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kind of a spur of the moment decision but uh. not really? like. it's been on my mind for a while but i've put it off with the idea that maybe i'll get that passion back,,, but i never really have and at this point i prolly never will.

i don't know. being a charanon is really fun and i genuinely do love posting here, but in the end i don't really think it's for me. i won't be deactivating this blog for the sake of archiving my writings, but i will be deactivating @actual-fumikage-tokoyami.

i think i'll try to start posting on @lovely--kingly which i've kept on the side for a while, but i dunno since still not having a computer is kind of frustrating if i wanna start up an actual writing blog.

sorry to suddenly hit you with that depressing tone but at this point just thought i'd say so instead of keeping people mayhaps waiting. take care, stay safe, this'll prolly be my last post on this blog.

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i uh,, totally died on you, huh?

i don't know when i'll be consistently active again, i can't lie.. but! i can say that i will be privately answering some asks, at least for some of today. 'cause i mean, it's my birthday after all..

that being said, thank you for the birthday messages! today was never a super important day for me– in the past, whenever we've celebrated, it's just kind of been a small family thing. and while i do still mostly just think of it as any other day.. i don't mind being treated all special- okay, but really, happy birthday to me

also– the mod told me to tell you that if he can find the motivation, maybe watch out for a special written piece.

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awhndskedndjemddmdrnrn

thank you to those who sent any asks like ever aha...

and simply because i'm feeling particularly awesome tonight, it's time to catch up with some spam-answering and let you know that i adore you– oh and the mod like,,, maybe i feel a bit nervous saying it. but the mod told me to specifically say that he loves you– and am feeling so much lighter and that while i might not be super consistently active, i am back.... <3

#*starts crying* #< *but don't worry it's out of happiness* #shin*reblogs #shin*person*ish #bold #tw bold #bold te #caps #tw caps #caps tw

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hey i hope y’all are doin alright

please drink some water and take care of yourself <3

apollo! ah! you're amazing. beyond amazing

that does remind me, i am way thirsty right now... woke up with a kinda scratchy throat and had some water after my coffee, but i haven't had much since then... i'll go and grab a cup or two right now, just for you <3

thanks for the wholesome memes, and for the super-nice reminders

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okay i know things on mobile will probs take some time to get used to + for you to not worry about those asks from before, i just wanted to sayy~

hi,,,, i’m really really really happy you’re back and that i missed you,,, a lot. i hope you n mod are doing a lot better :D <3

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hdnsjxhshshhss riri i– <3.....

you never fail to make me smile... and laugh... and feel all sorts of nervous inside... but, i. um. keep it up. i like it. even the nervousness.

and yeah, we are. i don't mean to overshare– and if am, always feel free to say so–, but the mod's been so excited lately– like, buzzingly excited. he had this big talk with his folks and now there are serious plans about getting him checked up and potentially putting him on some medication– like, he says it's the kind that helps people. the kind that'd help him. i'm way happy for the guy

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thank you to those who sent any asks like ever aha...

and simply because i'm feeling particularly awesome tonight, it's time to catch up with some spam-answering and let you know that i adore you– oh and the mod like,,, maybe i feel a bit nervous saying it. but the mod told me to specifically say that he loves you– and am feeling so much lighter and that while i might not be super consistently active, i am back.... <3

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hnrgh

Taking a tumble down your tumblr dash (sound on)

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I... I....

I don't know whether to be more jealous of the person or the kittens...

Mission impawsible

(via)

#shin*reblogs #either way it is... entirely blessed

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#when shinsou does the Thing

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partners in crime by finneas... fuck....

#swearing #tw swearing #swearing tw #i am obsessed

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i'm feeling,,,, okay-er

i probably won't answer asks for the next couple days, but there's a chance i'll still post? except i'm working on mobile now and ngl everything is,,, so much harder. :(

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mod mode

there’s a small chance you’ll figure out my main by my saying this lol;;;

but. um. things happened. the stress of school on top of these things is making me feel terrible. i don’t know how it’ll play out just yet but i might be inactive longer than i anticipated

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this is the last week of this school year, for the mod. he’s like... halfway between “oh my god, actually, i just. i don’t exist” and “hahaha nothing matters anymore” and i don’t really know how i’m supposed to treat him through this???

but also, he has a lot of missing assignments, and needs to get his grades up before his final day. we might be kind of, like... dead silent throughout this week, aha?

but i’m still taking asks during this time- just, you’re going to have to wait a while before they’re answered. also if the mod ends up grounded or something you might have to wait doubly long. this is not fun.

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yeah, after troy and shirley left the show didn’t have enough time to figure itself out, so it went downhill from the beginning of season 5. the way they wrote britta was,,, something. but my favorite would be troy, cause himbo and “troy and abed in the mOooOrnin”- it’s my favorite show i could talk about it all day but i’m on mobile and don’t want to bore you sjdjdm

hm, i might watch the walking dead then. say, do you have any tv show/movie recommendations?

it’s 11:30-ish pm here rn, but i’ll be able to sleep in tomorrow so it’s alright :3 and good!!! you deserve rest!!! <3!!!

mm, i agree with you there, hundred percent. i could understand that they needed at least one character to move on, for plot progression and all that, but why both? (i mean, i guess it’s a different story if their actors decided to leave the show on their own, but since the movie’s been planned since, like, the beginning, i don’t think that’s the case) troy’s a great character, ‘specially ‘troy n abed in the morning’. also you wouldn’t bore me- maybe i’ll sometimes struggle with comin’ up with good responses. but either way i like hearing people i enjoy talk, especially if it’s about their interests.

it’s not really tv, or a movie, i don’t think- but i watch buzzfeed unsolved, like, religiously. they’ve got crime and paranormal and while they do get informationally scary at times... shane n ryan are really funny. also brent, from some of the earlier episodes.

yeah, i’ve gotten a lot of sleep since this ask... and that note, ‘m sorry it took so long to answer. i know i know i shouldn’t put myself down for that- which i’m not, i promise-, but i just. feel bad for leaving you hanging.

