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You can't spell Test without Testimony Two years ago was the epic fight of my life ever. My granny first time in the hospital. I had to watch as my superhero fight for her life as my family wasn't sure she'll make it. Life at that point was an all time low, but I got the job and my mindset was to fake it. Fake a smile, fake a laugh, just fake it; until, my first night closing. The people here was amazing, the stories was great for a poet being able to help people escape thier pain was special. I started to slowly open up until boom granny back in the hospital. Life hit me with an Haymaker, but what shocked everyone was I was so calm. Paramedics, doctors and nurse came to me for questions about my granny and I was able to answer them. My granny even called me in to see her. With her hands weak she tried to put her hands on my face. I leaned in close to me she open her eyes to asked me these questions I help back my tears and lied. "Did you eat?" Yes i ate (No I didn't ) "Did you sleep well?" Of course granny (pssh had night terrors every night) And this was the one that took the cake "How she doing?" She good (granny you do know I'm single right) After I was done lying I asked her "How you doing granny!?" She goes "Good but the food her sucks) After laughing I got the o.k to fight again. The o.k to laugh and the O.k. to smile because granny was alright. It was here I got the chance to fight once again. It was here those tears of pain became laughter of joy. It was two years ago that my granny was told she wasn't going to make it, yet she still fighting. Now her number one student wears a new mask. A mask he was afraid to wear now he embrace it. I bow my head in a humble way to truly say thank you for the great memories here. Because of this place the upcoming years I was able to get my smile and positive space back. To you I say thank you I was taught when you enter a place leave a positive impact. And for my granny she's a fighter😊 #poems #poetry #growthmindset #thankyou #humblebeginnings #fromthedarknessintothelight #positivity #newstepsinlife #broughtmehope #smileonceagain #afighterlearninghowtofightagain #striveforabetteryou #mytestimony #blessed (at 24 Hour Fitness - Orange Active, CA) https://www.instagram.com/p/CFWQM7rnKVp/?igshid=1qctdj6jfscel

#poems #poetry #growthmindset #thankyou #humblebeginnings #fromthedarknessintothelight #positivity #newstepsinlife #broughtmehope #smileonceagain #afighterlearninghowtofightagain #striveforabetteryou #mytestimony #blessed

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Directions: Addicted to Mother Nature I find myself drifting easily now. Caught surprise by the idea of me just taking a drive to clear the mind. A journey that took its ups and more downs then I could count. This year is full of surprises but one thing will always remain the same... Finding the words to say, as relate to life like a breakup song. Broken promise of rain when the beat comes on. All they see is pain, as the record is beings to be turned off. Blessed by the beauty of the mind as my phone remain silent for the rest of the car ride. Reopening up pages in my heart that I was to afraid finish. The idea that I was weak and broken was left in bold on these pages. Found the power to move forward as my heart realign. I haven't given up on the promise I made you. I haven't lose the battle, so wipe away your tears. The moment the clouds cover my sky but my colors wasn't all gray. To think I used to hide by tears behind the rain... Now I close my umbrella, fix my tie, and proceed to dance in the rain. "Maybe that wasn't a great idea but I found my smile once again" #poetry #poetrycommunity #clouds #mothernautre #deepthoughts #singingintherain #carride #explorethemind #depressionfree #buildingmyself #pushyourself #strenghtenwithin #striveforabetteryou https://www.instagram.com/p/CEBp-A8HaUp/?igshid=43s5g5b4ty3j

#poetry #poetrycommunity #clouds #mothernautre #deepthoughts #singingintherain #carride #explorethemind #depressionfree #buildingmyself #pushyourself #strenghtenwithin #striveforabetteryou

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@RogueCompany here's a clip with Chaac

#facebookgaming #letsplay #twitch #xbox #rogue company #chaac

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I keep getting double kills just to have the person i killed call me a sweat 😂😂 #plink #rocketarena #ScubaXSenpai #xbox #mixer #facebookgaming #RNS #homerun #watchout #letsplay https://www.instagram.com/p/CC2GiPWHkcf/?igshid=p2swg10hp45t

#plink #rocketarena #scubaxsenpai #xbox #mixer #facebookgaming #rns #homerun #watchout #letsplay

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When the calculation was on point #rocketarena #plink #xbox #tripmine #calcuationwascorrect #ohhdididothat #ScubaXSenpai #letsplay #watchout #twitch #facebookgaming https://www.instagram.com/p/CCuGRaHH7kV/?igshid=1ga2u1vfgyux2

