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being mentally ill about your ocs, is waiting for someone to read your mind and ask about the 457643235 ideas that even you don’t know about

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Gorgeous art and lost boys merch? 😍

pin designs i’ll be selling on my etsy 🕺🏼

#the lost boys #michael tlb #paul tlb #dwayne tlb #david tlb #marko tlb #the frog brothers tlb #wonderful art

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COMN FANFIC WRITERS !!

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my edit of @gladiolusly 's group meme (original here) which is exactly what I was looking for, thank you....

#saving for later #polyamory #found family #meme

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Just take me away boys, take me away!

post-valentines day wishes from the boys. 💜❤️🩷

#the lost boys #dwayne tlb #marko tlb #david tlb #paul tlb #wonderful art

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David

#the lost boys #david tlb #david the lost boys #so handsome #hes so pretty

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I shit you not, Michael's biggest flaw in the movie is simply not asking questions and then not being willing to talk to anyone after everything is revealed, but like, WHAT THE HELL DO PEOPLE EXPECT?! These apparent critics sure are asking a lot out of a fictional character. If every movie character was perfect, they'd be no conflict. No movie. Characters written in a way to get the plot moving ARE NOT plot holes or badly written because of it. My god. XD

Michael is a Great character and Star Deserves more than she gets.

While the 4 main vamp bois in 1987 'The Lost Boys' get plenty of pretty equal love from the fandom (and many also love Michael) but I don't see the same love extended to Star and many people criticize the both of them. So I just want to set the record straight. I don't trust people who hate on Michael and Star. There I said it!

Let's start with Star since she's the easier one to talk about.

o The biggest criticism I see for Star is people say she's forgettable, one note, and reduced to Michael's love interest. (This is especially bad in shipping spaces for people who ship Michael with the male members of the lost boys) While it's true Star doesn't get a lot to do in the film, she has about as much if not more screentime and speaking roles as the other lost boys like Marko, Paul, and especially Dwayne. Her biggest crime is being in a story that isn't solely about her, but that's ok! She works in the role she has, which is the main reason why Michael goes through everything he does in the movie. Would it have been better if she had a bigger impact in the climax? Sure but with Michael, Sam, and the Frog brothers having that many characters fighting back against the vampires would get pretty cluttered. Also, having Star not vamp out is criminal. I wanted to see Star with the vamp eyes and fangs.

Speaking of playing a role aside Michael! o Michael gets a lot of flack for making stupid decisions and never asking questions or communicating. God forbid characters have flaws and a movie have conflict to get the plot moving. I love Michael's character. It's something I relate to honestly. People seem to forget that Michael is only 18. Moving several hours away from his home state, leaving behind any friends, coworkers, and family behind to live in a new place with his recently divorced mother. A broken family on top of having to adjust to a new place to live. Yes, he's horny for Star the minute he sees her but it goes beyond her when David and the boys show up. Michael is desperate to be a part of a group. He has no friends and the only family he's hanging out with is his significantly younger brother. I personally don't see Michael going through everything he did just for a chance to hook up with Star. Hell, after he (admittedly stupidly) decks David in the face and gets invited back to the hotel, Star is standing in the distance while Michael is being persuaded by David. If this was truly about competing with David for Star's affection, why is Michael chilling with them. Eating dinner with them, and then accepting the bottle. David drives the point home to the audience and to Michael. "Be one of us." We of course know he's referring to being a vampire but to Michael he's being offered a spot in the gang. He's being peer pressured into being apart of their group, and he doesn't say no because he wants that. Speaking of, people also point the blood drinking scene as Michael not listening to Star and making a stupid decision. He doesn't even ask what's in the bottle before he swigs it. I've already said that characters having flaws is not an issue but really think about it. Yeah, the group is weird but say you were in Michael's shoes. Someone hands you a bottle to drink and another person says it's blood. Would you believe them? Michael knows at this point that David is messing with him. What with the maggots instead of rice and worms instead of noodles, proven to be something Michael saw but then seeing what he saw wasn't real. So you got an 18 year old with no friends surrounded by a group chanting his name, of course he drinks the blood. He had no reason to believe David gave him actual blood to drink.

And I think that about covers it. You can say I'm biased, but idc. Let me know your thoughts!

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"My Turn."

