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manicpixxiegirl · 2 months

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absolutely has to be said.

CALLING ALL FANFICTION AUTHORS!

please reblog this. i've talked about this twice before, but obviously not everyone has seen it. i am calling for anyone who writes fanfiction or posts about a certain game/show/universe in any connective manner to please, please- PLEASE, copy this memo below comprising links to supporting palestine, education on the situation in gaza, and a must-need for those who engage in TLOU tumblr; links regarding the creators (neil druckmann) zionism, and how the plot of tlou2 is based on the israeli occupation of palestine. i don't care if what you write seems "insignificant" or "small" in the grouping of larger fics. no. everything that is not related to palestine in any form NEEDS these links. because, when we stray away from reblogging, or writing up our own posts in support of palestine/sharing journalists stories/etc. even for a SINGLE piece of writing, we could be missing people who are unaware (which, shouldn't be the case atp, but..) and fucking especially because in these fandoms, fics are the most popular thing. not reblogs about palestine, unfortunately; there are so many fanfiction accounts who very clearly don't give a fuck about the whole situation, seeping in silence, posting fics during strikes, not taking accountability for it now, so on and so forth. please, for the love of all that is good- CALL THEM OUT! people gaining hundreds of notes, tens of reblogs, supportive comments on a post that completely disregards what is happening SO BOLDLY right now, should irk you. i swear, if i see one more fuckass "i didn't know!" apology from an author who is CONSTANTLY on tumblr, REGULARLY posting fanfiction, i'm going to fucking lose it. if you are on tumblr to begin with, being this active- you have time to reblog. actually, educating yourself and reblogging is way quicker than writing up fanfiction of any length. are you fucking kidding me? you are laughable. comical, not real, and i have nay an ounce of respect for you. ever. but besdies that; the memo. i want everyone to copy this, or make something similar. put this above your summaries, authors note, whatever comes before the writing. every post you make should link back to supporting palestine, cause you never know how many eyes it will reach. it could change a lot of things. on pc, i believe copying it completely will preserve the links, but i'm not sure if mobile will. again. do whatever you can to add it. don't be lazy. put this in ur masterlists/navigation too.

for all fanfiction authors:

for tlou fanfiction authors:

from the river to the sea, palestine will be free 🇵🇸 READ: this account stands with palestine, and so— i require everyone who interacts to educate themselves, and support/donate. READ THESE; 1 and 2, HELP HERE, BOYCOTT. silence is complicity, do not scroll past this. DO NOT BUY THE REMASTER, TLOU2, TLOU1, OR ANY GAME FROM NAUGHTY DOG! neil druckmann (the creator) is a zionist. PLEASE READ THIS. AND REBLOG THIS.

you may add what is necessary, i wanted to keep it short for attention span sakes, and to avoid people skipping it entirely, and so on. i may edit these, fix up anything, but again, if you're using them you can edit them however. as long as you are linking anything in general, that is what matters. thank you, love from aestra. from the river to the sea, palestine will be free 🇵🇸

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manicpixxiegirl · 2 years

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Hi. Can you please 🙏🙏🙏do headcanon of sakamaki brothers when they find that they have a teenage sister who was raised up like human . She and they realy didn't know about each other until She is forc by Karlhainz to live with them together. She is introverted , nice , sensitive , tolerant , funny and caring person.

I would really like to see their reaction on her. Especially if they have the same mother and father. (For triplets , it's Cordelia,... Subaru- Christa...)

I would be very happy for this headcanon.🙏 PS: i som sorry for my english

— dialovers with a teenage sibling

pairings : no romance, gn!sibling!reader and the dialover boys

trigger warnings : child neglect, human experiments

word count : 1209

— shu

➵ i would assume that in the case of beatrix and karlhienz having a child, they would be mostly neglected, much like reiji. this is probably due to the fact that beatrix wouldn't see any use in the youngest, as the youngest never receives power.

➵ the first time shu saw his sibling, he did not think much of them. their hostile interior, was carefully laced with a polite exterior and they never cracked. the young adolescent was obviously in the midst of their rebellious phase, and fiercely detested formal gatherings, like the one they were in now.

➵ however, as time went on, shu started to warm up to the idea of an extra sibling, they weren't annoying and loud like the others.

➵ the new family member was different as they were raised as human, they were kind, though at times sarcastic. the kindness was not as direct, initially, usually only shown through small actions; like offering him a glass of water, or leaving leftovers in the fridge for him.

➵ though the pair do not talk much to each other, shu does like the time they spend in silence, and occasionally let's you listen to his music with him.

— reiji

➵ as i stated in shu's headcanon, the siblings childhood would have mostly been severely neglected. due to this you have become very reserved, and very good at fending for yourself.

➵ therefore, the initial meeting of this man would be you standing in the kitchen just in front of the stove, and making yourself dinner. the aroma was intoxicatingly good, and the precision in which you added the ingredients was enchanting. his interest was peeked.

➵ from there on out reiji has been pestering you and inviting you into his study. though, the sibling was annoyed at first, they maintained their air of politeness which only intrigued reiji further.

➵ eventually, you answered with a simple nod, and a slightly bored expression. as soon as you entered the room, the experiments began. he would make you drink teas, run PET scans on your brain to test how you reacted to things, studied your behaviour. to be honest, all he saw you as was a human lab rat who happened to be related to him.

➵ honestly, the only other emotions this man really ever experiences towards the new family member is rivalry whenever you show independence. he has to be the best, so he tries to make you dependent on him.