#rocketarena #plink #xbox #tripmine #calcuationwascorrect #ohhdididothat #scubaxsenpai #letsplay #watchout #twitch #facebookgaming

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Environmental kills is a thing in Rocket Arena #plink #environmentkills #watchyourhead #setup #didntseeitcoming #rocketarena #xbox #ScubaXSenpai #letsplay https://www.instagram.com/p/CCuDMjynLuf/?igshid=1km5yrezqskg

#plink #environmentkills #watchyourhead #setup #didntseeitcoming #rocketarena #xbox #scubaxsenpai #letsplay

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My main Plink first round draft pick right here getting them double kills. #ScubaXSenpai #twitch #facebookgaming #xbox #rocketarena #plink #doublekill #letsplay #havingfun #watchout #upallnight #homerun #outthepark https://www.instagram.com/p/CCs0oZ-nQ9q/?igshid=1j6iixhpl37gp

#scubaxsenpai #twitch #facebookgaming #xbox #rocketarena #plink #doublekill #letsplay #havingfun #watchout #upallnight #homerun #outthepark

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Broke out Rev and got a cool double kill #rocketarena #rev #doublekill #letsplay #skateonthem #homerun #twitch #scubasenpai https://www.instagram.com/p/CCrjcWinXJx/?igshid=125zzrjytamz5

#rocketarena #rev #doublekill #letsplay #skateonthem #homerun #twitch #scubasenpai

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Stand together, stand for the cause, FIGHT for these kids That's can't fight. Spread the love, extend a hand, and never forget we are all allies in the same fight. LETS MAKE THE WORLD A BETTER PLACE. #blacklivesmatter #apexlegends #finisher #poseforthecamera #letschangetheworld #extendahand #lifeline #letsplay #shareasmile #sharealaughconquertheworld #createabetterworld #createabettertomorrow #standforequality #changeyourviews #changeyourmindset #peaceloveandhappiness #xbox#RNS https://www.instagram.com/p/CCZ7BxJn_mG/?igshid=176jjk2xgpu7v

#blacklivesmatter #apexlegends #finisher #poseforthecamera #letschangetheworld #extendahand #lifeline #letsplay #shareasmile #sharealaughconquertheworld #createabetterworld #createabettertomorrow #standforequality #changeyourviews #changeyourmindset #peaceloveandhappiness #xbox #rns

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Stand together, stand for the cause, FIGHT for these kids That's can't fight. Spread the love, extend a hand, and never forget we are all allies in the same fight. LETS MAKE THE WORLD A BETTER PLACE. #blacklivesmatter #apexlegends #apexchampion #clutch #letschangetheworld #extendahand #lifeline #letsplay #shareasmile #sharealaughconquertheworld #createabetterworld #createabettertomorrow #standforequality #changeyourviews #changeyourmindset #peaceloveandhappiness #xbox#RNS https://www.instagram.com/p/CCZ6d4-nghW/?igshid=8kaxo6hrui9k

#blacklivesmatter #apexlegends #apexchampion #clutch #letschangetheworld #extendahand #lifeline #letsplay #shareasmile #sharealaughconquertheworld #createabetterworld #createabettertomorrow #standforequality #changeyourviews #changeyourmindset #peaceloveandhappiness #xbox #rns

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Question Do the fear that linger over your past stops your growth for the future? Do you see the pain your inflicted or it's a numbing feeling know you didn't get hurt? (Alarm rings) Woke up from a broken message as the question runs across my screen... "Its time for you to change!" Do I answer the call for war or I make an excuse to why I'm afraid to fight? Walk past the uniform left by my ancestors heavy by the weight it caries. Immobilized by fear that once I put this mask on I won't be able to protect those whom I love. Tears run down my face as a note fall down that read "What happened to the kid that would never give up!?" "What happened to the kid that vowed he'll be a hero!" "When the FUCK WILL YOU STAND UP AND....(the sounds of the drums echo in my head) The smile of my love ones is the picture I kept. The drums get louder as I walk towards the uniform. I put the uniform on, I take one last pray before I put on the mask; until, a man sweeping the room comes in and say... "That uniform looks good on a man determine look on his face." I punch the wall until my knuckles bleed, grabbed the mask, as I looked the man face and said "Today is the last time you'll ever see me vulnerable and weak!" (The drums are silenced because A King was ready for the upcoming wars) (Man sweeping) "It took him a while but he's finally ready, become stronger , and come back home a champion" Long Live the King #poetry #longlivetheking #momentofweaknessover #betteringmyself #nothingcanstopme #deepthoughts #strongereveryday #changeyourmindset #youngking #onestepatatime https://www.instagram.com/p/CCWnUdmHo1-/?igshid=131y9idsfuu1l

