#'it's alright Q it's all alright'

[ellayuki]

23062022 - 007: No Time To Die

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“He trusts you, you know,” Moneypenny says, coming up behind him just as Q ends his phone call with his date. He’d been looking forward to it, too, starting anew at long last, moving forward, moving on. “More than me, more than anyone at this point, I think.”

Q sighs, a migraine slowly but surely starting to pulse and throb in his temples. "Is it bad that I wish he would trust me less right now?" Because for some reason, he doesn't doubt Eve's words, knows Bond wouldn't be here if it weren't true, but still, he hates that they make something too similar to a supernova burn in his chest. 

Eve raises an eyebrow at him, like she can tell he's lying through his teeth. "Would you really want him going to anyone else for help?"

No. No, Q would absolutely hate it, and they both know it. "One day, I will be able to tell him no," he says, and when he meets Eve's eyes, he can tell neither of them believe it.

#James Bond #no time to die #eve moneypenny #Q (james bond) #00Q #NTTD #by moi #fic #my fic #2022 fic #JBFic #'for christ's sake james get off that island' was literally uttered while i was writing these tags #and i almost started crying #fuck this movie #the gentle way they are with each other before james asks to put madeline on #the heartbreak in both of their voices #'it's alright Q it's all alright' #q grieving alone on the plane #fuck this movie really #over 8 months later and i'm still not ok

[willowser]

getting to a point with nerd bakugou where you're not even playing games online together anymore, you're just — chatting, all day 🥺

and you've gotten close enough that you'll send him a mirror selfie and even if your phone is mostly covering your face, he's ZOOMING IN ON THAT BABY and over-analyzing the hell out of it 🥺 trying to figure out what you look like 🥺 and every single photo he sends in return is assessed for a minimum of 20 minutes, because he wants to make sure his reflection isn't showing anything or his body doesn't look weird, that his posture is right 🥺

and the first time you send something back like, "you look nice today 😊🩷", even though he's just showing off his shirt from a movie you both like — he's having to put his phone down on his desk and put his hands over his face because he feels so airbruqoabdka about you !!!!!

#WAAAHHH HE MAKES ME NUTS I SAY #sorry yeah no i'm gonna keep talking about this yeah definitely #just !!!! liking someone and wanting them and you !!! just know them online !!!! 🥺 #pls he's spending FOREVER in the mirror making sure there's nothing on his face and that his hair looks alright and that his glasses — #— are straight #just to hids majority of it with where he's holding his phone LMAOOO #a dork i'm wrangling him i'm chomping him #and kaminari gets all 'who's your friend ?? 😏😏😏' #and bakugou is like 'WE JUST PLAY STUFF TOGETHER SOMETIMES GET OUT OF IT' #and you two actually havent played anything in weeks bc you've both been busy but you're still messaging all day every day LOL #WAAAHHHHH #blast from the past: q #* just to hide #✿ willow writes #✿ thoughts: bakugou #✿ theme: nerd bakugou

[okaioh]

seeing the way that q!quackity started getting all frantic and worried upon not seeing pato (q!baghera) come out of the nether portal / and going all quiet once q!forever said she got stuck behind :((

q!quackity doesnt exactly know who she is anymore but he still feels close to her / cares for her im- :((( 💔

#live kai reaction #qsmp #UGHFHDHDH HE WAS SO SAD THINKING SHE GOT LEFT BEHIND #THEN WHEN BAGHERA CAME BACK HE WAS ASKING HER IF SHE WAS ALRIGHT AND EVERYTHING #AND BAGHERA WAS ALL WORRIED FOR HIM OWWOW #:(((( #q!quackity #q!baghera

[ensikerralla]

