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tfw you describe an experience to your friend trying to be relatable and they say “dude,,, are you good?”

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I don’t know when yesterday was and I don’t know when tomorrow is

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dissociation

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Antidepressants

Oops, kinda forgot I had this blog lol

Well I quit my job at the end of February, started seeing a psychiatrist, and have been on Paroxitine for 3 weeks now.

The side effects are awful. I can barely walk, I'm always wiggling and weak. I feel like I'm on mdma 24/7, including the bad effects like clenching my jaw, hard to sleep, feel really warm. I'm spaced out. My depression has switched from overly emotional to numb. No appetite. Dehydrated as fuck.

I just want this to be over...

#depression #severe depression #severe anxiety #anxiety #ptsd #bpd #dissociation #intrusive thoughts #mentally ill #mental illness #mental health #mental help #psychiatrist #antidepressant #antidepressants

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No one cares anyway

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internally: having a breakdown

externally:

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Machine Gun Kelly // Glass House

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Yoooo life is bs and my mental health is decliniiiiiiiiing!

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I'm back in Alberta 1 week after being in the mountains in BC for a week and a half and the heaviness in my chest, my leg vibrations, and anxiety are all back full force. For fuck sake..

As soon as I hit mountains everything calmed. I felt like the me I could've been without all the brain shit...

#severe depression #depression #severe anxiety #anxiety #mental illness #mental health #angry

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I swear every time I feel like I can’t get more depressed my mental health is just like BET BITCH

07.29.19

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