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asjfhdkf it’s totally okay babe- based on what you said, the wait was so worth it asfgjk <33

ohmygod you must really love me if you’re listening to all that,,,, for me.. but you have to tell me, like, everything that you think and stuff askdjk

and u-uh,,, you’re welcome to throw in a little more compliments like,, any time you want.. heh,,,,,, like you said before, it’s too early to be wheezing and giggling and melting the way i am rn akdjsk~ and btw, i am nOT a dork... nah, i totally am, sorry, couldn’t help it babes <3

oh and you don’t always hAVE to be a gentleman all the time.. *wINk wONk ;)))* aDJJSJDJS- no but really,,, i kinda had a bad day yesterday so reading all that made my heart all warm and fuzzy... thank you hito <33

d-delectable?? shinny... >\\\\\\<

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....<3 but also, good morning.

from positions- i like the sound of ‘34+35′, but then the moment i considered adding that to this list i realized that holy hell that is one vulgar song- but ah, that doesn’t make it bad, of course. ‘just like magic’ is also a really nice sounding one- i really vibe with those background noises. and from rina- right now, ‘m listening to ‘best friend’- it sounds good and. well. i can relate- oh but now that that’s finished it was immediately followed by ‘stfu’. i was caught off guard by it... but it’s going into, like, half of my playlists.

mm, yeah, you’re a dork. i think that ‘minimum’ 25% i gave should absolutely get bumped up. to like... 40%, or something. maybe 50. you’re more of a dork than either of us have given you credit for, y’know. oh an definitely, i’d be glad to throw in those compliments. like your lips? christ are they kissable. and, just, like.. your general face. i’d really like to just cup your cheeks in my hands and do that cliche thing where i pull you close and hold us just so that our lips are barely touching. i mean, granted i wouldn’t already become a flustered mess before then, though.

is that non-gentlemanly for you, princess? i mean... i could probably say even less polite things but i fear i’d get too nervous that all my words would fall flat. i hope that all the days since then haven’t been bad, then- and that this upcoming week won’t be a bad one, either. but, i- um- yeah. ‘course, riri <3

i tell no lies.

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how tf did i end up falling asleep at, like, 4 yesterday??

though, on the plus side, i’ve finally got an actually good feeling that my sleep schedule’s bein’ turned around. every time i woke up i ended up jus going back to sleep and now it’s almost 6 in the morning.

if i stay up all day and go to bed at a decent hour, i’ll be good to go :)

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[10:27] . . . valentine's shenanigans

i wanted to schedule this for valentine’s day but then i was randomly thinking of it again today and i realized i don’t want to wait another whole year for that... so take a super late valentine’s work ;) [y/n] = "your name" | [n/n] = nickname | [h/c] = hair color for the sake of plot, we're in year 2 and shin's in the hero course now

it was the morning of valentine's day, which wasn't the most exciting for the kids of ua- some students celebrated if they had loved ones like that but otherwise most didn't make much of a big deal out of the event.

hitoshi was one of these students that didn't entirely care for the holiday. he'd never celebrated it, before, and even now with his [y/n] he'd only realized it was valentine's day when one of his classmates brought it up.

and so now, he sat at his desk, playing sticks with tokoyami who sat near the opposite side of the room. neither were winning, given the continuous, convoluted little tricks they played on eachother to avoid loss. then, right as shin was to switch his hands again, the door slammed open, catching near the whole class's attention.

it was [y/n]- they panted, their hair disheveled and their face sweaty. it took a moment before they could properly speak, their words directed toward shin- "shinny! hi! happy valentine's day!"

the plumette raised a brow, for the moment dropping his hands so he could turn completely toward them. "...hey, [n/n]. shouldn't you be in your own school?" he asked, noting how they went to an entirely different school than he did.

first [y/n] quickly looked to their left and to their right, before holding up a small plastic bag, "yeah, but, y'know... i had to finish your present! think fast!" and with that little shout, they tossed the bag, which hitoshi had to stand up to catch. he blushed as he checked the contents, noting these small, round lumps of chocolate on the inside. there was also a handwritten note attached to the thread that tied the bag closed.

"see, i didn't want to wait before giving it to you, 'cause i like just finished making it an hour or so ago and by then i was already missing school... plus i didn't want to end up giving it to you, like, stale or whatever." they spoke quickly, barely giving themself time to breathe between each word.

and this time, hitoshi chuckled, lightly rolling his eyes as he gave his response, "okay, okay. i'll make sure to find you a pre-" but before he could even finish that sentiment, [y/n]'s face darted behind them and they gave an almost delighted cackle.

"okay! thank you babe! gotta go, now! love you!" they shouted, speeding away. and shin could only watch them leave him in the dust, halfway between amused and flustered and absolutely nervous, with the sudden use of that word. but he decided to sit back down, pulling the bag open to pop one of his darling's creations into his mouth.

he was more than delighted to learn that said creations were chocolate-covered coffee beans... [y/n] knew him well. but before he could scarf down the rest of that handful, cementoss's face appeared in the doorway.

"have you seen a stranger running through here? they're about... this tall," he held up his hand to demonstrate, "with [h/c] hair and holding a bag of suspicious contents."

the boy really wanted to laugh, but he forced himself to hold a straight face as he made eye contact with the professor. "yeah, no idea, sorry. i'll tell you if i see them, though." he spoke, popping another of the bitter treats into his mouth.

the facade didn't last long, though, as a number of students who witnessed the whole thing were already well on their way to laughing a storm.

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