A collection of q!Phil quotes from the final rejection

Phil: Forever, I can't. Forever: Why? Phil: I can't- Because you love me for my looks only! I look like your ex! -- Phil: I'm sorry, Forever. It was never going to happen. -- Phil: You know I can't go like, be with you, you know I can't because you don't love me for me. -- Phil: Remember when you just kept trying to gaslight me into thinking that I was Brunim? It's not fucking real, that's not- that's not how fucking things go, dude. -- Forever: I'm trying my best to be happy with you, Philza. Phil: Okay well, it goes both ways. I'm not happy with you when you just fucking think I'm your ex. -- Phil: Why does he keep fucking, like, doing this to himself? Forever: It's love, Philza. You will not understand it. Phil: No, I understand it. This is obsession, there's a difference. -- Forever: Man, please. You reject me already. Why are you doing this? Phil: 'Cause you just tried to fucking die! I care about you but I don't care about you like that. -- Phil: You have to accept it. That people can be nice and not be attracted or like, in love with you. Alright? There's not like, one extreme or the other. -- Phil: As long as you understand. As long as you understand that I can't- I can never accept your love.

#philever #qsmp philza #I CAN'T BE WITH YOU BECAUSE YOU DON'T LOVE ME FOR ME?? HELLO?? CAN ANYONE HEAR ME #this is very self indulgent. i am doing this for myself to cope with the situation lmao #the highlighted parts are just what make me feel most insane (thumbs up emoji) #i didn't add it because this was already so long but phil's ''i'm going back to the party. you gonna be alright?'' is also important #he cares!! he really cares about forever!!! #also i feel like q!phil in this interaction was very aro coded #grammar mistakes in forever's dialogue are intentional because i wanted to write down exactly what he said #all other mistakes are all me #qsmp #eeepost

[tomfrogisblue]

WAIT WAIT WAIT

A bit ago Richas asked Philza to help him go on a mission to Egg Island to find Cellbit.

Richas and Pomme are the only eggs missing.

Cellbit and Baghera are the only islanders officially missing (as seen on posters in spawn just before the prison event).

DO YOU SEE THE VISION?

#am i reaching? maybe. am i delusional? oh definitely. BUT MAYBE NOT ABOUT THIS! #qsmp #qsmp lore #qsmp theory #qsmp cellbit #qsmp baghera #qsmp richarlyson #qsmp pomme #IF ANYONE CAN DO IT IT'S IMMORTALYSON AND THE FRENCH SNIPER #I just remembered!! at the end of purgatory 2's rampage cellbit and baghs found richas and pomme's signs specifically. COINCIDENCE?? maybe😭 #they are their kids after all but doo doo doo let me live my delusions I MISS Q!CELLBIT AND Q!BAGHERA ALRIGHT #ok rant over time to get food #qsmp eggs #¿dónde está Jaiden?

[cube-cumb3r]

i think to me one of the bigger differences between moffat and rtd is that moffat is often style over substance where it's all cool concept and visuals and ideas and everything but the actual meat of the episodes themselves and the resolutions and stories don't often feel as substantial. this isn't always the case of course. but even in the emotional and moving moments he seems more focused on writing lines that Sound deep rather than lines that feel like something a real person would say. and often it bangs enough that you let him get away with it but sometimes...

#like i love the line about is alright a special timelord code for not alright at all? because im all right too #its like a cool line but doesnt feel like something a real person would say #ill mske an addition later but tl;dw rtd is basically the complete opposite of this. #most heartfelt shit ever wrapped in the stupidest packadge #doctor who #q-rambl3

[lilydvoratrelundar]

My brain five minutes into a three hour exam

#Every time. Every time. #anyway everyone say well done lily for doing SIX HOURS AND TWENTY MINUTES OF EXAM today. Im exhausted. #I think i did well on the history. I think i did just about alright on the english #The hamet q was so weird tho my English lit class gc immediately we all started going what the FUCK was that #I just waffled about the fourth wall which is something i do enjoy doing tbf

[vullcanica]

ONCE YOU'RE STRIPPED CLEAN WHAT'S AT YOUR CORE?

behind the mask

you aren’t slick about whatever you think you’re hiding. glass shatters in your midst, blood spills. like some of your friends, your personality of choice is entirely artificial. the difference between you and them is that you can get away with it. you’re unknown, perhaps even to yourself, and your goals are complex and unknown. anyone stupid enough to fall for you is setting themselves up to be frustrated and confused, owing to your being ultimately unknowable. i hope you can find an identity that makes you comfortable.