So...was I the only one who had their entire brain chemistry altered by this line delivery or?....

Seriously, this one line should be birthing like 50 different fanfics. I'm working on my own as we speak. XD

#the lost boys #david tlb #david the lost boys #the lost boys 1987 #my gifs #seriously #why is this so hot #keifer sutherland #even in vampire makeup #he is so fine

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Old Man Vampire Lover

Boy I am WAY outta practive drawing men. XD Anyway, I wanted to draw some art for my buddy @cryptic-michael of this adorable little man. Started with a headshot, but something TOOK AHOLD OF ME and I just kept going. XD

Will is such a stylish little guy, and I HAD to add Sony in there too.

Close ups!

#the lost boys #my art #fan character #orignal character #character design #fanart #my friends ocs

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I see the boys in 1 of 4 camps or hobbies. 1. Active (David) 2. Mental (Dwayne) 3. Artistic (Paul) and 4. Creative (Marko) Of course they overlap in a lot of areas, but I see Dwayne as being the only one that likes puzzles. XD David would find them boring, Paul would find them too taxing, and Marko would find them too dull.

The Lost Boys

Leisure Headcanons

💋 David 💋

Is a skilled fire arm shooter. (Loves the cowboy aesthetic)

Has his own gun hidden in the cave.

Doesn't get the chance too often, but will ride a horse when the chance arises.

Likes wood carving. Mostly non specific whittling into basic shapes or animals. It helps him relax.

Movie nut! When the boys go the Max's store to fool around, David makes sure to tuck a movie or two that catches his eye in his coat. Tends to watch them alone, all the questions from Paul would just grate on his nerves too much.

I imagine David would be like REALLY good at origami for no particular reason. He doesn't even try, just once the boys do it just because and he's just the best at it.

I don't know if vampires can emerge in water in the lost boys lore, but if they can David loves to swim. Chilling in water clears his mind.

💀 Dwayne 💀

Skater boi! Does a lot of sick tricks, but when you can levitate it's less impressive. XD

Doesn't care for guns, but likes archery. Hammers his own arrow heads. Dwayne and David like to pick a spot in the woods to shoot make shift targets.

A real book worm. Will spend a lot of time just silently reading for hours.

Takes up knitting from time to time. He prefers hand knitted blankets and throws rather then the store ones.

Likes to make jewelry. Made his own necklace.

Enjoys all types of puzzles. Cross word, jigsaw, and brain teasers.

Can sew and offers to sew up holes made in all the clothes the boys decide not to get new ones.

🌿 Paul 🌿

Can play the guitar.

Also likes to sing, and is pretty good at it. Wanted to start a band, but the other boys weren't up for it.

Has the biggest music collection and is always hogging the tabletop/cassette/cd player.

Amateur photography. Just likes to take photos randomly. Some are really artsy.

Got really into tie dye for a while. Although he might have just been high.

When he wants to relax, Paul really likes to stargaze. Laying outside the cave looking at the sky and hearing the waves of the ocean just makes him feel at peace.

When David isn't using the tv monitor, Paul enjoys quite a few video games. He also likes to take on the arcade and carnival games at the boardwalk.

🪶 Marko 🪶

Aside from pigeons, Marko will try to domesticate a number of animals to the cave, including stray dogs, cats, deer, badgers, squirrel, foxes, bats, and even a black bear once.

He did in fact not domesticate a black bear, but he did wrestle one.

He does his own patchwork on his jacket.

Like David, he likes to sculpt into wood, but he usually carves patterns and landscapes into more grand pieces.

He's also a skilled painter. Mostly he'll paint murals on sections of the cave David says is ok for him to paint on.

He collects sea shells on the beach.

He'll style the others hair. Especially David who he'll cut and dye in the way he likes best.

🔥Pack Activities🔥

Dart throwing. The bigger the target the better. David and Dwyane are very competitive at this one specifically.

Rollerblading. Put wheels on shoes, what more can you want?

Listening to music. The boys have very wide music tastes and sometimes they cross over and they all like the same stuff. They take turns around the player of their choice to just smoke, drink, and listen to the sounds of the music plays.

Card games. Specifically poker when they're all together. They make things more interesting when they make bets.

And of course motocycle cruising and board walk loitering.

