#....had the fucked up server

[buglaur]

simself college fits

#nothing will ever seperate me from the giò ferrari jumper i found in a charity shop #these past few days have been tough as fuck but i'm going to treat myself next weekend by going to a record fair #and i'm going to buy a carhartt patchwork jacket i've had my eye on for months #hope everyones keeping well i haven't been around here much #my friends and i started a minecraft server which we've been obsessively playing #so i haven't really played any sims.. #inspiration to do anything at all has been sparse lately i won't lie #side effect of doing a creative course i guess.. #college starts up again today.. getting up at 6am was a joy 😐😐 #see ya simblr

[svtskneecaps]

"do you think god stays in heaven because he too lives in fear of what he created" except it's the qsmp admins realizing players including but not limited to forever, pierre, tazercraft, cellbit, phil, fit, bad, and etoiles are able and completely willing to break the server for reasons such as "to gamble more", or simply because it's funny

#qsmp #pierre crashed the server so they could gamble #fit could absolutely crash the server to gamble #etoiles is so cracked they had to spawn enough mobs to lag the server to pose a threat to him #phil has chayanne in pieces simply bc it's funny #bad would break the server to gamble and he is at the moment functionally immortal (22 totem pop tom over here) #tazercraft caught cucurucho in his chayanne pajamas breaking back into the nether and also shredded a federation build with a fucking drill #cellbit cracked their arg in like a week and may at this point have a more comprehensive lore document than the admin team lmfao #forever has been nerfed at LEAST twice and that's absolutely not gonna be the end of it #this is not an exhaustive list. god help the qsmp admin team. #shut up vic #block game brainrot

[tomfrogisblue]

I love how it's kind of impossible to truly nerf Tubbo without like removing his whitelist lmao

The man has such in-depth knowledge of the inner workings of Minecraft as a game and such outside the box thinking that he'll just pull something out of his ass while monologuing the statistical probabilities of his success

#i hear tubbo say things and i can hear the frustrated sighs from the qsmp admins groupchat #just remembering the maze event where he managed to break in before it started and they literally had to tell him to respectfully fuck off #the time toby ruined the server for a bit by making the admins totally nerf create cos of the worldeater and other transgressions #tubchunk and the factories actively causing asthma and very warm pc set ups across the world #ALSO a clip where tubbo was explaining how he was determining where a purg 2 base was using ice spawn rates and seapeekay's brain melting #qsmp #qsmp tubbo #qsmp admins #tubbo

[skeletalheartattack]

#for context. a few weeks back i was playing on a fast respawn 2fort server #mostly because i just wanted to just. hang out somewhere without any real serious gameplay happening #that said. for the first few hours i was playing on there. was mostly playing gunslinger engineer and detonator pyro #and we had a good push up into their base but were stuck just at the entrance. with a heavy hold from the enemy team #but after a while. i just kinda got bored and wanted to just fuck about with the taunts and loadouts i had #first thing i did was play pyro and do the cheers taunt before getting on my bike and swerving a bunch as i drove #but i dont think anyone could tell thats what i was doing #so after a bit i just changed to scout. and started just riding my skateboard #(i also did the drinking and riding bit a few times but i eventually just ended up skateboarding around) #(one bit being me on the top of the bridge. doing the cheers taunt. getting on my board. and then skating off the bridge and killbinding) #so at some point. i kept getting stuck in place for some reason. like speficially on bumpy ground or... in the air #and the moment i got stuck in the air (for 30+ seconds mind you) i was just like ''my quantum board technique'' #and from there. i just acted as if i was playing the newest Pro Skater game #saying stuff like ''i have to do manual ollie combo for 150000000 points'' #or like ''i have to find grindrails on this level'' #eventually found my way into the sewers and said something like ''IVE FOUND THE HALF PIPES'' #before saying like ''man they really screwed up the physics since the last game'' #a soldier on the other team was trying to find me the whole time saying ''wheres tony hawk'' #specifically because he had a tony hawk avatar. and i only realized after he said something about it #anyway. after all that i skateboarded into a minisentry and died #and my last message was supposed to be ''my combo has ended'' but i ended up typing 'bombo' #and it made me laugh SO hard i couldnt backspace. and added on with ''my sweet bombo'' #and then i left because i had nothing more to do there. my bombo had ended and i had to move on.

