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yeeaaahh im gonna stop here lol

#oh look it's ___ #ffxvi #final fantasy 16 #clive rosfield #sketch #doodle #sometimes i draw characters shirtless to feel like i’m doing something #when i’m really not LOL #also i really need an anatomy refresher lololol

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does anyone remember this game? no? okay....

#oh look it's ___ #rusty hearts #Natasha Borzenkova #i think about my heart is crying every year... #she was my main!!! i miss her... #kinda wanna draw roselle now though.... #sketch #it's over rendered for a sketch but not clean/rendered enough for a finished illustration LOL #the way i did it made it take way longer than if i had just sketched out a base and lined it LOLOLOL #hmm there's something that doesn't make sense but i'm going to leave it alone. if u see it then don't mind LMAO #THIS IS JUST SUPPOSED TO BE A SKETCHFJDH #i must go before the perfectionist in me takes over....

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finally working on that tyl illust line i did that poll for lol

#oh look it's ___ #katekyo hitman reborn #chrome dokuro #wip #i cannot draw boobs and it shows. #edit: i cannot draw //girls// and it shows. as u can see i only draw guys…. rip.

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currently dying but it’s fine :D

#wip #mxtx #if i dont make it into this market i’m going to cry but then open an online store #because i’ve put too much brain power into this already LMAO

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what do you do when the writer of the manga you did fanart of retweeted and liked your post except 1) in your opinion it’s not your best work 2) you literally posted random shit to let people know you’re a real person and therefore have no recent art 3) aaaaAAAAAAA—

#text post #HEAD IN HANDS #IM SO SORRY ILL POST BETTER FANART SOON #PLEASE PERCEIVE ME THEN NOT RN #i am simultaneously happy and dying

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just impulsively applied to a makers market and listed twit as a social media i use lol follow me at meavitamin ahaha--

#text post #//head in hands// who am i #art soon!

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#it’s a cry for help when i meme #channeling my inner akira amano and katsura hoshino—the two’s art evolutions stand out the most to me #this is not to say they started out subpar that’s specifically calling out me LMAO ah my inner critic

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if i make a twitter (x????) account again yall are allowed to make fun of me for a month

#text post #every february i Mentally Go Through It and it's taking a bit to get back into things #will be posting sketches of me trying to art at some point or i Swear To God #it's kinda sad that this account is really just a bulletin board of text posts on my mental updates??? LMAO sorry sorry #i swear this is an art account #okay but if i make a twit account again then _that_ becomes my bulletin board of mental updates #and i guess i would post more??? because twit is a chaotic mess that's different from tumblr's chaos.... #no idea why but because of that i feel more open to posting random stuff on there than here... #idk i feel iffy but also a lot of artists i follow still use it..... i am Conflicted...... //head in hands//

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happy valentine’s day lol

#oh look it's ___ #persona 5 #goro akechi #akira kurusu #persona 5 protagonist #ren amamiya #akeshu #shuake #fanart #should this be on my other account? maybe lol oh well #happy capitalistic romance day #valentine’s day #fan merch #one day #this isn’t what i wanted to post for valentine’s day but i’ve been in a stump SO

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read hikaru no go for the first time over the weekend and it utterly decimated me

#oh look it's ___ #hikaru no go #fujiwara no sai #I LOVE HIM SO MUCH #literally cried so many times y’all #fanart #doodle #in the sense that i was doing it for fun rather than for anything else LOL #tearing up thinking about him rn actually #i’m going to draw him so much he’s so PRETTY

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khr fans pls help i can't decide

#khr #katekyo hitman reborn #poll

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the art:

the icon:

me:

🤦‍♀️🫠😔

#my ocs #i know i should be less detailed and remember that icons are Small and therefore i need to draw bigger #but i can’t help it LOL when do i ever draw my ocs to this extent lmao #anyway basic intro of these ocs: it’s basically michael and lucifer except it’s an isekai so lucifer isn’t lucifer and the world is more— #—of a fantasy fanfic of the bible. michael in the original story is the villain and protag (who is in lucifer who was also the hero of og)— #—knows he dies in the end and wants to save him #that’s it really LMAO #there’s a lot more going on but 1) i haven’t thought that far yet 2) all you need to know is that lucifer doesn’t tie up his shirt

