local girl listens to song that reminds her of a time when she wasnt completely numb and consumed by grief, almost remembers what its like to feel emotions
❗️PLEASE READ THIS POST AND MY DESCRIPTION BEFORE YOU LOOK AT MY BLOG❗️
Found this on youtube and decided to do it :3
Not revealing my age yet lol
Original vid where I found this:
https://youtu.be/3BfgB_BJQLA?si=_8WD8qflTHei0MbT
here's another one that i found on tumblr:
Edit: Decided to pin this post for some basic info about me :3
Fandoms I'm in:
BFDI
Inanimate Insanity
Paper Puppets Take 2
FNaF
Hazbin Hotel
My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic
Fun Facts:
I'm a polytherian :3 (in one of my past lifes my name was Theodore and I was a rabbit and in my other one I was a black cat)
I have AuDHD
Some more basic info that wasn't in the pic:
Pronouns: She/It
Gender: none. not even like non-binary or agender.
Names I go by: Casper (obvi), Cas, Cassie, Theodore/Teddy, Girlie, Girlie Pop, Bestie, and Broskii.
dni if:
homophic
racist
sexist
pdffile/z00file
anti-therian/furry
you're just gonna be mean
you wanna say something nsfw/you are an nsfw blog (this includes if you have a k!nk or f3tish, since [as a minor] i don't feel comfortable with that.)
etc
what i post (all of this includes reblogs btw):
SFW tickles (art, fics, etc)
edits (some are slightly nsfw. but not like showing smex and stuff, just implying it. i will add warnings if they are slightly nsfw btw.)
random thoughts i have
if you send an ask, please use tone indicators if you believe they are needed (so like if you send a compliment put /pos or /gen or if you're making a joke put /j etc, etc) because i am a "very literal thinker" (that's what my speech teacher calls me anyway)
would prefer anyone interacting with this blog to be 18+ this isn't where i post much of any nsfw stuff but i do exist as a person with pride in my sexuality and who i am and will discuss things related to that sometimes
anyways i have an unending amount of autism for the binding of isaac and cult of the lamb and i love all trans people who actively care for transfems and work against transmisogyny so most posts on here will be about that with a smattering of discussion of my experiences!
My name is Ashton (any nicknames r fine) and yeah um I like tmnt (all universes), Ninjago, Ranfren (i do not support Captainhowdie), Spiderverse, Alt fashion, drawing, Death note, Soul Eater and other animes, etc. I really like psychology and legos, fairies are also a big special interest of mine. I’m always open to art requests and just general messages! They make my day :D
Sum stuff BYF
I heavily use and rely on tone indicators
when I use 💞 it’s completely platonic! I’ll also say ily completely platonically too! If this makes you uncomfortable plz let me know <3 I’ll also swear pretty frequently.
Rbs on any of my posts are appreciated! I’m also open to any messages, be as random as you want lol
DNI
if you’re transphobic, homophobic, racist, ableist,etc,etc. Keep in mind I am under 17 so dni if that makes uncomfortable. Proshipper, if you are an nsfw account. (Idc if you promote your onlyfans or have sexual memes on your account.)
Other accounts so far:
Quotev: vampir3boy
Pinterest: VAMPZ
My tags:
Art (all fandoms): ashlikesart (no spaces, ash likes art)
Stories or story promo (all fandoms): ashlikeswriting (no spaces, ash likes writing)
Ninjago stuff: ashlikesninja (no spaces, ash likes ninja)
Tmnt stuff: ashlikesturtles (no spaces, ash likes turtles)
Headcanons (all fandoms): ashtonheadcanons (no spaces, ashton headcanons)
the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
when u go to write a mentally ill person in ur story you are presented two options. the first option is to write your mental illness realistically as you actually experience it with all the ups and downs and people who are like you will resonate with it and feel seen. except every person who reads instagram infographics on mental health that uses the phrase narcicisst for anyone who does anything that crosses them and unironically call themself a dark empath will call you scary and tell you that youre demonizing mentally ill people
the second option is to lie and write inspiration porn for those people to get hard to
love when ppl defend the aggressive monetization of the internet with "what, do you just expect it to be free and them not make a profit???" like. yeah that would be really nice actually i would love that:)! thanks for asking
I'm an alien pet regressor!
I specialize in unique or uncommon pet regression types, and I’ll still post common type content as well ;3
My blinkie collection is under the cut :3
(Many of them are condition-related - this is because I want neurodivergent people to know they have a safe place on my blog!)
or any other sweet names. I love calling people sweet names and I love being called sweet names <3
certificated lover sensitive girl. I hate mean, toxic, nonchalant people so much. I feel too much and I love feeling too much
21 years old, born in 2002
Pronouns she/her but I don’t mind when other pronouns are used too
I have 156 centimeters, so this is my apology to everyone I tricked into thinking that I have over 6 feet
Brown eyes, black-brown hair
I have over 20 piercings and bunch of tattoos too (yes, they’re pierced)
I wear glasses 24/7, I have astigmatism and bunch of other stuff and being without glasses makes me faint
I don’t watch movies, films etc for like over 5 years
I’m lesbian (I don’t know if I’m masc or fem or sub or dom, I just want to be cuddled and wear whatever I feel comfortable in. My behaviour won’t change with my clothes yk, I feel pressured when I have to choose between those, and don’t you ever dare to call me “Fem lesbian with masc behaviour.” LIKE IM JUST A WALKING SASS IN DRESS AND SUIT AND NOT ANYTHING NSFW IM LITERALLY TRAUMATISED AND IM WAITING FOR MARRIAGE)
Which reminds me that I hate feeling pressured and forced. I also hate feeling hate and any negative emotions. It makes me actually so unwell that I’m nauseous. Like I see someone being mean and judgy? I’m throwing up.
I have bunch of (mental) health issues and my stories are based on me as I seek comfort but never got any. I’m firm “Be who you needed when you were younger.” so now I write stories for people like me. And don’t worry, I got my mental health under control
I’m allergic to sun and heat
I have orange cat, his name is Vendetta and he’s purring right next to me
I can talk about anything. I have IBS and no talking filter, let’s talk about shit, cum, sex, vaginal infection, stars, why I’m so sexy and smart and so pretty, towels, trains (heavy on trains, I love trains), like literally everything