— ayato

➵ being raised by cordelia and karlhienz as a mortal must have been stressful, to say the least. i mean you would be constantly given a ton of responsibilities, while being expected to do everything perfectly. it would be too much.

➵ god, i don't think this man has never been so in love with something in his whole life. the first time he saw you, something just clicked and he felt he had to be the big brother you needed.

➵ he felt that he had to protect you, i mean he was also treated as a robot who had to be programmed for perfection because anything less was seen as a failure - so when he first got to know you, something just came over him.

➵ sometimes this leads to him being over-protective. meaning, you are always attached to the hip, you aren't allowed to go out alone and that he even requested your room to be next to his.

➵ he wouldn't let cordelia near you even if she did want to see you, and he actively tells you not to worry about the school industry and all its terrible flaws. honestly, he just wants you to be free, or at least as free as he'll allow you to be.

— kanato

➵ again, being raised by cordelia and kalhienz as human must have been something that raised a lot of anxiety within you, which has led you to become pretty emotionless. not in the sense that you don't feel at all, but more that you find it hard to present emotion without it seeming forced or fake.

➵ the new sibling first meets kanato while they were wondering the house, and came across the doll room. though it was disturbing and ever so slightly frightening, you kept your composure. after all, you were taught from a young age that emotion was an inherit weakness.

➵ when kanato saw your lack of emotion from the shadows, he felt you were perfect. well, a perfect play thing that is.

➵ from there on out, he would never leave you alone. at night he would cut and style your hair; put makeup on you; make you pose and take some pictures of you as if you were a corpse.

➵ though this definitely annoyed you, and you were deeply uncomfortable with the treatment you were getting, you couldn't stop him - nor did you want to. because truth be told, being dressed up and treasured was like a safety net you never had before.

— laito

➵ as stated with the other two triplets, the anxiety you suffer now was a direct impact of being raised by two sociopathic parents. being a teenager now, mostly meant that though you were tolerant, you were still easily irritable.

➵ therefore, the first time you met was due to an argument you had had with your father. you felt trapped in his hands, so you decided to come to one of his estates where you found your brother.

➵ when he first saw you his first instinct was to ignore you, so that's exactly what he did. he had no interest in a new sibling, who popped out of nowhere, and honestly he wasn't hoping for much from this new person.

➵ though you were both aware of each others existences, there weren't many shared moments they would have. your opinion on laito, as a consequence, would also be pretty unknown considering you've never really talked or acknowledged each other.

➵ the extent of your interactions, were simple hello's and occasional sorrys when they would bump into each other. other than that, laito shared no interest in you, just as his parents never had interest in him.

— subaru

➵ being raised by christa was an experience much better than with the other mothers. karlhienz was barely present, which was a good thing considering you hated the person your mother became when he was around.

➵ you were raised to be delicate and polite, and when subaru first met you the first thing he felt was an overwhelming emotion of jealousy.

➵ this wasn't to do with the envy of the normalcy you grew up with, and he didn't; it was the proximity of which you were to his mother. the relationship in which he had wished to have with his mother (a healthy one), you had.

➵ though you never felt anything but sympathy for your sibling, subaru seemed to dislike you for no good reason. so, you started to distance yourself and become apart of the competitiveness of your brother.

➵ sibling rivalry commenced between the two, and so your interactions started to become limited to silly competitions you would have. yet, during these times of rivalry, there were also times in which he would help you, such as when you would get hurt and he was the first to come to your aid.

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manicpixxiegirl · 2 years

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— lighting the world on fire with manicpixxiegirl

playlist : here.

contents : this is literally just to get to know me a little better, and completely for fun.

word count : 251

➵ my name is lau, and i am currently studying criminology, law and english literature so i generally don't have much time to do requests. however, if someone is willing to send me a request i may do it, it will just take a while.

➵ my birthday is on the first of august, so i'm a leo sun, leo rising and gemini moon. to be honest, i am just a generally very self-assured person.

➵ i aspire to become a writer, though i currently work in a small local cafe, though i do love working there, to be honest. and honestly, i'll probably end up in a publishing office way before i can publish anything myself.

➵ i'm an inxp-t, and kin characters such as: kou mukami, kanato sakamaki, ayato sakamaki, bubbles, buttercup, rainbowdash, rarity, sailor mars, ryuko matoi, kyoko mogami, saeran choi, etc.

➵ i mostly write headcanons for otome games, and my favourite characters tend to include : azusa (dialovers), saeran (mysmes), harada (hakuoki), iba (hakuoki), ceasar (ozmafia),etc. honestly, i don't love writing about ruki, i really just don't like him.

➵ i really like rewatching comfort shows like sailor moon, dialovers (funnily enough), death parade, and skip beat.

➵ my favourite mangas at this moment are sachirro no one room and yona of the dawn.

➵ i identify as a demi-girl, and my pronouns are she / they, and i'm not so sure about my sexuality but right now i label myself as a lesbian.

➵ please feel free to text me if you ever need to talk !

#lesbian #demigirl #diabolik lovers #ozmafia #mystic messenger #hakuoki #get to know the writer #get to know me #just bored #personality type #headcanons

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manicpixxiegirl · 2 years

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— more random diabolik lovers headcanons i had at one in the morning

trigger warning : manipulation, drug addiction, mentions of mental health issues, dissociation, self-harm, trauma, substance abuse.

word count : 749

➵ kou speaks french.

➵ laito's favourite position to cuddle in is when you lay your head in his chest, it just makes him feel alive; as if he had warm blood and an actual heartbeat.

➵ kanato is obsessed with those butterflies in a picture frame.

➵ reiji has pet rats, like a multitude of them.