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realized my links to my daily tsunas don’t work because i changed my username and then proceeded to miss tsuna as i was scrolling through my posts

instead of fixing it i sketched out a tsuna instead

#oh look it's ___ #katekyo hitman reborn #sawada tsunayoshi #khr #tyl!tsuna #sketch #i’m counting this towards my make up days when i fix the links #and then i’m planning some khr prints!!!! so i’ll be drawing more tsuna and 10th gen to practice :D #tyl of course lol

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yall i've been awake for 25+ hours lets see if i can do some account stuff before i succumb to feral

will edit post if i succeed edit: I've done the bare minimum!

Hello! After much deliberation i've come to realize i associate myself with the name meavitamin so much that my attempts to go under a different handle just couldn't click! so here i am editing my accounts under the haze of an unintentional all-nighter (but with much thought beforehand) with a very simple run down.

@meavitamin is now my official art account! finished works only, no ramblings of a mired human in a society, no really rough sketches, etc.! Just! Art! Original and Fanart! and clean tags!

@meavitamin-notes (this one!) is the exact opposite! messy with sketches, rambling thoughts, processes--the only time you'll ever see finished art is when i reblog with notes for myself (and for you if you're interested!) with critiques on how to improve the piece and what i need to work on. I'd like to think it would be a nice view into a mind of an artist that could be helpful if you're a budding artist yourself. you can think of this as a very public art journal :D

Last but not least, if you're interested, feel free to follow me on my insta @/meavitamin !!! who knew i would go back but here i am! it'll be a mix of fanart, sketches, and original art, but probably a little more curated to hide my personality!

that about wraps it up! thanks a lot everybody!

#text post #i wean myself off of coffee and go back to simple tea only for a restaurant to literally only have COFFEE (i had yet to have caffeine) #context i went to get brunch #laid awake in bed contemplating my existence before 4AM hit and i surrendered myself to reading on my phone #which does not help i am aware yes but anyway i hit the 24 hour mark an hour ago and my filter is off so i'm posting on here this wild exp #normally i would not but this is hilarious to me #was gonna draw today but i'm not even gonna try (though the thought interests me to see how it'd go) (not well probably) #why does this happen when i'm out of school and when i don't want to #anyway going to stop now bye #tags after edit: #let's see how this goes yall pray for my sanity #both rn and in the future with me managing social media lolol #i made my insta public but i actually don't have a lot to post rn so i'll probs work on a sketch tomorrow while i post gero too #the overuse of exclamation points means i should get off oops #really representative of the weird energy i have rn i think my body is trying to cope with the lack of sleep #okay that's tmi methinks but again. funny to me.

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my desired art style is if jc leyendecker worked with inks, was goth, and worked on bloodborne and elden ring why the heckies am i drawing everything BUT that

#text post #with some mechs on the side #as u can see i’m in a tumultuous time rn with my art style LOL #apologies it seems my tumblr has become a diary of sorts since i can scream into the void #oh and add in some cool chiaroscuro too that rendering style is so cool to me

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the immense desire to delete my account and start a new one is the same as disappearing to start a new life, isn’t it.

#text post #was boutta vent but i didn’t want to burden y’all with that so here’s the tldr: #this is a reoccurring thing that i don’t want to do #it might have something to do with 1.) what i perceive to be a lack of professionalism in my current accounts #2.) there is something about posting without the preconcieved expectation of content/the person #insta might be a thing in the future #okie that’s more or less it #someone left me alone with my thoughts for too long

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#oh look it's ___ #marriagetoxin #hikaru gero #fanart #illustration #digital illustration #digital art #still need to work on how to render but this is good enough for now :D #nothing like the airbrush tool amirite #i wonder how the image quality is like lol i always screenshot from my phone