#36 hours left

[govtshutdown]

14 amendment votes today before a vote on final passage. The deadline is 36 hours away. tick tock tick tock tick tock

#tick tock #36 hours left #omnibus spending bill #H.R. 2617 #FY2013 #Federal government funding #Senate Majority Leader #Senator Charles Schumer (D-NY) #amendments #Senate #U.S. Senate #vote #appropriations #Government Shutdown?

[albatris]

ch 9 off to a great start

#a rental car takes a left down rake street and disappears #lovingly. lovingly #in alex's defence quinn has put it through a lot these past 36 hours

[hes-a-tough-kid]

I keep thinking about the guilt Spider would hold if he went back to Awa’atlu with the Sullys after seeing what the RDA did to the other Metkayina villages, and he overworks himself to collapse trying to atone for that like

He stays out on the water all day trying to bring in food, but the sun is so lethally hot without the shade he’s used to in the forest that he gets heat stroke. It burns his skin and he collapses on the beach when he finally comes back to land

He works so hard he forgets to eat and drink, and it’s inconvenient anyway without a room with his air, and he doesn’t really notice until his vision starts to swim and his stomach cramps so hard he falls to his knees

Others around him tell him to take it easy and he just laughs and agrees he probably should, but every night he lurches awake from nightmares of burning homes and blood in the water and he cant stop. He cant

He doesn’t mess around with the Sully kids anymore and they tell him they miss him, and he misses them too but every time he feels himself relaxing the guilt pulls him back under like a wave

Every time someone finds Spider collapsed unconscious somewhere, their collective worry grows. He feels it, the way everyone watches him closer, but assumes it’s just because they don’t trust him enough to let him out of sight and… well, thats fine. He gets it, it’s fine.

#spider socorro #avatar 2 #miles spider socorro #sorry i am just so brainrotten about this boy #i made a supercut of all my favourite moments of his from the movie #and ive had it on repeat for 36 hours pretty much #and do you know how much he does for everyone else?? how much he tries to help without even thinking?? #the way he fights tooth and nail to get to lo’ak and tuk and tsireya on the ship just to see if theyre okay #and they are and he is fine to be locked back up again as long as theyre okay #i can imagine that selflessness becoming pathological when he’s trying to avoid facing something #throwing himself into distraction to avoid being left with his thoughts #just… man. man. #kid's post

[dont-offend-the-bees]

Not to continue my recent trend of oversharing on tumblr dot com, but I am very much struggling not to feel like I'm doing everything in my entire life wrong at present

#normal things to think after your doctor tells you you need to get a blood test re-taken bc you mistimed your dose #I'm just. I'm tired man. #I've been putting off a phone call for two months #i spend every day lately torn between do I need to go to hospital or am I just unfit and anxious #I rot and decay when left alone but also people are Too Much #I want to Create but I can't get started and when I do I'm just so disappointed with whatever I make #I'm exhausted but I'm awake at 4am bc if i go to sleep tomorrow will start and I'll have to do this all again #and I need so fucking badly for someone to just crush me so hard in a really long hug until my bones realign #and i need to find past me shake her by the shoulders and yell “you're fine! you'll be fine! cut your hair! eat your greens! #take up swimming and also some new pronouns! no one else will respect em but they're for YOU and so is the health stuff #please for the love of fucking god just look after yourself better than i did!“ #there's toooooo many fuckin holes in this sinking ship #I need a full body MOT and then to be cradled against the chest of a large gentle man for 12-36 hours #mr. bees speaks

[ginaporterr]

HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL: THE MUSICAL: THE SERIES 1x01 – The Auditions | 3x02 – Into the Unknown

#hsmtmtsedit #hsmtmts #ricky x gina #down to gina being stage left like…. this was INTENTIONAL #ricky bowen #gina porter #rina #1x01 #3x02 #* #rinaedit #hsmtmts spoilers #i was gonna have some self control and wait the 36 hours to get this in hq #but that’s just not who i am sdjfsfkdj #there are more parallels to be drawn here though so i will wait on the hq copy for those

[planetsallalign]

Decided to look at what’s out there for online dating for fun. Bad idea, but my curiosity has been sated and once again my reaction is no thanks.