➵ ayato has named every single one of reiji's rats; names all after singers from the 2000's.

➵ kanato likes to touch and do your hair, he also enjoys when you return the favour by doing his hair.

➵ subaru hates the summer with a passion, the heat is too much and it even makes his coffin uncomfortable to be in.

➵ kino keeps a shit ton of crystals on him at all times, he is super into the whole spirituality thing.

➵ he also burns sage and incense in his room to rid it of 'bad vibes'.

➵ azusa's favourite drink is gingerbread latte.

➵ shin is overwhelmingly competitive; just because he likes you does not mean he will let you win.

➵ carla's guilty pleasure is having you plait his hair, but he constantly complains whether you do it or not.

➵ azusa thinks of you as his moth.

➵ laito loves baking with you, or just cooking in general.

➵ ayato is super into astrology, like he even knows the meanings of each persons venus sign.

➵ kanato loves the smell of burnt caramel, but hates to clean up after himself when he does burn it.

➵ shin is the type to not be able to take spice at all, yet he will still eat it to avoid looking like a weakling.

➵ carla used to have raspatory problems as a child, but will obliterate anyone that brings it up.

➵ kou is an introvert who would much rather spend time with his family than anyone else.

➵ laito is so clingy, he literally gets so insecure every time you leave him - even if its just to go to the bathroom or to fetch some water.

➵ azusa is autistic.

➵ kino has adhd.

➵ laito feels super scared to have kids because he would never want to pass on any type of generational trauma because of his own baggage.

➵ kino and ayato often bond when they smoke weed together, otherwise they're constantly bickering.

➵ kou is incredibly smart but hardly ever applies himself at school because he wants to maintain a dumb façade that helps him manipulate people.

➵ sometimes azusa feels so lonely he starts to hallucinate as if it were a mirage.

➵ yuma frequently feels like he is not part of his own body, not like he is insecure of his body, just that his life does not seem to revolve around himself personally.

➵ kou is such a hard worker that he once worked for more than three days straight, because he was secretly afraid of disappointing his company and fans, yet still felt a crushing guilt for not going home to see his brothers.

➵ he uses hard work to distract himself from his traumatising past.

➵ kino suffers from so much anxiety that his teeth have imprinted on the side of his tongue for clenching his mouth for too long.

➵ azusa tends to sleep walk into others rooms so he can sleep next to them.

➵ which is convenient for kou, who has a very hard time sleeping alone, so he ends up having a lot of sleepovers with azusa anyways.

➵ ruki dissociates a lot.

➵ he doesn't dissociate in the way of him replacing the reality around him with that of a daydream, but in the way that he doesn't feel like anything is real.

➵ azusa uses piercings and tattoos as a form of self harm but also as a coping mechanism.

➵ yuma could stare at the ceiling for hours just trying to recollect his past memories (he fails every single time).

➵ kanato has major trust issues, but when he does trust someone he tends to develop separation anxiety.

➵ symptoms of kanato's separation anxiety includes things such as shaking, and picking at his nails.

➵ laito is a recovering drug addict.

➵ shu was severely traumatised by any type of fires, so he refuses to enter any room that has candles, incense burners, etc.

➵ this is the reason he only ever uses electronically powered stoves.

➵ reiji struggles with multiples types of substance abuse; the most prevalent is his use of LSD and speed.

➵ shu doesn't enjoy going out because he is the type of person to be constantly looking behind himself to check that no one is following him, or doing anything suspicious.

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manicpixxiegirl · 2 years

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— masterlist

as i'm mostly busy i may take a while to respond to asks, but my requests are always open !

— dialovers

➵ random headcanons i had at one in the morning

➵ more random headcanons i had at one in the morning

➵ nicknames for you

➵ dialovers with a teenage sibling

— laito

➵ laito sakamaki telling you about his trauma before playing with your emotions

— beatrix

➵ beatrix sakamaki's tale of pure bliss and disgusting tragedy

— ozmafia !!

➵ jealousy

— love unholyc

— eater

➵ it's raining men - edit

— other

➵ lighting the world on fire with manicpixxiegirl

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manicpixxiegirl · 2 years

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inspired by @bloommess

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― beatrix sakamaki's tale of pure bliss and disgusting tragedy

pairing : none.

content warning : in no way am i trying to excuse beatrix, i still believe she is a terrible mother and how she treated her children was terrible, i'm just trying to give her some backstory, and context as to why she may have acted the way she did.

word count : 847

inspiration : @nutaella-kookie

➼ the age was 1896 in England, under the reign of Queen Victoria, where dresses had to run down to the ankles and where necklines hung to the level of ones mid-breast. maybe that was what attracted beatrix to the women in front of her; the cleavage. yet, she didn't want to believe that this desire for this gorgeous woman was just up to carnal desire.

➼ so, in pride she closed her fan, dropping her pale arm to her side, and walked towards the woman with dark hair and smiled. `good evening.` and that was how it started, carnal desire, attraction, human nature or just those two words. in fact, that night they had already shared their intimacy, as scandalous as it was they didn't care.

➼ soon they were madly in love, no they already were - it would be a stupid misconception to assume that such palpable chemistry between the two females wasn't anything but destiny. things like affection, impulse and even love did not exist within the realm only the two shared. it was far beyond that.

➼ the year 1901, the edwardian period. dresses stayed their long lengths, but waists got larger and necklines had risen. unlike the world around them, that had changed into an urbanised land, they became a symbol of nature. just like nature they would grow, blossom, and become an unstoppable force.