[randbitb]

I love rewatching early seasons of hc just to see my fucking bug being weird as hell

#pretty sure the doc footage isn’t even from bdubs like.. second episode? it might be the second episode #maybe not actually.. bdubs said the server had only been up for 24 hours and Doc was already kitted the fuck out #so #anyways my bug :) #docm77 #hermitcraft

[leonardalphachurch]

the reason we love tucker is like. i am a SUCKER for men who are genuinely loving and caring but have been so broken by toxic masculinity that they have no idea how to express it. tucker is the most insecure man in the world who is convinced if anyone really got to know him he would hate them so he puts on this mask of machismo and womanizing but the joke is that everyone fucking hates the mask and if he was just his genuine self everyone would like him. all of your problems are self made! you have built a grave for yourself and are letting everyone else throw in the dirt... just stand up king!

#wrote this like a year ago to answer a question in our discord server but its so fucking true it hit me so bad i had to post it here #just stand up king!!! #you do not have to be acting like this! you can stop at any time! no one is making you do this #lavernius tucker

[ta-bajna-cerna-okybaca]

Now that I finally got to play TWST diasomnia chapter 1 myself, I'm gonna need everyone who said Malleus was a baby throwing a tantrum for no reason to pay me 2000 dollars each

#twst #twisted wonderland #yes it did take me until the second to last day of the new chapter event to finish book 6 what of it #in my defense i had no good leona&jamil cards for chapters 66 and 67‚ i'm glad i managed to do it at all. robe malleus carried the team <3 #anyways! i haven't seen this take in a while but i remember it popping up a lot earlier this year when we got diasomnia on the jp server #as a member of the malleus defense squad i can't bear all this slander and now i have proof it's baseless #his overblot is one of the most justified ones??? what do you mean no reason #He's already established to be constantly left out and lonely because of it #And now he gets hit with the triple whammy of 1) realizing his fellow students' mortality after book 6 #2) learning that his father figure is dying and in one week fucking off to fantasy china to live out his retirement without him #3) his best friend the MC telling him they found a way to un-isekai themself #Maybe he could have weathered one of those‚ but all three at the same time? #Poor guy stood no chance‚ those are hits straight into the trauma #Of course he's gonna have a breakdown! It's not his fault breakdowns in twisted wonderland come with a side of destructive berserking #And to be fair from what i've heard in spoilers all he did was put the whole school to sleep he didn't even destroy all that much #like yes putting everyone to sleep so they can live forever and never leave him is not a healthy reaction #but this is Unhealthy Reactions The School it's not like he's such an outlier in that #leave my boy alone 😭 #excuse my ranting i'm just insane about twisted wonderland and malleus specifically

[nethersonq]

i love getting notifs from people seeing the First Edition of the Bakura Chart and being like "omg its so many!!! theres so many eye colors omg!!!". if only they knew. if only they knew of the horrors (bakura chart 6.0 (i hate it here so bad oh my god ))

#stupid dumbass housefly says things #like that is a mere FRACTION of the shitshow the chart has become im not even joking #theres a solid SIXTY TWO (62) colors on the latest edition. and the first edition only had like what. #24 colors only. #aside from that i love how my legacy is now the fucking. bakura eye chart guy #like i showed up in a discord server and they literally mentioned the chart in like an offhand comment or whatever #and it was like wait. theyre talking about me what the fuck #im bakura eye chart guy #im not even gonna be known for my art i will forever just be bakura eye chart guy and i think that's really fucking funny #shitpost #bakura #ryou bakura #yami bakura

[cringecannon]

no one understands inner turmoil like an orin writer who doesn’t know where to publicly draw the line

#if i had more friends in the fandom i’d make a discord server to talk about fucked up shit #unfortunately i dont so you all have to listen to me be unhinged out loud #also hi ghost anon if you’re reading this i’m having insane brain worms about orin woundfucking #.off topic

[dr3amofagame]

Ok there are a lot of things I don't understand about Wilbur and Dream's interactions, but one of the main things that I don't quite get is the whole breaking into the prison and burning the disks with Tommy , like ok why was Wilbur so convinced that by threatening to kill himself he was gonna make Dream do what ever he wants ( burn the disks)

And well we can say that Dream was just agreeing to whatever the hell the wanted because he wanted them out of his living room ( and because he didn't need the disks) but like ,Wilbur didn't know that, what made him so sure that Dream wanted him alive especially after the prison break ( Dream didn't need his help anymore) to the point that he thought he could use it ( his life ) as leverage

Did Dream want to keep Wilbur alive, if so, then why? I don't know man, seems like the only person that would be losing in this situation is Wilbur himself.