Tagged by: stole it from @vilestblood 💕

Tagging: @bhrathair @princguard @vhgr (gimme ali? 👉👈) @feretra @korinthiakos @s4ints @viciousgold

#oh this was a good one. questions got oooo visceral at times 👌👌👌 #And YEP THIS IS VANYA ALRIGHT #obviously not in the literal sense of having multiple personas or pretences #in fact she barely adjusts herself for different company and tends to actually be pretty solid and consistent. keeps strong to her spirit #BUT I MEAN SHE HAS SEVERAL FAKE PEN NAMES SHE WRITES BOOKS AND PUBLISHES ARTICLES UNDER. LIKE. #she's like seven different people only they all talk and write and think the same. different names. different histories #and some of them live her dream life let me tell you. the projecting is WILD #mostly she just has fun though #even if part of her will always be a little fearful of the spotlight. of being /found out/. when you grow up hiding you continue to do so #q. #𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐌𝐀𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐍 ‒ vannie ║ DASH GAMES

[diciusnestea]

#alright #gonna tag all of these #meet the robinsons #lewis robinson #wilbur robinson #but i'm a cheerleader #avenue q #the owl house #eda clawthorne #raine whispers #raeda #my art

[tojisun]

i wish i can be to someone what about you by the 1975 makes me feel

#this surgence of overarching peace #the way it instantly silenced my spiralling thoughts #it reminded me of winter at the sea and you know what? it reminded me to just /breathe/ #i want to be like that to someone #to just be that presence in their life #that when things get too much. when things get too loud. they think of me or they see me and they're filled with peace #because aren’t we all humans in our little journeys? #overall i wish i can be this someone to /me/ #i wish i can just take a step back and remember things would be ok and im alright and that i just need to breathe #sun rambles #q

[unproduciblesmackdown]

and some looks at some Documents:

introducing "get happy" as the song jane is diegetically singing at the start of the show....seeming enough confirmation that "pop" falbury takes the place of the grand/parently housekeeper of the film, who mentions in some overlapped dialogue that an aunt was a performer who used to teach the falbury sisters singing & dancing....now presumably a literal grand/parent, who may be attributing their preexisting performance skills, despite having lived on a farm, as from "[like?] your mama"....maybe an "I always [...] song coming [on]" there too

the binder on the table is open to a cast list ft. headshots & a summer stock title/cover sheet, and my efforts at transcribing the pages of the binder on the podium are as follows

left sheet:

6.25 Donna

Music ... We would like to add drums on the 3rd count of 8 on Corbin's NY solo - HAPPY DAYS/I WANT TO BE....

Sound ... We will figure out the timing of the raking SFX at top of show ... pg 1

Music ... We need to update music that there are no words "Shall we? Let's" - GET HAPPY OPENING ... pg 1

Dani ... Need to have eyes up on "We're going to the promised land" GET HAPPY OPENING ... pg 1

Sound ... Creaky door opening SFX sounds like a metal door- we don't like it ... pg 1

Dani ... There is no "That". On the line "We promised THAT we'd make them whole" ... pg 2

Music ... Needs to come in right away after Corbin's last step. Before "easy peasy, kids" HAPPY DAYS/I WANT... ... pg 3

Writer/Feore ... We need to look at "Ow, geez louise". She just needs one "ow" ... pg 4

Ensemble ... Female ensemble should be looking at [?] during "We don't got time" - HAPPY DAYS/I WANT TO BE HAPPY ... pg 4

Music ... Too much time before Gloria's "Say! I've got a place!" - HAPPY DAYS/I WANT TO BE HAPPY ... pg 6

