#@ mutuals if you see this I apologize ;-;

[dyed-indigo]

started reading these books because a friend of mine likes them and i am hooked please for the love of god help me. anyway i'm reading book 5 and this scene immediately made me think of this meme so. sorry.

#heaven official's blessing #tian guan ci fu #tgcf #xie lian #pei ming #i know i should've added the green poison residue that the book describes but i do not care. <3 #my art #fanart #ALSO SORRY TO MY MUTUAL WHO SAID AT SOME POINT THAT THEY DON'T LIKE #''the chinese bl guys with the long hair that i keep seeing everywhere'' #NO CLUE IF YOU MEANT THIS SERIES OR NOT BUT APOLOGIES REGARDLESS

[yourplaceinaugust]

making non tumblr user friends was a mistake bc i was ranting about symbrock to my friend and ended it by saying "the third movie needs to be rated r so they can fuck" and my friends only response was "what the fuck"

#inner thoughts to keep me sane #like im noy saying i want to watch them have sex #im literally asexual i dont fw sex scenes #i just think it'll be really funny for all of the straight guys who watch the movie thinking it's gonna be violent #plus like i want them to be so explicitly canon it cant be denied #and my friend was like ummm i dont want to see that #and it took everything in me to say #um well then these movies aren't for you? #he was talking about how he doesn't want yhem to fuck and wants their baby to be born in a lab #and i was like what? huh? #i just want them to fuck bc it'll be so funny #also bc theyre in love and deserve it #to all my non symbrock shipper mutuals who saw this i apologize #venom 2018 #venom movie #symbrock

[bucksboobs]

I’m the anon from the post before and I understand what you mean! I guess I just took differently when I watched the show. I don’t think Charlie or Nick was upset about Ben being closeted I think they (especially Charlie) we’re just upset how Ben treated Charlie the entire. Also I’m not saying this to be rude or start anything this is just how I saw it:) I think Charlie was angry (as he should) about how Ben treated him through out the relationship they had and not about him being closeted. Because I do believe if Ben just communicated better and treated him better and didn’t treat Charlie the way he did it could’ve worked out. I’m just saying that I didn’t see them bashing Ben for being closeted only bashing him for treating Charlie the way he did without acknowledging how it felt for him.

Yeah I don't think Charlie or Nick is mad about Ben being closeted but weirdly I think the narrative is and that's what irks me. All his issues and bad behaviors are because he's closeted (you said yourself that it's because he's closeted that he treats Charlie the way he does) but the story doesn't seem interested in exploring that so much as punishing him for it by having both Imogen and Charlie yell at him and then throwing him out of the series before he can improve at all.

And when this show is so renowned for it's love and celebration of queer experiences and identity it will always feel out of place that Ben was left out in the dust seemingly because he and his experiences were too complex.

#ben hope #heartstopper #sorry if you really like the show but I am absolutely not the only one that found the handling of Ben uncomfortable #especially when the character is so so young literally the same age as Nick #to deny him the chance to grow feels wrong to me and a lot of other gay men who didn't have our shit together by 16 #like this kid hasn't even taken his GSCE's which I assume are similar to the SATs or the Baccalauréat! #he needs to be given the opportunity to grow and he essentially gets the door shut in his face when he's trying to apologize #and to add to it Charlie gets that 'ambush me into accepting your apology' line that once again frames his own growth as a manipulation #which is FUCKED UP! #and from a writing perspective portrays the hand of the author pointing and screaming Hate This Boy Hate Him Hate Him #and the hand of the author should not be that obvious #it makes it feel disingenuous and as if Ben is just a stand in for someone who treated the author poorly #again this is all from a narrative perspective not a character perspective I want to make that clear because I see gay mutuals being lit up #by people who think Charlie should have been forced to forgive Ben or something #but thats not at all the argument any of us are making here

[arcxnumvitae]

The fandom mischaracterization stuff from yesterday now has me fondly reminiscing.