#listen I’m sure there are gems out there but you have to be willing to really look #and at first glances in about 36 hour time span I saw 80% of men I’ve seen for the last 15 years on there #with the same profile photo or those talking about how loyal they are and there aren’t any real women left #or just putting their snap chat in their profile and no I don’t want that thanks

[yuri-enjoyer]

for anyone interested. I made it home safe and sound :)

#m’thoughts #Only took about 36 hours from when I left my hotel to get here

[otrtbs]

i’m so stressed about the submarine yall

#like it sounds so nightmarish #they’ve got like 36 hours of oxygen left #if they didn’t like pressure explode

[diorsbrando]

nvm now i’m angry bc i lost 50/50 to cyno 😭😭😭 PLEASE I WANTED HIM SO BAD, i wanted him for so long he’s one of my faves ! his banner appearing now was awful timing bc it was during finals and i barely had time to play or let alone get more primos so i can keep trying to pull him :((( wtf hoyoverse my hatred for you flickers into a roaring fire from the ashes once again

#ʬʬ.sosa speaks.com #like please i beg #i canNOT get xiangling or shinobu or some random blade again😭😭😭😭 #i am so close to giving up hope there’s like 36 hours left??? #mmmcht

[nerdie-faerie]

Texted my mum about being asked to stay an extra 2 hours because we were understaffed, so why did she follow that text up with asking me if I'm getting enough hours? Girl they won't let me leave

#work tag #+Extra #12-11pm today 😬 was supposed to finish at 9 but they were understaffed cus one of the cooks bailed mid shift and one of the middle team #members called in sick and it was a competent manager that actually helps that was running the shift that asked so i was like sure np #but im back again tomorrow and Saturday like girl im always at work they wont let me leave 😭 #ive been scheduled for 5 9 hour shifts again next week 😐 maam im supposed to be part time #the scheduling has been so wack lately even the other team leads keep commenting on it my shift runner today was talking about the fact #that she keeps being left understaffed and its been really hectic as all the kids are off school now like people keep asking for more hours #and leads want more staff so what is happening? but by god that does not mean give me more hours 36 is fine stop this 40 45 nonsense #im so sleep deprived atm and im definitely coming down with something cus of stress please schedule someone who actually wants the hours!!

[mx-bluesky]

so.

um.

I may have.

maybe.

been introduced to the magnus archives.

(by a highly likable girl)

and well.

let’s just say I’m on episode 144 and I started on Sunday night

but I need to know

aaaand I may have gone a tiny bit insane

#help please #im getting four hours of sleep per night #note that i am doing this at 1x speed #she’s worried about me #she told some of our mutual friends #even my therapist told me to chill #im going to finish it within the first week #i have almost exactly 36 hours left #do yall think i can get through 56 eps that fast #I bet I can #but im manic so nobody should take me seriously

[tinogiehd]

i was in a poli sci lecture listening to some people in it give what were to me the most braindead takes i had ever heard all for the prof to be like "and none of u have to agree with each other, we're all allowed to disagree" and it made me realize i actually felt bad about the whole thing because how people were telling me to feel or react wasnt how i felt and not because of the situation itself .

I love when existing in real life makes you realize how unserious everyrbing online is like it’s truly a beautiful thing

#THIS THOUGH #after my initial ~36 hours of panic I was like wait okay like is this it #and I felt so shitty for not feeling more disturbed or for wanting to rewatch manhunt #because everyone else was dead silent #and I was so angry for the hit the community took and all the artists and writers who left #but I wasn’t actually upset at the situation bc subconsciously I could recognize the inconsistencies and misnomers #aya asks #drituation

[transingthoseformers]

Now I'm wondering in what continuity Primus does the least (tbh in bayverse we're just gonna pretend Quintessa is a synonym for Primus and cap it off at that) because I can

#ayyy the tiktok audio ''god is a no show'' has been circling in my head for a good six hours #that melatonin did jack shit we're at what 36 hours #Bayverse Quintessa is actually my favorite part of The last knight (and i don't like a lot of that movie) #she's got a cool design and she's a super cool concept #and she's the embodied of mommy issues and ''your god Won't save you and actually wants to destroy us all'' is interesting #plus i do think bayverse went an interesting route for the Nemesis Prime plotline that seems to like happening #that movie was seriously my least favorite in the pentology but it left on a very intriguing point #i feel like i haven't found any fics that touch on the ending because that is a. situation.