Music/Ensemble ... Need to clean up the sigh in HAPPY DAYS ARE HERE AGAIN ... pg 8

Arianna ... Do not go to grab Joe's hand when you introduce Joe to pop. (Hangover) ... pg 8

Arianna ... It works when Ari stands between Joe and Phil for "And we all won". Yes to that! ... pg 10

Ari, Corbin, Gil, Dani ... We need to fix the weave, escape blocking in ACCENTUATE THE POSITIVE. The running out doesn't work ... pg 13

Ensemble/Jane ... Go over exit cues. "You can all bunk out in the barn tonight". Start to leave. "But" stop. "heave ho" leave ... pg 14

Stage Management ... Is the suitcase structural for her to stand on? ... pg 14

Ari, Corbin, Gil, Dani ... The figure 8 has to be that every time she tries to leave, someone is there - ACCENTUATE THE POSITIVE ... pg 13

Dani ... We need her to play just a little stage left in CHASING RAINBOWS ... pg 15

Dani ... Needs to respond to Joe saying "subtext". Need to say something ... pg 16

right sheet:

Synopsis of Scenes & Musical Numbers

A Technicolor New England farm-turned-theater

[?] - Mid-20th Century

Act One

Scene 1, The Barn at Falbury Farm

Get Happy ... Ja[ne] [...]

Corbin Solo Tap(?)/2^8

Scene 2, M[?] Rehearsal Studio

Happy Days Are Here Again / I Want To Be Happy ... Ensemble [...]

Scene 3, The Yard, the next day

Accentuate the Positive ... Gloria, Joe, Phil, Ensemble [...]

Scene 4, The Cherry Orchard

I'm Always Chasing Rainbows ... Ja[ne] [...]

Scene 5, The Drawing Room at Wingate Manor(?)

Always ... Mrs. Wingate [...]

Always (Reprise) ... [...]

Scene 6, The Barn

It's Only A Paper Moon ... Joe, [...]

Scene 7, The Kitchen, a short time later

The Best Things in Life Are Free ... [...]

Dig For Your Dinner ... Jane(?), [...]

Scene 8, Jane's Bedroom, that evening

Me and My Shadow ... [...]

Scene 9, The Yard, the next morning

Howdy Neighbor, Happy Harvest ... J[ane] [...]

Scene 10, The Drawing Room at Wingate Manor(?), that night

Fi[?][...]

Red Hot Mamma ... Montgomery [...]

Scene 11, The Barn, the next day

'Til We Meet Again ... Gloria, Montgomery, Phil, [...]

You Wonderful You ... [...]

#some [sic]s and etc....everyone's Notes on blast there lmao but interesting to see some real live ones directly for sure.... #donna feore of ''being the director and choreographer''; think all other nick/names are roles / cast #summer stock #again implicitly: #will roland #orville wingate #so close & yet so far lol. can surmise he's in the ''[...]'' of the always/reprise at the wingates' #might even be his ''O[...]'' in the apparent group 'til we meet again number ft. gloria; montgomery; phil; Q or O or C or another G.... #time to go listen to the song. does our boy have a morose little solo of a reprise may haps? (also what's the ''haps'' there or in perhaps) #it Is per happens just like it's may happens....per as ''through; by; by means of'' alright neat #closing my eyes hand on a windowpane like inspired reinvented summer stock musical in ct july through august....i wish to see it #lotta bangers in the Notes. we don't like it. she just needs one ''ow.'' clean up the sigh. (hangover). ''subtext'' need to say something

[advernia]

ARE YOU FULL OF LOVE OR HATE?

ONE —

The water that runs down the sink has a bright yellow hue.

Deuce sighs, watches everything go down the drain till only the small drops remain. He raises his head, stares at his own reflection in the bathroom's mirror.

Blue. Like his grandmother's. Like his mom's. The sight of it is familiar the same time it is not. He touches the ends, still dripping from his thorough rinsing. When was the last time he'd seen his own hair like this?

