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i'm thoroughly fucking convinced that if I just looked like allison harvard all of my problems would go away

#tw ed stuff #tw depression #tw mania #ugh #like literally what the fuck #allison harvard #primlypersonal

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my bf just made a new work friend and it's stressing me tf out that I have no idea what she looks like and I know it's because I have nothing to compare myself to

#ed #tw ed things #not pr0 anything #primlypersonal #tw ppd

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so shits getting weiiiiiirrrrddddd

I'm positive for covid and staying home but everything kinda feels like it's falling apart and I should chill tf out but I can't

So I'm going down hill again <:-) back on my bullshit <:-) let's have some fucking fun <:-)

#primlypersonal

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Re-blog for weight loss!!

✨🍵✨🍵✨🍵✨🍵✨🍵✨🍵✨ This is the weight loss tea! Reblog to lose about 3-7 pounds this weekend!! 🍵✨🍵✨🍵✨🍵✨🍵✨🍵✨🍵

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Whoever’s fine with losing 2 pounds a week is the one with the problem tbh

#eating disoder mention #skinnnny #getting skiny #pr0 4n4 #anarecca #notprojustusehashtags #only pr0 for myself #cw disordered eating #just ed shit #disordered eating tw

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10/16/21

Breakfast - coffee with hazelnut creamer 70

Lunch - Hazlenut latte 200 rice krispy ~300

Dinner - TBD

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10/15/21

Breakfast - hazelnut coffee, half sweet 150 calories

Lunch - Oatmeal 170 soy milk 27

Dinner - pizza 350

Snacks/etc. Dr Pepper zero, ricola cough drops, water

Exercise - 612

Net: 85 calories

As far as weight goes, idk but I feel like a blimp today so probably 982 lmao

2nd edit: hopefully tomorrow the scale won’t make me hate myself

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Hi, I’m back

This may be long so skip if u want idc

I’m 171 now and have never wanted to end my life this much.

Not even like 15 posts ago I was 157, like bitch what? How the fuck did I do this? How did I derail this hard?

I can’t tell you.

Well, yes I can. I started slipping. I lost my discretion. I stopped taking selfie’s and stopped weighing myself.

And now my fingers are back to sausages and my stomach folds over my pants again.

Literally if someone wants to sneak into my house and end my life I wouldn’t even be mad

What do I even do at this point other than die

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reblog if u are currently A Mess

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i gained today so no one contact me for 3-7 business years

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Me and food are no longer friends 😫 it always makes me feel bad 🥲 toxic ass relationship 🚮