➼ in the night they would stay up, lighting candles and writing letters to each other. giggling and laughing, they were always together, never seen apart. they would not hide their affections even in the day, going on open outings to the park frequently, where they would share a cool beverage and long conversations. and the truth was, no one dared question it - the moment anyone did they would immediately become ostracised by the pair. it was social suicide to oppose them.

➼ yet, the day came when beatrix's lover was never to be seen again.

➼ people would have no idea what it was like to bury a coffin with no body, no trace, no fingerprint. nothing proved her existence other than the countless letters she had written to her, but even then it felt like delusion.

➼ the red-haired women did not just become cold, she did not become just a shell. she was warped into paranoia, her senses constantly overwritten with her. everything looked like her, everything smelt like her, everything reminded beatrix of her.

➼ she thought that it would bring her comfort to see that black, lifeless, empty coffin fall into the ground - but it didn't. so she continued to search for her beloved religiously. in england, in canada, in thailand, in south africa, in japan.

➼ nothing. it was always nothing. she was nothing.

➼ suddenly it was the year 1909. so, she dragged herself out and started attending gatherings solitarily and in her state of blankness. this was when she met a man, and the conversation started with a 'good evening'.

➼ he knew of her situation, supposedly, and proposed to her an offer. 'if you become my wife, i will find your missing treasure.' so she did, though resenting the use of the word treasure as she did not see her soulmate as an object, but an incredibly intelligent, diverse and spiritual being. to beatrix, she was god.

➼ unfortunately, not all contracts were made in fairness; not all promises were kept. the next year passed in a blur, soon the man (whom she later found was named karlhienz) was not just insisting marriage, but physical intimacy too.

➼ disgusted, but desperate, she agreed. and soon she had a child, in another second she had two. now, not alone but lonely.

➼ yet she found her way to small pieces of bittersweet happiness. for example, the first child she taught to play the violin; just like the deceased lover she missed so dearly. and it was moments that she heard her child play that her determination would once again put aflame.

➼ so she trained her eldest to become the best, to regain the interest of the man that had made a claim of helping her. the youngest she would teach to become fiercely intelligent, to hold his own.

➼ yet, this growing obsession became her inevitable downfall. her demise was near. her eldest had felt used by her, as he was only ever talked about to flaunt the perfection that she had worked so hard on.

➼ the youngest became rebellious due to the unbearable weight of neglect, using his intelligence against his own mother. hiring her killer, and watching her die.

➼ yet, in her last breaths she did not feel resentment, or fury. so, she let out a smile, perhaps the only smile her son had seen since the day he was born. but the truth was beatrix did not feel offended or shocked by seeing her sons face, instead she felt relief and held her hand out to touch the grown boys cheek as she let out her last words, `thank you`.

#diabolik lovers headcanons #diabolik lovers #diabolik lovers hcs #beatrix sakamaki #diabolik lovers beatrix #diabolik lovers reiji #diabolik lovers shu #anime aesthetic #aesthetic #beatrix headcanons

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manicpixxiegirl · 3 years

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— laito sakamaki telling you about his trauma before playing with your emotions

pairing : laito x gn! reader

playlist : here.

trigger warnings : child neglect, implied sexual harassment and incest, substance abuse.

word count : 559

inspiration; @nutaella-kookie

➸ he starts from the beginning, he lays it out plain and simple. he told you how his mother would start by neglecting him, so he spent most of his time as a child perfecting his piano skills. he just wanted attention, love.

➸ as time went on, he did indeed get attention. he didn't exactly ask for this type of attention though. it was horrible, now recalling it he only remembered it as 'drunken memories' - or at least that's what he claimed.

➸ as he got older, it got worse. when he hit his adolescence he realised how much his parent's marriage was killing his mother. however, he seemed to have his realisation too late. his personal, anagnorisis; as if he was living within the pages of a book.

➸ the more time that passed, the more he would start despising his father - the more he would start despising himself.

➸ after hearing this you could never blame him for killing his mother, or for his drug usage. i mean, he had to raise himself - who was there to tell him any better ? it wasn't his fault, but now he had you; so you could help his morality.

➸ he tried so hard to let you down easily, he tried so hard to get you to leave before you got hurt - no - before he got hurt. yet, you wouldn't, no matter how he treated you, not even when it sometimes felt like talking to the wind.

➸ unfortunately, it did get too much for you. it did become too much push and pull, it did become too many emotions. did you hate him ? did you love him ? you'll never know for sure.

➸ but one thing did become clear. he needed you more than you ever needed him. he knew it was his fault for your absence, he couldn't begin to justify his reasoning for distancing you so much only to bring you back into his arms.

➸ frankly, you were exhausted. so you did the reasonable thing and left. you miss him, but no as much as he needs you.

➸ he's become obsessed, i mean he already was that is why he kept asking for you back, but his obsession only grew. with every passing day his passion engulfed him in a toxic puff of air. he worshipped you devotedly and thought of you relentlessly.

➸ you became his religion. he would follow you everywhere - you would sometimes notice a presence and look out the window but you couldn't see anything. so you drew the curtain and dismissed your feelings.

➸ he thought of you as an angel that he could never obtain. he could never have you, gain you, touch you. maybe he was hallucinating you, or maybe he wasn't. laito was too scared to check anyway.

➸ he starts doubting himself, and fell into old habits. drinking, smoking, popping a pill here and there. yet, he still found himself going to the church. maybe giving himself false hope of redemption.

➸ however, if he had to be honest, laito was there to pray to a God he knew didn't exist. he prayed everyday, to ask if you were real, to let time take a few steps back, for his sanity, for everything to just disappear.