#I've been on this site since 2015 and I kept remarking a few years back how I'd manage to mostly avoid seeing and being involved in mess #and the universe heard that. and it laughed. #I think my favorite was seeing someone years ago write out a call out post about how their mutuals and muses had mistreated their muse #in some inter-muse relationship drama #/and then tagged them in it/ #and then I kid you not #ended the post saying 'and don't apologize to me (the mun). All apologies need to be made to (muse) and they better be genuine' #I love T.umblr where else are you going to find mess like this

[anonymousegeek]

I MADE A MISTAAAKE 😭

I WANTED TO MAKE SELFSHIP ART BUT NOW I REGRET ITTT QMQ

Also, mutuals, if you see this... No the heckaroni you didn't

#barnaby billie bust up #barnaby bbu #bbu barnaby #bbu #fanart? #IS YHIS FAN ART??? #self ship #i apologize to anyone seeing this #I HATE THIS SMMMM 😭😭😭 #Mutuals if you see this... NO YOU DID NOT >:( #imma go cry now #billie bust up #fan art #Art

[leverage-ot3]

okay leverage buddies I have a quest for anyone who knows computers/hacking

does anyone know how to access a deleted youtube video that hasn’t been captured on the wayback machine?

not to go too deep into my Lore but when I was like 17 and in the twd fandom this popular youtuber made a hate video about me for asking him to stop posting his anti stuff in the tags

it wasn’t emotionally damaging or anything, I actually found it funny and would really like to be able to watch it again and to have evidence it actually happened lmao

here’s the link and his account was rayonisrayon

anyways if you are able to access it I’ll love u forever 💖💖💖 genuinely you’d make my year if you could recover it

edit: here was the thumbnail if that helps

#please please PLEASE I’m begging #if y’all know anyone that knows how to recover it I’ll love you forever #curious if any of you knew of him and remember that #not leverage #didn’t happen on this blog either #that shit was wild man I asked him to stop posting beth hate in the beth tag and he spent 10 minutes yelling at me #a mutual sent me a concerned ask like hey Jackie did you see it are you okay #it was hilarious everyone got so upset once they realized I was a teen they were unfollowing him and calling him out and he had to make #an apology video after that lmaoooo #if you also find the apology video that would be great too #pls help me y’all I’m begging #it feels like trying to explain a fever dream when I tell people this happened like I’m not even kidding #about me #mine #jackie talks #lore drop

[diathadevil]

My sleep deprived 8 AM brain wanted to sketch Post Canon AU Ayushiki again on my sketchbook.

(headcanon is that Ayumi's able to walk on a good day, but when she uses too much magic or the Nirvana starts flaring up then she relies on a wheelchair/Yoshiki carrying her.)

#corpse party #ayushiki #ayumi shinozaki #yoshiki kishinuma #post canon au #also i apologize to my kanji reading mutuals i tried to write the evil spirits begone ofuda that Rei uses in Sailor Moon #i tried googling other ofuda inscriptions and that one made the most sense for me #you cannot shut me tf up from this AU I will talk about this until my last breath #anyway Yoshiki works out for a reason and that is to always carry Ayumi at any opportunity #even when she's able to walk he'd sometimes carry her to the sofa just to cuddle #anyway they are very much still active in ghost hunting and Ayumi tries her best not to use The Book of Shadows as she knows the price of it #but sometimes when she overexerts herself her body just goes down #having a Whole Dimension in your body reduces your energy by a lot and that leads to her being prone to overexerting her body #also if you guys wanna see the rest of these sketches they're over on patreon #doodle

[hooved]

i dunno if this is like weird advice to give, but for anyone who is or has a partner/friend/etc. who's interested in a threesome (or more), you gotta make sure that everyone involved is emotionally ready for that. if you or someone else might get jealous, then just don't do it. don't lie and say you're ready just because you wanna make your partner happy, or because of peer pressure, or even just because you're attracted to someone involved, etc., if you're having any doubts at all then just say so. this is something you need to discuss thoroughly beforehand. jealousy or any other sort of emotional discomfort during group sex WILL negatively affect your relationship(s) with whoever's involved. if sex is an experience that's very important and personal to you and you're not ready to share that with someone other than your partner(s) then there's no shame in turning it down. a good partner wouldn't be upset by you setting boundaries. your comfort is more important than the opportunity to have a threesome