Something that always strikes me with vampires in fiction and indeed with any immortal creature with the high and emotional intelligence of humans. IMMORTALITY IS FUCKING BORING!

I mean, think about it. Imagine you're given all the free time in the world with very little responsibility with no fear of getting sick or tired allowed to do pretty much whatever you want. What would you do? Cause I would go stir crazy. So I came up with these dumb little head canons on how I image the boys specifically would pass the time in their little vampire lives that doesn't revolve around murdering and feeding off of people.

Of course cruising on their bikes come to mind. And there's a couple in the movie we get to see like Dwayne's skateboarding and Marko's fondness for pigeons but I wanted to throw more possibilities out there. :3

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controversial but if you are going to give that man a happy trail, might as well give him some chest hair. some armpit hair. arm hair. leg hair

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AH! My precious boi! He's so handsome. :3 I love him so much! Also, HOLY CRAP! Hell CAT! I love it. I ain't even surprised mans a cat person. XD

I'd like to give a Warm Welcome to!!!

Wilhelm Felix A.D. Steinauer!!🎉🎉🎉🎉

A real sweet fella who's somtimes just a little on the bitey side of things~

Wilhelm, also known and referred to as Will, is from the early to mid 1600s, having also been from a smaller than most village, with a family who ran the local apothecary/medicine shop.

He's a vampire, older than most, and has seen more than he could ever have imagined in life itself, then again he never thought he'd live past his mid 30s, let alone get to see times actively change and grow around him....or the inventions of people.

His Sire, wasn't...the best person, and while it's not common for a Sire to die at the hands of thier creation, it isn't unheard of and used to be quite common at times especially with weaker less than good Sires who were just playing, toying with humans and didn't quite care about them.

Which was Will's case. He was turned and it was agonizng, neglectful and full of pain and agony, starved even after being turned so he in a fit of hunger and anger, devoured and drank his own Sire and was free but oh at what coast?

(More under the cut!!)

He's sweet, however. Having seen and committed multiple horrors and had a few to meny sleepless days worried about the world, has left him both shaken and sweeter than cotton candy. He won't ever be cruel on purpose let alone go after people who've hurt him, he tries tries so so hard to be sweet..

....not to say he hasn't had his fair share of news paper articles back in the 1800s in various spots thinking there was some murder running lose no, it was just Will starved and angry at life and those people. I mean, who misses vampire hunters?

Now, Will is German, (I'm sure some might have gathered from his name).

He's German! And certainly doesn't ever seem like it, then again what is a German meant to seem like? Especially one as well traveled as he, who's lived all over and is quite fond of anywhere but Germany......the recent years of his home have been...rough to say the least.

An extremely important and fun fact about Will, is that he's transgender, Female to Male! He wound up transitioning towards the turn of the 1900s, and was fully transitioned by the 1940s. Do vampires still need their hormones and such? Uhh, well he's not to sure it was a vampire who gave them to him, and he's frankly to scared to stop his treatments.

He knows if he stops he hurts and gets sluggish so he'd rather not risk it.

His fill name is Wilhelm Felix "Anton Durchdenwald - Steinauer.

Felix, funny enough was picked from that silly little cartoon cat which first came onto the screen in 1919! He latched into it, full of awe and wonder for it so so much he named himself from it! He still keeps up with those cartoons too, even has a couple of button pins too!! Felix the lucky cat fits him to, since he considers himself very lucky! And of cource happy.

"Anton" is more of a Slavic name, especially used in Russia, and was technically a nickname given to him from Max. It means "Priceless/Praiseworthy" which Max wouldn't trade uhh yeah he finds him Priceless and Will loves praises.

Durchdenwald means "Though hr forest/woods" and was given to his family due to their home being in the woods and their home, also had their apothecary you'd visit at times. So it was given to them, and well he's not seen that name in the last hundred years so he adopted Steinauer, simply a stonemason last name.

He has quite the fashion sense as well! Opting for more if a 1960s - 70s look, similar to odd psychedelic patterns and a MOD look when he's in the mood, to looking like he works at a lighthouse and owns a boathouse.

He has range that's certian.