#diabolik lovers headcanons #diabolik lovers #diabolik lovers hcs #laito sakamaki #diabolik lovers laito #laito x reader #spotifyplaylist #anime aesthetic #anime playlist #aesthetic #laito headcanons

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manicpixxiegirl · 3 years

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— diabolik lovers nicknames for you

pairings : shu x gn! reader, reiji x gn! reader, ayato x gn! reader, kanato x gn! reader, laito x gn! reader, subaru x gn! reader, ruki x gn! reader, yuma x gn! reader, kou x gn! reader, azusa x gn! reader.

trigger warnings : none.

word count : 3253

— shu

➵ shu probably calls you by your name. he would probably find that this keeps you closer and more interested in the relationship. however, he would not completely neglect the idea of using a pet name.

➵ when he is need of something, whether that be your affection, a favour or just your general attention, he will use names such as sweetheart or love.

➵ even though this is somewhat rare, you always seem to be surprised by it. this reaction makes shu feel extremely smug, so he may reserve these names to call you unexpectedly (perhaps while cuddling or while you’re performing an everyday task).

you hum softly as you take the freshly dried clothes from the large machine in front of you. placing the mismatched socks, rolled up t-shirts and scrunched up sheets into a laundry basket, you travel to the living room with the basket supported on your hip.

as you set down the basket, you notice shu laying down on one of the couches and smile to yourself. feeling a slightly warm emotion from his presence, you relax at the comforting silence assuming he must be asleep.

you spend some time patiently folding up each item individually, continuing to whisper a song lyric under your breath to avoid boredom. the pile started to deteriorate slowly as you continued your quiet work and you were soon on the last item.

as you stand to fold the last sheet you hear some rustling, but ignore it - taking it as shu changing positions as he slept. however, you soon found out this was not the case, as you saw him stretch out his arm and in a morning tone he groaned, ‘sweetheart ?’.

your body froze momentarily as you look over at him and quickly put the sheet back into the basket after folding it. walking over to the couch and kneeling down so you can place your head next to his while playing with his hair mindlessly. in a soft voice you ask what’s wrong.

‘nothing i just needed you to be a little closer.’ he stated in his deeper morning voice and cupped your cheek with a smirk.

you knew he liked your surprised reaction, you knew he adored your blush that coated your ears in a thick layer of red. in truth you also loved the way he would smile at your reactions.

— reiji

➵ he tends to call you dear or darling, just because he finds it elevates your status. he finds that they are both endearing and proper, therefore he feels inclined to use them both to keep appearances and because it shows how much he likes you.

➵ however, when he wants to borrow you for one of his lab experiments he will call you little mouse, as a sort of technique of persuasion.

➵ you always end up giving in because you are unable to resist the rare occasion of this nickname being in use.

last night you had ended up falling asleep long before reiji was even able to get to bed. you had assumed that he was working a late night, yet again, in the laboratory. no matter how many times you tried to convince him to come to bed with you, it was futile - so you stopped insisting and went to bed alone at around two in the morning.

you were peacefully sleeping, as you felt a slight shake of your shoulder. deducing it was morning by the light that was coming into the room like streams running through the window, the smell of freshly brewed tea that reiji always made for you to start of your day and, of course, reiji’s thick morning voice.

‘darling be a good little mouse for me and drink up this tea and take this, then come to the lab so i can test a few things.’ he stated as he placed a pill shaped item near the cup of coffee that was delicately placed on top of your night stand.

to be truthful, although you were flustered by the sudden nickname, you were still annoyed by the fact he was still working so you took the tea cup in your hand and took your first sip before looking up at him. ‘i will do it, if you promise to come to bed as soon as you’re done.’ you demanded in a tired, yet stern tone.

he smiled softly, happy that your attention and concern was on him, before nodding while brushing through your unkempt hair, ‘of course, dear.’

— ayato

➵ ayato will a hundred percent call you princess.

➵ this is mainly because he believes that for him to have a partner, they must be the best of the best. therefore, the nickname should only reflect.

➵ it is also because he believes he is your one and only knight in shining armour, and he has a raging saviour complex.

you place the black stool on the ground and take a shaky step up onto it; not being able to fully trust if this was a safe idea. so, you decide to put some of your weight on the counter via, your hands.

now, this wasn't the most sensible idea you've ever had considering you needed at least one hand to reach for the flour, that was placed way above you on the top shelf. to be honest, you don't even know how it got there considering you were the only one that cooked in the household, excluding reiji on occasion.

you wouldn't even cooking right now if it weren't for your no good boyfriend telling you that he wanted takoyaki - you were truly a good soul.

so, as you stretch one hand up to grab the flour your fingertips brush along the edge of it. not being able to get it down the first time, you lift your leg from the stool and place your knee on the counter to give yourself extra height. unfortunately, as you stretch to just the extra bit you needed, the flour came toppling down, with you along with it.

clenching your eyes tightly, awaiting impact on the cold floor as you hold your breath. but you soon, released the breath you were holding in as you heard a chuckle near your ear and opened your eyes. you narrow them at the red head that is holding you in his arms tightly and scoff, connecting the dots quickly in your head.

'you should be more careful, princess.' ayato smirked, pulling you up fully and picking up the packet of flour with you still in his arms. you look at him unentertained and retort, 'don't "princess" me, if it weren't for your stupid saviour complex this would have never happened.'

his smirk only widened as he let you turn around in his arms to continue making his food, proceeding to nuzzle his nose into the crook of your neck. ' oh no, i was found out.' he stated sarcastically - littering small kisses on your collarbones and neck.

— kanato

➵ he calls you doll, though it seems really obvious as to why.

