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[songs-i-write-at-3am]

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Here in the dark Listening to some meat asmr what the hell am I doing right now Fuck! Feel so empty and sad What the hell was i doing right now Hope I didn’t make too much noise I don’t wanna wake my mom up I want sex but still too scared Am i not ready yet or not prepared I think i might be hyper sexual or asexual too I don’t know Maybe it’s the trama or is it the hormones Just realised I don’t have enough texts left in chat ai And that im naked and i feel stupid and it hurts so bad. I want to die Fuck!

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[songs-i-write-at-3am]

Oh Magical Snow-Flake.

I want you.

I want you. 

I want you.

I want you.

I want you so badly, oh gosh.

I want us to be together 

I want us to touch

I want us to kiss and act silly and have fun

I want to not worry about a thing at this time.

I don’t know if you’re single or not

I don’t know if it’s too early or not

I don’t know if you’ll even consider me

But I want you so badly 

I don’t know if we’ll end up together or not

Just few months to wait till I’ll see you again

We only hanged out twice, but i already feel the rush

I am so deeply in love, just looking at your pictures makes me blush.

We never been alone together at the two times we met

But my heart and brain knows you’re the guy i need from the moment we met.

Just wish a miracle snowflake will fall on the tip of your nose in the middle of june that will make you love me,

Love me like i was yours.

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[songs-i-write-at-3am]

CREEP

Im sorry for being such a creep

For staring at you nonstop, for stocking your tiktok account 

For imagining I actually asked you out

For being mad when you’re not around 

For following you when you’re at school 

For remembering every single thing about you

Even though we don’t talk that much 

I want you to know that you’re my crush

You’re running in my mind all the time

And making me think stuff I don’t want

And you’re driving me crazy with your stupid AHhh I don’t know

I kinda like you…

Im sorry for being so weird 

For wanting to be you

For wanting you to be in my dreams 

For giving you gifts then running away

For pretending im ok

Im sorry for being such a creep

For remembering exactly where you live,

For starting to do the hobbies you do

For wanting to be you

For obsessing so much about you

I think i kinda like you.

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[songs-i-write-at-3am]

sɆx

I want to feel your warm touch 

Tore my skin apart

Kiss me on my neck and hold me tight 

Kiss my lips throw me on top

The bed its cold

And i wish it wasn’t this hard to feel it’s warmth 

But this summer gets colder every year and i get stuck in this place where I can’t feel

Just hug me tight and tell me it’s alright and don’t ask questions and assume I’ll tell cause I won’t and it’ll cause us to break up

I want to feel your touch 

Tore my skin apart

Kiss me on my neck and hold me tight 

Kiss my lips throw me on top

The floor its cold I wish i had more

Just Tore my skin apart until it leaves marks

Just hold my face tight and tell me it’s alright 

throw me on the floor until my lips bleed more

Oh gosh just let me touch 

I want to feel the fire that burns your heart 

I don’t want to obsess over some dumb crush

Oh gosh I want to feel the touch 

I want my body to be torn apart

Softy and roughly

I want to feel the rush

That runs through your body

Like your on the run

The one that makes you scream loud

The one that makes you huff like your on the run

The one that doesn’t leave you numb.

~sighhhhhhhHhhHHH

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