#sorry if this is too personal/tmi or whatever but i was just thinking about one of my exes and like #i asked her many times beforehand if she was okay with it. i really really wanted to make sure she was comfortable. she told me she was #but it still made her jealous and that did irreparable damage to our relationship. i could tell pretty quickly that it was a mistake #and yeah we don't talk anymore for mostly unrelated reasons (i unfortunately learned she wasn't a great person) but i still regret that #i could see after we broke up (which was mutual because we were....not as compatible as we thought. as mentioned above) #that she was always going out of her comfort zone to try to make me happy. and i genuinely feel bad about that. i would never ask for that #i wouldn't have been upset if she told me she wasn't sure about it because i don't wanna put anyone in an uncomfortable situation like that #anyway this was like. 9 or so years ago at this point. i still wanna apologize to her but i feel like it'd be weird to bring up y'know #but yeah i just want ppl to know this kinda stuff is avoidable if you have a truly honest discussion beforehand #and if there's any doubt at all then it's best to just not go through with it because your feelings could change at any moment tbh #but if you're all emotionally prepared then threesomes can be great ! exhausting but that's a given lmao

[theamazingannie]

You're 23, it's high time you learn to think critically instead of swallowing whatever rubbish your white faves throw at you. Or at least learn how to fucking tag.

I don’t know how old YOU are, but I’m guessing 14. Otherwise, it’s high time YOU learn to think critically and realize that everyone has different tastes than you. Also, it’s time to learn how to do things that bring you joy instead of coming into some stranger’s inbox (anonymously, because you’re apparently too much of a coward to share what artists YOU listen to) and insulting them.

I could go on about Taylor’s stats and the amount of beloved artists who have praised her and her songwriting. I could go on about the artists that *I* don’t like who are super popular despite being actual rapists, pedophiles, and bigots. But instead, I think I’m going to go listen to her music and have a grand time because I genuinely like it and don’t need to justify my taste to ANYONE. If you don’t like her, and this goes for anyone reading this who follows me as well, then stop talking about her, stop interacting on posts about her, and stop going after her fans because the more you talk about her, the more you’ll see her and the bigger she will be. Spend your time on the artists that you DO like and maybe they’ll be able to finally compete with Taylor. And maybe you won’t be so angry all the time over some “mediocre” white pop star.

#taylor swift #was gonna ignore this and just block but I was gonna make a post about this anyways #goddamn y’all haters think about her more than I do #also I DO tag every Taylor post I’ve made recently #so unless I’ve mistagged it (which I apologize for but it would’ve been more useful to tell me which one so I can fix it rather than this) #then either you were going through the tag or you follow me #either way you brought this on yourself #block or unfollow me like I do to everyone I learn is a hater that I follow #and if you’re a hater who follows me and happens to be reading this: #unfollow me if you don’t want this content cuz I won’t stop talking about her #and If we are mutuals just have the decency to soft block me #if you’re still around it means I either Didn’t see your hate posts or I liked you enough to let you stay #but I’ll get over it #Im just not interested in being around people who shit on something that brings me joy #i deal with it enough with my parents but at least they pay my bills #also this ask made me realize I forgot to update my bio I’m actually 24 lmao😜

[chichikoi]

people:

mutuals. [i follow from his-grapejuice!]