When was the last time he'd seen himself like this?

Another sigh, a reach for the scissors set aside on the sink. He might as well - taking care of long hair was starting to annoy him, anyway... and it might be better for his image. His new image.

New beginnings, and all that.

So he takes a portion of his hair with one hand, opens the scissors with the other, and then -

Snip!

TWO —

It looks nice, Cater decides.

He takes a few pics, gets about to choosing some nice filters to go with his shots. Hmm, maybe nothing too bright or glittery. A little blur? No, now that just looks like he took the pic in a rush. Some sharpness, a touch of a highlight? Oh, now that looks presentable!

"Not gonna eat that yet?"

Cater turns to the direction of the voice, to the person sitting on his left side - blonde hair, a heart drawn over his right eye. Ah. Weren't they of the same year?

"This stuff's delish, y'know," his seatmate says, stuffing his mouth with a forkful. He chews slowly, and with each chew he got he seemed to smile even wider. Cater simply laughed at the sight before turning to his own plate.

The slice of strawberry tart shone like a jewel before him. Brilliant with its glaze, sparkling with its fresh cream, alluring with its chocolate crust.

How absolutely sweet.

THREE —

The one manning the first three sections noticed him first.

Now the other ghosts are staring at him too. He's been going about one section from another, staring for some amount of time then moving onto the next section. Rinse, repeat. When it looks like he's actually about to pick something, he stops himself then starts looking around again.

Was this kid wishy-washy, or just a picky eater?

"Tough choices for lunch, kiddo?" the ghost manning the main course section speaks up, catching Silver's attention. "You've been goin' around n' still nothing's on yer plate."

"Oh...! I apologize for the inconvenience," Silver bows his head, scratches absentmindedly at his cheek. "It's just that there's a lot of choices... and every dish looks so different."

"Aw, don'tcha worry 'bout it. Der's tons like ya that get dazzled by all the food we serve 'ere at first. Why not grab what looks familiar? Ya can try some other meal anytime."

"... That's true. Thank you for the advice."

"Don't sweat it. C'mon then, time's a runnin', get that grub! Wanna try this beef? Or are ya more of a chicken guy? Pork's on this side, by the way. But if ya wanna eat light, then..."

.

"You're only having risotto for lunch, Silver?"

"I... had a hard time choosing, but this is enough, fa... er, Lilia-senpai," Silver shoots a small smile before before sitting down across from Lilia.

"If you're satisfied with just that, then it's alright, I suppose. But do remember that you can choose to have more food to eat next time," Lilia says, picking up his spoon and fork. "Now then - let's enjoy our meal, shall we?"

Silver nods - scooping up a portion of the risotto with his spoon, he blows on it for a moment before putting the spoon fully into his mouth.

A comforting warmth and a mild, delicate taste envelops his tongue.

FOUR —

"Aren't ya tired of cookin' all the time?"

Trey blinks at Grim, his stirring coming to a stop. The little thing's busy munching away on a basket of cookies - the leftovers from today's Unbirthday Party.

"If I were ya, I'd be dead tired making all this everyday," Grim continues, crumbs gathering around the fur of his cheeks. "Oh, but all this stuff's great, though!"

Cookie in paw, then munch, munch, crunch - Trey laughs, leaving the bowl of cream unattended for reaching out to the counter, taking hold of a napkin.

"Are you trying to dissuade me from cooking for the next party?" Trey asks, dabbing away at the stray crumbs on Grim. "I don't mind... but are you willing to take my place instead? I'm sure Riddle - and Heartslabyul wouldn't mind a new chef."

"Mya! Keep dreamin'! No way the Great Grim's just gonna cook for anyone - especially not for a whole dorm!"

"Haha, I thought so."

1: no dupe lmao! here's everyone's context:

deuce -> i can't be like this any longer... (pre-game)

cater -> haha, hate's a pretty strong word... (pre-game)

silver -> ... this is a lovely taste. (pre-game)

trey -> hmm... what do you think?