➵ also because he genuinely sees you as someone he can and is going to cherish as much as his dolls. it is also just comforting for him to use.

' doll, can you help me please.' he whispered softly as he looked up at you sneaking a gentle glance upwards - in your direction. therefore, at his request, you walk over to his form that was sitting on your bed with an untied tie.

'you should really learn to do this by yourself.' you stated shimmying yourself between his legs with your lips curving upwards slightly at the corners.

you really enjoy these small moments between you two; it almost seems unreal how far your relationship has come. it went from screeching at each other and crying hysterically, to gentle touches, and quiet intimate conversations.

'this is bliss.' is all you could think as you carefully tied his tie, concentrating on the task at hand.

you were soon pulled out of your mutual silence when kanato placed two light hands on your hips, moving you closer before placing his head onto your stomach and muttering a muted, 'i'm sorry.'

this wasn't the first time he had apologized, and it certainly wouldn't be the last time no matter how much you had forgiven him. he was apologizing for the past, but the truth was you couldn't fault someone who was trying so hard to change. to change for the better.

in response, you just hum and play with his hair softly, intertwining your fingers between his purple hair as if to comfort him. 'there is no need to apologize for something that can not be changed.'

— laito

➵ laito uses the pet names babe and baby, which is pretty basic but that's beside the point.

➵ you really can't tell if he actually knows your actual name, because he uses your nicknames so often.

➵ he will use them to praise you.

you took in a sharp and deep breath before placing your fingers delicately upon the piano keys, trying to ignore the serious stare coming from your partner from the other side of the room.

stalling for time, you closed your eyes such before reopening them to stare daggers into the musical instrument in front of you. with another deep breath you begin your piece.

a suave melody, a smooth symphony, mellow music. all the notes lingering in the air sweetly as you continued to play, occasionally looking up at the music sheet to check what comes next.

nevertheless, there was no mistake, no stuttering, no pause as you scramble to get to the next note. everything was paced adequately. everything was going perfectly.

time was at a standstill as you continued to play your music with the upmost care, as if nurturing it from when it was born, to its inevitable end. this felt liberating, this felt free.

in the corner of your eye, you were tracking the movements of the person you loved. he was quiet, and kept his eyes shut. he was taking you seriously, that's all you could ask for really - someone to take you and your hobbies seriously.

soon, everything stopped, and you almost instantly sprung to your feet,' how was it ?'

'it was gorgeous, baby.' he smiled perking up and walking to you slowly before wrapping his arms around you.

— subaru

➵ he calls you by your name.

➵ it's nothing personal, he just feels really shy when he calls you by anything but your name.

➵ he gets even more flustered when you call him by a pet name; like darling, etcetera.

you lay there quietly, encapsulated within subaru’s arms as you try to reach for your phone out of boredom. it is not that you dislike being around your boyfriend, it is just that you weren’t exactly tired and it was so silent so you just had to occupy your mind with something.

this was your original plan, that is until you felt a strong hand suddenly holding onto yours and groaning in disagreement at your movements. ‘not right now, y/n.’ he stated with a groggy voice, as if he had just awoken.

‘but, babe—’ you start before cutting yourself off as you felt his body harden for a second before relaxing mere moments afterwards.

you smirk mischievously and take this opportunity to tease him more. this was a great opportunity in many ways: a) you were bored and this was basically free entertainment and b) you just adored your cute boyfriend’s reactions to the nicknames you would give him.

‘what’s the problem cutie ? is there a problem sweetie ? are you not feeling well dear ?’ you teased, looking up at his brightening face, enjoying how it got redder with every pet name.

another groan left the mans mouth before he moved to tuck your head into his chest and stated,‘ just be quiet, dumbass.’ as the last word came out of his mouth you could practically hear his heart jump out of his chest. though it was seemingly rude and blunt for a pet name, you knew it held nothing but love and adoration it - so your smile widened.

— ruki

➵ he calls you puppy, because he finds you cute like one. he also finds that sometimes he ends up comparing to one.

➵ he would treat you like one, but not in an animalistic way, it’s more of a “he cleans up after you, cooks for you and gives you lots of attention” type of way.

➵ you aren’t complaining though, considering you hardly ever have to lift a finger around the house.

you stretch your arms out on the dining table as you lay your head down and blow at your hear in boredom and impatience. the smell of food lingered in the air, only making you feel hungrier and more restless.

'how long is this going to take?' you whine as you look back up at your partner, watching him move around the kitchen as he is busy with making the food that you are so eagerly awaiting.

'all you have to do is wait a little longer, puppy.' ruki said with a calm voice as he tries to quickly finish plating the food, walking over to you and placing the plate in front of you before leaving a soft kiss on your forehead.

you smile up at him and peck his lips, 'thank you, you spoil me too much.' he hums in response as he takes a seat beside you, to admire you as you ate.

as you took large bites out of the food he had made for you, you muttered out praises and compliments - genuinely enjoying the food. however, you stopped abruptly when you felt a soft pressure on your head, soon realising it was ruki who was petting your head.

— yuma

➵ he calls you sugar cube because he associates it with a good, warm feeling and good times.

➵ his logic is that sugar cubes are sweet, and so are you therefore everything makes perfect sense.