Will can often be seen in some form up button up, jeans or corduroy pants, and an ascot for certian. He tends to wear colored sunglasses, either a sort of red or blue haze over them, and gloves as well. He has anckle boots on normally, or some form of dress shoe. (Or normal boots)

His button ups are either long or short sleeved, and even then he sometimes wears a cost with them as well, or jacket, vest of sorts. He likes his layers. If not those he'll wear a turtle neck, due to having a prefrance of having his neck hidden and covered for....numbers reasons.

He has a cane, which is more than an accessory! Sure he's used it to trip people, and hit a few, but he's a rare case of a vampire still needing help and aid with having something wrong with them. In this case, a very bad leg thst tends to give out at times. No amount of feeding can fix that, but it can lessen some things.

He's known Max for well over a few centuries, well over 200 years he knows that much seeing at they met in the 1700s, and well now it's the 1980s soo...yeah. they've stayed close friends turned loves, turned now bitter as can be at eavhother due to everything.

Sure they're each others true love, they'd kick for each other, but somtimes Max can be a little paniced and selfish, and while Will can be forgiving, he's not so sure he can be this time around.

He's also at least a hundred years or so older than him, a great deal older than Max in Vampire years, although is much younger in human years. If Max is meant to be maybe mid early 40s, then Will is just barely in his 30s, if that at all, and late 20s definitely. He's also around 5'8 (with the boots) but still has to look at and pull Max's tall ass down to him.

I'll obviously make more about Will, but!! Here's a drawing of him, plus some photo refrances!

Will! And his sort of hellish cat Sony (Sonny without an extra N) which is just as bad as a hellhound protection wise and oddly very good at listening to him. The cats very sweet and of cohrce knocks things down.

Face refrances!!!! Please God don't ask who they are I don't remember...ones an actor the other a singer/actor I think??? It's a rough idea for what Will could look like, more so the right guy, but with a more wild hair look to the other.

Then clothing of course the clothes.

Ask and ye shall receive!!!! Please tell me and leave ask about Will I'm obsessed and I live with this little guy I've created and I already want to make a little fic about him🥺💕💗💕💗

Ask and ye shall receive Will tags!!!!!

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The Lost Boys

Leisure Headcanons

💋 David 💋

Is a skilled fire arm shooter. (Loves the cowboy aesthetic)

Has his own gun hidden in the cave.

Doesn't get the chance too often, but will ride a horse when the chance arises.

Likes wood carving. Mostly non specific whittling into basic shapes or animals. It helps him relax.

Movie nut! When the boys go the Max's store to fool around, David makes sure to tuck a movie or two that catches his eye in his coat. Tends to watch them alone, all the questions from Paul would just grate on his nerves too much.

I imagine David would be like REALLY good at origami for no particular reason. He doesn't even try, just once the boys do it just because and he's just the best at it.

I don't know if vampires can emerge in water in the lost boys lore, but if they can David loves to swim. Chilling in water clears his mind.

💀 Dwayne 💀

Skater boi! Does a lot of sick tricks, but when you can levitate it's less impressive. XD

Doesn't care for guns, but likes archery. Hammers his own arrow heads. Dwayne and David like to pick a spot in the woods to shoot make shift targets.

A real book worm. Will spend a lot of time just silently reading for hours.

Takes up knitting from time to time. He prefers hand knitted blankets and throws rather then the store ones.

Likes to make jewelry. Made his own necklace.

Enjoys all types of puzzles. Cross word, jigsaw, and brain teasers.

Can sew and offers to sew up holes made in all the clothes the boys decide not to get new ones.

🌿 Paul 🌿

Can play the guitar.

Also likes to sing, and is pretty good at it. Wanted to start a band, but the other boys weren't up for it.

Has the biggest music collection and is always hogging the tabletop/cassette/cd player.

Amateur photography. Just likes to take photos randomly. Some are really artsy.

Got really into tie dye for a while. Although he might have just been high.

When he wants to relax, Paul really likes to stargaze. Laying outside the cave looking at the sky and hearing the waves of the ocean just makes him feel at peace.

When David isn't using the tv monitor, Paul enjoys quite a few video games. He also likes to take on the arcade and carnival games at the boardwalk.

🪶 Marko 🪶

Aside from pigeons, Marko will try to domesticate a number of animals to the cave, including stray dogs, cats, deer, badgers, squirrel, foxes, bats, and even a black bear once.

He did in fact not domesticate a black bear, but he did wrestle one.

He does his own patchwork on his jacket.