I got more questions but like this is what confuses me the most. Idk just don't get it

Honestly I'm going to assume you know about these reddit posts, but while like I think that people should be able to draw their own conclusions to a text without strictly subscribing to what is said by the authors, like, cc!Dream and cc!Wilbur did give explanations behind what happened in this stream that I think are worth checking out: x x

A lot of people perceived cc!Wilbur's comment specifically as speaking for c!Dream in a way that was uninformed and therefore dismissed the post, which I think is...unwise? Like, cc!Wilbur literally says that he's posting from the perspective of his character's thought process, not an out of character word of god on what c!Dream actually values and believes. Further, he literally clarifies that his character isn't entirely correct and is an unreliable narrator.

But looking between the posts and looking at c!Dream's behavior, I mean. What we can say, rather definitively, that c!Wilbur was right about is that c!Dream didn't want to lose that feeling that he had leverage over c!Wilbur. Like, he's pretty damn desperate not to lose it, actually. c!Wilbur "believes that Dream has nothing if not himself"--a perspective that obviously leaves out c!Punz, considering c!Dream's secrecy in terms of this one particular ally, but is otherwise I mean. Like. Correct? cc!Dream emphasizes repeatedly that c!Dream doesn't want to lose "that feeling of control over Wilbur," that c!Dream's power over c!Wilbur is "just in his head," that he's holding onto it even though "it's seemingly gone after the exile reveal." The rest of the server's story only throws this in sharper relief--c!Wilbur literally fucking leaves the whole damn server and c!Dream is cowering in the prison worrying about him A MONTH LATER.

When c!Wilbur makes the assessment that c!Dream is going to hold onto the perceived leverage he has over c!Wilbur tightly, EVEN WHEN SAID LEVERAGE DOESN'T EXIST, to the point of doing almost everything c!Wilbur tells him to? He's 100% right. c!Dream doesn't want to break the illusion. When cc!Dream gives the two examples of what c!Dream wouldn't do, he mentions that c!Dream wouldn't "kill himself" or "give over the revive book," which, I mean. Is literally just saying the same thing twice. Which, again, just goes to show how far c!Dream is willing to go in order to keep holding onto a feeling of control, that--once again! Is emphasized by both ccs AND by the literal text (as we can see that c!Dream at no point is able to actually use the "leverage" he has over c!Wilbur from reviving him to do LITERALLY ANYTHING AT ALL) as not existing in any meaningful manner. This isn't a case of c!Wilbur having an inflated sense of self-importance or a case of him pushing his way into this conflict recklessly w/ a delusional belief that his pitch will work. This is a case of c!Wilbur (as is like, usually the case with him and c!Dream) reading c!Dream like an open book and getting exactly what he fucking wants by force, literally shouting down at c!Tommy and c!Dream until they both comply.

(And it's worth pointing out that like. This whole thing does have a visible toll on c!Dream. He's extra jumpy and defensive in the stream on the same day after Inconsolable Differences, says he went for a stroll outside the prison (something he basically Doesn't Do after he gets the prison back in Daedalus) explicitly to "keep his mind wandering," he bristles at the perception that he's being accused of a terrorist--the exact wording that c!Wilbur uses against him when he makes him write the book in the prison. c!Dream's behavior, while not yet pushed to the point where he starts lashing out in self-defense, was pretty obviously off as soon as c!Wilbur started making demands--he grows quieter, more still, visibly less comfortable--honestly, not at all unsimilar to certain behaviors that we saw in the prison arc.)

And I mean. At the end of the day. Why wouldn't c!Dream want some reason to believe that c!Wilbur would work with him? Why wouldn't he want some kind of leverage? The guy is pretty obviously worried about him, if not outright scared of him. He was ranking c!Wilbur with the likes of c!Sam and c!Quackity when he mentions him in the Finale, for god's sake. c!Wilbur was the person that first called him the tyrant that c!Dream ends up believing he has always been. c!Wilbur was the originator of L'manburg, which c!Dream blames for the literal loss of his home. c!Wilbur is like. Extremely charismatic, extremely good at convincing people that he's well-meaning, that what he's saying is right, that this-person-is-the-enemy and you-want-to-stand-for-freedom and that so-and-so is a cause worth dying for, isn't it. c!Dream was The-Man-That-L'manburg-Opposed from the minute that c!Wilbur decided so and this narrative would follow him literally for the rest of his life.