➵ he enjoys calling you by this pet name when you are alone the most because he finds it to be more intimate.

yuma pulled you down to lay near him, as you intertwined your legs, trying to get closer to him. he also pulled you closer by the waist, laying a precious kiss to your forehead.

he always took care of these small moments with you, he just adored you. everything about you to him was perfect to him, and absolutely nothing could change that.

so, he continued to press another kiss to your cheek, 'i love you, sugar cube.' you chuckled softly reaching your hand up to lace your fingers through his long strands of hair.

you feel another dozen of kisses being pressed to your face, evenly spaced out with the small utterings of "i love you" 's and sweet nothings. it was all surreal, unreal to you both.

this all had the same feeling of a hazy dream that you never want to wake up from. to you both, this was the closest thing to heaven, the closest you had ever been to true peace of mind.

— kou

➵ kou likes calling you kitten, for similar reasons to ruki, he just really likes to take care of you. he seriously will not let you lift a singular finger.

➵ but, also similarly to laito, he calls you it so often that you no longer know if he knows your name.

➵ he loves showing you off to his brothers by using his pet name for you ( he would also do it in public but he doesn’t want to put you in danger because of his fangirls).

you stare at yourself in your bedroom mirror, not quite sure if you like the outfit that was picked out for you by kou or not. it was a seemingly simple outfit consisting only of a dress and tights.

however, you just weren't sure, the dress was rather short and there were three layers of ruffles cascading at the bottom of the dress. it was a brown colour though it seemed to possess some purple undertones), and had slightly puffy sleeves. the tights, were decorative as they had flower patterns on them, and they seemed to suit the dress well, but you just didn't know it you liked it on you.

therefore, after collecting the courage, you walked out of your room and took a deep breath as you ventured to the seating area within the mansion. there, you found kou lazily sat on one of the couches, before you saw his eyes widening and almost instantly getting up to look at you closer.

you stepped back at the sudden close proximity only for kou to step closer once more, snaking an arm around your waist and grinning, 'you look gorgeous, but you could have at least let me zip you up.' his grinned only became larger as your ears started to heat up a bit.

'i am also capable of doing things by myself.' you grumbled under your breath, as you felt him leading you towards the common area, where the other boys were. sighing, you walked into the room already knowing what kou was going to do.

'everyone! look at my kitten, isn't she gorgeous. i bet you're all shaking is envy.' he stated loudly in order to properly show you off. you were no longer embarrassed by this act, you had accustomed to it honestly - plus it always felt nice to be bragged about.

— azusa

➵azusa, like subaru, prefers to call you by your name.

➵however, this is not because he is shy about nicknames, it is simply because he genuinely loves the sound of your name.

➵he never wants to forget how it roles off his tongue, and how it makes him feel closer to you.

'y/n.' azusa voiced gently as he held your hand in his hand and played with your fingers mindlessly. you hummed in response and, he continued except this time he stressed every syllable within your name, 'y/n.'

you gently placed a kiss to the back of his hand and hummed again, looking up at him. 'yes, azusa ?' you asked. this almost instantly brought a delicate smile to his face.

he really enjoyed saying your name, he thought of it as therapeutic. every time he used it, he felt at peace with himself, he felt safe knowing that even if you aren't near by at least you exist.

he loved it when you said his name in return, because even if you didn't think of it in the same way he did, he just thought that you must really love him to be able to say it in such a loving and warm tone.

'it's nothing... i just like... saying your name.' he says in his slow and monotone voice. naturally, you already knew this - you had known his for a long enough time for you to recognize this fact - but like the first time he had done this to now you still found it utterly heart warming.

you bring your empty hand to his face, and he leans into it and closes his eyes before repeating your name once more.

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— random diabolik lovers headcanons i had at one in the morning

trigger warning : mentions of manic episodes, bipolar depression, gambling, some cussing, alcoholism, trauma.

word count : 887

➵ azusa's favourite cuddling position is when he can have his head either between your thighs or your chest.

➵ yuma does push ups while you sit on his back, scrolling through your phone or reading a book. sometimes he lets you lay on his back so you can cling to him.

➵ kou carries you everywhere.

➵ this is already kind of canon but, subaru is clingy and cuddly, and his favourite pass time is sleeping in with you.

➵ on that note, subaru really likes cold weather because it's just another excuse for you to stay next to him a little longer in the morning.

➵ reiji would hugely benefit from having a partner who is an anarchist, and he really wants one to piss off his mother ; however he won't get one (even though he is insanely attracted to them) because he doesn't want to disappoint his father.

➵ if you're in a relationship with shin you'll probably have to sleep with like ten familiars, as well as shin.

➵ if you're in a relationship with carla you'll probably have to sleep with ten familiars, and carla - but also expect shin to squeeze into the bed at like three in the morning.

➵ if you were to live in the sakamaki household, you wake up with the triplets in your bed often. to be honest, 'your' room may as well be 'our' room.

➵ kino is super into spirituality, and really wants a witchy girlfriend.

➵ kanato is a demiboy and is probably pansexual and omniromantic ( with a preference for feminine representing people ).

➵ laito is greyromantic and also a pansexual; and I can not stress this enough but laito would greatly benefit from having an asexual partner, whether that be a romantic partner or a life long bond.

➵ ayato is the definition of a heterosexual cis male.

➵ subaru is the bisexual golden retriever boy, while kino is the heterosexual golden retriever boy that everyone thinks is gay because he dresses nicely.

➵ shu is the token feral asexual, with a splash of panromantic. though he could be on the aromantic spectrum as well.

➵ reiji identifies with being a cis male but he goes by the pronouns he/they to spite his mother.

➵ yuma likes taking children's medicine because it's really sweet.

➵ shu, reiji, ruki and yuma smoke herbal cigarettes. specifically lavender, jasmine and passion flower.

➵ ayato probably vapes with kou on the school roof to skip class, and they always use the bubble gum flavouring.

