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just as a note my favorite bsd characters are poe, mushitaro, dazai, nikolai, kenji, bram, atsu, probably more, and i think mori is a well done character/interesting who is very hateable

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uhh. hate to be that person but people need to stop whitewashing gojo and nanami... gojo is japanese and has blue eyes and white hair due to his cursed technique, he's not white at all, nanami is only 1/4 danish, he is mixed white + asian, he's not just white. i understand both these characters have features that are commonly present on white people and strongly associated with whiteness (which is a whole thing in and of itself) but PLEASE please please dont whitewash them. please. especially nanami. i feel like people saw he was 1/4 danish and immediately forgot that means he's also 3/4 japanese and so many people treat him as if he's only white when he's actually mixed + mostly japanese

#jjk #jujutsu kaisen #gojo satoru #nanami kento #jjk gojo #jjk nanami #whitewashing

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see what people just don't understand is that writing's demanding it's mentally challenging and it's a bore, it's such a chore, to sit in a room by your self oh my goddd I haaate it. and you're trying to FIND an opening LINE or brilliant IDEA and you're pacing the floor, and hoping for, just, a bit of divine intervention. that one little nugget, that one little spark, then eureka, you find it, you're ready to start! so now you can write! right? WRONG! you're not even close you remember that dammit your play's gotta be in iambic pentameter!!! so you write down a word but it's not the right word so you try a new word but you hate the new word and you need a good word but you can't find the word and where is it what is it where is wha is akjehjwejkhbesafkjb AAAAH!

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if I'm not meant to think about Dazai then why is he like that

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if I'm not meant to think about Dazai then why is he like that

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constructive criticism? more like. more like if you say anything that even mildly implies I'm wrong I will throw myself off a cliff-icism. #relatable

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Wednesday at 10PM

#ow

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autistic so rejection sensitive, autistic so rejection prone

#autism #autistic #rejection sensitive dysphoria #rsd #neurodiversity #rejection

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one of my (what i believe to be, im new to this whole thing ive not been diagnosed for v long) special interests is such a niche thing that it only exists. At My University but its so incredibly very cool and i want to talk abt it but i can't do it online because that would instantly doxx me. truly a tragedy

#special interest #autistic

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as someone whos main example of romantic relationships and what theyre like for most of my life has been my parents and only my parents, seeing adults with healthy relationships now as an adult myself has reignited my faith in romantic love

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[ID: Two panels from the BSD manga. The first shows Fyodor, clear eyed with an open expression, asking "What year is it?". The second shows Dazai looking down at "Fyodor's" corpse, saying "Then who the hell is this?" End ID.]

You guys. You GUYS. I feel so vindicated - it was significant!

And also I'm bringing this potential reference back because I forgot about it until right now.

[ID: Part of a white book cover. The author is Dostoevsky. The title is The Double. End ID.]

"Constantly rebuffed from the social circles he aspires to frequent, the timid clerk Golyadkin is confronted by the sudden appearance of his double, a more brazen, confident and socially successful version of himself, who abuses and victimizes the original. As he is increasingly persecuted, Golyadkin finds his social, romantic and professional life unravelling, in a spiral that leads to a catastrophic denouement."

"One critic wrote that The Double's main idea is that "the human will in its search for total freedom of expression becomes a self-destructive impulse"."

[ID: A screenshot of a paragraph from The Double's wikipedia page. The sections of note are highlighted: "The Double is the most Gogolesque of Dostoevsky's works", "a parody of "The Overcoat"", "Dostoevsky alters and wholly repeats Gogol's phrases". End ID.]

...Nikolai, I'm so sorry buddy, but I think you're screwed.

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asagiri this is too far [continues to consume bsd] my suspension of disbelief can only take so much [continues to consume bsd] you're going off the rails with this plot [continues to consume bsd] it's so weird i don't understand a single thing [conti

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I love taking panels completely out of context and misusing them 🫶

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Rolling around

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If the man at the end of the chapter isn't Fyodor then does that mean Nikolai was crying over some random ass mans arm

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WHERE is Fyodor though??

We have so few candidates??

did he highjack free will-obsessed Gogol??

#oh my god #fyolai

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doomed old man yaoi may be the exception

NEW RULE

No character in BSD can be considered dead unless we see their fully organic, non-GMO corpse displayed on the page in 4k resolution.

And even then, there's only a 50% chance they're gonna stay dead.