Like David, he likes to sculpt into wood, but he usually carves patterns and landscapes into more grand pieces.

He's also a skilled painter. Mostly he'll paint murals on sections of the cave David says is ok for him to paint on.

He collects sea shells on the beach.

He'll style the others hair. Especially David who he'll cut and dye in the way he likes best.

🔥Pack Activities🔥

Dart throwing. The bigger the target the better. David and Dwyane are very competitive at this one specifically.

Rollerblading. Put wheels on shoes, what more can you want?

Listening to music. The boys have very wide music tastes and sometimes they cross over and they all like the same stuff. They take turns around the player of their choice to just smoke, drink, and listen to the sounds of the music plays.

Card games. Specifically poker when they're all together. They make things more interesting when they make bets.

And of course motocycle cruising and board walk loitering.

Something that always strikes me with vampires in fiction and indeed with any immortal creature with the high and emotional intelligence of humans. IMMORTALITY IS FUCKING BORING!

I mean, think about it. Imagine you're given all the free time in the world with very little responsibility with no fear of getting sick or tired allowed to do pretty much whatever you want. What would you do? Cause I would go stir crazy. So I came up with these dumb little head canons on how I image the boys specifically would pass the time in their little vampire lives that doesn't revolve around murdering and feeding off of people.

Of course cruising on their bikes come to mind. And there's a couple in the movie we get to see like Dwayne's skateboarding and Marko's fondness for pigeons but I wanted to throw more possibilities out there. :3

#the lost boys #the lost boys 1987 #david tlb #david the lost boys #dwayne tlb #dwayne the lost boys #paul tlb #paul the lost boys #marko tlb #marko the lost boys #tlb headcanons #my headcanons #headcanon #hc #share your thoughts

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I don't have a favorite...I don't have a favorite...I don't have-

This man has me on my knees 😭

#the lost boys #dwayne the lost boys #dwayne tlb #billy wirth #so handsome #hes so pretty #im gonna faint

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Don't know why, but Dwayne being skater boi who'll see me later boi just brings me so much joy! 🥰

We don't see the boys do a whole lot to establish hobbies or things to do for fun in their spare time but this is a good one! 🖤

OHHHH MY FUCKING GOD HE SKATEBOARDS HOLY SHIRSBDBSHhabhwbbf

I THOUGBT PEOPLE KUST HEADCANNONED IT OMG IM GOONG FERALRBSHSBDGDHXHSVSBDHDNZBFBhzh

AAAAABWHWHQHGY

*explodes*

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writers and artists will go "this isn't good enough." my brother in christ, you're creating something new out of nothing and expressing yourself creatively. your productivity and unrealistic standards of perfection do not define you or the worth of your art. you're doing great.

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hi so i saw a conversation happening that i found really interesting about the lost boys and their dynamic, and i started to write a response... but then it got abominably long, so i decided to make my own post rather than hijack any of the threads going on haha. just want to be clear this isn't an attack on anyone! i'm just sharing my thoughts because i apparently have a lot of them, and perhaps some of the additional (important!) context for the movie and its creation might help someone recontextualize a little!

for context since i'm posting this solo: the threads i've seen are about the lost boys and writing them as brothers vs romantically, how vampire siring works, etc. obviously much of this comes down to headcanon, depending on whether you're into broader vampire lore (and all the diverse, varied ways vampires work in different media/universes, etc). in the lost boys specifically, we have very little direct explicit explanation because it's an hour and a half long movie (that did spawn more media to be fair, but speaking specifically about the original movie since we're talking about the original cast of characters). and ultimately, it was not created for the neurodivergent people (like me) who are still obsessing over it forty years later. so it's up to interpretation quite a lot, which is both an asset, and also naturally spawns some disagreement! but anywho. back to the point.

infodumping below! have at ye.

first of all, vampires have never worked as a biological concept in a direct way! you're connected to the vampire who turned/sired you, of course. but the sharing of blood is incredibly symbolic. it isn't a matter of "suddenly we're blood related now". (this isn't to say there aren't pieces of vamp media where it can't work that way, but speaking generally!)

