stardustandvanilla

[stardustandvanilla]

i have been recently acutely aware of my parents. growing up has been very painful for me - i won't go into detail about their effects on my growth. but in some oversimplified words: they no longer hurt me, and that is where the pain lies, in the truth that they no longer hurt me, no longer wish to. the pain lies, honestly - very honestly - it lies in loving them, in feeling care and feeling it back. but also, i have become acutely aware of them; as i age, so do they. i imagined my brother dying. some sick twist of fate will call the prodigal daughter to the grave of her whole family before letting her go.

#web #poetry #poem #poet #writer #my writing #writing #growing up #childhood #childhood loss #abuse #tw abuse #pain #love #death #tw death

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I Don't Love Anyone—Belle and Sebastian // Sophocles, Antigone (adapted by Lewis Galantiere) // He Ain't Heavy, He's My Brother—The Hollies // Little Women directed by Gillian Armstrong (based on the novel by Louisa May Alcott) // The Reynold's Pamphlet, Hamilton—Lin Manuel-Miranda // Tatsuki Fujimoto, Chainsaw Man // Erica E. Goode // Theodore Robinson, In a Daisy Field // @stardustandvanilla

#i think my heart just started crying i can feel it thunder #thank you for including me wow this is beautiful

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#sniffle snaffle

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the milk fic reference maybe i am sad.

#dan and phil #:(

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ALL ANYONE CARES ABOUT IS MY SIBLINGS POST WHAT HAPPENED TO DAN AND PHIL

#i think ill come back from my hiatus now

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dan and phil....

#guys i screamed. #im in college im an adult and dan and phil are back #what if i cried

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"no trespassing" "restricted area" "private property" bro im literally curious by nature

#capitalism killed the cat or whatever

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feeling so emotional over the stupidest things except theyre not stupid they’re SO IMPORTANT to me sorry i am lifeblogging

#idk how to address my feelings #i just love a boy #is that such a crime #god i love him i love him i love him i love him #hes so special to me i dont even know how to address it

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The Food That Built America is the funniest show on tv. The intense, melodramatic music and overly serious narration fucking kill me.

It’s like *ominous swelling of strings* then a guy that sounds like he’s doing a voiceover for a documentary about the battle of the Somme says “and Mr. Goodbar was LOADED with peanuts,” or “America was about to have its first taste… of Kentucky Fried Chicken.”

#ive found my fandom

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I fuck wit title-only text posts. this shit is like talkin in an apartment hallway loud as fuck out the window

#the only kind i read shout out.

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people from twitter are moving here again ☹️

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Dana’s last ‘fuck you’ to Disney

He/they collector

Genderqueer/bi-gender papa king

TWO girlfriend kisses

Onscreen mlm kiss

Implied aladarius

a happy ending to the bi/enby couple

A happy ending to the aro/ace character

And

Death to the white Christian puritain

#shivers in happiness

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STOP RECORDING QUEER PEOPLE WITHOUT THEIR CONSENT AND POSTING IT ONLINE YOU ARE PUTTING US IN DANGER‼️‼️‼️

AT SOCIAL GATHERINGS AT PRIDE IN THE STREET DOESN’T MATTER ASK THEIR PERMISSION‼️‼️‼️‼️

EXISTING IN PUBLIC NO MATTER HOW “WEIRD”≠ CONSENT TO BE IN A WANNABE INFLUENCER’S VIDEO FOR ALL TO SEE

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Can we please make the deep sea the next cool desirable “final frontier” pretty please. I want Elon Musk to design a horrible Tesla Brand submarine and go down to map the Mariana’s Trench for commercial development and watch it crumple like a tin can the second it reaches 200 meters

#well well well

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I miss the days when, no matter how slow your internet was, if you paused any video and let it buffer long enough, you could watch it uninterrupted

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People with most mainstream tastes imaginable should not open their mouth on how anti piracy they are btw. Yea no shit you can depend on legal sources to watch Marvel and listen to tswift and Maroon 5. Thank you so much for signing the petition to close that platform that was the only one i could download this 2008 romanian dungeon synth ep from

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Hey I'm gonna start something that'll maybe go nowhere let's go