➵ talking about gum, kanato has a stash of bubble gum and cherry flavoured lollipops under his bed.

➵ shin is super clumsy, like, he will trip over anything and everything. carla always laughs at him.

➵ ruki and kino have a huge caffeine addiction.

➵ ayato and laito are both lactose intolerant, yet both of them can't seem to shut up about mommy milkers —

➵ kanato doesn't like drinking water.

➵ laito goes to churches to genuinely admire the architecture.

➵ yuma likes making cheese from scratch, and he takes the phrase 'eat the rich' very seriously.

➵ ruki eats dark chocolate after every single meal.

➵ kou tries to fall asleep using comfort plushies, but their not the cutesy ones. they're the horror sfx type teddy bears.

➵ laito is a history geek.

➵ carla is a light skin with vitiligo.

➵ yuma, kou and ayato have to take medication to control their manic episodes.

➵ kou has bipolar depression and insomnia. his manic episodes usually consist of over spending and getting violent.

➵ yuma's manic episodes also consists of violence, but may also involve a need to gamble because he likes the rush.

➵ ayato's manic episodes consist of hysterical laughter and inflated ego.

➵ yuma has severe burn marks on his upper arm and stomach, and that is why he keeps them hidden.

➵ kou probably needs glasses, but refuses to wear them. he also refuses to wear contacts because he doesn't like sticking things in his eyes.

➵ he navigate by using a mental map, so whenever anything changes place you can probably hear him cussing from the opposite side of the mansion because he stubbed his toe on something.

➵ azusa probably has hearing loss due to head trauma ( getting beat up as a kid ). this may explain why he talks so slowly - because he is checking for reactions as he talks ( to check if he is saying things correctly).

➵ all of the mukami brothers are illiterate, except for ruki.

➵ ayato is a raging alcoholic, but refuses to admit it or get help. it's because he could never admit to a flaw or, consequently, that he needs help to correct it.

➵ both drinking, and not wanting help are results of years of trauma.

➵ ruki, azusa and ayato probably have constant headaches and ringing in their ears.

➵ a list of azusa's coping mechanisms : he has fidget rings to stop frequent anxiety attacks, talking to himself, throwing mini tea parties, hugging his pillows when he falls asleep, etcetera.

➵ kou detests mirrors, and will not hesitate in smashing or destroying one if he sees one in his room. consequently, he has his own bathroom.

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— ozmafia gets jealous

pairings : ceasar x gn!reader, caramia x gn!reader, axel x gn!reader and kyrie x gn!reader

trigger warnings : none

word count : 729

— caramia

➵ caramia probably wouldn’t get jealous too often; not because he doesn’t feel jealousy but because he is swamped with work, he simply would not notice anyone getting close to you.

➵ yet, when he is around you and able to spend time freely with you, i would suspect he enjoys those types of moments alone with you.

➵ however, when he does get jealous, it would usually be in a meeting or when you decide to hang out with kyrie or axel. even though they are all close, i feel like that caramia would find that even more reason to dislike your proximity to them.

➵ he would definitely be the type to stare down the third party, while holding onto you protectively. whether that be holding you by the waist, holding onto your shoulder or just holding onto your hand.

➵ after the occurrence, he would be extremely clingy towards you, and would not let you go from his embrace for a good while.

➵ he would only let you go when kyrie starts bothering him about work, and how inappropriate this was for a work day - if it was one. if it wasn’t then you would just be stuck with him, until the day was over.

— axel

➵ as the most emotionally intact of the characters, he probably gets jealous extremely easily.

➵ whether it be because you are just chatting with the other members of the ozmafia, because you were in a meeting and someone sat too close to you or because you asked for help from someone else; he would be jealous.

➵ he wouldn't get mad at you, but he would be irritated if all of those occurrences could be avoided.

➵ he would never tell you directly if he is jealous, he would only get stroppy and pouty. as soon as he is confronted about it, he will only become a blushing mess - stuttering and nervously caressing his neck.

➵ he would not be one to become clingy himself, but ideally you would notice that he is in need for extra attention and affection - therefore he would appreciate it if he had you alone for the rest of the day.

— kyrie

➵ this man does get jealous, just not as often as axel; yet his is most definitely not as dense as caramia is.

➵ he is an extremely hard-working person, yet when it comes to taking care of bothersome people, he will do so within the hour. whether that be with an extremely harsh verbal warning, or a physical one.

➵ but, i can only really see him getting physical with people that are being forceful, or bothersome to you. consequently, he would never blame you for getting attention from other people, in fact he may get a sense of pride as he knows you are his.

➵ i also can't imagine him hiding how harsh he can be with the people he deems a threat. kyrie would like to be as open with you as possible, and this includes his not-so-affectionate side.

➵ if he is not threatening the other party, he would most definitely have no shame in kissing you, interrupting your conversation or simply whisking you away from the other person.

— ceasar

➵ ceasar is a textbook example of a tsundere. therefore, he would get jealous often; yet i severly doubt he would ever admit it.

➵ i feel like he would be similar to axel, in the respect that he would get jealous over someone else speaking to you unnecessarily, if soh is getting too close to you, et cetera.

➵ during the occurrence he would probably get super pouty, and he'd probably end up pulling you away from the situation - even though he would end up feeling a little guilty about it if you were enjoying a conversation with a friend.

➵ he would not hesitate to get physical if the other person is starting to make you visibly uncomfortable though.

➵ after he cooled down completely, whether that took three hours or three days, he would a hundred percent take up a job to pay you back with gifts.

➵ i think that him spoiling you, would definitely boost his own ego, and bring him comfort as he would be the only one allowed to do so.

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