@tiredsleep @yinyinggie @ineshapanda @oshitgirlie @solaaresque @maokomi @starglitterz @raincxtter @dourpeep @simplyxsinned @yzeniko @sougalaxy @ryuryuryuyurboat @kazumist @callilouv @simplyxsinned @yeetmeoffjueyunkarst @favonius-captain @stxneflxwers @mx-kamisato @dumbificat @mccnstruck @ainescribe @naraven @mhiieee @manager-of-the-pudding-bank @/rulaineyu -> @goldfish-afterhours @realkavehgf @/bookuya -> @2018-01-20 @hatchetno1 @aventurne @lemonarcade @snobwaffles @joyseuphoria @jingmeow @caeltoki @raincxtter @theastrical

#♔ — administration ! #♔ — mutuals ! #IM SORRY FOR THE MOTIF U GUYS DJIVSBFDHGRSIOE #js wanna make sure youre all here :sob: #Mwahhhh #haiii if youve newly been pinged !! i sa wu on my followers list and needed to mention you on here ^^ #apologies for the ping #drop by my inbox if mooties see this;; LETS CHAT!! #as a sidenote; let me know if youd like me to mention an alt blog! i only spot the main blog url on my followers list and i tag them ^^

[bookwyrminspiration]

i’m looking for more kotlc blogs to follow and really like yours, do you have by recommendations?

Oh, that's so sweet of you! And yes, I can recommend some blogs. This list is by no means exhaustive, and I'm sure to forget some lovely individuals, but I'll do my best!

I know a lot of us have interacted for a while or been around a while, and seeing us call each other names or refer to things that happened before you were here can make you feel like an outsider, but we're very open to new people and love to support each other! So please don't let it deter you, we'd love to have you

@theunmappedstar - this is an abandoned blog, but Nattie was a cornerstone of the fandom when he was here, and at the top of his blog you can find a whole assortment of incredible fanfictions!

@silveny-dreams - Sil's rarely active these days, but she wrote several incredible fanfictions you can find at the top of her blog. Loves Grady and Edaline, and an incredibly sweet person

@everliving-everblaze - Catherine is a well-known fanfic writer and lover of sophitz! She has some incredible works and is intimately familiar with the kotlc wiki, having been its admin for a while. Highly recommend her

@lusilver001 - Lu is an absolutely phenomenal fan-artist, creating visually stunning pieces of several of the characters. They're highly celebrated for a reason!

@fintan-pyren - Fin is a chaotic but endearing presence heavily associated with Fintan Pyren (hence the username). Lots of jokes about being Fintan, about Fintan x Dimitar, and overall fun. If you like to mess around with canon, Fin's a great follow!

@synonymroll648 - Izzy's an unbelievably talented writer, commonly associated with sokeefitz! Faer very encouraging, supportive, and hard-working, everything she produces being top-notch and worth the read!

@camelspit - Roisin's a fanartist who somehow goes above and beyond with everything he creates! With a unique and easily recognizable style, she draws everything from canon to shitposts and I highly recommend checking it all out!

@flori-doodles - With an absolutely ethereal artstyle, Florida is a staple for all your fanart wants and needs! Cannot recommend his work enough, she truly brings the characters to life

@xanadaus - Tobi is a beloved fandom member responsible for several incredible events, like the Ten Years of Keeper Event we just wrapped up! He's also got a myriad of other talents to keep an eye out for on his blog

@gay-otlc - S is your go to for a bunch of queer, chaotic keeper content. He's well-known for throwing canon out the window in favor of making everything gay, which has endeared him to the fandom

There are so many other incredible people in the kotlc fandom here, so if I haven't listed you that's not because I don't love your blogs!! I'm sure I've forgotten multiple talented individuals. By following or checking out many of these people, you'll notice them interacting with others regularly and can discover more of us that way. Or, if you'd like, I can do another sweep and expand the list!

I encourage anyone who sees this to reblog it with further suggestions, which 100% includes yourself if I haven't mentioned you! I hope this gives you a good start, Nonsie! And welcome to the kotlc side of tumblr, we're thrilled to have you :)

#kotlc #keeper of the lost cities #kotlc fandom #quil's queries #nonsie #mutuals if I haven't included you it's not intentional! #so I 100% mean it when I say suggest yourself #also if I did mention you I stole pronouns from bios. my apologies if I've used any incorrectly. it's unintentional #but here's a list! #there's many incredible people #if you look through the tag you'll see a lot of us!