[7thedisasterdyke]

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(vent in tags, you can respond if you want)

#7 #vent #almost 36 hours at my jobsite #28 hours clocked in since yesterday #they're paying me since I stayed #i was up for 36 hours before getting 3 hours of sleep #and now I'm on 12 hours awake after sleeping with 6 hours left on my current shift #i don't know who's coming in to relieve me after this shift #and to top it all off i've got cramps bugging me among other things #probably worsened by the fact that I haven't been able to take my hrt since wednesday afternoon #it's been a hell of a week #and it had to be THIS week didn't it? #why'd it have to snow so hard and how did science not notice it sooner

[lavender-femme]

One thing about me I’m going to complain about not wanting to go to work the night before an opening shift but I’m gonna complain more when I get scheduled for mids

#people who have work before 5am rise up #work in 4 hours and I simply do not want to go #couldn’t possibly have anything to do with the fact that I’ve got immense stress in my life coupled with immense sadness #and it’s causing a chronic pain AND migraine flare up #I was supposed to get all my tasks done today but instead I just ended up getting 2 things done and then feeling extremely sick #the 100+ degree heat is not helping anything #my car’s ac doesn’t work #my car is repeatedly overheating #i miss [redacted] so goddamn much I can’t even explain or fully comprehend it #my mom won’t tell me how she actually feels because she doesn’t comprehend the gravity of the situation (live laugh love dimentia + MS) #I’m down hours this week because I’ve sorta called out plus I was only at 25 originally because the store near us is closed for remodel and #we have some of their people taking up labor hours at our store #managed to get back up to 36 hours but then I left early monday #and got 2.5 of my 5 hours covered Tuesday #so now here I am and I’m stressed and it just fucking sucks #i miss having her as a constant #as an anchor #even with chaos happening in my life I could always count on her #and did my best at the time to make sure she knew she could count on me #i tried so hard #i miss her #i miss my lovebug keeping me grounded when my brain felt like it would just float away #guys I’m so tired I need to try and go back to sleep #send good vibes please #especially if you made it this far #I’m talking #broken petals

[arsonist-chicken]

I am once again asking for the tiniest bit of self-discipline to finish stuff on time so I don't start it at 2:15am when it's due at 9am and I'll have class the whole day until 7pm afterwards.

#and then i have to go to the library to finish (start writing) the stupid expose that's. three months overdue. and the final final deadline #is this sunday #so... i guess we're going in for another round of 36+h of not sleeping? #thought i'd left at least that behind. i mean my brain is already lagging now #please i want to cry why can i not do stuff on time for once in my goddamn life #or even just early enough to have it done at 2am and not start it at 2am when i have to get up at 8 😭😭😭😭😭 #there's three of us in that class and the other two i don't know and i'm gonna fall asleep in class 😭 #and then at the library probably too #i hate this i hate it here i hate my brain i hate everyone who cheerfully goes 'but there's upsides to adhd :)' #how nice! i didn't get those! i just got the executive dysfunction slowly leading to depression and exhaustion and possibly burnout! #like man i want to be happy for adhd people who get the high creativity or whatever but i didn't get that either #i'm also not good at improvising or reacting fast in emergency situations like man. where's my positive sides of this bs #okay okay okay. now. opening the window and making some black tea and hoping the caffeeine will work for me not against me #and maybe i'll still catch an hour or two of sleep before class #it's even a good one but god i hate presentations in front of people i don't know #especially if it's only two like where am i supposed to look. give me at least a bunch of people so i can disappear in the crowd afterwards #and also not look at a bunch of people instead of doing the awkward trying to make an appropriate amount of eye contact #or whatever. okay okay. off to the presenation. or something #mine #vent post #prioritisation who? it was not more urgent to find train routes back from gdansk that it was to start that presenation #so i wont be dead on my feet trying to present it and also get through the 10h class before going to the library #i hate my brain does anyone wanna switch