i think people also need to remember - and for those who don't know/haven't considered this aspect - that the lost boys was made in the 80s in the midst of the aids crisis, and that the director (joel schumacher) was a gay man. like, this is important context when watching a queer film with heavy homoerotic subtext which is centered around young adults/teens, particularly a lot of young men, and the exchange and imbibing of bodily fluids, specifically blood, during a time where that was not only viewed as dirty but a death sentence. moreso, at the very least alex winter (who played marko, and came from a very heavily broadway background prior to tlb) has been incredibly vocal about not only being supportive of the queerness of the movie now, but back then as well! he got the vibes even at the time of filming!

this is a pretty clearly queer movie in a fantastic way, made during a time where it wasn't exactly an option to be overt about it the way/to the degree we can be today. hell, if i remember correctly i think star was originally supposed to be a boy. and though the dynamic would likely have been much different... even if they removed the direct romance, the subtext there ain't going away. like let's be serious for a moment.

that said, if you want to view the boys as having a more brotherly relationship? you're absolutely entitled to that! that's totally fine! but max as a fatherly figure with the boys never read to me as "they're now brothers". it's a friend group, he's just the supervisory adult figure. (and honestly whether the boys even viewed him as a father figure is HEAVILY debatable. this is also compounded if you view the boys not as recent vampires, but old ones.) but back to the point that i was making, which is that friend groups can be interpreted any number of ways. they're a blank slate to play with, and unfortunately it leads to a lot of meaningless fights in fandom simply because people interpret the dynamic differently. it's like how sometimes people will call certain relationships "sibling coded" and say therefore if you ship the characters it's incest, when they aren't even related and it's just the individual in question interpreting the dynamic that way. (which again, is fine! but it's personal opinion, not a cudgel to beat other fans with because they disagree with you!)

hell, i personally don't even mind (let alone hate) when people write the pack in context of having a more brotherly relationship at all! i think it can be cute as fuck. but in canon they are very clearly friends, not related, even by vampire terms.

sidenote: it does rub me the wrong way when people respond to poly!pack with significant ick factor, sometimes simply because a lot of the time it does unfortunately come from queerphobia. (to be clear, i don't think anyone in the recent conversation falls into this category, at least not that i've seen! but i've unfortunately seen it a fair few times in the past.) the lost boys fandom is pretty queer forward thankfully, so it's not a huge issue. but there's always going to be cishet fans of any media, and unfortunately that often still comes with a small subsection who are queerphobic. that said, a lot of the time they're also very young and simply haven't learned better yet (and moreso are often also young girls/women/fems, who already get shit on often enough, especially for engaging in fandom). so typically i just avoid interacting with it, simply because i can't be bothered. it's not worth the energy. as long as they stay out of my corner and are respectful if they show up in my metaphorical house to engage with my works, i don't particularly care enough.

in my personal experience, i understood upon watching the lost boys (which i was introduced to by my very cishet parents) at around ten-ish, give or take, that there was something happening between all the young men on screen. but i hadn't even really fully come to terms with the fact that i was queer, let alone trans and poly, so i didn't have the language to describe what i was seeing on screen or experiencing in my gay little noggin until i got older and had my "OH. so THAT'S why that movie cemented as a core memory for me." moment.

anywho, everyone consumes media through their own unique lens formed by their life experiences etc, and there's rarely wrong ways to consume media (and even then, i'm firmly of the belief that people be allowed to consume media "wrongly" because to assert otherwise is effectively censorship, but that's neither here nor there). as long as everyone's being respectful there's no issue. we can all coexist, we're all obsessed with the same blorbos, who cares? if something icks you out perhaps take a minute to consider why, but otherwise just curate your media consumption accordingly.

(but i do also want to be clear and reiterate that there really genuinely isn't any canonical onscreen "they're brothers" shit. they're canonically friends who care deeply about one another, and in what way is up to interpretation. my interpretation is they're really fucking gay, but that's just me. one of my favorite fic collections for tlb on ao3 is very brotherly dynamic centric, and i still think it's cute as hell. love. after all, why pick one when you can have both? it's like enjoying both "they all died" angst, and also fix it and fluff fics. both are good. but my works will always be for the poly!pack enjoyers, because we need fed too.)

anyways rip joel schumacher thank you for the gay vampires, i hope you enjoy my gayass fanfic wherever you are in the void (and additional thank you to alex winter for being cool as fuck. just to be clear he isn't dead, thank god. i just love that man and think he and marko are both sick as hell)