng toga letche ang aga ko nagising huhuhu parang papasok ulit di na nga ako pumapasok 😭😂

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Okay first of all this is sad, hearing that there is a 16 year old girl got raped and someone skinning her is horrible. It makes me want to question why would someone would do that? I always believe that women’s clothing is not to blame for being rape.

Who is crazy enough to rape a infant? That’s cruel more so a 6 years old. Then there are this stupid filipino citizens making memes and jokes about this rape cases. Which is not funny at all di man lang nila inisip kung may nanay ba sila, kapatid na babae or kahit friend or relatives na babae 😠 this memes on facebook is not funny at all. This is a serious matter yet some netizens treat it as a joke and blame women for wearing such clothes.

Why not try sustaining yung libog niyo at kamanyakan niyo? Baka sakali lang no mag karoon kayo mg sense. It makes women feel unsafe in the open streets na and what’s worst is the government still trying to protect those rapist. 😠

FIY womens clothing is not the reason why women are getting rape it’s just that some fucking people don’t know how to contain their dicks inside their pants.

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the people sometimes thought I will be consumed by alterior motives. This occurs when we happened to be in pain the pain that only felt like a liturgy of each items we have found into the deep vast of ocean.