So yeah c!Dream wanted to keep c!Wilbur alive out of the delusional belief that doing so would mean he has leverage over him. Why he wants that leverage (even though he never uses it and the fact that it literally doesn't exist), I mean.

#my asks !! #c!dreamisms #like id say that if there's anywhere c!wilbur makes an error in judgement here #it's prooooobably in assuming that c!dream still has his eyes set on fucking with c!Tommy for the sake of his goals #because honestly i've always read the whole staged finale false ending of it all and giving him the discs as just. #kinda avoiding the kid that's made himself a constant thorn in his side over those two vinyls since forever #but then again maybe the main reason why we didn't see that much post-prison c!discduo #was because c!dream was literally just too busy holing himself up in the prison obviously unwell scrawling over the walls unintelligbly #but in assuming that c!dream will prioritize keeping him alive like. he was spot on. he was absolutely 100% accurate #dream would prioritize everything except like basically his own literal life to keep a feeling of control over wilbur #that was completely unbased in reality #the main question i had at the time was whether or not c!wilbur actually believed that c!Dream had that power over him or not #and after rereading the reddit post a few times and just looking at the end of the server i feel like. it's pretty fair to say #that like. he didn't. c!wilbur was kinda aware that c!Dream's feeling of power was just a feeling imo #and that these false concessions of agency to c!Dream were the most effective way to get him to do what c!Wilbur wanted #[stares at my vassal demons] #anyway

[ghoulishautism]

Do not wanna get on another Sam Manson soap box but like....really wish the show explored her obsession with Danny Phantom and how that could have impacted her friendship/romantic relationship with Danny Fenton.

#the fact that pp ended with them getting together as if this was something to be desired was kinda fucked #Like we had episodes where it made it clear that danny and Sam being a thing wasnt ideal- #Like the nightmare that Danny woke up from #And this wasnt the case of them not having enough time after the season was cut short- no this was entirely Fartman's doing #If you see how he depicts sam x danny in his youtube work its a very sanitized superman/louis lane dynamic #He did not think about the implications of Sam only having the hots for Phantom seemingly exclusively #I cannot credit myself fully for this thought process- shout out to Cadet for opening the discussion on the server we're in

[dhmis-autism]

tbh you all should send me more asks that are thinly veiled prompts to write autistic essays at you guys <-(not foreshadowing)

#I JUST REALIZED I HAVE SO MANY OPINIONS ON THESE GUYS THAT I HAVENT. TALKED ABT OUTSIDE THE DISCORD SERVER AOAUFSHA #DO YALL EVEN KNOW. DO YALL EVEN KNOW ALL MY OPINIONS ON DUCK. #ARE YOU EVEN AWARE HOW INSANE ABOUT HIM I AM #my postings #like i had to have talked abt how hes obsessed with the other two right #like ive talked abt the evidence in each ep i have that they are his whole world and whenever the three of them #are seperate hes just CONSTANTLYYY where are the other two? what are they doing? what are they saying? who are they talking to? #he even does it abt YG in the ep where hes the MEANEST to him (ep6) like immidiately after his gay moment #hes like 'ok but what about him?' (points at pic of YG #LIKE HAVE I NOT TALKED ABT HIS FUCKED UP VIEW OF LOVE YET #HES INSANE. HIS PERSPECTIVE OF RELATIONSHIPS AND LOVE IS INSANE #I DONT EVEN MEAN ROMANTICALLY #I MEAN COMPLETELY PLATONICALLY THE WAY HE LOVES THE OTHER TWO IS FUCKING NUTS #hes. #HAVE I EVEN TALKED TO YOU ALL ABOUT HIS RELATIONSHIP TO THE FUCKING HOUSE #IVE. TALKED ABOUT YGS INSECURITIES AND BAD TRAITS RIGHT?

