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pinterest gets me

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Men? Ew.

Women? Ew.

People? Ew.

Asexual???? Mmmm…..no.

Lonely? Crushingly.

*screams into the void*

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she’s a 10 but she’s healing from things she didn’t deserve 🤍

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Gorgeous gorgeous girls are anti romantics irl with a shelf full of romance books

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when you crave academic validation but also live and breathe procrastination.

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Why couldn’t I have the glamorised mental illness? Why couldn’t I be like the broken girls in books and movies who loose weight and have someone who’d do anything to save them? Why do I have to be the kind of broken where I skip healthy meals but make up for it in binging junk food? Why do I have to be the broken girl who can’t shave for weeks because she has to avoid razors? Why couldn’t I be the pretty kind of broken girl, the one who’s cracks and scrapes are lined with gold? Why do I have to do it alone?

Why am I the wrong kind of broken?

#mental illness #depressing post #burnout #Alexa play Phoebe Bridgers #mentally fucked #mentally unhealthy

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[The Love Hypothesis, by: Ali Hazelwood, aesthetic]

"carry yourself with the confidence of a mediocre white man."

"I wish you could see yourself the way I see you."

"You can fall in love: someone will catch you."

"You kiss him and next thing you know he's saving your ass and he's buying you scones and calling you a smart-ass in a weirdly affectionate tone"

"She would have loved to run to the edge of campus and scream into the void until modern civilization collapsed, but that wasn’t exactly a pressing matter."

"God, she had forced a married man, a father, to kiss her. Now people thought that he was having an affair. His wife was probably crying into her pillow. His kids would grow up with horrible daddy issues and become serial killers."

"his calm acceptance of her anxiety relaxed her"

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I don't even care what the plot is, it's going on my tbr

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Betty White and a bear stop what you’re doing and reblog

Betty White: First Lady of Television (Netflix)

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No thoughts. Just this beautiful part of TFOTA series

#u know that feeling when someone else describes how u feel perfectly? #jude duarte #the cruel prince #the queen of nothing #the wicked king #cardan greenbriar #jude x cardan #jurdan

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No one told me that educational burn out meant I would stop studying for exams and try and rationalise not being prepared. I don’t seem to care enough to study, but I do care enough to have panic attacks? I hate this shit.

#burnout #gifted kid burnout #school #exams #studystudystudy #mental illness #neurodivergent #adhd

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I just want to put my trust issues to good use and be taken away to fearie land and get really good at sword fighting and combat so that I can beat my nemesis who happens to be an alcoholic Prince with a tail and mommy issues and then we will fall In love and I’ll be the queen and ride ponies made from weeds and get super high on caramel apples with the love of my life.

But no. I’m here. Crying over algebra.

#I bet they don’t have maths in fearie #lucky bastards #the cruel prince #the wicked king #the queen of nothing #cardan greenbriar #jude duarte #jude x cardan

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In The Cruel Prince, when Cardan and the gang had pushed Jude and Taryn in the river, Jude says after she fell in she saw Cardan with one foot in the river as if to get a better look, did anyone else ever think that he was about to get in and help???? Because when I first read it I was like “naaahhh” but then we got the “I am not a killer” moment......

#the cruel prince #the wicked king #the queen of nothing #carden greenbriar #jude duarte #jude x cardan #jurdan #booktok

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Cardan taking care of Jude is ❤️

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Cardan - The Cruel Prince

Credit : @loweana

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Ok so I just finished the Queen of Nothing and all the bonus chapters, incase you cant tell, I am not ready to let go of this series yet and very much intend on a prolonged grieving period :)

In saying that, anyone know of any good fanfics more so surrounded Jude and Cardan after the series?

#those letters destroyed me #the cruel prince #the wicked king #the queen of nothing #carden greenbriar #jude duarte #jurdan #booktok #fanfic #fandom

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AS SOMEONE WHO STARTED READING THE CRUEL PRINCE 5 DAYS AGO AND FLEW THROUGH IT AND THE SECOND BOOK AND HAS LITERALLY JUST STARTER THE QUEEN OF NOTHING.... I MEAN IT WHEN I SAY JUDE DUARTE IS MY SOULMATE AND CARDEN GREENBRIAR THE LOVE OF MY LIFE

I LOVE THEM SO MUCH I COULD DIE

#no seriously I am so in love it’s not even funny #the cruel prince #the wicked king #the queen of nothing #carden greenbriar #jude duarte #booklover #booktok