#poetry #longlivetheking #momentofweaknessover #betteringmyself #nothingcanstopme #deepthoughts #strongereveryday #changeyourmindset #youngking #onestepatatime

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I'm on my John Wick #xbox #mutiplayer #finsher #ghost #smooth #shipment247 #letsplay #fennec #xrx.357 #outthemovies #havingfun #battlepass https://www.instagram.com/p/CCMI_z2nyGs/?igshid=1148te45j890a

#xbox #mutiplayer #finsher #ghost #smooth #shipment247 #letsplay #fennec #xrx #outthemovies #havingfun #battlepass

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Then I started to get my swagger back yelling out "Oh Winston don't run from Winston!" #xbox #killstreaks #runthemover #run #winston #favorite #callofduty #mutiplayer #watchout #scubasenpai #teachthemsenpai https://www.instagram.com/p/CCME3zBnpGG/?igshid=tf8d247pwnew

#xbox #killstreaks #runthemover #run #winston #favorite #callofduty #mutiplayer #watchout #scubasenpai #teachthemsenpai

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First day back on the call of duty but I can truly say I was rusty #xbox #callofduty #sticky #watchyouroh #kobe #cominginhot🔥 #mutiplayer #havingfun #letsplay #submachinegun https://www.instagram.com/p/CCMDGvdnnZh/?igshid=tiif6o2vf1m3

#xbox #callofduty #sticky #watchyouroh #kobe #cominginhot🔥 #mutiplayer #havingfun #letsplay #submachinegun

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I'll be lying if I said I didn't miss you. I'll be lying if the blow of the whistle didn't follow my the roar of the crowd. Took my first steps back to a field that taught me so many life lesson. Laced up one more time just to remember to love I thought I lose. To leave my pain, my fears, and most of all to leave my weakness on the field. Life finds a way to knock you down. Blood, sweat and tears what was offer when you cross those white lines. It's you vs me, your best vs my best, one play...... Who wins? For all the marbles Do you catch the ball or Do I make a play? Mind exhausted, but on this field you'll see. The man that I am today is because I won the battles placed in front of me. To think for only a moment the world around me stopped, and I was able to keep my promise. Friends turned into rivals, rivals became brothers, and you leave EVERYTHING ON THIS FIELD. PLAY LIKE A CHAMPION TODAY Football #poem #poetry #spokenword #spokenwordpoetry #workoutscene #workoutmotivation #football #bloodsweatandtears #strengthinnumbers #rivalsbecomebrothers #playlikeachampion #lacethemup #nikescleats #hustlehard #workhardplayhardworkhardagain #areyouready https://www.instagram.com/p/CCIjYzQHBWb/?igshid=vi5fo1yq6uvf

#poem #poetry #spokenword #spokenwordpoetry #workoutscene #workoutmotivation #football #bloodsweatandtears #strengthinnumbers #rivalsbecomebrothers #playlikeachampion #lacethemup #nikescleats #hustlehard #workhardplayhardworkhardagain #areyouready

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They say you can't pick your family but you can pick those you add to your family. You my brother for life much love to ya. Cheers to another good year #drinkup #happybirthday #brotherlylove #familyfirst #familytime #muchlove #celebration #getyourmans #positivevibes #peaceloveandhappiness https://www.instagram.com/p/CCFtT4UHM3P/?igshid=u214jqk889dq

#drinkup #happybirthday #brotherlylove #familyfirst #familytime #muchlove #celebration #getyourmans #positivevibes #peaceloveandhappiness

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Sometimes the best photo is when it's unexpected #home #cameramanintraining #behindthelense #cardrivehome #deepthoughts #longday #exhaust https://www.instagram.com/p/CB9uylYA07j/?igshid=19iwcxyoolaf7

#home #cameramanintraining #behindthelense #cardrivehome #deepthoughts #longday #exhaust