[ra-vio]

semester is almost over. im dying

#my oc #rune #mori #i have a project due tomorrow and its finally scared me back into drawing #even though i should be working on this project but im SO SO SO TIRED #i went on an outing like 2 weeks ago the same week that i walked everywhere cause i was desperately #trying to get my taxes done but thats a different story but the point is i was walking a lot and i went on an outing where i stood all day #and then i had to go to class the very next day thinking i was fine but i wasnt. #and that same day after i walked across the city because i absolutely had to pick a thing up. i think the same week i met up with my mom #a couple of times but i was walking the whole way there. my point is that for 2 weeks straight i have been rigorously walking everywhere #and on my feet all the time with little breaks in between and my feet fucking hurt man #i need this semester to be OVER i need to sleep for a MONTH #but i cant because i have to scrape together SOME of this project and finals are next week #this class this project is for fucking sucks. all semester ive been teetering the line between pass and fail #and its not even my fucking fault. im so burnt out so i dont want to do this project. but i might fail if i dont #i need to at least demo it but i have like. one thing done and i dunno what to tell my TA about i #how do i tell my TA and prof that everything is too much for me so i absolutely could work on this project #my laptop is broken so im afraid to use it. the server kept going down last month so i was afraid to use that #so many stupid little things keep piling up and i'd sound really weird trying to explain why i cant do my work #because my desk is on the floor and it makes me really sad so no i cant do my hw. my fave candy has red40 in it so i had to stop eating it #but now i cant do my work because i was using it to help me focus on my hw. LIFE SUCKS BRO #anyway whatever happens. i cant wait to play video games again

[drifloonz]

if all the pokepastas had a groupchat i think steven would post his fucked up dinners and go "Boy dinner." and you dont see him for a week . Sometimes he vents but its like one message and its really vague.

#wispy chatters #headcanons #steven strangled red #this was copypasted from a convo i had in a server abt how chatfics sucked and ive never seen a good one and how u cant emulate the vibe of #what steven would fucking do in a discord server in a chatfic eloquently #he posts an image of the most fucked mac and cheese and all you can see is his blurry ass hand in the corner doing a thumbs up #you also do not see his ass for weeks on end. hes like a cryptid. he like. never talks in any chats #sometimes he posts a reaction image of himself and hes in bed eyes squinted looking like he just woke up cuz he prob did #went thru hell and back type look judging whatever hes reacting to very much . hate in his eyes #glitchy would almost exclusively live in the rant channels its like his home #hes also a mod against their will

[prisonpodcast]

some ccs are just straight up nuts there’s no other explanation

#saw a comment on r/dwt2 and it made me look into the moonzy/draggie situation #this freak accused him of having ‘grooming tendencies’ when he was YOUNGER than her #he showed all their DMs and it was just reciprocated flirting ?? #he was initiated more but it seemed reciprocal to me? #she just got mad at him bc he replied to one of her tweets where she was flirting with Karl with ‘ouch’ #<- replied in DMs I mean #I guess bc she thought the flirting was a joke ?? #how is this an ‘experience’ you need to speak up about im loosing my mind #‘guy flirted with me I flirted back but I wasn’t really interested pls show ur sympathies and like and subscribe🥺’ #and in her statement she was talking about an anon who came out about their experiences prior #saying they had been groomed but draggie had fully debunked that years ago #so idk why she was bringing that up ?? #and ofc you have aim.sey and max and sniff in the replies with their heart emojis #straight up nuts I’m losing brain cells here #btw she’s the one who said something about how a lot of ccs didn’t support her #including big ones from that ‘stupid mine.craft server’ (meaning dsmp obv) #just nuts straight up nuts #negativity #like I have to be missing something (and if I am pls tell me but I don’t think I am???) #because saying this cringe flirting with someone YOUNGER THAN YOUUU is ‘groomer tendencies’ is fucking nuts #it’s just what is with these people like what’s wrong with them #why does mildly uncomfortable experience = horrible predator we need to inform the public about bc they’re a danger to society #sorry I’m done I’m just actually upset lol

[scover-va]

Hello Ultrakill fandom my name is m- /j

#scov.art #ultrakill #ultrakill gabriel #ultrakill v1 #ultrakill v2 #ultrakill ferryman #i have other doodles but they all either look bad or were me figuring out how to draw gabs and v1 #theyre a couple months old so we’ll see if i post em #the left gabs doodle is based on a post i saw. abt the christian minecraft server thing #and also i just really like that line of his. i fucking burst out laughing when i heard it bc im so used to games being 100% serious #so any sudden swearing in a game (with good comedic timing) always gets a kick out of me #uh. the v1 doodle is just bc i really like the lust colour palette. and lust in general. its a fun + cool layer #also ignore the fact i forgot ferryman’s bracelets. i forgot #(<- literally had the ref up the entire fucking time) #i got. carried away with Bones #also. its funny. i prefer the whiteboard version over the finished version of the v1 piece #um. oh well lol #anyways rambling over. hi crow