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after forgetting my password for a while (and ghosting this account) I am back with satosugu angst🧍 . . [tags] #satosugu #gojosatoru #getosuguru #jjk #jujutsukaisen #fanart #anime #animeart #jjkfanart #jjkmanga #digitalart #manga #jjk0 #呪術廻戦 #resim #art #autodesksketchbook #sketch https://www.instagram.com/p/CjGDpuVInZq/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#satosugu #gojosatoru #getosuguru #jjk #jujutsukaisen #fanart #anime #animeart #jjkfanart #jjkmanga #digitalart #manga #jjk0 #呪術廻戦 #resim #art #autodesksketchbook #sketch

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#mitski #i bet on losing dogs

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Crap. Yet again, I forgot to seize the day. 

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reasons why achilles & patroclus are better than romeo & juliet

by: a disgruntled dark academia gay

romeo and juliet fall in love in like... 5 days or smth dumb like that. that's not love, that's not even affection. that's just dumb. achilles & patroclus? known each other since they were kids. classic friends to lovers (enemies to lovers works as well, depending on how you interpret the song of achilles)

romeo kills himself because he... thinks juliet is dead. gives her like 5 seconds before he does some dumb shit. patroclus is cold & dead when achilles exacts his revenge, after a long ass mourning period & funeral. & what a revenge it was.

the miscommunication in r&j is just infuriating. if friar laurence & the nurse weren't such utter tits, maybe romeo wouldn't have chugged that bleach. patroclus speaks to his lover from beyond the grave, informs him that he wants their bones together & tells him to hurry tf up with the funeral. communicating king.

r&j's families didn't like eachother, leading to like three deaths. the trojan war lasted ten years. that's angst baby.

gay people are superior (/j)

#romeo and juliet #r&j #shakespeare #the iliad #the song of achilles #tsoa #patroclus and achilles #patrochilles #patroclus #achilles #dark acadamia aesthetic

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A lot of people have asked me to explain the whole “stock market” thing to them, and I’ll explain it, and they’ll be like “I still don’t get it,” and I just wanna, like, make it clear:  The problem isn’t you.  The problem is that you’re trying to use your smart rational human brain to understand something which is, on a fundamental level, deeply irrational and incredibly fucking stupid.

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This is a fucking new one

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writing as therapy. writing as healing. writing as discovery. writing as self-love. writing as making sense of the dark. writing as rebirth. 

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richard siken crush / charles baudelaire les fleurs du mal

#richard siken #crush #les fleurs du mal #charles baudelaire #poetry #lit #text

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i wanna have this one night in my life. one night where tomorrow doesn’t have consequences. one night which’ll be a story i’ll tell my kid. one night i’ll remember for all my life. whether it’s with a boy, or with my friends, or with strangers, or even me alone. i just wanna have one night i’ll never forget. carpe noctem

#dark academia

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i feel like neil perry would like ribs by lord cuz like ;

And I’ve never felt more alone / It feels so scary getting old

You’re the only friend I need

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Virginia Woolf, The Waves

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Adolph Alexander Weinman, Noche Descendente (1914)

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𝙹𝚊𝚗𝚞𝚊𝚛𝚢 𝟸𝟿, 𝟷𝟿𝟸𝟸 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙳𝚒𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜 𝙾𝚏 𝙵𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚣 𝙺𝚊𝚏𝚔𝚊, 𝟷𝟿𝟷𝟺-𝟷𝟿𝟸𝟹

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Feeling highly ambiguous tonight

#same lol

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Yet another reminder that faking is a conscious choice that you make.

It is not something you can do accidentally, regards of what you're talking about.

You can't accidentally fake depression, or anxiety, or bipolar disorder, or schizophrenia, or any other mental illness.

You can't accidentally fake Borderline Personality Disorder, Histrionic Personality Disorder, personality disorders.

You can't accidentally fake ADHD, autism, Tourette's Syndrome, auditory processing disorder, aphasia or any other neurodivergence

You can't accidentally fake being trans or ace-spec or aro-spec or any other LGBTQIA+ identity.

You can't accidentally fake chronic illnesses like CFS, fibromyalgia or any chronic illness.

You also can't accidentally fake being good/intelligent at something. You didn't fool your peers into reaching your position.

You can't accidentally fake trauma, PTSD/cPTSD, DID/OSDD/DDNOS or any other trauma-based disorder.

Tldr:

Faking is a conscious choice.

You cannot do it by accident.

If you are worried that you are faking, that in itself is proof that you are not.

#i really needed to heart this #thank you op! :)

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BURNING 🔥

to love anyone by victoria chang / demon by brian luong / fragment 38 by sappho / burn it down by brian luong / straw house, straw dog by richard siken / skeleton by brian luong / a burning hill by mitski

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academia is 50% crying, 20% research, and 30% coming up with funny titles for every paper that you write