heartthyst

[heartthyst]

If I ever pointed out that I think someone is good-looking, I don't mean it whole-heartedly as in I'll physically want to throw myself on top of them or I'm head-over-heels or need their number asap.

It's more of a passing comment like: 'look, the sky is blue.' It's an obvious statement. It doesn't have any deeper meaning to it.

#aroace #aroace spec #I just don't like people assuming I have the hots for a person I complimented #Edited last sentence. It was worded a bit too mean.

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Sometimes my recall memory stops working during a conversation due to anxiety and it forgets simple things like my phone number or date of birth. But my mouth is still moving and, thankfully, giving out correct information.

#my brain isnt braining #gemini on autopilot #me with phone calls if i don't write out a whole script beforehand #25% confused 25% patting myself on the back 25% freaking out 25% hovering anxiously #when your body takes over because your mind and soul is exhausted #anxiety problems #introvert problems

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I blended in so well in heteronormativity that if I come out as aroace now, my social circle won't even believe it. But I really don't like when people automatically assume that I want to date or hook up with others when I eye at them or comment on their beauty. I just like them aesthetically!

#i mirrored too damn well #aesthetic attraction #aroace

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I may sometimes complain about wanting a relationship, but whenever an encounter happens that can potentionally lead to one I grimace and avoid it entirely.

#aromantic #asexual #aroace #things are better in thoughts than in practice

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People are always so in awe about how composed I am when misfortune happens. I'm not. I suppress my feelings and let it simmer in the background until it catches on fire.

#i don't sort out my feelings or problems #everything just gets suppressed and forgotten #I especially hate it when people shake it out; it takes awhile to sweep it all under the rug again #emotionally detached #istp female #may gemini

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Watching a proposal: awww, cute.

Imagining it's me: cringe, yuck, puke.

#aroace spec #aromantic

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What's better than one awkward person? Two awkward people.

#even in silence it's better to suffer together #introvert problems

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When your only source of motivation wants to unmotivate you.

#doing things is already as hard as it is #motivation #lazy problems

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I have a hard time choosing what I like, but I can tell you what I don't like.

#i like anything except... #this is how i combat my indecisiveness #it's so hard choosing favorites #may gemini

[heartthyst]

A hopeless nonromantic all my life. Surrounded by heteronormativity all the time..

#i'm feeling lonely #fifty fifty cupid #aroace spec

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I dislike public attention so much, but my Leo Rising be acting up.

#when you have social anxiety but you're a leo #i hate it but i love it #leo zodiac #leo ascendant #leo rising #zodiac signs #zodiac astrology

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Ambivert problems: I'm too introverted for my extroverted friends. But I'm also too extroverted for my introverted friends.

#anyone else has this problem? #ambivert #introvert #extrovert

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I get attached too, but not in the lovey dovey sort of way. It's more like a 'oh, I feel comfortable doing this type of stuff with you' kind of thing.

#thinker not a feeler #aroace spec #platonic

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Have you guys ever seen a meme or a funny inside joke video you wanted to share to your partner or see a cute tiktok and you want to recreate that for them, but you remember that you're actually single? Couldn't be me.

#and i did the dumping :( #single life #sharing is caring

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Still can't convince me to buy crocs. I tried it on waiting for the "magic" that everyone claims it to be. My feet just slips and slides and crushes my toes at the front and it still looks ugly no matter which angle I look at it.

#one of those 'only your mother can love you' #🚫 crocs #unpopular opinion

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I rather go on dates that are interactive where I can showcase my playfulness. Earth forbids I try to sit and make small talk.

#dating a gemini 101 #i think restaurants or bars should wait until we know just enough about each other to keep a conversation going #gemini #first date

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Some people wear their hearts on their sleeves. My mouth wears on mine.

#i swear my mouth has a mind of its own #gemini problems #zodiac signs #idioms