ghostslimu

[ghostslimu]

reblog if you have narcissistic eyes and dark energy

#thank u for ID :) #reblogs

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THIS PLACE IS ABANDONED NOW

#removed my username now #but dm if u want the new one hehe

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me: ok time to watch a youtube video sponsor ad read: YOU ARE BEING WATCHED BY EVERYONE EVERYONE CAN SEE YOUR ONLINE ACTIVITY YOUR PHONE NUMBER IS BEING DISTRIBUTED ON THE DARK NET RIGHT NOW AND YOUR GRANDMA KNOWS THE WEIRD PORN YOU WATCH. ALSO STALKERS ARE GOING TO COME TO YOUR HOUSE AND KILL YOU. BUY THIS SHITTY VPN THAT PAID ME TO SCARE YOU INTO CLICKING THE AFFILIATE LINK me, psychotic: ok cool

#thoughts #psychosis #rant #ocd #maybe #its kinda related i think #paranoia #unreality

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btw im silent here cuz i moved to pillowfort :3

#uhhh if ur mutuals and ur on there.......dm me n ill give u username hehe #and if ur mutuals and want an invite link....hehe also dm me #me suddenly acting like im super close to my mutuals but ive never talked to them

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how is it such a stereotype that germans have no humor, all the germans i know laugh about almost everything SOB yesterday me and my mom were crying laughing because we read a dudes name as michael michaelson

#thoughts

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in addition to being terrible bad thought fuel to people with ocd, many popular posts are also just...genuinely mean. i'm talking about the "rudely correcting a clueless person and then 10 people add their own insults after clueless person has long learned their lesson". like someone always has to be the idiot for you all to act like you've known that information since your birth

#thoughts #it just makes me sad because a lot of the clueless reblogs are just by.....teenagers #who mean well #but are misinformed #what happened to kindly or even just neutrally correcting someone #why do you have to be mean about it #just my personal issue

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Fun fact: Censoring scars actually does more damage and is more triggering than simply showing them.

When you repeatedly point at someone who has healed from trauma and is surviving, even thriving and slapping a trigger warning on that, you are part of the problem. Yes this applies to self harm scars too. Images of a person that is doing well and happy even if there are signs of past trauma does not need a warning and should never come with a warning.

People with scars aren't disturbing, scars are part of the process of healing and repair. If you censor scars you are sending the message that recovery is bad and that a person's body is disgusting or unworthy.

#genuinely #for the longest time i wore long sleeves even in hot weather #after i didnt even have to hide my scars anymore #just because i didnt want to trigger random people in public #before i realized that i shouldnt have to hide my body for the comfort of others #theres nothing that hurts more than people telling me i need to censor pictures of myself just because i have sh scars #ive genuinely gotten into traumatizing arguments about this because people didnt want me to send pictures with visible scars like #sorry????? theyre part of my body?????

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happy disability pride month to people who experience psychosis!

people with schizophrenia

schizoaffective disorder

cluster A personality disorders

bipolar type one

depression with psychotic features

PTSD with psychotic features

postpartum psychosis

delusional disorder

unlabeled experiences with psychosis

people who choose not to consider their experiences of unreality disordered

all of us!

#HEY THATS ME THATS ME #I HAVE PSYCHOSIS #YAY THANK U OP #finally no demonization

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i mean this as is they seem like they’re good at the subject but honestly interpret it as whatever

#hey wait thats my mutual in law #no way famous

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Peeing

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tumblr fixed me because now every time i feel my abandonment issues spiking up and that digging my claws into every person i meet i can just tell myself"ive got to be more normal about them" and it works every time

#thoughts

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would u kiss a man if they let you. whatever man comes to mind

#thoughts #bro im so high on sleep deprivation ignore me i think its funny

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waters so amazing because you can drink it really sloppy style and like spill it all over yourself and it doesnt even leave a stain. you dont even have to wash it out/ . because its already washed

#IVE BEEN SAYING THIS #YES #i get possessed by like a wild forest animal every time i drink water just sploshin n letting it run down my neck and taking whole gulps #water my beloved

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the world would be so beautiful if people realized that just because your post is centered around ed recovery and a positive attitude towards food, doesnt mean you dont have to tag it

#thoughts #tw ed #tw ed mention

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Ok so being hard of hearing I basically always watch stuff with captions, but I've also met people who absolutely hate them. So I'm curious to know

I would also love to know why either way, out of pure curiosity

#withhhh #actualyl got so mad in class one day bc a girl INSISTED we keep the captions off on the movie we were watching #like girl im sorry they annoy you but i like literally need them to know whats going on ITS EXAM RELEVANT #(czz i have a mixture of auditory processing issues and bad hearing from a buncha ear infections/damage during childhood) #funniest thing was it was one of those perfomative activist girls too #anyway

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wait this has probably been asked before but im curious, @ systems:

no clicky option for singlets click the reblog button instead /lh having an already known alter appear in a dream doesn't count btw, this is only about alters that seemed to appear in dreams first/"came from" a dream

#thoughts #system stuff #did #osdd #plural #polls #system poll #osddid #actually did #osdd system #did system #dissociative identity disorder #whatever else tags idk #also sorry if i used some wrong terminology english isnt my first language

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OSDDID community, please remember that, yes, most cases of DID are covert, but not all cases. I am an overt DID system, my alters act extremely different from me and this has repeatedly caused me issues throughout my whole life. It has made navigating this disorder extremely difficult for me and has made people other me a lot. People have almost called emergency services on me for how differently I start acting when certain alters front. I physically cannot hide my symptoms. My symptoms have always been pointed out by others and I was very much estranged from and bullied by people around me for it. Even teachers would badger me over my symptoms.

It gets really tiring and demotivating seeing people saying over and over that "DID is covert," "DID is hidden," "DID never makes itself known" when all my life my DID has been overt, has never been hidden, and has made itself known. It makes me feel like my existence is inconvenient to address because people want to feel better about their experiences. But what about my experiences? It makes me feel isolated from the community because people are constantly saying that my experience is not real which has driven me further and further away from OSDDID communities because there's such scorn for the idea that overt systems do exist.

You can absolutely acknowledge that OSDDID most of the time is covert and not spotted by others. A lot of people do end up figuring out symptoms purely on their own and others doubt their symptoms because they are not obvious enough, and that sucks. But please do not then assume your experience is the only one and that overt systems are some made up concept or that OSDDID is inherently covert. We do exist and we need a place within the community as well

#actually feeling this #people used to think i was roleplaying #they bullied me so hard #also being known as a sweet and quiet kid but then having one alter that frequently lashes out sometimes even physically at teachers #not fun being known by teachers as the student that slaps and shoves you you when you touch them