[princekirijo]

Sorry for the Elden Ring spam this game has just consumed my entire being

#i also can't sleep and apparently my brain thinks scrolling through the er tag is gonna fix that #i am just soooooo obsessed with the game. the lore. the characters. the gameplay. everything #its so annoying too cause like i was making good progress in my other games like dmc5 insomniac spiderman sa2 p5r #<- apologies if this shows up in those tags lol #but nope! every time i think im getting somewhere with them er just pops into my head like hey you wanna play me so bad 😏 #the game of all time i need the dlc to come out soon #OH and rip my totk playthrough i havent touched the game since june think i still have botw fatigue tbh #i will get back to it and beat it some day #but for now im just mentally ill over this game 😭 #particularly two red headed sword ladies (related they are) and my tarnished oc #“oh cool prince do you have a new elden ring oc thats aweso-” its riku 🚶 #always that fucker 🚶 #BUT i am thinking of making an actual original er oc #we'll see #but yeah sorry again lol well aware that most of my mutuals prob have no clue wtf im talking about 😭 #it will happen again though won't lie this game has me in a god damn chokehold

[fionnaskyborn]

throwing several bricks at big boss would fix me.

#i hate that man with a burning passion #each hit must be straight to the head by the way #logs #as you can see i am normal about metal gear solid #i am hereby issuing a formal apology to my beloved halo mutuals for having to endure through my insanity

[sobekc]

Tristamp Vash is the only Vash who I can even remotely imagine in a modern AU because he’s the only one who’s wearing a semi normal outfit under his coat and not leather fetish gear

#the way nightow draws those pants and buckles… ok I see you #apologies to my mutuals for having to see this shit I should be using twitter but I’d literally rather jump off a cliff #trigun #trigun stampede #vash the stampede

[axelaxolotl09]

hi guys. at the time of writing this i have forty (40) mutuals, and yet, each time im added to a tag game, i tag the same five people. 3 of which do not want to be tagged most likely. guys pls lmk if i can add u to tag games PLS 😭🫶

#IM STRUGGLING #just spent ~20 minutes going through my followers to see what mutuals didnt have themed blogs so i could tag them for the tag game… #i ended up at a dead end. #also MUTUALS PLS TTM I LOVE YOU GUYS TALK TO ME IM SCARED TO INITIATE CONVERSATION #BUT ID LOVE TO BE FRIENDS WITH YALL #reminding everyone that my asks are always open (WIDE OPEN !! SEND ME ASKS) and i LOVE getting DMs #if u dont mind me tagging u just like like this post 👍 #i have like three people who i know dont wanna be added so to those ppl dw !! i remember u !! #but yeah #PLEASE help #this is a predicament #and to bugzzx(i forgot how many zs there are) I WILL ADD TO THE TAG GAME! TRUST ME #YOU JUST KINDA TAGGED HALF MY LIST SOOO #FINDING NEW PPL #SOON THO #hoping this reaches my mutuals thx #there should be a button that lets me notify my mutuals of a specific post i make #like not all of them but this one fs #+ i sincerely apologize to my mutuals who have notifs on for my posts. may ur inbox rest in peace 🙏🕊️

[didstuck]

yo not a req just dropping in to say this looks like a really cool blog and im glad we found you cause youre doing gods work frfr . your art rocks keep it gnarly xoxo dave from the brainstuck system

Ah, ignoring the time this was sent... Thank you! I have a very snail crawl ability to draw (obviously..) but I'm glad you (and others) are so happy about my blog. And thank you. :) This art is now.. Very aged, but most of my current art is personal so I couldn't really show it.... Unless you want to commission me. Though I'd say you'd want to ask for my discord to do that, given I log on here once in a blue moon.

#Thanks Dave! Nice seeing you here; you're mutuals with my boyfriend for context. #not art #automatic.txt #hmm. Idea. What if I made a discord server? Would you guys want that? #I could set up a poll even. #I also apologize greatly for my absence. I don't front often; and most of the others don't... Try to run the blog. Not to mention I can't #draw often. But! Hey. Who cares. (Me.)