#twisted wonderland #deuce spade #cater diamond #twst silver #trey clover #all that decent-looking + tasty food... that might be silver's greatest culture shock upon entering nrc lmao jk #trey's part ends on a shorter note but hmm... it's feels alright to me #was thinking about how he'd feel after encountering riddle's mom but... well... sorta lost traction for it #q&a

[zeb-z]

not to be dramatic but if even a single hair is out of place on Leo’s head I will burn this entire world to the ground

#Leo bonita!!!!! :((((((((( #my sweet child my princess who gets everything she wants in the whole world #she spent her last night miserable and missing her dads she didn’t even get to see foolish im ohhhhhh :((((((((((((((((( #and Richas!!! ugh #this has me nervy and stressed #for all the eggs like if any of them don’t come back I will not be alright #also chayanne and Tallulah - dude could you imagine Philza gets back and the eggs are still gone #quickest way to get philza either involved in the lore or to log out of the server depending on what happens hfhshfhdhf #mcyt #qsmp #leonarda #q!leonarda #z speaks #qsmp spoilers #? because it’s hella early so. I’ll give a spoiler tag for now

[diluc33rpm]

What belief do you have that isn’t logically grounded, but you still firmly believe in? 2/3

someday. someday when we look back on it all, against the low tide of the collapsing world, the meteors will fall and extinguish us in a blazing fire and i'll have finally stopped whoring myself for anime men built with the consistency of saran wrap

#...don't think i have a particular answer for this #i mean. got plenty of bullshit ocd compulsions but that's less a lavender essential oils type thing so much as the mental illness luv #if i were to say anything here it'd be in the bent of 'thinking i know how to card count' or 'i understand chess' #sillier version of how i convince myself to obtain skills without throwing in the towel for not being a pro at them right away essentially. #all learning in some way = faking it til you realise you've passed the point of making it #find it's a lot quicker to ease off the pressure of picking up something new with the mentality of simply Random Bullshit Go #you'll sort shit out eventually but the messy sculpting phase isn't usually the time to carve yourself down - it's to focus on taking in #information to familiarise yourself with that uncharted territory. looking at the overall shape so to speak #and if you gotta be a little uncertain and scrape/scramble for a bit that's sth to be more alright with since it's kinda just how it goes #when you're trying to deal in something you don't know much about yet #so at least knowing how to lie to yourself in the right doses has a use. 💀 ??? or some shit like that #this got a lil derailed cause i wanted to make something out of the q even if i didnt have a proper answer so take with a grain as you will #just went off and monologued for a bit there

[lesenbyan]

Fox said we need romance options, but I think I'm playing the romance option. Look at her.

mods: x x x x

#jay plays ffxiv; #jay mods ffxiv; #Evelynn; #Evelynn Himaa; #Eve; #yeah I'm sorry I ran out of image ID steam #I ID'd all the others I threw in q #But this is a set of 6 and it's 4m from my bedtime and I had to walk half a mile bc I dissociated on the bus #I wonder if B+ PLUSH looks alright when you have the everything else on too but that's not compatible with really any clothing EXCEPT these #i think. If my memory is working rn #but either way this is SO MUCH closer to how she looks #thicker thighs and some tummy weight and she'd be golden #'some' tummy weight. she's missing prolly about 20-50lb all around #but that's down a lot from her base model

[blue-madd]

Update : my parame finally snapped & asked my paravain what he wanted and he was so shocked by the fact that he didn't know that he stormed out to cry about it leaving my parame livid

#everything is so good here #everything's alright #parame be like : hun i almost died bc of u a few times #& paravain be like : uuhh *sobs* that's not what i meant when i said no one else could hurt u???? #& now i'm just sitting here like #'bruh wtf did u mean when u broke all my bones then!!???!!?' #anyways #i am traumatized (probably) #madd #paras rant #paracosm : Q #paraportal